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For the character ask game: Cosette, 2 + 25 👀
Thanks for the ask, even though I'm answering it late! (For this ask meme) #2. Favorite canon thing about this character? My favorite canon thing about Cosette is the way she parallels Jean Valjean-- not just in their traumatic backstories, but also in the way they both often "perform" politeness and kindness. Cosette needs to perform happiness for Jean Valjean in order to convince him to take care of himself, and it's...deeply sad! She has to 'trick' him into not doing self-destructive things by framing it in cheerful lighthearted ways, papering over difficult problems with polite nothings, pretending not to be that frightened or upset, and it's...very sad. And it feels like something that he taught her. The moments when she attempts to stop all the cheerfulness and talk to her father directly always tend to end with Jean Valjean breaking down-- like the moment when she asks "are you angry with me because I am happy?" or her attempts to ask directly about her mother, which both end with Jean Valjean shedding tears and avoiding her questions. There's something very realistic about that failure to communicate. I don't know whether Hugo fully considered this a negative thing-- but I do think he understands the way that children often put on a great performance of happiness in order to help their parents. Cosette is in many ways just Victor Hugo projecting his trauma over the death of his own young daughter onto Jean Valjean and Cosette's relationship, and like. As much as Cosette's writing is often deeply imperfect/ sexist, and as much as I think she should've been given more interiority and agency in the end of the story--- I think you can tell that Hugo did sincerely love his daughter? Cosette doesn't feel like a one-note cloying ingenue to me, but a fictionalized version of a real daughter Victor Hugo sincerely loved. I also think that Child-Cosette in particular is written very well! Lots of authors struggle to write children, but Hugo really captures a lot of the way children think and speak-- young Cosette isn't a cloying innocent ingenue, she's a starving frightened angry child, and it makes her teenage self far more interesting as a contrast. As a random addition: Hugo doesn't go into this, but it's fascinating how Cosette is extremely good at lying. She and Jean Valjean kind of share that talent. Very few people manage to trick Jean Valjean-- Marius fails utterly at pretending he's not in love with Cosette, and falls into all of his traps-- but Cosette manages to hide a secret love affair from him for a very long time. It's interesting how the two of them are very good at lying and concealing things from each other, and I don't fully know what to make of it.
Also my hot take is that anyone who thinks Cosette is a bland one-note ingenue should read Charles Dickens' A Tale of Two Cities, and contrast her with Lucie Manette. XD I used to be obsessed with A Tale of Two Cities, but it's basically just "what if Les Mis was bad and all the criticisms about it were actually true?" That novel also features a young ingenue who takes care of her traumatized ex-prisoner father-- but unlike Cosette, Lucie has no interiority or depth, and doesn't feel like anything resembling a real human young girl. All of the interesting things about Cosette- like her naivete/coming of age story, or the way her excessive bubbliness is often an act she puts on for her father's happiness, or her silly funny dialogue, or her own hard past that parallels her father's-- just aren't there. Again, there are lots of places where I think Hugo's writing of Cosette fails; but there's also a lot of interesting details that are easy for people to explore and dig deeper into in fanworks.
25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?
My first impression of this character was that she was Fine, but not very interesting? But the more I got invested in the novel and the fandom, the more I appreciated her as a character! Hugo's writing of her is deeply flawed, and she isn't given enough attention in the ending of the book specifically, but there's enough really compelling stuff there to be a great jumping off point for fanworks. I think I already answered how I see her now in the previous question, but I want to add that I also like that she's nicknamed Madame LaNoir, or the Lady in Black. Goth Cosette is canon! That's very fun to me.
#les mis#it takes me a while to gather thoughts#but yay thanks!!#see like#you cant write a fanfic about lucie manette from a tale of two cities#because theres just like Nothing#theres nothing to build off#shes not even a character#while Cosettes writing is flawed theres still Stuff There#I say this as someone who read A Tale of two cities an ungodly amount of times during my Dickens phase
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I really just saw someone say that Jily makes no sense in fanon, but Jegulus does because there’s nothing on them in canon…
#if that’s not about the stupidest thing said#then idk what is#cuz what?#that makes no sense#you can make literally anything in fanon make sense with enough imagination#and if anything jegulus not having canon moments makes it the one that makes the less sense#bc theres nothing to build off from#you have to make it up as you go#and from what we know about james in canon we know that jegulus would never work or happen#you’d have to completely change james’ morals or whatever for it to ever see the light of day#bc that pairing goes against what he stands for#think of it like this: if he would never get with snape (a death eater) then he would never get with regulus (another death eater)#harry potter#anti jegulus#jily#anti marauders stans#anti marauders fandom
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Decided to visualize a bit of my AU ideas…
thank ya @tinybrainboy for giving me the motivation/inspiration to visualize more of this idea :333333
#This Is A Bad Team Building Exercise#The main idea is just brothers growing closer through dealing with reset jargon#theres a lot more but im keeping it all really vague cause i still dont know what imna do with it-#I just like#thinking about it#a lot#Gaster is SUCH A BITCH in this OH MY GOD#I HATE HIM SO MUCH#he is absolutely nothing like Forgettable AU Gaster/Wingdings but id be lying if I said part of this au wasnt inspired off of that#and the Insomnia trailer#and the How To Kill A Time Traveler video#and-#THIS HAS JUST BEEN A CONCEPT FLOATING IN MY MIND FOR AGES#and now im tryna actually put all the pieces together#All imna say about Gaster in this is#when he says ‘I love traumatizing my OCs’#take that as literally as possible#because thats basically what he does/what Papyrus and Sans are to him#its a whole thing#ITS WEIRD#**AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH**#im also thinking of renaming it to ‘This is a REALLY bad team building excercise’#or ‘This is a bad trust exercise’#i dunno#I just want a long and stupid name cause I really like long and stupid names for stories and aus
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Some sillay doodles!! Qinterwatcher + trans jade-winglet doodles <3 I tend to do these silly (very off model & probably real out of character) jade winglet doodles as warm ups & cool downs after bigger drawings !! They’re fun to do
#(also when I say off-model i mean of my personal designs for them . canon designs mean nothing to me lmao)#it’s taken me weeks to build the confidence (?) to post these i do not know why#i did most of these during artfight 👍 theres a lot more but its mainly just little doodles of them standin around#either way I headcanon the entire jade winglet as trans in some way <3 you can put your own headcanons onto that as you please but my#personal headcanons are -#winter (trans man) Turtle (transfem) Moon (transmasc / nonbinary) Kinkajou (genderfluid is the best descriptor maybe) Qibli (nonbinary)#Peril (nonbinary) !! that first ‘’’’comic’’’’ w/ winter is him just tellin everyone because he transitioned before they met & he was comfy#enough with them all to let them know thar part of his identity :0) !!!!!! or at least thats how I interpret it#doodle#winter#qibli#moonwatcher#qinterwatcher#<- is that they’re ship name ?? Im not really sure#turtle#kinkajou#peril#hopefully ill post the other doodles maybe !!!! dunno why im so scared to post art online rn pghj so many artfight attacks …. never posted..#TideArt
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Every post X Men 2000 film voice actor for Erik has been trying to copy Ian Mckellens vocal inflection in some capacity, including James Arnold Taylor... and it works.
the blueprint.... just make him Not British and we got it...
#snap chats#theres like a weird line to toe with sounding british and regal and sometimes i like it when mags sounds regal#maybe 'regal' is just british tho..... no theres like a slight difference... to me anyways...#i dont want him to sound british.. yk what i mean.. regal only /sometimes tho. depends on the day. like many things with me jlerkjveakl#again im very fickle i dont think too hard on how a character 'should' sound without some kind of reference to build off of#i am certain that if he has an accent of any kind it definitely shouldnt be british tho jgELAJGAELKJ thats not hard to conclude i think#again i liked david hemblen for mags if we're going for a less 'assertive' magneto#do i make any sense when i say 'assertive'. just some days he's more 'assertive' and others Not So Much#again idk dont ask me anything ever i get stuck thinking about it for fifty minutes and i always come back with 'idk' gjERLKJALKJ#maybe i do like hemblen.. maybe just a little deeper...#tho now i dont know if im thinking of how he should sound vs how he should speak yk what i mean...#dear god this what i mean im thinking too much about it again vjELAKJAK#i will simply put my faith in casting directors... if JAT's had magneto down on lock for the past like idk decade or so#then i think he was their winner.. but what do i know NOTHING i know NOTHING#im sure down the line when magneto is inevitably recast in the movies im sure my opinion will be adjusted#or ill at least have another reference point to reevaluate my point... as for now ima drink tea...
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it feels like the whole purpose of venom 3 is to kill off venom what the fuck
#i yell#venom 3#i think I've been watching too many good movies lately I've forgotten what marvel slop looked like#but it was sony!!!!!#venom the last dance spoilers#theres no set up to the dark world guy who's going to kill all worlds because apparently venom has the key to get him out of jail#idk if it's because the lack of subtitles or something but i didn't even catch why venom out of every symbiyote has the codex#it doesn't even get created until he bonds with someone#THEY MADE THE JAIL WHY WOULD THEY EVEN BOTHER MAKING A KEY#is it something from the comics because if they insist comics and movies are separate franchises they should explain it in the movies then#anyway haha sexyman competition comment#also acid kills symbiote??????????#or the unkillable thing that can withstand explosions?????#alien road trip family was fun though I'll give them that#although theirs and the scientist's subplot didn't hit me as hard as they could've been#haha mike crew from tma#she's gonna be the next venom series main character ig but she. didn't have much of a role to play in this movie#she could've been#there's so much build up and then nothing it's so empty#they didn't even get to work on the ''we are venom''#sorry for being a tragedy enjoyer but I'd have eddit die at the end of the movie#like you've already killed off venom why dont you make eddie die too it's not like hes getting another symbiote bonded to him as well as#venom did#unless they want a convenient set up where venom lives and they get back together but just kill off eddie and make venom resuscitate him or#something#if they died together you can read that they're one metaphorically (fulfilling the we are venom declaration)#or died one after the other#make themromeo and juliet cmonnnnnn#you even get to keep venom sacrificing itselfffffff#oh I've hit 30tags
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Atla live action 😐
#thats my honest reaction 😐#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid#like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat#or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already#good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive#to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil#i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better#but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because#it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak#and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but#come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and#makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality#i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was#IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall#AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think#plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS#a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason#im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your#audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small#thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small#its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers#i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang#anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and#rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz#netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub#no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same#ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me#i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing#yapping
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I'm actually going to kms. Every semester without fail I've been able to buy the same, nice, convenient parking pass. Today. I missed my alarm and just woke up, and it's sold out.
#NOTHING CAN GO RIGHT LATELY GOD FUCKING DAMN IT#theres a different one i applied for but#it just fucks up my entire commute i already know#im going to cry#and this parking place is even farther away from the one building im dreading walking to#and my dad is no fucking comfort#hes just like oh noooo thats shocking#me: im going to bomb myself#why can nothing go right :(#i just want my parking pass :(#but no. i had to just be fucking stupid and turn off my own alarm#and last sem i was able to buy it late like it wasnt sold out#this time. nope. fuck off#catie.rambling.txt
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so paranoid about the fire alarm going off that i hallucinated (?) the smell of smoke and the kitchen getting hazy... thats notsogood
#it goes off 3x a week in my building bc nobody knows how to cook#and im scared of fire alarms to begin with so i think the constant alarms are taking a psychological toll#& i got really scared bc i thought id burned something so i opened all the doors#and took my food outside and started running the vacuum on the counter by the stove#i ran and got my roommate and was like 'do you think this smoke is going to set off the alarm'#and he was like. 'umm theres nothing... whats the vacuum doing up there'#and was like staring around at all the propped open doors from my frenzy
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pissing shitting crying myself because im tryihng to do the mcyt classic of 'taking one video way too fucking seriously as a narrative' but am immediately thwarted by the fact its actually mario party
#I Am Normal And Can Be Trusted With The RT Ray Jocat And Shen Mario Party Video (affirmation)#ive watched ray and jocat on and off since middle school#and was a top 0.1% rt viewer this year#so like!!!! itgs doing so much for me and i wanna do the Serious Narrativization to like. honor it#but im getting caught on the fact it has just. no consequences JFSLJ#like everyones fine winning or losing and everyones friends and i wanna KEEP it that way#ray can be an antagonist but never an enemy yknow?#but removing both stake and tangible reward means like. theres Nothing There augh idk#just part of the marinating process. best i got rn is friendly competition for like. nomination#inh my head its vaguely royal but i do think thats wholesale made up on my end#anywayyy#fun fact ray is the first person who i knowingly stole the personality from to build my own
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riot finally showed material of isha so;
heres to hoping that isha dies by the end of the season :)
#like it would help build the climax but i truly dont thhink her as a character or her death is necessary for jinx at all#anyone who watched the leaks knows isha is nothing but an annoying distraction who takes up valuable screen time#and detracts away from the dozen extreme climatic plot points.#i do not give a shit about this obnoxious snot nose brat#i do not want to watch her have a fucking bug race. i want to watch the actual plot.#arcane leaks#arcane spoilers#judging by the tone of 'isha's song' it tells me she probably will be dying at the end#bc it has a sad melody and the singer is giving sad visuals#jinx is fucking insane and has been her entire life. her losing silco made her all the way batshit. her interactions with isha completely#remove her from her mental break--to the point she doesnt even act like the same character--and theres no need to add anoter push to dri#her deeper.#again. she was off the fucking deep end over silco. vi is working with caitlyn; is an enforcer; and is attacking the undercity trying to#weed jinx out. thats more than enough reason for jinx to be pushed even further beyond#dont need to throw in this character no one knows or gives a shit about#when we only have NINE EPISODES and so many loose ends that need to be tied up.
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speaking of masks. yall who have masked trolls... how did u come up with the mask designs?
every time i try to make one, it just feels off to me.
also i wrote a novel in the tags about it, but if anyones got some good research sources too, im all ears 👂
#i also dunno how to find good mask references#cus the ones i find that i rly like. idk how to jump off of them in terms of design? all i want to do is use it#also in terms of cultural sensitivity im hesitant because i dont wanna like. blindly use something that has a large significance-#to a dif culture#i know theres a line between enjoying the aesthetic and active appropriation...but i would still like to have the research under my belt to-#fall back on#so also i suppose in terms of research i would appreciate some good sources too :>#good mask sources are surprisingly difficult to find on google and. usually everything i find is like#school-essay level blog post that a white person interested in that culture made#not to say that white people cant know shit but. like i said its usually like they did it for a school project lmao#just the basic information and nothing more#i Would go to the library for this but. its currently placed in an old best buy and its sensory hell for me in there#(theyre renovating the library building)
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Two daysssss until I can try and get old art of mine off the old desktop hard drive dude I am so fucking excited.
#ramblings#if theres anything particularly good i might rb this and dump the highlights lollll#were talking like 2012/2013 up to like miiiid 2017 ?#i realized that if i want the rest of 2017 im gonna have to ask if they still have that laptop i used during that time but idk if i want to#those not caught up on the karl lore some really stupid/ shitty stuff happened late 2017 and it still messes with me a tad#it has nothing to do with that laptop and i dont rlly think my parents would remember tbh?#but its a sore/ awkward topic for me even tho its been nearly 6 years lmfao#i doooo wonder if that old laptop still works i could access some accounts ive been missing#(also would be fucking awesome to private my old youtube account bc i dooonnnt want that stuff public anymore)#<- my current youtube is fine but i had one in 2017 with my given name attached to it cuz i didnt know how to change the channel name#so. yk :/#UH FUCK i didnt wanna go off about that stuff uh anyways#i was surprised by how into the idea my dad was but tbh it makes sense. he has a lottt of hard drives he wants to go through so o7#hes making me do it first so i can tell him how it works and tbhhhh its kinda funny. girl its like a build ur own usb-stick#(hes in his 50s tho so whatever he can be a little technologically illiterate. as a treat)
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having Big Feelings in the tags. you neednt read them, but you should go drink water and stretch your eyes
#makin one of those posts thats all tags bc i need to just do emotions for a sec#98% of the time i fuckin love being aroace. i like how i exist in the world and our flags fucking baller#but wooo boy that 2% of the time (my current state)#nothin makes you stare into space despondently while crying silently like knowing therenothing *wrong* w you per se#but there something fundamental to your existence that means your emotional needs will very likely never be met the way you need them to be#my roommate whom i love with my whole entire soul has their partner over whom i also love with my whole entire soul#and its making me so agonizingly jealous bc i want what they have so badly it actually literaly fucking aches in my chest#i want the banter and the cuddling and the intimacy and the love. the goodnight phonecalls and the undeniable proof that i am loved just#as much as i love and that i am a peiority in someone else's life to the same degree that i prioritize them#but i know i dont get to have that because i cant do it the way almost anybody wants#i want to fall asleep next to someone but i dont want to date. i wont do it. it makes me so uncomfortable#but without performing romance theres almsot no chance ill get to have that kind of deeply intertwined life#and like. i love my friends dearly and deeply. i vall them the loves of my life bc they are#but even those relationships wont get to be like what i want so bad. they all have or want romance and i know how that works#it doesnt matter that they love me too because when you have a partner thats the priority. i get it. its fine.#i dont mind stepping back from my friends to give them room to build the lives they want.#i jusy want somone to want to build a life with *me*#dont mind me in just tired and sad and experiencing the agonies of being 22#theres a part of me that looks at all this and just says 'maybe someday' but ive been living off nothing bu 'someday' most of my life#and im dead fucking tired of it#idk man maybe im just mentally ill and have mommy issues who knows#anyway im going to bed now#if you know me irl and you read all this 1)this is NOT meant to imply youre doing something wrong. not your fault amatonormativity is this#2) ill be fine i just need to sleep and 3) i love you more than i know how to say and i always will no matter what shape our lives take
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oh dont piss me off
#well. thats red dead redemption#its a good game i enjoyed it. i kinda sped thru it admittedly i mostly just did the main and side quests and ignored most of the challenges#but i had fun. the writing was sorta ehhh at some points but i liked the overall story tho i can imagine the ending being divisive#personally. as much as i wouldve liked to see john escape his own past and give jack a future to look forward to it was pretty obvious that#wouldnt happen. edgar had no intention of letting him off scot free and like dutch said before he died theres just no point in running#the way the game ended w jack was. well i was expecting this big grand finale but i think a simple duel between him and edgar was better#he cant change the system that killed his father. the man he kills isnt even apart of the govt by the time he finds him.#nothing can change for people like john and jack. and so jack is doomed to lead the same life as his father.#i do wish they had a bit more build up w jack though to further explore the type of person hed become after johns death but i still like#that tgey left it up to the imagination.#aaaaanyways. idk if i wanna go straight onto rdr2 i might wait a bit but also i might not cuz now im very excited
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girl its 11pm why is this fucking building alarm going off again
#i KNOW theres nothing going on at this building bc it goes off basically every fucking evening for hours on end#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#the last year or so of living here i have had NO FUCKING PEACE#whether it was the woman who would scream across the road all day every day during summer.#the guy who stands outside and LITERALLY just lets out gutteral screams. again. daily.#and now. this fucking daily alarm going off in the dead of night#bitch i get migraines this is HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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