#there’s beauty in toxicity sometimes

[zennotixs]

Date night idea: I trace over your entire self and meticulously commit every piece of you to memory as I ramble about how beautiful you are. After that I cut you up to see how pretty you’d look in red.

[lala-blahblah]

i am learning so much every day, it is a little humbling but also wow, i am continuing to grow and change and become a better person every day. I need to get a diary so that I stop using tumblr but like. slay.

[royalarchivist]

Roier: He's my friend, and I don't have fear to say that a friend is beautiful, you know? Bad: That– that's fair, that's fair. Yeah, I wasn't– Roier: For example, Badboyhalo is beautiful. Bad: Oh! Thank you. Roier is beautiful! Roier: I know, I know.

I really like this interaction between BBH and Roier during Festa Junina because they could've easily turned Roier's comment about Wilbur being beautiful into a dramatic RP thing, but Roier opted to take a step back and say he wasn't afraid of complimenting a friend's beauty because it didn't have to imply anything romantic, and we got this nice little friendship moment between Bad and Roier instead. It was really nice.

[lunar-wandering]

I genuinely think so many people have forgotten the fact of "there are no toxic fandoms, only toxic people".

When fandoms get big, of course the amount of people u want nothing to do with is also gonna get bigger.

Youre not meant to combat them. Youre not meant to talk about them and expose others to them.

Youre meant to block them at the first signs and continue to enjoy your experience interacting with other people.

Kill the weeds, don't let the seeds spread, reap your wheat and enjoy your bread.

[apollos-boyfriend]

why have i never seen anyone talking about the insane fucking yaoi between akane and teru what

[eddiegettingshot]

Hes literally going to help resuscitate a man tomorrow … i love parameddie…

i love him soooooo much they should let him do procedures forever...

[samiferboy]

ok it's been a hot minute since I've rewatched s5 but where's that post that's like "we don't know how/why/the circumstances in which sam said yes to lucifer, we can't assume he was coerced/tricked/forced into it" bc like yeah I wouldn't put it past lucifer to attempt any of those things but I really really really like the idea of sam feeling so alone and wretched and unclean going to the only one he knows won't judge him for it. caught between relief bc he's not being constantly made to drown in guilt and shame vs. the guilt and shame that he feels when he finds solace in being with lucifer. it's like an ouroborous situation where lucifer is the cause of his shame but lucifer is also the only person who doesn't think negatively of him for what he's done, so he finds comfort there that he's constantly conflicted about.

also I feel like lucifer would have told him at some point that a vessel can just tell an angel to fuck off and they have to do it. or did that get retconned for the gadreel thing lmao. like if we take that rule to endverse, wouldn't sam have told lucifer to fuck off by now? but that also conflicts with slucifer killing endverse dean and I feel like no version of sam would be ok with that, he'd be telling lucifer to get the fuck out of him. I'm not gonna let my samifer bias get in the way of how much sam loves dean bc that would just be ignoring the entire show

I think the takeaway is that my bf and i need to get to s5 so I can talk coherently about this

[persicipen]

what i find crazy (read: i might be clueless but i haven’t seen it mentioned as often) is that i love describing reader even if i make sure to not mention any specific features. like… i want to say they’re gorgeous and beautiful, and lowkey present them from the character’s point of view. if that makes sense?? yes, their beloved character is making them feel so good, why is this need stronger than to tell more about the character enjoying themselves, too?

[mayonneise]

i love seeing stuff about pigments and getting to go. teehee i already knew that ^-^

[crescentlyautumn]

You know, the world may be cruel and cold. It may be mean and filled with such anger and hate that it’s palpable. It may be so rough and tough that it’s hard to not want to cry.

But it’s also filled with such beautiful and wonderful things.

Flowers that are just beginning to bloom, and producing wonderful scents that waft on the air. (Sorry southern hemisphere folks. But y’all have autumn on the way and the beauty of that is amazing as well!)

Clouds that float like wispy waves and dance across the array of colors that paint the sky.

Birds that sing silly little songs and bugs just flying around enjoying the warm weather to get a bite to eat from the new blooms.

Wonderful music that can do all sorts of things. From making you feel some deep emotion, to just helping you breathe and feel at peace.

And seeing animals just existing in the world being funky and weird little creatures that don’t even know about all the other things going on in the world.

That’s not to say things are still going on that make the days hard and painful. But sometimes you really do need to just appreciate and love the little things and moments in life. Sometimes it’s just that small thing that can keep you going.

[beloved-child-of-the-house]

I am so so so picky about fic one time I closed a fic because someone said “muggle jeans” instead of just jeans okay they wear jeans in canon so how are muggle jeans different 🤨

[voxiiferous]

Sunken Cost Relationship

Vox and Valentino have been together for almost 50 years, on and off. They had their issues when they got together, like any couple, growing pains and the like. People always say not to mix business and pleasure, but when your business is pleasure, that gets murky. For the first 15 years, things were good. They rarely fought, and certainly never anything an apology couldn’t fix. It felt like a dream in Hell, something Vox had never dared hope for.

The first time they break up, Vox honestly believes it’s the end. Fifteen years is a good run, longer than most people— sure it’s not that long when forever’s on the table, or even those happy marriages where people have been married almost all their lives, but this is Hell, that’s just unreasonable.

And for three weeks that holds out. And then because their businesses are so extricable, they have a meeting that ends with them making out on the desk. It’s easy enough to say that breaking up was a mistake. And maybe their relationship is a little more fraught after that, but they move past it. They’re the Overlord power couple, it’ll take more than that to break them up.

They’re good in the 1990s, honestly. Sure Val breaks his screen for the first time, but it’s an accident. (And it is the first time, the second time it’s harder to defend, but he still does... and the third, and thr fourth). It’s all private, the only people who know that maybe something is amiss is Hellaina and some of Valentino’s employees. To the rest of Hell they’re just as united as they ever were.

Vox honestly can’t say when it changed, when the relationship started going ‘on-again off-again’, or when the off agains started getting longer, and more frequent. When it became a challenge to see who could post about Vox’s broken screen first. Probably just after it became public instead of private. A screaming match at dinner, a snippy comment at a party, forgotten dates, a missed anniversary. That one star of Val’s who looked at him like she was sorry (and that, try as he might, he’s never been able to forget).

Now, Vox brings flowers and apologies and holds onto the better times, like it’s a rough patch. Twenty-five years is a long time, but not when forever’s on the table.

[rinhaler]

My megumi crush is absolutely through the roof btw

[serendipitouspyrrhic]

Everyone is harmed under this conception of gender in our society.

It’s not “just” a trans issue

It’s not “just” a woman issue

It’s not NOT a man’s issue

Why restrict anyone in who they can be and how they can express that being?

growing up as a cis girl the patriarchy told me “you’re a girl because of the way you were born, there is nothing you can do about this, you have no say in your gender” and i hated being a girl because it wasn’t my choice it was a prison and the trans community told me “you’re a girl because you say so, your view of yourself is the most important thing, if you change your mind that would be ok” and it made me proud to be a girl and feel empowered in my gender and i wasn’t trapped anymore and then terfs come along and tell me “you’re a girl because of the way you were born, there is nothing you can do about this, you have no say in your gender (but like in a woke way)” and they somehow expect me to be on their side?

[fuckme-shit]

It's devastating to love someone you can never have. Even more devastating to know they will be endlessly happy without you.

[sphingogo]

I love it when there is a toxic codependent relationship