#these are all from like. february LOL

[frostios]

collection of emotes I created for the @sthbigbang event discord! feel free to use them if you'd like!

bonus sonic that never made it to the server. scary.

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

Real conversation I had recently. Its HIS DAY!!!

[vanweezer]

from february 💘

[tennessoui]

wip wednesday (early cause im offline tmrw)

When the dust settles, Obi-Wan is surprised to find himself still standing.

It takes all of him, he thinks, the end of the war. It takes everything he has.

He used to wonder, in a distant, nebulous way, what it would feel like in the aftermath. How his life would return to the routines he held before Geonosis, if the cadence of Temple life would feel strange and unfamiliar to him after so long spent in the trenches. If he would miss the sound of his men behind and around him, the steady stream of words and laughter and presence of others, at all times, surrounding him.

It’s only when the dust settles, when the first grains of sand whip through the arid desert air to sting his eyes, that he realizes that every time he ever allowed himself to think about the end of the war, he’d always assumed that they would win. He had never truly thought they would be defeated. That the Jedi Order, the Temple itself, so strongly entrenched in the galaxy and in Coruscant and in Obi-Wan’s world view, were capable of falling.

He had cautioned others against the same assumptions the moment he heard them. He had warned his own padawan to not look too far into the future, to not plan too much for the war’s end. He had told many people—clones, civilians, holonet reporters, other Jedi—that it was dangerous to think of the war as something they would inevitably win. Nothing was inevitable, especially not victory.

But he realizes now, only now, only as he traverses the desert on the back of a stolen eopie, wearing robes still smelling so strongly of volcanic sulfur that his eyes are stinging with reactionary tears, that he’d thought. He’d always thought. 

He’d never really considered…this.

This aftermath, where he is still standing on shaking legs and everything that he has ever cared for in the world has become ash, has become the dust settling around him.

Everything he has ever known and loved and fought for has slipped through his fingers. When the dust settles, when he looks down at his hands, he expects to find them empty.

Instead, there is a baby in his arms.

And he knows—he knows intimately how much damage these hands are capable of. What hurt these hands can inflict even on those he loves. Loved. 

He knows, as the homestead rises up in the fading light of the two suns, that these hands should not cradle this baby. Not the son of the man he has murdered. Not his brother’s son. Not his padawan’s. Not Anakin’s.

He knows the babe is safest here on this farm in the care of this couple. He knows he must leave the child with them, to raise and love a thousand times better than he is capable of. He has tried before. He has failed one Skywalker already.

He knows. 

And he can’t. He cannot let him go.

While the Galactic empire rises on one side of the galaxy, the dust settles on the other and Obi-Wan Kenobi looks down at the babe in his hands and realizes that he cannot let him go.

Not another Skywalker.

[why-the-heck-not]

got a new laptop, feeling like a kid on christmas eve & I’m learning to use notion bc idk it fits the agenda of today (which is to transfer my life onto this one now)

[fairyroses]

She was the only thing I was living for. I’m sorry for your loss, sir, but right now we need to get you airborne. Police will be here any minute. I’m well aware of that. I’m turning myself in.

— SMALLVILLE, “Bizarro” (7.01)

[icewindandboringhorror]

misc photo diary stuff.. also this unintentionally all matches sort of lol.. warm toned photos?

[billdenbrough]

BLOOD EVERYWHERE

aftg · aaron minyard centric · 10.5k, t on trauma, mirrors, and memories

Before Nicky can do more than open his mouth, Andrew says, “I’m abstaining from violence.” Nicky closes his mouth and looks at him. Andrew smiles, almost as guileless as when he’d been on his meds, and spreads his hands. “Joan of Exy’s convinced me.” Aaron snorts. That seems to wake Kevin up, and gets him back on track. “Andrew’s not involved,” he tells Nicky impatiently. “Between Aaron and Neil.” “Why are Aaron and Neil fighting?” Nicky wants to know. “They’re not,” Kevin says at the same time that Neil says, “He’s jealous of my superior relationship,” and Aaron says, “Have you met him?”

read on ao3

[goldensunset]

i'm sorry if this is annoying and/or has already been asked but i really loved your liveblogging of the unova saga of pokespe especially since i never finished the b2w2 part. because it went through hiatus hell. i remember being mad that the x and y (and i think ? even alpha sapphire and omega ruby) arc started while b2w2 was still unfinished. fun times it was really fun to see your reactions to things and reliving the time when i first read them

but!! i was curious if you'd ever consider liveblogging the sinnoh saga (diamond,pearl,platinum) of pokespe?

AAAAAH THANK YOU!!!!! it’s not annoying at all it makes me so happy. bc i always wonder to myself ‘hmmm could my incessant spam liveblogging be construed as annoying to others even if i tag it? 🤔’ and then i ultimately decide ‘naaaaaahhhhh……….’ and keep going. it brings me joy knowing others enjoy reexperiencing things vicariously through my silly little rambles!

as for your question- i do want to read that arc someday!! i should’ve last year back when dppt was fresh in my mind but that just means i’ve saved that joy for later. honestly it sounds fun!!! and rest assured i will liveblog anything i play read or watch. because if i have thoughts i am not capable of containing them

[sysig]

Your Weekly TV Guide

On Monday you can expect:

2:30 PM: Fellplates

And Tuesday:

2:30 PM: Adventure Time - Simon(s)

Wednesday:

2:30 PM: Pajama Sam

Thursday:

2:30 PM: PJSam

Friday:

2:30 PM: Star Control II - Helix

Saturday:

2:30 PM: The Mouse and the Mermaid

Sunday:

2:30 PM: Handplates

Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)

[running-in-the-dark]

my (virtual) meeting with my thesis advisor is in... 7 hours. I'm sort of almost finished writing the exposé that I was supposed to write. sort of. I'll probably need another hour or two until I feel okay enough about it to actually get any sleep.

unfortunately my left arm is realllly starting to hurt and I can't lift it much anymore (thanks to the covid booster I got today). hopefully I'll get it done anyway. and hopefully the pain won't be so bad that I can't sleep.

[avatardoggo]

soooo i was right 🫠😐🫥 the Friend like likes me and it seems e v e r y o n e around me has known sINCE FEBRUARY

[kohakhearts]

by the way i am going to get to asks and such soon, i just am super busy at the moment (yay for 6 day work-week in a field where your days off are dedicated to doing even more work) but i have blorbo thoughts and i will absolutely make them everyone else’s problem as soon as i have more than one (1) hour of brain power a day to do something that isnt Work or School related

[m00n-pr1sm]

me making a cosplay 4 days before my ap chem exam (with 2 more exams and 2 big assignments due, all in the same week) from a game that has been out for 2 days to distract myself bc I feel sick from stress and my period and I’m sleep deprived is so mecore tbh

[bi-moonlight]

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[fingertipsmp3]

Dentist today. Crying screaming and throwing up