#they’re the better ones anyway tbh
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Good morning to celebrities supporting Palestine: Oscar Isaac, May Calamawy, America Ferrera, Mark Ruffalo, Andrew Garfield, Hozier & Rosario Dawson.
Fuck you Chris Evans, Scarlett Johansson, Gal Gadot, Nina Dobrev and the endless list of celebrities supporting Israel.
#always knew I hated captain America#Chris Evan’s is trash and has been anti Palestine for years#but I’m happy about the pro Palestine Caleb’s#they’re the better ones anyway tbh#oscar isaac#may calamawy#mark ruffalo#rosario dawson#andrew garfield#america ferrera
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I still wonder…
Like. Seb’s document said he broke out while he was being transported
where was he being transported *to?*
Were they just changing where he was contained in the Blacksite? Doubtful given he was still given free enough reign to work on equipment during that time- he probably could’ve just moved himself, maybe with guards
Was he going to another site entirely? It’s implied Urbanshade has multiple sites even if Hadal is one of the main ones-
Were they going to sell him off? I mean- Urbanshade has a history of putting anomalies up for auction, both the Limited Time Imaginary Friend document and the Abstract Art files mention them selling off anomalies they don’t have a use for that aren’t something worth Neutralizing (or the other way around, too useless to sell), we know there’s other companies out there who’d probably have Use for a giant mutant- likely things that wouldn’t be good for him either like some kind of military use/Rich Weirdo Collector type stuff also
Did he even know? He waited 10 years to enact his plan- was it just the first chance he got, or did something happen?
#thinking about the Fish again#sebastian#sebastian pressure#sebastian solace#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#lore spoilers but like- fairly well known ones-#cough* sidenote I am once again making my standing position that Urbanshade is not SCP they are Marshall Dark and Carter- like.#Mixed with Chaos Insurgency and some SCP/GoC (maybe more the latter bc they tend to destroy stuff they don’t find useful? Idk-#I only know some SCP tbh#but like anyways-#The SCP foundation is kinda Fucked morally esp. depending on who’s writing them#but they at least have a philosophy they stand by#that being that anomalies are to be contained but also preserved/not destroyed without reason#(at least in most cases)#whether you consider it to be for better or worse is up to you but they *have* a philosophy#Urbanshade’s JUST in it for the money.#like. they don’t give a shit. They sell off anomalies frequently. they destroy anything not of use to them#they’re the scummy military-tech company of the anomaly world#HELL- EVEN *LOBOTOMY CORPORATION* HAD A GOAL AT THE END#IT’S **HARD** TO BE WORSE THAN THEM-
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they made him study a lot, train, not sleep, and didn’t give him any glasses . It was immediately hell on ice
#along with the whole but you’re special ! you can do it !❤️ pet pet#there are several moments where he is convinced he is going to die and no one takes him seriously#aether has the toxic trait of being overly positive. most complaints from grian ate met with but you can handle it ! you’re stronger !#you’re special. you were chosen by the universe. no one else is like you. better than other players-#and while it can brush his ego sometimes that’s not important !!!!#hearing an angel call you important can be pretty funky to the brain#anyway it takes awhile for him to learn the enchantment for his eyes so he struggles for a bit#i think all this pressure and harsh treatment turns him into a monster#by that I mean ridiculous. powerful. way too fast flying. he’s quick on his feet. his reaction time#they’re strict when he first joins. but lightens up after his first breakdown. mess with his emotional state a little bit#it’s pretty nice for awhile tbh at that point. stable.#still no autonomy tho 🤷♀️ still rules. but better. (their goal)
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danganronpa is so fucking crazy bc it’s like “hi. this is a game series with a fucking amazing premise. unfortunately the writing sucks and is bad and you will spend half the time going ‘eugh why did they write that’ but you will play the whole thing anyways and get attached to your favorite characters and cry when they inevitably die. also it is filled with romance subplots that will stay in your brain forever” HUH??????
#marzi speaks#like. dr sucks but i like it.#but it sucks#but then like. there’s just??? so much in-depth romance and it makes me want to cry???#like. like. thh. asahina + sakura (so sorry lesbians i do not know their ship name). they are so cute and then they are so tragic#and ishimondo. GODDDDD ishimondo. you get to go ‘oh HELL yeah’ for a chapter and then they make you HURT#even like. makoto w/sayaka. start of the betrayal girlfriend trend. love it#and even toko and togami are interesting!!! like they will not date and should not date but they are fascinating#and then sdr2. do not get me STARTED on komahina what sort of psychosexual freudian bullshit are they on i will never know#but there’s also like. hinanami who r SO good. and mahiru and hiyoko who. tbh i wish they were handled better but still#fuyupeko. they make me crazy. and their parallels to akane and nekomaru. aaaa#SONDAM oh my goddd. they’re so#i may not be a v3 fan but they DID give us a lesbian love triangle and i do have to thank them for that#also the best polycule in the world in the form of the workout trio#kokichi i don’t like. but i DO like his little crush on shuichi even if i think it’s one-sided#kiibouruma will forever be real to me tho. world’s worst polycule. for balance#anyways why does dr have so many good romance plots. they’re so. why are those so good#AND WHY ARE LIKE HALF OF THEM QUEER. WHY DOES THE HOMOPHOBIA GAME HAVE SO MUCH QUEER CODING#idk i’m insane. <3 i’m a little crazy. komahina what the hell even are you….
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For the first time since I can remember I did not hate every second around my family and… not only that actually…. Kinda enjoyed myself? Idk, just got home and I’m real tired but I think that’s just cuz I was up early and busy and then had the drive home. Christmas stuff and all that. My mom did…? Get me a pair of shoes that were lesbian colors…. I can’t tell if that was some insane coincidence and she didn’t know or her trying to say/do something all things considered. Apparently my siblings kept telling her I wouldn’t like them when she picked them out (which is fair I wear almost exclusively all black and mostly boots over tennis shoes) but she insisted so…. Mmm…. On the one hand I wish she would just like… say something? But if it was some weird way of being supportive I guess it was kinda sweet? Idk. I might be reading into it and it was just a coincidence
They also all insisted on helping me move in February which kinda has me like ???? Because I’ve moved four times since I’ve moved out and they have never once done a THING to help even when I lived much closer but I’ll take it cuz that means I won’t have to rent a truck cuz they’ll bring theirs and I won’t have to hire ppl to move the big furniture so that’s a lot of money I’ll be saving
They're also giving me one of the beds and mattresses from my great grandma's house since they've been clearing it out after she died a few months ago because when they asked what all I would I have to move and didn't say a bed and then explained my bed is a 20+yo mattress laid directly on the floor they were like :/ which obvi I know wasn't ideal I just couldn't afford to get a new one but now I won't have to. Obviously it's used but it's still only a year or so old they said, and I don't think I've EVER had a mattress that wasn't at least 15 years old so that'll be nice. I hope it helps some of my back issues...
Anyways, idk what fucking happened to these people in the span of a couple months but it kinda feels unreal
#they also got me some manga which…..#some of it was manga I wanted!!!#however one of the series I told her I wanted was blue exorcist and. well.#I guess she forgot the second half of the title because she got me volumes of some manga that was blue something#I don’t even remember I’d never heard of it before and when I read the summary it’s some slice of life romance#so now I have random volumes of the middle of that series that I have to figure out something to do with……#cant say I really wanna read it lol#didn’t bother to tell her it was the wrong series cuz tbh that was way more effort than she’s ever put into my actual interests#so I’ll take it ig#ugh this is so weird#it’s like. I can tell she’s trying to do better after we had that conversation last month#which yeah in some ways is nice obviously but really I just feel complicated#cuz it doesn’t fix everything else even if she gets better now#and also it was easier to just accept she fucking sucked and hate her#I think I still kinda hate her but…. ugh like I said idk it’s complicated#anyways my siblings also made me play Fortnite with them which I’d never played that#it was okay I guess#met my grandparents new puppy they’re obsessed with#(they’re both convinced they hate pets and ended up with him cuz my uncle got it for his daughter except both of them are bad a taking care#of things so he ended up with my grandparents)#but they’re so clearly obsessed with this fucking dog oh my god like it’s insane#they’re both the epitome of that joke about the dad not wanting the cat but then absolutely loving the cat#kaz rambles
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merry crisis guys!!!!
#‘it isnt christmas yet’ ‘it has been christmas for h o u r s ur late’ sshhhh my timezone is law ok~~~#cheers to the last week of the year~~~~~~~~~#sometimes i forget that it’s supposed to be a christian holiday though… i remember going to church for the ‘mas exactly once#it was boring :( i didnt even get the little bread biscuit thing :( i’ve always wanted to try it tbh#only bc it sounds crisp when people bite into it. i wonder if it has the same texture as like potato chips or sth#or like those ‘toasted bread chips’ that occasionally pop up in the stores… i like the cheese bread variations#or maybe it’s crisp at first bite then turns soggy (like those potato wheel crackers) m a n. do i hate those potato crackers.#they’re all salt; no substance. the dried and fried onion crackers are 100000000 times better#ngl i had no idea what those onion crackers were called for. like. 90% of my life so i called them ‘suntanned keropok’#only bc my mother used to dry them out under the sun on bright days (or in the toaster when she got lazy) before frying them#since frying them straight away without drying made them super hard instead of light and crispy..#man i kinda want onion crackers now… the slightly over-browned ones were the best~~~~~#anyways!!!! free holiday!!!!!!! no work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i’ll try to get ch36 of idol sengen up later~~~~~~~ i was gonna do part of it earlier but then i took 3 hours to finish my dinner sobs#not making any concrete promises though~~~~~~~~ all i want for crisisssss is asunaaaaaaaa#(asuna and… onion crackers… that is… aha~~~~ keropok bawang loml…)
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photo bank haul because i have net-zero self-control
also~ if anyone has requests on which ones y’all want to see scanned first, feel free to lemme know!
i’ll genuinely actually get to them when settled back home lol
(read tags for further clarification tho)
#the clarification: if the request is for any of the kimootaakoo yaoi..please know that those are actually my first priority#it would have been bastard and the beautiful world pon but……….#………..#i saw them in the store and went ‘are these legal…..’ and then added them all to the stash instantly#anyway feel free to reblog but they’re getting scanned in better quality most likely soon enough after im back lol#traveling but not like in basketball#the bad part about falling down the bastard and the beautiful world swamp..#.. was that i completely neglected to realize that even tho the store has the first year as 2015….#…what that actually meant was everything from 2015 AND BEFORE#and i only found out about the years when i was picking out my bonus photos (the oversized ones 😭 lol)#im pretty upset about it tbh…….i need to go back there someday……..
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friendly reminder that this is an anti-natlan blog
#I’m so over itttttt#I hate exploration the archon quest is so boring compared to Fontaine and sumeru#mavuika is so one dimensional I hate her design and her stupid motorcycle I only like her eyes and hair#I was so disappointed when the trailer dropped the so called cultural representation is sloppy and lazy and racist#I only like the dynamic between citlali and ororon they’re so funny#she’s a silly granny and he’s my pathetic grandson#I don’t like that they waifued her tho /:#tbh I kinda like the vibes of their tribe the spiritual stuff is cool ig#I started the world quest with the dragon that seems cools so far#and I’m interested in capitano but apparently he’s not gonna be playable anytime soon#the only good thing in the archon quest so far are the lore drops#like when will we move onnnn#filler nation for sure#I was so excited after Fontaine the nations just seemed to get better and better#I hate the mechanics I hate always having to turn into animals for shit everything feels so clunky#I hate iansan’s redesign seeing her in the trailer made me so hyped#I feel like they either didn’t plan natlan or they rewrite it or something it feels so out of place#I’m so scared for snezhnaya now#like where did the Fontaine writers and designers go????#anyways I’m saving for arlecchino the real pyro archon lol#tho people are saying that citlali may be a good support for her???#I told myself I wouldn’t pull for natlan characters tho#UGGHHH#genshin impact critical#natlan critical#my posts
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I LOVE COLLEGE. I want to go home though 😭
#I want to be with my friends!!! at home!!!!#I want my car I want to drive around my streets at night#I want my own room and my bathroom I feel comfy in (thank god for a suite bathroom I wouldn’t be able to deal with a hall bath)#I want to be like max 20 minutes away from my friends. this boils down to I miss my friends#we should all just go live in an apartment complex together#I was really onto something with making my friends and I in Tomodachi Life like that’s the ideal right there#maybe not economically feasible but it would be so good#I do love college a lot though and I’m really liking LI so far#I wish I were better at getting close with my new friends#but the ones I get along with the most don’t do much going out (either studying or sleeping)#and there’s one who I Don’t like very much they’re so annoying but they’re always around everyone else#I think I’m just gonna have to suck it up about that tbh#because I want to be hanging out with everyone else more#tbh my orientation group was the best I miss that just not as much as I miss my other friends from home#it’s also been weird because like. bunch of hurricanes flooding etc happening at home. and it feels weird to not be there and help out#I feel like I’m letting people down in not being there#another thing I miss is being so close to the water tbh#I didn’t think I would I am terrified of flooding#and I’m on an island like. this is Long Island. but I can’t see the water from where I am#and I can’t drive around to get to it#I’ve never lived somewhere where I wasn’t walking distance from a bay and it’s uncomfy#thankfully when I go visit my boyfriend! the train takes me over wate#r sorry time limit went off anyways when I took a train there it took me over some water in NJ I think it was nice to see#comforting and shit#anyways#cheese speaks#college moment#ugh being homesick is so weirddddd
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On one hand Trevek is canon which is infuriating and terrible because Trevor deserves better and Derek is a nothing character with no likable or sympathetic traits beyond occasionally having funny lines and Emily is literally right there. On the other hand Trevek is canon which is awesome because Noahh’s character had to kiss a man
#alex’s dc rambles#anyways. ep 18 bad but who’s surprised#Jake and Riya are so alike because they’re both great in their og seasons and lowkey terrible here#I’m still team Jake because yk he’s been my scrimbly from day one but Ally deserves it a little more maybe…imo…#really hope Jake and Ally finally make up tbh I really love both of them and need them to be besties#or at least chill#also s2 riya absolutely deserved to make finale and I loved here there but honestly having a character make the finale twice is…mmm…#like give someone else a shot. she hasn’t even had a good arc this season like she did in s2#also I’m glad Connor is gone because I did not like him as a finalist#or even as a character since his comeback tbh early s3 Connor come back to me#but him leaving as like. idk a hero sacrificing himself. like it wasn’t deserved#hate how he’s treated as such a golden boy like somehow hes always in the right#sigh. society if grett and/or gabby made the finale#wtv. that hotel episode better sweep. also if they start villainizing Emily I’m going to bite my computer in half
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Sier? I haven’t even met her! Laugh.
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#eternal gales#today has been a shit day but Im feeling a bit better now that I’ve drawn sier#long story short one of my friends is being harassed by their ex#so I’ve been in a blinding rage all day and combined with me not getting enough sleep and cleaning all day today quite sucked#but hey. I drew sier and made them a new mini ref so that’s gotta count for something#but yeah sier my beloved I’ve been thinking abt them all day they’re just so cute and I love drawing them#I forgive them for being a human character they’re silly and have shapes#I now have only 4 eg refs to go I think? which is honestly a lot closer than I thought I was I thought this was gonna be another year of#last minute refs for artfight and some that don’t get remade but honestly this is super doable#rly the only big problem is going to be fydd since it’s been so long since I’ve drawn him properly#the other three are just dodie tali and bloom which shouldn’t be too bad at all#now idk if the icons are happening but it’s definitely feeling a lot more doable now so idk maybe I’ll get to some of them#key word maybe I make no promises#thankfully I don’t rly have any other ocs that I feel pressed to make new refs for so I can take it easy leading up to artfight this year#I’d like to get some of them icons but that’s not necessary#hopefully sier will get drawn this year she hasn’t been attacked since her old design from years ago lol#but sier is also a character I’ve gotten other pieces of art of over the years so I won’t be heartbroken if they keep getting ignored lol#I don’t rly know who I’d like to see attacked most tbh#obviously I’m always happy to see art of any of my ocs but usually I do have a preference#so Im excited to see who gets attacked even if it’s only a few of them#I’m willing to bet teke will get at least one attack I believe in him#hopefully teka gets drawn too I love her dearly as well#anyways shower time and then sleep time gn gamers
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going to a wedding in Yosemite in a few weeks and I’m really excited to see it tbh.
#it’s one of Nina’s co-workers (a valid one)#(I would fistfight most of her coworkers in a Denny’s parking lot)#(hardened overly blunt medical professionals ….. are not my scene)#(but they COULD be if they’re nice to Nina)#most of them are too hard on her. their jokes are too rough#and Nina can take it! but she’s also so sensitive AND SHE’s BETTER THAN ALL OF THEM#SO AGAIN THEY CAN MEET ME IN THE PIT#anyway this is one of the nice ones (this is getting away from me and she couldn’t find anyone to go with her#so it is me again#people should pay Nina and I to come to their weddings#we’re a fun and well-dressed duo tbh#I’m just rambling thanks for listening
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why is it that the friends that are actually nice to me are the ones that I barely ever get to see ???
#Vent#kinda#the friends that I get to see at lunch and talk to after school aren’t exactly the best to hang out with#Sure I’m lucky to have them and everything but like I just hate being friends with them soemtimes and I wish I had a better option#they kinda never take me seriously and often treat me like a little kid#And what I hate most is that they’re right. They’re fucking right.#I am dumb. I am immature. I am too stupid to understand anything. I don’t deserve any more respect than what they give me#And that’s what I hate most. I can’t even honestly say that I deserve better because they are already too good for me#I should be grateful that I even have friends at all tbh#I’m like if god gave every possible mistake to one person and then accidentally set it loose into the world#Anyway sorry for the rant I’m just having a terrible fucking day rn
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#nini’s nonsense#sometimes i think about the fact that people around me. even the ones closest to me. know so little of me. because i have a cousin who#recently told me she has a gf and she’s bi and was like. yeah i didn’t think you’d judge but you also never know yk. and i mean. i do know.#better than anyone in our fam probs. but also. it just put into perspective how little they’ll all ever know me because ofc my sexuality is#not who i am at all but it’s such a big part of me as well and the fact that no one irl knows and no one will probs ever know. sigh#it’s an exhausting thought tbh#but i come from such a religious family i don’t ever see it going well. and on the other hand i have made the agreement with myself that i#won’t ever date girls anyway. so yeah. idk. sigh sigh cry cry etc etc#and also. i had a wedding this week and weddings always make me realize i’ll probs never have one of my own. for so many reasons. and on one#hand i am happy but on the other hand the want is there and i know it’ll probs never be fulfilled because i would be a terrible partner#and yeah. idk the passing of time is just fucking me up a bit i guess. it’ll hopefully pass soon.#i really need to properly write about all this. maybe then i’ll finally be able to breathe again.#ANYWAYS. so happy my bby told me so happy for her they’re THE CUTEST omg
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so i wrote this li’l bit into my book, right—
(The last time he heard [“Crimson and Clover”], it was beneath the harsh fluorescents smack in the middle of the frozen pizza aisle, eleven-ish P.M., and all he was trying to do, for the love of God, was weigh the merits of spending $7.99 on brand name versus $2.99 on the budget stuff, not have an impromptu existential crisis about falling in love. He’s still not sure what he could have possibly done to Tommy James & the Shondells to have been so personally attacked, but clearly it was something.)
—and one of my friends suggested i nix it because she didn’t understand “how it moves the plot forward.”
which, first of all, your lack of sudden personal crises during late-might grocery shopping just goes to show that the emotional beats of this book are gonna go over your head, maybe? not everything is relatable to everyone, but that doesn’t mean those things are without merit.
to each their own!!! i’m just not going to delete it, because—
first of all (part deux), this is my beef with plot-driven stories, is that ppl think every. single, sentence. has to serve some greater purpose. IT DOESN’T. sometimes you’re establishing emotional significance or character development or getting from point a to point b, sometimes you’re just saying things, and that is a perfectly okay thing to do. one paragraph here and there doesn’t drag your story, it enhances your story. when you’re not writing fanfic, you need to Establish Things; the occasional foray into further explanation helps you to do that.
second of all, on a purely personal level, i just gotta say… this story? not plot-driven. not in the least. this is character-driven romcom all the way, i can bounce back and forth between the internal monologue and the action as much as i see fit, bc that’s the mood.
and, funnily enough!!! this snippet actually does serve as character development, as well as a prelude to the romance, in multiple ways. multiple!!!! ways!!!!
and, sure, that’s not going to land with every reader, i guess? but it does bug @ me when ppl miss the point, especially when you just have to exercise some patience to get to the payoff.
#this is just me venting tbh#like!!! give it a goddamn Minute and you’ll see ~the point~#also (on an even more personal level) it does not surprise me that she didn’t get this part#i’ve found that ppl tend to forget what it’s like to be discontentedly single as soon as they’re settled down#but 🤔🤔 interesting esp in regards to one of the major themes of this book#anyway yes my toxic trait is that i get annoyed when ppl Miss The Point#but!!! sure i might rewrite this bit bc maybe there’s a better way to convey this point?#but when i tell you repeatedly ‘this is a first draft’ girl!!!! keep that in mind!!!#a/n#book tag: wyv
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every day i set expectations and every day i’m reminded why i told myself not to do that
#feelings past 4 pm aren’t real anyways#it’s fine#my parents: tells me a gift is one thing#me: oh ok! cool!#me then actually trying to use it and realizing it is in fact nothing like they said: oh#was it a mistake? probably.#does it fall a little too neatly into a pattern of my parents simply forgetting or messing up things for/to do with me?#absolutely :)#just once i would like to go one holiday without being reminded that my parents actually don’t pay that much attention to ne#that would be nice#they’re getting better at least#my mom is starting to remember what kind of foods i at least don’t like#wish they’d stop repeatedly asking me things bc they seem to fucking ignore my answer every time but that’s a big ask from them so…#also wish they’d stop implying that the things i mention aren’t worth talking about but that’s an even bigger ask#it’s been a rough holiday season tbh#morbid humor about attempted offing of oneself coming up#my grandpa used to say the holidays were when he got the most ‘bridge jumpers’ as he used to call them (he was a psychiatrist)#and when i went to SC everyone was like ‘huh yeah ig that makes sense kind of wonder why tho’#as i was sitting there for like most of the holiday going#‘god i fucking hate my life’ and being so fucking lonely around ppl who were supposed to be my closest family members#it’s 12:47 happy fucking new year to me#great start to the year tatum crying alone in your bed waiting on texts from two separate people that won’t come#while your parents sleep for another 9 hours before they wake up and start asking passive aggressive questions#while they give you disappointed looks when you say that you are actually trying to rest over your winter break#only to then go to the movies with you best friends who you aren’t actually super close with bc no one you know really does emotional stuff#so then you get to go back home and cry yourself to sleep again (this is literally the third day in a row i’ve done this)#and feel alone despite having ppl who are supposed to love you :))#feelings past 4 pm aren’t real feelings past 4 am aren’t real feelings past 4 pm aren’t real#i think i’m getting depressed again /gen#can you tell?? /s
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