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The Babysitter Chronicles - Byers
Steve POV 5+1 (immediately follows s2) || wc: 3.9k || cws: check tags || full fic ao3
Henderson || Mayfield pt 1 / Mayfield pt 2 || Sinclair || Wheeler || Byers || +1 Hopper
Can be read as a standalone
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Steveās filled with dread, standing in front of the Byersā front door at 6:30am on a Saturday morning. Out of all the kidsā parents, heās pushed Joyce off as long as he could manage. But heād promised Mike heād try, and according to Jonathan, this is the best time to catch her.
That doesnāt change the fact itās not even light out, and a boy she probably hates is about to knock on her door. Hell of a way to start the day.
He knocks anyway.
Joyce opens the door in a soft grey t-shirt and baggy black sweats. Her hair is brushed through, mascara coats her long lashes, and the smell of fresh coffee wafts through the open door. At least he can find small consolation in the fact sheās been up for a while.
āHi Joyce, I mean Ms. Byers,ā he stumbles, off to a great start. āSorry to catch you so early butāāĀ
āNo,ā Joyce interrupts, voice firm.Ā
Steve stands there, mouth hanging open around an unfinished sentence. He watches as her eyes harden. She squares her shoulders and stands straight-backed and tall, only reaching about Steveās shoulder. Joyce Byers in all her fury still makes him feel small, like maybe this was a bad idea.
āIām sorry, Steve,ā Joyce says. āBut I know why youāre here. And the answer is no.ā
āOh,ā he responds lamely, deflating even further.Ā
Her voice is soft, but sheās unyielding. āThe kids like you, and I know their parents are ok with you watching them. Which is fine, for their kids.ā
She pauses, and Steve knows whatās coming. Mentally prepared himself for the worst-case scenario. All of Dustinās logical arguments and Lucasā hype talks couldnāt prepare him for how thoroughly Joyce flays him open.
āBut, Steve, I would never trust you with my kids.ā
Even though he's desperate to run, he plants himself like a tree on her front stoop. He's trying not to be that guy. The kids deserve the best version of him, and on some level, he knows cutting out the bad parts of himself includes letting Joyce Byers drag him through the mud.
He tries to hold her gaze, really he does. Her dark eyes are filled with conviction, but he can see the gentleness to them as well. Almost sad, like heās making her do this to him.Ā
Joyce grips the door, knuckles white with tension. She takes a step out onto the front stoop, forcing Steve to take a measured step back. The door stays cracked and the smell of burning toast reaches his nose. Nausea rises in his throat.
āThey shouldnāt have even been in those tunnels in the first place,ā she says, voice growing louder as she gains momentum. āWe asked you to watch them, we trusted you with them, and they still almost got killed! And I know, I know, you helped Jonathan and Nancy last yearā saved them from that, that thing crawling out of our walls.ā
Her eyes flicker over her shoulder, like the demogorgonās still haunting her house. He follows her gaze, like Billy could still be standing in her living room with a blood-stained, toothy smile.
She sighs, exasperated. At her wits end for being pushed into a conversation sheās probably been dreading for weeks, since it seems she knew what he wanted. āBut youād be with my baby, my Will, everyday. Heās had bullies since kindergarten, and itās only gotten worse since everything.
āHe doesnāt deserve more bullies. And from what Iāve heard, youāre no different. Just like your father.ā
Steve flinchesā canāt help himselfā the sentence ringing through his head.
Just like your father.
āNo, no Iām not, I swear,ā he chokes on the words as she steam rolls his pathetic lamentations.
āYouāve pushed my boysā and kids just like themā around your whole life, making them feel small for having less money, less friends, less stuff. Every time Jonathan came home with a new bruise or bloodied knees, how do I know that wasnāt you?ā
Steveās watering eyes are fixated on the small, furious woman before him, flushed with a rage familiar to any decent mother protecting her kids. Heās trying so hard to hear her, but his head is filled with static and his mouth feels stuffed with cotton. Steve wipes his hands down the front of his pants, then shoves them in his pockets.
āYou called my boy queer! Something Iām sure you heard from your father. I saved for months to get him that camera for his birthday and you just smashed it, like it was nothing. Like weāre nothing.ā
Neither of them notice the pair of shadows moving beyond the door frame in the living room.Ā
āI cannot allow someone like you around my boys,ā she hammers home. This is what Nance meant by a thesis statement he thinks deliriously. āSue and Karen might be alright with it, but my answer is no.ā
Steve sniffles and nods stiffly as turns to leave, hoping to at least make it to his car before the tears start. He knows he deserves what sheās said, knows the truth of it in his gut, but heās stood here long enough. Now itās time to run and hide, like his mindās been screaming to since she set her sights on him.
āMom,ā Jonathan says, out of breath like he ran here from his bedroom. Heās appeared over Ms. Byersā shoulder like a ghost, or a ninjaā silent and on the attack. āWhatās going on?ā
Heās a sleep-rumpled version of his mom, wearing a plain, soft t-shirt, and grey sweatpants scattered with light bleach stains. Steve notices he still has pillow creases on his left cheek. His gaze follows the red indent down to Jonathanās jawline where a small, purpling bruise is haloed by faded red lipstick.
All of the air in Steveās lungs is punched out of him, hard and fast. A feeling he should be used to from Jonathan Byers.Ā
Steve thinks he sees a flash of pastels in his periphery, dashing through the trees to the road. Or maybe itās his imagination. It doesnāt matter, because he canāt look away from the uncomfortably familiar mark on Jonathanās neck.
Jonathan must notice. His hand flies up to his neck, wiping the mark and finding a smear of red on his fingers. The spell holding Steve breaks, and he can breathe again.Ā
Their eyes meet, and Jonathanās cheeks now match the stain on his fingers. Itās awkward and Steve doesnāt know how to fix it or how to make this easier. Because Steve never knows how to fix things, only how to break them. Something Joyce seems well aware of.
Distracted, Steveās just now noticing the small shadow creeping up behind Jonathan. He sees the young boy poke his head out from behind his brotherās back as he takes a small step towards the commotion.
āSteve was just leaving, sweetie,ā Joyce answers, voice soft and sweet as she turns away from him to go back inside.
āWait, no thatās not what I meant,ā Jonathan continues. He shakes his head and roughly pushes his unruly bangs from his eyes. āSteve, why are you here?ā
Jonathanās looking at him like he knows the answer. And he should really, considering the only reason Mike agreed to have Steve as his babysitter was because Jonathan promised heād talk to Will about it, and then theyād talk to Joyce.Ā
A long train of telephone Steve was relying on to get a head start at Joyceās good will. Which, apparently, never happened.
Steve plays along into Jonathanās prompting. Sheās already said no, so whatās one more try with a little back-up.
āI was asking if I could babysit Will, since I watch the rest of the gang too. Canāt leave any party members behind,ā Steve says, parroting Dustin.
āAnd I was just telling himāā Joyce starts, before sheās interrupted.
āI think Steve would be a great babysitter,ā Will says. His hairās a mess, and heās straightening out his matching Star Wars pajama set as he steps further into view.
Joyce rushes over to him, squatting down to meet his eyes. āWill, honey, you donāt need a new babysitter. You can still spend time with your friends at their houses, when their parents are home.ā Jonathan takes the distraction to wave Steve into the house, silently closing the door behind them.
āBut the other parents donāt know aboutā you know,ā Will hesitates, before mustering up the courage to say āabout what actually happened to me.ā
āBaby,ā she says, gently running her hands up and down his small arms. āYou know we canāt tell them. We went over this.ā
āItās not about them knowing the truth,ā Will says. Steve watches as the boy tries to make himself bigger, taller, even with the slight shake in his voice. āThey just look at me like Iām broken. Theyāre sad when Iām around and they just think I was kidnapped or lost orā whatever the story is. That I was sick or something.ā
Steve canāt help but imagine Will Byers, always the shy, quiet kid in the Party, having to constantly withstand the severely misguided pitying glances from adults who arenāt read-in on vast government conspiracies and alternate dimensions. Steveās almost nineteen and can barely manage alone.
Her brows are knitted tight and her lips downturned the more Will confesses. āWell, Jonathan canāā
āI donāt want Jonathan to watch me anymore.ā
Joyceās eyes widen, confusion painted across her face as her mouth drops open. Steve turns to glance at Jonathan to find that, unlike his mother, heās not surprised at all. In fact, thereās a light shining in his eyes and a small uptick to the corner of his mouth.
The tension is thick but familial, leaving Steve unwelcome and gawking at a private conversation. Which he supposes he is: both unwelcome and gawking.
āGo on, Will, itās ok,ā Jonathan encourages. He shines with a proud smile, like heās watching his little brother walk for the first time.Ā
Willās hesitant, his eyes downcast as he shuffles side-to-side. Waiting for him to continue, Joyce stays quiet. Steve canāt help but feel envious of Will and Jonathan at having a mom patient enough to hear her son outright, even when she doesnāt agree with him. She saved him from an alternate dimension, but sometimes the little things are just as important.
āWhen Jonathan dropped me off at Steveās for DnD last week, it was fineā¦ at first.ā
āYou both told me that was at Mikeās,ā Joyce interrupts, turning a motherly glare at Jonathan who sheepishly avoids eye contact. She rounds on Steve again, closing the distance between them in three long strides to get in his face. āThis is exactly what Iām talking about, Steve. What if something had happened and I didnāt know where to find him because of you?ā
āMom,ā Jonathan interrupts, irritated. āThatās not fair. We are the ones who said it was at Mikeāsā Will and I. I knew you wouldnāt let him go if you knew it was at Harringtonās place, so I told Will to lie.ā
āYouāre damn right I wouldnāt have let him go,ā Joyce argues, turning back to Jonathan. āHeās not safe there! I know Steve Harrington and I know his parents. What if they had been home?ā
āThey havenāt been home in weeks,ā Steve mumbles. He doesnāt mean to say it out loud, catching himself off guard. Years of practicing the lie, and he slips in front of the last three people on earth heād want to know about his home life. Heād never complain, not to them.Ā
She shoots him a confused glance, an emotion behind her eyes Steve refuses to consider. But it seems sheās the only one whose noticed he said anything at all as Jonathan speaks up again. Shaking her head, she shifts her attention back to her son. In the midst of the chaos, Steve breathes a small sigh of relief.
āMom, it was fineā everything was fine. Justāā Jonathan stops. He gestures to Will to keep going.
Will puffs his chest up, holding his momās gaze as he barrels on. āI liked having it at Steveās. It smells nice, like candles, not like farts and laundry detergent like Mikeās basement. He had all the snacks we like, and heās got a huge table that can fit all our stuff.ā
The kidās smiling now, and goddamn if it doesnāt melt his heart. Steveāll be disappointed if Joyce says no, but at least he knows for a fact Will felt comfortable around Steve and liked being at his house.
āBut after Jonathan picked me up, Lucas said they stayed up and watched movies all night. That Steve even made an ice cream sundae bar and there were a million toppings.ā Willās arguing is starting to sound like a petulant child, a slight whine to his tone, and Steve can tell Joyce is losing her patience.
āWill, thatās something you and Jonathan can do. Weād love to do sleepover nights with your friends.ā
āNo, Mom,ā Jonathan states, strong in a way Steveās never seen from him before. His only tell is the waver behind his voice. Steveās willing to bet Jonathan would rather face down another demogorgon than take on his own mother. Yet here he is, sticking his neck on the line for Will.
āWhat do you mean, no?ā Itās barely a question.
āI donāt want to babysit Will anymore.ā He quickly closes his eyes and shakes his head, like an etch-a-sketch. āNo, waitā Iām not babysitting Will anymore.ā
The room falls deadly silent. Joyceās lips flatten into a thin, white line, matching the color of her knuckles. She looks ready to explode, like how his father used to look before the first blow.Ā
Steve flinches when she takes a step towards Jonathan, and she clocks his reaction just like before, but ignores him to glare at her oldest son.
āI want to spend more time with Nancy.ā Jonathanās eyes are wide, like he forgot Steve was there, and he can see an embarrassed flush painting his ears. Steve just shrugs. It is what it is, heāll get over it like he always does. Jonathan relaxes a bit. āI want to get a job so I can take her on dates that are more than just driving out to the quarry.āĀ
āJonathan,ā Joyce jumps in, āyou canāt get a job. Youāre grades are slipping as it is and you donāt have timeāā
āExactly! I donāt have time for a job right now. But if Steve starts watching Will after school and some weekends, I can get a job and keep my grades up and spend time with Nancy.ā
Sheās shaking her head, but Jonathan plows on before she can jump back into the fray.
āBilly Hargrove is a goddamn monster, Mom. He almost killed Steve! And we all know the kids wouldāve found a way to get to the tunnels no matter what. Steve was beat to hell and still went with them.ā Jonathan points at Steveās face in emphasis, like a fucked up version of a pretty model showboating a new car. Except the model is the guy who stole his girlfriend, and the car is a has-been with a fucked up brain and no future.
āAnd last year,ā Jonathan continues, āNancy and I would be dead if he didnāt come back for us. After everything that happened between us, he had no reason to turn around. Hell, Iām not sure I wouldāve.ā
He doesnāt know Jonathan Byers well, but Steve knows for a fact Jonathan wouldāve faced death to save himā to save anyone. Itās not even a question.
Joyce still doesnāt seem convinced. āEverything that happened last year is exactly what Iām worried about, Jonathan.ā
āItās my fault, not his!ā Jonathan shouts. āItās my fault he got sucked into this mess, itās my fault Nancy left him, and itās my fault he broke the camera!ā Color drains from his face. Steve freezes, staring at him.Ā
Steve still hasnāt told anyone why he broke the cameraā none of them have talked about it, and he never planned to bring it up. Ultimately heās thankful that the pictures exist, since it provided the only clue to Barbās death and the Upside-Down.Ā
But he doesnāt understand why Jonathan took the pictures. And it doesnāt change the fact Steve closes his blinds every night.
āWhat do you mean, your fault?ā Joyce asks, out of sorts.Ā
He stammers a bit, looking to Steve for help. Steve doesnāt want to have this conversation at all, let alone in front of Jonathanās entire family. He glares back at Jonathan, tersely shaking his head once.
Lie.
He gets the gist, relief stark on Jonathanās face.Ā
āSteve caught Nancy and I sneaking around when we were looking for Barb and Will,ā Jonathan quickly recovers. āWe didnāt want him poking around, so we let him think we were flirting. But some pictures I had taken of Nancy fell out of my bag, and Steve saw them. Thatās why he broke my camera.
āWe ran into him and his friends later while they were spraying up The Hawk. I didnāt know it was all Tommy Hagenās idea, so I got in Steveās face and I hit him first. He called me queer, and thatās shitty. But he apologized, saved our lives, and bought me a new camera. Soāā
Jonathan turns to him and holds out his hand. It reminds Steve of his father, but also of Hopper, which he decides is a more apt comparison.
He reaches out and Jonathan grasps his hand firmly, shaking it up and down just once, yet continues to hold on. Forging a new pact for the future.
āSteve, Iām sorry about everything.ā He seems genuineā eyes wet, shoulders set, and back straight. Steve tries to match his posture. He might not be as good with words as Jonathan, but he can at least show this moment is just as important to him. āBut you helped protect the kids so we could save Will. And you saved Nancy and me. Soā I trust you.ā
Steve canāt handle this. Itās too early in the morning for heavy emotions and deep confessions, but Jonathanās searching for forgiveness in the face of a former bully. Steve steps up to the plate and meets him halfway.
āI shouldnāt have broken your camera, I know how expensive they are and how much it meant to you. I was angry and I wasnāt thinking. And I, I ummāāĀ
Steve realizes heās never really had to apologize to someone before. Sure heās apologized to Nancy, but it seemed like a normal thing for guys to always apologize to their girlfriends. Heās apologized to Dustin, but thatās more like placating a rowdy toddler.Ā
This feels different, somehow bigger. Maybe itās because Jonathanās his own age, or someone his parents have programmed him to think is lesser than himself. Maybe itās the deep regret thatās made itself a home in Steveās stomach, rotting away at the memory of a vicious word spat haphazardly at a stranger.
āIām sorry I called you queer. Thatās fucā I mean messedā up, and Iām sorry.ā Steve sighs, running a nervous hand through his hair, less painful with the stitches removed. He almost misses the stinging sensation. āItās something my dad says all the time and it was the first thing I thought of, and I hate that. Iām not my dad, I never want to be like him.ā
Jonathan nods and pulls Steve forward into a hug, and when they separate Steve feels lighter. A heavy weight he hadnāt known about, removed from his shoulders with Jonathanās help. If he didnāt know any better, heād think Jonathan felt the same way by the smile on his face.
āYeah!ā Will shouts, unprompted and overly excited for the tone of this entire conversation. Thereās a wide grin on his face when he holds up his hand to high-five Steve and cheers āwelcome to the Bad Dads Club!ā
Steve scoffs, shocked but completely delighted and confused at Willās eager declaration. Joyce smacks her hand to her forehead and mutters something like jesus christ under her breath, while Jonathan barks out a laugh.Ā
He grabs his little brother by the shoulder and shakes him like a rag doll until Will breaks out into giggles. āWill,ā Jonathan says, failing to keep a straight face, āremember when I explained the difference between family jokes and not-family jokes?ā
Willās smile fades slightly, red embarrassment splashing his cheeks as he quickly glances between Jonathan and Steve, realizing his social blunder. Jonathan squeezes his shoulder and gives him a sad, reassuring smile. But Steve wonāt be the reason for the small frown tugging on Willās lower lip.
Steve holds out his hand, palm up. He smiles at the kid, eyes alight with mischief. āBad Dadās Club,ā Steve says, like itās more than just a fucked up childhood and is instead forging a pact, binding them through one shitty commonality.Ā
Will returns his smile and high fives him, who then turns to his brother. Jonathan laughs again when he pulls Will in for a hug instead, shrugging at Steve.
Joyceās gaze travels between the three boys standing in front of her, and Steve can see the moment she cracks.
Her stance has softened. Her lips are still pursed, her eyebrows only slightly furrowed, but her arms hang relaxed at her sides and sheās looking at Steve less like she wants to throw him out and more like she doesnāt know what to do with him.
āYou get one week,ā Joyce says sternly, pointing a finger in Steveās face. He goes cross-eyed looking at it, but he can still see Will and Jonathan high-five. āOne week of picking him up after school. I get done at Melvaldās at six, so you can bring him home at six-thirty.ā
Before Steve can wholeheartedly agree, she rounds on Will and Jonathan next, who stand at attention, trying to stay serious through their own excitement.Ā
āYou,ā she points at Jonathan, ābetter keep your grades up if youāre getting a job.ā
āAnd you,ā she gestures to Will, ābetter have all of your homework done when you get home. If you canāt get it done at Steveās house, then you donāt get to go.ā
She backs away from them, taking a deep breath in and exhaling loudly. āIs all of that clear?ā
Waves of yesās pour from their mouths. Will wraps his arms around his momās waist and Jonathan lightly punches Steveās shoulder.Ā
āThank you, Ms. Byers,ā Steve says as he turns to leave, āIāll make sure you donāt regret this. Any of you.ā
She sighs, a small sad smile on her face. āI really hope thatās true, Steve.ā
On the drive home, he realizes she never mentioned the slip-up about his parentsā absence. Heās grateful for it. Talking with adults has never been his strong suit, and his conversations with each of the kidsā parents are starting to weigh on him.Ā
The Byersā might not have as much money or means as the Harringtonās, but that doesnāt stop Joyce Byers from being a damn great mom. So heās not surprised she took note of his own small mishaps. Maybe sheāll bring it up one day, maybe she wonāt. All Steve cares about is that he finally has the opportunity to earn the trust of the fiercest parent he knows.
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#content warnings ->#they all have shitty dads#references to will and jonathan being bullied#re-hashing steve and jonathan's fight when steve called him queer#joyce calling steve a bully#joyce is FIERCE and if I was a mom who dragged my kid back from hell I'd be worried too#but steve's a sweetie she just hasn't realized it yet#i went SO HARD on jonathan and steve#the catharsis of them apologizing#joyce byers#steve harrington#jonathan byers#will byers#good babysitter steve harrington#protective mamma bear joyce byers#emotional hurt/comfort#steve harrington whump (but it's so small guys(gn) you're gonna love it)#the babysitter chronicles#queeniewritesstories
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Please elaborate on your twst PokĆ©mon headcannons Iām very interested
I had planned on drawing everyone for this (I made a LIST!) but it. hasn't been going well. š soooo here's what I have so far!
Riddle - Roserade (I was going with 'no legendaries', otherwise I would've given him a Shaymin) (and I don't think Togedemaru is actually a hedgehog or I would've given him one of those too) (...they kind of do fit though. hmm.)
Trey - Alcremie (clover/mint cream + strawberry/ruby cream)
Cater - DITTO SQUAD! DITTO SQUAD! DITTO SQUAD!
Ace - Impidimp (I feel like there's probably a better one for him, but I can't think of it)
Deuce - Scraggy (meanwhile I KNOW deep in my heart that this is true)
Leona - Pyroar (but like. a nasty Pyroar. just a grizzly old Pyroar with the shittiest attitude imaginable. they pretend to hate each other but secretly they are a bonded pair, do not separate)
#art#twisted wonderland#pokemon#poketwst#i'm trying not to pressure myself too much art-wise right now#but i would like to do more of the characters!#(especially considering this started with my insistence that malleus would have a dragapult)#gotta draw something i don't immediately hate first į( į )į#ANYWAY enough art angst!#i'm not aiming for full teams or delving too deep into lore or anything#just one or two per character that i think fit!#i was pretty torn on leona for a while because pyroar is at once the obvious choice but also. not really?#(i did consider luxray and ultimately decided it doesn't really fit either)#but i kind of love Nasty Lionboy's Nasty Pyroar#i think there's probably some. like. ~royal tradition~ that they all bond with this one specific breeding line or whatever#and leona deliberately chose just the absolute worst one#took one look at this shitty rude pokemon and immediately went 'that one'#falena was like 'are...are you SURE' and leona cops an attitude like 'i'm choosing my OWN pokemon you're not my DAD'#as pyroar is actively attempting to eat him#actually it probably tried to eat kifaji first and that's when leona decided he liked it#me: this is just for funsies i'm not doing lore (writes a whole fanfic in the tags)
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My haitani father Shio headcanon is just a bit too funny cuz of how well it works that it sounds like a waste of perfect canon idea and crossover for both of wakui's works.
Aside from the obvious physical features very very obvious, identical eyes, nose, blonde eyebrows, rindou's face form, ran's hair color palette and (arguably) bonten hair style, blah blah i mean just look a the pictures below, you can also bring up any fact from either manga and add it to the hc and it fits in just SO WELL, i'll give the first example, The Haitanis are very obviously rich spoiled kids like have you seen their apartment? They have a fucking dj set, only rich kids with neglective powerful parents will have no problem paying for that, just saying, and even though i love him let's be real Shio is the type to be that parent, i mean cmon he's rich like crazy rich (filthy yakuza money yum yum) he tots would give his children WAY more than enough allowance so they can leave him alone, also the way they act, i've always the Haitanis were the type of kids that think they own the school cuz their dad is rich .
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Nvm if this never becomes canon or both universes don't collide, it's just so entertaining to keep connecting the dots that were likely never there, like how Rindou is a heavy drinker cuz his father drank alot with the rest of the Yotsurugis and he tried to imitate him from a young age that it became an unhealthy habit or if you want to add more drama he only drinks cuz he looks up to his father but Shio favors Ran cuz he can posssibly succeed him (canon power complex) so Rindou resorted to drinking cuz it's the only thing like his dad that he can do. Heck yeah i made it angsty!!!
You can also add great context to his fear of Yakuza, picture this, when he was a kid he got up in the middle of night after hearing a loud noise to search for his parents and witnessed Shio (canon Yakuza) pew pew-ing some poeple and surrounded with scary men, that probably scarred him for life that he was so terrified when Kakucho got them interfering with some, OH OH something just came to mind, if he's the son of a yakuza yeah he didn't wanna clash with other yakuza families cuz it can end in a blood shed and risk his and his family's lives.
And i'm gonna add this one not very small detail and i swear i'll shut up (for now), i know it's just a stupid headcanon that is very far from becoming reality and i don't have to take it this deep but hear me out, why their last name is Haitani and not Yotsurugi like their dad, Shio is powerful and have many enemies right ? So he simply decided to protect his children and their identity by giving them another last name likely their mother's (yk like minato with naruto style plan ?) So Haitani is actually their mom's family name. I rest my case. Thank you for coming to my useless ted talk.
#i officially announce i have gone crazy#this is like my new hyperfixation until i find a better headcanon that is more likely to be canon#actually you should all thank me#i just made up a way for the haitanis to be useful for once in their lives#kinda#i mean we already established they bring absolutely nothing to the table#we don't have to go through that again#let's put it in a simple equation#tokrev plot - haitanis = no big difference#but Shio on the other hand is the main antagonist so far sooooo#in my logic by relation they are sort of useful in some way (through nepotism)#i saved the narrative you're welcome#also an addition no one asked for or thought about ran is their dad's favourite but loves his mom more#while Rindou is mama's boy (yk how moms prefer the youngest) but looks up to his dad#speaking of their mom i think she's like from another powerful family#and based on shio doing anything to gain more power that's probably why he married their mom in the first place#OMG ARRANGED MARRIAGE WITH SHIO IS INVADING MY HEAD AFTER I THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR A SPLIT SECOND#WRITERS IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS PLLLLSSSSSS#oh and apparently Shio is also in Roppongi so that's that.#i really took calling him daddy shio to a whole other level lol#tokyo revengers#ran haitani#rindou haitani#negai no astro#astro royale#haitani brothers#shio yotsurugi#i'm gonna call my new masterpiece of a shitty hc#the wakui multiverse of madness
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Jfc I keep forgetting to post a pic of my hand tattoo so here
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I now get to spend the rest of my life saying 'it's from an anime' when ppl inevitably ask me what it is. But that anime is none other than Neon Geneisis Evangelion, and if someone wants to scoff at it bc they think all anime is dumb, the joke's on them
And yes I should be photographing it not upside down but like. Who Care
#neon genesis evangelion#nge#nge tattoo#nge lilith#ive said this b4 but my teen self had such a huge obsession for gendo ikari omfggggg#what is it about shitty mad scientist dads who have a daughter whos like biologically something other than a daughter#oh i have a third one too#bondrewd also fits all these specs:/#haha what no i dont like that guy hes awful *sweating and shaking*#(hes from made in abyss which is a whole can of worms in itself..not to mention he's Worse than mayuri or gendo imo)
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i actually wasnāt done talking about body types lmao, but like samatoki clearly has the musculature to support his fighting lifestyle so it think itās hilarious that after getting soul swapped with ichiro in the tdd soul swap event, he actually felt the need to work out more bc ichiro had that much more muscle on his body LOL
#this is vee speaking#ichiro on top of his hard labour lifestyle probably inherited reiās bulky build#and while all media tries to convince me samatoki is more on the lankier side i at least think he should have a dorito shaped body lmao#like a very solid upper body lol and while his quads arenāt as a up to snuff#he kicks down doors so heās got strong legs too lol#ichiro tho is lucky his dad is hypmicās absolute unit number two (second to rio) LOL#ichiro does constant labour drinks cola as his liquid and eats cup ramen when heās not eating with his bros#shitty eating habits but good lifestyle and youth thatās whatās up ichiro LOL#i do occasionally think about that one bonus tdd chapter where ichiro mentions his body (at 14 might i add)#is one of the few things heās confident in and he was able to get construction jobs with that build (AT 14 MAY I ADD)#i also occasionally think about samatoki drinking and smoking while in ichiroās body#but when he soul swapped into jakuraiās he was like āwait no š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ i canāt harm senseiās body by smoking š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗā#LIKE LMAOOOO
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irt poverty/homelessness + alcohol use (esp with @butchfeygelaās tags on my post)- people really underestimate the function that substance use/alcohol use can have for someone who is unhoused. being unhoused is boring, cold, painful, + lonely. substances can allow the 8 hours panhandling to get the $45 you need for a motel to fly by. alcohol reduces your perception of the cold + can knock you out whben you canāt sleep. substances can help you cope with the physical deterioration from malnutrition, constant stress, + sleeping outside. substances can provide social connection with others who you would otherwise not enjoy or help you cope with being alone.
not only that but- many unhoused people are stuck in a seemingly inescapable position. the pathway to financial stability or even housing is difficult or even impossible. in the wake of that hopelessness, the downsides of substance use start to seem insignificant. arrest? youāre getting arrested anyway for sleeping outside, peeing outside, standing in the wrong place, etc. physical danger? youāre already beat the fuck up, anyway, right? loss of relationships? youāve lost most people already. inability to keep a job? nobody will hire you + you canāt stay employed, anyway, because you have no car + no shower.
perhaps for you or me, the cons of heroin use or binge drinking nightly greatly outweigh the pros. that isnāt the case for everyone. if we are really serious about ending overdose/addiction, we need to start looking at giving people lives worth recovering into instead of shaming them for their own hopelessness.
#i had a long talk with my dad once about how#my brother sank into so much financial despair#that he was never going to be able to find#a livable job or housing (eviction record#plus bad credit plus#arrest record ofc#he was going to be forced into poverty for the rest of his life#the only job prospects he had were menial shit jobs#he once worked at one of those chicken butchering places#it was the only place that paid him a living wage but he got fired for relapsing#his only options were to go to school part time + try to pass with his dyslexia which made him essentially unable to read#then work a horrible shitty job the rest of the time#while paying atlanta's outrageous rent prices#plus who is he gonna room with?? all his friends are opioid users!#while he paid back all the debt he accrued from going to rehab#then MAYBE after like 6 years of school he could get a decent job#but his credit would be in flames for years his eviction record there for years#his arrest record + lack of driver's license limiting his employment..#sorry but i would have probably given up at that point too#not to mention his interpersonal + familial relationships up in flames + the shame#of the things he did while using hanging over his head#the only family member who didn't think he was an irredeemable fuckup (me) living a thousand miles away + about as broke as him#substance use#harm reduction
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wait idk anything about the tevisāā why would tommy tevis call dick his son? would you be willing to give a quick rundown
After Dick failed to get himself incarcerated, he became an enforcer for a mob boss named Tommy Tevis. Tommy took Dick in and made him part of his family. Tommy considered him an honorary son and thought very highly of him.
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He even told Dick that everything he had (his home, his reputation, his family, etc.) was Dick's as well. Lynette, Tommy's wife, told Dick that Tommy would let Dick do anything. The whole family loved Dick, including Tommy's 15 year old daughter, Sophia. Sophia actually had a crush on Dick, but Dick acted like an older brother to her, helping her with her homework and such.
While Dick was away from the family for a few days, the cops busted into the Tevis's home. Lynette got killed in the gunfire, Tommy got taken to jail, and Sophia got taken in by the state.
Dick, while mentoring Rose, broke Sophia out of the state home. He got Sophia to help him with the mob. Then, when Chemo fell on Bludhaven, Dick saved Sophia and left her with Amy. When they reunited at the hospital, Dick asked Sophia to leave the mob behind and join a boarding school.
So, yeah, that's Dick's relationship with the Tevis family.
#no but i love when tommy tells dick that bruce must be proud of him--and dick gets this shameful look on his face and stays quiet#and then tommy playfully pinches dick's cheek and tells him not to worry bc he thinks dick is great/he thinks highly of dick#i mean say what you want about tommy being in the mob and all--but he does seem to be tuned in to dick's emotions#and when the other mobster was kinda grilling dick about being bruce's heir--tommy was frowning real hard on dick's behalf#and he later checked in with dick and was like hey that was kind of shitty and i don't want you feeling like your back's against the wall#like idk it just shows that tommy does care about dick--and he knows bruce is a sore spot for dick#dick--on the other hand--is a bit more emotionally distant from the family#he's just gone through some very traumatizing events and now he's doing some morally questionable things#so there's no way he can be truly authentic with the family when his whole lifestyle is now inauthentic to who he really is#and we see that when dick goes on a job that has a kid involved--and he didn't know there would be a kid there#and he gets very upset about a gun being involved and having a kid watch her dad get beat#so even though he might care about the tevis family--i don't think he could ever feel Truly part of the family#honestly wish a writer would bring back sophia though. would be nice to see dick still in contact with her#Dick Grayson#Tommy Tevis#anon
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I didn't watch stone ocean's anime when it came out because of the batches release so since jjba has rolled back around in my brain I was like ykw let me see what they did with the scenes between Pucci and Dio my good friend Dio. And now I'm out here losing my mind because girl. Girl. The music. THE CARESS???? Get out of here!!!!!!
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#they had gay sex on all levels except physical#giorno has two bio fathers and a stepfather on his dad's side actually. and they gave him a weird green sibling together#and i don't even remember anything about their green baby is the thing because. 10ish years + shitty memory disease#all i remember is reading about and seeing that thang like woaaaaggg#+ for some reason i've always struggled with following along to araki's artstyle so it's harder for things to stick.....#it's why i never managed to finished pt8 in the end šµāš« i really have to watch the anime pucci was my n2 jojo villain alongside kira <3#mytext#animanga#dio brando#diopucci#jjba#stone ocean
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people will say stupid things abt dean winchester everyday. the good thing is we can just say "that's dumb" and keep on being so good and sexy at media literacy. and loving dean winchester.
#sorry but why are people projecting their personal experiences with shitty family members onto dean winchester ??#all while ignoring canon and people literally pointing out that their takes and interpretations hold no weight#like everyone is entitled to their Headcanons. but that's all they are. and no one is required to share your personal (bad) interpretation#and also ppl need to understand that no one is going to bring their headcanon into actual analysis and discussions abt canon#also analyzing canon thru your headcanons and trying to twist canon to fit what you believe while ignoring anything that contradicts it#is bad media analysis point blank. and people having actual discussions abt canon are gonna rebuttal#and debunk your claims if you have a weak argument with little support#again. headcanons are fine. do whatever you want forever in your personal sandbox.#but don't bring unsupported headcanons into discussions abt canon and present them as fact.#because they're not#and also stop acting like dean winchester is your shitty dad / uncle / brother / ex / whomstever#vic.txt
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You can pry girl dad Mark Winters out of my cold dead hands.
#Okay hear me out he was one and he would be still if whatever happened to mama winters didnāt happen they were a super close family he was a#girl dad and then tragedy. And things were difficult for him and then obviously he became a villain. So he and Ashe are more distant now an#their relationship is more strained but at the end of the day he loves Ashe so much and would do anything for her as long as she got to be#safe and happy. Heās a villain but heās letting her hang out with the prime defenders because he knows theyāre good for her! He became a#villain so heād be able to support her. He loves her so much and he has an odd way of showing it but Iāve seen just how much this character#loves his child so much despite it all heās not perfect no one is but he does everything he does so Ashe will be safe and secure and once a#girl dad always a girl dad he loves his trans daughter very much and heās always supported her and heās still a girl dad no matter what#I just have so many feelings about Mark Wavelength#I take back the thing I said about them saving bino instead of wavelength back I take it back so hard oh my god#jrwi#jrwi prime defenders#mark winters#wavelength#I JUST READ A FIC AND HE WAS SUCH A SHITTY DAD IN IT HES NOT HES A GIRL DAD WHO LOVES HIS DAUGHTER SO MUCH#Iām a Mark Winters defender and will always be one from now on#Mark wavelength Iām only on episode fifteen donāt do something heinous that makes me eat my words please I believe in you
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I just paid off the last of my debt šš Took me nearly 7 years but itās finally over!!!!!
HALLELUJAH š„³
#will I live off of oatmeal this month? yes#will I suffer a little? sure#do I still owe my dad money? also yes#but the giant ass WEIGHT on my shoulders have been lifted my giys#I do not owe the bank anymore money#nor any of the shitty small companies#my deadnameās debts are all gone. bye šš¼#misha rants
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On the train zooming! Might as well have wore a scuba suit with the weather though, going to go charity shop hunting for a cute waterproof trench coat so with me luck!
#Soo technically I didn't wake up till 9pm yesterday so the lack of sleep isn't a huge issue buttt I may have drank a bottle of wine#š¶#technically with me sleep being flipped it isn't bad right?#tispy pup on an adventure!#imma be so sociable in the shops which is so off for me š
š#my dad would be proud#(my dad's an alcoholic)#is a joke#you can laugh#dark humour ahahaha#sort of grump i hid back in myself when i wasnt single#now i feel like i can post silly stuff again#what the heck brain#he did indicate he was a lil controlling (a reason i yeeted out of there) but he didnt outright say i couldn't post stuff#pup brain in a scramble egg#may haps have a lil drinky drinky with me in a bottle#im a big kid#im safe#a lil reckless behaviour is fine right?#i say out of all the things i could be doing to cope this is pretty tame right#ooo pups really going off showing that mental health side huh?#ahahah#im so normal and definitely not the problem#also yes he was the abysmal dicking but no that isnt way i yeeted myself out of there#well the lack of noticing i wasnt enjoying it/begging me to give consent again sort of was but shhhhhh#if you read all this i understand if you decide to unfollow š#also why do i feel more me in genral again#like i love being called they/them but he only ever called me she even after i talked about why i like they#sort of shitty he did but why did i just accept it and forget how comfy they them makes me#she is fine too but i pup not just a she
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do you have any plans for snaptooth or flywhisker, ever since I saw that fake map I've fallen in love w flywhisker lmao
You know, for the longest time I've been planning to have Snaptooth and Flywhisker be adopted kits of Toadstep and Lionblaze, but I'm writing an SE rework for Nightcloud right now and I have a temptation.
I found a good moment to send off Snapstorm, the best friend of Brushblaze, as a complication of a boar hunt gone wrong. It's right around the time that Brushblaze's kits are being born, and something feels odd about the fact he didn't name any of his kits after someone who was by his side for his entire life. SO I'm thinking about shuffling Snaptooth over to HIS litter.
Which leaves Flywhisker over in ThunderClan.
Lionblaze is the adopted father of Dovewing and Ivypool... and his terrible parenting caused Dovewing to leave ThunderClan, and Ivypool to be permanently traumatized. He breaks up his false mateship with Cinderheart to go be with the cat he really loves, Toadstep, and Flywhisker is adopted after being found abandoned.
Lionblaze's destruction of the ThunderClan family tree has been undone; so now he would only have three children. Ivy, Dove, and Fly. I like it, because Fly is growing up with all the expectations of being Firekin, but also holding the knowledge that her loving father... wasn't always the best, to her older sisters.
It would be cool if Fly was always a little bit of a rebel, and found a really good friend in WindClan. I could work her into the conflict of TBC better too, being accused of being in a HalfClan relationship when the truth is that Snaptooth is more like a brother to her. Then, of course, have them leave the Clans together.
Brushblaze's litter would be Snaptooth, Smokehaze, and Galerunner... and so, Galerunner would be left alone after his brother leaves permanently with Flywhisker.
But I'm still unsure. It's a big change, because I'd been planning for Fly and Snap to remain siblings in BB. But it does seem to work better, thinking about it...
#Especially since I didn't need BOTH Snap and Fly in that role#Fly can do everything with Twig and have all the complicated feelings all on her own#and something seems very painful about the idea that Lion put his heart and soul into spoiling his youngest daughter#desperate to make up for what he did to dove and ivy#...Only for him to be unable to save her from the Impostor's treatment.#Since he himself is a target for being halfclan#For Fly he did nothing wrong. He tried so hard. He thought he had improved and he did#and it wasn't enough...#And TOADSTEP meanwhile is going to be fucking PISSSSEDDDD#Because Thorn is dead. Spiderleg is taking his roles#And SPIDERLEG is who was causing the troubles that ultimately caused Fly to decide that she was going to leave with Snap#Once again his shitty dad is taking everything from him#Something about this feels like it works Better for Fly to be targeted by the imposter and also the only member of her litter#better bones au#BB!TBC#BB!Flywhisker#BB!Snaptooth
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There are many interpretations of the. Miguel and Gabriella and Miguel situation ans ALL OF THEM ARE GREAT but like...have my 2 cents...just hear me out...
Miguel in canon is an asshole in a major way largely because of his abusive upbringing, getting Eldest Daughtered from a young age trying to take care of his younger brother and protect him from George's violence and Conchata's...indifference/contempt? And he starts getting better once he becomes Spiderman, or at least starts thinking more about the consequences of his actions, and what the people in his life mean to him (shit still goes bad because his comics are insane)
If dad!Miguel never became Spiderman...it's honestly pretty likely he doesn't have that bit of growth and honestly, wouldn't have been a great dad. Not abusive, but I can imagine him being kind of absent and kinda emotionally neglectful, seeing how Miguels everywhere are prone to distancing themselves. Miguel also can't keep a relationship, either by breaking up or Spiderman Branded Widowing, so Gabriella wouldn't have had a consistent mother figure.
Alright, so, Gabriella, here, is being raised by a dad with so much baggage and the belief that its better to just keep her away from it (ei, keep her away from him), no real mom/mom is always changing because of Miguel's turbulent love life, maybe her uncle (depending on. Stuff) and maybe her grandma (depending heavily on Stuff). This is a fragile environment that does love her, but ultimately the adults in her life have too much shit going on themselves to effectively tend to her and her needs, especially as she becomes a tween
But our Miguel.
Our Miguel has every reason to love her wholly and unapologetically. Because he has done some very questionable things to have this child, and he treasures every goddamn second. This is a privilege he has comprised his morals for, and he isn't taking it for granted like Gabriella's actual father.
Meanwhile, Gabriella's dad fucking vanishes one night and the guy who shows up looking close enough to fool adults, he's everything she wanted from her dad. He doesn't raise his voice, doesn't get curt. He doesn't have a new girlfriend every other month. He doesn't have this tense, confused look in his eye whenever he looks at her. The guilt is still there, but it's something else. Its not her dad not knowing how to be better. She doesn't know what it is, but has suspicions.
Her papa looks at her like he's finally figured out how to feel about her, like she's finally stopped being another responsibility or chore to tend to. This one loves her even when she needs help with homework, even when she gets in trouble at school, evening when puberty hormones make her temperamental.
Gabriella doesn't know what happened to the first one, and she never finds out. She just knows that there's something...wrong, with the man she calls Papa now, but he loves her the way she always wanted...so it's fine, right?
Miguel, for his part, sees himself teeter towards their parents. Sees himself have the thing he wants so badly, would do anything for, and skirt the line their parents crossed, their whole lives. And then, that other man with his face dies. Maybe someone else, maybe Miguel really did kill himself.
Either way.
A child gets a parent who loves them, a parent gets a child who they can love freely.
So, it's fine, right?
#TDLR; good!actual dad! Miguel is very fun and heartbreaking but consider Gabriella's OG dad being kind of shitty at being a dad#and Gabriella deciding to compartmentalize all her feelings about her og!dad and his disappearance because. the thing wearing his face?#it loves her so genuinely and carefully. the way she always wanted. so uncomplicated and tender and like shes the world to it#so its easier to pretend its her real dad and her real dad always loved her like this. and she never has to think about it#atsv#miguel o'hara#gabriella oāhara#atsv miguel#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#IDK MAN I JUST THINK. I JUST THINKā *shot by snipers*#Gabriella man. this poor girl. she had to have known. Jeff knew it was Miles because you know when your child hugs and says they love you#a child would know if it wasnt their parent hugging and saying they love them. she knew. do you think she was scared?#this poor fucking kid. her poor dad. her poor mimic dad. the poor kid mimic dad took it all out on.#this is like. this isnt generational trauma.#Miguel literally fucking invented interdimensional trauma. whag the fcu#spiderman 2099
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Terrible men & their loser sons
#I have a type#dev Harry and silver should all have group therapy and talk about their shitty dads#Norman Giovanni and Dale are all trans and I love them sm I have a general problem#dale dimmadome#Norman Osborn#giovanni pokemon#alternate universes of each other
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One of Rhaenyra's biggest opps (in HOTD) really was her own father. Because how are you going to proclaim your daughter as heir, only to then marry her best friend and have four kids, three sons, in an environment that is against women already as is but even more so with one sitting on the Iron Throne? And then, not only, do you not prepare her for anything political but scold her publicly, which isn't good for her image, and just....hardly do anything to aid her until you're on your last leg? And yet there are still fans saying he was a "great dad" and that he "did all he could". HA, I THINK NOT!
#rhaenyra targeryan#viserys targaryen#anti viserys i targaryen#hotd#house of the dragon#like he set her up so bad and it's quite sad really#like i do believe rhae fumbled on her own and was kind of not helping her case#but viserys played a role in this too#and he's just all around not a good person#he sets rhae up from the jump by not actively submitting that he chose her as his heir#and constantly leaving her second guessing as well as putting alicent in a tough spot bc why have more kids?#why put her or any other poor mother through the possibility of raising children only for them to be killed so his heir can remain?#and like even if rhae didn't want to kill her siblings (which i think is very debatable but in hotd terms might have given daemon) they#still would have been in a stick situation#don't even get me started on how he sucks at keeping peace bc he literally makes his own family resent one another#by being a shitty dad and husband. like sir you are not helping anything
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