#I just like

[pockykierra]

I feel like a lot of people look over the beginning of Episode 2 because of the whole “A PERMIT???” haha so silly thing, but like-

This is some TOP level projection right here - and it's sad. I mean, this, I feel, is one of the few times we get to see into the mind of a Crowley still reeling from his Fall and, more importantly, God's hand in it. There are a few times we get to hear Crowley's thoughts on what happened when he Fell but none of them really ever reference it in relation to God specifically ("I only ever asked questions", "I never asked to be a demon", "It's Lucifer and the guys!"). It's things God is technically to blame for, but he doesn't really call Her out.

There are a few times he talks about God's hypocrisy and all that, but this is, I think, the first time we see his true feelings on how it felt to be forsaken by God.

The first sentence is particularly intriguing. "You should know why you're about to die." Was this perhaps a speech that Crowley received when he was in Hell? Or, maybe, was it the speech he wished someone would have given him? An explanation for why he suddenly was no longer an angel? Something to comfort him in the wake of God abandoning him?

Either way, I think this speech is very, very telling. I think the Crowley that we see in Season 1 draped over his chair and begging for a sign has softened ever so slightly - but this Crowley? This Crowley is still very much hardened and angry about his fall. Questioning why it happened, why God abandoned him, why She gave him up to be destroyed.

But he can't get those answers.

[cosmiccsea]

things cardan said to jude that have absolutely wreckt me

in no particular order

By you, I am forever undone.

It's you I love. I spent much of my life guarding my heart. I guarded it so well that I could behave as though I didn’t have one at all. Even now, it is a shabby, worm-eaten, and scabrous thing. But it is yours.

Have I told you how hideous you look tonight? ... I can't.

Yes my sweet villain, my darling god ... sweet Jude, you're my dearest punishment.

By you, I am forever undone.

And yet, my heart is buried with you in the strange soil of the mortal world, as it was drowned with you in the cold waters of the Undersea. It was yours before I could admit it, and yours it shall ever remain.

My sweet nemesis, how glad I am that you returned.

I knew little else, but I always knew you.

Come home and shout at me. Come home and fight with me. Come home and break my heart, if you must. Just come home.

By you, I am forever undone.

[the-lonelyshepherd]

impulse animatic sneak peaks. hopefully out by tonight :) try to guess the song lmao

EDIT ITS OUT

[immawritethat]

At any given point I am Totally Normal about Jonathan Sims (The Archivist) and totally do not project a lot of myself onto him

[ivvmell]

i dont like when people have gone crazy and accidentally remembered that the guy who(for example) really cared of kid and in our eyes was mostly good also killed a bunch( or more ) people, burned some innocents houses, harmed the kitty and etc, and then call them "bad" or/& "evil". no guys, its grey person. even if there was a kitty

[midiosaamor]

dont yall ever just get a random hatred for a guy?

LIKE BEO I SWEAR TO GOD IF HE GETS ANOTHER AWARD IM GONNA BASH HIS FACE INTO THE AAL. LIKE I SONT EVEN LNOW HIM AND I HATE HIM ALRWADY. LIKE OKAY WE GET IT HES RHE MOST AMAZINF LID IN THW SCHOOL OKOKOK WE GET IT OH MY GOD LIEK IDK WHY IM ACTINT LIKE THIS I JUST HATE HIM OR LIKE HAVE A SEVERE DISLIKING FOR HIM. LIKE OK HE WANRS RO PLAY LIKE THAT? FINE I COULD PLAY LIKE THAT. WATCH ME GET ALL THE AWARDS NEXT YEAR BITCH HOWS THAT FOR SOMETHIGN? LIKE LITERALLY IDK IF ITS JEALOUSY OR SOME SHIT I JUST HATW HIM. LOKE HE WAS SMIRKING WHEN HE WAS COMING BACK ROO LIKE OKAY MAN I GET THAT YOURE PROUD BUT SHUT HP OH MY GOD. HE HAS TO SAME LAST NAME AS ME TOO LIKE WHAT A WEIRDO??? HES PROBABLY A STALKER OR SUM SHIT OH MY GOD.

[chainsawmanfan]

hey chat

if i ever like one of your vent posts

im just trying to say that i hope you're okay and i love you (/p like seriously /p)

cuz i dont really know how to comfort people

[darceydearest]

you're such a cute lil thing, i wanna keep you under my desk

FHSJSJSJSJJA omg stop wait hold on- wait- omg that’s a must a need could you imagine me on my knees all empty headed and mindlessly just waiting for you under your desk either to just sit there with my head on your lap while you work or to cockwarm you omggggg or just there for you to use when you get a little too stressed stop wait hold on-

[creepyscritches]

People talking about their dogs and cats being able to coordinate w their owners' morning schedules but honestly I've never had a pet so like TUNED IN to my schedule as my fat rat Butter. I start work at 7:30am (I work from home), so between 7:15 - 7:30am I'm washing up, filling my water bottle, and throwing back my meds for the day. Mind you, I keep my meds at my desk in front of the rats, so Butters is usually working through a simultaneous morning routine that syncs up right when I finish taking meds.

It's time. For morning peanut treat. She knows. She's washed her face. Done her morning pees. Drank her body weight in brita water. Stepped on the babies. She's ready.

Unfortunately for her. The babies have also learned I do morning treats and now Mouse also feels the need to come out for her treat rather than taking it in her sleeping spot. The frantic energy in her eyes, thinking today might be the day that I forget HER treat.

Mouse is the slowest eater, so she gets hers first while I paw the babies off her. Then Smeagol, bc she's lightly unhinged. Then Frodo. Then Butters almost always eats hers in my arms. No matter what time I get up on the weekends, we are on the couch w a peanut treat and blankie scampers within 20 minutes like clockwork. She's been sleeping on my lap for 30 minutes.

[tozierbeeps]

There’s something so special about Richie and Bev being karaoke pals okay. I just like to think of them coming up with random routines in Richie’s room and it takes forever but they master them song by song. As adults they just rock karaoke because they’ve been practicing their entire lives and know the songs by freaking heart. They’ve both got the confidence and Richie’s stage presence is of course golden. I just love them having their little world together that no one really gets but they all enjoy

[slymanner]

if butterfly soup ever gets like,,,let's say a 2.5 for the side character's who get some spotlight in this entry...

I want to know every single bit of HER BACKSTORY

How'd her journey go before this current time??? did she have banger friends to support her??? when did she figure out she wanted to be a girl??? how did her parents take the new's??? was she scared to transition at first but then she realized this was gonna be the best decision of her life??? HOW DID SHE PICK SUCH A COOL NAME FOR HERSELF AND HAVE THE BEST TRANSITION IN EXISTENCE.

I NEED ANSWERS.

[brickcollector]

ben will no longer be in town for my birthday and I kinda just wish my birthday was not going to happen this year

[lago-morpha]

acting like mtf individuals have a monopoly on being trans and a girl (ergo, a trans girl) is just exorsexism

[gently-decaying-flowers]

i’m an asshole lmao

[ryderdire]

Idk man maybe I don’t wanna change everything about myself to fit into your boxes of a neurodivergence and queerness that isn’t worthy of ridicule maybe I’m tired of being called sensitive for wanting to be treated with the same respect as everyone else Maybe I don’t want people like me to always be written as the butt of the joke.. maybe I’m sick of my suffering being funny.