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Reading the How To Train Your Dragon books as a child left an irremovable mark on my soul. It was beautiful, and the ending paragraphs make me teary every time. Despite being an avid reader as a child (and still today), I think that these books were the first real depictions I saw of grief, rage, and the cycle of trauma. They showed me hatred's devastation, and how love can overcome it. I grew up with Hiccup in those books. I first read them years and years ago, now, but I still go back to them. They are the books that let me keep believing in dragons, and in the magic of the world.
There were dragons, when I was a boy. Because of those books, they're still with me.
#httyd#how to train your dragon#httyd hiccup#hiccup haddock#books#there were dragons when i was a boy
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john powell taught me to cry in public without anyone noticing
anyway im thinking about that "in my beginning is my end" quote
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are. are you telling me that if the romanced mage warden dies and alistair is king, he deadass stares greagoir down over her dead body and grants the circle of ferelden its autonomy after ordering it rebuilt somewhere safer. first you have to deliberately leave him behind so he won't die for you and then he does that for you once you're gone, even when you're broken up??? absolute and literal king behaviour of the highest order????? the actions speak louder than words of it all??????? I think I hauve covid
#that's the hottest thing I've ever heard I feel nuts#what an absolute chad alistair continues to be tbh there may be a day when men fail but it will not be when he's here#like I'm very sorry to the blond chantry boy repeat crowd but cullen could & would NEVER!!! they are NOT the same!!!!#dragon age#dragon age origins#alistair theirin#alistair x warden#can u imagine what it must be like to be irving standing there watching this happen. you're free and your kid is dead. congrats#tried to free her from the circle and she's the sacrificial lamb that bought the circle's freedom instead. fuck dude#it does make for a very sad kind of symmetry that every time irving tries to get clever with it he triggers a monkey's paw situation fhdskj#I am replaying the game with my new canon (mistress amell + king alistair to save him from the da:i fade choice lol)#and in doing research I found out about this and had my world rocked. I've never had my warden die before so this is new to me#(my warden isn't dying in this canon to be clear she's going to be the reason no one would dare assassinate king alistair lol#nightmare bae eminance gris behind the throne/loving and supportive partner with a fade connection and a vengeful side#she's going to be like sam vimes tiredly fending off assassins as the watch books go on except she murders a lot more people back)#the way his voice breaks in the version where they were broken up tho... sick and twisted and mean to me specifically
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i bought a very expensive computer to play wizard 101
#this is a joke. i play other games too#mostly just dragon age and mass effect over and over#but in highschool when my peers were dating boys and going to parties i was being a wizard student in wizard city#not pets
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Daemon: Where are the twins?
Viserys: Oh, they went out.
Daemon: ...but they're grounded.
Viserys:
Viserys: Are they not allowed to go out when they're grounded?
#to be fair; vizzy t is the king so if he let them out it’s all fair. unfortunately as an UNCLE buddy no—#i 100% believe viserys doesn’t know a thing about grounding kids bc while he loved rhaenyra he mainly ignored her during her first 14 years#aemma was probably more authoratative with rhaenyra since both were women and mothers were expected to guide their daughters#and when aemma died and he remarried; rhaenyra was spoiled even more out of his guilt. and then he just never parented his green kids#you might say that he knows a thing or two about parenting boys since he raised daemon basically#but you have to consider how well behaved the boys appear to him compared to daemon when he was that age#also to be fair… AS IF daemon would ever ground his kids. one look from either of them and he crumbles.#HE COULD have grounded them bc kidnappers be nappin’ and he doesn’t want to risk anything#source: mean girls#resonant by syndrossi#house of the dragon#jon snow#jon targaryen#rhaegar targaryen#daemon targaryen
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totally don't imagine little Aegon, maybe 7 or 8, playing with his toys while Sunfyre watched on, pouncing on castles carved from stone and gnaws on little wooden soldiers.
don't imagine him play-fighting with his boy. Aegon and his training sword fighting against the merciless beast that is his little golden fledgling, gently attacking playful claws and flapping wings and nipping beak, parrying when the dragon gets too close. or Sunfyre finally tackling his boy, mocking dragonfire when he screeches in his face, before nuzzling his boys cheek.
don't imagine them curling up in the sun, out in the grass or in a windowsill. Sunfyre spreading his wings over his boy to bask in the light, burying his face in the warmth of the crook of Aegon's neck.
don't imagine the hatchling perching on his bonded's shoulder. don't imagine Aegon sneaking to see him when he was sad or angry. don't imagine Sunfyre crying out in distress, restless in his den when he could feel Aegon's distress but could not get to him
don't imagine the fledgling finding his way to Aegon's window, sneaking in and curling up next to the boy as he laid drunk and miserable, coping as he wrapped around him. don't imagine him perching on the roof of Aegon's chambers, crying to him when he got too big to enter.
don't imagine his sweet little chirps and songs. don't imagine Aegon's little giggles and chuckles. don't imagine the nuzzling of white hair or the scratching. don't imagine them being happy
#they were both children once. innocent and and sweet. not yet tainted by the world around them.#and while Sunfyre held onto the light and kindness in him. a good and loyal dragon till the end of his days#the same cannot be said of Aegon#but at one point they were just a babe and a hatchling#they played with toy soldiers and cuddled with one another#they grew beside each other#Sunfyre was the light of Aegon's life and always had been#they had been *good*#||#Aegon's innocence and infancy is an aspect of him I find so interesting and I find its best explored through is dynamic with Sunfyre#Aegon was not always a monster. he was not always a cruel man who took what didn't belong to him. he was not always a sleezy drunk#and that line between good and bad. innocent and unforgivable. boy and monster#and its best explored via Sunfyre because Sunfyre never stopped loving him. he never stopped loving Sunfyre. their bond was never tainted-#by time or age like everything else in his life#you can truly see what Aegon once was vs what he became brought into clear contrast when you look at him snd Sunfyre#its so interesting and heartbreaking and makes Aegon's character hold so much weight#it makes the weight of what he became so much more discomforting and hurtful#aegon ii#aegon ii targaryen#aegon targaryen#aegon the elder#hotd aegon#sunfyre#Sunfyre hotd#hotd
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Mistletoe!! Simon goes for a courtly hand kiss ('I saw this in a book once, I think this is how it's done'), and Nyssa's trying for an Infinite Kisses hack by wearing the mistletoe as a flower crown
#mistletoe#dnd#dungeons and dragons#fantasy art#illustration#character art#halfling#satyr#faun#we were talking about Who should get mistletoe'd and at one point were like oh idri hasn't been in one in awhile#so when we were talking about justin's New Boy and who should HE smooch he was like#'nyssa's always the easy answer but I DO keep coming back to her. I know we said idri should be in one but I just don't see it...'#and I had to be like AH yeah if a slightly awkward middle-aged man tried this with devastating sincerity she'd just think it was corny :'D#*I* however am UTTERLY charmed and so is nyssa 🥰#lookin like it might be a nyssa-heavy season this year 🤔 although also admittedly my heart is still in Lad Mode#the thing is I feel like I'm running out of good mistletoe ideas/ partners for him lol. WE'LL SEE.#Simon#my OCs#Nyssa#dungeons and doodles#noncanon shenanigans
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“alicent making homophobic remarks the night of laena’s funeral isn’t cool considering laenor was shown to be heavily grieving his sister and didn’t deserve to be attacked during it (not to mention it was an obvious ploy on alicent’s part to divert attention from her committing literal treason).”
“b-bUT WHAT ABOUT DAEMON AND RHAENYRA FUCKING-“
i’m not gonna lie i don’t particularly care that they had sex that night. was it disrespectful? for sure. did it harm anyone for them to do it? it, in fact, did not. two consenting adults having sex away from prying eyes and keeping to themselves < an entitled boy purposely calling a girl at her mother’s funeral (whom he had never interacted with before) a pig and ridiculing her grief. laena’s storyline was cut short because the writers decided she wasn’t important enough to make into a proper character that isn’t at the mercy of other characters (it’s something i’m forever going to be salty about, daemon and rhaenyra loved her with all their hearts and were absolutely devastated when she passed) but out of those two scenarios who do you think she would be more upset with?
the people who bring this up in retaliation cannot handle alicent taking any criticism whatsoever. in all honesty i wouldn’t even care if her fans would just say ‘yeah, it was shitty. don’t really care though.’ it would at least save me the time of reading think piece after think piece on why alicent deserved to get her lick back against rhaenyra for her lot in life (caused by otto and viserys) by focusing on her pain rather than her son’s. these are the same people who try to claim that most of rhaenyra’s children and step children secretly hate her, due to wanting ‘complex and nuanced relationships’ to occur (they actually also can’t handle that rhaenyra was a great mom all around to all of her kids, and that maybe they need to be focusing those feelings on the green kids with their parents instead). let’s be serious for just one moment: it makes more sense that the children who were neglected by one parent and abused by the other having complicated familial feelings than children who were (for the most part) raised in a relatively stable and loving environment.
#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#daemon targaryen#pro team black#anti team green#anti team green stans#anti alicent hightower#the ‘relatively stable’ environment comment is bc of alicent and criston’s abuse against the velaryon boys#i blame the writers entirely for these shit takes#‘the conqueror trio secretly hated each other’#‘the team black kids secretly hate each other’#‘all of rhaenyra’s kids secretly hated her’#sounds like an allergy to let anyone you dislike have healthy family dynamics#have you all ever thought that maybe the kids who have horrible parents secretly hate each other?#be so fr you want the greens to be a happy-go-lucky#striving to beat the odds family#when that’s literally daemyra’s blended family#CANONICALLY#their parallel’s are the starks for a reason#i’m fine with people saying that maybe there’s some resentment building up but outright hate?#delusional#all of rhaenyra’s kids were willing to fight and die for their family#can the greens say the same?
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Guess who finished the How To Train Your Dragon Books and is crying a lung out?
#it's me#i'm sobbing#“there were dragons when I was a boy”#CRESSIDA COWELL#how dare you#my heart is broken and healed at the same time#httyd books#httyd#httyd book 12
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I saw Wicked the movie (I had already seen the musical!) and now I got wizard of oz on the brain so here’s my pitch for a rise of the brave tangled dragons au
Are y’all seeing the vision??
#rotbtd#rise of the brave tangled dragons#wizard of oz au#wizard of oz rise of the brave tangled dragons au#wizard of oz rotbtd au#some of this is wizard of oz based while some is wicked based#like Jack as the scarecrow is because he and fiyero in wicked are both pretending to be self absorbed#pretend that fiyero was never with elpheba tho cus I don’t ship them#also Boq from wicked is not relevant here never happened here Astrid’s tin woodsman backstory is more akin to the og#Merida as Glinda is a strange choice I know but hear me out#so like instead of spoiled and getting everything she wants we know Merida works so hard for what she wants#so in this version she gets what she wants because she works so hard for it so she’s always getting what she wants because of all her work#thus when she gets paired with elpheba (Rapunzel) when she spent so long and hard on that essay and wanted her own room she’s so angry#so she’s not stuck up jsut frustrated that her work never pays off#she’s probably still popular jsut cus she’s impressive with all this hard work and the outcomes it brings#cough cough arrow in arrow in bullseye#Rapunzel as elpheba is less sassy and defensive and more#hmph! well if you’re gonna have an attitude so am I!#so like she’s playing tricks and goofing around and such so it’s all more lighthearted#once again Glinda and fiyero aren’t a thing here#Varian as Dorothy Made so much sense to me he is a little farm boy yall#Hugo is ozma cus obviously he has to be dating varian in every universe#gonna be drawing this in my sketchbook soon be prepared#also obviously Ozma is an iconic trans character so worry not Hugo is trans too#I haven’t decided if this au will just then be like var and Hugo are Dorothy and ozma but gender bent you know cus in cannon var and Hugo#are guys (and I headcannon them as trans guys so Hugo is trams like ozma just opposite direction)#or if I’ll gender bent Varian and Hugo for this lol#if I were to gender bend Varian and Hugo then they would be trans girls#cus when gender bending a trans character you’ve gotta keep them trans lol
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#WHERE IS HE NINTWNDO. WHERES MY FUCKING BOY#Gray went ham beating up those monsters and threw hands with shmelda#so now were in Faron trying to find the fifth sage. collecting the farosh armor and still need to do the Ritual but ran out of time lol#I’m assuming since it conducts electricity it should let me into the stormy ruins right?? I don’t think theres armor for the light dragon#but it would be so cool..#and the satori armor is designed so that you drop rupees instead of losing health. is that what’s happening when you shoot a blupee???#euhhhh need to find the headdresses for the naydra and dinraal armor though. I wanna do more Misko quests Theyre fun lol#tears of the kingdom#totk#loz#loz spoilers#totk spoilers#tears of the kingdom spoilers#loz totk#loz tears of the kingdom#yapping#I LOVE THIS GAME I KNEW IT WOULDNT END SO QUICKLY. IM SO SUS ABOUT TOBIOS HOLLOW BC THERES AN OWL RUIN BUT IDK WHY
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yea idk. i generally liked datv, combat/exploring in particular was for me extremely fun. did a mage on underdog. The game ran flawlessly on launch day with a mid gaming rig, which is unfortunately not the fucking norm anymore. I personally think it was quite pretty, and did see stylization that tied it backwards to other games.
the game has many flaws in culture, characterization, writing, but i can recognize that, be critical of it, and still enjoy it. cause it's a just a fucking video game at the end of the day. I almost wish it wasn't a dragon age game cause it just brings so much fucking baggage along side it.
I will say, that not enough of you are prepared for what private equity/corporate money will continue to do to the quality of games from big studios. I am going to enjoy this bit of representation, even if flawed, for now because the american apocalypse is on the immediate horizon and I doubt we'll see a big studio in this country with an NB character at the forefront in the next decade.
#I 100% understand why some folks don't like it#just please don't think I'm stupid because I do#I just remember before times when 90% of games were white male protags and big titted women#I have lived through a life time of playing games starting at the n64 harvest moon where you could only be a boy romancing girls#only recently am I finding things that are at least in proximity to what I want out of a game#dragon age the veilguard#datv thoughts#There is one big choice in the game that literally pissed me off so much I almost get a migraine thinking about it#but I weirdly don't see anyone complaining about it
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Gwayne Hightower truly bringing the big brother energy when - after figuring out Cole is banging his sister, immediately jumps to “gut this man publicly even though he leads our army” mode and as a big sister I fuck with that
#when my baby sister got a boyfriend I wanted to fight the boy#they were nine#house of the dragon#hotd#gwayne hightower#alicent hightower#criston cole#mine
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I think rye thinks it's incredibly adorable of davrin to be worried about him after the accidental hallucination tea experiment. that stoic option 'you know, I lived a whole life before you' contains a world of 'davrin, I'm a mourn watcher with a severely misspent youth behind me. I've been stratospherically high on things you couldn't and probably wouldn't want to imagine, this is barely a tickle'. to me.
#also I think a 'haha oh no TOO close back off pls' moment even at that point. do not care for me like that it freaks me out!#i amn uncomfortable when we are about me actually (and you are smart and also tenacious enough that you'll realize that#and follow up on it. because you're an *asshole* who never lets me get away with *anything*. you'll just keep pestering me#until I have to throw my hands up in defeat and let someone perceive me and care about me. total horror show.#can't have this be happening to me right now I'm putting off having a personal and spiritual crisis until 5 minutes before I die)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#davrin#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#their relationship. it is everything to me. the mutual 'hey punk you ever consider that there are people who love you. asshole'#'well I GUESS that *groan* my life has been infinitely enriched by your presence in it even though you're kind of a dick. there happy now'#'yeah I love and treasure you like a brother. a very annoying brother. what of it. wait you need help??? I'm here who do we kill'#and then you add lucanis' energy in there as well and you see why this is the best beloved boys squad to ever do it#also so sweet how much it's davrin opening up and showing vulnerability and uncertainty that's helped them get there the most#rye stays almost completely sober these days b/c his late teens and early twenties were uh. they got kind of rough!#so the rare times he drinks he's cautiously very very restrained about it. we simply cannot have student days shenanigans rye back.#we cannot. he barely survived being student days shenanigans rye the first time around let's not tempt fate#but in his time I think he's sampled some of that weird bottled fog stuff emmrich implies you can get some kind of high from#and then some lol#rye '*is* it drinking alone in the depths of the necropolis if the skeletons walking by give you friendly nods tho' ingellvar
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Some people : Sunfyre is dead.
Sunfyre in season 3 (or worse, in season 4) : Surprise motherfuckers !
#our golden boy is alive#not well but alive#i refuse to believe the writers were stupid enough to kill him when he have to be alive#some crucial scenes need him#sunfyre#house of the dragon#my post
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while i do agree that saying rhaenyra’s inheritance is rightfully hers based on the fact that her daddy said so is incredibly weak and very much entitled of her (i can literally talk about this at length) it’s also a weak take to say she isn’t the rightful heir because of *checks notes* ah, misogyny. like, come on.
#rhaenyra targaryen#house of the dragon#hotd#i do agree and before anyone comes for my ass i thought it was very funny when emma said that ok no hate to that beautiful angel person#they were both (aegon and rhaenyra) “given” that inheritance if it’s a thing about character none of them “earned” it#“so i think aegon is the rightful heir bc he is the first born son”..... 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐#y’all always bring up the great council i ain’t even gonna go there bc i just don’t want to#rhaenyra’s THE ELDEST BOY idc#plus what really like really actually determinates what makes them “rightful” heirs to something like that?????#mind im not even team black nor team green but this is seriously a very weak take#you can argue about the multiple holes in rhaenyra’s heirship but i don’t really think anyone can argue about the legitimacy of it#i DO blame visery’s for the dance bc he never actually stood up in a meaningful wayfor his chosen heir#and i’m not trying to blame CHILD rhaenyra for not even trying to secure her heirship beyond her dad’s word#but she grew up and still did not gaf#which actively fuled the green’s cause not that aegon was any better but ykwim#n sayin she isn’t the rightful heir based on law... law can be change?? and didn’t they use to say back then that the king’s word was law???
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