#thinking of my son tonight.
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one day . . i’ll write a meta on the way easton gets these intense nerves before each show . questioning himself in his skills and whether he’s good enough to continue his journey in the band . whether they’re all just waiting for the right moment to pull the rug out from under him and kick him out of the band when he’s at his peak . he’s so scarily afraid of not being able to keep up with them all solely because he grew up on a different music scene . despite his bandmates showing him that they’re so so very fond of him , he still can’t get that rattling out of his head .
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Damian walking past Tim's room to get water in the middle of the night hearing, "yes, I know. I know. You're excited to get to the bottom of this problem. I'm aware. I hear you, really I do. You make a good case. I would really love to work on it, too." and wondering who he's speaking to, only for him to continue, "but you're trying to be GOOD about your silly little human body right now. So get up. Go to bed. You need to sleep. Don't be an idiot. Come on. It's bedtime. For real. Let's go." so Dami peeks in, and it's just Tim talking to himself, growing more frustrated by the moment (though his tone suggests nonchalance). He's still firmly planted in the chair. He tried his best.
#tim drake#idk it's just dumb and based on what I have to do to convince myself to go to sleep most days#on bad functioning days I'm B A D I'll stay up until all my tasks are completed#but on good days I'll even start standing up and go 'good job!'#so#something is definitely wrong with me but it DOES help to pep talk myself#idk I just think he'd benefit from it#damian wayne#also it doesn't have to be dami I just love my son#batfam#I'm not being very good tonight it's true I'm filled with vigor to complete my tasks#pray that I go to sleep fairly soon#i don't want to see another sunrise until after I've slept
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miku devouring her gingerbread son
#hatsune miku#vocaloid#piapro studio#doodle#hiyari8#ask#technically not an ask but i’m classifying this inspiration as such since it’s Close Enough; spiritually#saturn devouring his son#please tell me if there are more tags needed for this because i think i will be seeing this in my nightmares tonight
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Thinking about son of Hermes Neil Josten. Growing up with a mother who stuck with the Butcher, a man so vile no monsters would come near. Mary praying, praying, praying for auburn hair and blue eyes, to need there to be no question of paternity. Thinking about how when they finally go on the run, Neil feels more at home than he ever did in Baltimore. The road is a comfort for him, not quite safe but secure in the rightness of movement. Being fast when he needs to get away, outrunning hands and bullets and knifes. Coming into his own as a thief, a pick pocket, always finding luck on his side. Realizing that he picks up and understands languages better than anyone else he knows. And when his mother’s body is burning and then the bones are buried in the California sea side, he gets a message on the wind, the speaker sounding familiar like a dream or a childhood friend - “You’ll be safe at Palmetto.”
Once Neil learns the truth, when he’s safe at Palmetto surrounded by people like him, I imagine how relieved he is to learn that the Butcher is not his father. He was a Wesninski only in name, and not in blood. Neil uses his God-given wit and cunning to take down Riko and the Nest. He is a permeable boundary that brings together the Monsters and the rest of the Foxes.
And, of course, he’s the fastest on the team.
#just thinking tonight!#aftg#neil josten#all for the game#the foxhole court#Percy Jackson#rambling#wait until I get my thoughts together for sons of Apollo Andrew and Aaron lol#hermes as the god of boundaries athletes luck thieves speed language wit and cunning#it really writes itself
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Well I feel sometimes like a little child lost in the woods in the fading light 🎵
#this is a sketch from months ago but I don't think I ever shared it#and I've got mega Ruyak feels tonight writing some stuff for book iv#this song is so perfect for him it drives me crazy#“it was all I could do just to play along now you tell me that the parts are wrong”#are you kidding me???? GUH.#I love my big sad angry confused son!!!!!#grace makes art#tmatb#ruyak#cw scopophobia
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i regret to inform y’all that if you thought jersey’s favorite movie was something deep and complex…it’s actually mamma mia and mamma mia two: here we go again
#nina speaks#LKHDSLKHDLK IM SORRY#ITS JUST THE RIGHT ANSWER#he loves abba#it's just the right answer#like he really is like i am so scary and menacing and horrible and just loves a cheesy musical with a happy ending#EMBARASSSSSIIING#also rs does think its cute#jk very wine drunk doing gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight like...extremely OFFKEY...is performance art#so beautiful to him#its his white boy culture#life imitates art i am also wine drunk listening to mm 1&2#also my comfort movies tbh he really is my son#on that note the spelling of anything tonight...#DOOOONT WORRY ABOUT THAT LMAO#i have work off tomorrow#i have several beautiful crayon drawings and several glowing parent reviews and am a little sunburned#but i am having the time of my life#asks are coming im gonna finish them but i may have to post them tomorrow to spell check them so sorry lmao#MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh#i do think jersey can go on a 273723092 tangent about why bill is 100% sophies real father but he wishes it was harry#laughing crying throwing up#ravenstans fav podcast
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hmmmm i Swear I am Going To Bed but let me get this outta my system lest it Plagues me. But like.
God it means so much when I see people actually care about my art, my writing, my thoughts my ideas etc. I don't know why but I never feel like anyone actually. cares. And I still struggle with this So Bad and like. idk it just feels like I could never do anything with wyd!RGB again and nobody would care. like im the only one who really cares abt my dumbass son (beef) and honestly is it even worth it. does it matter. but also ive seen people actually care about beef and be interested in what i am . hopefully Gonna do with wyd. and its just. nice. to have my fears proven wrong at least a Little bit. oh this headache is kicking my ass i gtg but just like. Know. that im happy people care and im holding beef here in my mind and hes also happy that people (other than me. the mf torturing him /silly) think about him.
#ventings#but good i swear#idk i struggle with these thoughts a lot. i also feel like I Karl The Person am something that could be easily discarded#like im just here to give art and hype people up. not something anyone ever thinks about if im not present#WHICH I KNOW ISNT TRUE i know thats my mind fucking with me. but it still feels strange when someone mentions thinking about me. or that#they like my ideas or my characters or anything. it feels like going from an object made to care but not be cared for-#-to being a person who is actually cared about as much as they care#idk. sorry i have issues but im feeling happy and human tonight. people love me and they love my bastard son (beef) and im glad
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Wrestling has been there for me during my most difficult times.
#honestly I think my dog (my son the love of my life) is passing away tonight/tomorrow I can’t stop crying#I’m literally just trying to distract myself because I need to calm down#ODIO SER POBRE ESTOY HASTA LA MADRE DE NO PODER TENER DINERO PARA PAGAR SUS MEDICAMENTOS NI EL VETERINARIO#ME QUIERO MORIR. ME QUIERO MORIR.#I can’t fucking calm down#lexie speaks
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👍 Watcher
he really do be fine in that top of crop
#sorry im taking so long with each of these im just having#so much fun drawing them i know i go too hard on asks im so sorry i JUST THEYRE SO FUN#THATS WHY I LET THEM STAY IN MY BOX SOMETIMES CAUSE IT INSPIRES ME LIKE A PROMPT..I HOPE THATS OK SOMETIMES#BUT UH YEAH HERE YOU GO ANON#I M NOT SURE IF THIS IS TOO MUCH IM SORRY IF IT IS AAA#I JUST MY SON...HOLDS HIS FAT FUCKING TITTIES..#asks#art#my ocs#watcher#froggy mail time#i will try to sneak one more tonight but i think i will continue the rest tmrw
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Sooo uhhh
Alhaitham's Writing on the Wall amirite?
*sobs*
#GUYS I AM SO UNWELL#LIKE I KNEW IT WAS A FANSONG OF A FANSONG#SO PARTS WOULD BE SIMILAR#BUT THE PARALLELS HURT#ALHAITHAM BEING LIKE I SEE U#*head in hands*#anyways#HAIKAVEH NATION HOW WE FEELING TONIGHT#sometimes i think I'm an alhaitham kinnie#and then other times i think i need an alhaitham kinnie#but thats neither here nor there#thats a therapy session for another day#genshin impact#genshin alhaitham#genshin kaveh#haikaveh#OH YEAH#HBD KAVEHHH#my boy my son my definite kin#Day 161 of hiding from my friends#imagine this is the post that makes them find me lol#cuz one of my friends is a diehard haikaveh shipper#and they're still active on this hellsite#well rip#remember me comrades
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rewatching naruto yet again and the scene between kakashi and yugao at the end of the konoha crush arc is so diabolical. it’s actually one of my favorite storytelling moves that the anime makes in that season.
(in the dub) kakashi tells yugao that going there “makes me think of the mistakes i’ve made in the past. and i’ve made so many of them.” and then in the next episode, itachi shows back up in the village. itachi is such an interesting sore spot for kakashi. i think it’s easy to miss because the trauma of what he did is so firmly rooted in sasuke’s story, but there’s no way it didn’t affect kakashi, too (why else put that scene where they did? it’s not as if they needed to foreshadow obito THIS SECOND). itachi was on team ro, under kakashi’s mentorship. he was a teammate even if they were never friends, and kakashi treats the safety of his teammates as paramount. i think a large part of why kakashi focuses so much of his attention as a sensei on sasuke is because he carries a great deal of guilt for not recognizing that itachi was about to tip over the edge. he’s trying to atone for that failure, and he’s also trying to prevent history from repeating itself.
#darcys diary#i imagine this is something people have talked about a lot already#i just think its inch resting#and i dont have anyone to yell directly at about it#so we’re yelling in the void tonight#also my dumbass loves that jiraiya is watching that exchange between kakashi and yugao#it tickles my jiraiya/sakumo hc in just the right way#jiraiya checking up on an old lover’s kid#not knowing that’s his son too
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kronos when rhea asks him where the kids are
#this was in my head. i think i could probably edit saturn devouring his son on this#maybe l8r…#today tonight with vans#memes
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#had a tough day today bc i had to meet up with our hr manager for a 'talk' about my absence#i was so nervous for it that i was drained before it even began#i asked a colleague of mine to be there#an older man who i trust with these things bc he's very calm but often knows what to say at the right time#and is very sensitive#he could tell i wasn't doing well before i told anyone#he's dealt with his own darkness as well so i know that's why i gravitate to him#the conversation went okay. i said what i wanted to say#the hr manager clearly wanted to see me /wanting/ to come back on monday lol#expecting a quick fix like they always do#she did take away my main points so i really hope i see the results. and i asked to come back without my manager breathing down my neck#i hope that gets respected too#then afterwards. after already almost crying a million times my colleague asked if i wanted to bike with him to this statue#that got placed here today bc it's a traveling thing to raise awareness for suicide#he supports that cause bc his son is a victim of suicide#and i could tell he was having a hard time but then he also actually said it#i was crying man. he doesnt know how deep it goes for me but#i think i gave him a bit of comfort being there. showing i understand#when i got home he texted me to thank me for going with him bc he couldn't have done it alone.#im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight#my posts
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I decided the best way to address being so lonely was to impulsively find a cheap flight at the last minute and go see my friends. So now I’m on the other side of the country, oops.
Their son (who is two years old) is talking SO much now, and he can’t quite say Emily so I’m now Emimi, and every time he says it I just completely melt 🥹 Their daughter is four months old and last time I was here she wasn’t quite two weeks old yet, so she is obviously much more interactive and alert and smiley and UGH I love them SO MUCH.
#tonight their son has wanted Emimi to do everything for him lol#bath time? no. Emimi bath.#can mom get you out of the car seat? no! Emimi car seat!#every time turns me into a real life version of the 🥹 emoji#he was apparently annoyed that they didn’t go on a plane after his mom told him they were going to the airport#but he’s brought up several times that ‘Emimi came to airport’#I think it really upped my street cred with him lmao
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ok the last post i reblogged sent me on a minedai spiral and i wrote a massive textpost i didn't actually finish and watched like 30 mins of cutscenes including the whole finale rooftop stuff [yakuza 3 spoilers to follow] and god WHAT THE FUCK I'm actually crying like multiple consecutive tears over fucking. MINE YOSHITAKA. not that he's not worth it but i Did Not Care That Much when i first saw that scene but after spiralling over his emotions i am apparently DEVASTATED. cannot stress enough that i do not cry very often at all. this is a rare event. but it's just so fucking sad. when you know what's happening and what's going to happen and how mine feels the atmosphere is so fucking miserable and mournful. god. fuck. the way he looks at kiryu when he's like what are you going to do to daigo you bastard. THE GUILT THE HESITATION. HE'S NOT WELL. the love of his LIFE got hurt under his protection and he is NOT HANDLING IT WELL HE'S HANDLING IT SO FUCKING BADLY that he's decided to kill him because he's basically dead and he can't stand waiting for the other shoe to drop. he's losing his mind over this he's actually losing his entire purpose and ideology and he's fucking. gay as hell. and the way he says "oh yeah you know how it was growing up as an orphan. no one trusted or loved me. i had nothing" when, frankly, kiryu DIDNT have it that bad. but he did lose those people, one of whom's death has a striking resemblance to mine's in a minute. idek how i wanna unpack that rn. like he just assumes it's universal and it's not. but if they grew up in the same circumstances who's to say kiryu wouldn't have ended up like him? and when he collapses after the fight and his secretary calls him and he tries to open up to her about the shallow but meaningful (to lonely ass mine) relationship they have and she starts talking about stock exchange bs and he's like kiryu do you ever feel like your world is falling apart around you. he's been worried sick he's been agonizing he almost killed his dead beloved chairman. and the way daigo uses the same gun mine used to shoot at kiryu and was gonna use to kill him to save mine and kiryu. how his first lines are that he's not ready to die yet. how mine cowers and falls to his knees when daigo wakes up. fuckkk dude. and how mine starts all rational and explanatory and calm in tone and when kiryu starts pressing him he starts freaking the fuck out and when daigo wakes up he finally has a mournful tone. him saying he doesn't deserve to live but not admitting he betrayed daigo. he never even told him he loved him, as far as we know. (god the fact that it still manages to be devastating even with richardson's CHOICE acting and daigo's coma trickshot is insane.) and how he tells kiryu he hates those who always try to help others even when that's the trait that drew him to daigo, and when he lets kiryu help him (read: beat a moral into him) he wishes he'd met him sooner, as if the belief that there wasn't only one person who could care about him would have saved him has set in, as if he realizes now that he never accepted help and that's why he was wrong about those do-gooders, and that perhaps he was wrong about them and himself, that it wasn't because they were lying to him or because he was unlikable, but that he did not let them in. because that's literally what's happening. AND I FUCKING. FORGOT DAIGO ASKS KIRYU IF MINE WAS THE TRAITOR AFTER HE WATCHES HIM FUCKING KILL HIMSELF AND KIRYU SAYS NO HE WOULD NEVER BETRAY YOU. HE LIES TO COVER HIS ASS BECAUSE HE UNDERSTANDS HOW BROKEN HE WAS ABOUT THIS AND CANT BEAR TO RUIN HIS IMAGE IN THE EYES OF THE ONE PERSON MINE REALLY CARED ABOUT, REALLY LOVED. FUCKS SAKE.
#anyway. mine and kiryu son-in-law + father-in-law unity is underrated those two would be close if mine lived i feel#watching the cutscenes i just kept pausing and yelling WHAT THE FUCKKKK and bawling#having a serious Minedai Moment here in the skrunks household tonight#it's been like 2 hours im not kidding#minedai#rgg#mine yoshitaka#i didnt get it at first but i get it now. god#holy shit#that bit where he's like i could have any woman i wanted. but it was all a lie. so i sought out male bonds instead to see if love existed#congrats on figuring it out babe!!! you're a homosexual <3#yakuza 3#fucking. he thinks orphans are entitled he's such a capitalist I SHOULD NOT LIKE HIM#but hes. so fucking unhealthy about that man#insaned in the membraned about him tonight in ways i legit never would have expected. i am eating my bedsheets#hes such a funny character and he's ruining my night /pos#i have only played y3 once but the more i think about it the more it's like. i reaalllyy like yakuza 3 apparently and i didnt even know lol
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I have such motherly feelings towards Miles Morales which is why I think M*guel should die forever 🙏🏾
#📜 muse's voice#Ohh this little teenage black boy I need to make sure he's getting proper nutrition#I tend to keep my haterism off of here but I rewatched atsv with family tonight 😭#Naturally I'm thinking about Fairylace but also my baby son. I'm gonna make him some good southern soul food
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