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#yknow#every day now i find myself struggling with what (not) to say and whether to speak at all#cause ppl irl and online are SO hypervigilant and (near-)activistic??#like#I keep quiet. i get shit for not saying anything#I say something. it's 'insensitive' or 'wrong' or 'mean' or 'rude' and basically i should first learn before i speak#but i'm even afraid to ask about things these days#because apparently even asking a question can be offensive#but thats only for SPECIFIC people but others you can ask#also mind your language at all times cause if the nuance on a syllable is off#they will hate you with a passion forever#and id love to learn and know more about people#but how can i do that when they're 'not explaining themselves to ms' and it's even rude of me to ask??? how will i know how stuff works???#how will i know how a specific thing or person or whatever works and how can i then better understand it or them??#am i ALLOWED to understand them??? Mostly it's really rude if i ask someone about it bc it's invasive#and yknow boundaries#and hey listen fair enough boundaries are boundaries for sure#but 'I'm not telling you SHIT about any of it you motherfucker. go die' isn't really helping if all i asked was#how some ND thing works in their life or like. what it entails#i'll prob even be flamed for these tags#but honestly i'm kinda done asking. tell me sth ic you think i should know but i don't know if i'll ask someone again
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This will be my single controversial rant about Gladiator and its sequel (specifically my thoughts on Maximus being retconned as Lucius' father), and then I will be silent on the matter because this blog is meant to be A Good Time and I just enjoy sharing my love for Gladiator with everyone on here :)
KIND OF SPOILERS FOR GLADIATOR AND THE SEQUEL (BUT NOT REALLY) BELOW
As everyone knows, Ridley Scott made the choice to reveal in Gladiator 2 that Lucius is actually the son of Maximus from a secret affair with Lucilla. In G2, it's apparently implied that Lucilla was trapped in a bad marriage, fell in love with Maximus, and kept the truth about Lucius' father a secret. Lots of viewers have been split about this, with some thinking that plot point was implied in Gladiator and others feeling that it contradicts what was established in Gladiator.
I am strongly of the opinion that this choice was a bad one, that it does interfere with the integrity of the original film, and that Gladiator 2 would have been much better without that change. I'll give my reasons below.
1. Yes, rewriting Maximus as a cheater does destroy his entire character arc in Gladiator.
We've all seen Gladiator, right? The one where the hero has everything life can offer but longs only to return home to be with his beloved wife and son? Carries their figurines with him into battle, cares only for them when his own life is threatened, lays down to die by their graves after he finds them dead? Spends the whole movie only wanting to meet them again in the afterlife and only gets peace once he's there?
Yeah. Apparently that guy cheated on his wife with a princess. His son and Lucilla's sons are the same age, which means Maximus would have to have been married to his wife while also sleeping with Lucilla.
Maximus' entire character arc relies on his pure, unconditional, self-sacrificial love for his family. Take that away, and you have a generic action movie about a guy who wants revenge because the Emperor tried to kill him once. Even when Maximus has lost everything inside himself and cares about nothing else, he still honors the memory of his family and fights to avenge them as well as join them. He is shown still talking to his wife in the afterlife through prayer and believing she can hear him. As @streets-in-paradise pointed out, it's the equivalent of having Aragon or Hector of Troy cheat on their wives — it's just painfully out of character for them.
There's also an element of Maximus' love and respect for his Emperor, Marcus Aurelius, another driving force in his characterization. I think Maximus has too much respect for Marcus to have had an affair with Marcus' married daughter, even if he knew Marcus maybe would have wished Maximus had married Lucilla. We never get much insight into that part of the past, but if we go by the virtues Maximus upholds throughout the movie, I just don't think Maximus would have considered sneaking behind Marcus' back to sleep with his daughter.
Either way, the emotional heart of Maximus' character is his love for his family, and retconning that so your sequel has a "bigger emotional impact" is nothing short of undignified and sloppy.
2. All the conversations between Maximus and Lucilla in Gladiator imply that they did have a romantic relationship — but that it was public (not clandestine) and took place before either of them were married.
Yes, Maximus and Lucilla definitely were in love at some point. Russell Crowe and Connie Nielsen have great chemistry, and their conversations (both of them) hold so much weight with "what could have been." Lucilla talks about how she wounded Maximus deeply as he did her, and their conversations are full of things like, "Is it so terrible seeing me again?" The weight of their previous emotional attachment pervades the movie in a way that is inextricable from the plot.
BUT. Maximus and Lucilla had their relationship A LONG TIME AGO. This is very clearly established by the way they talk to each other. Maximus has been in Germania for twelve years (taking breaks only to go home, but NEVER to visit Rome). He and Lucilla presumably met sometime before that, probably while the royal family was visiting some city where Maximus was serving in / commanding the army. The details are never established.
However, Maximus and Lucilla clearly had a public enough relationship that Marcus and Commodus knew about it, but there is never the slightest mention in Gladiator that Lucius might be Maximus' son — something Commodus surely would have exploited had he known it was a possibility.
Maximus and Lucilla were in love, but it was before they married other people. They were probably teenagers or young adults who fell madly in love, wanted to marry, but were stopped for whatever reason (probably Maximus not wanting to play politician's games, as he implies). Maximus met the woman he eventually married, Lucilla married Lucius Verus, and they carried on with their lives until they met again at the beginning of Gladiator.
Also, Maximus talks about the respect he had for Lucilla's husband (a far cry from what Gladiator 2 implies about Lucius Verus), and she talks about how she mourned Maximus' family. Sure, you can read into the script and find stuff about how Maximus could have been Lucius' father, but it explicitly goes against the values and implications of the overall acript.
Connie Nielsen stated that she played her scenes thinking that Maximus was Lucius' father. She's an actress, and she plays Lucilla brilliantly. But she's not the scriptwriter, and no matter what her intentions were, the script implies that their relationship took place much longer ago, before either of them were married. @becomelions made a great post about how Lucilla, too, can wish as much as she wants that Maximus was Lucius' father, but he couldn't have been. Not unless you retcon all of Gladiator as fanfiction.
3. Maximus' relationships with Lucilla and Lucius are not meant to replace those he had with his wife and son — they are meant to be reflections of some of the bigger themes of the film.
With all that said, this is not a hate post about how Gladiator should have been about Maximus and his wife and son, and how I hate Lucilla and Lucius' story and think it contradicts that blah blah blah. NO. The storyline with Lucilla, Lucius, and Maximus is one of the strong points of the whole movie — but not as a replacement for the family he has lost.
In a lot of ways, Lucilla represents Rome as the ideal Maximus always believed in: beautiful, noble, and proud. When he becomes disillusioned with Rome, he becomes disillusioned with Lucilla; when he starts to believe in the hope of Rome again, he starts to believe in Lucilla again. They're always linked. Lucilla is not the woman he wants to start over with and marry now that his wife is gone. She is an old friend and ally whom he eventually learns to trust again.
Lucius, on the other hand, represents what Rome can be again. Lucius is the grandson of Marcus Aurelius, and I think Maximus longs to honor his mentor by preserving the life of his last living heir. Lucius reminds Maximus of his son, yes, and he brings out the protectiveness and the desire to do for Lucius what he couldn't do for his own son. But that doesn't mean Lucius has to be his son for that relationship to have emotional impact, as I will explain further in point 5.
4. Maximus' relationships with Lucilla and Lucius are genuinely integral to the film, but as they are — not as what they could be.
Again, I absolutely love the dynamics between Maximus, Lucilla, and Lucius throughout Gladiator. Russell and Connie play off each other so well with those "I remember how you used to be but that was a long time ago" vibes. Russell and Spencer Treat Clark only share one scene, but it's one of the film's most memorable scenes.
However, we are not meant to question those relationships as "oooooh but what if Lucius is actually Maximus' son????" Maybe Ridley left that door open for the audience to consider, but again, I feel like the film contradicts that by implying that Lucilla and Maximus loved each other much longer ago.
When you make Lucius Maximus' son, Lucilla's seeking out of Maximus as his savior becomes less interesting. It becomes "I'm calling on you to save your son even though you don't know he's your son" instead of "I'm asking you to act out of the goodness inside you to save a boy who doesn't deserve to die any more than your own son did." The version we see in Gladiator is so much more impactful.
It also cheapens what Lucius' journey could have been in Gladiator 2! Again, @streets-in-paradise pointed out how much better the sequel could have been if Lucius had been acting in the shadow of a brilliant man who captivated the city of Rome but also was his friend for a little while. As I'll discuss in point 6, having the reveal of Lucius as Maximus' son is just the laziest possible route for a sequel, and it certainly drags down the dignity of the relationships we see in Gladiator.
5. One of the strengths of Maximus' choice to fight for Lucius' survival in Gladiator lies in the fact that he doesn't have any familial obligation to him.
This is one of my favorite points, because I do love the dynamics between Maximus and little Lucius! Maximus has a bone-deep obligation to save his family — he rides for days and nights to get home and save them, but he misses them by a matter of hours. He wrestles with guilt and misery because he feels like he failed them. He was supposed to be their protector, and he couldn't save them.
BUT. Maximus has no such blood ties to Lucius. This kid is the son of Maximus' ex, the grandson of Maximus' dead mentor, and the nephew of his most hated enemy. Maximus doesn't have an obligation to Lucius as his father: he doesn't even know him until Lucius approaches him in the arena.
And that's what makes his decision to fight for Lucius so powerful. Maximus sees Lucius as the hope of Rome, and he decides that's still worth fighting for — something he had given up on before. Even though he has no obligation to save Lucius as his son, he wants to save him as an innocent young boy caught in political matters over his head.
Again, making Lucius Maximus' son cheapens the impact of that decision. Ridley Scott built up so many amazing plot points and relationships, and it really disappoints me that he just cast them aside to make some easy money by relying on the success of the original.
6. Relying on such a trite, overused plot point to make up the emotional foundation of your sequel can only weaken your sequel and ruin the dignity of your original film.
My final point is simply that Gladiator 2 could have been really well done. They could have done something original with it (or something totally off-the-wall like Russell Crowe's vision LOL). But I think Ridley Scott was banking on that nostalgia factor, and he chose a plot point that he knew would be easily marketable — the hero of the second film is the son of the hero of the first film.
We've seen it done literally hundreds of times, from Star Wars to Superman to Toy Story, and having that be the big reveal of Gladiator 2 is just lazy writing. To have Lucius trying to live up to the legacy of Maximus the hero would have been interesting. To have Lucius discover that he's the son of literally anyone else would have been interesting. To have Lucius discover that he's the son of Maximus is an eye-roll-inducing move that should have been trailer bait and nothing more.
Primarily! Because it can't be the emotional foundation of the movie! Lucius has to have his own journey if it's his movie; he can't just walk in Maximus' footsteps and be like, "Father, speak to me," if he's not going on his own individual emotional journey. We as the audience have to relate to our hero because he's our hero, not because he's the son of our hero.
I'll be honest — I probably wouldn't go see a sequel to Gladiator no matter what it was about because I think Gladiator is a perfect standalone movie and should have stayed that way. I just don't think you can recreate the scale and impact and simplicity of Gladiator in today's film industry.
However, I could at least have had respect for a sequel to Gladiator if Ridley Scott had shown some respect for his own movie. I just hate the fact that Maximus' noble, honorable character is reduced to a cheating husband whose only character trait of note is that he served Rome. Maximus is one of the best characters of the 21st century, and I love him too much to support a movie that trashes that legacy (as well as tries to replicate the beauty of my favorite film of all time).
Final thoughts:
Gladiator is a movie. You can read into it whatever you want, and it doesn't hurt anyone.
I love Gladiator more than I can say, and it's really important to me not just as a cultural icon but on a personal level as well.
Anyone who knows this blog knows how much I love Maximus Decimus Meridius, and Ridley's choice to change Maximus' character so drastically is one that really just ticks me off.
To me personally, Gladiator 2 is not canon, and I will never consider it so on this blog.
#i woke up this morning and chose literary analysis#i've been drafting this forever but now it's coming to your dashboard#enjoy my passionate defense of gladiator and maximus#as always this is not a hate post for anyone who enjoyed gladiator 2#this is my reasoning for why i won't consider it canon#but like i said this is my one contoversial post and i'm now done talking about it#except maybe in a few tags if i'm in a feisty mood#this is a happy blog where i come to obsess over maximus and gladiator and russell crowe's other movies#anyway thanks for reading if you read it#it's a monster of an analysis and i wrote it in an hour#probably not gonna look at it again either because i don't want to think about it#gladiator#text posts#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#connie nielsen#lucilla#lucius verus#ridley scott
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guess what no one asked for
my sfms. here they are
you think i just make ellis and nick l4d2 content WRONG
i also make men kissing in tf2
i also made a few ANIMATIONS but those are NOT for viewing because most of them are GIFTS to LOVED ONES except THIS ONE
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its not very GOOD but i DID finish it unlike MOST of my ANIMATIONS
that is ALL i will now go back MASH content. i just wanted to give context for my current banner that i made for pride month. i am proud of at least 3 of those.
#i have many talents. most of them useless. most of them gathered for fun.#example; i am currently learning to juggle so that my brain does not start growing mold#i learned sfm because i really wanted to animate that one interaction between ellis and nick#'what kinda car you drive' “your moms car” 'well see that was just uncalled for. serious.'#never finished that animation but i DID learn a lot. and now im so cool and smart#some of these were done in conjunction with my sibling where shed draw a sketch and id make it real#some i spent 6 hours on. some i spent 1 on. you can probably tell which is which#the one on the stage took forever because of the particles#i hate particles in sfm with all the passion in my heart#i will now tag correctly to bother everyone#sfm poster#tf2 sfm#sfm art#sfm render#source filmmaker#sfm#ellis l4d2#nick l4d2#l4d2#coach l4d2#rochelle l4d2#left 4 dead 2#tf2 fanart#tf2#not tagging all the mercs i refuse to do that#sfm animation#shh dont tell anyone but the one with ellis and the guitar was made so i could have a thumbnail for my country music playlist#ok loveyou goodnight
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#floette#aaahhh yes. i love how they're always going :D in sv every time you look at them#whenever i see this pokémon i always think of a fucked up little man bc one of my characters in my pmd oc campaign thing that i talk abt#is a floette. he's a human-turned-floette that was like. a really rigid and emotionally cut off software developer with a passion for his#work and really subdued emotions kinda Businessman Guy who got turned into a tiny little fairy-type flower creature and is super fucked up#about it. not because he hates being a girly little flower‚ but because he's like “how the hell am i gonna use a computer NOW”#and all he wants to do is get back to the human world so he can do his boring dayjob again and not have to be a little flower guy#so i look at this thing and i'm like. yeeeeaaahh. fucked up little man who goes crazy learning he's stuck as a flower baby forever now
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elias: i just want to be with you.
young hearts (2024)
#ik the queer coming of age tag hates to see me coming#hey queer coming of age stories was literally my summer research paper i think i'm PASSIONATE ENOUGH ☝🏻🤓#like i kind of get the jokes of “hey you just need the countryside + bikes + gay kids = baam coming of age story 🏳️🌈”#but at the same time just notice the nuanced differences#in how these stories despite revolving around similar themes are executed so differently#how the country+culture+class+caste systems are inherently interlinked in these coming out/coming of age stories#for example monster (2023) and close (2022) are the other recent releases that young hearts (2024) is being compared to#and how it seemingly is the happier one and hence better#i respectfully agree to disagree#because all these different endings coincide with the different beginnings of these stories#and it shouldn't matter all that much#instead it should be celebrated imo#young hearts (2024)'s main character elias being scrutinised because well of an apt depiction of internalised homophobia#like yes he's an absolute asshole sometimes#yes he should apologise#but at his core he's just a scared kid#and i felt so much joy seeing his family and friends being such a wonderful support system to him#each beat was caught perfectly#i'm gonna think about this film fondly forever#young hearts 2024#young hearts (2024)#young hearts#young hearts film#elias young hearts#alexander young hearts#elias x alexander#elias x alex#alex young hearts#childhood friends to lovers#coming of age
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Doing homework<<<
Doing homework while wearing a crown so you trick your brain into thinking you're writing some official royal declaration>>>
#I hate homework#with a burning passion#it can go to h***#forever#BURN IN THE FIERY PITS YOU DUMB VERB CONJUGATION#I'm gonna do it with a quill too#cause screw you too kanji
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Don't you just hate it when you're trying to write a dialogue-heavy scene and to not get lost you have it all nicely planned out, either on paper/screen or at least in your head, but then you suddenly hear your characters say things which weren't planned at all and you think 'hey, that's actually good, let's write it down', and the whole convo goes into a completely different direction and you either need another 500 words to arrive at the line they were supposed to say or you never even arrive there at all...?
#vintage rambles#gbsc extras#writing struggles#non sims#nonsims#yes it's 11pm again#it's apparently the hour for sharing my writing thoughts with the world#also may i just say#i hate group scenes with a passion#especially if all of the people involved have something to say#won't you all shut up at last?!#no wonder it takes us forever to get to the point#their rambling is worse than mine smh :P
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Oughhhhh............. Takumi with the Corrin plush.................. in my feelings about it.......
#feh#i don't have the words for it bc i am so so ao so tireds. late night/hanging out w family#takumi is just so precious to me though. like. on a personal level. it was extremely validating see a chara like him#someone who was deeply affected by a MIA sibling. whole family was affected ofc.#but takumi. when that MIA sibling finally came back. and knowing full well that it was never his sibling's fault either#he was still mad about it. not mad for corrin. but somehow mad At corrin. he was a resentful little prick about it.#BECAUSE LIKE. even if it was never corrin's fault. corrin's absence just... shaped him.#idk idk takumi and corrin were so important to me and still are. i just ended up needing to be more private about it#the corrin plushie is gonna make me cry and throw up. like the second half of this significance actually#hugely. is that corrin wanted to know him. wanted to bond with him. going out of their way to learn what he's passionate about#and takumi is being a bitch about it the entire time. he's stubborn and bitey about it#but corrin... really really just wanted to love him. i like to think that corrin already did. the moment they met him.#and i'm just. gonna cry. the way takumi does quickly warm up to corrin too (and HATES IT LMFAOO)#idk idk. just feh emphasizing that bond is so meaningful to me. you see a lot of that w azura which makes sense!#but what i have wanted for forever actually. was seeing more of that bond between takumi and corrin.#fe takumi#fe corrin
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I've been terribly sick lately so I've been catching up on the classics movies I haven't seen and none of y'all were going to tell me Winona Ryder AND Keanu Reeves were in Bram Stokers Dracula?? 🦇
#bram stocker's dracula#Dracula#winona ryder#keanu reeves#im only like 20mins in who else can i expect to see?#y'all i hate being sick with a passion but makes me actually sit still to finish a movie for once#ft. lil jellybean hanging out 🐾#also any recommendations on movies is a help and i will appreciate you forever#mine
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I think my friends tend to forget that my Sophie lass is not a Human OC, but was originally conceptualized as Northern Ireland. And I think as I have been writing IP again, I actually inadvertently slip more and more into an overlap between her Hetaverse Nation counterpart and the LFLS AU character.
Not only is she plagued by always only ever being seen like an extension of her brother, unable to escape his shadow and be her own person (either because people expect her to be like him or see her only through the lense of the relationship they have with her brother), but godfuckingdamnit, is she ANGRY. And don't tell me an Northern Ireland that you don't believe to be Ulster (I don't) wouldn't be ANGRY. Whether you believe them to be born at the time of the Plantation in the 1600s or at the time of Partition in 1921, they're born out of violence and conflict. Search for the Steelboys and the Oakboys, not to mention the Defenders if you want something Catholic. Belfast was a hotbed of protest and dissent to the British government, for various different reasons throughout the centuries.
In LFLS, Soph is 17 and lonely and so fucking angry underneath all the hopelessness. Angry at how her family burdened her with this bullshit, angry that it is her cross to bear to worry for them, angry that she has no fucking agency. Angry to always be the little sister, the little O'Connel, never her own person because the entire past looms so large over her future. She was born into violence and no one ever let her have her own hand in it.
#beablabbers#hetalia oc#hws northern ireland#aph northern ireland#aph#hws#hetalia#storie nostre#soph#i do love her so ...#also to all people who read IP - I chose violence with the next Soph scene. be prepared.#Also I truly think that if you don't make an Northern Ireland version and do it seriously and don't make them at times hate not only#England but also Scotland and Ireland (and perhaps even Wales) with a burning and intense passion no one can grasp ...#well I am not your mom you can do what you want forever but I do think that's wasted potential in exploring Irish history#and the actual intricacies in the conflict and in british history as well
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️
Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone#but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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Today I realized this songs lyrics make zero sense
And you also just like… can’t hear most of them? Eh, whatever I had fun with this one
#spies are forever#tin can bros#tin can brothers#agent curt mega#owen carvour#edit#My edit#kaiedits#I hate persona#I hate that serious with a passion#However#The songs are great#The auto captions hated me#I usually need to go in and change them#But DUDEEEE one of them was being so annoying. You can still see it in the edit#This has been done for hours and tumblr just hasn’t let me post it
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As someone who can recognize it quickly when ppl are trying to gaslight, the epilogue and specially bonus is on high level of gaslighting if you know what I mean lmaoooo
#Like do you think we are forgetting about the rest of the manga#The ending and epilogue was pure garbage and I will forever say it#I'm so annoyed that I was attached to this series for years#What he did to Katsuki was terrible#But how he treated toga and Shigaraki was even worse#And if we wanna be real deku got the worst ending#But dudes would defend this shit with their lives just because the mc they project onto is implied to ending up with a pretty girl#I'm really annoyed by what he did sorry#Cores and themes and everyone's dreams and passion and development was thrown away so we can have a Shonen ending#I fucking hate this and hate anyone who tries to defend those terrible parts of it#And I'm annoyed bigots are celebrating#Suddenly deku doesn't give a fuck about all might his mom and Katsuki#And suddenly his whole personality is to talk to a girl#And forgetting about his passion and dream#The fact that he didn't even once talk to inko in the epilogue AFTER WAR should tell you a lot#And no all might in 431? Automatically garbage chapter#No acknowledgement of everything Katsuki did for him? I'm done with this shit#I'm not sorry for ranting I really hated this#Being positive all the times is a bit toxic#BTW they spent a million dollar on taht suit just for him to only wear it on the weekends when he doesn't have a class😭😭😭#2 AM rant time
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not to brag but i've read no less than three books with gay stabbing scenes so far this year 😎
#hope the trend continues#one thing about me is that i will always appreciate a good Gay Stabbing Scene™#it's about the thin line between love and hate; between violence and intimacy.#it's about passion turning sour; about loyalty giving way to betrayal. it's about choosing such a close - almost tender - murder method.#it's about the inherent eroticism of penetrating someone's most vulnerable parts#it's about knowing only one of you can survive and it's going to be you. it's about loving someone enough to let them kill you.#it's about blood that will forever cling to your hands. a guilt that will haunt you for the rest of your life.#but most of all it just really fucking slaps#i didn't know any of these books had gay stabbing scenes going into them btw i think i've just developed a good intuition re: books
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love when people panic and change their url on a whim and/or delete their blog and break my links in a resources post (sarcasm)
#gil talks#vent#if there is one thing i hate with passion in tumblr is that it gives people the power to completely erase valuable knowledge in a second#yes people should have the freedom to do whatever the fuck they want with their blog now and forever and im not placing blame on them#but c'mon tumblr if someone changes their url for fucks sake dont give me back a 'doesnt exist' message#truly a horrible bug#for people who like to nuke their online presence every few years is definitely a feature because you entire online identity is gone#and there's no way to find you with old posts or old name#but c'mon#when i find a old masterpost of 'useful blogs' 100% half of those links get a 'doesn't exist' error#mostly because those people moved on from a 'cringe phase' and changed the url#and now im left with a list linking back to OP's blog and genuinely giving credit to the original poster but guess what it's useless#from now on im linking to my reblogs of useful posts and people can look into the OP blog on their own#sounds cheap and like im promoting my blog and tbh reblogs are the only way information doesn't get completely obliterated in this place
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Devastating: the book is still really boring today and the crucifixion hasn't even happened yet
#twist rambles#vc posting#the lestat period blood lust tho...nonstop sad but true.#it's just like im dreading the next book with such a fucking passion bc i know its incredibly triggering but this book sucks so much lmao.#i wish the exposition dump was not nonstop and it was more ok heres Lestat in hell. id like that way more but alas. like going from the last#book which had so much 2 say on lestat as a character and so much to explore w him to this is... very frustrating. if you think im hating#this series rn wait until i hit blood and gold. bc i am going to be genuinely pissed off thru all 700 pages of that lmao. but we survive ok.#we persist for the aliens in Atlantis#like the writing isnt...bad? it's just barely anything has happened in this book and i get why ppl say the exposition goes on forever.
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