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starting to have a thing for long-haired vash thanks to @avoidingavoidance ‘s Come and See fic
#listen no listen to me#these two have me in Shambles#post-julai tristamp vashwood is my exact kind of hurt/comfort#nightow im watching u#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#humanoid typhoon#nicholas d wolfwood#nicholas the punisher#tristamp wolfwood#tristamp vash#tristamp vashwood#trigun#trigun fanart
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God, I'm (yet again) exhausted. What a show. I will say, flaws and all, it's still one of the best animated series I've watched. Ever. No, I don't think it deserves the vitriol it's getting on social media.
I have a LOT of emotions right now. I don't think I'm even thinking straight after watching through everything once. It definitely needs to be re-watched multiple times. No, I'm not offering any kind of insights or anything like that. I think I'm just too emotional seeing my favorite show end.
I really wanna thank the writers, directors, artists, animators, producers, and everyone else who worked on this show for this work of art. It was beautiful, and it's why I love making gifs of this show.
And just because this show has ended, doesn't mean I'll stop making things. There's two whole seasons to work with now. I hope I can have enough free time to post regularly. I still need to make some 8k wallpapers and a ton of gifs haha.
I'll take a break and sleep for now. I'll see what I can make when I wake up tomorrow. I have so many things I want to do, but I also feel like crap and I too, have a life LMAO.
Oh, and I'm still looking forward to the next stories that they tell us! Runeterra truly has amazing lore. Excited to see what's next!
Thank you for all the likes, reblogs, and support you guys give to my lil sideblog! I appreciate you guys so much <3
#personal tag#its arcane.... not everything will be happy fr but gah my heart hurts#ive also allowed replies for now in all gifsets and posts but piss me off and i will block you and close it again#i havent rlly processed everything bc ive been making gifs#but yeah im in fuckin shambles idk what to feel honestly#it rlly hurts to see ppl totally shit on the show you love but i suppose its a sign not to look at social media in general#criticisms are fine but some of them take it a bit too far#the first season was so good (and most ppl watched it with 0 expectations in mind) that the second season had too much to live up to#for what it's worth i still very much enjoyed it even with a few gripes#my grade is like 9.5/10 for s2 while s1 gets like a 11/10 haha#i have a feeling that when i rewatch the show i’ll appreciate it more since im less emotional haha the score will prolly go higher#thank you to everyone who was a part of this show <3#anyways its 2am goodnight my goal for the next coming days is a gifset or two a day#thank you everyone ily <3
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omg pookie 🙈💕
#i’m sorry these two pics have me in shambles#tears in my eyes#labored breathing#left side of my body going numb#cillian murphy
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Look, I know it's supposed to end badly. But I need to admit that in my head, they declared a mutual "fuck this shit" to the world and society. Packed all the stuff they could one late night and escaped to a remote open plain in the middle of some thick woods where they spent the rest of their lives healing and living freely in nature.
I've been having a lot of intense feelings about them as well. The tragical elements are so baked in to their story and setting, it's hard to imagine a happy ending for them. But every now and then I find myself thinking of scenarios and AUs where they both live and grow old together. For coping purposes, I suppose.
#for real though I've had several crying sessions over them during the past couple of weeks I'm not kidding#that's how you know you've perhaps gotten a little too emotionally invested in your characters#two entirely fictional dog men whose fates I have complete control over have reduced me to shambles#the unfortunate truth is that from a storytelling point the whole thing works better as a tragedy#the sadness makes the happy moments more significant and the happy moments feel bittersweet because of the sadness#for all intents and purposes they're classic star-crossed lovers#neither of them have done anything to justify such a wretched end though and I just want good things for them#I think I might have to come up with an alternate ending where Machete has the sense and chance to resign before it's too late#and move to Florence to be closer to Vasco#or maybe they both go back to Venice where they originally met that might be nice#maybe not realistic but it'd be nice#answered#dragonfoxgirl
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“You idiot. We could have been… us.”
#sending my therapy bills to neil gaiman#i’m having so many thoughts#all of them depressing#the way david delivered that line… oof#just everything in that whole scene#had me chewing on the drywall i was in shambles#aziracrow#anthony j crowley#good omens crowley#crowley#good omens aziraphale#aziraphale#crowley x aziraphale#good omens#good omens spoiler#good omens season two#good omens brainrot
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/ My goal for this year is to draw more handsome anime men and most importantly, FINISH THEM👹
#;ooc#ooc#OUGH OGUGHGHGHHGH#so long story short; i'll be applying to sell merch at my first convention#and im trying to find drawings that arent chibi or simplified- AND ITS ALL WIPS ARGRHGRHGRGRGHHGHHHHH#MY REPUTATION OF WANTING TO DRAW HANDSOME MEN BITING ME BACK#ALL WIPS; TERRIBLEEEEE IM IN SHAMBLES#i literally only have like; two finished drawings; and it doesnt showcase a consistent style AT ALL#ONE DAY HANDSOME MEN DRAWINGS.... ONE DAY-#its the perfectionism that prevents me from finishing a single piece#my c.amazotz or a.esop would have been bomb to showcase but- NOT FINISHED#and i dont really have time to finish a whole serious drawing; like at this point im sending stuff to get pri n t e d#and then i see my older drawings and i cringe so i cant add them im imim im im#LIKE NOOO A.RJU I CAN DO BETTER FOR YOU MY KING#art is so much man like; balancing getting a 'style' while learning fundamentals is sooo much#its like overwhelming frfr#E N O U G H. after this i HAVE to step out of my comfort zone even more even if i end up cringing at the results#and most importantly; learning to let go of drawings; otherwise i get too overwhelmed with the perfectionism
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So I got a survey in the mail from Veteran's Affairs today asking me how the Transition Assistance Program (TAP)* could possibly be improved. I had to brace myself against the kitchen counter and full-belly cackle a solid 30 seconds after reading that, because oh? My god? I medically retired at the HEIGHT of the pandemic. WHAT ASSISTANCE. NO REALLY. THEY DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER GETTING MY LAST DENTAL WORK HANDLED, WHICH IS A LITERAL REQUIREMENT FOR RETIRING. They fucking handwaved SO MUCH of the requirements just to get me out faster!
God. TAP is a goddamn joke. I've been in survival mode every minute of every day since retiring 3 years ago, and the best I've gotten out of the VA is a surprise upgrade to 100% disability pay and a few voicemails suggesting I should get a pap smear. Fuck off.
*TAP is for transitioning out of the military, not for transing your gender. It is still very weird to me, somebody who signed up a solid 2 years before DADT was repealed, to get pro-LGBT+ e-mails from the VA. Very cool! But very weird.
#my mental health is in SHAMBLES and not once have i gotten an e-mail about that#like yeah it's better than when i was in sure#but when i was in the only argument i had against killing myself was that i didn't trust my supervisor to take care of my cats#that is 100% not a joke#i'm alive in 2024 because i love my cats#no e-mails about mental health but BOY do they love slapping the suicide hotline on every fucking thing#fuck off#i'd trust the neighbors i've never shared two words with over the VA's suicide hotline to help me in a crisis
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me during all of minato's season 2: idk bro its just terribly executed and it all feels so dumb and convoluted that i don't even care what's happening
me during episode 12:
#minato shouji coin laundry 2#minato's laundromat 2#minatos laundromat#wash my heart#nishigaki sho#kusakawa takuya#japanese bl#jbl#bl drama#asianlgbtqdramas#gOD the confrontation in the house dESTROYED me sho and takuya killed that scene#reminded me that the two of them can actually act when the script isnt fucking stupid#and you kNOW the ending theme had me in sHAMBLES#also obviously the amnesia was stupid as fuck but i do wish we couldve gotten a bit of them dating when shin didnt remember#i loved how shin still adored minato and thought about him constantly when he couldnt remember#like yeah it was dumb but i would have enjoyed some of minato flirting with a flustered shin that doesnt remember how brazen he was#my posts
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https://x.com/Sea_tawinan/status/1852714023407730727
Tawinan naked and hot is playing with a new family member. Fine.
NOT TO BE DRAMATIC BUT IM ABOUT TO CRY ALL MY TEARS FROM THE CUTENESS OVERLOAD HE DID NOT JUST GET A NEW PUPPY TO BE ZIEWOR'S LITTLE SISTER AND CALL HER LIKE JIMMY'S FAVORITE SINGER!!!!!!!!!! LITERALLY THE TINIEST MOST ADORABLE PUPPY IN THE WORLD FOR THE SWEETEST MOST DARLING BOY SEA TAWINAN IM GETTING YOUR CUTE DOG DAD'S ASS TO JAIL!!!!!!!!!! IM JUST AN OLD WOMAN IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THIS!!!!!!!!!!
ALSO I NEED HIM TO STOP TEASING BOTH JIMMY AND US WITH A GOOD TIME AND JUST BRING JIMMY HOME TO HAVE DINNER WITH HIS FAMILY AND PLAY WITH THE DOGGOS LIKE IM SO SERIOUS RN IF I DON'T GET A PICTURE OF JIMMYSEA HOLDING LITTLE IU AND BABY ZIEWOR RESPECTIVELY SOON IM GONNA COMMIT GRAND SCALE LARCENY TO COPE
#SHE LOOKS AS BIG AS HIS HAND IM GONNA FUCKING CRY FR IM IN SHAMBLES#AND IU OF ALL NAMES#SEA TAWINAN YOU WILL HEAR FROM MY LAWYER#on another note im pretty sure this is the same anon but either way i hope it's okay if i put the two messages together ;;;;;;#AND THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOW IM GONNA CRY ABOUT THIS FOR THE REST OF THE EVENING#hope you're having a great weekend!!!!!!#sea tawinan#m: ask
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I'm so fucking upset I didn't even cry this much for ACOTAR bro and its fucking acotar
#♔ — spam !#tog#has me#in shambles#i just#finished reading#empire of storms#i know thats crazy i only have two books left and i started reading this like..#6 days back#But im so fucking devastated#tw spoilers#the way rowan was in denial because he wanted to honour lyria#good god im so devastated
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some fashion dreamer adventures from playing too much in the past two days :) (MY USER ID IS LGXwM6wQk5 FEEL FREE TO request stuff or whatever u do in this game i forgor) :
(ignore shocked shane this aint about him) made my OC dave as my first muse so i am kinda playing hard mode with the type b body situation but im like. determined now. im gonna make the flashiest and cutest and over the top outfits i can muster with the scraps theyve given the the type b (jk jk its not TOO bad its the best we've gotten so far but I do wish i could wear shorter shorts and crop tops and some of those type a socks are so cute i saw some that were like bandage thigh highs. dave should be allowed to wear thigh highs. dave should be allowed to wear thigh highs)
still having a lot of fun tho! sometime i should get around to making a type a muse but most people i meet are type a so i never run out of people to dress either way LOL
like most people i have things i hope they add in the future (like i said before, the lack of zoom is DIRE) and right now some of the currencies and levelling systems feel a little unbalanced (i have so many of the star things and bingo things and a decent amount of gacha things but the photo prop coins are my most coveted thing rn i have like 1 single one JKDLSJFDS) but im enjoying myself a lot like i knew i would
was trying to take a pic of this other player's muse that had this really neat witch situation but i accidentally made dave dab and got really scared <3
in the end we must all go to the photo egg. in the end we all go into the photo egg. the universality of the photo egg.
kinda wacky from daylight savings time changes i always get wacky i dont know what year or time it is. i spent twenty minutes scouring the ACT cocoon for the showroom stream 'cause i couldnt find it until i accidentally went into this like. basement alley. its in the basement alley <3 <3 <3
i guess we dont just go into the egg. we also. go into the. cocoons. the cocoons. in eve? cocoons in eve have. eggs in them
anyway i just unlocked cocoon FUN and its so awesome and scary and so so scary look at this bear
free this bear somebody please free this bear ignore dave posing free this bear cocoon fun has bears behind bars and gazebos that raise you into heaven its so scary and awesome
going back to the photo props my favourites so far are the flowers theyre so cute
i dont do the vertical photos that often because theyre kinda hard to do (u have to like. turn ur head or the switch to the side..... im nearly exclusively a tabletop switch player so i cant imagine what its like for docked player LOL) but this ones cute!
but yeah very fun and extremely addicting i need to go to bed. i need to go to bed. i have assignments and i need to go to bed. but i want. to make outfits..........i must.....make outfits......graaaaahhh........GRAAAAAHHHHHH (turns into a zombie before your eyes)
#i dont do enough of the making of clothes tho i keep forgetting#i think they do need to expand it more. i understand not having like patterns people draw like animal crossing#(hard to moderate for a very online game)#BUT i do think they could do some WONDERFUL things with the system they already have for making ur brand logos#like that brand logo maker is UNREAL do u want a logo of a toilet in a heart with a forest background? you can do that if u want#you can do anything in there its absurd#but if they added the ability to make like tshirt graphics or maybe even repeatable patterns with that system it would be awesome#but i do need to make more designs. my brand is in SHAMBLES#also this is besides any point but its wild playing the type b body at the default height in a world of type a's at their default heights#everyones always looking up at me. is this what its like to be tall. is this what its like#why are you looking at me like that. whats going on down there. is this what being tall is. strange and unusual#although speaking of height its awesome the height varieties between the two body types like#the default is like slightly short type a and slightly tall type b but if u want u can be the shortest little guy or the tallest lady ever#its fantastic. i think the tallest type a matched the tallest type b pretty close and same with the shortest type b to type a#u can be small. u can be big. the world is our oyster. takes your hand and we run together into the sunset
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sorry I've been unhinged lately and cursing your dashboards with all manner of posts. I'd love to promise it'll get better soon but that would probably be a lie
#a day in the life of..#idk what's up. but I'm listless and frustrated and angry and upset and having proper free time to myself in over a year#so in a way I'm also glad. but then I'm worried about going under in less than two weeks for that stupid operation#and I hate people being around me when I feel ill. and depending on others so that's gonna suck on top of everything#esp bc I'll be at my parents' for at least the 24 hours post op and I am dreading it#and life hasn't felt real for a while now. and so many things are in shambles#and a majority of it I can't even post about for reasons and it sucks bc that's what I usually do to process#anyway. your gal is a mess and I'd like to apologise to y'all for having to deal with it
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Something that I really respect about Nadia's fight is the fact that... there is absolutely a deeper story there, with Zuke and her relationship, and NSR chose to show us that it's there... but because it just isn't the type of game to tell that story, it doesn't go much deeper than what's shown to us. Quite literally, show, don't tell.
The entire fight, Nadia is doing everything she can to hurt Zuke. Doing everything she can to make him welcome her again. Because he's used to all of this, he's used to her. He's used to that fine line between what's really there and her being blurred, in the way that she speaks to him and does her illusions. And he doesn't question when it starts happening again, just tells May to stay calm.
He's accepted it. Maybe not welcomed it, but he's accepted it so easily, and she's still doing everything she can to tear his sense of reasoning to shreds.
She tells him that May doesn't deserve any of this after just tearing her down to make him listen, she goes on tangents about how they can go back to how they used to be, she gets angry enough that she starts trying to "remind him" of everything that she did for him, everything she made him to be, how he should be grateful for everything she's done and the fact that she's offering to do it again.
And by the end of it.
In the showstopper.
He isn't smiling. But he makes the choice to go to her on his own. Try to make her understand what's happening on his own.
The mere fact that Zuke is the one who apologizes while Nadia begs him to stay and that's when he smiles? Telling her that she's better than him, stronger than him, that she doesn't need him anymore?
Part of him still loves her.
But he loves himself enough to know that he can't do that again.
#these two have simply been driving me insane.#i????????#the way that he talks to her?#the way that he knows he has to put himself down to make her understand? and he's still smiling?#simply in shambles.#zuke#nadia#eve#nsr zuke#nsr eve#nsr nadia#ও ~ headcanons
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Spoilers Good Omens s2
I just finished the season, well...
Like, Neil Gaiman really saw us all saying stuff like “Good Omens should be more like Our Flag Means Death!” and went like “Ahahaha, all right :)”
#HOW COULD YOU???#I'M IN SHAMBLES#AZIRAPHALE CRYING AFTER THE KISS WILL HAUNT ME FOR YEARS#AND CROWLEY MY POOR LITTLE HISS HISS#You get it because he's a snake so he doesn't meow but hisses#I NEED TO SCREAM INTO THE VOID#Now first of all I'm barging into Hollywood and I'm forcing all the studios to accept WGA and SAG-AFTRA requests so the strike can end#Then I'm going to Amazon Prime Video HQ where I'll annoy everyone until they greenlit season 3#I can't sleep until I know it's being done#And even then we'll have to wait at least three years... *cries*#Imagine me screaming like Crowley when he got so angry he started smoking and evoking lighting#that's me rn#good omens#good omens 2#good omens season 2#good omens season two#good omens s2#good omens s2 spoilers#good omens season 2 spoilers#good omens season two spoilers#good omens season 3#manifesting#anthony j crowley#Aziraphale#ineffable husbands#ineffable divorce#so sad that tag now exists :'-)#aziracrow#Ah just to be clear since I had arleady rebblogged stuff about the ending#I had actually spoiled myself the general direction of the ending but it still hurt 🙃
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shogun steel main gang hcs bc I’m thinking about them atm and how much I love them
- I’ve said this a billion times before but I’ll keep saying it until I die, they are very affectionate with each other. Of course, it depends on the specific people and how their feeling at certain times, but they will take any opportunity to cuddle or hold hands or just generally have some kind of contact with each other for comfort. idc if this is ooc canon is what I make of it
- Ren and kite bonding over being petty third wheels to Zyro and Shinobu is an idea that is so important to me you have no idea. They will argue with each other and be dumb any other time but instantly bond over hating on those two being losers
- This is one of my hyper specific projection moments but ren specifically any time she sees them being remotely affectionate to each other at all will immediately turn to the nearest person and go “get a load of these guys”
- underrated duo dynamic is ren and takanosuke being wlw mlm rivals/besties/gossip buddies. you just know they share the most scalding of tea while training with each other
- actually I just really appreciate their dynamic as a whole. they’re both very ambitious and headstrong bladers who are constantly working their hardest to grow and improve and I think they’d really bring out the best in each other. They have some great friendly banter thrown in there too. neither of them are afraid to throw in some really funny disses
- maru is such a creechur I really cannot appreciate that enough. she has adopted everyone as a big sibling and there’s nothing they can do to stop it, she just perched on their shoulder one day and there was nothing they could do to stop it
- the only exception to this is with kite and eight, because eight and maru are like two cats who don’t like each other being mutually stanced up and staring each other down in anticipation for one of them to pounce
- eight once was showing off a bunch of skateboard tricks and Zyro was like “psh that’s easy I could do that” and immediately ate shit and died and eight laughed at him for hours and has never let him live it down since
- kite likes to pretend he doesn’t care about any of them but takes really careful notice of their likes and dislikes and makes sure to accommodate for everyone when he can and gives them really banger gifts on special occasions but frames it as him being like “I know I know I can make and find such amazing things that’s just how it is for mr perfect” and the others are like “kite holy shit this is so kind of you thank you so much????” and he tries really really hard to pretend like he doesn’t really enjoy hearing that
- sakyo does not know how to interact with any of the main gang on his own outside of beyblade but he and taka are a package deal so he tends to tag along whenever takanosuke hangs out with any of them and he’s like the awkward cousin at a family party who just sits in the corner silently bc he doesn’t know how to approach anyone
- I think it would be funny if eight randomly started hanging out with him in that way that little kids do when they just decide they like you all of a sudden and sakyo just has no idea how to deal with that but ig he’s got a snarky little dude hanging out with him now and asking if he’s got any games on his phone
- benkei does not hide the fact that ren is his favorite child. he loves all of his kids dearly but ren is his daughter and hes very attached because he sees a lot of himself in her and wants her to be less dumb than he was when he was younger (may or may not be drawing a comic with this exact premise atm)
- this one’s kind of off track but I’ve thought abt it a lot in the past and started thinking abt it again. Kenta takes a shining to sakyo and kinda takes a bit of a mentor role over him accidentally and at some point Sakyo’s like “you act like you’re so much older than me but our age gap isn’t even that big (bc I hc sakyo as like 15-16 and ss Kenta as 18-19)” and Kenta’s like “well yeah but im the adult here?? I kinda just figured???” idk it’s just a neat dynamic I like a lot
- Shinobu and Ren go clothes shopping together. Ren likes spending Shinobu’s money and they bond over what they like, stuff they could share if they wanted to, and also shit talking stuff they think is ugly
- all of them get in really stupid arguments over the dumbest things. they’ve had big group debates over which flavor of ice cream is the best or whether or not cilantro tastes like soap
that is all for now they r very important to me thank you and goodnight
#axel’s silly little thoughts#the hyper specific one is something I genuinely did to my two friends who are dating at one point lmao#holding all of them so gently in the palms of my hands#REN AND TAKANOSUKES FRIENDSHIP IS SOMETHING IVE THOUGHT ABOUT SO MUCH THEY ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME U HAVE NO IDEA#I’ve drawn this before but in a lot of their chat seshes taka talks a lot abt sakyo and at some point rens just like#‘takanosuke i am going to throw you if you don’t stop talking about this man I swear to god’#taka and sakyo are honorary members of the main gang but it’s funny bc I like to think that a lot of them dislike one or both of them#for one reason or another#Zyro is their common ground that brings all of them together#if it weren’t for him their entire group would be in shambles#also also didn’t touch on this much but benkei Madoka and Tsubasa parenting them together is something I hold so close to my heart#and if I said they were qpps-#I’m gonna be thinking abt that now
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Just watched Portrait of A Lady on Fire and -
#obsessed#never thought two yt women would have me in shambles#but here we are#ended up doing a deep dive of lesbianism afterwards#during the 18th century#lmfao#definitely a top fav#portrait of a lady on fire#personal
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