#there’s beauty in toxicity sometimes
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Date night idea: I trace over your entire self and meticulously commit every piece of you to memory as I ramble about how beautiful you are. After that I cut you up to see how pretty you’d look in red.
#actually obsessive#irl yan#love#obsessive#obsessive love#obsessive yandere#yancore#yandere#💜#💕#yandere x darling#yandere community#actually yandere#yandere darling#date night#date night ideas#wlw#wlw yearning#wlw post#body worship#tw violence#violence#violent love#admiration#toxic love#toxic relationship#there’s beauty in toxicity sometimes
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they're gym buddies :)
#total drama fanart#hey. fuck you. [makes lightning the most beautiful boy in canada]#he and his dad had a lot of heart to hearts and learned about toxic masculinity and high expectations and now hes doing a lot better#still completely full of himself but hes earned it#i like to think lightning and lindsay met thru modelling#and now they meet up sometimes at the same flashy expensive gym to hang out and motivate each other#(its mostly lindsay cheering him on unnecessarily and lightning talking endlessly about muscle groups n calorie loads while she spaces out)#tyler has top surgery scars but hes always been kinda lithe so the incisions were small#if i were a better artist i'd draw in his extremely tacky goatee sorry tyler fans ive failed you#ALSO IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO GIVE HIM A GOLD STREAK TO MATCH LINDSAY#BUT INSTEAD I MADE HIM LOOK LIKE EGORAPTOR IM SORRY TYLER FANS IVE FAILED YOU#i like to imagine these three have so much positive energy and its an endless positive feedback loop between the three of them#tyler always wanting to get good at new sports and lightning encouraging him and getting excited about new maneuvers#and lindsay getting excited to try something new and tyler being super supportive even if she bombs and it goes on and on forever#every time i scroll up from these tags i get flashbanged by egoraptor again#total drama lightning#total drama tyler#total drama lindsay#frenchfries frenchfries
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Roier: He's my friend, and I don't have fear to say that a friend is beautiful, you know? Bad: That– that's fair, that's fair. Yeah, I wasn't– Roier: For example, Badboyhalo is beautiful. Bad: Oh! Thank you. Roier is beautiful! Roier: I know, I know.
I really like this interaction between BBH and Roier during Festa Junina because they could've easily turned Roier's comment about Wilbur being beautiful into a dramatic RP thing, but Roier opted to take a step back and say he wasn't afraid of complimenting a friend's beauty because it didn't have to imply anything romantic, and we got this nice little friendship moment between Bad and Roier instead. It was really nice.
#Roier#Badboyhalo#Bad#BBH#QSMP#Getting a bit personal here but Roier is bi and as someone who's also bi#I really appreciate that Roier said this#because sometimes I'll compliment someone's beauty and people make it into a big thing#it gets exhausting you know?#and I wonder if Roier's ever felt that way too#Anyways I know I go on and on about the Spanish streamers but#so many of them are SO anti-toxic masculinity and it's really sweet#and like obviously this was a silly RP bit but still. It still felt nice to see#It gets a little tiring seeing the whole ''___ called ___ pretty!!! They're in love!!!'' thing sometimes#That's just my personal opinion though we all have different preferences#Too much of that relationship drama just bores me so much
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I genuinely think so many people have forgotten the fact of "there are no toxic fandoms, only toxic people".
When fandoms get big, of course the amount of people u want nothing to do with is also gonna get bigger.
Youre not meant to combat them. Youre not meant to talk about them and expose others to them.
Youre meant to block them at the first signs and continue to enjoy your experience interacting with other people.
Kill the weeds, don't let the seeds spread, reap your wheat and enjoy your bread.
#this post brought to you by#me yet again seeing a 'x fandom is awful and toxic'#whilst ive experienced nothing but joy + made most of my current friends through said fandom#im part of that fandom. youre part of that fandom. that fandom brought us together.#you would insult something that created something so beautiful?#just because theres some assholes ALSO in it???#i just. i cant STAND it#its such a fucking generalization#im so fucking tired of 'fandoms are bad' mentalities#yes theres some assholes. most of us dont want them here either#yes theres people being 'cringey'. leave them alone theyre just having fub#fun#fandoms are a COMMUNITY#of people brought together via a common love of one thing#we praise fanfic and fanart for being so creative#but those only truly exist because fandom does#u cant love one and then blatantly insult the other#jeez#im just. i get so depressed when i see those takes#its like. sometimes some of these takes really just give 'people cant have fun anymore'#and other times i see a 'fandom bad!!' take and im just like#u do understand fandom is a community that YOU are meant to build right?#its like how people tell people to curate their dashboard. fandom is the same#block the people u dont like. dont engage with drama. dont make callout posts.#(if u must u can PRIVATELY inform your mutuals if theres some asshole in the community)#fandom is meant to be FUN. A discussion of what people love and an exchange of arts#not continuous arguing over what hcs are correct and stuff#just. god. fandoms arent awful. thats like saying all humans are bad.#just block the assholes. let people have fun. and enjoy yourself.#those are the three rules of fandom.
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why have i never seen anyone talking about the insane fucking yaoi between akane and teru what
#icarus speaks#ITS ALWAYS MISTUBA AND KOU#WHICH. WHATEVER. TRAGIC FIRST LOVES#BUT WHERES THE LOVE FOR THE TOXIC BITCHES#being into a media but not its fandom is crazy sometimes#y’all live like this? y’all ignoring this beautiful horrible yaoi? fr?
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Hes literally going to help resuscitate a man tomorrow … i love parameddie…
i love him soooooo much they should let him do procedures forever...
#guys i'm sorry i'm toxic i know buck and eddie beautiful work partners forever but#i really really really think that eddie should be a paramedic and be in the ambulance with chim and/or hen sometimes :(#so he can have plots with them.
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ok it's been a hot minute since I've rewatched s5 but where's that post that's like "we don't know how/why/the circumstances in which sam said yes to lucifer, we can't assume he was coerced/tricked/forced into it" bc like yeah I wouldn't put it past lucifer to attempt any of those things but I really really really like the idea of sam feeling so alone and wretched and unclean going to the only one he knows won't judge him for it. caught between relief bc he's not being constantly made to drown in guilt and shame vs. the guilt and shame that he feels when he finds solace in being with lucifer. it's like an ouroborous situation where lucifer is the cause of his shame but lucifer is also the only person who doesn't think negatively of him for what he's done, so he finds comfort there that he's constantly conflicted about.
also I feel like lucifer would have told him at some point that a vessel can just tell an angel to fuck off and they have to do it. or did that get retconned for the gadreel thing lmao. like if we take that rule to endverse, wouldn't sam have told lucifer to fuck off by now? but that also conflicts with slucifer killing endverse dean and I feel like no version of sam would be ok with that, he'd be telling lucifer to get the fuck out of him. I'm not gonna let my samifer bias get in the way of how much sam loves dean bc that would just be ignoring the entire show
I think the takeaway is that my bf and i need to get to s5 so I can talk coherently about this
#avery.txt#averycomm#this also isnt me trying to like......smooth over sam and lucifer's relationship bc i love them together at ALL toxicity levels <3#idk i just want them to in some way find comfort in each other even if sam constantly feels guilty about it#maybe he even wonders if he could be talked out of it. if he even wants this in the first place#samifer#sometimes your enemy is terrifying and beautiful. sam knows he isnt Just Like lucifer but he can resonate with him a little#its just more interesting to me if sam is genuinely haunted and shamefully interested in lucifer and their similarities#im just not satisfied with (early-mid seasons) lucifer being Always Terrible and sam just absolutely 100% completely hating him#bc his guilt is SO sexy. who said that
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me when I see mods that 'improve' Arcade's face because the modder thought he was 'ugly'
like I'm probably biased, being a big Arcade fan, but how is he ugly pls explain
#im new to the 'arcade is ugly' discourse#and i know beauty is in the eye of the beholder#but cmon#i have lots of thoughts as to why people say this#but i'll keep them to myself#especially as discourse in this fandom gets toxic af sometimes#arcade gannon
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what i find crazy (read: i might be clueless but i haven’t seen it mentioned as often) is that i love describing reader even if i make sure to not mention any specific features. like… i want to say they’re gorgeous and beautiful, and lowkey present them from the character’s point of view. if that makes sense?? yes, their beloved character is making them feel so good, why is this need stronger than to tell more about the character enjoying themselves, too?
#—talking.#actually i think i know — because i would’ve gone insane if i were to focus on my fav’s body and reactions ough#writing something self-indulgent is actually sweet because i wouldn’t ever think of perceiving myself like that otherwise#and yet here we are <3 lol#perhaps i will get to the point where i can post here fics with specific readers for the plot reasons#i sometimes forget that reading x reader meant to ‘see yourself’ because i always think of reader as separate being ngl#i can also write 2k of nothing but descriptions of the beautiful body of my favourite character when they edge themselves— what#PS this entire post is not applicable when i write angst or toxic relationships lmao i’m specific about smut here
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i love seeing stuff about pigments and getting to go. teehee i already knew that ^-^
#mayo speaks#was looking at a thing ahout rare books that talked about how they use gloves sometimes if the books are hazardous#and they showed some green books#and i did yell 'arsenic' to my empty room. because you know. arsenic green 👍#there are so many toxic yet beautiful colors in this world um
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one of the hardest part to accept because of trauma but also one of the most beautiful things in relationship is that: yes you might hurt them, might even be unintentionally but they're still hurt AND they're allowed to be hurt but it doesn't mean that they will stop loving you.
#blesssociety#of course this only goes so far#and is never to excuse toxicity or manipulation#but besides that its normal to sometimes be hurt by actions of your partner(s) especially if its a trauma response#trauma response is exactly that it used to keep the person safe but now its an automatic response and isn't exactly directed at you#its still is hard to love someone with trauma#but its possible as long as you both want it and you both want to be there for the other one#you can't safe your partner#but its also so so so beautiful#trauma#relationship#relationship advice#trauma recovery#trauma response#ptsd#complex ptsd#ptsd recovery#trauma survivor#relationship with a trauma surviver#queer love#lgbtq#lgbtq love#wlw#lesbian love#lesbian
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watched a yhara zayd review of saltburn and... wow that sounds like a very boring film, ngl
#sometimes handsome actors or beautiful actresses really can't do anything to a film#compared that to my experience yesterday#when i saw a tweet of two bloodied men holding onto each other#and the tweet only say 'draw your toxic ship like this'#really intrigued me because i wanna know how actually toxic they are#to my surprise... THEY AREN'T TOXIC AT ALL literally one of the good things that happened in the movie#compared that to the deaths and violence that happened#their relationship to each other is actually pretty refreshing and sweet#and that movie actually got pretty low rating too lol but i personally really like how gonin turn the yakuza#narrative of just pure exaggerated violence#into an emotional study of deaths and how the criminal underworld is something very difficult to escape from#how most of the time people who get involved in that kind of stuff will just... die#without anyone knowing or caring about who they are#it's very tragic but also just... honest#i love that movie#tmi tag
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You know, the world may be cruel and cold. It may be mean and filled with such anger and hate that it’s palpable. It may be so rough and tough that it’s hard to not want to cry.
But it’s also filled with such beautiful and wonderful things.
Flowers that are just beginning to bloom, and producing wonderful scents that waft on the air. (Sorry southern hemisphere folks. But y’all have autumn on the way and the beauty of that is amazing as well!)
Clouds that float like wispy waves and dance across the array of colors that paint the sky.
Birds that sing silly little songs and bugs just flying around enjoying the warm weather to get a bite to eat from the new blooms.
Wonderful music that can do all sorts of things. From making you feel some deep emotion, to just helping you breathe and feel at peace.
And seeing animals just existing in the world being funky and weird little creatures that don’t even know about all the other things going on in the world.
That’s not to say things are still going on that make the days hard and painful. But sometimes you really do need to just appreciate and love the little things and moments in life. Sometimes it’s just that small thing that can keep you going.
#venus speaks#Not pushing toxic positivity or anything I swear#just feeling awful and some beautiful flowers and good weather helped#and sometimes that’s enough to make the darkness not be so large and swallow everything#positive thoughts#positivity#take a breath and take a moment
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I am so so so picky about fic one time I closed a fic because someone said “muggle jeans” instead of just jeans okay they wear jeans in canon so how are muggle jeans different 🤨
#Are they too soft? Are they too mean?#Are they too American??#Are they flippant about house elves?#Do they ignore that acab includes Auror Harry?#Do they play up the Dursley’s abuse? Bc it’s already bad enough and sometimes it feels like ppl don’t take child abuse seriously#One time I closed a fic because Hagrid called Harry ‘my boy’#Hagrid would NEVER call him that#Slughorn calls him that but Hagrid doesn’t#Is the prose clunky and overwritten with everyone explaining themselves in very clear and precise detail?#Do they treat Draco like their perfect golden delicate beautiful elf prince#While Harry is just a coat rack on which to hang fantasies of perfect love?#Anyway my toxic trait is that I like maaaaaaybe 5% of the fics I ever open
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Sunken Cost Relationship
Vox and Valentino have been together for almost 50 years, on and off. They had their issues when they got together, like any couple, growing pains and the like. People always say not to mix business and pleasure, but when your business is pleasure, that gets murky. For the first 15 years, things were good. They rarely fought, and certainly never anything an apology couldn’t fix. It felt like a dream in Hell, something Vox had never dared hope for.
The first time they break up, Vox honestly believes it’s the end. Fifteen years is a good run, longer than most people— sure it’s not that long when forever’s on the table, or even those happy marriages where people have been married almost all their lives, but this is Hell, that’s just unreasonable.
And for three weeks that holds out. And then because their businesses are so extricable, they have a meeting that ends with them making out on the desk. It’s easy enough to say that breaking up was a mistake. And maybe their relationship is a little more fraught after that, but they move past it. They’re the Overlord power couple, it’ll take more than that to break them up.
They’re good in the 1990s, honestly. Sure Val breaks his screen for the first time, but it’s an accident. (And it is the first time, the second time it’s harder to defend, but he still does... and the third, and thr fourth). It’s all private, the only people who know that maybe something is amiss is Hellaina and some of Valentino’s employees. To the rest of Hell they’re just as united as they ever were.
Vox honestly can’t say when it changed, when the relationship started going ‘on-again off-again’, or when the off agains started getting longer, and more frequent. When it became a challenge to see who could post about Vox’s broken screen first. Probably just after it became public instead of private. A screaming match at dinner, a snippy comment at a party, forgotten dates, a missed anniversary. That one star of Val’s who looked at him like she was sorry (and that, try as he might, he’s never been able to forget).
Now, Vox brings flowers and apologies and holds onto the better times, like it’s a rough patch. Twenty-five years is a long time, but not when forever’s on the table.
#tw: abuse#*personnel file (hc)#Vox & Val and the sunken cost#of I have been with this person for 50 years#neither of them are willing to leave fully#but also it is increasingly toxic#Like there is no part of me that thinks they can ever go back#sometimes you need to burn everything and start over#And at this point#I think Vox is getting to that point#like he's starting to realize all these smaller things#that he's been ignoring for decades#have built up around them#like the house where it's beautiful but the foundation is all rot#but he hasn't quite made the leap from that#to actually leaving#and I mean 50 years of business is a lot to unpack#Val is Vox's ONLY long term relationship#and it's scary to leave when the good is good and the bad is...#the reason for the yo-yo at all#or the continuation of I have thoughts about this relationship#I wouldn't say I ship it exactly#but it's so complex-- like it had to be good once#there has to be a reason for Vox to keep going back#and I do think Val cares for him#it doesn't stop Val being abusive#I'm rooting for Vox to leave him#sooner rather than later-- but like permanent#also almost this whole hc was written to Taylor Swift's#we are never getting back together
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My megumi crush is absolutely through the roof btw
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#I’ve made a folder for him on tiktok#I only have three other character folders so it’s a big deal btw x#but my GOD I’ve seen so many gorgeous edits of him today it’s making me insane#I forget how hot he is sometimes like he’s BEAUTIFUL#so so SO excited to finish my toxic!megumi fic heheh
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