#there must be something wrong with me

[birdy-bird27]

Visualization of how I feel about spamton

[liesmultixxx]

what’s wrong with me? why am i so fundamentally unlovable?

[fruixtii]

why do i salivate so much 😭😭😭 i was literally just eating normally and a bead of drool just fell out of my mouth 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[neverendinglabyrinth]

today was full of good news and i talked to some cool people and had actual conversations and i still hate everything somehow.

[freebooter4ever]

Why is it that every time i have a lead on some kind of progress with jobs that it blows up in my face??? Every time. And how does one cope with an entire year of this roller coaster of hope and rejection? How do you not go fucking insane?

[flamingotofoxi]

I wanted to write that one song which goes:

Call the doctor call the doctor there must be something wrong with oooo he(they) is(are) a monster why do i want ya please tell me please tell me

(idk the name of the song tho 😭😭)

My feelings in a heartbeat ✨

G-g-GAYS!!!!! (scurries away)

[sensitivegoblin]

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[hootgrowlbears]

The experience of being singled out by a teacher as unexceptional since day one. Trying something new and getting endlessly questioned about the why, the how. For months, going to class and giving up on doing well because it's not like this teacher ever cared about you anyway. Being berated in front of your whole class for your slipping grades and not knowing what to do about it.

And then the flip. In the middle of the year apparently something you did was impressive. Your teacher is friendly with you in a way they never were, and your sudden success was all a part of their plan, their method. "This is what I was trying to tell you, and you finally got it!".

You convince yourself of that too, grudgingly. It all worked out. That teacher really did know best after all. All that stuff at the beginning of the year, all that stuff for the two years before that, that was fine. It was all part of the plan. The humiliation and the stress and the nights spent wondering "What am I not getting about this?", were all necessary.

It's time for teacher evaluations. All fives.

[welcometogrouchland]

Disgustingly messy and crusty sketch dump but I couldn't get my own terrible theory out of my head and ended up making a bunch of sketches about it. Also at the end a bonus dickbats and Damian doodle bc I was reading an issue of their Batman and Robin run (IDs in Alt)

[keferon]

*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*

Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.

You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah

I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender

…..I made the moodboard….

[reading-wanderer]

I will die on the hill of “blaming Vlad for getting hurt in the protoprotal incident is equivalent to blaming the person who was working on your car’s engine for getting hurt when you turned the car on while they were working on it.”

There was nothing wrong with Vlad being so close to the machine he literally co-invented with Jack and Maddie. He helped build it, so of course he’s going to look at it before they do turn it on for the first time. Canon doesn’t exactly spell it out, but he was probably doing final checks on the portal frame— making sure everything was in place and nothing was visibly damaged or broken.

[lilac-vode]

huge win for aromantics

they actually used the actual word in a canon source 🥹

[creatively-cosmic]

in loving memory

or: what did @pkmn-monochrome mean by this

[dykedvonte]

Honestly I see Jimmy's refusal to put Curly out of his misery less about his weird feelings of envy or his delusions but the fact Curly is all but stated to be a shield to Jimmy from his actions and people seeing the worst in him.

The only characters that Jimmy really interacts with one on one before the crash are Curly and Anya, two individuals he has wildly different relationships with. It's likely that Curly really did most of the talking between them as the pilots and the rest of the crew as staff. They didn't know of Jimmy's more reprehensible behaviors cause they never really had the chance to and Jimmy is subconsciously aware. If they had disliked him more than Anya would have told Swansea earlier or even Daisuke when things got really bad.

It's why he takes the immediate opportunity to blame Curly; He's the shield. He's saved Jimmy's ass more times than he can count and more times than Jimmy would ever admit. Even when he can't really do it anymore, he mentally shields himself from his own faults by putting Curly between them. Letting Curly die puts too much on him because he doesn't know how to function without a safety net.

In the end Curly only lives because Jimmy needs the idea that Curly will inevitably make things better to stay alive, meaning Curly has to live, no matter how much it pains him to do so.

[salmonwaterbottle]

Can I just say one of the things I’ve not seen people talk about in God Games is one of things that set Zeus off and make him do what he did to Athena was that he was possibly feeling bad about what he did to Odysseus during Thunder Bringer (ie: fucking exploding his ship causing him to wash up on Calypso’s island) one of the things he says are “You dare defy me? To make me feel shame?” because that’s what she’s doing. Shes indirectly going against something he did and giving all these reasons why his act of “defending Helios” (ish) has had negative consequences and in turn convincing everyone else the same which makes him feel not only attacked but also feel possible remorse for something he did which he can’t cope with. So he doubles down.

[dead-meat]

RICHIE DRAWING!! - click for better quality :p