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postinf this sketch of modern rdr cus i might not get to finish It…

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THIS IS SO CUTEEEE😭😭😭

new macsummers oneshot!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/69504911

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new macsummers oneshot!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/69504911

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I imagined that Jack didn't leave John for a couple more days when he returned from the mountains half-dead

Honestly they make me sick

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one week until my birthday

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“mary didn’t care about arthur, she only cared about herself”

bruh if that were true she’d have turned him in and collected that $5000 bounty not invited him out to the theatre

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I feel like 19 year old modern au Jack would bark at people that piss him off

he would hes so strange i love him

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"Hanged" 2025

What kind of person would wanna do such thing to a child?

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i cherish their friendship

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It was wayyyyyyy too tempting

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14th of august…lets go..

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a what if (originally posted on my tiktok account!) where sean returned from the bounty hunters ill. tw for bleeding, vomiting, descriptions of illness, nightmare, being shot, character dying and overall not a fun time.

arthur, charles and javier fight and shoot the bounty hunters as sean dangles there, blood rushing to his head and his cheeks burning. once the fight is over, the boys see this and comment on how unwell sean looks. although charles tries to steady him, he hits the ground with a sort of groan and cannot get himself up. sean's shaking, his skin hot, as he is pulled to his feet by arthur and practically collapses again, barely being caught in time. he looks out of it completely, and has to be helped onto javier's horse. they figure he will shake it off.

in camp, there is no party as sean is just too sick for it. on the ride there, he passed out against javier and almost fell off.he had barely spoke a word the entire time. as they arrive, miss grimshaw has sean laid on a bedroll away from the others in case whatever he has is contagious. sean just shivers and complains that he's too warm, though the words sound all wrong, slurred. he won't even go to sleep until given a strong dose of morphine.

lenny sits next to him before the morphine, attempting to soothe him by reading to him, fanning him, shushing him and telling him he's okay. it doesn't work, and sean just grits his teeth, completely out of it, and looks away. its obvious he's in some sort of pain. his feet look terrible until they're bandaged up. as lenny is sat with him, sean makes a strange noise, like a wet cough. he coughts again, and a little blood comes out. suddenly, when he opens his mouth to groan in pain, lenny sees the blood pooling from his nastily pulled teeth, notices sean is struggling to breathe because of this, because he just doesn't comprehend he's choking on blood and keeps trying to talk, while lenny yells out for help.

tilly and uncle are the closest to the pair, and come running over. tilly is just panicking alongside lenny, as sean chokes again, while uncle pushes him up forcefully, a hand on his sweat-soaked shirt, and begins to slam him on the back. it causes sean to thankfully cough the blood outwards, while uncle commands "spit it all out sean, come on boy" and finally susan comes running over. it's resolved, and sean falls limply back into his feverish haze against his bedroll.

that night, as sean is alone in the cold darkness, he has a terrible fever dream-he is in reform school but his da is there and his da has been shot and the ruler on his wrist keeps coming as he screams and screams for his da to help him as the blood pours of his da's skull. well, all kieran hears as he sits around the campfire is an unintelligible, scared yelling from seans spot. terrified but knowing he needs to do something, he wakes lenny up and tells him sean is having a nightmare. lenny tries to wake sean up from his fever dream, but sean just wont come around. he's quiet at least, but tears are falling down his burning cheeks as lenny tries to keep him calm.

a few nights later, after nights of fever yet uneventfulness, no improvements but no worsening, sean has a turn. in a bad feverish state, he begins to move and twist himself around horribly. making noises like pained groans as he tries to escape something he is too weak to escape. he won't come around, he won't even open his eyes. just gasps for air and twists his body around. then, he vomits bile all over himself, almost choking on it. his fever spikes to its highest. lenny is terrified, asking if sean is dying and watching in pure fear. he only stops when reverend puts so much morphine into his body it even scares miss grimshaw.

sean's condition only worsens when they realise he's starving, but they cannot get any sustenance into him, he won't open his eyes for them, let alone his mouth. the most conscious they've ever got him is when he was feverishly mumbling for his da and grabbing at people, they don't know what he even wanted when he grabbed them. lenny watches in a sort of silent agony as sean wastes away. he runs his fingers up and down sean's burning cheeks, trying to soothe him, wherever his sick mind is. lenny would do anything to save him, but there's nothing to do. they can't even get him a doctor, because the gang never goes to doctors. the boys even propose mercy killing sean, and it hurts lenny to hear.

one night, lenny finally succumbs to sleep in his bedroll, knocking himself out with whiskey. when he wakes up at noon, camp is eerie and silent. he walks to seans bedroll's spot, but it isnt there. the campfire is strangely populated but quiet. he knows. he looks at them and he knows. he doesn't know in what way, if sean went loudly with his vomiting and crying, or if he went quietly, slipping away in his feverish state. as lenny grabs another whiskey and sits down, he hopes uselessly that it didn't hurt him. lenny has never believed in much, never been able to decide but he hopes there is an afterlife just so sean is getting the rest he always wanted. he hopes whoever has sean now, if anyone does, they're taking care of him like he wanted too. in a way to comfort himself, he pretends darragh has sean. he pretends darragh has his boy and sean has his da.