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should i make bad choices
#on one hand idk what i'll be doing in terms of uni on that date#i might not be able to get to london very easily#but this will also be my first christmas as a real child of divorce#aka no more sharing the same house#painful and tense though that is i think 2 houses will be worse and maybe i should go and scream for a while to see if that helps#if either parent questions why i would do this on a christmas holiday. well. it was either metal music or substance abuse so#they should be relieved#ANYWAY. GRAPHIC NATURE FUCKS and i didnt realise they were touring until today!! lets go it's £20 it's fine
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dragon dance
#fire emblem#fe7#blazing sword#nils#ninian#aquanutart#i saw someone post a pic of ninian and say it was the fire emblem anniversary#and i thought i should put up an old pic i haven't posted for that and i was going to try to rush to do it#then i realized the anniversary was last week. so it didn't matter#and i spent four hours shuffling and reshuffling my pokemon card deck playing an imaginary game against myself#it works really well when i'm not playing anyone else and imagine everything going exactly the way that i want#then i go to an event where i have an actual opponent and it goes differently#i've heard it recommended to build the opponent's deck and play it against yourself#but i don't want to buy all the cards for another deck and also don't want to print proxies because it would take a lot of time and ink#so what i do when i'm missing a card is i put another card in its place and imagine it's that card#'so this n's klinklang is a dragapult and these little wooloo are dreepies'#it works if i'm missing two or three cards but i think if i tried to play a whole deck like this it'd be incredibly confusing#i am always really relieved when i actually get the card i need and can stop pretending#(i don't play dragapult; that was just an example. if i did i probably wouldn't keep losing but i never had a dragapult so i don't)#anyway i made this like 1-2 years ago? i don't even remember.. for a theme on twitter#i think the theme was 'music'#i love these dragon kids#anyway happy anniversary fire emblem 7 !!!! i love this game so much#i just realized the anniversary for fe7 rather than the whole series anniversary was actually only 3 days ago and i could have been on time#it's... fine. i am going to pretend it's 3 days ago in exactly the way i pretend i am winning when i play pokemon against myself#(hey if anyone noticed i changed the image i'm sorry t's been so long i initially uploaded an earlier version of the file whoops)
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"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity
that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him
#i have so many thoughts on these two#hes such a clingy brother wth#as much as he soothes her it is only by asking lucrezia verbally or#by looking at her that his fears and insecurities in her life can be soothed#cesare torn between - being relieved she had some joy in the ruthless marriage he had no power to prevent and did not even want to bless#or being envious there is someone else now when his little sister once said she will not love anyone as much as she loves him#but Accepting it anyways because it is impossible loves and maybe he is starting to become aware his love falls in this same category.#“should i envy this narcissus low-born who shall never see you again because of his impossible love for you when i love you just the same?”#the knife more surprise than fear. in a time when he did not love himself...“she accepts me as i am? as i do her”#biting her as if another black panther pet looking for reassurance that their love#that HE is still included in her perfect world even if he himself pulls away#“surely you're in agony as much as i am? are you already satisfied with your child and husband if we cannot share our love openly?”#“your eyes drift to mine when you say 'husband' am i not he? do you see me as so even when it was just 'tonight'?”#and then his sudden gaze as if to look for truth because how can she forget him when he only thinks of her#AND AGAIN pulling away being eaten by shame and guilt of corrupting her (when their relationship is not just his doing)#torn between hope (we have the capacity to forget and move on) and hope (our love has that much devil power over her)#cesare as the god or the devil or whatever it is that overwhelms whether at war or in love#cesare is one confident man and even if his insecurities has layers of righteousness and importance..it is still insecurity nonetheless#and only for lucrezia#lucrezia borgia#cesare borgia#cesare x lucrezia#the borgias#dailyborgia#perioddramaedit#perioddramasource#weloveperioddrama#onlyperioddramas#romancegifs#the borgiasedit
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To the ‘themes I am picking up on in Veilguard’ list, let's go ahead and add what I have a sneaking suspicion will actually turn out to be The theme:
— the world has changed and can never be as it was again.
— I have been changed and can never be who I was again.
— in this simple unavoidable truth there is endless grief and endless hope.
And I… may be getting a bit emotional about it haha. Let me show my work a bit:
if da:o is a game about people who are already dead or half ghosts in some form (through societal forces, psychologically, functionally, literally, in body, through the joining etc.) coming together anyway to save the world from being swallowed by total nihilism and despair (symbolized by the blight) through the power of love and friendship and also this sword/potential heroic sacrifice that I found, da2 is a game about people who have lost their homes and been set adrift finding and building new homes in each other (while completely failing to save the world. also through the power of love and friendship. as well as years of petty bickering <3 we must imagine kirkwall if not happy then worth having been because the love was there the love was there and that's the only sanctifying force we can ever have in this doomed world and city of ours), and da:i is a game about old stabilizing-but-unjust comfortable lies vs. disruptive but potentially liberating uncomfortable truths, and the power of friendship to help us distinguish the one from the other and navigate through them...
folks… I'm starting to think that veilguard might be a game specifically about moving towards recovery and acceptance after trauma — about how even in this flawed, severed, scarred state, what is here right now is worth loving and worth caring for. even in an imperfect and impermanent world and self, there is worth and joy. and of course the first real tragedy — and threat — of Solas is that he just cannot find it in himself to accept this and move on, to let go of what was, the regret won’t let him go or he won’t let go of it. which means that even though on the surface it’s Elgar’nan and Ghilan’nain (and the will to subjugate and violate they represent) who are the main villains, the real antagonistic force in this story beneath that is the Dread Wolf’s despair. A despair Rook must make an answer to by the end of the game, one way or another, compassionately or with righteous fury, triumphant or pyrrhic.
The world will change again and again and so will you — BUT the crucial element is that so will everyone else who exists along with you, you are fundamentally not alone in this existential truth. all we’ll ever have is each other and my god that is plenty, my god that is enough!!! Which is the second thing Solas just can’t accept, he keeps himself separate and completely alone out of an awful mix of fear and pride and feeling himself unworthy of anything else. Rook and the player want to save the world of Thedas because it’s where everyone we love lives, Solas wants to go back to the past because that’s the only neighbourhood where he can still visit those he loved — and the person he himself was, before. A very sympathetic and human instinct/trap to fall into when touched by trauma, I think, if only it wasn’t backed by godlike power, a fundamentally oppositional personality, and a catastrophic lack of therapy to make it literally everyone else’s problem too lol. It’s varric and solas’ banter about the man on the island and where meaning in a life comes from all over again, writ large and with detail work — and the added idea of ‘what if there are also other islands out there, though. With other people on them that you could find if you reach for each other’. Rook with the best of intentions has to make choices to which there are no perfect outcomes and live with what happens — and not cut themselves off from everyone else around them even when there is regret or shame. You get back up every day and you make a life with other people doing the same and you do your best, and that’s the only victory this world will give you. In the end, that is more than enough, that is essential. And I um. I love that. So much. It’s why some of the writing clumsiness on top can’t hurt me because this thematic spine is so solid and so beautiful to me. It’s DA2 all over again that way for me personally — I forgive this story for what it isn’t and couldn’t be, and I love it with my whole stupid open heart for what it actually is. Thank you for coming to my TED-talk and goodbye etc.
(For my fellow TLT heads out there — you know what this story is reminding me of most of all, actually? It has some big Nona the Ninth vibes down there in the deep. It’s about… the horror and unspeakable beauty that can only be found in liminality, and the role of love in making that basic fact of existence bearable. And also even more unbearable at the same time. I'm so sorry.)
#I told you all I was going to be extremely myself about this. I suppose we all hoped I was joking. even while knowing I was not#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age meta#solas#varric tethras#anyway. at the end of the day and despite everything varric won the 'I told you so chuckles' rights over solas in this philosophical debate#and isn't that enough in a way. I think so. the world and the story of the world is his legacy. people get to keep telling it#I want to say so much about how each of the companions play into the different aspects of this theme but I should uh#probably finish the game properly first haha#guys I literally opened my eyes this morning and wrote out most of this before even getting up. the pressure cooker brain is back#the lone brain cell in here boileth over with dragon age feels & thoughts#very little sends me deranged quite like this series I'm afraid. I'm just still so relieved that even if this story isn't for everyone.#it is for me. thank god. I needed it
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post-canon zuko and toph start making swords together with firebending and metal bending as a stress-relieving bonding activity. sokka gets winds of this and immediately starts designing swords he insists will work even better. he’s right. they accidentally start a forge in the basement of fire nation royal palace. other people find out about this, and zuko has to put out what is essentially a press-release that he is not, in fact, secretly making weapons to prepare for another war; he just really fucking likes swords. the forge becomes well-renowned, and sokka and toph earn very well from it. zuko doesn’t need the money and insists they just split it between them, but he’s really happy people like their swords. the end.
#i’m right and i should say it#atla#zuko#toph#sokka#aang is very amused.#suki gets a cool new sword#katara is relieved they averted starting an international crisis#she’s not really a sword person but as a token of appreciation they briefly suspend their usual production to forge her a cool bracelet#with water tribe carvings
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I am the only one who still thinks how when Miles went away on the train this was Gwen's face?
Despite everything that happened there, she is looking at him flying away as if she has lost her breath.
I utterly adore how down bad she is.
#ghostflower#gwiles#gwen stacy#atsv#across the spiderverse#I should talk more about it#but I really don't have anything tying that post together#I honestly think about this often#how despite the sad departure and Miles saying solemn goodbye to her and only her#she still looks so relieved at happy where he went
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You guys NEED to understand how important this moment was for Siren
My jaw DROPPED. He had such a moment where he realized he was making the same mistake his mother did. Killing someone in order to seemingly "protect" someone that they care about. But Siren realized that other people do care about Fizz! I can already sense his anxiety telling him that he's a monster for doing such a thing, but really it was protective instinct.
#Don't hate me but I'm relieved that Siren didn't kill him?#Mainly because it would fuck some things up for Siren-- like mentally and even with the other characters#The flyfin should be exiled though#castle swimmer
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hiii sorry for my absence heres some photos of the diy kit that took up pretty much my entire january





that is all farewell as I fade back into nonexistence
#diy kit#art#sillies#diy craft#miniature#i just want to show it off because im soo happy with how it turned out#pretty stress relieving too despite how frustrating working so small can be lol#it was nice to make something without any sort of pressure to make it look good it was literally just for my satisfaction#as art should be really
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Y̸o̵u̶ ̴f̵o̷u̵n̸d̴ ̴m̵e̷!̵ ̶Y̶o̴u̶ ̵f̷o̷u̵n̶d̸ ̶m̷e̴!̵ ̴Y̴o̷u̶ ̶f̸o̷u̷n̶d̶ ̶m̶e̵!̸ ̵Y̵o̶u̵ ̵f̸o̸u̴n̴d̷ ̵m̸e̴!̵ ̴Y̵o̴u̴ ̴f̸o̸u̸n̸d̵ ̴m̸e̶!̶ ̷Y̷o̵u̵ ̵f̶o̵u̸n̴d̸ ̴m̴e̷!̵ ̶Y̴o̸u̷ ̵f̷o̸u̶n̸d̴ ̶m̴e̶!̷
#nebula art and doodles#fnaf cassie#cassie fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#fnaf ruin#ruin dlc#security breach ruin#fnaf glitchtrap#glitchtrap fnaf#i dont know if i should tag the fucker as glitchtrap#bc who fucking knows if he's gonna get ANOTHER name#but anyways i just.#i have been picturing this scene for so goddamn long you FUCKERS HAVE NO IDEA#LIKE#i am so down for gregory to actually be the mimic#and it's luring cassie there using gregory#so imagine this fucking thing happening#like cassie being so fucking relieved because after everything#all the fear the terror the sneaking around#she finally found her friend/brother#and then she realizes that everything was a fucking lie#she's been alone this entire time and she didn't know it until this moment#I KNOW IT WON'T HAPPEN BUT GOD#FUCKING RABID HERE#tw eyestrain#cw eyestrain#tw bright colors#cw bright colors
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YAY! *collapses*
#window in the right building's roof is pissin me off but it's fine#might change it around later#i started decorating the right building and then i was like naur#working in small spaces should be relieving to me but ACTUAL STRESS#anyways gonna go spin someone around in cas#wip
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Scrolling in the Ra's al Ghul tag is a jumpscare that you were expecting but still got jumpscared.
The amount of Tim related things I see.... I want to see just Ra's, Talia, Damian,Bruce and other Al Ghul members. I'm so sick of seeing "Ra's al Ghul cherishes Tim's spleen 🤗 and he wants Tim's babies 🤪 Tim knows everything about Ra's al Ghul and the League of Assassins 🥴"
Can Tim stans leave Ra's alone??? Let the man be the family guy he is. Let him love and care his daughter, son and grandson. Let him care for animals, plants, the whole planet! Stop making everything related to Ra's about Tim. Stop making him a creepy pedo.
#anti tim drake#ras al ghul#ra's al ghul#damian wayne#damian al ghul#talia al ghul#bruce wayne#dc#dc comics#al ghul family#im a bit angry#jussstt a bit#i usually don't talk things about this but im very stressed and i needed to get some steam out of my chest#ranting#it's actually fun#maybe i should rant more#and complain#i usually try to do my criticism in a polite and respectful way because everyone has their own opion#but i guess being angry sometimes is relieving
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Thinking thoughts about jeaneil meeting on the court, the absolute annoyance of being prodded and questioned by neil (in french) and jean just... not holding back on his insults because Americans but also neil cracking up at jean's unmitigated vitriol and sass... oh my forever misplaced partners
#aftg#jean moreau#neil josten#i just think that jean should be mean in french more often#also neil giggling and laughing but also relieved that jean is finally cultivating a personality#jeaneil#jean moreau deserves to be more bitchy in french and i will die on this hill
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look at this idiot lol



#im feeling generous so have his homoerotic childhood best friend too#his name is bende :-) b for blonde#only lore i have for them so far is mutual stress relieving jerkoff sessions via facetime#because thats normal. nodding#anyway they both shall get elaborated on sooner or later 😁#BTW ugly renault sticker on his laptop... he SHOULD kill himself#i have disznótor round two tomorrow. leaving you with them#hazel.txt#my art#marci#bende#kendall#this is the ocs tag#259
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i think you should draw odyssey duo trying to message eachother during proton, but failing every single time because everytime they do they get banned, moots mel :3
-from one of your mutuals :3
i think you guys should stop. ^_^ /j/lh
#☆ request .#☆ my art .#i just rewatched the proton episode too#they sounded so relieved every time they were put in the cell together :(#they should not be separated ever#odyssey duo angst 😭😭#idk who which one of you requested this but i expect an apology/j#they mean so much to me.......#odyssey duo#parrotx2#wifies#unstable universe
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Translation says "Käärijä got drunk and gained 15 kgs" (the lasts words are not clear)
Can all the bodyshaming stop already ?
He opened up and told how the last year was so hard on him, he's been honest about his mental health and how he's willing to take better care of himself. The only thing that made it to this shitty headline is his weight and alcohol.
Fck media 🖕
#käärijä#kaarija#jere pöyhönen#it's relieving that he geels better and he can live more normally now 🥹#jere from vantaa#I hate it here#it's 2024 can we stop focusing on looks#he's a beautiful soul no matter what#the Apu interview was a bit heartbreaking but we already knew all that#he's a music artist not a model#he should still model tho 😍#it's still relieving that he gets better and can live more normally#god#that's a lot of tags
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🐶 Y'know, I fall in love with you all over again when we go on dates like this, Max.
🐰 You're getting a pass for that awful pun because you're the prettiest thing this side a' the world, Sam.
🐶 What can I say? I'm as corny as Kansas in August.
🐰 And as normal as blueberry pie.
#I had such a nice time making this it was very cathartic :] I’ve been having a really horrible time lately and this was-#a way to relieve my brain at least a little#sam and max#freelance husbands#furry art#morelikesin#my art#don't steal#digital art#original#finished#also do not tag as genderbend or like terms I just love sam crossdressing don't worry about it#a wonderful guy tex beneke#and if you've gotten this far in the tags I'll get a little sappy: I've gotten a monumental uptick in interest in my work the past week or-#-so and it's really meant so much to me. I've been making and posting art on this blog for. God it's been Years and I'm a nobody#but lately I've been given such affection for my pieces and I can't believe it still. I don't know if I deserve it but I am keeping it-#-very close to my heart. a sincere and genuine thank you for making truly the hardest time in my life to date bearable again.#I've been debating if I should just give up and this gives me hope to at least try for a little while longer 🩷 okay sorry for the sap
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