#they grow bitter and resentful

[thequeenwechoose]

Daemon Targaryen in 2x02 House of the Dragon

[add1ctedt0you]

The Untamed - Episode 19

Throughout the night, he [Jiang Cheng] had somehow managed to sleep a couple of times. The first reason was that, having been too tired from crying himself weak, he couldn't help from passing out. The second reason was that he still had the hope that this might be a nightmare. He couldn't wait to wake up after some rest and open his eyes to find himself lying inside of his room back in Lotus Pier. His father would be wiping his sword in the main hall. His mother would be angry again and complaining, scolding Wei Wuxian who winked in a funny way. His sister would be in the kitchen, thinking as hard as she could about what to make today. His shidi would be refusing to do their morning lessons properly and jumping around.

The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Chapter 59, Poisons- Part Four

[zeb-z]

I just think Tallulah gets to be upset about this. “It’s not Wilbur’s fault” “He’s not a bad dad” “He loves his daughter so much” yes! These are all true! And it’s not his fault! But he’s still not there. And Tallulah has gone through so much and still hasn’t seen him, the one time he was around was the one time she wasn’t, and all she has are letters and “I’m thinking of you always” and things that used to be theirs together, but he’s still not there. She’s waited and she’s been patient and she’s loved him all the same, and he’s still not there. Like yesterday, and the day before, and the day before, from the happy milestones to the traumatic events, he’s still not there.

She knows that it’s not his fault, but it doesn’t change the fact that he’s absent. That in and of itself just adds to the sorrow, because she knows why he’s gone, and she’s been told time and time again it doesn’t mean he doesn’t care, she knows this - it doesn’t mean it doesn’t sting, that it doesn’t hurt, that she doesn’t yearn for her father to be there more than anything in the world, and he’s just not there.

So yes, she gets to be upset, and be caustic, and stomp her feet and write bitter messages, and be angry and vitriolic, because she’s a little girl missing her father, who feels things with her whole heart and soul - and that means she gets to feel the ugly parts of it, too.

[night-triumphantt]

I want to go into the new year with a ceasefire, I want aid to reach Gaza, more than just what is needed, I want excess aid, more than they’d know what to do with, I want them to get help rebuilding, I want Palestinians to be safe and free.

[nonuggetshere]

I need to draw something with PK and Hornet there's not enough of these two together in my art

[nach0]

whoopsies guess who started writing i see the dead in your one good eye since that's gonna win the poll, put on music, and then immediately got hit with coinflip together au brainrot

[musashi]

every time i have a mental health episode i like have my initial freakout about being alone and needing someone to talk to and then in like the 11th hour when i'm long past the pain i am like flooded with love and support and instead of responding positively to it i just get really fucking scared, feel like i have manipulated everyone into caring about me, and hide in a fucking hole for days until it all blows over.

genuinely i just wish i had someone who would see me be like 'I HAD A BAD DAY AT WORK' and dm me like 'do you wanna talk about it? or do you want me to talk to you about franmaya.' and then we do that and i'm fine in 5 mins. but it's always either dead silence or walls of text about how great i am and it's just two different forms of torture like how do i respond to this besides just crying and isolating myself entirely.

[nomsfaultau]

Another mini-arc of Fault is being released. Fault is an SCP SBI AU that deals with themes of dealing with the trauma and guilt of surviving, The SCP Foundation’s system of oppression, and naturally found family. The first arc is Tommy and Tubbo-centric, focusing on the sacrifices needed to survive, and then broadens to fully introduce the rest of the Sleepy Bois, alternative morality systems, and new terrible mental health strategies. While the story does get dark, it makes the moments of love shine all the brighter. Even if humanity hates them, these monsters have each other’s backs.

Mind the tags, and enjoy.

[meatriarchived2]

just saying for the dire aus generally but like. with nosy in particular.

maria will literally never leave lee behind. ever.

even before the obituarys' / empty-casket funerals for them both and that abandonment complex really sinks in, maria could NEVER bring herself to use an exit to get away when she doesnt know for certain that lee's right behind her. she does NOT want to leave him abandoned, no matter how upset he may get with her for not taking off, for staying put, for willingly getting found and caught again by johnny. either they leave together or they stay together - there is no other option, in her eyes.

she just could not imagine leaving him in that same lonely forgotten mindset that she was in during those first weeks and up til he had stayed back to let the others go on.

and its not that im saying ( in these earlier parts namely ) that maria at the time blames the others for not ensuring he got out too - she just does not have it in her to turn her back on him. not after all he does for her down in the cells. all he goes through. all the beatings and the pits against other captives and johnnys' cruelty. she just could never leave him by himself. it'd kill her.

[1eos]

if you're a black woman everyone is gonna try to push you into nursing or teaching there is no other alternative. ive never expressed the desire to work with ppl let alone be a teacher and my momma was like 'don't you think you could inspire the next generation of artists?' literally my worst nightmare is flopping as an artist and then going to work everyday to inspire ppl better than me to achieve what i couldn't 😭😭😭😭😭 like are we on punkd rn

[specialneedz]

god. okay

[trannykong]

hheeeuuurrgghppbbtttt

[meanderfall]

truly my family did such a piss poor job raising me that i literally credit music, tv shows, movies, and books, for actually teaching me anything

[gnomecrime]

it sucks when ppl look down on me and think im disappointing or lazy or whatever bc im not working toward a "career"

"but you're so talented you're so smart you're so etc etc" bitch i love learning and i love my hobbies -- i just don't want to commodify them. it kills all joy for me to have to rely on my passions for income. i just wanna do my little job, make enough to be comfortable, and then have time to indulge in what i like doing when i want to -- literally the simplest concept on earth

i envy those people who "love what (they) do", and make a career out of what they love, truly, but that ain't me. i can't do it. and i don't want to pay for school to get a job i don't even like. work is work, and then the love and joy springs from what i do outside of work.

[childactress]

[girlivealwaysbean]

sometimes i miss talking to that one person who didn't NEVER turned it into a competition about who has it worse and never told me well atleast you have [x]