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Scenes of a Peaceful World: Sokkla Saturdays 2024
Day Nine - Power
Rated: T
On FF.net//On AO3
Nighttime didn't always offer a spectacle as glorious as the one they would be privy to on that very special occasion: a meteor shower, witnessed from the heights of the Dragon Springs, a location unaffected by nocturnal lights that hid away the weakest stars, for the Dragon Springs stood at the peak of a grand mountain chain, distant from grand cities and settlements.
It was, thus, a place out of reach for most people, and only one peculiar human family was bound to visit it frequently.
"Alright! Snacks are here!" Sokka announced, proudly: he opened the first bag of sizzle-crisps only for the youngest children and their dragons to rush him, nearly tearing it to pieces. "Hey! Behave yourselves, you wild fiends! Azula! Azula, help!"
"You can hold them off, love! I believe in you!"
"B-but…! ACK!"
Unsurprisingly, Sokka wound up on the ground, overcome by their onslaught: Yuuna and Shun cheered as their dragons growled happily, everyone vying for the bag of snacks, as expected. Hotaru watched them with amusement, unwilling to involve herself, whether to help her father or join the younger children. Azula kept an eye on them as well, whereas Rei continued to work hard at their day's main attraction…
"I'd say he should be here helping you set up instead, but… watching him goof off that way never gets old," Azula told Rei, who laughed at her assessment.
"I've noticed. You seem a little smitten with him, I'd say," Rei teased. Azula gasped.
"Me? With that handsome, funny, strong man? Why… don't tell him that, of course. It'll go up to his head," Azula said, dramatically. Rei laughed, shaking her head as she continued working, tweaking the gears as she set every piece of her remarkable invention in place.
The telescope Rei had spent the past years crafting was finally complete: a beautiful work of engineering and science, with a polished metal finish, stylish and considerably large. By this point, she only had to calibrate the finishing touches, but by all effects, the telescope was as good as ready.
"I wonder how much we'll see tonight… the weather's clear," Rei said, excitedly. "I hope it will be amazing. I watched the meteor shower last year too, but the telescope wasn't ready…"
"You did a great job with it," Azula smiled, squeezing her daughter's shoulder. "And we're grateful that you wanted us to use it with you, too."
"Well, now… I think it's natural to want to share your biggest academic achievements with your family first," Rei grinned, peering through the scope and smiling. "Okay! It's ready now!"
"Is it?!" Sokka asked, sitting up again. Azula smiled, glancing at him.
"I thought you were moribund after being mauled to death by a little princess, a little prince, and two fearsome dragons…"
"Oh, uh, yeah. Of course I am. I'm dying…! Come save me, Azula…!" Sokka groaned dramatically, stretching his arms and legs out to further enhance his performance. The kids giggled, still devouring sizzle-crisps as though they weren't even slightly spicy, and sharing them with their dragons, too.
"I suppose I have time to spare to save him from this nefarious fate… it'll still be a few hours before the meteor shower, right?" Azula asked Rei. She nodded.
"Can I look already, though?" Hotaru asked, eagerly. Rei beamed.
"Of course! Come, come, this way… here's how you can calibrate the lenses," Rei explained, bringing her younger sibling to sit before the telescope.
The playful chaos between the kids and Sokka wouldn't dwindle easily: with Azula in such a cheerful mood, the children were perfectly content to disregard her requests that they gave their father a break and eased up on the food. Even so, Azula had a good enough card in her sleeve worth using against Shun, in particular.
"Ah, but what have they done to you, my handsome stud?" Azula said, kneeling beside Sokka. He stuck his tongue out.
"Murder. That's what they did. I'm all… murdered," he said, stiff. The kids giggled at his statement. Azula hummed.
"Well, that's a shame. Here I thought you'd get to witness the meteor shower properly with the telescope, but if that's impossible, then I must send you off the right way…!"
Shun cried out in disgust when his mother leaned in to kiss her husband, fully. Yuuna groaned once Azula's body obstructed her access to the sizzle-crisps: the mother slowly but stealthily clasped the bag and snuck it out of their reach before breaking the kiss. Her amused husband couldn't seem to stop smiling.
"Damn. I'll have to play dead more often, that was fun…"
"Oh, my! I'm so powerful I brought you back to life! That entitles me to the rest of the sizzle-crisps, then…"
"No! Mom!" Yuuna gasped, mortified while Shun gagged, still annoyed over witnessing the very brazen display of affection between his parents. Sokka, of course, was delighted and dazed, unable to stop laughing.
Their evening continued to be joyful and boisterous, as they enjoyed their picnic dinner while they waited for the right hour to arrive for the meteor shower. After the meal, Rei ensured to teach all the children how to look through the telescope, which Yuuna naturally took to, her curiosity ever triggered by anything related to investigation and science.
"What a loud, messy, fun family," Sokka smiled, wrapping his arms around Azula, who sat on his lap. She smiled too, closing her eyes and relaxing against him. "I think we did a decent job, didn't we?"
"Hmm. Decent. I suppose that's one word to describe it," Azula said. Sokka chuckled. "Think we could've done better?"
"More like I don't want to boost our ego that much. You think I shouldn't know how handsome, smart and funny I am for that reason, after all…"
"You… how dare you listen in to conversations I was holding publicly? Shame on you, Sokka," Azula huffed, playfully. Sokka chuckled, kissing her cheek.
"I love you so much," he said, earnest. Azula's smile grew gentler upon hearing those words. "I refuse to fathom any world where I wouldn't."
"Hmm… do you, now?" Azula smirked. Sokka huffed.
"I said I did. You don't believe me?"
"I mean, I constantly marvel over the fact that, despite everything, we made it this far," Azula said, with a soft chuckle. "It didn't seem likely, at multiple instances in time. Our troubled beginnings… neither of us ever imagined we'd wind up like this."
"Well… no. But all relationships do start by being strangers," Sokka pointed out. Azula snorted.
"Strangers and enemies are entirely different concepts," she said. Sokka smiled guiltily. "I'm just saying… the world where you somehow decided not to love me might actually exist."
"Pfft. Any Sokka who meets you and chooses not to love you, or to love someone else, is an idiot. So… not me, not whatsoever. He is now deemed unworthy of being called 'Sokka', and that's that," Sokka declared, proudly. Azula laughed, shaking her head.
"Very well, then any Azula who doesn't fall for you is no better. Our alternate selves are idiots, we've made that official now," she said. Sokka snickered.
"You know… there are so many stars up there," he said. "And there's stuff like… theories of the universe, you know? Rei's told me about those before… multiple worlds like ours, where matters play out differently?"
"She's mentioned those theories before but… I can't say I follow. It feels rather arbitrary for countless possible branches of choices to create parallel worlds every time. It's like… say your sister chose between eating papaya or mango during breakfast one day, and whatever choice came from it, it results in one world where she married Aang and one world where she married… uh, I don't know, Jet, maybe."
"Jet?" Sokka repeated, with a disbelieving snort. "I'm not sure Jet's the marriage type, but fine. Let's pretend she reformed him that much, huh? All because she ate… papaya. Or mango."
"See? Doesn't that seem strange?" Azula asked, amused. "It would imply that at some point or another, I could've made an entirely stupid choice much like it, like… eating something that sat wrong with my stomach."
"Azula: nothing sits wrong with your stomach. It's made of solid steel or something. All the spices you eat prove it."
"Not true, you said that once, Toph tried to bend it to prove you wrong and she couldn't do it, which means…"
"It means it's made of a stronger metal than anything she can bend," Sokka laughed. Azula cackled, shaking her head.
"Well, then…! Say that I never became such a big fan of spices. That, as a child, my parents refused to feed me any. Which means my resistance to spices was insignificant, and then because of that, on the day we were supposed to meet for the first time, I ate sizzle-crisps and… I got diarrhea."
Sokka burst out laughing, dropping on the ground as his shoulders shook: all four of their children glanced in his direction, astounded by his reaction. Azula smiled and waved a hand dismissively at them, even if their attention flustered her slightly.
"Is Dad okay?" Hotaru asked.
"I may have broken him, but… we're just theorizing on things. Nothing more to it," Azula said, with a carefree smile.
"He's so goofy," Shun smiled, shaking his head before focusing on the telescope again.
"What's so funny?" Yuuna asked, curious.
"Diarrhea," Azula said, with a wicked grin. Yuuna smirked.
"Oh. Good."
It didn't surprise Azula that their youngest would react as she did: if someone was entirely above being disgusted by gross subjects in their family, it was her. Yuuna giggled to herself, unaware of what the actual joke was, but delighted by whatever thoughts of diarrhea that she, somehow, found amusing.
"Okay… that was a good one," Sokka chuckled, shaking his head and sitting upright to hug Azula again. "Alright, well… maybe in the diarrhea world, we got together faster because we met later, in wholly different circumstances, and… we weren't enemies at all at first!"
"Huh. Damn. Now you actually make me wish I did have it," Azula said. Sokka laughed against her neck. "Oh, well. We'll never know. But… hey. We were discussing the notion that maybe there was a world where…"
"Nope. I won't allow it," Sokka smirked. Azula rolled her eyes.
"I'll give it another shot…"
"You will fail every time, love. I'm not going to lose against you on this one…"
"How about… a world where we were arranged to marry?"
"Say what?"
"Indeed. And because of how stubborn we are, we would have fought against the marriage, come hell or high water…"
"Uh. I see…" Sokka hummed, biting his lip. "And… say I ran away."
"Exactly!"
"And you did too."
"I… did?"
"Because you didn't know I'd run away as well, which means we bump into each other on our respective escapes. So… in this setting we don't even know what the other looked like. Which means that we ended up running from each other, but together!"
"Say what?"
"Hear me out! It'd be hilarious, because then we wouldn't realize that we were with the person we were supposed to marry, and we'd fall in love on our own terms, running from our families…! Only to end up discovering, in the end, that they'd arranged our marriage to each other and that the whole thing was a lot more agreeable than we thought at first."
"Y-you…" Azula scowled, glaring at him from the corner of her eyes. Sokka smirked giddily. "Okay, well…! How about a world where… where I got banished instead of Zuko?"
"What? You? That makes no sense…!"
"Makes enough sense if, say, my mother wasn't the way she is but… if she was much more cutthroat, you know? Maybe she… she killed my father too, and not just my grandfather. Maybe she went for both… and she was actually the big hazard to defeat. And because I knew what she did to my father, or I had strong suspicions about it, she banishes me…!"
"Well… that means you'd travel by the Water Tribe eventually," Sokka reasoned. Azula raised an eyebrow. "And you're smart, so… you wouldn't be traveling aimlessly. You'd look for allies. You'd go to the Water Tribe to find them and then we'd strike a deal to work together and overthrow your mom! There you go! We fall in love in the process, and…!"
"Goodness," Azula groaned: she couldn't stop smiling, despite herself, as Sokka beamed brightly.
"And you become Fire Lord Azula, and the world is bright and perfect after you take the throne!" he declared.
"Isn't that so smooth and easy?" Azula smiled at him. He snickered. "And you're the Fire Lady, of course."
"Of course, of course I… hey!"
"There's no reasoning with you," Azula smiled, shaking her head. "How about a world where I married someone else?"
"Pfft. Big mistake. You'd meet me and regret it in a heartbeat," Sokka smirked.
"And what if you married someone else?" Azula asked, amused.
"Same is also true, wouldn't be long before I filed for divorce and ran into the sunset with you. Easy as that," Sokka declared, smugly. Azula laughed, shaking her head.
"Alright, then… what about the most miserable possible option, then? A world… where you and I never met."
He raised his eyebrows. Azula waited eagerly for his reaction… and it didn't take long to arrive, in the form of a dismissive blown raspberry.
"Boo! That's a shitty world, is what it is. I don't want it. Bad idea, Azula. You should feel bad," he said. Azula chuckled. "Can you imagine how boring that would be? A world where we'd spend our lives knowing something's missing, but not knowing what it is, exactly?"
"A world where we'd always envy this version of ourselves, I suppose," Azula said, closing her eyes.
"Yikes. Nope. Awful. Stop giving me terrible nightmares. If I wake up in the middle of the night after a nightmare about this specific scenario, it's on you."
"Fine, fine. I'll bear the consequences," Azula chuckled. "Not that they'd be that bad, knowing you. You'd likely just… huh. Hmmm… well damn, I kind of want you to have that nightmare now, come to think of it."
"I can still wake you up for a random fuck in the middle of the night without nightmares involved, you know?" he whispered by her ear. Azula laughed and nodded, pressing her face to his neck.
"I'll appreciate it if you do. Sorry if that was a really awful scenario, though…"
"If? No 'ifs' about it, girl, that's the worst possible timeline," Sokka shook his head, certain. Azula smiled, leaning close to kiss his lips softly.
"Well, we have no idea if it ever happened… if any of those worlds we discussed are possible," she said. "So we can just… use the powers of our imagination to dismiss any such notions and cling to yours, alright? In any world, in any event…"
"Any version of us who chooses anything but this is a loser. That's my conviction," Sokka grinned. Azula chuckled, shaking her head.
"You're adorable. But… convincing, anyway," she said, glancing towards the kids. "We really did a good job. Took a broken world and set it on a new course… pretty much picked up the pieces of this mess to build our own. And because we did, we have our chaotic progeny… and a love people now write ridiculous tales about, elaborating on every little element of our relationship."
"We're just that much fun," Sokka smirked. Azula smiled and nodded.
"You know… I don't really care much, if those other worlds are any different. If those versions of you and me are smarter or dumber than we are," she said, turning in his arms. "I think the fact that every choice we made brought us here… it's something I can't help but treasure with everything I am. The lives we've built… I'm proud of everything that has gone into bringing us this far."
"And I know what it means for you to say that," Sokka smiled sadly, stroking her hair affectionately before kissing her lips softly. "It hasn't been the smoothest ride, but we did make it. We get to witness so many wonderful things now…"
"Indeed," Azula smiled, huddling against him. "Every day we spend together is another day where we can witness… well, I suppose I could call them the scenes of the peaceful world we built. And it's all because… we changed everything."
"We found the power to do so," Sokka nodded, hugging her tightly. "And who knows? Maybe we can transform more worlds besides our own… could be we can get Rei to put in some kind of magical power into her telescope, you know? And then we can reach into that world where we never met, and tell each other where to go and who to find…!"
"Okay, now you're talking nonsense…"
"We could, though! It'd be like reaching through the Spirit World, you know? C'mon, it's not that crazy…!"
Azula laughed, shaking her head as Sokka continued trying to convince her. His fingers nudged her, teasing her flanks, his lips peppering sneaky kisses over her cheek and neck…
She loved him so much, and that feeling only ever seemed to increase further as she processed just how much he loved her, right back. There was no denying that their love had changed their world… and as much as she had teased him, she wanted to believe that it would do so in any world, any universe where their paths crossed anew. They had endless potential, she remained certain of that… and it seemed to her that there was no better way to explore it than to do so by each other's side.
"I saw one! Rei, Rei, Hotaru, I saw one!"
Yuuna's voice startled her parents: the youngest girl was currently looking through the telescope when the first flashing meteor crossed the skies above.
"I wanna see! Me next, me next! Come on, Yuuna!" Shun exclaimed, eyes widening eagerly at the sight of the shooting stars.
"Well, I'll go after, then," Hotaru smiled, looking at Rei. "I can��?"
"Sure you can," Rei smiled. "All of you have one round each… then, the telescope's all mine!"
"Awww…"
"I have research to do, kids! It's my job…"
Azula chuckled upon hearing the siblings protest but submit to Rei's straightforward terms. Sokka nudged her gently, kissing her cheek softly anew.
"Think we're part of that group? Do we get a chance at the telescope too?"
"We'd better get over there if we want one, I fear," Azula smiled.
"We can always sneak a glance when she's taking notes, though…" Sokka snickered. Azula rolled her eyes and smiled, clasping his hand firmly.
"Come on. Let's wait for our turn," she said, pulling him to his feet.
Sokka clasped her wrist before she dragged him towards the telescope. He pulled her back towards himself, catching her in his arms. Azula raised her eyebrows… then, she smiled into the eager kiss he pressed against her lips. She didn't hesitate to return his affection, not even when she heard Hotaru's gasp, let alone Shun's groans of disgust: her hands cupped his cheeks as she pressed her brow to his.
"I'd choose you in every world, too. Any Azula who wouldn't… is certainly an Azula I'd pity," she said. Sokka smiled. "Her loss, really. There's no better husband…"
"No better wife, either," he said, kissing her softly again. "Not in this world, or any other…"
"True for you as well," Azula whispered against his lips. "We… we ought to make the most of those shooting stars. Don't people usually make wishes with those?"
"Some do," Sokka acknowledged.
"Might be the way to do it. That's how we'll fix the worlds where we never met," Azula smiled. Sokka smirked.
"Is that so? We're gonna use all the stars to wish to be together in every world possible?" he asked, snickering. "Okay, then… I really need a round at that telescope now."
Azula laughed, kissing him one last time before leading him the rest of the way to the telescope: Shun's disgusted faces faded quickly once his mother messed his hair, pulling him into a quick hug. Hotaru grinned at them, and a rather enthusiastic Sokka hoisted her with an embrace, startling her with his powerful grip. Yuuna giggled, pointing at the skies, and Rei sat behind her, stroking her messy hair affectionately, failing to tame it – for no one could ever succeed at doing so. A blanket of placid darkness spread across that blissful night, dotted with sparkles of infinite possibilities, all spread out before them… but out of so many lights, the peaceful world they'd built seemed to be the brightest one out of them all.
#sokkla#sokka#azula#sokkla saturdays 2024#sokklasaturdays#steambabies#hotaru#shun#yuuna#rei#I went overboard#but not by thaaaat much#still I hope it's a good ending for this one#beautiful chaotic family#they put the FUN in FUNctional#yes they do#I love writing Azula being so happy what can I say#it gives me life#hope you guys enjoyed this year's iteration of Sokkla Saturdays!
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i think more people should hc their favorite characters as having DID. as a treat. and more people should give their ocs DID. and more people should make world's most heavyhanded system allegories. and we should have systems who r respected as people n systems who get to be things other than shock villains and systems who get to be systems casually and systems for whom its a huge part of their story and systems whos plurality affects how they interact with The Lore in a way that isnt weird as hell about them. amen. obligatory disclaimer that i know not all systems have DID and vice versa. amen
#also i think assigning a canon character alters is rlly funny . congrats dipshit here's a free guy#he's not any more functional than you are BUT. he also is really bad at talking like you and doesnt like any of the food you like#good luck!#earth to mars#even ignoring the whole. ableism and representation and all that. you can from an authorial standpoint#do so much fun shit with systems. obligatory as long as youre respectful disclaimer#anyway this post was sparked by the fact that deadly fucking premonition is the only horror game ive ever seen with a system character#(characters?)#who isnt a villain or played for shock value#anyway im not putting this in main tags bcuz i main tag never and also i will stay#syscourse agnostic until the day i die. amen!!!#if this post does breach containment and anyone drags syscourse's rotten corpse to my house. i am not#opening the door. have a nice day
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I haven't watched clh yet but I have been playing ac2 for the first time so uh. that counts right?
edit: fixed the french pronoun because apparently 2 years of it in school taught me nothing
#captain laserhawk blood dragon remix#captain laserhawk fanart#clh fanart#captain laserhawk bullfrog#clh bullfrog#bullfrog#assassins creed is one of those games i put off cause i thought id suck ass at it#im not the best but its a lot of fun!#had to fight to get it to work tho because ubisoft refuses to make any of their ported games functional as is#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#re the french thats what i get for working on this late and not checking w my friend whose been learning the language since i met her smh
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Hot Take
Functional multiplicity and final fusion aren't really all that different in practice and experience, and you should all stop overthinking it
Worrying, fussing, and arguing is only going to stress you out, and we all know what stress does to systems
Relax and stop policing and scaring others, especially if you're not currently experiencing either
Slow down, take things one day a time, recognize and accept that your goals can change, that you collectively have more of a say in what happens than you think, and consider, maybe they're surprisingly similar experiences that are rewarding in ultimately similar ways
#source: older systems#final fusion#syscourse#cdd system#osdd#pro syscourse conversation#did#not syscourse#cdds#osddid#sysconversation#healing goals are personal#functional multiplicity#i was a theme park recently#a roller coaster can look fun but only riding it will tell you how rough the tracks are#Alternatively a roller coaster can look terrifying and yet be so smooth#maybe stop talking shit until you ride it#seriously top gun @ WL put some oil on your tracks that is rough as fuck#is anyone actually ready to have this conversation?#draft cleanup
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as a fandom we do not talk enough about how unserious the ravens were for walking in a V formation / posing identically / moving in sync, all to intimidate neil and the foxes. like were there rehearsals before the fall banquet? no onlookers reacted to this nonsense iirc, so was it expected or did everyone just know better than to clown them? do they flock to all their games and events like this? i have a lot of questions
#aftg#all for the game#the raven king#riko moriyama#neil josten#riko would have had to put me down#cuz if i saw that shit#i would have laughed them out the function#sorry teammates the mafia kids put a hit out on us bc i made fun of them#in my defense did you guys fucking see that
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I don’t have a chronic illness.
I have a chronicle illness.
It changes as it goes.
#putting the fun in functional neurological disorder#fnd#developing illnesses#funny#chronic illness#chronic jokes#chronic community#functional neurological disorder#spoonie#disabled#spoonie community
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Still so iconic of Matt fraction to start his run like anyways off screen Clint and Kate who have met a few times before this run have become besties and are fundamentally now intertwined characters. Like and that’s just canon now. I think more comic writers should be willing to kinda just decide a new status quo like that especially with characters that have been under utilized
#and now it’s part of their characters that would seem really weird if changed#like they were on okay terms Clint and Kate were like we can both be Hawkeye that’s cool#but like that was it really unless I’ve misremembered#idk it’s just something I think about alot and like#that’s the fun of comics sometimes a run comes out of nowhere with new stuff that comes to define a character#it’s cool to see the medium like change and move and like be alive#having characters that get passed around to different writers over like decades and like almost a hundred year is so cool#and something you don’t see really that much out side of comics#like old folklore story cycles yes but like modern stuff#though with the obsessions with reboots that is changing but it’s still different#I’m just obsessed with that sort of shared cultural story telling I guess it#sound be surprising in retrospect I was obsessrd with comic books folklore mythology and fairytales as a kid#bc in a way they are the same#that’s all#maybe when I’m not taking a break getting distracted from writing a paper I’ll come back to these thoughts#and put them together in a more coherent way or expand on it more#but who knows man I feel like that doesn’t really happen but also I e been in law school hell for 3 years maybe things will change once#I graduate#anyways gotta go write#Hawkeye#hawkeye squared#kate bishop#clint barton#marvel#sometimes I feel bad about tagging my like stream of consciousness thoughts but also I want my blog to be functional for me to be able to#find stuff and like I tell myself people can scroll past it or use the block button fi I annoy them
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Still here, just trying to fight my way out of some extreme burnout. Thank you for being patient with me while I figure it out!
Been going through old sketches to clean up, have some Ibushis I drew last year in the meantime🌟
#looking to get back to people more consistently soon#just having some trouble functioning#I can't even put into words how tired I've been lately. It hasn't been fun but I'm trying#my art#monster hunter#monster hunter rise#mh rise#ibushi#wind serpent ibushi#mhrise#dragon#elder dragon#id in alt text
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#The thing is I actually don't want to heal. I don't want... love and joy and fellowship and yada yada yada.#I would rather be miserable and lonely ALONE than joyful with another.#Because I know how that ends. I have seen how that ends. EVERY TIME.#Maybe not for other people but for me.#“Do you think you're uniquely unlovable?”#Not at all. I think there are probably other people just as hard and bitter and prickly and off-putting as I am and I doubt they have anyon#close either. I never said anything about being unique.#Happiness is overrated. Joy is overrated.#Functionality. Duty. Responsibility.#THOSE are what matter.#Not happy-go-lucky‚ chirpy-derpy positivity all the time.#I love my friends dearly. I do. I'd be absolutely unspeakably miserable if any of them vanished and I would never stop grieving#(I still haven't stopped grieving the ones I've lost).#But being “in love”? Having one person to share your entire life with? Being happy all the time?#I'd literally rather be shot in the head.#(Is this an overreaction to the sermon this morning? Yeah‚ probably‚ at least in large part. I do love hearing exciting new ways I'm#Not A Real Christian. -_-)#(Actually I have heard this one before.#If you're not always happy and having fun you're Not A Real Christian!/Are you sure you're really#saved if you're depressed?#I have nothing to say to that person anymore either)#Maybe I'm not‚ at that. Maybe I'm hellbound. If it gets me further away from the people who want me to be plastered in grins and small talk#for the rest of my life I think I'm just about okay with that.#Screaming into the void
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Hc idea
Lugnut being an empuratee is a common misconception he actually has 5 optics due to amount of insecticon CNA
He does have five optics but also OOOO PART INSECTICON!LUGNUT???? There's scenes here
There's really fun reference scenes we can make here
#transformers#maccadam#tfa lugnut#his set up is interesting because clearly the extra eyes are extra compared to his main eye#which makes me wonder about how he perceives the world#does he have a wider range of vision than most mecha??#do the auxiliary eyes have different specs than his larger main one?#how might the function if we put Lugnut in a more detailed continuity?#fun#lugnut
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some newer and older sketchbook pages
#my art#sketchbook#fountain pen#i just don't draw anything interesting anymore so i keep forgetting to post shit oops#i did get new inks! diamine autumn oak and aqua lagoon (not shown here) are fun#spent like a week cleaning out an old fountain pen that had india ink put into it. it is functional now
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Your OC as a flower
thank you so much the tag, @jynxeddraca! This one was especially nice for me because, like you with your tav, I have a strong flower association with Thyneron, so this is a nice opportunity to get into that!
Larkspur - Delphinium Occidentale
Due to the larkspur's tendency to bloom in the late spring and early summer, just as school is ending for the year, the cheerful flowers encourage us to lean into the sense of wonder and excitement that children experience when looking forward to a summer filled with swimming, time with friends, and new adventures. They are associated with dignity, protection, love, lightheartedness, and an open heart.
But more importantly, and especially relevantly to Thyneron, they are poisonous. When touched, the leaves and seeds can cause irritation, rash, blisters, and swelling. When consumed, symptoms include nervousness, vomiting, muscle twitching, and paralysis, all of which can lead to death.
I really wanted to convey that Thyneron is an unwitting danger, to both himself and the rest of the party. On the surface, he's polite, affable, and well-spoken, but beneath it all he's a boiling mess that damn near consumes every single person he comes into contact with. Much like the pretty and unassuming exterior of the larkspur, many are unaware of the danger until it's too late.
All of the sorcerers in his family line begin weaving their own staves when their powers begin to manifest. He's been meticulously cultivating his since the age of eight, with larkspurs that he picked from his mother's garden. His mother, the sorcerer that preceded him, favors a staff made from foxgloves, that she picked from her mother's garden, and so on and so forth, leading all the way back to his ancestor, a green dragon.
as always with no pressure, I am tagging: @arcandoria, @themumblingmouse, @starlightweave, @gilraina, @the-weeping-dawn, and @oryndoll
#Thyneron#larkspur also has a lot of fun mythological beliefs tied to it#such as the notion that it could ward away evil spirits and protect from magic#clearly the flowers in the lucania family gardens didn't get the memo#but ahh I really enjoyed writing this up#I love love LOVE flower symbolism#and put a lot of thought into this while I was working on ALWF#sometime I really want to get into how he's functionally a green dragon in tiefling form#not literally of course#but he manifests basically all of the things associated with them such as jealousy possessiveness toxicity and a deep love for family
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What do their cat sprites look like? Curious to compare them with the refs!!!
I'M SO GLAD YOU ASKED!! Now I have an excuse to talk about My Design Process!! (Also take their game-given names as an added bonus bc idk when else this would come up lol)
In general, my design philosophy for Trashclan is "find the closest morph I can and then take liberty with the markings". Thankfully this is pretty easy because as long-time domestic animals... pigeons come in lots of colours!!
Orangesky:
I thought her sprite looked super striking so I tried very very hard to match it to a pigeon as close as I could!! Translating the hearts was easy (keeping them consistently shaped is another story, but I'm willing to suffer for her <3), 90% of the work was in me digging around searching for the closest brown pigeon morph I could manage... and some weird recessive dilute situation came through for me!! I'm honestly surprised I managed to find something with both the browns and the grey lmao
Her name I was also pretty attached to by the time I put the run of the game down, but orioles uh... do not exist in this country c': I briefly considered changing it to "Blackbird" or "Thrush" because those are birds in the same family, but pretty much immediately settled on "Orange" because it just kinda looked similar enough for me to be really happy with it! I always knew I was gonna ditch the whole "star" suffix thing for worldbuilding reasons, shoutout to Pav who suggested "sky" bc it 100% keeps the energy of her game-given name and is in general just a rlly good name fhbefr
Ermineleaf:
Ermineleaf was a no-brainer, I took one look at their sprite and went "oh, that's a standard blue bar pigeon" lmao I think I briefly debated changing their prefix to "stoat" because while we have those there (invasive), idk if they moult into their white winter coat and officially earn ermine status... but it was another name I was pretty attached to so I decided to let it slide lol
Bitternfleck:
Straight up, he's just based on my real life pigeon but old and droopifed lmao. My pigeon has pearl eyes, aka she looks haunted by the knowledge of the wilds at all times and I thought that was a perfect translation for the bright cyan
Buttercupfledge:
This design was also a pretty easy 1:1 translation! The majority of the decisions here were just simplifying the pied spotting, aka something I would have done even if she was a cat lol. I also made the call to give her no wing-barring even tho her sprite is striped, also for simplifying reasons.
Settling on "fledge" as the suffix for apprentices was also a no-brainer bc it's... simply the age at which they're fledging! Easy!
Bonus Fringeclaw bc yes he was a real character in the game that I real killed in the first moon:
Fringeclaw is a perfect example of a totally standard cat name that I changed to be bird-applicable! Pigeons don't have teeth but they do have claws, easy swap!
His design is the furthest I departed from the sprite, I genuinely don't think I looked at it when I coloured him in the moon he's in, I just knew he was brown and I wanted him to share colours with Orangesky lmao
#Anon Answers#Orangesky#Ermineleaf#Bitternfleck#Buttercup#Fringeclaw#Putting this post in their tags bc I think it's fun!#clangen sprites#<- for my own future searching reference. Pretending the tumblr search function... functions
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everyone: oh you're so lucky you get to stay home all the time!
me, chronically ill: ah. yeah. haha. lucky. i get to stay home. i don't get the fun parts of that though! i can't partake in my hobbies for more than an hour every two to three days :) i do get to watch a lot of tv though! oh you think that gets boring after a few hours? haha. yeah it fucking does. imagine that being the only thing you can do and then tell me how lucky i am
#cfs/me#fibromyalgia#chronic illness#functional neurological disorder#chronic pain#wrote 1k words in two sessions (15 min each) and then dared to take a full hour to start painting the back patch of my battle vest yterday#body didn't like that! it's also raining today so not only is the arm i painted with excruciatingly painful but so is the rest of my body!#staying home is so so so so so so fun haha isn't it when you literally can't do anything to alleviate the boredom!#i can't do shit i love all day every day. stay home for a week doing nothing and then tell me how lucky i am.#having a really rough day. yesterday was good so apparently i can't have more than one good day a week.#i also have to keep taking language classes if my residency gets sorted to receive aid even though we're moving#so what little i have to put towards things i enjoy i now have to divide towards class work too.#i've cried three times today i'm just so fucking tired and sad and it's so unfair i can't even do the stuff that brings me joy#brain so fried today i couldn't listen to music with my new headphones i've lived in for almost week. i'm that fucking spent today.#isn't that fun isn't it so fun to deal with this rather than going to work#god#i'd give fucking anything to not be like this i just want to not have to figure out what to spend my energy on#and i don't want to have to sacrifice the time i could put towards things that bring me joy#this is not living. for three years it's been oh i can do this when i get better or i could do that when i get better#doesn't seem like i'm getting better any time soon and in the meantime i can't even do things that make me happy.
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Please like this.
Not for any reason, I just want the serotonin.
#ask#spoonie#functional neurological disorder#putting the fun in functional neurological disorder#chronic illness#disability#disabled#fnd#chronically ill#funny
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we're t-minus one day of thunderbolts posting from someone earnestly going "i don't think alexei can read"
#like the only thing I can hand to really devout alexei haters is at least they think he's capable of functioning as an adult human being#'alexei cant drive' -- that thing he was doing for a living? we see him fly a PLANE in bw#'alexei would obliviously pester val about the team' -- ALEXEI TRIES TO SHOOT HER ON TELEVISION HE DOESNT LIKE VAL AT ALL#he's pestering MEL with that shit anyway i digress#please stop acting like a 70 year old man who has lived on his own for probably 5 years or more cant function in life because he's a clown#also like#y'all do understand that alexei is sleep deprived and punchy in the middle of the movie? yelena REMARKS ON IT. hes not being normal!#dont put on the news i got mad everyone go back go having fun the regular way just consider like#why do you struggle so much with how to portray someone as ditzy without it coming off completely infantilizing#alexei shostakov
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