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incredibly messed up dream I had
#i literaly woke myself up so I didn't have to do it LMAO#these incredibly specific dreams#kibty#sketch
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- I HAVE HOPE (David Byrne, One Fine Day, American Utopia) || insp.
#okay SO: a note from me your local gifmaker#i know this song is originally a different album but this is made specifically with the american utopia version in mind#because the original is about making peace with your death and preparing for whatever afterlife comes next#and the au version happened a decade later and said what if we made that better world that we dream of the world that we're living in right#and we did it together. and we believed that humanity was good and capable of incredible things and that it is wonderful to be alive#happy birthday to dean winchester who is alive and well and loved#spnedit#deansbirthdaybash#cowboycoven#usermoogs#userleah#emeraldcas#talkingheadsnatural#(adjacent)#broadwaynatural#deanwinchester#deanedit#spncreatorsdaily#spndaily#mine#emma.gif
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[Image description: Two colored full body pixel art chibis of Matoba Seiji and Natori Shuuichi from Natsume's Book of Friends depicted with cat and dog features respectively. Matoba is grinning mischievously holding a hand to his face. He is wearing a kimono with a white nagagi, a dark blue haori, and shoes of the same color. He has black cat ears, a cat tail, and a cat mouth. The background is dark red. The second image is Natori smiling grandly while winking. He has one hand to his chest while the other is thrown in the air dramatically, and is wearing a black button up under a green jacket, beige pants, and brown shoes. He has brown dog ears and a fluffy dog tail. The background is light sage green. End image description.]
like nya... like woof....... yknow??
#first pixel art. first chibi. i was suffering but i made the catboy matoba of my dreams <3#the line between chibi and wildly disproportionate body is incredibly thin. I have so much respect for chibi artists now gfdkjg#I originally thought of catboy matoba bc of course. then was like wait... natori but dog... they could be matching besties AND I get to#make content specifically catered to a mutual. targeted post muahaha#also I'm writing this on my computer bc reasons. lots of firsts for me. not for any real reason i just drew it how i felt it needed to be#this was almost a gif but then I was too tired ehe#ok no more tags. bye bye#natsume yuujinchou#matoba seiji#natori shuuichi#natsume's book of friends#norstrume art#i lied. ALSO my first natori. not pictured: me asking myself how the fuck do i draw his hair#and lmk if I got the terms for matoba's outfit wrong i did some research but there are a few kimono types out there i was a bit confused..#norstrum art#new art tag for new url ^_^
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ppl shade on all might for telling midoriya he couldn't be a quirkless hero but yeah man was right 😭 boy would be flattened. there's so many other ways to help people & be a 'hero' without actually becoming a hero by title. i think that's more fun to explore than "boy with his fists vs super powered terrorists. who will win"
mhm yep yep yep like mha has a habit of falling into the power of friendship trope and dont get me wrong it might get hate but im actually a sucker for that trope WHEN IT MAKES SENSE. they cannot our hero academia the super powered immortal mega criminal. let midoriya join the support course NOW
#i DO have qualms with all might im p sure i got an ask about that not long ago that i was gonna get deeper into my thoughts on#but for this specific instance i will say while his point was incredibly real and i agree with you#that him telling midoriya to not bother with heroics WAS a valid thing to say#he also as no.1 hero should have noticed that teen boy freshly out of highly stressful situation and also displaying concerning impulses#should maybe not be left alone on a very tall building after u told him to give up on his dreams and die#like that was uh. not an amazing idea!#ask#mha
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the trc books are such BOOKS
#just spent 3 hours annotating one of my copies of them#(i bought a second set specifically for analysis based annotation)#(i also have annotation in my original set of the books but that's in pencil and mainly just thoughts as i read)#anyway yeah i was writing a bunch in mainly dream thieves around the adam with ronan's dad's mask dream scene#and then in raven king and raven boys and#then i reread that murdered - remembered noah scene and cried about him because he's such a sad sad character#i love them all incredibly much wow#i don't even really have a point to this they're just very on the brain again#trc#sasha talks
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yes it's just me whining about the same thing for the billionth time, pls just scroll past nothing new to see here 👋
#i just want to enjoy the summer but i feel like i don't deserve to if i'm not constantly trying to become employed again 😭#''apply for jobs then? problem solved'' uh-huh yes but!! i also hate applying for jobs#job seeking can be so incredibly humiliating#first i have to send them a letter BEGGING to be invited to an interview#and then i have to try and convince them that i am actually competent and good at my job even though you have my cv right there#and then afterwards they call me to tell me they found someone who they liked better than me#(or rather someone who was more competent than me judging by their work history etc.)#it's like ''yes we are hiring but not YOU specifically lol''#like. at school if you take a test you get the grade you deserve based on how you did in the exam.#it's something you can actually directly affect yourself#but if someone who's applying for the same job with me has more work experience or whatever they will get hired over me no matter what i do#(at least that's how it usually works on my field)#in which case it doesn't matter if i do well in the interview or nah. bc the other person was always going to be picked for the job anyway#and yes one could say i can then be satisfied if i did my best but it's little consolation when i'm still unemployed!!#and so every time i apply for a job and get rejected it feels like a personal failure#and to avoid that feeling of failure i want to avoid applying for jobs altogether#so yeah. being active in job seeking is more likely to relieve me from this misery but job seeking is ALSO misery. so 🤷♀️#that on top of the fact i don't even _want_ to apply for all the open positions on my field#but i feel obliged to because it's what i have a degree on. and when i'm unemployed i don't have the luxury to choose which ones i apply fo#i can't afford to be picky#I DON'T DREAM OF LABOUR I JUST NEED MONEY TO LIVE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO DO JUST ANY JOB! I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THAT!#i don't want to come home crying from work every day because i hate every single aspect of my life INCLUDING my job 😭#when this semester i actually HAD a job i didn't mind waking up to every morning 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair#to conclude i don't deserve to enjoy myself in the summer because i'm not doing enough to fix my unemployement situation#(just like i don't deserve to feel sad about being lonely because i don't work hard enough to maintain deep friendships#but that's a crisis for another day! stay tuned ✌️)
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fic moodboard inspired by grow as we go by @gayhoediaz
"I’ve heard a lot of guys get just… covered in tattoos,” he nods, gesturing vaguely. ��Just to feel like their body belongs to them, you know?”
“Yeah,” Eddie agrees. “Yeah - and that was my first thought - but I already have tattoos, and I don’t really want to be covered, but then I thought…” he trails off with a shrug, just as Buck's lips part in understanding.
“They make you shave it off.”
“Yeah,” Eddie agrees again. “It's not just - not just the service, though. Just my entire life, I’ve always felt like it was something I couldn’t do. I wasn't supposed to,” he explains. "I don't know why, no one ever told me I couldn't, but..." Once again, he trails off. Buck hums.
“So you’re doing it.”
“I’m doing it.”
Or, Eddie grows his hair out, Buck loses his mind, and they both find the secret to happiness.
#i did my very best with this i hope i got the vibes across 😭🙏#truly incredible fic reread it last night had to do a little something for it#went on a quest to find pictures of ryan with his long hair and ended up finding a bunch of other things instead aksgsjd#but in the end i just watched his scene from papi chulo and got it from there :)#tried to include some specific moments from the fic here but also just like vibes#like buck waking up from his dream. The Dream.#the breakfast in bed eddie TRIED to surprise buck with <3#the butterfly clips... yk :')#anyways yeah nie i hope you like this and i did justice to this fic 😭 everyone go read it if you haven't#buddie#buddie fic#fic moodboard#m*mbs
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bizarre how people go like “exile was ages ago!” whenever someone brings up c!tommy's abuse when c!dream still acted the exact same way in like every situation afterwards. which is. still abuse. he was still abusing c!tommy until they both fucking died. like abuse is a mindset and an action. you don’t need to be an absolute authority over someone to abuse them you just need to feel entitled to something or someone and engage in behaviour to break someone down to get it. “doesn’t that make a lot of things abuse” yes it’s just very normalised in our society.
#like deliberately trying to make someone terrified of you to get your way is abusive sorry. even the most charitable interpretations of#c!dream have him as incredibly abusive. and that’s not a bad thing! his psychology is fascinating and he’s a very deep character#It’s just bizarre to see people be like he’s not JUST a abusive and list blatant abuse as an excuse to why he wasn’t abusive#People in this fandom have a weird very specific view of what abuse is#Which excludes a lot of actual abuse while classifying things that are not abuse as abuse
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uuuuuuuuuuuuuGH she is more than my beloved she is my everything my pookie snookie my oogity boogity bear i neeeeed herrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!
#(she is literally just standing there)#sights dreamily. I love women#*I meant sighs but that might be funnier#god#ggggawd daymn!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaauuauuuuug#I can’t take it I can’t take it anymore LOOK AT HER#sobs sobs sobs sobs#I’m shaking I feel like I’m shaking inside. her#sonic#rouge the bat#sonic dream team#I want to crush her but not in a violent way I just need to. to. to . put her in the palms of my hands.#and have her#not ina romantic way or something I just#want to put her in a glitter ball#like one of those small ones that come out of crappy arcade toy vending machines#except like. a really nice detailed model with fun colors#just incredibly small#I need it. in my brain. I need this vision realized#okay I might make a stimboard I should make a stimboard for specifically this image because this is my life and I’m living it#(hopefully. one time I made a stimboard and I put it off for more than a year lmao it’s still in my drafts)#AUGH!! forget everything im making it#also#uh#ignore me just a lil. characters just make my brain rattle up inside yk#if you couldn’t tell. cough#gummii.txt
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2019 production of a midsommer night's dream ft gwendoline christie viewing experience summed up
#🃏💭#uhmmmm tbh this is the best thing i have ever seen in my life ever and i still have an hour left ima finish later but#jfc this is an incredible production the set the performance the cast it's. oh my god.#when the first notes of love on top started playing my eyes closed and i entered a commutative trance#this is such a specific joke. someone understand it. please#a midsummer night's dream#taking a chance. casting the line.#national theatre
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i'm such a greenpilled dark jade maxxer but i think ive made people associate me with blue a bit too much. my icon? blue. my blog? blue. my choice of board game pieces? blue. my reason for wanting to be player one in most games? having a blue character. why i want to play as player 2 in super mario for wii? blue toad.
#why is my online and game presence so blue#irl im out there with my green bed and green eyes and green emotional support water bottle and dreams of more#green furniture and my green phone theme and ok. i mostly wear black but most of my clothes that are of a color are green#when i was a kid i always saved these colored pencils of a specific shade of green (dark jade) bc they were so pretty to me#i never said it was my favorite color bc it was so special to me it was a secret favorite color#besides i didnt care for all green as much as thay shade as a kid#now however? i think id say green if someone asked me my fave color#you guys know the post about not having a fave color and someone guessing ita yellow and that becoming ur fave?#i think a similar thing happened to me#some years ago i wa shopping with a friend and she suggested i try something green bc itd match my eyes#and before that moment i was still in my dark jade green is my secret fave color phase#and i also thought green would look awful on me bc im so red (bc of acne. and getting flushed easy. i dont think my undertone is red.)#but it didnt! and the friend complimented me on how much it made my eyes pop out#and then i started looking at green things a bit more and it kind of escalated from there yknow#its fun when something that doesnt mean anything (in a neutral way) to someone. just a one off thought. makes something click in ur brain#leevi talks#man idk what iim even talking abiut here im so incredibly sleepy rn gn everyone
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read the scratch upd8. little too close to home
#tw vent#in tags at least#when i was reading hs like 3 ish years ago i related a lot to vriska and terezi cause i was in what i think was a really destructive#friendship qpp thing with my best friend online and a boy who liked both of us but mostly her.i was incredibly isolated irl as was my friend#and all my other online friends. i really should have seen that something bad could happen but i didnt and i got into a really deep#depression for like 3 months after but. my dearest friend girl decided to start befriending a 30 yo man and i. like an idiot. followed her#like a lovesick puppy even though all the warning bells were going off. we were in a gc with him that we texted in at all times of the day &#night and we shared selfies and dreams and our daily problems with isolation or hw or whatever. he got more and more creepy and my dearest#friend lashed out at him because she was scared while i sort of stopped talking as much because i was scared but. he still talked to me lots#in dms. he talked shit about the authority figures in our lives and isolated us from our ither online friends he made creepy picrews of me &#my friend getting married and he talked about moving in with us one day. we blocked him but sometimes he still tries to contact me. after it#blew up my friend left me and discord which is probably best and after my depression time i eventually got an irl friend or two but. i never#got over it. he did it to other people too we found out later. he always complimented me on being so sharp and talented and it was nice caus#it was really my first compliment from an adult who wasnt my family and. ig it got to my 14 yo head. anyways. the update made me cry. i had#read that it was bad and knew it would be bad for me specifically cause doc scratch always reminds me of that time in my life but. i didnt#think it would be that bad. i dont blame hs2 creators or anyone else and ig im glad i braved the storm but it was really painful to read#gonna go watch a more light hearted thing now.#if anyone sees this dw ill get over it#anyways. believe the warnings this update is very triggering and you can skip it if you want#glad i have like 5 followers rip
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I had a dream where Erakhos was wearing one of those holographic raincoats, but it also had a weird piece in the middle that I cant remember now
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Learned how to draw the toy soldier today so I am finally prepared to help you with TS propaganda!!!! What the fuck is even going on!!! It goes by it/its pronouns, it has a suit and drawn on mustache, it's voice is Jessica Fucking Law who is BEAUTIFUL (have you fuckign HEARD actaea and lyssa when she's singing lower. ETHERAL) and THEN just the fact that it doesn't even exist. It is everything and nothing at the same time. I genuinely want its gender so bad now you are incredibly correct and smart all the time forever <3
YES!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!! TOY SOLDIER PROPAGANDA!!!!!!! YES IT IS INCREDIBLY GENDER ISN'T IT!!!!!
#the mechanisms#the mechs#propaganda#IT'S INCREDIBLY GENDER AND I LOVE IT <3#it's a very polite war criminal and that in and of itself is a gender#also it's trans#like its backstory fiction uses he/him for it and it's referred to as a 'wooden man' but it says no to all that and uses it/its <3#(i mean you could argue it uses it/its bc of the whole toy/not real thing but LET ME DREAM OK)#(IT STILL SWITCHES FROM HE/HIM IN THE EARLY CONTENT TO IT/ITS THAT COUNTS FOR SOMETHING)#...also fun fact!#the toy soldier is actually what finally inspired me to start using it/its in addition to they/them#(i'd been debating doing so for a while but it inspired me to finally take the leap and try it)#getting into the mechanisms as a whole led to me coming out as trans irl actually#(not to everyone only to mayybe 10-15 people at most but that is more than the ABSOLUTELY NO ONE i was out to before)#but specifically the toy soldier is a SIGNIFICANT portion of why I use it/its#woo tag oversharing!
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Dreams that make your sleeping body physically orgasm is what we're asking here. Not just sex dreams but dreams that get sleeping you off. Technically "wet dream" usually refers to nocturnal emissions but we're leaving gender out of this and it's a catch all phrase now no matter what your downstairs has in stock.
Feel free to RB for wider input
#I've had a few and had a really major one this morning#It was so hyper specific and I know what caused it but my brain's interpretation of the sources was incredibly odd.#Sex dreams#Poll
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5 year dog plan updates: I think I've identified a breed (and 3 potential breeders), I have more clearly figured out what I don't want and what my life style will not fit and most important I need more experience with dogs in general
#so over a year ago i started doing research on owner training a service dog and i was in contact with a GSD breeder who had a puppy left#over from their last litter who was very hamdler engaged (this obviously fell through because i realized i was just too short on time before#uni and now knowing more about temperaments and genetics i wouldn't go gsd but this was a great breeder)#with what i know know i a) do not want a herding breed it would be incredibly overwhelming and b) would prefer a medium sized dog (if i find#a poodle or lab breeder I'm obsessed with I'd still go that route unfortunately my fav poodle breeder with multi sd's in their line/#offspring is in Arizona and that's basically a no go#my favourite dogs are mid sized gun dogs which do not make good prospects (see the stinky girl in her window bird watching rn) i also have#tons of experience with a Brittany spaniel and know my personal dream dog is very similar (slightly lower energy and prey drive) which puts#show-line English springer spaniels as the breed I'd be happy with and while they do great as police sniffer dogs and therapy dogs there#aren't tons as service dogs because they can be too high energy and unfocused (i know that their energy would not be a big issue if we#create good settling habits) and i really appreciate them being soft mouthed for certain tasks and my apartment is very close to tons of#river paths so we are good for breed specific enrichment and fun#i just really want more dog sitting experience and to sit in on training sessions with other people over the next few years#because I've stalked ess breeder who is so transparent and has tons of show experience and does incredible socialization#they would also just be really good people to talk to about the breed#i just there are reasons the popular breeds are popular but i find herding dogs incredibly overwhelming and labs and goldens put everything#in their mouths and end up sick from it (I've also mcas reactions after petting all the goldens in my neighborhood)#and poodles are smarter than me and i am a low maintenance grooming girl (i could handle shave done with poms though)#i have no poodle experience outside badly bred Doodles#of popular breeds the one I'd work best with is a bernese mountain dog but they are a grooming challenge and I'm going to live in a smallish#apartment and exclusively use public transit (the fab 3 would also struggle a bit with this since they are mid-large(
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