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dapper-lil-arts · 7 months ago

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incredibly messed up dream I had

#i literaly woke myself up so I didn't have to do it LMAO #these incredibly specific dreams #kibty #sketch

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greatcometcas · 2 years ago

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- I HAVE HOPE (David Byrne, One Fine Day, American Utopia) || insp.

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bellezzamortale · 15 days ago

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"#...rafans who for the most part had. ahem #some strong opinions on juan carlos ferrero" oooh can you say more pls im curious

oh it's really just exactly what you think it would be, lmao.

idk if you were on tennis twitter during the peak big 4 era, but if you weren't the one thing you've got to know is that it's nothing like the cute little tennis tumblr community. on here we all love out faves and if we have players we don't like, we mostly keep it to ourselves.

meanwhile 2010s tennis twitter? was insanely tribal. it was a battle field where most fans of the big 3 thought of themselves as footsoldiers in the war effort of establishing their fave as the GOAT.

rafans, fedfans and nolefam have been on the warpath since forever. in the 2010s when roger was still at the peak of his powers some fedfans hated rafa so much i once saw one of them refer to him as "sewer slime". lots of fans are completely convinced all the other big players are dopers and only their personal favourite is clean, and that the other players are faking their injuries and only their personal favourite is really hurt, etc etc.

so of course when juanki took little jabs at rafa every once in a blue moon in interviews, how many hardcore rafans were saying "aw he's had a rough go at it with injuries for years, and rafa is a young upstart who came in and totally stole his spotlight, i can see how that could be upsetting, lets give the man a bit of grace"? uh. not a lot 😭😂

so my introduction to the man was basically only rafans making snide comments about him being jealous and a bad sport, because he was already retired for a couple of years when i joined twitter so i never got to saw him play live.

the strangest part of it all was that i distinctly remember a couple of rafa fans (i could probably count them on one hand though) who just... distrusted ferru by association? because if ferru was so close with someone who clearly didn't like rafa, then surely ferru himself had to bear a grudge against rafa and was just hiding it really well!!! they were constantly on the lookout for the most minor infraction, i got unfollowed by like 5 people over a completely harmless joke ferru made after the 2015 rio open final that people adamantly took out of context.

good times! everyone was completely off their rocker and i wouldn't have missed it for the world 😌

#asks #challengerers #tl:dr twitter rafans read the sames quotes that tumblr users just think of as funny bits of drama; and never forgave and never forgot #maybe that was just my specific rafan bubble tho #oh ALSO: rafans and nolefam were all completely convinced there was a media conspiracy against declaring their faves as GOAT #rafans swore up and down the mainstream tennis outlets were all pseudo-british elitists who worship the ~noble art of grass court tennis~#and look down on southern european and south american clay court specialists and play down their achievements #nolefam are to this day convinced it's a western conspiracy against eastern europe or something and getting increasingly weird about it #(honestly neither were completely wrong and no reporters are free from bias but the idea that any of it was on purpose is obviously whack)#so everyone was incredibly overprotective of their favourite player #there were people who would call you a fake fan if you criticised any coaching or marketing or exhibition booking decision lmao #sorry for the wall of text! but 2010s tennis twitter was such a fever dream i just had to drop some overly specific lore lmaooo

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wandercr · 3 days ago

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ngl, sometimes i get a little sad that fo3 has kind of faded into obscurity in the fallout rpc. don't get me wrong, i totally get that it's not everyone's cup of tea, but it seems like it totally gets undersold to people as being inherently "bad" or SO much worse than fnv and fo4, like they're not all buggy, plot-hole riddled disasters with a myriad of gems to pluck for roleplay purposes. (mostly fo4, though, obsidian please make more fallout games.)

fo3 was kind of my childhood, in a way? i used to watch my brother play for HOURS, and it took me years to work up the courage to play such a "scary" game, and it's been my favorite game since i was like ... ten? and yeah it has a lot of flaws, but it has such a captivating atmosphere, interesting karmic choices and a lot of characters that are total diamonds in the rough.

idk why i'm posting this i just want people to talk about fo3 with and write in that part of eliana's timeline with 😔

#╰ ✿ ╮ ━ ❝ sky speaks. ❞ ( ooc )#i hope this doesn't come across as vaguing like i promise i am talking to a void rn not to any specific folks #no other fallout game has ever captured my heart in the same way as fo3 so i'm incredibly biased #i used to love fnv a lot too (and still do) but i lost a 100 hr playthrough on it like 10-12 years ago and i've never recovered #like if u can stay sane after losing ur save that you'd finally completed dead money on then u are stronger than ME #part of me hopes there's a remaster for fo3 in the future so that people might be able to play and enjoy it!#it's so old now that making it work on pc is hell and it could barely run on old consoles on release #my xbox s series or whatever it is runs it like a dream though #it's still buggy but it doesn't freeze jfakgjhfkhg

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brionysea · 4 days ago

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*thinking about all the times the batman (2022) hinted at dick grayson*

#the batman #dick grayson #the little orphan boy #bruce vaulting across the room to shield him at his father's funeral #what's black and blue and dead all over #vengeance isn't enough gotham needs hope #selina namedropping bludhaven #in fact selina's whole thing of wanting to kill a killer but ending up not doing it because of bruce (it works better with a child)#as well as bruce's general character arc of realising that batman needs to do more than punch people #it leads into it so well #give him a circus child #selina calling him out on his rich asshole bullshit is obviously incredible #now imagine that irreverent attitude coming from a child with more social grace than bruce wayne could ever dream of #comedy gold #(the rich asshole bullshit specifically is more jason and steph's wheelhouse but we're not there yet)#bruce would skulk into the manor after falling in gotham harbour because he hasn't told the new kid he's batman yet #and dick would be hanging upside down from a bannister 20 feet in the air like 'why do you look like a drowned rat'#what's bruce supposed to say to that huh? deny it? it's true

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theflyingfeeling · 7 months ago

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yes it's just me whining about the same thing for the billionth time, pls just scroll past nothing new to see here 👋

#i just want to enjoy the summer but i feel like i don't deserve to if i'm not constantly trying to become employed again 😭#''apply for jobs then? problem solved'' uh-huh yes but!! i also hate applying for jobs #job seeking can be so incredibly humiliating #first i have to send them a letter BEGGING to be invited to an interview #and then i have to try and convince them that i am actually competent and good at my job even though you have my cv right there #and then afterwards they call me to tell me they found someone who they liked better than me #(or rather someone who was more competent than me judging by their work history etc.)#it's like ''yes we are hiring but not YOU specifically lol''#like. at school if you take a test you get the grade you deserve based on how you did in the exam.#it's something you can actually directly affect yourself #but if someone who's applying for the same job with me has more work experience or whatever they will get hired over me no matter what i do #(at least that's how it usually works on my field)#in which case it doesn't matter if i do well in the interview or nah. bc the other person was always going to be picked for the job anyway #and yes one could say i can then be satisfied if i did my best but it's little consolation when i'm still unemployed!!#and so every time i apply for a job and get rejected it feels like a personal failure #and to avoid that feeling of failure i want to avoid applying for jobs altogether #so yeah. being active in job seeking is more likely to relieve me from this misery but job seeking is ALSO misery. so 🤷‍♀️#that on top of the fact i don't even _want_ to apply for all the open positions on my field #but i feel obliged to because it's what i have a degree on. and when i'm unemployed i don't have the luxury to choose which ones i apply fo #i can't afford to be picky #I DON'T DREAM OF LABOUR I JUST NEED MONEY TO LIVE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO DO JUST ANY JOB! I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THAT!#i don't want to come home crying from work every day because i hate every single aspect of my life INCLUDING my job 😭#when this semester i actually HAD a job i didn't mind waking up to every morning 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair #to conclude i don't deserve to enjoy myself in the summer because i'm not doing enough to fix my unemployement situation #(just like i don't deserve to feel sad about being lonely because i don't work hard enough to maintain deep friendships #but that's a crisis for another day! stay tuned ✌️)

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marcelineuntitled · 7 months ago

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the trc books are such BOOKS

#just spent 3 hours annotating one of my copies of them #(i bought a second set specifically for analysis based annotation)#(i also have annotation in my original set of the books but that's in pencil and mainly just thoughts as i read)#anyway yeah i was writing a bunch in mainly dream thieves around the adam with ronan's dad's mask dream scene #and then in raven king and raven boys and #then i reread that murdered - remembered noah scene and cried about him because he's such a sad sad character #i love them all incredibly much wow #i don't even really have a point to this they're just very on the brain again #trc #sasha talks

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buck2eddie · 1 year ago

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fic moodboard inspired by grow as we go by @gayhoediaz

"I’ve heard a lot of guys get just… covered in tattoos,” he nods, gesturing vaguely. “Just to feel like their body belongs to them, you know?”

“Yeah,” Eddie agrees. “Yeah - and that was my first thought - but I already have tattoos, and I don’t really want to be covered, but then I thought…” he trails off with a shrug, just as Buck's lips part in understanding.

“They make you shave it off.”

“Yeah,” Eddie agrees again. “It's not just - not just the service, though. Just my entire life, I’ve always felt like it was something I couldn’t do. I wasn't supposed to,” he explains. "I don't know why, no one ever told me I couldn't, but..." Once again, he trails off. Buck hums.

“So you’re doing it.”

“I’m doing it.”

Or, Eddie grows his hair out, Buck loses his mind, and they both find the secret to happiness.

#i did my very best with this i hope i got the vibes across 😭🙏#truly incredible fic reread it last night had to do a little something for it #went on a quest to find pictures of ryan with his long hair and ended up finding a bunch of other things instead aksgsjd #but in the end i just watched his scene from papi chulo and got it from there :)#tried to include some specific moments from the fic here but also just like vibes #like buck waking up from his dream. The Dream.#the breakfast in bed eddie TRIED to surprise buck with <3 #the butterfly clips... yk :')#anyways yeah nie i hope you like this and i did justice to this fic 😭 everyone go read it if you haven't #buddie #buddie fic #fic moodboard #m*mbs

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thereallyreallylatebird · 1 day ago

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Had a dream where I accidentally went into the men's bathroom but nobody in there even looked twice at me bc I was presenting masc for some reason and. I liked it. I liked people assuming I was a guy.

I've never felt that way irl, and I quite like being a woman, so this is very odd. Maybe it's a sign a should try out a more masculine style?

#also I'm pretty sure this has something to do with the new dnd game I've been binging #specifically bc one of the characters is actually two characters #one who had the body originally (and is incredibly sweet actually I love him)#and one who is the spirit of a sorcerer who somehow ended up in his body after she was burned for witchcraft (she's a badass)#and they basically switch off every time the other falls asleep or gets knocked out #and the body I was in in the dream looked at lot like this character #so #yeah #thereallyreallylatebird #dreams

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proudfreakmetarusonikku · 1 year ago

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bizarre how people go like “exile was ages ago!” whenever someone brings up c!tommy's abuse when c!dream still acted the exact same way in like every situation afterwards. which is. still abuse. he was still abusing c!tommy until they both fucking died. like abuse is a mindset and an action. you don’t need to be an absolute authority over someone to abuse them you just need to feel entitled to something or someone and engage in behaviour to break someone down to get it. “doesn’t that make a lot of things abuse” yes it’s just very normalised in our society.

#like deliberately trying to make someone terrified of you to get your way is abusive sorry. even the most charitable interpretations of #c!dream have him as incredibly abusive. and that’s not a bad thing! his psychology is fascinating and he’s a very deep character #It’s just bizarre to see people be like he’s not JUST a abusive and list blatant abuse as an excuse to why he wasn’t abusive #People in this fandom have a weird very specific view of what abuse is #Which excludes a lot of actual abuse while classifying things that are not abuse as abuse

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sysig · 10 days ago

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New toys ✨ (Patreon)

#Doodles #Original #I found a gift card that had been swallowed by my chair for the past ??months and so opted to get myself some new tools!#I've been wanting new erasers for sooooooo incredibly long now hwahh #I've been using stick erasers - the kind that you can kachunk out similar to a utility knife? Retractable like that - since high school #Even sharpening them to get a finer point - if you'll recall from my getting .3 drafting mechanical pencils I draw Very small lol #But they'd never stay sharp for long! And getting fine details had to fall on the editing side of things when I Wanted my paper to be clean!#So I finally bit the bullet and got myself some shiny news :D And then my laptop charger broke and I had to use the rest for that :/#But I still got the erasers so! I'll take it! Lol #And I do quite like them ♪ They still don't Quite beat out my current favourite brick eraser that I got I think two birthdays ago?#Or last Christmas? From my brother <3 Such a sweetheart ♥ It's been working Fantastically but it is - as stated - a brick #Fine details =/= brick #Which sucks Especially now because if you look at that second one - the examples - The Brick is an Excellent eraser!!#Leaves no scannable residue is Extremely clean and shiny! And it has a soft formula that is very friendly on the paper! I love it #If I could have a stick of That in my new mechanical guys I would in a heartbeat buuuut it's a different formula for stability :P #I get why but uughhhh #Not to say that the others are bad! There's also the learning curve element! Still getting used to them!#But you can probably guess that I doodled my positive reaction before scanning lol - it looks clean to the naked eye! Computers see more smh #I ended up with a multipack of all the same brand of erasers but in different shapes :) Two mechanical two bricks and one sharpenable #And one kneaded but those dry out so fast I tend not to use them lol #So far I have completely fallen for my sharpenable of all things haha ♪ It just has Such a fine point!! And a shavings brush on the end!#It's kind of silly with how long it is lol but I like it!#I think part of it Has been user error - I'm pretty sure I over-brushed some of my doodles which caused the graphite to rub off #Specifically into the supposed-to-be-white sections - if you remember the dream comic I made with Gaster and Papyrus you can imagine #Lots of residue that makes it a long edit :P The whole idea is to make editing easier by Not having lines or toning where it's not wanted!#Still a bit hit or miss but I'm Very willing to keep working with them haha - they make my page-eyes happy if nothing else #I feel like I can spend a bit more time on the drawing side of things - more willing to make it prettier before scanning :)#Which is what I want!! I want more time drawing and less time editing!! Even just proportionately #So I'm pleased overall ♪

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gummiix · 10 months ago

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uuuuuuuuuuuuuGH she is more than my beloved she is my everything my pookie snookie my oogity boogity bear i neeeeed herrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

#(she is literally just standing there)#sights dreamily. I love women #*I meant sighs but that might be funnier #god #ggggawd daymn!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaauuauuuuug #I can’t take it I can’t take it anymore LOOK AT HER #sobs sobs sobs sobs #I’m shaking I feel like I’m shaking inside. her #sonic #rouge the bat #sonic dream team #I want to crush her but not in a violent way I just need to. to. to . put her in the palms of my hands.#and have her #not ina romantic way or something I just #want to put her in a glitter ball #like one of those small ones that come out of crappy arcade toy vending machines #except like. a really nice detailed model with fun colors #just incredibly small #I need it. in my brain. I need this vision realized #okay I might make a stimboard I should make a stimboard for specifically this image because this is my life and I’m living it #(hopefully. one time I made a stimboard and I put it off for more than a year lmao it’s still in my drafts)#AUGH!! forget everything im making it #also #uh #ignore me just a lil. characters just make my brain rattle up inside yk #if you couldn’t tell. cough #gummii.txt

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ropertplant · 1 year ago

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2019 production of a midsommer night's dream ft gwendoline christie viewing experience summed up

#🃏💭#uhmmmm tbh this is the best thing i have ever seen in my life ever and i still have an hour left ima finish later but #jfc this is an incredible production the set the performance the cast it's. oh my god.#when the first notes of love on top started playing my eyes closed and i entered a commutative trance #this is such a specific joke. someone understand it. please #a midsummer night's dream #taking a chance. casting the line.#national theatre

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perilegs · 6 months ago

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i'm such a greenpilled dark jade maxxer but i think ive made people associate me with blue a bit too much. my icon? blue. my blog? blue. my choice of board game pieces? blue. my reason for wanting to be player one in most games? having a blue character. why i want to play as player 2 in super mario for wii? blue toad.

#why is my online and game presence so blue #irl im out there with my green bed and green eyes and green emotional support water bottle and dreams of more #green furniture and my green phone theme and ok. i mostly wear black but most of my clothes that are of a color are green #when i was a kid i always saved these colored pencils of a specific shade of green (dark jade) bc they were so pretty to me #i never said it was my favorite color bc it was so special to me it was a secret favorite color #besides i didnt care for all green as much as thay shade as a kid #now however? i think id say green if someone asked me my fave color #you guys know the post about not having a fave color and someone guessing ita yellow and that becoming ur fave?#i think a similar thing happened to me #some years ago i wa shopping with a friend and she suggested i try something green bc itd match my eyes #and before that moment i was still in my dark jade green is my secret fave color phase #and i also thought green would look awful on me bc im so red (bc of acne. and getting flushed easy. i dont think my undertone is red.)#but it didnt! and the friend complimented me on how much it made my eyes pop out #and then i started looking at green things a bit more and it kind of escalated from there yknow #its fun when something that doesnt mean anything (in a neutral way) to someone. just a one off thought. makes something click in ur brain #leevi talks #man idk what iim even talking abiut here im so incredibly sleepy rn gn everyone

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mechanicalbowtye · 4 months ago

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read the scratch upd8. little too close to home

#tw vent #in tags at least #when i was reading hs like 3 ish years ago i related a lot to vriska and terezi cause i was in what i think was a really destructive #friendship qpp thing with my best friend online and a boy who liked both of us but mostly her.i was incredibly isolated irl as was my friend #and all my other online friends. i really should have seen that something bad could happen but i didnt and i got into a really deep #depression for like 3 months after but. my dearest friend girl decided to start befriending a 30 yo man and i. like an idiot. followed her #like a lovesick puppy even though all the warning bells were going off. we were in a gc with him that we texted in at all times of the day &#night and we shared selfies and dreams and our daily problems with isolation or hw or whatever. he got more and more creepy and my dearest #friend lashed out at him because she was scared while i sort of stopped talking as much because i was scared but. he still talked to me lots #in dms. he talked shit about the authority figures in our lives and isolated us from our ither online friends he made creepy picrews of me &#my friend getting married and he talked about moving in with us one day. we blocked him but sometimes he still tries to contact me. after it #blew up my friend left me and discord which is probably best and after my depression time i eventually got an irl friend or two but. i never #got over it. he did it to other people too we found out later. he always complimented me on being so sharp and talented and it was nice caus #it was really my first compliment from an adult who wasnt my family and. ig it got to my 14 yo head. anyways. the update made me cry. i had #read that it was bad and knew it would be bad for me specifically cause doc scratch always reminds me of that time in my life but. i didnt #think it would be that bad. i dont blame hs2 creators or anyone else and ig im glad i braved the storm but it was really painful to read #gonna go watch a more light hearted thing now.#if anyone sees this dw ill get over it #anyways. believe the warnings this update is very triggering and you can skip it if you want #glad i have like 5 followers rip

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shuruzy · 5 months ago

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I had a dream where Erakhos was wearing one of those holographic raincoats, but it also had a weird piece in the middle that I cant remember now

#i like when my dreams supply me with incredibly specific shit #ocs #character: erakhos

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