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#// withering in my chair because i have to start clearing out 95% of what i own#which is both a taxing physical task and means ill have not shit when i move#but buying a new bed is cheaper than uhaul#and the only people who are able to help take me down there (who offered) are being concerningly quiet when i have to move in A Month#bc otherwise i have to sign a new lease or get a hotel#so idk when the move day is idk how ill get rid of a lot of stuff#and all this while not knowing if my grandma will make it that long#plus working and walking to get my groceries and social media being a pit of despair either from the country falling apart#knowing i take in so much less per month#not knowing when this damn money is going to come in#think im at my limit#sorry for the tag essay btw i didnt realize it was gonna be this long#im just about out of the emergency anxiety meds they gave me which is fucked up bc the anxiety is eating me to pieces#which has ramped up my drinking as well#i dont like who i am!! or the situation im in!!!!!!! being alive is getting to be very taxing on me emotionally
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i was being so so so real when i said id make more katnep comics
#but this one isnt funny. >:)#it's SWEET#my art#fan art#homestuck#karkat#karkat vantas#nepeta#nepeta leijon#katnep#karnep#nepkat#i am not used to limiting my palette im still experimenting!#i hope the colors i chose arent stupid i think theyre nice#if no one can tell what's in the poster it's the miniature tigers album poster#idk i thought maybe shed like it idk#also if it's hard to read kk's apron it says#cull the gastrotechnician#ummm this is an au where they live together uhhhh and also trolls have beds ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#idk
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ooo if you’d like to, bad boys? your art is so shaped /vpos :DD
bad boys 4 u <3
#sphynx sketches#sphynx asks!#trafficblr#limited life fanart#grian fanart#smallishbeans fanart#solidaritygaming fanart#swear i’m still doing the requests LOL. some real stressful stuff happened in my life recently so im even more exhausted than usual.#plus i’ve been working on some personal art so mcyt was on the backburner for a minute. been thinking about my ocs more lately#but i have some things i want to do so maybee if i don’t procrastinate like hell i will have some more art for tumblr soon
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for what it's worth. i look up to you as a very kind and socially insightful person and it's really amazing to feel my brain in real time reshape itself around the fact that you can be snarky and annoyed with strangers while still being overall a very kind person. it sounds so dumb but yeah. thanks for inadvertently teaching me the ways of persons, soon enough i hope to see myself as one too
this is a hard line for me to walk lmfao I know EXACTLY what you mean fwiw 🤝
I manage it largely by having little rules and checks for myself like. I try not to fight people who make dumb comments on my posts most of the time bc 1. it's not worth it 2. let people be annoying 3. I have so many viral posts if I did this more often I would do nothing else
but sometimes if there are like, PATTERNS and the same thing KEEPS HAPPENING OVER AND OVER I will get nerky. and then I think to myself. this person came into my house. the issue isn't not understanding the post. like it's not COMPREHENSION or lack thereof, for me. it's that if you fail to comprehend you have CHOICES as to how to BEHAVE about that. you can scroll past. you can ASK THE OP CLARIFYING QUESTIONS! but when people use their lack of comprehension as a way to be like "Ooooo, I bet I could say something snotty about this to make myself Look Cool And Smart On My Blog" then I will say. it is fair game for me to be like "this is a behavior that I Hate. I am going to express that with a measured post of my own in which I do not engage in cruelty or make assumptions or statements about you as a person while still indicating that I Hated That"
in dog socializing terms. I imagine Tumblr as The Dog Park. I am an older dog who is hanging out at the dog park and there's a lot of other dogs here and a lot of interactions with dogs I don't know. and FREQUENTLY dogs interact with me in socially inappropriate ways and I am 90% of the time employing de-escalation techniques that indicate "no thanks" without confrontation. e.g. yawns, lip licks, looking away, putting my ears back etc. and sometimes? if enough dogs at the same time are mobbing me and they don't pick up on my cues bc they're too caught up in "but I'M having fun trying to one up you!!!!"
then I will go
BARKBARKBARKBARK ARK ARKBARKBARKBARKBARK
anyway. I hope this helps. I put a lot of thought and energy into how I interact with people these days lol. it's about figuring out what my own boundaries are and trying to make my expectations for interaction fairly clear.
#i have like 15k followers rn and i get. a lot of interaction. and so i have to like.#limit the amount i interact back. and also think a lot about what my criteria for doing so is#also im so so autistic.
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You've done this before...
Countless of times...
Why now?
Bonus :)
#dead cells#hyper light drifter#driftcells#the beheaded#bobby#tutorial knight#its angst time.. and i angst all over the place..#also sorry if there are mistakes in asl#thinking about drifter being his reason he started caring for both dead and the living...#he knows of his time being so limited. yet as he continue to fell for him...#that dawning fear slowly catches up..knowing that all of their experience will be nothing more than a memory#im ok :)#im not#my art
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Taking pride in One's own appearance.
#you people are becoming my guinea pigs for my finally learning how to communicate information via comics. a thing ive needed to practice at#also BLEGH. YUCK. andrew hussie was right candy makes you sick. this is a little too saccharine for me. yeesh. let me get back to the meat.#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#doodlebyte#'let me get back to the meat' i say eyeing something similarly sickly in my sketches. at least it's mildly tormented as a counterbalance...#you people have no idea how much im having to stay my own hand. oh i can draw miserable nudity but the most basic of fluff? visceral#anyway i dont know the logistics of picking up a glass eye or where loop got money (besides pilfering from siffrin) & ive previously drawn#sif with a vague blank middle-grey eye as either being scarred over or a blank occular prosthesis put in quickly at the nearest town#i dont know that they'd have a glass eye during the game but considering prosthesis are reccomended to keep the skull etc from deforming#id imagine it would probably come up postgame as something to do now theyre not on a time limit trying to save the country#plus i assume that having it gouged at by a sadness wasnt exactly a clean wound by any measure#all this to say. idk i just wanted to get some information across in comic form to Test my Abilities#and we're far enough down now to say my absolute most wretchingly sweet fluff headcanon that actually inspired this#which is that i think siffrin gets into the habit of not wearing the eyepatch around loop so they kinda match.#and as a signifier to the other that they're letting their guard down around them. vulnerability etc.#just kinda wearing it around their neck so they don't lose it
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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You cannot kill me in a way that matters
happy 4th birthday L'Manberg!! o7
check out my commissions :D
#my post#my art#mcyt#dsmp#dream smp#lmanberg#lmanburg#lmanhole#im not late im not im not <- hit post limit really early yesterday#i showed this to my mother and she went '*deep sad sigh* ohh lmanberg....'#so i think shes also missing them
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the brainrot won
#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without-#distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just-#super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff#i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i-#read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :(#SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!!#but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little-#break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think#ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for-#designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much...#WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to#umm. tags.#new life smp#smallishbeans#mythical sausage#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#inthelittlewood#my art#sketch
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‘Meeting with victors past’
Tried some new things with this piece and it came out super cool!!!
#limited life#trafficblr#grian#inthelittlewood#itlw#pearlescentmoon#scott smajor#smajor95#third life#last life#double life#life series#my art#lat#AAAAAA IM SO EXCITED ABT THIS ONE!!!#let me know what you think :00 im so so curious
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hugs hugs hugs (ID in alt)
#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#trigun#trigun maximum#and i guess#trigun maximum spoilers#i feel like i could talk forever about wolfwood’s unexpected important presence of care for the 3 of them but im also so Limited bc#half of it would be sources:just trust me#especially when it comes to meryl and wolfwood FMSMD HALF OF THEIR MAX DYNAMIC IN MY HEAD are completely pulled from those 4 panels of them#talking - its like the only scene they have together AUGHHG😭😭 But it’s fine. i love making shit up. i also think they have a good deal in#common aside from being vash’s friends (understatement) and their presence in milly's life ueeee.... and when milly BAWLED#hearing that news *explodes explodes explodes*.... anyway... this set is about wolfwood but it doesn't have to be ofc... theyre just huggin#and the 3 of them will have many more brighter hugs to share in the future#ruporas art
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just wanted to make a color ref for Brain Therapist Magneto from 309 but i needed lights too for some reason
bonus The Flats Only Version
#xmen#erik lehnsherr#magneto#xmen comics#snap sketches#why did half of my beginning tags just get neutralized. tf. now i have to retype them and this tag'll make no sense#anyway 'have you done literally anything but think about 309 since you read it' no . apparently vJARLKAJKL#BUT YEAH I JUST WANTED A COLOR REF IF IM GONNA DRAW THIS LOOK MORE OR WHATEVER#i dont know if i like the yellow dress shirt + pink tie combo ... that's inspo'd from his new mutants headmaster suit + tie..#why does he have to wear a suit under the coat huh .. the thing is i have no idea if he's supposed to be wearing a dr's coat or a trench#i mean he briefly wears his magneto suit when scolding charles so maybe it is a doctor's coat....#doctor makes the most sense to me considering the context so thats why i went all white but... now im not so sure ...#UGH stupid beautiful comic had to be in monochrome. or limited colors whatever#anyway i did start some doodles cause i wanted to post a few 309 doodles but. hm.#i think i might make a separate post for it ... it may be a lil inapropro !!!!#i wanted a color ref in the first place because i was thinking about making a 309 comic but like#now that i think of it if i do that i might jsut do the blue/black thing they did in the actual comic..#idk the thing im doodling now i might do in full color. just for fun#tbh maybe i wont do that comic after i doodle this.. no im lying i still will i still have visions i wanna put in front of my eyes#i can only fall asleep thinking about it so much i need it tangible#if i do draw it i prob just wont post it or ill just share it with select friends. aka like. one vjAELKVJEAKJ#but that's like months from now lbr ok ill still share crumbs with you all !!!!! gimme like. five hours vJALKJAKL#ok bye !!!!!!!!! please enjoy therapist magneto in the meantime#you will not get better as an individual you will get worse
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when exactly during the roadtrip did these guys start dating 🤨







they were fruity from the start honestly
i’m trying to pinpoint the exact moment but they’re really making it difficult for me
#who knows how long this actually went for#could be between a fews days to maybe a month or so#they definitely did start daying from the way they looked at eachother when at the mansion#im really pushing my brain to the limit here thinking about this#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#wish does not shut up#xmen first class#xmcu#this was totally an excuse to just show off pictures of cherik
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they're eepy
#get you a nakama who will protect you during your mid-fight nap#one piece#romance dawn#wano#roronoa zoro#monkey d luffy#zolu#parallels#gif#luffy#if i was less lazy i'd maybe put japanese captions toooo? but like 1 im not confident#and 2 i think i'd have to do it frame by frame in post cause my gif program has limited [roman only] fonts#but for anyone interested [like me] in the exact wording:#romance dawn: 'ore wo neruzo' 'aa ato wa ore ga yaru!' wano: 'zoro... ippun tanomu' 'aa makasero'#eepy
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little animatic of this moment i love oh so dearly
#spoilers for tma season 5#just in case#the magnus archives#jonmartin#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#i rarely ever make animatics but there are times. where i have a vivid vision of one#and im like. i need to do this now or else i’ll die#i think my last one was the etho limited life one#anywya i needed to get this out of my system#bc these two… augh#wrensdoodles
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One of Shadow Milk’s many prop replicas of himself, left behind. Even though the eyes are forever staring straight into the distance… Oddly enough, you still feel like you’re being watched.
But surely, though, it won’t hurt to take it home and touch up the colours, right? :)
#oh. my god chat. do i have a lot to say now#IM LOVE HIM#oh my god#fhis is the only time ur gonna see me say i love shadow milk directly and not his art HAHAHA#FUCCKKKKK#this one rlly has me messed up#ive been sitting on this concept for a long while!!! i just cant rlly nail the vibes that i want for it… but mroe than anything i want to#show him to you guys.. so issok if yall see the flopfail before i learn how to better capture my mental image#oh it’s so possessed. btw. like not even a second of thought has to be put into it#LMAO#physical vessel for the shreds of his essence that managed to avoid being sealed up. it’s not enough of him to do anything crazy…#but just enough to put you on edge :)#golden freddy pose shadow milk (i will be drawing this some day)#his ability to move is really sporadic#sometimes he’ll be right in the middle of attempting to make a gesture and then he’ll collapse mid movement… darn#(kicks him) fuck you#i think he’s….. cute.#haha.#okay#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#mystuff#cookie run#crk#crk fanart#cookie run fanart#fave#is it egotistical to put a fave tag on MY OWN ART yeah probably BUT U GUYS DONT. GE T. HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS VARIANT#doodled an oc x canon w this concept in class 2day n realized too late someone wuz watching me draw…………… man.#IM AT TAG LIMIT????? FUCK MY LIFEEE I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT WAS A THING. BYE LOL!!!!!
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