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eric-the-bmo · 2 years ago
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oighguhghgh god i gotta talk to them bc it’d be rude  to not do that yknow?? i dont know what they wrote and im. nervous.
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rninies · 1 year ago
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✮ bad actor
౨ৎ diluc x reader. fluff, gn!reader, diluc is so in love w u Lol — wc: 616
notes. first genshin fic dont Flop plz 🙏🏻 tagging @chuluoyi :3
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"why are you laughing?" diluc asks as he places your food down in front of you. he sits down, ripping open a plastic straw and handing it over to you.
you take the straw from him, quietly thanking him. "because you're so obvious..." a smile appears once more on your face, barely holding back another laugh from escaping your lips.
diluc raises an eyebrow. “what do you mean?” he starts eating the burger in front of him by cutting it into smaller pieces so it’s easier for him to eat — you still don’t understand why he does that. you find it easier to just bite into it. “you’re not making any sense, y/n.”
“why don’t you just bite the burger? it’s way easier that way you know,” you sighed leaning forward. “also, you’re a really bad actor, diluc.”
he frowns. “i’d rather not dirty my hands with grease and sauce.” he sets the burger down, wiping his mouth with a tissue. “why would i be a bad actor? you’ve never seen me act before.”
you hummed. “well, you are acting right now. and it’s not going well, let me tell you.”
diluc seems even more confused after you’ve explained it (well, more like subtly hint at it). he ponders on your sentence for a little longer but eventually gives up when he finishes taking a sip from his drink. “seriously what do you mean by that? i don’t understand what you’re saying at all.”
“you have a crush on me, do you?” as soon as the words escaped your mouth, diluc choked on his drink, coughing violently making a few other customers look at him with concern. “see, i told you i’m right!”
as soon as he calms down from his coughing fit, he clears his throat, cheeks turning red. “i don’t- i don’t know what you’re talking about.” he distracts himself from the smug smile you’re giving by continuing to eat his burger, eyes looking everywhere except you.
“hey come on, look at me!” you teased him, squishing his cheeks with your hand, forcing him to look at you. “aw, you look so cute all embarrassed.”
he moves your hand away from his face. “no, i’m not. shut up.”
you smiled again, resting your chin on your hand. “my boyfriend is so cute.”
“no, i’m not-” diluc stops, finally processing what you just called him. “you- boyfriend? are you serious?”
“what? do you not want to be my boyfriend?” you teased, taking one french fry from diluc’s plate and eats it, patiently waiting for diluc’s answer. 
diluc looks away before mumbling out an answer. “yes, i do want to be your boyfriend.”
you clapped your hands together, looking extremely happy. “great! honestly, i was waiting for you to confess first, but knowing how stubborn you are with your own feelings, you wouldn’t confess even if it’s been twenty years.”
“wha- why didn’t you make the first move then?” diluc asks, seemingly upset that you saw right through him. “you made me wait instead of-”
you laughed. “i loved seeing your reactions you know? you get all embarrassed every time i slightly touch you. it’s cute.”
“i regret ever having a crush on you.” diluc states, frowning as he takes his last bite out of his burger. “now hurry up and finish your meal unless you want to miss the movie.”
“ah-” you clearly forgot all about the movie ever since you started the topic of diluc’s feelings for you. “shit.”
“yeah. now finish it, dummy.” diluc murmurs, hiding a smile behind his hand as he watches you eat your food, face puffing up as you stuff your mouth. “cute.” he whispers under his breath.
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ariseur · 1 year ago
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This is a stupid request so iUEOE IF U DONT LIKE IT ITS FINE but . A cloud x reader where Cloud, even after months from the start of their relationship, keeps getting a bit flustered, all blushy, whenever he gets kissed? ITS STUPID ITS LILE. IT COULD BE A DRABBLE TBH CAUSE ITS YEAH. BUT YEAH . Sow wy.
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red kisses 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪
cloud strife x fem!reader
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ughhh this request was so cute!! i made it into a fic instead because i just had some ideas :) hope you guys enjoy 💕!!
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mentions of kissing, cloud gets flustered, intended lowercase, tifa teasing cloud for having a big fat crush on you, reader is referred to as clouds girlfriend, lmk if i missed anything!!
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1186 words, 6519 characters
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“shit!” you yelled, ducking under the rapid gunfire on the shinra infantryman. your hand reached for your sword before a gloved hand came to stop you. eyebrows furrowed, you looked back at cloud who just shook his head before pulling out his buster sword and stepping out into the gunfire, using his weapon as a shield from the bullets as they ricocheted off the metal.
you watched in awe as he cleared out the group. you knew he was always good at his job but seeing him in action never failed to make your jaw drop.
“hey, you comin’ or not?” he called out for you, his extended leather clad hand beckoned you after the coast was clear while numerous infantrymen laid on the ground unconscious below him. snapping out of your thoughts, you peeked your head out from behind the storage container and jogged your way towards him, beaming.
“my hero.” you extolled, leaning closer to lay a quick chaste kiss on cloud’s cheek before skipping over towards a metal door, eager to continue your mission. he made a noise of surprise, hand ghosting over where your lips had touched his face as a shade of pink tinted his freckled skin. his eyes followed your footsteps as he turned around and caught up with you, quickly following behind just in case you were caught off guard. you couldn’t help but smile as you heard him pitter-patter after you.
you definitely noticed the faint blush on his cheeks when he returned, and thus began your journey to flush cloud whenever given the chance to.
more time had passed, and cloud had actually gotten to know you. even if you never let him forget that one instance on the mission to the mako reactor.
and here cloud sat— in a bar stool at seventh heaven drinking the strongest of whatever tifa’s got while she talked about the newest mission avalanche was planning. she cut herself off mid-sentence, noticing how cloud continued to swirl his drink around while his eyes stayed glued to the ripples created in the glass, mind clearly elsewhere.
she put her arms behind her back as she leaned forward and tried to get his attention. “cloud?” she called, causing his eyes to peer back up at her. he made a small ‘hm’ sound in response.
“what’cha thinkin’ about?” she asked, inquisitive smile still painted on her face as usual. resting her arms on the wooden bar countertop, she watched as cloud contemplated to say what was really on his mind right now. he exhaled through his nostrils as he took another sip of the red liquid in his glass, “nothing.”
tifa’s brows raised as she finally understood. “so,” she began, “thinkin’ about your girlfriend, huh?”
“what makes you say that?”
“every time she’s around you, i never hear any of that ‘hard-ass’ complaining you’re always doing, as wedge would call it.” she grins, now knowing she hit the head right on the nail. “it’s like she placates you.”
“‘m just tired, that’s all.” he huffed, throwing his head back and downing the liquid as a weak attempt to try and hide the growing blush that grew across his face.
tifa simply laughed, standing up straight and greeting marlene as she walked in through the double doors with her dad, squealing about whatever new things she found today. always so excited to explore even in the slums of midgar. he placed a few coins on the bar counter as a payment for the drink, walking out of the bar and praying that tifa didn’t notice the money on the counter in hopes that she wouldn’t try and sneak it in his room like last time.
as for your new “mission” of trying to fluster cloud, it grew harder for him to ignore as everyday you’d press a kiss to his jaw or his hand or even the tip on his nose. he started to take his behavior into consideration after what tifa said. did he really act all that different around you?
your goal started making more progress as time went on and your relationship got more serious. often, your invites to your place ended up just being a torture chamber for him as you had managed to root yourself deep within his brain. he couldn’t get you out, and although he acted like he didn’t care, it haunted him. you were everywhere around him. but maybe, he thought, just maybe it wasn’t such a bad thing to get close to someone.
he’d look at marlene and his mind would think back to you. the way you’d sit with her and talk to her about her weird dreams where she’d become a dolphin or something like that. barret would throw a glare at him and all cloud could think about was how you mentioned how barret scares the absolute shit out of you. you were everywhere, your presence, your perfume, your—
“hellooo—?” earth to cloud?” your hand came into view, once again snapping cloud out of his thoughts. he hummed.
“space out there?” you smiled at him, and ugh, that smile. it made him feel obnoxiously warm. he never got used to those butterflies that would travel along his stomach, even if you guys had been together for a while.
he huffed as he looked away, lolling his against the soft pillows you had on your bed. “yeah, uh.. yeah.” he finally said, eyes trailing off as he narrowed his eyes at shinra’s public service announcement that broadcasted on tv. cloud let out quiet groan at the man’s face and turned it off, the remote dropping from his hand and onto the blanket as he turned back to you.
“you always seem to glow, cloud. did you know that?” you blurt out, finger tracing the taut muscles of his arm.
“well.. maybe it’s just because of the mako—? SOLDIER, remember?”
“no, not like that,” you giggle behind your hand, “i’m just saying i think you’re handsome, cloud.” that makes him let out a small noise of surprise, stiffening as he’s unsure what to say next.
“oh.” he said, ears heating up as he looked away from your intense gaze. he crossed his arms, trying to avoid the way your head craned to try and see his face.
“and you’re so fit,” you lifted a finger up with each compliment you listed, just trying to get a rise out of cloud, “and intelligent, and sweet, and—“
“okay, i think that’s enough.” he must’ve been flushed right now, he though.
“and you’re just so breathtaking.”
“you are such a liar.”
you dramatically feigned offense, putting a hand on your chest as your jaw dropped. “how dare you assume such things about me? i am simply loving my boyfriend, is that such a crime?”
he scoffed as a weak smile made its way to his face, “you’re loving torturing your boyfriend, there’s a difference.” however, his eyes widened as he felt your lips press against his jaw. he gave you a pointed glare, “see what i mean?”
“oh hush, you love it.”
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iamtired10 · 6 months ago
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newjeans headcanons to when ur sick/unwell 🫶🫶 i really adore ur writing so much! but dont feel pressured to write this suggestion :)) i reqlly hope your having a great day and i hope for many great ones to come.
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under the weather
— ☘︎ fluffy headcanons
pairing: newjeans members x female reader
synopsis: how each newjeans member would react when you're sick and feeling unwell.
warning: just too much cuteness, really! :((
a/n: hey guys, im finishing up other requests tomorrow. this was the first request saurr i worked on it first. ive got some drafts im not happy with (so re-writing them) if u have any requests let me know! but bear with me—i have exams!
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— kim minji
minji is the type to immediately notice when you’re not feeling well.
she’ll place her hand on your forehead, gently tucking your hair behind your ear as her brows furrow with concern.
“why didn’t you tell me earlier, baby? you’re burning up.”
minji would insist on taking care of you the entire day.
she’ll make you soup, even if she’s not the best cook, just because it’s something warm for you.
you’d hear her asking google how to make the perfect tea for sore throats or colds.
she’s naturally nurturing, always nearby with a soft blanket, making sure you're warm but not too hot, gently adjusting your pillow.
she’d also have her calm, patient smile on, trying to reassure you, even though you can tell she’s a little worried.
she’ll hum quietly while cuddling you, making sure you get the rest you need, checking in with soft whispers like, “does this feel better, love?” or “i’m right here if you need anything.”
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— pham hanni
hanni will panic for like, two seconds, and then immediately jump into action.
she’ll text you, “don’t move!! i’m coming over!!” and show up at your door with way too many things – snacks, cough drops, drinks, and possibly some of the cutest plushies you’ve ever seen.
she’s the type to watch funny movies with you because laughter is the best medicine, right?
hanni’s focus would be on keeping you entertained and distracted from the fact that you’re feeling awful.
she’d wrap herself up in a blanket like a burrito and say, “look, if you’re sick, then i’m sick too. we suffer together.”
expect her to crack jokes, make goofy faces, and maybe do a little silly dance, anything to make you smile through the discomfort.
she’ll hold your hand whenever you’re not feeling great, squeezing it tight and assuring you that you’ll get better soon.
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— danielle marsh
danielle will go above and beyond to make sure you're comfortable and smiling.
she’s got that sweet, caring energy that feels like sunshine, so being around her would feel so comforting.
she’d take one look at you and go, “oh no, my poor baby!”
before immediately wrapping you up in the coziest hug.
danielle would come over with a bag full of wellness goodies—think vitamins, fresh fruit, and some herbal teas that her mom probably recommended.
but, she wouldn’t stop there.
danielle would sit beside you, making sure you have water nearby and taking your temperature like a little nurse.
she’d read to you, tell you stories, and probably come up with silly scenarios to make you giggle.
“i know you’re sick right now, but you know what? i’m here to make sure you get better in the cutest way possible!”
she’d offer a shoulder massage or gently rub your back as you rest.
just being with her would make you feel instantly at ease, like you’re already healing just from her presence.
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— kang haerin
haerin might not be the most vocal, but she shows her love through actions, and her quiet support would be so soothing when you’re unwell.
she’d notice you feeling off right away and probably wouldn’t say much, but she’d hover around, checking up on you constantly.
she’s the type to sit beside you and just stay close, not overwhelming you with questions but making sure you know she’s there.
she’ll bring you a cool washcloth for your forehead or your favorite drink without even asking, like she already knows what you need before you do.
if you’re too tired to talk, haerin would just hold your hand, her thumb brushing over your knuckles in slow, comforting strokes.
there’s something about her presence that feels calming, like she’s a grounding force when everything else feels off.
haerin would definitely put on some calming music, or better yet, hum softly as she brushes your hair away from your face.
she won’t leave your side, and even though she’s not saying much, you can feel how much she cares.
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—lee hyein
hyein would be the most eager to take care of you.
she’ll probably rush to the store to get all kinds of things for you—medicine, soup, snacks, and maybe even some cute little gifts to cheer you up.
she’s very hands-on and would want to help you feel better immediately.
“don’t worry, i got this! you just lay there and look cute.” hyein would say, flashing that confident grin of hers.
she’s the type to bundle you up in blankets, but she’s also a little bit of a tease, so she’ll jokingly smother you in the covers and go, “stay wrapped up like a burrito so you can sweat out the sickness!”
you’ll catch her running around, trying to fix everything at once, even if it’s just making sure the pillows are fluffed or you have the perfect temperature drink by your side.
but the moment you look up at her with those puppy-dog eyes because you’re tired or feeling extra unwell, she’ll soften instantly, sitting by your side and stroking your cheek.
“i got you, babe. just rest, i’ll be here the whole time.”
she’ll make it a point to stick by you, even if it means staying up until she’s sure you’re sleeping peacefully.
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a/n: good night 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔..
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wrathofrats · 1 year ago
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WRATH YOUR TAGS ON THE SWISSALPS??? HOW DARE YOUUUU IM IN SHAMBLES FUCKKKKK IM GONNA KMS IF U DONT WRITE IT PLEASEEEEEEE
LMAO HI DONT DO THAT I GOT U BESTIE
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I got carried away and blacked out and it became 2k, idk what happened either.
Swiss is so inexperienced and very anxious and mountain is the sweetest actually. This is so awkward because these two are dorks so good luck.
Small small mentions of blood but it’s taken as a joke.
It wasn’t long after Swiss was summoned that he truly started to understand the bands dynamic. Day in and day out of watching his pack mates eye each other like a piece of meat, constant touching and flirting and there was many parts of Swiss that yearned to be included in it.
He didn’t feel ready. Half split between feeling left out as the two ghoulettes he came with have been bonded and together since summon, and the other ghouls really seemed to take to them after a couple days anyways. It wasn’t like no one took to him, but he’s never propositioned, desired, at least not in his line of sight. He feels like he would be intruding if he were to say anything. So he waits.
The other half worries partially about being inexperienced. Never used a human body, barely has even touched himself and god he’s probably embarrassing, no one wants to be with someone so inexperienced right?
He continues to think about it. Fuck he practically studies the other ghouls and sex and whatever the fuck they’re doing together because when the time comes he doesn’t want to embarrass himself. He’s genuinely afraid he will just get laughed out of the room if he’s not ready though he’s sure he’s probably acting insane.
Truly Swiss has no clue what to think.
He sits on his bed, tosses a toy around in his hands. Nothing insane, something normal sized since he’s a beginner but he worries about it anyways. Hypothetically he knows where it’s supposed to go but
How?
He has no clue.
“I’ve seen dew take two before” rain smirks “shouldve seen him around me and aether, didn’t know the tight whore could do it!”
Does Swiss need to be able to take two?
He rolls the dildo in his hands again and gulps.
Maybe that’s a lesson for another day.
“Rain talks a big game but you should see how whiny he gets when he’s got a drop of blood in front of his nose. Had him drinking from my wrist the other day, he’d do anything for it” aether laughs
He almost winced hearing about it the first time. Never really considered… that being a part of things but ….. he can accept it if he has to, if that’s what the others want.
Swiss is probably getting ahead of himself.
He takes a deep breath and lays down in his bed, just stares at the toy in question because he really isn’t sure what to do with it. There’s no question of what he has to do but he doesn’t understand.
There’s a point where Swiss just decides to rip the bandaid off, reaches between his hiked up legs and pushes it into the tight ring of muscle.
It hurts, burns, doesn’t go in more than a millimeter and he thinks he’s probably fucked it up somehow or maybe he’s just awful or whatever other reason but he decides to simply give up for the night. The worries left to eat at him for the next day.
The morning is really no better for his mind. Stands at the kitchen counter lost in thought before anyone else comes in, the boisterous laughter breaking him out of his anxiety induced trance.
“Feeling ok sunbeam?” Mountain gives him a worried look, standing next to him to lean on the marble.
“Yeah! Didn’t sleep well, I’m fine”
“Well if you ever want help sleeping just let me know” mountain winks at him.
Was that?
It couldn’t be. Right?
Did mountain just finally proposition to fuck him?
He can’t say no. He’s come too far and wanted it too bad so he has to go to his room tonight right?
Questions race around Swiss’ brain. He’s the bottom right? Mountain is like a foot taller than him so that has to be it? But what if he that’s not correct and mountain gets offended? What if the rest of the pack hears and hates him? What if-
He desperately needs his brain to shut the fuck up.
The hours pass like molasses. Swiss swears every time he checks his watch after he’s sure it’s been an hour it’s really only been 10 minutes.
What time is he even supposed to go up there?
God he wishes more than anything he could stop this anxiety.
Swiss decides around 10 pm is good. Late enough for a reasonable bedtime but early enough he knows mountain won’t actually be asleep.
Mountain is shirtless, wearing low grey sweatpants when he answers the door. Swiss thinks he may be drooling but attempts to collect himself enough to speak.
“Didn’t think you’d actually come up here, been waiting for you to come to one of us sunbeam” mountain chuckles and motions through the open door to invite him in.
“Been waiting for you myself, hard to ignore such a big guy like you” Swiss pushes himself against mountain. He’s heard in pornos that men like to be called big. That was right to say, right?
“Didn’t know you were so eager” mountain smiles and lightly shoves Swiss onto the bed, straddling his small waist against the sheets.
“Course I’m eager, been waiting for this for ages, want to drink the blood from your wrist” Swiss winks.
Mountain sits up, “what?” He looks at him confused.
Did Swiss do it wrong? Aether made it seem like that was normal….
“I- um …. Yeah, want you to fuck me stupid, make me your whore?” He loses all confidence to his voice, looks scared to even say it and the concerned expression on mountains faces turns to laughter. So he really did fuck it up huh.
“Swiss…… have you done this before?” Mountain gets out between laughs.
Swiss should probably get up, leave with his tail between his legs and god he’s going to be laughed of the band for this,
“No… I’m sorry I ruined it I’ll go-“
“No! You don’t have to do that. Didn’t expect you to know.” Mountain smiles at him “come here, can I teach you? You sure you want this?”
A large hand caresses Swiss’s waist. Mountain moves him against the pillows, studying his language for any sign of hesitation or regret.
“Please” Swiss mumbles
It’s cute to watch him suddenly so shy, came in like a speeding bullet but now can’t look mountain in the eye.
“How much do you know? Have you ever touched yourself sunbeam?” Oh the tone to mountains voice should not be turning Swiss on but god it’s deep and gravely and yeah Swiss definitely may be desperate.
“No.. I tried but I don’t … know how? I’m sorry-“
“Don’t apologize, you’re ok, you’re safe here”
Swiss does feel safe. Safe enough to let mountain undress him, gently lift his shirt over his head and unbutton his pants.
“I’m going to touch you, alright? Tell me immediately if you start to feel strange” mountain caresses his cheek, staring into his warm brown eyes before reaching down for his hardening cock. It doesn’t take much for it to stiffen up fully, just a couple of touches and Swiss is hard against his stomach, still watching for mountains next move.
“There we go, gonna move your knees up. Is it ok if I put my fingers in you? Need to stretch you out if you still want me to fuck you”
Swiss just nods in agreement, bites his lip in favor of speaking and watches as mountain pours some kind of thick liquid onto his fingers.
“Just lube, it’s going to help”
It feels weird at first, more like some kind of intrusion than any mind numbing pleasure he’s heard about it. Swiss moans anyways, doesn’t want to hurt mountains feelings if it’s really supposed to feel good.
“Swiss…. It’s ok it’s not supposed to feel good yet, you don’t have to fake it for me” mountain laughs at the multi ghouls rapidly reddening face
“Besides, you won’t have to fake it here soon”
It’s embarrassing that a drop of pre bubbles at his tip just from that sentence. Mountains smile doesn’t drop, only a little cocky from the situation.
After three fingers mountain starts to push deeper, rolling them up instead of scissoring and-
Oh.
Swiss nearly yelps, vision blurs and jumps off the bed when mountain hits something inside of him.
“There you go, did you like that?” He laughs. God he needs mountain to stop laughing at him, needs his cock to stop jumping at his laughter too.
“Think you’re ready? Still ok?”
“Please” Swiss whines
The first inch feels wrong again. Nothing like when he did it the other night but mountain is much bigger than his toy and it honestly feels like it may be too much. He holds his breath, the stretch knocking the air from his lungs anyways but he grips the sheets and waits for mountain to sink the rest of the way in.
It’s overly slow, mountain being overly caring as always but he can feel every inch carve its way into him and he just waist for mountain to be down so he can collect himself.
“You’re ok, promise I’ll make you feel so good alright? You’re doing so well”
Swiss mentally notes the way his words make him see stars. That’s a kink to deal with another day.
“Gonna move ok?”
The outward thrust feels like it takes years, before mountain quickly moves back in him, trying to loosen him up before really taking him and mountain deserves an award in patience for being able to control himself for so long with Swiss so hot and tight around him.
“Fuck mount- feels- mountain-” Swiss gasps once mountain gets to pace. Eyes closed tight and mouth agape. Soft moans and whimpers escaping his lips and Swiss throws his hand over his mouth to attempt to silence himself.
Mountain quickly grabs his wrists, holding them above his head, “wanna hear you, wanna hear what I’m doing to you, fuck- Swiss want you to be loud for me”
A hot pit forms in Swiss’s stomach, burns in his abdomen and has his eyes crossing with the feeling,
“Mountain- I think I’m getting close I- please i think I’m going to-“ Swiss doesn’t even get the sentence out before he’s spilling hot and thick all over his stomach.
“There you go, fuck Swiss, so good feel so fucking good wrapped around me”
Mountain cums not moments later, pulls out and jacks himself onto the sheets as to not be ungentleman like for Swiss’s first time.
“Feeling alright Swiss?”
“Holy fucking shit I get it now”
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omgwhatchloe · 10 months ago
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i am haunted by your sean's accurate recovery post how do you think it would have impacted how the gang treated him like how would they react to fun lovable sean macguire actually being so injured and weak to the point he couldn't keep that face up and needed help
ok so at first, when we have charles, javier and arthur, shock and denial. they would comment on his condition as they stared through the binoculars but not fully process yet what this means. when they cut him down and hes just laying there, it starts to dawn on them. something fucking awful has happened here. arthur would drag him up, only for him to crumble like dead weight with a few groans, then face the inevitable that that boy is not okay and they have a huge problem. cue them emptying their satchels for food and water asap. also theres the lingering, unspoken thought in their heads that he absolutely stinks but it would be super inappropriate to point it out.
back at camp, theyre so excited for seans return party. that he doesnt get. because when they see him, weak and slumped on the back of arthurs horse, bruised and bloody and stained, they begin to wonder…why did they expect something else? why did they expect a bouncy, happy, healthy and ready-to-party sean to return after weeks of torture? in what universe (the canon one lol) would that happen and make sense? theres no hugs and reunion. theres the yell of “i need some help over here.”
so seans in recovery, after finally being bathed (by who up to u), and hes not happy. theres no smiles. theres only pained groans and noises and people being ushered away from him, and the party is kind of a pity party. arthurs thinking about the fact he debated leaving him there, even journalling it, because he feels so guilty. lenny is wondering why the universe took jenny away from him and if theyre taking sean away from him too. karen feels lost, like she doesnt know how to help. everytime they hear miss grimshaw going to check on him, see lenny and hosea trying to help him walk on his burnt feet, see mr pearson cooking him separate meals so he can maybe attempt to eat as best he could, hear his panicked yelling as he wakes up from another nightmare, they are reminded about how low on their priority list he was during and after colter.
it feels like hes a different person, and they dont know if they’ll get old sean back. i mean, he needs help to walk, hes bruised all over from literally being beat and stamped on and needs help to sit up, he cannot eat what they eat, they hear him crying to lenny, and the majority of them do feel guilty.
however, there is one good night where he sits up and drinks with bill around the fire, who is so happy to see him up and able to drink with him that he isn’t snarky or rude. hes questioning and sympathetic..in his own way of course.
so yeah hope that little ramble does it for you!
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taelophone · 3 months ago
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hi!!
i js realized and UGH I FEEL SO STUPID BUT i realized how much of an impact fanficiton can actually dent to the whole "some people are forgetting luigi's inspo and purpose and the whole crux of this situation" im not sure if it is disrespectful that's why i wanted to run it by to u guys but we can totally bring things to perspective on luigi's current conditions. how scared he is, how ignorant MEDIA is in general, we can totally do it and honestly we already are!! most of the fanfictions ive read are raising awareness about the struggles of going through traumatic surgeries, making people feel seen about injuries they had that are similar to luigi's!! i just want to clarify that im not saying that EVERYTHING we choose to write to be apart of this community must be sort of tasked to carry the weight of the world at all times and have this altruistic can-do attitude about it. what im saying is that we all require something real even if it is in our fantasies - real as in something that is close to us as humans and ive realized that there is always and forever will be a certain standing that we take against oppressors that quote and quote "work in the shadows - making them systems of cowardice" most importantly ive noticed that us as a community loves fanfiction that humanizes luigi - we live vicariously through the name of "y/n" and that is just us feeling human and through this fandom we create a community an institution with a base for smart thinkers and creative writers i think luigi has inspired a lot of people and it is important to note that people especially creators - those who know they belong or has hosted a blog or whatever type of creative craft of their that hones their skills are easily touched by topics that wake them up and inspire them - those are topics that are hard to forget
so i just wanted to share this message! and im sending this as Phoenix (pseudonym) to my favorite luigi writers, you guys dont have to respond politically or feel pressured to completely agree with what im saying i mean im still learning and im def a minor exposed to media so of course i am subject to multiple errors! i just felt the need to say it and im too shy to post it on my actual tumblr..
clarification: i really dont mean this as an attack or as a self-righteous claim :(( i sent this to you because i adore you and ur writing, how u see the world, how u contribute to this fandom, and how u make us feel dare i say... one with the one we are reading about!! im sorry if i said anything bad or insensitive or just offending in any way!! dont be pressured to reply to this i just realized that it's important for me to share my voice even if i think it doesnt matter because it might matter to others who would like to read it
by the way!! i got these ideas a lot from a book called the message by ta nehisi coates!! if you love writing you'd love this book for sure :))
i really dont mean to offend and i apologize for the long message my love!! i hope you have a great day please drink water and stay safe!!
OHHHH MY GOD I LOVE YOU!!
IVE BEEN SAYING THIS THE WHOLE TIME!! Writing Luigi, or writing FOR Luigi, is a political move in itself. How you choose to portray or regurgitate his character automatically clarifies how he is seen by the media! For some people who only watch the news or don’t do research on him as a person, we’re gonna have more surface level and extremely harmful takes. By now I’ve seen such AWFUL things being said about a man who was already confirmed to be
1, A huge man who advocated for COMPLETE equality, 2. An extremely pleasant and kind soul to be around, and someone who literally GAVE UP THEIR LIFE OF UPPER CLASS FREEDOM AND COMFORT BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO TRY AND BETTER SOMETHING THEY SAW AS AN AMERICAN FLAW.
I’ve seen rumors fly around that he’s a narcissist, trump supporter, misogynist, abuser, etc etc and it’s so fucking apparent who actually did research and is able to form a strong opinion without the influence of others or the media, and people who are able to take a moment and literally just fact check themselves LMFAOO😭
So yes, writing Luigi raises awareness to his cause and situations, but also the calls of others, the healthcare system, the judicial system, and many many more. Albeit it’s a very unconventional way of raising awareness, but I am literally punk, I am all about unconventional LMAOOO
Keep reading, please! You are such a bright brilliant mind and you are able to draw such loaded conclusions and make statements that the comfortable won’t! We love you!! Rock on man!
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sukunas-shrine · 3 months ago
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RAMBLE, YOU DONT NEED 2 READ. THIS IS A VENT.
so sorry for dumping this on u, but idk where else 2 turn 2.
I feel sick. I hate this feeling of being stressed. I feel like no matter what I do ill always be suffering. I can't stop being like this. I'm 2 young 2 be this scared of noting. I'm 2 young 2 be worrying about not being a good human being. School is so stressful even on break. I feel like I'm a failure and I'll always amount 2 nothing in the end. No matter what I do ill never be strong enough. No matter how much I talk I'll never be smart enough. No matter how much I'll work I'll never work hard enough. What if I can't make ends meet when I'm forced into life? Is that it? Am I just gonna live paycheck 2 paycheck?? Idk man. Ik I'm usually happy and silly but I've felt like shit for so long. My main issue is that I can make anything anymore. I don't feel creative anymore. I can't even breath right without being stressed. It's not an option for me 2
I can't even fucling focus bc even if it's new yrs my parents argue all the time. I wanna move out. I wanna transition. I wanna be a man. I need 2 be one. I can't stand living like this. I don't have any friends and I can't move on from my old ones. My sister says I attract alot of bad people in my life. I don't want 2 do that anymore. My most recent friend was awful. They made me drink underage through pure pressure, I've never drank at all before that. I was a good kid. I'm trying w be a good kid. I lied 2 my sister about being buzzed bc of it. 2 shots of 95% vodka. That's what it was. I've never ever drank before that. My ex friend tried 2 kill herself in school...IN SCHOOL. OD IN SCHOOL. I can't stop thinking about it. She was awful and used me as rebound after her bf moved out of our school. It was a whole thing.
Before that another "friend" doxxed me. I got doxxed bc I befriend some incel on discord. I js thought "Hey they js need a friend!!" Never ever again. I wanted 2 save them. I wanted 2 see the best. They made my life he'll no matter how hard I tried. I can't change people. I'll die before I stop trying 2 sacrifice myself 2 make someone feel better. I'm so tired. I need new friends. I'm so lonely and exhausted.
Any time my joke freaky comments gets sent 2 u or smth I freak out bc I have such bad ptsd of some past shit. Call out posts and drama with ss... people calling me awful things.. I was called so many things over the lamest reasons. My whole life suddenly became a vacuum for awful people who I decided 2 give a chance. Maybe I'm an angel with clipped wings. My kindness will be the death of me. Maybe I should stop being nice. I can't even have a moment 2 process half the awful shit all my friendships were.
I won't lie, I hated myself. Esspecially when I think about past me. I was so so so so fucking disgusting. I did so much awful shit bc of desperation. I wanted friends more than anything. I wanted a community more than my own family. I was brainwashed into being a complete monster. I'm out of it, but even now I still have issues. I'm so so fucking done with being scared of myself.
What if I sent an ask and all the sudden it turns out it comes off as me being a pedo?? What if I sent a sweet msg 2 someone and I end up sending some awful slur??? I can't live like this. Ik it's impossible but after what I went through I can't stop being scared. Idk if I'll even send this with an emoji. My shit is so heavy.
I don't even know where 2 begin. I js feel like a failure who can't move on from anything. I hate my dad for being an ass but the I can't blame him bc now he's a changed man. What kind of son would I be if I hated him? He's trying so hard 2.
I hate my mom for making me this insecure. Ik she was js raised like that and was going though alot while rasing me, but I don't know how 2 not think about how ashamed I am of myself.
Nothing bad is happening anymore, but I can't live normally when all this bulshit from last yr looms over me. "New yr new me"?? Yeah right. I just want a real friend. Is that something hard 2 ask for? Maybe God hates me. Maybe I'm being punished. I'm not religious, I can't be. I'm really not. But if not religion, then why must I suffer?? Maybe it's stupid. This might be dumb but I'm still telling u anyways. Maybe none of this makes sense.
I love u all so much. I love u all so dearly. I want this place 2 be happy and a wonderful community. I hope one day I won't be so scared of myself. Please take care everyone. ♥️♥️♥️♥️
-🌬
Admin here 🫶: hey. gonna get a lil personal with this one. there’s a lot of stuff here i know i can’t relate to, but the stuff at the beginning, the stuff about transitioning and living paycheque to paycheque and having awful friends but needing them around, or having no friends at all— that was me too. it took me a hell of a long time, but i can say with confidence that it gets better. i went through transitioning with no support, had to figure it all out by myself. went through terrible, terrible times mentally that i wouldn’t wish upon anyone.
but i survived n i’m so glad i did. i found friends— true, beautiful friends, got the care i needed, have an amazing job, and i know it’s possible. even though it seems anything but at the time. i couldn’t picture myself making it here, but i did.
keep going, hun, and your time will come. it doesn’t sound or feel like it, but life gets better at the most unexpected moments, and you’re not the only one who had to tread that path. you will move out, you will find your people, you are a man & you’ll find people who know that and people who can help you get other people to see that too.
you’re always welcome here and i hope you find the support you need— it’s out there somewhere, and you’ll find it at the right time.
i believe in you and you are loved.
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yawnderu · 1 year ago
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oh my gosh im so sorry that im dumping this one you but im literally so drunk right now but i recently found out that my bf of 9 years cheated on me w my exebf and has been for MONTHS 😭 apparently hes just been using me as a cover ip so he wouldn't have to tell his family that hes gay but i would have never suspected this bc hes/was so nice and funny and kind ti me and was literally talking about getting engaged soon and now im so devastated abd dont know what to do anymore 😭😭😭
Ahhhh I'm so so sorry to hear that sweetheart, you deserve so much better and I can't even start to imagine how you're feeling right now :(((
That's fucking awful of him, no matter what his excuse was. I wish you the best moving on from this and the best of luck in any possible relationships in the future. That's a level of betrayal that doesn't deserve any forgiveness, and shitty people like that aren't worth having in your life even as friends. :((
If you need a drinking buddy, hmu and I can get hammered with u on Friday!!
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kazamajun · 9 months ago
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ship ask game 1 thru 20 but ur free to skip the ones u dont like
ship ask game @scalproie you absolute madlad but i'm into it so here goes for the kazjuns
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Who would ask “would you still love me if I was a worm?” and how would the other(s) respond? Hard canon-wise I'd have to say neither, but that's not a fun answer so I offer you a hypothetical scenario of Jun asking what if she was (insert species of bird) and Kazuya responding that he would ensure the cultivation of her most ideal habitat and that he'd listen to her birdsong each morning.
Who comes up with the best date night ideas? Depends on how you define 'best'. Kaz I feel leans towards the extravagant and large in scope, while Jun is more comfortable with lowkey stuff, and both could find things to enjoy about the other's tastes that might even surprise them. Random examples: indulging in nature is something he could enjoy bc it is a getaway from stress and people, and Kaz gets her into his helicopter at least once and she likes it more than expected bc, despite having been on planes and such before, the sensation is different and the view is enjoyable.
Who’s better at carnival games? Obvious answer is they're equally matched. Both of them have absolutely insane hand/eye coordination.
Who drags the other(s) onto a rollercoaster? I could see Jun being the one doing the convincing, as he probably thinks rollercoasters are silly.
Who does the most chores? I see it as fairly equal, they each have their own preferred tasks (Kaz and the morning miso! 💞) but split in ways that feel fair.
Who gets drunk the quickest? Oof, tough call. I don't see either of them as the type to drink much but Kazuya's tolerance is probably higher.
Who watches the most reality tv? Neither. I can't see it appealing to Kaz, and Jun is more of a nature documentaries kinda person.
Who insists their way is better even though it’s objectively the worst way? KAZUYA. In stubbornness stakes they're about the same but his ideas are awful.
Who believes in ghosts? Jun, she canonically spoke with her dad's spirit after all!
Who texts the most memes to the other(s)? I'm not sure Kaz knows what a meme is, and Jun's texting would be like those 'good morning!' flower images lol
Who makes the most typos/autocorrect mistakes? Oh man I'm so conflicted here bc Kazuya is such a meticulous guy, but the thought of him getting screwed over by autocorrect changing his words and not knowing how to fix it is damn funny
Who’s a more nervous flyer? Neither, they're both comfortable.
If they have matching pfps, are they cute, funny, weird, etc? I'm not sure if they would but if they did, it'd probably be a professionally taken picture of them together.
Who’s better at writing professional emails? Jun. She's way better at sounding professional. Kaz tends towards the blunt and commanding in tone.
Who steals the other(s)’ food? Neither, they share!
Who’s more willing to commit murder for the other(s)? Kazuya obviously.
Their child is chanting “McDonalds! McDonalds! McDonalds!”, who says they have food at home, joins the chant, or buys a single black coffee and leaves? Jun says they have food at home, Kaz orders the coffee and leaves.
Who uses more slang? I don't think either of them do but also don't have strong feelings on this one.
Who uses emoticons? EMOJI LOVER JUN IS REAL AND TRUE TO ME
Who would absolutely slay at the met gala? They're both monarchs who coordinate and maximize a joint slay.
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videostak · 2 years ago
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so sick of having my entire life being dictated by having to accommodate for other ppl who then go to shit on my life even more. like having to watch the doors anytime my dad is in the house having my mom keep every1 up thru out the night and acting oblivious to how someones sleep schedule is affected by the sounds of food being made in a microwave at 12 am or hearing 2hour long drunken phone calls from her room to the hallway to the bathroom to the kitchen etc and having in general let ppl know beforehand what i have planned for a day just so they can reveal that they were never even listening to what i told them or just straight up did not care and do their own random impuse thing that i then have to build my schedule around . like fuuuuuck you. only word on the tip of my tongue atm. genuinely no reason to try to be cooperative or understanding if they dont even ATTEMPT to do the same. i mean atleast i get to sleep in but thats only after they come back at like 1 or 2am. and forget abt me my sister literally works at 10 2mrw and has to get up early to get ready and my mom just shat on that despite my sister telling her immediately she brought up the idea of going somewhere for drinks. i feel so sorry for my cousin who like tries her hardest to be nice or like a inbetween ground just to have my mom creepily vent to her and overall make her feel extremely uncomfortable telling her rly in depth stories and secrets abt ppl who told my mom personal stuff in confidence not thinking my mom would immediately tell absolutely any1 the moment she felt the need to have a conversation. am p sure shes drunk rn cause she sounded very drunk and is just being v loud rn so like im sure she got drunk and then wanted to go to a bar to drink more and not have to worry abt getting caught. :| i mean idk if shell take my sister to work tomorrow but if she is too fucked up too then i guess ill just have to take her. but rly just insanely annoying shit. she refuses to go to therapy or somewhere where u address being dependent on alcohol so i think the only real tangible solution atm is to just give my all to cleaning out her room and then just monitor her like a hospital patient constantly. for the foreseeable future. its hard cause she spends all her time in her room and gets mad when i try to clean it and then my dad gets mad at me when i dont clean it and then when i do clean it my dad gets mad that we dont have any space for half the shit in her room or if we do idk where it goes cause im not even a very good cleaner its just 99% of the stuff falls on me cause no one else does it consistently. so like i just go back and forth at them both giving me shit so fuck everything huh. not in an awful bleak mood but regardless things on both fronts are v bleak. guess im not in an awful mood cause worst case scenario tomorrow i drive my sister to work which gives me more chance to drive and im rly rly looking forward to practicing in my actual manual car... cause its so pretty. so like im not at the end of my rope quite yet and dont think things will get super bleak. worst thing is me losing my job but dont think thats gonna happen quite about yet. and if it does ill atleast have the ability to drive places. so i cant say i didnt grow in some way
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kittilumpo · 22 days ago
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started a thing in the replies and wouldnt u know it it got so mich longer than the five lines it started as
(team phantom is typing, technus is speaking out loud in the game, the lone t is a lil middle finger, and danny hasnt told them WHO he's dating just that they ARE dating - because it started with him telling them he just "has a stalker lmao" and once they realized he was serious sam was like "KICK HIM IN THE NUTS AND RUN" and tucker was like "bail" so danny has been teasing them with the mystery of who tim could possibly be)
Ghost_Boy: omfg sam u dont grt it he BOUGHT ME ECTOPLADM!!!
CHAOS: frm WHR???
Ghost_Boy: who CARES???
FryerTuck: gotta pnt
CHAOS: no pnt NO PNT da
Ghost_Boy: rude :p
CHAOS: git gud
CHAOS: gud brn
FryerTuck: brn?
Ghost_Boy: brn?
CHAOS: *brain
FryerTuck: LOL
Ghost_Boy: RUDE >:P
[LEVEL COMPLETE]
CHAOS: theres only so much about ur sUpEr PeRfEcT bOyFrIeNd i can take during gamenite man
FryerTuck: speak for urself i am LIVING for these stalker upd8s!
FryerTuck: this is the only place secure enough to talk and you WILL let him talk about his tea!
Ghost_Boy: still not how the phrase works but ur getting closer
FryerTuck: thats literally how you used it last time??
CHAOS: *u're
Ghost_Boy: sam: shut up
Ghost_Boy: tucker: no u spill the tea or u get the tea u dont talk about the tea
FryerTuck: dum
CHAOS: wat r u a rrb??
FryerTuck: only dum kidz spel it dumB
CHAOS: dum
CHAOS: dny?
FryerTuck: #Ghost_Boy bro??
CHAOS: ogm hes txting his stalker again
FryerTuck: im telling u thyre toast getting creepy ghost married
CHAOS: *totes
FryerTuck: in like gz with skltn rmy and evythn
FryerTuck: w/e t
CHAOS: t0u0t
FryerTuck: not fair i hate emotes
Ghost_Boy: i mean i hear his gmas ring is still in the attic at his old house :eyes::eyes:
Ghost_Boy: aw man :'(
CHAOS: dnt wry man we'll all see the eyes some day
CHAOS: nxt lvl pls now
Ghost_Boy: u kno that one message is creepier than my bf
FryerTuck: its rly not bro
CHAOS: he has ur dna
CHAOS: he has a LAB to RUN ur dna
CHAOS: HE SNEAKED A CONTROLLED SUBSTANCE INTO YOUR DRINKS
Ghost_Boy: YEAH cuz he KNEW it would make me FEEL BETTER!!
CHAOS: BECAUSE HE STALKED YOUR INFO USING SEALED GVMT EXPERIMENT RECORDS
Technus: Kids Are We Fighting Or What Here?
FryerTuck: dnys texting his bf and sam is convinced dny needs boundaries
Technus: The Sleepy Rich Boy With The Spandex Bird Suit?
FryerTuck: wut
CHAOS: THE WHAT SUIT???
Ghost_Boy: DUDE STOP STALKING MY BOYFRIEND!!
CHAOS: OH THATS RICH COMING FROM YOU FOLDER FULL OF SLEEPING PICTURES TAKEN FROM THE FIRE ESCAPE BOY
Technus: He Does Have Many Pictures Of Danny From Closed Circut Television Cameras!
Technus: Most Of Which He Does Not Legally Own Or Have Permission To Access!
Tenchus: Very Impressive!
Ghost_Boy: he LIKES taking pics!
CHAOS: FROM CCTVS!!!
FryerTuck: ya that cray man
Ghost_Boy: you dont know that
Ghost_Boy: ???
FryerTuck: dude closed circ tvs thats what cctv stands for
Ghost_Boy: oh
FryerTuck: dude?? ure in college????
Technus: He Is Still Not Good In English.
Technus: One Might Say He Is In Fact Very Bad Still!
Ghost_Boy: i cant afford a tutor!!
FryerTuck: u culd ask ur Sleepy Rich Boy to pay for one for u
Ghost_Boy: dude gross no
Ghost_Boy: hes npt my sugar daddy DX
Ghost_Boy: i m NOT making him pay for stuff for me!
FryerTuck: sam literally pays ur rent
Ghost_Boy: im not dating SAM
Ghost_Boy: hey where is sam
Technus: She Has Entered The Next Level And Is Destroying Entire Sections Of Terrain At Random!
Ghost_Boy: ah
FryerTuck: makes sens
Technus: If Financial Destitution Is Your Only Problem Ghost_Boy: >:( Technus: Then Why Do You Not Just Ask The Sleepy Rich Boy's Brother For His Assistance For Free Instead?
Technus: I Have It On Spectacular Authority That He Greatly Enjoys All Things Literature And Classic!
Ghost_Boy: which brthr hes got like 9
Technus: The Murder One!
FryerTuck: the what
Ghost_Boy: that helps but still doesnt narrow it down
FryerTuck: what the fuck????
Ghost_Boy: relax they do it much anymore apparently
FryerTuck: this does not??? make me relax???
Ghost_Boy: its like a bat thing i guess
Ghost_Boy: after u join u cant murder anymore or ur out of the club or smth
FryerTuck: BAT???
Technus: AHEM!
Technus: As I, Technus, Was Saying!
Technus: The Shooty Murder Brother Might Help You If You Ask Him Nicely Enough!
Technus: And Perhaps Offer A Favor Or Two As Payment For His Tutoring Services!
(sam eventually calms down enough to read the group chat and goes apeshit again; other than that, this is where my brain ends lol
tho an alt path is technus says "the dead one" instead of murdery one and then when danny is yet more confused he says "the shooty one in the red helmet" and danny is like "oh yeah" and tuck is like "shooty??" and the inclusion of the bats remains a mystery for a little longer~)
Dead Tired Stalker AU
AKA "Tim Drake is a little obsessive, possessive, and really, really likes his new boyfriend (Danny)" prompt idea!! No non-con, violence, or dead doves. Brief reference to human experimentation.
Inspired by this one post where Tim kept a methodical journal of Danny's resting pulse, body temperature, weaknesses, tracked him literally all the time, and Danny was like *heart-eyes* (I can't find the post now but please, I need it-)
I like the idea of Tim's idea of love being completely a bit skewed. He was neglected as a kid and craved attention, affection, being wanted; so, understandably, he assumes that's what other people want, too. He'd only had one boyfriend before. Kon was sarcastic, funny, and sweet, but even he couldn't handle Tim's... staring. The unblinking intensity in those eyes, the hundreds of pictures of himself on Tim's phone, somehow Tim knowing about Kon's conversations and experiences without having been there.
Needless to say, Tim and Kon's relationship ended with a harsh reiteration that most people need boundaries.
So, when Tim meets this very cute messy-haired boy at Gotham-U, he shoves down the instinctive urge to know everything. Mentally captures moments, memorizes them, instead of taking pictures. Shoves earbuds in to avoid listening in on Danny's conversations (oh, his name's Danny, which he overheard when the boy was speaking with the TA).
It's so hard not to obsess, though. Danny is... well, he's haunting. His crystalline eyes make Tim's heart stutter in his chest, chills rising along his arms; he swears there's this aura around Danny that's just utterly compelling. (Stop it, Tim, you'll scare him off.) But Tim can actually be a person sometimes, so he just asks, "Do you want to go out for coffee with me sometime?" And he's psyched when Danny says yes!! (He tries really, really hard not to memorize the fact that Danny likes hot oatmilk chai lattes, uses his left hand to hold his drink, and prefers not to use a coffee sleeve. Does Danny always hold his cups by the lid? Does he prefer- Tim stops himself.)
And Tim is a great boyfriend!! They go on dates (he doesn't avidly stare at the way Danny's eyes sparkle while at Gotham-U's planetarium). Tim learns Danny's favorite music the normal way (he doesn't hack into Danny's Spotify... although he's suddenly found himself listening to an artist named Ember). And Tim has a totally normal album of pictures of his boyfriend on his phone (his burner phone is a different matter entirely, but not even Batman himself could get it unlocked. Tim's got that phone sealed up tighter than the Fortress of Solitude).
Except Tim notices Danny becoming more withdrawn. More tired, dark bags under his eyes and stealing Tim's double espresso (he never does that, it's too bitter for him, why isn't he drinking his oatmilk latte?). Leaning his head on Tim's shoulder during lectures to take naps. And Tim's becoming more frantic the more lethargic Danny becomes.
Maybe he's more like Bruce "Contingency Plan" Wayne than he's willing to admit. Tim sets a hard boundary for himself: I'm just going to Google his symptoms. That's it.
He spends the next 42 hours obsessively researching Danny: hacks into his phone, downloads all his previous location history, texts, calls, background checks everybody Danny's been in contact with. Re-traces his steps down to the minute, finds all his Google searches, activates Danny's laptop webcam. He's determined to find out what's wrong with his boyfriend.
And because Tim is Red Robin, who literally became part of the Batfam because of his stalking tendencies and is one of the greatest detectives since Batman, he finds out. He finds out that Danny Fenton is one Phantom, a vigilante from Amity; finds obscure clips of newspapers mentioning a young boy's tragic death, discovers the GIW, uncovers classified information containing metahuman experimentation (let's say he doesn't quite know about Ghosts, but Metas are close enough).
Somehow, he makes a connection between ectoplasm and the Lazarus Pit (maybe not necessarily the right connection, but something-adjacent). After all, Jason was resurrected via "Evil Baja Blast" and Ra's al Ghul used it to make himself immortal. It would make sense that the GIW could sample Lazarus Pit water and use it to experiment on metahumans. So... Does Danny just need more Lazarus Pit water?
Cue Tim making use of the Drake and Wayne family wealth to literally overnight mason jars full of Lazarus water. Ra's al Ghul has no idea how it happened. He tests the reaction of Danny's DNA and the Lazarus water only to realize he was right. (Lazarus Pit waters are just excessively concentrated ambient ectoplasm, I guess?)
Tim does what any good boyfriend would do and spikes Danny's oatmilk lattes with Lazarus Pit water. And it helps. Danny is suddenly so much more energetic, there's that glittering shine to his eyes, and he looks so much healthier. Happier. Tim can't stop staring at him. If anything, he stares more, tries to memorize every angle of his boyfriend's face; he collects more candid pictures than before, always catching the gentle curl of Danny's lips when he's distracted; doesn't disengage the tracking apps or phone mirroring software.
He's just happy that his boyfriend is feeling better, more like himself. It's just a perk that Danny doesn't know about Tim's minor stalking tendencies.
(Danny absolutely knows.)
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pesterloglog · 1 year ago
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Rose Lalonde, Kanaya Maryam, Roxy Lalonde, John Egbert, Terezi Pyrope
Candy, page 17
ROSE: Vriska, don’t chew on your chair’s dinner tray.
KANAYA: Darling She Is Only A Grub She Hasnt Yet Grown Her Aural Canals
ROSE: Yes, but I believe strongly that we should get in the habit of speaking to her like an adult. It will be good for her social development.
KANAYA: Is That How Your Mother Raised You
ROSE: I would have loved it if my mother spoke more frankly with me. But she was...
ROSE: Let’s just say, a rather awkward person.
ROSE: Er. No offense, Roxy.
ROXY: lmao none taken
ROXY: i cant even imagine all the ways id fuck up a kid in a timeline where i didnt sort out my drinking tbh
ROSE: Oh, you weren’t awful.
ROSE: I just have...
ROSE: How do you always put it, dear?
KANAYA: A Penchant For Melodrama
ROXY: well yeah
ROXY: ur dad made sure he got some of himself in u
ROSE: I suppose he did.
ROXY: damn i still cant believe dirks gone tho
ROSE: Yes, it was so sudden.
ROSE: But the best we can do to honor him is simply to move on with our lives.
ROSE: I’m sure it’s what he would have wanted.
JOHN: huh?
KANAYA: Have You Two Thought About What To Name Your Grubs
ROXY: its just one grub lol
KANAYA: Oh Thats A Relief
KANAYA: Ive Actually Been Very Worried About Your Wellbeing Considering How Human Grubs Are Born
ROXY: errrr
ROXY: why
KANAYA: Well Dont They Have To Eat Their Way Out Of The Womb
ROSE: Kanaya...
KANAYA: Its What Karkat Told Me
ROSE: Karkat gets all his information on humanity from the movies. And Dave, which is even worse than the movies.
JOHN: wait a fucking minute.
JOHN: what MOVIES are they watching??
ROSE: Nothing too graphically misleading, I suspect.
ROSE: I equally suspect that any time there’s a human birthing moment on camera, Karkat probably turns away, too disgusted to watch, while Dave continues filling his ear with more lies about human biology.
JOHN: lol.
KANAYA: Then
KANAYA: I Was Given Inaccurate Information
ROSE: Yes.
KANAYA: Whew
ROSE: If that was true, how would our species have survived? We would have had a one hundred percent maternal mortality rate during childbirth.
KANAYA: Yes I Forgot How Primitive Medical Technology Was On Your Planet
KANAYA: Then How Are Humans Born
ROSE: Use your head for a moment, darling.
KANAYA: ...
KANAYA: ...
KANAYA: Oh I See
ROXY: lmao
JOHN: um.
ROSE: I’m sorry, John. All this girl talk must be making you uncomfortable.
JOHN: can we change the subject to something less gross and weird?
ROXY: pff
ROXY: wuss
JOHN: so...
JOHN: is vriska really the name you’re going with?
KANAYA: Yes Of Course
ROSE: Why would we change her name when she’s nearly a year old?
JOHN: well it’s not like it would hurt or anything. didn’t kanaya just say she doesn’t have ears yet?
ROXY: omg john dont be rude
JOHN: i’m not trying to be rude!
JOHN: i just think it’s a little... weird.
KANAYA: I Dont See Why I Mean She Is Practically A Clone Of Vriska
JOHN: uh, yeah kanaya, i know.
JOHN: that’s why it’s weird!
ROSE: I appreciate your concern, John. But it’s not that weird to name a child after an important figure from your youth.
ROSE: What were you thinking of naming your own child?
JOHN: um...
ROXY: harry anderson egbert
JOHN: roxy! we hadn’t...
JOHN: i mean, i didn’t think we were decided on that.
ROXY: i dunno you seemed p set on it
ROSE: Wasn’t that the guy from Night Court?
JOHN: yeah.
JOHN: which was...
ROSE: A show that reminds you of your father.
JOHN: ...
ROSE: I think that in this new world we’ve created, it’s important to carry the torch of what we’ve left behind us.
ROSE: We must name the next generation for the fallen heroes that we admire.
JOHN: wait. we ADMIRE vriska now?
ROSE: It’s true that Vriska was a controversial figure even at the best of times, but...
ROSE: She did defeat Lord English, John.
JOHN: no she... didn’t?
JOHN: vriska didn’t defeat lord english.
JOHN: rose, no one knows what happened to lord english.
ROSE: Of course we do. Vriska used the juju and her accompanying ghost army to defeat him.
ROSE: Why else would we be here?
JOHN: i don’t think that’s what actually happened though!
KANAYA: Then What Did Happen John
JOHN: i... i JUST said!
JOHN: no one knows!
JOHN: rose, come on... you’re the one who told me all this!
ROSE: I told you what?
JOHN: about a year ago. you were feeling bad, and asked me to come over.
JOHN: and then you gave me this big speech about canon, and being like, OUTSIDE canon, and NOT canon, and other shit like timelines, and fate and...
JOHN: and my anime dreams!
ROSE: That’s all in the past, John.
ROSE: Everything worked out in the end.
ROSE: Why are you getting so upset about this?
JOHN: you gave me a list of instructions and told me that i had to use my retcon powers to go back to a very specific point in time to defeat lord english when he was still just a kid.
JOHN: and you told me that i HAD to do this to... to validate the sequence of reality?
JOHN: but i didn’t.
JOHN: i was all ready to go. i... i thought i was going to die, honestly.
JOHN: but then YOU...
JOHN: roxy, you and calliope told me that i had a choice!
JOHN: and i MADE my choice, which is why i ended up staying.
JOHN: but did it really all “work out in the end”?
JOHN: if i didn’t stop lord english, then... then...
JOHN: are we even really here at all???
ROXY: u doin ok there babe
JOHN: i’m fine!
JOHN: i just... need some fresh air.
ROXY: want me to come with u
JOHN: no!
JOHN: i... i mean, no. i need a moment alone.
JOHN: i think i’m just getting those um, you know...
JOHN: new dad jitters!
JOHN: haha, that must be it.
ROXY: oh of course that makes sense
ROXY: take care of urself hon
JOHN: terezi. i know that you’ve got important stuff to do out there in paradox space, but i really need to hear from you.
JOHN: on my side it’s been months since we’ve last talked, and i can’t figure out if it’s because i said something wrong, or...
JOHN: if it’s because something terrible happened to you.
JOHN: things here on earth are...
JOHN: they’re not great.
JOHN: i mean, on the surface everything is fantastic! everyone’s so happy and it finally seems like we’re all making real progress as adults.
JOHN: but at the same time...
JOHN: everyone is also acting crazy!
JOHN: i feel like i’m the only sane person left in this entire universe.
JOHN: i’m the only one who seems to... care about anything?
JOHN: i mean, care about anything... BIGGER.
JOHN: bigger than like, what to name a baby, or who’s stuck in a terrible relationship with who.
JOHN: oh my god, this probably sounds so pathetic.
JOHN: terezi, i’m seriously pathetic.
JOHN: it’s so selfish of me to even be messaging you at all.
JOHN: i’ve got a beautiful wife who loves me, but it’s not enough. i can’t even talk to her about what we’re going to name our stupid kid without it turning into some weird thing where she just goes along with whatever i want.
JOHN: even when all i want is for her to want something different than what i want!!!
JOHN: ...
JOHN: ok, wait, i take that back. our kid’s not stupid.
JOHN: well, ok, he hasn’t been born yet, so maybe he’ll turn out to be stupid eventually. what do i know?
JOHN: anyway, the point is, i’m just popping off on random things at people who don’t deserve it, because i’m really upset right now.
JOHN: not at anyone in particular... probably just at myself.
JOHN: like, wow, can you believe how shitty i’m being right now?
JOHN: you could be dead for all i know, yet here i am begging for your attention even though my life is perfect.
JOHN: but i don’t know who else i can talk to. even rose is acting weird all of sudden.
JOHN: i guess what i’m trying to say is...
JOHN: you’re the only thing that still makes sense to me, terezi.
JOHN: right now i... i just really need you.
JOHN: please come make some sense at me...
TEREZI: OK4Y LOS3R, T3LL M3 WH4T H4PP3N3D TH1S T1M3
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imy2 · 1 year ago
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5-2 warrens so cutee .. ugh pandora..... oo hi red .. •
lmao warren opening the trunk to murphy then slamming it back on him .. "ok, wanna do it the right way? open the trunk, let the man out - i'll apologize, my bad 🙄" lol cooper ,, aw warren :( but murphys smile at her :') •
hmm last ep doc asked w 10k n sarge n dante all right there - "whats in the bizcuitz?" and george answers "nobody knows, no one wants to know - rumor is, it's a trace amount of brains." so whyy ?? this episode, 10k asks dante "what's in those things anyway" and dante says "nobody knows for sure, nobody wants to know. my guess, trace amounts of brains." ??? i would've said 10k asked again to see if they got the same answer, but dante was there when george answered the first time so obv he'd just be able to repeat what she said... so i'm thinking this was just a genuine mess up ? •
ughh estes ... •
ahhh warren n george lookin at each other , oh to be in the middle of that look.. omg i forgot puppies n kittens was from george.. •
aww wb sun mei :-) .. hi cz .. •
"another... dude? and they got a kid?" i too would drink the zombie thumb alcohol after that one 10k •
omglol i just gasped when leroy shot cliff.. not cool leroy! "heyy you shot me :/" "i'll do it again if you don't shut up." 'this was my favorite t-shirt :(" •
5-3 "people have been giving me the eyeball since i got here!" "you look like satan." "yeah and i'm rockin it 🕺 but still it's rude to stare!" redmurphy does look pretty cool •
oh damnn i forgot abt 10k.. mann :/ bye sarge ... •
5-4 man warren laughing this ep made me realize how little she's laughed thruout the show .. wish i was in that room w george n warren ... •
5-5 i wish I was the zombie warren n george just slammed on that table.. ok i'll stop (unless it happens again) •
aww nana n jz r so cute .. •
this time doc was the one throwin a zombomb down the elevator(/air) shaft .. lmaoo "but i could use a light" wld be a great gif •
omg wb addy •
5-6 "alright i'll go ahead" "why" "bc ur my friend n i dont want u to get hurt" george pls .. •
hmm redmurphy cooloutfit another 5/5 look .. hellll yeah he got doc a look too •
lmaooo dante pulling a peeta •
5-7 lol doc gettin stabbed by murphys spiked gloves when they fist bump ... what car r doc n george in rn, i like it ... bye dante :// .. •
"take care of them." "yeah yeah, i got it." "ok well then, be safe." "no, you be safe out there. i don't want to have to go traipsing around half of screwmerica again to save your ass." "i don't care how many times you gotta traipse around to save me - but when you do, pick a color." lmaoo .. "i mean it, warren. the apocalypse wouldn't be half as fun without you in it. be careful." ohhh the looksss. "i love you too, murphy." murphy's facee :') .. "god, keep him safe." mannn •
5-8 oo i dont like this ep :/•
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this was cute ..•
5-9 interesting ep.. kuruk n ayalla r so cool n pretty ..•
5-10 "one mans junk is another mans treasure. . that didn't come out right." lol doc •
man always hate that end bit... •
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soundscapesystem · 2 years ago
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akfkld saw a post w only like 100 notes making fun of this tweet and like. shocked that it was made seriously like. im.
idk how to tell u this but we should actually be talking abt the circumstances that lead to substance dependency! alcoholic dads are not mean evil people with black hearts who do are terrible for the sake of being terrible they are sick. they have a substance abuse disorder. they need help. they didnt just decide overnight to drink to the point they kill an organ just for funsies they are coping with something.
my ex bf was an alcoholic and he was very abuse to me. he was an alcoholic and unmedicated schizophrenic and neither of those things were his fault. what WAS his fault was his pride and egotistic belief he was smarter than everyone else around him that refused so he refused help for either of those things. he refused to take any sort of antipsychotic so he was constantly paranoid and suffering from delusions and fully encapsulated in those beliefs. he drank to cope, to sleep, for an escape, many reasons. and then when he was drunk he lost his filter and all his paranoia spilled out of his mouth and got hurled at me. the issue was not he was an alcoholic. the issue is that we dont take care of our severely mentally ill enough in this country. the issue was surrounded by people who told him he didnt need his meds.
my dad was an alcoholic. hes sober now, but he was an alcoholic when i was a child up through high school. he was supporting a family of 7 on a single paycheck because my mom couldnt keep a job. my mom was addicted to pain killers and my dad was essentially my sole caretaker. he drank to cope. he did a lot of really awful shit i dont wanna get into when he drank, but the issue wasnt that he drank. part of it was because his base personality was pretty narcissistic and he already thiught he was better than everyone else so he would have never accepted any help, but the main issue was all the stress he was under. taking care of 5 kids, his wife constantly going to jail or rehab, working 60 hours a week just to feed us. it wasnt easy. he was still a piece of shit, but the alcoholism was just an outward expression of a problem happening inside of him.
if an alcoholic hurt you, im sorry. alcoholics have hurt me too. alcoholics tend to hurt almost everyone around them, and in most case they know that. they are hurting themselves too. theres just something else going on that not everyone else can see that they are dealing with. alcoholism is a symptom of a broken society not a broken person.
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slime-stew · 2 years ago
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i hate how reblog icon just goes away so the only way i know if i have reboggef is the little 'like icon but this is not enough because sometimes i do not know if if have just liked it or i liked it last momth so i apoligize if i just reblogged the same shit you already saw. then again thats all anyone posts anymore its all just tumblr post of tiktoks of tweets of facebook posts that got reposted to reddit twice and the jpeg is so fried it becomed burnt . i am in so much pain and i cannot sleep so hopefully a stream of consciousness will stop my brain from yelling at me. i dont like how the joke of "there's too many standards so we should make our own standard that works with all if them". in some ways this is how i feel about conlangs and numbering systems cuz they're kinda cool but i can barely speak english so a useless language hurts me on a deeper level. it feels like a waste of brain for me to even comprehend. if you don't use a language to communicate then is it language? why not say theway to conjugate your past tense is to piss really loudly. go crazy. actually there is that hat one i think called kay fop b or whatever who cares we're gonna die at some point and i dont want my longest lasting contribution to society to be some joke hat language. actually what happened to hats. we went from like fedora trilby and it all lead yp to beanies and shit. even baseball cap feels like a dying breed. shit is so itchy i hate how it feel i do not understand how people wear hats. maybe thats it but theres still so many of u beanie people. i am not the person to ask for fashion advice i can barely find clothes to wear on a given day sometimes. i got hella fat and now i feel terrible about myself and my appearance and none of my clothes fit. i got so many garments that have negative stretch like if i even attempt to fit in this it will break. i just wanna wear an infinite clothiny that i dont have to care aboit. just like a big gray bodysuit that makes me imperceptible. granted even when i was less chubby i didnt want to be percieved either so maybe i just dont like how i look lmao. probably dysphoria in there somewhere who knows i just feel so tired and lazy i dont got shit and i have nothin to feel good about so i have just put up with feeling snd looking like human waste all the damb time . i think they should make a new flavor of powerade thats like coconut or coconut lime kinda like that drink from sonic the ocean water. if it was coconut you could make it just light blue cuz theres no cloudy light blue powerade and that would look good. like one of those fortnite drinks they have in the jars that looks kinda tasty. if you made it coconut lime it could be cloudy green like that terrible cucumber lime gatorade. the last time they made new flavors of powerade was like summer 2021 and those flavors are discontinued now. but they only made zero versions of them so im not surprised if they did poorly. also they never make cool names like. Glacier Freeze. thats the berry orange one. Cool Blue is literally just orange or blue curacao flavor. Arctic Blitz was supposed to be honeydew watermelon but it tasted so awful and i love both of those flavors. even just like Fierce Grape is a cooler name but its literally just grape or whatever. Sorry i meant
Grape whoa this shit is neat i'm so glad tumblr has actual text markup options like lets go i love strikethru its so handy i use it on discord all the time too. in a way it somehow both useful as a serious and as a joking indicator but in very obvious ways... probably because i start them with "but" or "except" or stuff like that. i love that i can just type into this box forever and nobody will ever see it and its all just for me yippee! but at least i have the option and unless someone loves stupid walls of text nobody will be forced to see it. gordon freeman big naturals. gorgonzola freeman. spinda pokemon wearing jorts. who up playin with they zeebo. what ever happened to that gon go gab galab guy wheres his revival bring that energy into 2011 fr. wish i was better at chess but i'm so scared of other people so i only play against my friends and the computer. i was in the middle of typin out all this shit amd i was informed that there is a limit to paragprah soze but if u hit enter its chill. it goes away so i made a newline on Grape because its funny to put that there. i think we should work on milking funnier animals. we already milk nuts and rhey dont even have udders but like whats kangaroo milk taste like. i bet its all churned up and creamy cuz they be hopping all the damn time. actually its probably bitter and shitty snd the only reason joeys drink it is because theyre too young and small and crap poopoo to know any better. its like kangaroo buttermilk or kangaroo soylent. reminds me of that angry slappy the squirrel she said something about buttermilk i barely remember animaniacs but it was a good show i had that shit on multiple dvds. i wanted to try that new soylent because it is my guilty pleasure that i want the future to be at least slightly cool about eating stupid foods and not dystopian. 🎁 i seriously cannot believe that someone has ever licked their elbow. it probably has piss on it. luigis mansion 3ds remake. its crazy how most of thr star fox games are either just the snes game again or are some weird shit like adventure or guard. in a way counter strike is the same cuz theres just the first game and then a remake and another remake and then there's a different game entirely that was supposed to be the single player but its a new game. and then there's cs go which was at launch kinda like the second remake but with new shit? like they named the guns correctly and u can play on a l4d map and thry replaced the tmp. but now cs2 is basically a csgo update even though its look like a new game but u play through the csgo launcher and u play on the same dust2. so theres like 3 games but somehow we sre on counterstrike 2. chicken enchilada. thatd a funny trick to play on god. i bet they got some crazy ass soup on mars.i gotta wait so long to see the mario movie. i bet you could jist randomly generate memes by putting hip hop vocals over kevin macleod instrumentals and people woild eat that shit up. my eyeballs are stsrting to hurt goodnight tumblr or is it good morning? ive been typing for so long i cant help it
edit: metal gear solid 2. its good but 3 is better and should have been the Action Game for the ps2 at the smithsonian that shit is rad
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