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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you 💖
✦ The sea (Like, in general, anything ocean related, the smell of the sea and the sound of the waves. Beaches have always been a safe place for me)
✦ Ppl rambling (Seriously, the amount of times a person I don't know just comes and starts talking about anything bc yes. It gives me serotonin)
✦ Climb trees
✦ My dogs ♡
✦ Draw
#i love them so much i could cry#my dogs ofc#i just remembered an old man who stopped me in a market to talk me about a Hawaiian ukelele#it was of his son#but he saw me with my ukelele case and started talking#he was so excited#my friends left me there#they didn't understand wtf was going on
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!! spoilers for the end of SCTIR novel !!
I made a chart to track how many characters in the sctir universe have Yoohyun's face, and how they are connected to each other:
It's a very popular face!!
#i love charts#i hope i didn't miss anyone#it's just so many#i may do Hyunjae next hskfhdsj#also Yoojin but i need to read Side Story first so i can understand wtf is going on with the Second Source#sctir#sctir spoilers#the s classes that i raised#s classes that i raised#my s class hunters#my s rank hunters#the s ranks that i raised#s ranks that i raised#han yoohyun#hyh#han yoojin#han seol#han yoobin#young chaos
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well what family doesn't keep a secret vampire family member hidden deep in in the basement /s
EDIT: Rest of the comic is now under the cut!
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BONUS:
#first fullpage comic in my new sketchbook woooo 🎉#poor rune. accidentally hibernated for 20 years and he didn't even do it on purpose.#you can tell by the fact that he went to nap in his freakin pajamas#as you do when you go to sleep#but then this time he just. didn't wake up. and his family assumed it was on purpose. so they just let him???#oops?????#yes munch is a surname that's been used in norway - especially in towns that had historically had contact with german merchants. fun fact#so while his dad was originally literally a windenburg townie from the sims 4... it still works#oh yeah the way i am handling language in this comic. do keep in mind it is set in norway and the canon language is actually norwegian#so while any dialog usually gets masked with english so you may actually understand wtf people are saying#text on objects do not get translated. because they're a part of the world and stuff. it's the way people see them. that makes sense right#(don't even get me started on my complex relationship with written norwegian. long story short: it is a pain)#EDIT: now with the full comic under the readmore
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Currently watching Clown's LifeSteal Season 3 shenanigans — what did ash mean by "communism wins"????
#i#i wanna pick at his brain#understand the chemistry going on inside of it#get how the two braincells and a cockroach are trying DESPERATELY to play dominó even when they can't#like. what#WHAT DO U MEAN#WHY ARE YOU SPAMMING CHAT WITH THAT YOU JUST KILLED A MAN--#anyway#demon rambles™#lifesteal smp#lifesteal season 3#ashswag#LET'S GO I DIDN'T MISSPELL HIS NAME--#clownpierce#also how clown DECIMATED rek seeking revenge????#yea. understandable but also wtf#they haven't been in the world for more than a few hours. damn#i've said it before and i'll say it again#i would NOT survive even ONE lifesteal season--
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originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins
#origins smp#i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals WHAT EVEN HAPPENED i was only there for the first one😅#beeduo#otubbo#oranboo#beeduo fanart#i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY#DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM#IR WAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE and they were being really Funny thay shit h#ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its#been wayyyyyyy too long#BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise#bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹#had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop#yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭#ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really#wanted to share ok i love you bge#WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED#RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like#water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT#ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I#VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB#OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be#Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON#SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub#lic had to say.... ok Now bye
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Hear me out (or don't... it's fine I'm just venting and mean) yeah um I don't believe Chakotay was saved in Prod*gy s2.
#the 'time travel' makes no sense when you think on it. What happened to Prime Chakotay? He got killed they showed that.#At the end s1 Janeway finds an 'alternate chakotay in an alternate timeline' and that's the one they go and get#we saw the original get merc'd in the message. That ACTUALLY happened. Lmao.....#They didn't prevent THAT death because they didn't go to THAT Solum with the Infinity and stop it from happening#instead it was 'ALTERNATE#' implying other.#OG Chakotay wasn't taken over by the alternative one either nothing suggests that was the direction for him in s2#they didn't do anything like 'well you see chakotay because at the end of s2 when we converged timestreams you have merged with your other'#if they did want to recover the original from s1 then keep that clear instead of being convoluted dont use an alternate timeline wtf#instead the plot was focused on gywns stupid fucking paradox plot and her being fixed#chakotay was the one in a paradox too did that not matter nah dw about it he had to die for this outcome or someshit lmao why#In the extended message given to admiral janeway it shows him clearly getting left behind and surrounded. Sadly no one intervened.#I dont understand why they couldnt have just made s2 about his rescue alone IF they took their time it wouldnt be so difficult#to follow#above that the one they rescued was ruined by the 10 year gap so he wasn't 'saved' at all. God i hate s2 when you break it apart#I dunno the more i look at s2 Janeway and Chakotay the more upsetting it is. Janeway would NOT have settled for an imposter.#everyone going goo-goo gaa gaa over s2 but it's sloppy af imo and undermines a huge portion voyagers struggles#id really like them to flatly lay out their ideas because literally nothing ive heard explains the story or choices of s2 with conviction#instead it's oh clap for wesley or the new vulcan and other references yay#describe to me your timetravel clearly and i'll happily take a seat on it (there is still other crap stuff mind you)#this is the most repressed shit i my head i swear#im angry because s1 is so clearly mapped out to a brilliant degree and for whatever reason it's not in s2#i can see through it#insultingly people are eating it up and claiming it's better than ever nah dawg embarrassing#there are nice ideas inside s2 but they arent adequately rewarded#it doesnt compare to the timetravel in other trek because they kept it clear#i mean it could have been an interesting parallel to endgame but in the end janeway didnt even rescue him lmao they dropped her#why bother building up this mission only for her to give up and go 'i'll hand it over because im told to'. Janeway had fuck all this season#let alone settle for not fixing her own timeline and her own friends deadly circumstance dw just grab another one from the shelf i guess#the emotional fallout was absolutely missed because they didnt elaborate on anything. Plenty of show but no substance from the characters
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See I've been told by so many people how sad Logan (2017) is when I started getting through X-men recently. And I was fully prepared to be like "awe man he died :(" and not cry cuz I barely ever cry at deaths and I already vaguely knew what happened cuz of Deadpool & Wolverine and all that.
but whAT THE HELL DID THEY PUT IN THIS MOVIE????
IT MADE ME CRY THREE SEPARATE TIMES, WHICH IS VERY RARE PERSONALLY.
IT'S LIKE IF HURT/NO COMFORT GOT A SCREEN ADAPTATION
Like I legit sobbed during the found footage bit in the lab and had to step away and take a breather, and I shed a few tears when he died, but then when the movie was over, I actually just started bawling again at the thought that even after everything, Logan had to suffer for years before he finally got an ending, and it was an extremely sad ending.
I am not just crying in the club, I am BAWLING in the club tonight what the hell
#logan howlett#logan 2017#chat I can't take this#what did this movie do#AND I'M SUPPOSED TO JUST MOVE ON????#AFTER THIS MOVIE HAS TAKEN THE CAKE FOR LIKE SADDEST MOVIE I'VE EVER SEEN????#When I expected sad scenes I didN'T EXPECT TO CRY THREE SEPARATE TIMES#AND I'M STILL CONFUSED ABOUT THE TIMELINE#I'm gonna go find some fan article on it to finally understand wtf is happening and when#Because I'm crazy lost and have been since I watched Days of Future Past
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guys I am once again waiting to go home BC EVERYONE DECIDED TO POST WHILE I WAS AT WORK /POS I PROMISE AS SOON AS I GET HOME I AM READING EVERYTHING THIS IS WHAT I WILL LOOK LIKE IN REAL TIME
#if u ever read something i post and go “wtf does that mean” it's because i don't understand or remember saying at all#sayings* I HATE YOU TYPOS SEE I CANNOT EVEN ENGLISH NOW#like “in real time” i could NOT remember that took so much brain power so before i remembered it#i was gonna post this with instead of it saying “in real time” it would say “live action”#ness' brainvomit <3#I'M COMING MIRAGE AND MANEATER AND MBB AND ANYTHING ELSE I DIDN'T SEE THAT TAGGED ME OMGKEJAUDHD
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lil update + irl stuffs ヽ(´□`。)ノ
Sorry that mod hasn't been active as of late, I have been kinda in a slum lately. I have no guarantee when I'll answer questions consistently but mod really appreciates that you guys still enjoy this blog.
I haven't been doing well irl as of late because of my long time depression (ongoing for +15ish years wild) and because of this I've been failing my studies a lot. As of late I'm finally getting a little help as of going to my very first official therapy session.
I said official because most of the time I've only gone to temples. My family has been believing that I've been possessed by evil spirits my whole life and its pretty annoying. Tho I'm also sure that this is something common with our religious believes so I don't fully blame them. I've been trying and begging them to bring me to one for the longest time and it's finally happening! I don't know if it will help this time but it's some progress I'm willing to take.
Also! I feel sorry somehow for not interacting much. I've been wishing to talk to some of you/mutuals to get stuff of my mind or just talk about silly stuff but because most of you are writers I'm too intimidated sadgfhj if only I was literate *fist clenching and sulking*
Lastly here's some pictures of derpy Douma for reaching the end of this post.
#tbh I sound like the perfect victim for Douma's cult as of writing this god#therapy fees here are wild so i only have a limited amount of visits but at least i can settle papers with my school#I'll answer a few ask today I think#trying not to get too detail because there are some few heavy stuff going on with me but!!! hope you guys understand#i've tried multiple counselling trips and it didn't work well. you be surprised when some of them say I should be one instead#I'm here like wtf? ???? um ? ? ??huh? ?? who's sick me??? or you???#remon talks#maybe I will delete this post I feel like I talked to much
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studying psychology literally does nothing for your understanding of yourself btw. you just end up with better knowledge of excel
#going to rant in the tags a little because maybe someone has the same experience#like. i am aromatic. and probably asexual. sometimes i feel like i might be in love with a person because i start craving company with them#but when i think about any romantic or intimate touch i start dissasotiating and get really weirdly sad and unenthusiastic about the idea#apathetic even. it's like i want something i can't describe or even get realistically#and my own relationship with touch is also really weird#i remember when i was an early teen i would deprive myself of touch in times of stress#if i was crying or something i would sit and spread my limbs so that they weren't touching each other bc i didn't feel deserving#of the comfort#and like!!! wtf!!!! nothing ever happened to me to cause that. did it#i'm literally just a normal girl#why am i like this and what is wrong with me. why can't i love normal why is it always an obsession and a game#why do i get interested and then when i finally understand the person i'm not anymore. people aren't rubix cubes but my heart thinks them so#sigh. please can i have one normal relationship with a person. one good friend#anyways LOL bye
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#what I will NEVER understand is#why some artists draw female characters with the crotch of their shorts or underwear or whatever DIRECTLY in their vaginas#LIKE WTF#I GET YEAST INFECTIONS JUST LOOKING AT THAT SHIT#y'all need to go back to the anatomy board#cause that is NOT sexy#you can tell a woman didn't draw it
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i've been living with my (also autistic) housemate for over 2 years and he's just today decided to blast music in the bathroom right next to my room whilst he showers. i asked him to stop because i'm trying to study and it was insanely loud and now he's pissed at me for asking and saying he should do what he wants during the holidays... i don't know why he's acting like this, i haven't done anything (we were chatting for a while yesterday and it was pretty nice), he was my first autistic friend irl and i've shared a lot with him. i thought he'd understand. we've both confided in each other about how hard it is to live in a house of 6 with autism and i don't know why he's suddenly doing something he knows i can't handle. i'm sorry for ranting but i can't talk to anyone about it out loud or he'll hear me
#he's never done this before idk why he's doing it now#i am shaking wtf#might not sound like a big deal but it really is#we're shared so much and i feel safer to talk about autism with him than almost anyone else#i've felt like i'm losing him as a friend for a while now#something happened (unrelated to me) and now he's a nightmare to live with#but i never imagined he'd do this#my headphones didn't block it out#i can't handle it#i remember meeting him for the first time and we shared the autism thing in our first ever conversation#i felt like it was all going to be ok but 2 years later it's not#i haven't done anything. fr i'm not even doubting myself this time i really haven't#i can't deal with music like this and he knows it#there goes my friend i guess#not that i'll ever understand why
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you know what would have been infinitely cooler than what we got in acv the last chapter? if eivor didn’t know what to do with odin in her mind and sought out reda.
reda, the boy she uncannily remembers but can’t quite place.
reda, the boy who tells her they must have known one another in a past life.
reda, the goddamn immortal merchant who eivor might have noticed never grows older over the years.
she finds reda in some far-flung corner of england. he smiles when she tells him her worries, offers comfort in the knowing that no, her experience is not so unique, there have been others like her. they talk about what it means to leave home and what it is to be lonely. when to know to say goodbye. when to heed the call in your gut and when to ignore it for what’s in front of you.
and when eivor’s still struggling with the choice of following the pull in herself or stay and try to protect everything she knows, reda just leans over and pats her hand.
“your life, wolf kissed, is a page in a much larger saga drawn of many heroes. you have built a home, a family, security for those you love. some of these chapters we can watch unfold, but we must know that others will be written long after us. nothing lasts forever. it would do you well to remember this, and take care you do not spoil the winds of change for those who follow on. you may bring in an unexpected storm with you.”
eivor’s clever enough to pick up the undertone. there are consequences to staying, as much as there are going. she asks for clarification, but reda offers no answers.
she understands now, somehow, even if the thought is misty and intangible. odin is pointing her towards that larger story. this is something she has to do, for reasons she doesn’t know, for people she doesn’t know, but whatever it is must succeed. there are stakes to her not going. there is danger.
“in another life, i hope to live to find myself proven right,” eivor says.
she asks reda to drop in to ravensthorpe from time to time, and leaves with a parting message. there is a travelling warrior who, should she ever be seen on english soil again, will assist them at the mention of eivor’s name. this warrior is called kassandra, and eivor watches a vague flicker of shock pass over reda’s otherwise stoic face.
“kassandra,” he repeats once, twice, three times. he licks his lips and gives eivor a smile that she can’t quite place. “now wolf-kissed, there is a name i have not heard quite some time.”
#long post underneath the cut#it's 1.30am so don't expect this to make sense but I'M JUST SAYING#they could have made a good ending that tied into the other games#didn't blow the VO budget#and is/was canonically achievable in the open rpg format#the more i've been thinking about it the more i don't need eivor to have goodbyes on screen#but i do need some depth to her understanding and relationship to odin#i need there to be reason why she goes to vinland that is semi believable to her character#even if its just ominous threat of danger#i know the meeting with reda 'oh you look familiar' is a writing wink wink nudge nudge#but if eivor is so isu affected i just think he could have played so much more of a role in tying that together#ofc it would possibly involve explaining wtf is going on with reda#anyway i'm going to bed hope this is somewhat understandable idk#ac valhalla#acv spoilers
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There was an... incident involving a man in an orange jumpsuit and some pretty bracelets that were not... properly connected if you catch my drift- at my local train station the other day. I still have no idea what the fuck was happening but it was A Lot and you know me, I have a rule about police- if they're there, I'm not.
but I was telling my grandfather about it and how like, the dude in front of me stopped in his tracks because he didn't know what to do and I was bitching about how that's /stupid/ and how that's how you get hit or involved in an altercation you don't have any business being apart of.
and my grandfather was like 'did you get hurt' and I was like '... no. You taught me better than that. I kept moving, I didn't rubber neck, I stayed aware but didn't draw attention to myself and I kept out of everyone involveds range of motion.'
and he had the audacity to be like 'damn right we taught you better.'
and I'm like...
Sir.
Sir. you also taught me not to walk in front of cars that are stopped and wave you on because they might be purposefully trying to get you in a better position to hit you. This was not a problem when I lived in the country but I live in the City Now. This is a problem. I sometimes instinctively add like 800+ steps to my step count taking convoluted routes so that I don't have to cross in front of cars without a light.
like, I have PTSD and DID for reasons that have nothing to do with you and your anxiety disorder of a brain- but like, had my childhood been otherwise chill- your lessons and those from your daughter definitely would have wound me up on a couch anyway. Like, had my childhood not played out the way it did- I think I would have been a fascinating study in whether or not you can *teach* someone to have an anxiety disorder.
#the thing you have to understand about my grandfather#is that he is otherwise a completely straight faced- kind man#he has a ring full of housekeys because he was painter for like 3+ decades and clients just let him keep them#just in case they needed his help in the future#the kind of man who once left Christmas dinner to go help an old lady whose fire alarm kept going off#he was a painter who did a lot of 'piddling shit'#aka he did what needed to be done- he didn't act like stuff was below him#he just also very seriously believed that there were bad faith actors in the world who would intentionally try to kill you#for like the giggles of it#His name is TJ and he is a community figure- well beloved and trusted#and I am to this day not convinced that he did not watch someone get killed for the shits and giggles of it when he was a kid or a teen#because like... otherwise... wtf sir
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why haven't I had decent sleep in three days??
#past two days I've either been kept up by my body being in pain for random reasons or waking up to pain#and just now tonight I woke up to the worst nightmare I've ever had...#I'm so tired but I don't think I can gts after that...#my brain is so fucked#I don't understand cause I've been going to bed some what early ish or on time#and I didn't have too much sugar or have dinner late enough to have this nightmare#so wtf gives???#ugh....
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Got my employment contract and it sounds so annoying already
#im selling my body and soul to serve the company#for minimum wage#and there's some really sloppy mistakes in there too#they didn't even get the paragraphs in order#they go 9 10 11 12 11 14#get it together#and one paragraph just says 'the employee has to undergo an exam upon request' and while this is infuriating enough#someone didn't even proofread that sentence because it doesn't make any sense grammatically#and the beginning and the end of the sentence don't match#you'd either have to adjust the beginning or leave out a word in the end in order to make sense#and that's currently bothering me the most because wtf this is a legal document and you cannot even proofread it#if i make an mistake like this im sure id get some very angry feedback#also decided that i don't want the job badly enough to undergo anything i deem unnecessary#im sure it's nothing dramatic but if they wanna do something i don't want ill accept getting fired lol#also gotta inquire about whether it's okay for me to have another mini job in April and May or if they're against it#('the employee has to dedicate their entire work performance to the company and has to get permission to have any#other paid or unpaid (!) commitments including volunteer work')#(what. should i also ask whether i can function as a 'buddy' for international students since it's a commitment and not technically#free time?? (i understand the not having other paid jobs part but UNPAID stuff? like it's any of their business. killing them honestly)#anyway#i'll shut up now#(my mother has been feeling sick and last year this also ended up in Me throwing up for 3 days straight#and guess what#i can see how tonight is gonna go ♡ i will be complaining ♡ (not me literally wishing for something like this when i had my#little ed relapse recently. im sorry body. i take it back. this sucks so bad i do not actually want it)#vois screams
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