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bald 🫵
#see i bought a bunch of horse shadows right#thinking oh haha! these will have hair#WRONG#i am delighted#im glad i tested it out on nullified it makes it so funny#ive got 195 horse shadows left 🫠#4dopt is so fun im focusing on the equine esque species#just because ive got horse on the brain 9 out of 10 times#theyre super customizable though! love the zonkeys a ton
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uuuumm for the request thing maybe pastel gaster? maybe with the evil goatparents or evil alphys, haha. or maybe even evil temmie lol.
Day 29 - He's studying you with a smile...
#My art#Requestober#UT#Handplates#Fellplates#Gaster#Fellplates!Gaster is weird :) I like that about him#Man it's been a heck-while since I've draw him!! He's still heckin' cute - I will always be biased towards wings haha#Didn't have any hair to shade this time so had to give them a little extra attention hehe ♪#The whole shading everything - I've just been really into backlighting lately haha#The halo is a great excuse ♫#I also like how in searching for his refs they were paired to the note of ''Don't think about it for too long it all comes crumbling down''#But now I'm thinking about it!! Oh no!! Lol#Like for example I know there are Mercyplates iterations where the Skelebros never get the plates#But the intention was still there at some point (maybe? It's been a while lol)#Basically my point is - I think Gaster's two hand hole-punches would garner the attention of Someone#Since they were brought up how about Alphys or the Goatparents' - and he gets some accessories to cover up with ♪#Anyway that's all just errant-thought fun to think about Gaster getting hurt lol - even this Gaster?#:3c Maybe#I trust him about as far as I can throw him as much as I thoroughly enjoy him hehe ♪#It was tempting to do something with Alphys and the others as well - the image of him picking up Fell!Temmie and resting her on his lap lol#But I've never drawn any of them and I couldn't find any agreed-upon references so I opted for He Alone#It would be fun to see him interacting with others tho :)#Hardly topical but I think my favourite iteration of AU Alphys is SwapFell?? She's very cool in Swap but hnnrh the armour is so cool#Anyway lol ♪
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I'm looking at the Zora May prompts and wanna write stuff, and now my brain's just giggling with ideas LOL like--
Imagine, after Age of Calamity, that Link and Mipha get together. That has its whole set of fun and drama - a Hylian/Zora marriage would mean a lot anyway, but particularly when it's the Zora princess and the Hero of Hyrule. Link and Mipha start to have a family, Zelda is settling into being queen, and they all have their own set of stressors and joys and the three are still besties and it would be just so funny to see y'all. Like... Link takes his oath as a knight seriously, so he still assists Hyrule often, and just this scenario in my head came and--
Zelda, sighing: I hardly slept last night. I was up late researching the latest Zonai discoveries and almost forgot I had a meeting with the Rito delegation this morning. I'm so tired.
Link, hair a mess, on his third cup of coffee after dealing with one of his kids having a meltdown while the other kept everyone up crying all night, dealing with Mipha also trying to do royal duties, having just teleported over here via Sheikah towers: .....That sounds rough.
#give me some domestic hilarity and stress and fluff dang it#Zelda has every right to be exhausted too but this image in my head was too funny not to share#I don't know how parents do it I'm barely alive most days LOL#if I had a husband and kids to worry about too I'd probably have a permanent IV for caffeine injections#all my lovelies who are parents: God bless you XD#age of calamity#oh and then totk happens and Link almost loses his ever loving mind LOL#imagine Link as a dad in totk HAHA#Link dealing with Ganondorf while his four-year-old destroys Dorf emotionally#Ganondorf: Behold a king's revival!#Link's kid: You're not even NEARLY as big as Grandpa and he's a REAL king and your hair's ugly#miphlink#poor Zelda had to become queen after the Calamity since she came of age#she and Link exchange letters on the regular when he isn't doing assignments for her and actually gets a few days to chill in the Domain#Mipha has to often visit to help Zelda with her anxieties#I think they'd be a fun dynamic ok
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davrin and rye ingellvar's dynamic continues to be unmatched. davrin invites rook along on the training trip with assan in arlathan forest as a sort of extended hand of peace because they've been getting off on the wrong foot a little bit (rook is gamely like HELL YEAH sounds fun! :) while sweating nervously), and then davrin spends the whole walk squinting at rook -- prancing around in his fancy little mourn watch silk robes getting caught on thorns, gawking at common plants and critters like he's never seen them before, stumbling over roots and laughing awkwardly about it even though davrin hasn't even said anything -- like 'who the fuck is this weird indoor kid, how have they survived this long, and more importantly why are we trusting them to save the world'. all while rook is going 'goddd I'm looking so dumb in front of the cool kid and he already questions every second thing I say or do this sucks'. but. they are both trying, and will keep trying. and this is what matters
#(rye is a they/he situation for clarity)#where lucanis and bellara were cases of unexpectedly finding yourself having a lot in common with someone#rye and davrin are almost diametrically opposed personalities and it's so funny#completely confounded by each other's world views and instincts having such a hard time gauging each other's intentions#bafflement and exasperation along the '...why are you like this' lines even as they keep it professional#'can you just be serious for a moment' '(annoyed and pretending not to be) hm. will you pay me to be. otherwise probably not#it's hard work. (maybe if you started acting like you WOULD take me seriously huh)'#it's going to be SO good when they finally start to get each other and get along haha#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#davrin#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#it's probably not helped by davrin's (very understandable) 'wait you're just letting a possessed master assassin have the run of the place'#while lucanis is nakedly rye's favourite lol. like okay you're passive aggressively tetchy with me and pretending you're not#but the abomination serial killer gets the silk gloves and 'oh dear. oh dear. gorgeous' gentle kisses on the hair???#I can see how that might gall a bit fhdkjsfhsa#('I don't have favourites!' protests local watcher currently trying to shield lucanis dellamorte with their body and soul)#rye was a bit of a wild teenager tho so I think he connects with davrin and assan's stiuation that way and can lend some insight#in that dynamic. and also starts to have some very deep sympathy for the adults in their life at the time eventually b/c oh my GOD
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I got a friend who took an interest in me and I became interested in her after she talked to me, she’s shorter than me, writes things really beautifully, is more social than me
Me: omg this is so johnlock coded
#no but seriously#she’s so amazing#i think i’m in love#I love pretending I don see her staring at my face and smiling#oh wait#does this mean I’m doomed#that were doomed??#well I better not make any enemies haha#bonus: she has light brown hair and I have really dark brown almost black hair#and she worries about me!!!#she saw me eating chips for lunch and later bought me instant noodles and told me to eat better!!!#hey chat am I becoming Sherlock Holmes#ahhh I’m so in lovee#I made the comparison after I saw her writing#it’s really beautiful#formal and with a lot of fancy words and details#I love her#anyways she compared me to Amy from I love Amy#aaaaahh have you ever been in a friendship so romantic?#I mean it’s pretty normal but it’s a lot to me#I’ve never felt so loved by a friend#she’s interested in me!!!!!#she wants to know about me!!!#I don’t want to disappoint her#how to seem more interesting#johnlock#sherlock holmes
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Hey hey.. wy.. wy heyy!!!!!!! Look I told you I'm cooking! I told you!! I tollkkddd yoouuu!!!!
Click on image for better quality please😭 Tumblr butchers my 4k resolution:((((
#krugston#airoah#Spoofsart#SILLIE#funnie#uh#uesh guys! look !! i cooked!#yeah Oc art this time! with a pinch of fanart for my favorite little alien guy!!!#(he aint even CLOSE TO BEING LITTLE 😭 )#I'm pretty sure the guy is 6 feet tall#plus 1 foot if you include his hair!#so 7 feet tall in total!!! but uh yeah i cooked!! this was like 3 weeks ago i think so uh. yeah still trying to get myself to adore drawing#i just forget my tablet exists sometimes haha..and im a big ol procrastinator 😭 i prefer to work at night but at night i do other things!!!#aagh! so frustrating!! *claws my desk*#its a sacrafice one thing or the other i cant have both!!#i also gotta sleep#WHAERE WAS I? oh right-#yeah guys Spoof has gotten some changes to her design since the last yall have seen her!!!#shes gotta a coulle reworks ok? shes been through alot shes literally me :3!!!#shes me! ghys shes me!!!!!#shes literally me but just instantly transported to a blue/teal cartoon alien girl!!!!!#love the posing here. ive been practicing my sketching and found out i prefer no stabilizer and i feel so free now.#anyway gotta eep! im gonna do a render soon maybe!#I LOVE KRUGSTON!
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That “things I’m not afraid to admit as a black person,” trend going around needs to die off like, immediately bro.
#most of them have been quite coonish in nature while creating a safe space for whites and nbs to agree with their bigotry#like ‘I’m white but it would be racist if I SAID this haha’ type shit#oh brother#rambling#this#this is like one of the worst takes that I’ve seen in the past week from a black Person in this coon trend#last time it was the ‘i hate hood people’ now it’s ‘I refuse to be friends with black ppl’#the whites and nbs will not treat you better lovely you’re gonna be their token and they’re gonna see how far they can go with treating you#like crap#they’re gonna see if you’ll accept their microaggressions and slip ups and if you’re fine with it then oh well#why even post this oskska#a black koreaboo…. does she not know how awful Korean men treat their women…. it’s not my place to speak on this but 😵💫………..#she got jimins hair and think she can step to the podium…. alright#her casket ready makeup- the anime girl wig- sorry I won’t roast#this sister is hurting somewhere lol#I get the mixed ppl thing since a lot of them are annoying and awful especially the white mom black dad combos but other than thatjsjss#even to an extent black men but like then she goes on and says that she wants a Kr boyfriend like that’s any better ajjaa#as if men from any background don’t have the capacity and history for violence against women like what man#this is just textbook antiblackness jjsjs#she probably got bullied for being weird but oh well. so now all black ppl are evil monsters#you as a black person should feel weird to even project such thoughts it’s very dangerous
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I just finished botl and have moved on to tlo and I have to say your ethan drawings are everything to me because I love that silly little guy sm
ETHAN IS EVERYTHING im glad the propaganda is working
#ethan design truly hit me like divine inspiration#MOSTLY#bit of design backstory for you: making ethan blond (ish) was actually for a specific purpose#i was thinking of my silena and luke designs and ethan all next to each other and went 'oh they all have black hair'#so really i made ethan blond for more differentiation#also to put a new spin on his design which everyone already knows i like doing#ethan has such a specific style to me also#thats barely based in any canon and more headcanon/interpretation#ive got lots of character clothing boards HAHA#tldr: i love ethan#and his character is too interesting to relegate him to a few mentions like rick riordan does#simon says#asks
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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people keep guessing my age way lower which i guess is a little flattering but i genuinely do wonder why that is bc i for real for real dont feel like i look 21. i feel like minimum youd guess mid 20s so like. do i just seem immature or inexperienced and thats why ppl are convinced im younger like,,,
#like on almost all cruise tours when the guests chat with me they ask if i go to university here or if im an exchange student and im like#nah i just work a normal job here haha and then when i tell them 'yeah i wanted to leave germany before turning 30 so i achieved thay goal'#they go oh yeah you have pleeenty of time and im like no im turning 30 in like. two months. and they go all shocked and surprised like they#genuinely think i just finished school or smthn hello 😭😭😭#whats a bitch gotta do around here to be viewed as an adult its not my fault i dont have any grey hair yet im working on it 😭😭#soph txts#txt#and today as well an elvis chatted with me and asked my age and i said im 30 in october and he went WHAT??? NO WAY!! ARE YOU LYING TO ME??
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VUXisms (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Or if you prefer my very Normal Collection of ZEX stimming lol#I'm not choosing to read alien behaviours through a neurodivergent lense you can't prove anything#Okay you got me yes I am lol - in conjunction with my ADHD Max HC (which I am only more convinced of lol) I went into this with#Really any kind of self-soothing behaviour fascinates me :D And ZEX definitely needs the soothing ;;#But it's not just the stimming! Though I did keep pretty diligent notes about that lol he's deeply interesting to me!#He's a texture person! Part of that is due to being VUX and having very processed food but if it fits it fits!#I'm also a texture person - again I have too many notes relating to ZEX lol#I also find it charming (or sad - whichever is applicable at the time!) when ZEX eats in ''odd'' ways haha ♪#Eating without utensils - you can always just wash your hands you do you <3#The weighted blanket lol so - I had a very normal and measured reaction to ZEX enjoying full-body pressure lol#Solely and purely intellectual! Of course! VUX enjoy swimming! Full-body pressure makes complete sense!#And he's a tactile person on top of that - pressure good for multiple reasons! I really do think he'd sleep better with a weighted blanket ♪#Back to stimming! I really loved the scene of him opening the water bottle and his therapist being So Impatient with him about it lol#Let him figure it out! He's very intelligent! Very skilled at finding weak points and exploiting them hehe <3#But then he runs his finger on the lip of the bottle! Wine-glassing it while he talks hehe <3 I love him#Humming!! Another stim I relate to! Not so much now since it was ''encouraged'' out of me so I may be doubly biased towards him using it hee#Too delighted to focus on utensil lessons and yet he's still clever enough to pay attention to multiple things at once hehehe ♫#And then aside from his actual biggest stim he plays with his hair quite a lot - in various ways and to different ends :D#Running his hands through it to self-soothe or tugging on it to express - I kinda read it as him trying to move his head feelers around haha#Not quite the same but something!#Oh and then his biggest stim - just looking at humans lol it is very dopamine-delivering <3 And he has dopamine now! Very powerful :3c#Hhhhh human chemistry for VUX behaviours <3 It's so interesting to me hehe ♪
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Going through the Utahim.e tag had me checking several times if at some point I had clicked on the G.ojo/Utahim.e one instead
#It's mainly the ship and mainly ship art. Very pretty btw. There's people with gorgeous styles there#There isn't even a lot of x reader fics haha I guess people don't want to bang Utahime?#Anyway... lowkey wished this happened with Ijichi lol#I so wanted Ijichi to mention or even hint at a mention of Gojo one last time like they did with Nanami#If nothing else for the weight of it all. The weight of feeling your youth dying piece by piece alongside the people who made it out#And everything it implies#Art of Shoko dealing with Gojo's death even in a cold way always strikes hard for that motive but I always love it#with pretty much everyone of those years. There was one piece I saw once that was not explicitly or necessarily romantic about Utahime#being hit by Gojo's death and I don't recall exactly how it was (I think I may have queued it?)#but it moved me more than any piece more clearly emotional that I had seen before#I don't know. I thought it held the potential of that. That weird uncomfortable heartbreaking feeling#of hearing bad news about old friends or classmates and how it makes you realise the weight of time#They suffered and accident. They tried to kill themselves. They are very sick. Their sibling or parent died. And you knew these people#You saw them daily for years. Maybe you weren't close but you knew these people. They cut my bangs when I was eight and I punched them#I tripped over them playing hide and seek and we both lost at the same time. We both hated each other's favourite teacher#They borrowed my pen once and then never gave it back. I once drenched them at the fountain after PE and it was winter but they laughed#Their mother got mad though. Now she's dead. We were made to sit together in French class in middle school. They loved to keep their hair l#Now they're sick and have lost their hair#Their little sibling was so annoying always trying to make us play with them during recess too. It was kinda cute. Now they're dead#I don't know. That kind of stuff#Utahime boosts Gojo and then he dies. Shoko opens him up to make a tool of his body#Ijichi accompanies another kid to clean after him in the meanwhile. And then the realisation hits. He is dead#He was annoying. He was my friend. He was so rude#He had such a sweet tooth. He laughed so loudly. He used to lean over people when talking with them#We were kids once. We are here now. He isn't here anymore. Some of us haven't been here anymore for a long while. It's been so long#He was still young. I am still young. We felt so old. At times it feels as if the time back then didn't happen at all.#And now he's dead and oh it's true he was so annoying but he also had such a sweet tooth. I forgot. What do I do with this memory now?#At times it felt as if the time back then didn't happen at all but then at times it shone through. He brought it back#He asked me a favour knowing I wouldn't betray his secret. He still teased the same way. He still leaned on people. But now he's dead#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well xD I think it's a pretty common emotion when it happens.Oh I forgot to censore words again sorry
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karma and charmarielle, and angel and demon who are roommates !
redesigns of ocs from 2012 (this is actually the 2nd redesign I did of them, first was in 2019 or 2020 but I was unhappy w that redesign)
they got in a fight where charmarielle was trying to hunt down karma and send her back to hell, and in the fight karma stole her halo where her divinity is, and charmarielle stole karma's horns, where her malice is. theyre both stuck as humans now with all the Human Emotions they both lacked before...
they live together bc they were both lookn for roommates to afford an apartment on the low wage jobs they had to get, and theyre both looking for each other knowing they rendered the other powerless but they other holds their key to getting they powers back/getting back to heaven and hell. but neither know who the other one is/what they look like in their human forms and become friends accidentally (gfs later) the story is like. them trying to convince the other theyre a Very Normal Human :) while being wildly dysfunctional abt it LOL. average late 20s girlies. by the end ofc they dont care abt returning bc theyve learned to be human and are in LOVE 🫶
(they are still both objectively kinda jerks tho <3)
#karma and charmarielle#karma#charmarielle#charmies name is a combo of charmaine and ariel asjdfk i wanted her to have a very. Angel Sounding Name#karmas name has been the same since 2012 HAHA im not changing it :)#ocs#doodles#sketches#oc#karma originally had a moth boy bf bc the story was..uh..more of a fantasy setting i think? he has been written out goodbye king#they do kinda function as magical girls now in. a way. kind of reversed sdkhf#as in their true forms are more colorful. charmies hair gets longer. karmas points out and gets brighter. and the eyes horns wings etc#oh also the bit abt them being jerks..in this universe demons exist only to tempt humans and assigned to one sin usually#angels exist only to stop demons as sort of robots#so karma is very hot headed (her sin is wrath) and charmie is cold asf at first#they learn to meet in the middle#but theyre also sorta fixated on each other/finding each other humans a second thought bc of their respecitive missions and goals#and seeing humans as beneath them. hence. asshole behaviors
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I have so many screenshots of Kalpas' face I could reconstruct his face at this point, and I'm afraid to say I'm not sure his face is scarred
#Biggest disappointment in a while#The marks on his face coincide exactly in shape and placement with the waves and twirls of his bangs#and they're the same colour used for the shading of his face#Which makes me think perhaps they're the shadow his hair forms on his face#I'm afraid of this realisation and hope it isn't the case but thankfully (?) I suppose we'll never know for sure#On the other hand his eyelashes have those reddish brownish parts that I thought were just the model breaking down#but they seem to belong to the actual design in some of the screenshots I've taken. That would be nice#I did want him scarred though. The marked dark eyebags are good nonetheless#And he has green eyes. A very realistic shade of green. I wasn't expecting him to have green eyes at all and I like it very much#I went to take screenshots hoping for noseless guy and I've ended up thinking he doesn't even have scars#I don't even know what to say haha#Kalpas#I talk too much#Traces#HI3#I am very much not normal about the fact he has green eyes. I don't know why I have loved it so intensely#nor why the realisation has surprised me so severely#But I do really enjoy the fact that he has green eyes#By the way‚ hilarious when Mei catches him talking with some other Flame Chaser and he talks normal. No threatening tone. No screaming#Even with Mobius. Yes he's angry yes he's sad yes the weight of the past is crumbling over him#but kind of like everyone else there. Mei gets in the middle of his conversations with Hua or Elysia or even Mobius and he is calm#and having a decent conversation. Then Mei arrives and he becomes that one Yu Gi Oh character#or Light in one of his bad days or over L's tomb#or something along those lines of exaggerated. It's so funny#Truly hilarious and so very silly. I would have died in two days there because I would not have been able to avoid making fun of him
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sooooo
I'm 32 now
when can I expect to finally grow out of getting obsessed with men people stuff? I'm waiting....
#I doooo not want it#it's embarrassing#can it stop please#BUT also can I not feel depressed and like an empty shell when it's not happening#I mean I can handle it when it's things. hobbies. shows. whatever#sure it usually ends up being expensive as fuck but#at least I don't go around humiliating myself by talking about nothing but a random guy for months on end#how embarrassing! I think a man is hot! I must jump off a cliff immediately#but whyyyy can't I be normal about it at least#other people get obsessed with normal things! like. idk. anything else#soo anyway the opening narration for the texas chainsaw massacre is great isn't it? he did such a good job :) what a nice voice :) I am not#going to be weird about this man any longer :) no I won't! I'm normal about him! I don't want to bite him or chew on his face or anything#like that. just normal things. uh. sex? that's what people usually want. yeah fine that. I mean I do. want. oh I think I'm doing it again#haha no it's fine I just think he's neat (he's the only person on earth no one else exists anymore he's so beautiful oh my god have you seen#his little face he looks like a cute little potato I've never seen anything prettier in my life haha I need to run my hands through his hair#and have you seen how tall he is and he's so cute and I need to. be taken outside and shot. god.#I keep. shrieking. every time I see him. at such a high frequency that it hurts my own fucking ears. because. I can't believe that he exists#I'm. so. stupid!!!!#annnd repeat this every time this happens blah blah blah i should jsut delete this blog right now oh my GOD.
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i pass pretty much all the time but hm. ive heard interesting stuff from drunk ppl i know who dont know im trans
#''haha when my bf was talking about you and i asked to see a picture he showed me one and i was like... is that right? bc i thought that was#a girl in that pic. i mean only bc i didnt expect him to have any girlypop friends haha''#yeah i mean that is an average thing to say and not mean or anything but it hits a bit different when im trans#i mean the person saying that didnt know and if they did they would have never said anything like that#but it's still a bit. hmmm.#also the topic of my looks came up and it's funny how everyone thinks i'm cute#i wish i could b masc hot but im fine with being cute. not everyone can look good the same way#but like it's so common for the only compliment transmascs get being ''cute'' for various reasons but i think in my case it's just my#wavy hair and slight babyface and round features#which yeah ok whatever i'm still young - ive got plenty of time to start looking less like a boy and more like a man#as in even if i was a cis guy id look pretty much like this#though! im only 2 years on t so i cant wait what the future holds for how i'll look :3c#well almost 2 and a hlaf but yknow#also i have a slight. can i say this. ''tranny voice'' which. slay. but i was told i ''sound like a femboy'' which#once again super funny that ppl say that stuff bc they genuinely cant tell im trans#the only reason i pass is bc i get read as [justin mcelroy voice] kinda faggy#oh that guy over there with wide hips and feminine manners and voice and small feet and hands [compared to cis men] with an apparently cute#face who doesnt seem to know anything about stereotypical guy stuff? thats a cis man#and i love that#but also one of these ppl is not cis#if you saw me irl you'd know im insanely easy to clock for trans people#but yeah whatever im just amused by all this it's kind of fun having ppl not know im trans#but also i have a new friend who doesnt know and i think i should let him know at some point if it comes up bc idk man. it feels like im#living a secret life or something. like obviously no one has the right to know im trans but. i can make the choice of wanting someone toknow#but also hes my only guy friend who lives in this city. well technically not the only one i have another friend but we never hang out irl.#anyways i dont want to ruin our broship#i dont think itd get ruined and if it did itd just mean whatever but im still scared#agh idk#leevi talks
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