#they consume my waking thoughts

[thesulkycroissant]

Thinking about them again

[pastelsandpining]

i hear her voice through you

[thebusytypewriter]

Gaslight Cat, Gatekeep Deer, Girlboss Lamb

[shadowggdreamer]

there is not enough benmars in this cruel world

so here are some headcanons :)

Benedikt and Marshall both have long work days that leave them exhausted, but they're never too tired for a soft waltz in their living room, just content to be in the arms of the other, swirling slowly to the music

Ben is such an awful cook that he manages to hurt himself somehow anytime he tries. He never stops though, because Marshall always takes his injured hand in his and kisses it better.

I really like the headcanon that they (more specifically Benedikt) have nightmares all the time. But how about instead of nightmares every night, Benedikt puts up emotional walls again, and tries not to think about the dark parts of his mind. Most of the time he succeeds, but Marshall can always tell when he's about to break. He always tries to coax Ben into saying something or letting his feelings out before the nightmares can begin. Benedikt trusts Marshall enough that it works most of the time. But sometimes the dread and the stress and exhaustion of life get to him.

Benedikt starts painting again, finally able to draw Marshall accurately lol. One of his first portraits of Marshall depicts him surrounded by life and color. Tons of vibrant red blossoms and birds midflight and a bright golden halo above his head.

[kibsss]

finally finished good omens s2 and i need 5 to 10 business days to recover please

[angstandhappiness]

ASAAH

sending him off

[grlquartz]

chapter 16 is up <3

[sweetaru1]

I'm working on more hermit mounts (for the post office people!), so in the meantime, here's some desertduo reposts from twt

mermaid and fisherman AU

and desertduo as warrior cats

[nie-za-po-mi-naj-ki]

cuties patooties

I zoned out for a few hours while listening to EPIC: The musical on repeat, and for the first time in months, I started drawing

[phthalosblues]

POV you read the book of bill and then the 3rd journal and then lost legends and then the great gatsby and rewatched the show twice and are on your third rewatch in the past two months and watched a bajillion animatics and character analysises and actually read fanfic which you never do like ever and you’re starting to feel like you’re running out of content and might need to start drawing more

[ghostbunny-stims]

what is that? it’s the unknown!

🪞 🍫 🎭

[crystaiskiess]

a wizard and her paramour 🧡❤️

(see under cut for close up)

[angelyuji]

SOME MOREEE YANDERE PINES TWINS THOUGHTS

stan pines thoughts and professor ford pines??? HOLD ON LET ME COOK

18+!!!!

tw // yandere themes, gaslighting, manipulation, power imbalance, pervy uncle lowkey, also lowkey bimboification, noncon (not explicit)

professor ford pines!!!!!!!! known to be the eccentric professor who goes on tangents about trans-dimensional physics and other science junk, but also superrr lenient grader like no possible way anyone could fail his class. you’re def teacher’s pet type and he’s definitely aiming to make you a TA. always getting you involved in weird experiments, but you’re always down cuz ur there to learn! ford invites you to his house, you guys hang out outside of class and research, you’ve met his brother!! like u knew it was getting weird, but at the same time…. you need a good rec letter. so one day you guys are in his office at his home, grading papers…

“(y/n).” ford calls your name, sternly. the lights were dim and quiet classical music played in the office. you hum and turn to him. before you know it, his chapped lips press against yours. you push him away, scared and surprised.

“professor, what the hell are you doing?” you try back away, but ford grabs your hand.

“i think you are one of the most brilliant minds i know and i want to be with you, (y/n).” ford stands, pulling you into a hug. you push back, stumbling away from him.

“no, i-i never thought that! i thought we were just friends!”

“but, i invited you to my home.” ford’s face saddens, “you met my family…”

“i never… i never realized…” you felt embarrassed for the old professor. you take a step back. you can’t see his face, but you watch his fists clench.

“i suppose that means you’re okay with losing your job, as well as any opportunities in this field.” his voice was low, words drenched in anger.

“no…. no, no, no, professor you can’t do this to me.” your heart feels like it was being ripped out of your chest.

“no, i can’t, but who will you tell? who will believe you? i am a respected scientist in our field, (y/n). think once more on your decision.” ford looks at you, a smug smirk laying on his face. you don’t respond, knowing that you had no other choice. you step back to him and he pulls you into a soft, loving kiss. his 5 o’clock shadow scratches your face. “now, please (y/n), call me ford.”

stan pines who had known your dad when he lived in texas and saw him again in gravity falls. stan pines who gets invited over to meet his friend’s family for dinner and sees you. a cute, little thing in their early 20s. stan’s instantlyyy enamored. you’re so cute and respectful, explaining how you’re living at home while you work and save money for a house, blushing when stan compliments you, serving him food first. you were acting like a perfect homemaker and stan was instantly obsessed. your dad’s gonna tell stan before he leaves that you’re all moving somewhere cheaper:

“yeah, pines, we’re moving some time soon. you know how it is with retirement and the market going down.” your dad sighs, wearily. stan nods, trying to listen to your voice in the house. “can’t move till (y/n) finds a job though. its gonna be tough on them especially with how hard it is to find jobs these days.” stan perks up at his words.

“y’know, (y/n) don’t have to quit…” your dad looks at the older man in confusion. “my grandkids have gone back to california, shermie’s grandkids technically, so my attic is open for them to stay in. they can stay at their job and you guys can move.” stan offers, fighting a giddy smile.

your dad clasps stan’s hands, “stan pines, you are the kindest man i know.”

stan for sure acts like a feeble old man around you to get you to take care of him. like cooking dinner, doing laundry, and more. he conditions you into acting like his stay at home partner. he starts making advances, subtle at first, to see what you would tolerate. soon he’s dictating what you wear and bending you over on the kitchen counter to make sure you stay full :) (dont get me started on somnophilia cuz i have thoughts on those but idk if u guys are ready for the things im gonna say)

here are those thoughts i was talking abt… :))))

[marsarchy]

would you like to draw some gay mystic monkeys?

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

got a worm nibbling my brain. can someone help me find a piece of obscure media?

webcomic/indie comic from the 2010s. basically a sci-fi short story about a young girl (with red hair?) who was being raised by scientists as part of an experiment. she receives a haircut/has her head shaved, in preparation for her annual brain scan/testing. it is revealed that while her body is human, her "brain" is artificial, made of computer implants throughout her skull and spine. at some point her biological mother (also a scientist on the same campus?) encounters her and is repulsed, viewing her as a machine who has murdered her daughter.

it was very poignant and it bruised my heart and i can NOT find it anywhere

[saturnsconstellation]

13 year old Pandora: Evan… do you think I’m ugly?

13 year old Evan: Bitch, you better not be, we got the same face.