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#hollyoaks#juliet x peri#jeri#juliet nightingale#peri lomax#these two will always have my heart#the brighton episode really was the softest#niamh blackshaw#ruby o donnel#mine; gifset
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OK correct me if I'm wrong, but I feel like the main 'yin/yang' parallel with Atsushi and Akutagawa is not something like 'this one is bad but secretly has a good side and this one is good but secretly has a bad side'.
I feel like it's more about 'who they are at their core vs who they choose to be'.
At his core Akutagawa is kind and at his core Atsushi is not. But despite this Atsushi tries every day to make the kinder choices and I love him so much for it. He has to work so hard to be good.
He wants to be a bitch SO bad I know he does but he tries his best to help people and be nice (sometimes he fails but that's OK <3)
Atsushi doesn't always WANT to help people, a lot of the time he's selfish and scared, but he does help people anyway. He keeps helping people over and over again. There's still some selfish motivation to it, and his initial motivation for helping people was because the headmaster told him that's all he was worth, but overall he does care about the people he helps and it weighs on him if he fails to save them. And of course, as the series goes on he starts helping people more because he can rather than because he feels like he needs to.
In Akutagawa's case, he's still capable of being kind but his environment led him into being someone who chooses to hurt people. But he's always been a protector at heart. In the start he was bad compared to Atsushi because he was choosing to hurt people and keep the cycle of abuse going. Just like how Atsushi developed in why he saved people, Akutagawa starts to get redeemed when he chooses to not just act on his rage. Not only does he start to spare people, but he speaks more kindly to them (apologising to Higuchi and telling Kyouka he's proud of her). It all culminates into the moment he chooses to help Atsushi and sacrifice himself for him, going back to his core value of being a protector. Even when he's finally revived, he keeps this role in his new position as Aya's Knight.
I kind of see the streaks of white in Akutagawa and the streaks of black in Atsushi not as their 'hidden sides' but as their fundamental selfs. That's who they are at their core, and their main colours (black for Akutagawa and white for Atsushi) are how they're presented to everyone else and how they try to have people see them as.
#I'm just spitballing half of this but these are also my genuine thoughts on these two and their yin/yang parallels#I'll never get over Akutagawa being a protector at heart and getting that side of him buried with rage from growing up in the PM and-#-Dazai's old teachings#also Atsushi being selfish at his core is very important to me. He's not a typical 'kind hearted' shonen protagonist. He's kind not because#-that's how he’s always been but because that's how he chooses to be#I think that kind of character is even more admirable to me#it also fits well with Dazai being his mentor. Since Dazai also doesn't have that initial desire to save people just out of kindness.#He saves people as a promise to his dead friend that wanted him to live a good life#in fact that actually fits with Jouno too#now that I think about it quite a few bsd characters fit into that 'not kind because they were born that way but because they chose to be'-#-archetype#hell yeah. That's kinda cool I like that#bsd analysis#Akutagawa#atsushi#akutagawa ryuunosuke#atsushi nakajima#sskk#shin soukoku#<- Not a ship post but adding this tag since I consider that their duo name too#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungobble my post
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evo doodling
#xmen#xmen evolution#wanda maximoff#scarlet witch#pietro maximoff#quicksilver#snap sketches#accidental sequel to my other evo drawing GODDAMMIT#chat someone remind me to make a color ref sheet on my desktop because i keep getting jumpscared when i look from my tablet to my cpu#anyways. hello. first day with my finals Almost Done and i draw the twins vjARLKVJRAKL#SORRY i just got really emo thinking of the love in pietros heart this morning ...#i was gonna draw their usual designs but i got distracted thinking of an evo comic i wanted to doodle#and then i just. and now we're here#the initial sketch i had made me sad for some reason it wasnt even that different from this final#i just got emo while drawing ... idk .... siblings looking after each other esp because of a shitty parent will always get me the most#i will end my ramble there before it gets too personal .. lol ... anyways please enjoy my doodle#i have decided to steal the freckles from rivals wanda because theyre cute i think ......#im still figurin out how to draw these two ... i like them a lot me thinks ... i would like to read more of them ..#ok BYEBYE
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Random people giving their opinion: But because the fandom is now wanting a Deadpool and Spider-Man crossover movie, they don't even match each other and they're NOT FRIENDS!
Deadpool and Spider-Man, "not being friends":
#the amount of people I saw complaining about these two#spideypool#spiderpool#Deadpool#spiderman#peter parker#wade wilson#These two will always have a place in my heart
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Ok, I decided to try and semi-render my old-man Harvey, I wanted to have some fun with new brushes... hooray, a WIP I've been putting off finally done. ^^
#RY1 fit you will always have a place in my heart...#Anyway this was fun. It's satisfying to render... I didn't expect to have another drawing out this soon but it was therapeutic...#harvey dent#two face#dc comics#fanart#tw: blood#tw: smoking#procreate#rendering practice#reginalususart
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Whatever happened. I'm to blame. No! You called my name! You came!
Dónal Finn & Grace Hodgett Young as Orpheus & Eurydice (Hadestown UK)
📽️: @callmelasagna
#hadestown#hadestown uk#hadestown west end#dónal finn#grace hodgett young#hadestownedit#these two are leaving on sunday & i'm devastated#corkeus & grace will always have my heart#callmelasagna's master#my gifs
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I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol
#wax seal#crafts#wax stamp#stationery#Window one is kind of stinky.. I was imagining like a swirly night sky sort of looking thing so it would be a surreal contrast of a night#sky with a window in the middle that shows a daytime sky - but the silver and purple wax kind of mixed too much together#with the black and it just looks very plain black and not all that starry or anything hjbhj.. Of course the eye is probably my favorite#since all I ever do is draw eyes and still like eye imagery for some reason. The four leaf clover is very lumpy and skrunkty but also it wa#the smallest in size out of all of them so was easier to do multiple stamps of just to try it out.#The heart with eyes wax is actually more swirly in person. I wanted it to be a mix of light pink and red and white. and the wax#did kind of all blend together but in person you can definitely see MORE of the intentional swirlyness. in this it just looks plain pink.#I was going to do one eye in the heart but it looked weird. but now two seems too plain. i could have done 3?? in a pattern.. hmm#alas. I wish I could make actual metal ones. With the clay i have to paint them in a thin layer of olive oil before stamping because#otherwise the wax just kind of gets stuck in the grooves of the clay and then you can't pull it up. Very wacky ''unprofessional'' looking#set up where I'm hot gluing circles of sculpey clay to short stumps of a wooden dowel that I sawed apart with a serrated bread knife#and then using an old paintbrush to put olive oil on them whilst holding a spoon over a yankee candle flame hjbjh#ANYWAY.. I think if I were middle class/rich/etc. this would be one of the main things in my crafting room is like.. SO many colors#of wax. and all different custom made stamps designed by me. which could be much more elaborate in actual metal.. muahaha.... >:)c#RHGghhh... I actually don't want to talk much about it since (this is probably just my Obsessed With My Own World Artist Delusions) I#think I have a really cool idea for a game that could genuinely be successful if i ever get to make it and I don't want to give#everything away and spoil the whole plot/concept in hopes that one day I can actually do it - BUT - a game that I'd like to make after the#visual novel I'm making now has partially to do with the main character working as a sort of writer/scribe/artist assistant in an elven#city (set in my world/with my worldbuilding species and versions of elves and etc) and I was thinking of maybe incorporating#somehow being able to collect little writing type items like these like.. you can get different wax seal patterns or pens or etc. when I do#stuff like this in Real Life it always makes me think of that like.. ouh... this is good research.. what it shall be like to be a littol#elf collecting wax seals and such.. indeed... GRR i need to be finished with my current game NOWWW... i MUST work on other#thingss... aughh... ANYWAY.. yay. accomplishment to do One Single Thing other than Sit In The Summer Heat And Rot#though also hilarious as this was the first cool-ish day that was below 80F in a while hgvh#waking up like 'wow.. i actually feel okay today?? like I could do things?? how mysterious.. I wonder why..?? :0'' Its The Weather You Fool#Tis Always The Weather
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i'd love to dry my tears as pain disappears.
#silent hill 3#heather mason#alessa gillespie#memory of alessa#silent hill#the ... (coughing up blood) the silent hill yuri guys... !SELF LOVE#i look back on a lot of my older silent hill art both posted and unposted#its not pretty. But at least i know there always been such an overwhelming love in me for silent hill's story for these two#both together as they were and separated. The pain in my heart is indescribable for these type of girls. Will always remember them xoxo#all i want in the end is for them is that if they cant find peace and kindness they can at least find some of it in eachother.#I want heather to have a good life for alessa. coughs up blood. Couguhs up blood
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Hi! I hope this is okay but I would love to hear more of ur thoughts about the Yunmeng siblings because they are important to me and your tummy hurt comic hasn't left my brain as just,,, such good immediate characterization! ^^ Thanks!
I have too many thoughts on the Yunmeng siblings to fit into a succinct post, but I can offer you a Jiang Yanli addendum to the tummy hurt alignment.
#ask#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang yanli#They way I analyze characters is in two layers - the first is how these characters act as literary devices#(i.e. their relationship to the protagonist and themes of the story)#And the second is who they are as independent characters.#Which means I have extensive thoughts on JC and JYL on a scene to scene basis as well as overall thoughts.#The tummy hurt comic was always about the different ways we process grief#and Jiang Yanli's role as the 'comforting older sister figure' despite the hurt she carries in her heart truly fascinates me.#I can relate in the sense I find it easier to care for others than care for my own grief.#But that grief caught me eventually. And it was ugly and raw.#JYL is grief in rose tinted glasses (minimized). JC is the messy chaos of grief when raw and exposed. Clever move to make them siblings!
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John Darnielle and John Oliver in the Brooklyn Masonic Temple for the AIDS Walk Benefit (2008)
#john darnielle#john oliver#the mountain goats#john oliver you beautiful man i knew you had it in you. i knew it couldn't just be colbert. you will always be the beleagured#liverpool fc loving bugle cohost of my heart#sorry for squeeing at this photo of Two Normal Men. it doesn't happen often for me you must understand#also i call c hellkitepriest on this a lot but if you saw a this photo next to what my dad looked like in 2008 you'd have me committed#my left-of-resistance-lib little meow meows. smile.
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I FUCKING LOVE MISERABLE JERKASS MALE CHARACTERS WHO TURN THEIR LIVES AND SITUATIONS AROUND AND BECOME MORE THAN WHAT THEY EVER THOUGHT THEY COULD BE AND WHAT SOCIETY MADE THEM INTO THROUGH THE SOFTENING OF THEIR TOXIC MASCULINITY AND EMBRACING THE SUPPORT OF THEIR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AS A STRENGTH RATHER THAN A WEAKNESS
GOTTA BE ONE OF MY FAVORITE GENDERS FR FR
#i'll always stan this kind of character arc#i dream of the day i can add billy butcher to this list#i want my baby girl to do better so bad#figmentforms ganon is still a work in progress#i have the utmost faith he's gonna make it#unless lor really wants to just rip my fucking heart out#cousin richie#steve harrington#zuko#gaara#doctor who#ninth doctor#miles edgeworth#kratos#riku#neku#ganondorf#last one is tale of two rulers by figmentforms btw#peak zelda fan content
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#sorry for dropping my bingies#my art#svsss#svsss fanart#mxtx svsss#luo binghe#luo bingmei#luo bingge#bingcest#thats not a tag?????????#wtf it should be#anyway i think ahout these two a lot i already have 2 more things of them to post at a later date#one is not . safe for tumblr but its fine#anyway please enjoy bingangst#bingge owns my whole entire heart#fwiw i always like to make bingmeis chest scar visible. and give him slightly lighter hair#with nibs permission in the future i will give bingge cheek scar as per their hc <3333
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me: I know there’s a very simple reason why oda did not show him I know it’s nothing crazy
also me: what if it’s cuz Blackbeard mostly took his powers and he was only ever holding back the amber lead disease he didn’t cure it
#new challenge I try to be normal about law for one second#me sitting in a national park: BEPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#I literally just tumbled out of the woods after not having service for two days#and this is what I am doing#my art#one piece#heart pirates#trafalgar law#one piece law#trafalgardwaterlaw#nsfo#one piece spoilers#chapter 1117 spoilers#chapter 1117#this is probably not compliant with the law novel#and as always I am sorry but also I’m not
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+extra panel (nsfw)
i got zapped with a seymour/audrey ii beam attack and now i can't stop drawing them. more over on... twitter...
#little shop of horrors#lsoh#seymour krelborn#audrey ii#i have ship art of the two of them on my main tumblr from 9 yrs ago. always in my heart
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Thought I needed to add the update xx
#heres to their silly happy life together#they're so cute they're so silly they're so insufferable i love them#pulling out the WE on betsy aswell#because they know its WE and US#they're in this TOGETHER#no matter what life throws at them its them against the world#they have to live and what better to live for than eachother#i can't do thissss#i cant believe this is actually real and happening and they'll be that one happy lifelong sapphic partnership i so desperately needed#because even through trials and tribulations they'll always have eachother and just auuiuughh qaa#im so used to pain and angst#that the tooth rotting fluff of these two will soothe my cold evil heart#coronation street#swarla#carla connor#carla x lisa#lisa swain#now for two weeks without them where i can finally feel normal#<- but in reality i will just be insane about jemily some more <3
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The thing that gets me about history and humanity is that you never know what is immortalized, and the things that will be immortalized are things you would never think.
I saw a person sharing a new tattoo, and it was one of Onfim's drawings. A boy who lived so long ago he is barely a blip now, but his drawings meant so much to people that somebody is now permanently marked in their skin with one of those drawings. Do you ever look at the things you make and just sit there and wonder if this is the thing that future people look at? Do you ever look at your art, your writing, your schoolwork, or anything that is yours and just wonder who will find it, who will fall in love with a piece of your humanity and become overwhelmed with emotion over? It's not unlikely. It's not totally unlikely that somebody will find a piece of you in the distant future and devoid of any other context of who you were will still love you because you were here. You were here, and you are still here, even hundreds or thousands of years later. Treat yourself with the same love that so many have for dear Onfim.
#positivity#gentle reminders#if anybody has ancient children's drawings beside onfim let me know they melt my heart#i have always wanted a tattoo of that kind of thing too and i want ideas#see if archeologists dig me up or whomever else they won't find significant tattoos or other things. they will see i have loss.jpeg on me#and i think that's just as important. these people must know that people are silly and weird and don't make sense and that's IMPORTANT#i'm just. so obsessed with this because it's instantly humanizing#what little child hasn't drawn humans with twelve fingers per hand#or those kids drawings where it's only a torso/head conglomerate with stick legs and hands#i just really lived seeing how their tattoo turned out because i wasn't sure if it would look good in ink and skin#i feel the same way about archiving the internet. i was looking for the written crochet pattern for something#and the person who wrote and created it passed away and their blog has been scrubbed#their blog only exists on the archives. their pattern is only accessible on youtube because somebody made a video tutorial with the pattern#it's an eerie feeling. they've been gone for two years but their blog has been tethered by the wayback machine
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