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he is beauty he is grace <3
#made this to slam on ai#art?#there are two hidden guys#dont look for them#they only bring pain#photoshop#obi wan kenobi#obi wan cannoli#star wars#cursed#graphic design is my passion#but actually#it kinda is
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🎵 maybe it will did turn out this time on the road to hell, on the railroad line 🎵
#i just watched hadestown#can you tell?#allison russell <3#hadestown#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives fanart#dead boy detective agency#edwin payne#charles rowland#edwin dead boy detectives#charles dead boy detectives#edwin paine#these are steve yockey’s characters and his only#fuck neil gaiman#bring back dead boy detectives#save dead boy detectives#koresephonearts#fanart#digital art
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have compassion for yourself and for others. it seems hopeless but any small amount of good you can do is just that much more love in the world
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Reuniting with a distorted past.
Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)

wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay
Panel 1: Was buried alive.
Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?



new friends
Comic 2: Misguided protection.

obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster
Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)
obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again#she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone#she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain#but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on#inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen#Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks#PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)
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What’s holding you back?
#Continuing only brings you pain#Yet you refuse to let go#Trying to hold onto memories that shouldn’t be yours#In a body that’s long past it’s due#a walking corpse#and the children as your only tether#So why are you so determined to suffer?#qsmp#qsmp fanart#badboyhalo#badboyhalo fanart#bbh
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"It's so embarrassing to admit I only create art for validation" did paleolithic humans not paint for other humans to see. Does a child making their first drawing to show their parents makes it any less valuable. Do gardens arranged for the visitors' eyes make the roses any less beautiful. Do love poems written for one person alone to hear make your heart ache less. You're fine
#jay rambles.txt#two very hard pills to swallow: 1. art has always been created for money and it's a very normal practice in human history#and actually artists being expected to produce art for free or as cheap as they do now is a relatively new thing#2. humans have always created art for validation because being recognised and understood by your fellow humans is a universal human need#if you start to idealise artistry as something inherently selfless that needs to come with no gain or benefits or instead brings only pain#you are going down a VERY dangerous path of not being able to express yourself without shame - if at all#and potentially dragging other people you told close down into that mentality too if you're vocal about it#I've been there#I am there#It's a shitty feeling but the only way out of it is true embrace your need to be loved and desire for human connection or it won't end well#idk that's my opinion tho
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I'm thinking about the Apollo Cabin and crying again y'all fdhdg
Just thinking about Little Will struggling to find a talent that fits with his other siblings, watching them ace Archery and Music no problem, and feeling really self-conscious about it.
Lee making the decision to have him shadow Michael in the infirmary and Michael immediately being taking him under his wing.
First time Will's healing abilities show up Will's confused as to what had just happened but Michael is pumped. Lee practically could see him glowing when they meet back for dinner Michael's so proud.
Anytime anyone even tries to talk down to Will about his lack of Archery or Music expertise like his siblings Michael has to be held back from throwing hands. Especially cause he knows Will takes it to heart.
After BoM, Will's self confidence plummets due to losing his biggest support system and having to take care of so many lives on his own. It doesn't really start to build back up until Nico starts noticing and helps him through it.
#mine#pain rambles#will solace#micheal yew#lee fletcher#nicodiangelo#nico di angelo#nico pjo#pjo nico#pjo michael#pjo will#pjo lee#william andrew solace#percy jackson headcanon#pjo hcs#pjo hc#pjo headcanon#will solace headcanon#apollo cabin#cabin 7#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#Nico only gets through to him cause they're both so stubborn#and it still doesn't solve his self confidence completely#will is a nervous wreck about messing up in their relationship#like 'nico taunted the Titan lord himself why bringing three GODS as back up to a battle! why would he want to be with me?'#Clarisse and Annabeth who've been listening to Will ramble for twenty minutes after he just finished a 32 hour shift:#'tf you mean why???'
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something happening on a mission, something personal that has soap spiralling; panic and rage making him reckless, thoughtless, and ghost has to draw the line
“you’re compromised johnny; you know what that means?”
“you’re not pulling me out,” soap immediately snarls. he turns on him and ghost barely recognises him; venomous fear turning his eyes to unyielding ice. "you're not sidelining me; i need to be in this-!"
but ghost has never been afraid of venom; spat or dripped straight from bared fangs.
he snakes out a hand grip the back of his neck, jerking him in a rough shake. "if you can't think, you can't be a soldier," he growls and he flinches like he's been struck.
his lips quiver as they twist in a sneer and he wrenches, trying to free himself of his hold.
ghost doesn't let him.
"it means you give your body to me because your head ain't fucking attached to it anymore."
soap stills, body trembling beneath his hand as he sucks in shaking breaths.
he tightens his grip, pulling him closer and digs his forehead hard into his. “it means you give yourself to me so i can have the weapon that you are and use you the way you're meant to be used."
the ice in soap's eyes fractures.
ghost’s voice drops to a whisper, spoken only to johnny, not this facade of vengeance and pain, and wills it to reach him through the glaciers.
“so i can keep you safe ‘til it’s done and i can bring you back.”
#in my head its bc graves abducts his sister and is using her as hostage to draw him out knowing ghost will always follow him#but the intensity and intimacy of saying ���you cant trust your mind not to betray you so let me be in charge of your body until you can’#after what happened to tommy he could never deny johnny his right to save his sister#but its bc of what happened to tommy that he knows he cant let him do it alone with only his rage to guide him#hes more likely to get himself killed and ghost wont live through that#so he has to balance it#and the only way he knows how is to completely shut down soap’s mind until hes no more than instinct and muscle memory#if he cant think practically then dont let him think at all#reduce him to a place where he can only follow orders#and when its finally over and his sister is safe and graves is dead#only then will he drag johnny back up to the surface#he’ll do it even if it means dragging him kicking and screaming back to humanity#instead of letting him sink in the depths where nothing hurts. theres no fear down there. no pain. only order#and thats the risk ghost took sending johnny to that place but he only did it bc he would stop at nothing to bring him back#and help him through the after#the breakdown. the rush of panic and rage and relief and anguish johnnys been supressing on his order#it was his word that turned johnny into a ghost#and its his touch that brings him back to the man#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#save post
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Today i present to you a headcanon that Curly loved Jimmy so so much the whole time, but Jimmy realised that too late
#like the end of the game late#i'm suffering from this hc#it brings me so much pain#but at the same time it's the only thing i can think about#curly x jimmy#jimmy x curly#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#toxic yaoi#mouthwashing
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Wouldn’t it be fun and epic if Heart created Apathy himself?
It obviously originally started as a grave for Mind, a 6ft hole with barely enough room to hold your hands out. But then the Juno incident happened, and suddenly the world warped along with it.
Soul bound his wings and threw him down, a heavy rain preventing him from climbing out. After a while he begins to dig, he doesn’t know why (even to this day) but he can’t help but wallow in his own grief and ‘accept’ this punishment. Everyday it got deeper and deeper, by the time he was too weak to dig anymore it would do it for him, eating his anguish and him alongside it. By the time he took his own sight it was practically a cave, his life seeping into the soil and feeding the earth.
It only starts to heal alongside him, filling up day by day until it’s just a small grassy dip in the soil at the end of Concord. At first glance it looks natural, but it’ll never quite be the same.
#doodle rambles#even more fun and epic if he thinks he’s the reason it got so bad#if only he was more ‘mature’ maybe he could have escaped#for more angst:#it’s also extremely cold and wet down there#he gets too tired to move and just kinda lays in a big puddle#he learns to live with it. but then Soul brings him back and the warmth is almost painful#he just wants to be cold again. he doesn’t like feeling the pain from healing#aka: his recovery is just as painful physically as it is emotionally#he also gets horrible nightmares about it but that’s neither here nor there#I want it to be traumatic and change him forever fundamentally yknow?#I know in canon it’s just kinda there but. in my heart he was going through the horrors#cccc#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj heart#cccc heart
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the "aid" the US sent is 9 years expired food MREs that they can't cook because they don't have enough clean drinking water to make it edible. It's expired, by at least nine years. They stopped including the Tabasco sauces in MREs in 2015.
How are Gazans meant to make these? You need water to rehydrate the food. If they get food poisoning from eating nearly a decade old food, what do you think will happen to them? To the people who have been starving for months and are impoverished and malnourished? Who don't have the water and nutrients you need to heal yourself from sickness? And to top it all off, the food is Haram. They sent mostly pork and other haram meals. And halal MREs exist. They knew that most Gazans are Muslim and chose to not send the halal food. it's disgusting, it's horrid. The US and all of its leaders are evil and vile
#gaza#palestine#free gaza#free palestine#us politics#world politics#joe biden#also the girl in the video is bringing up hurricane katrina because shes a katrina survivor#and watched from Louisiana as the us left them for dead and refused aid and its just like. yeah#hard to watch people go through something similar tobthe horror you faced#the pain and anguish they must have felt opening those boxes expecting food only to find expired mres that you dont even have water for#tel aviv
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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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I can NOT remember if i already posted this here (it's old) but I didn't see it after a quick skim and I need to start cross-posting things everywhere more consistently so Have These Guys.
(Obviously inspired by that one ○lilalienz4ever image)
#guardians of the galaxy#gotg game#peter quill#richard rider#my doodle tag#oh the painful act of cross-posting making me feel like im repeating myself... but i have to do it#pete and richie's possible dynamic in the eidos universe fascinates me i need a sequel to know what the hell went on between them#pete's annoyance when gamora brings him up in a conversation makes me think he's just mad the only other significant human he ran into-#-didn't give him as much attention as he wanted because. well a war was happening LOL.#“that guy might as well be an alien 🙄😾” you're just mad he didn't flirt with you aren't you.#anyways this was just a silly doodle but at the same time an exaggeration of a specific moment from the hypothetical sequel in my brain#if i only had more free time... i'd be writing out an entire sequel story. man. there's so many possibilities. sighing and crying.
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I find it beautifully tragic that the only way for Vi and Jinx to get a happy ending is if one of them dies.
In the timeline where Ekko ends up in episode 7, Vi is dead. Powder still grieves the loss of her sister, but she seems happy and mostly content with her life, and in my opinion, this is the best ending for someone like Powder.
Now, in the main timeline, Jinx is dead (or at the least is assumed dead, but let's not get into that) and Vi is the one who gets the happy ending, or as happy of an ending one can get after all that.
I just really wanted to share this.
#they can't both exist#they only bring each other pain and suffering#one has to die for the other to be happy#ooooohhhh#Vi and Jinx as doomed siblings#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season two#arcane season two act three#arcane season 2 act 3#spoilers#arcane spoilers#jinx arcane#Jinx#vi arcane#Vi#jinx and vi#sorry if this is all over the place#i dont normally post on here#but i needed a place to talk about this.
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— love is the most twisted curse of all.
#in which gojo would only ever constantly be thinking of geto#and that way he wont feel alone anymore#even if it only brings them pain#love that would linger even after death like a curse#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#geto suguru#satosugu#satoru x suguru#bc theyre idiots like that#now u can all crie w me pls
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Bestie Deficiency
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#a-qing#xue yang#xiao xingchen#Xue yang is cold because cold blooded creatures can't generate their own body heat#I am skipping over drawing the stories they tell due to the fact this arc is already really dragging#but I think they are very key in understanding the yi-city characters#Even if they are stories that really bring down the slumber party vibes A-Qing was hoping for.#I mentioned some of my thoughts in the tags of no. 76 but to continue on a bit more#I think xxc and xue yangs stories inversely mirror each other on the meaning of sacrifice and what it means to 'deserve' something#to xue yang he has only ever sacrificed - therefore he is in his right to 'deserve' what he wants. And he wants everything.#xxc leaves song lan thinking its the best course of action to atone but my god. No it wasn't. Poor communication crown actually goes to xxc#but it's what xxc he feels he deserves - continued sacrifice to atone. He wants to want nothing.#both are very stuck in the past in ways that are not actually accounting for their actions#It's easy to look at xue yang and go 'dang you need to get over your childhood trauma'#but that very much ignores that fact that we - real human beings - define so much by our childhood pains.#Growth is having to come to terms with it and trying to move past it...and not everyone is ready for that.#I have a lot of thoughts on that matter but I'll let it be for now.#Anyways. Amiguito appears to be one of those words whos meaning change depending on speaker and contextual factors#So as far as I can tell it slides around on the scale on romantic and platonic. Which works for this dynamic. I think.#Native Spanish speakers I am so sorry.
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