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#no like that tiktok stopped a full on crashout on someone for no reason#there is something wrong up there š#I love when Iām overwhelmed with what ifs and spin out just for it to end with me being like#oh. none of that is real#and Iām having an episode#Iām reallllllly normal#I am very proud of myself! I handle my reactions instead of acting out on them and regretting it!!!!#god bless cell dead zones!#im so much better than I used to be and thatās comforting and scary!!!!!
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..likeā¦constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho donāt take me seriously Iām not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#heās trusting Jazz. itās.#also it totally wasnāt me googling ābelieving and trusting nuance difference in englishā#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he canāt believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldnāt fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#Iām so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didnāt make me feel like itās truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didnāt do quite the same#but thisš. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldnāt be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you donāt have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? Itās a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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so sad for absolutely no reason
#š girl who stayed up till 3 am talking to her bestfriend about how depressed and trapped we both are for about 4 hrs#it's like that gracie lyric#you have to laugh before you start to cryšš#like ab toh funny bhi nahi lag raha jokes bhi nahi banaye ja rahe#oh but i love her so much i absolutely LOVE people with whom i can just be sad#im tired of people who constantly try to make the sadness go away or try to cheer me up#like sometimes you just gotta sit with your feelings na#at one point she was ranting and i said mere paas kuch kehne ke liye bhi nahi hai kyunki it literally feels like im listening#to my own thoughts on my own lying in bed at 2 am like hum itna same kaise sochte haiš#and she laughed and was like but ye sahi hai na aise sochna like it feels wrong but it's the truth and im like i don't even#know but oh it's so good to not pretend to be okay#we're so similarly hopeless and tired cause like one point mein inevitably we talked about#the future living together our apartment and then i was like mujhe bhi ye chahiye but mujhe itni umeed uth chuki hai life se#ki koi excitement bhi nahi aa rahi like i already know ye sab kuch nahi hone wala and she's like haina same like i want to say#ki we'll do this and that but im like lol not gonna happen ab i can't look forward to things in the future im like if im living it then ok#then i can accept ki oh ok this is really happening im happy now wow but usse pehle nope#and we were talking about ki like yaar future toh ab dikhta hi nahi hai kya hoga it all feels so blurry and like a dark tunnel#atleast bachpan se we knew what was next school college but now it's like now what?#i know all these thoughts and feelings are pretty common and probably everyone's facing this but bhai.#it's fucking hard i didn't know life was gonna be like a constant battle where it kicks you down#again and again and again and you're bloody and no energy can't get up but you still have to because if you don't you'll sink#soooo deep in that state ki bahar nikal hi nahi paoge#OKAY 8 hrs sleep mandatory for me what the fuck why am i writing a ventpost at freaking 11 am girl go have lunch or something š
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it's valentines day tommorrow- what's alastor gonna do for reader?
I totally forgot about Valentine's Day-
Alastor X Reader Headcanons
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ļøRomantic
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TW: Alastor being a cannibal, Alastor scaring people off
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Alastor 100% forgets that it's Valentine's Day no matter how hard everyone tries to remind him
He can remember everything else important like birthdays, anniversaries, and other key events in your lives
But somehow, he manages to always forget Valentine's Day
He is so fucking smart but somehow so dumb at the same time, Rosie is the one who saves his ass every year
She literally plans it now, inviting him over the day before Valentine's Day
"So Alastor~ How are you going to spend Valentine's Day with Y/N tomorrow~?"
"How kind of you to ask-What was that now?"
"You forgot again. Didn't you."
Long awkward sip of tea
"You hopeless man, here's what you need to do..."
If it were anyone else then Alastor would be fucked but luckily he's tHe RaDiO dEmOn so he's able to scramble together something impressive
You'll never know he forgot
You wake up to your favorite flowers in your bed and all over the hotel, Niffty having a breakdown because she can't clean them up
Not Alastor standing in the kitchen with an apron on, cooking breakfast for the two of you
Kiss the cook? Don't mind if I do~
He won't accept any gifts from you until he's finished giving you the Valentine's Day you deserve
Mostly out of guilt over forgetting tho
After the most delicious breakfast you've had in awhile, he invites you out for a walk
He's shamelessly checking you out the entire morning, visibly approving of your outfit for the day
He takes you to one of the most beautiful and lush places in the pride ring that he can find, adoring the amazed look on your face
You almost feel like the two of you are a normal couple enjoying the day together, not two sinners in hell who are walking through faux earth scenery
If there's anybody else around then he scares them away so that you two can be alone and unbothered
Keeps an arm wrapped around you the entire walk, resting his head on yours because if he looks at you then he'll lose his mind
You just look so fucking cute rn
While it might just seem like a romantic walk, it's all a ruse to get you to a planetarium
Again, there's nobody there because Alastor wants privacy with his S/O
Because there's nobody there, Alastor took the liberty of decorating it in romantic lighting and getting more comfortable seating for the two of you
Seating might be the wrong word
The two of you end up snuggled together in a hammock, gazing up at stars that used to be familiar to you both
If you can name the stars and constellations then Alastor will happily listen while pulling you to his chest
Maybe you two feed each other snacks
"No, I'm not feeding you a finger, I love you, but I'm not touching that."
"You love me? How embarrassing that must be for you~"
"Still not feeding you that."
"Maybe I should eat you instead~"
KEEP IT PG YOU TWO
If you fall asleep then maybe he'll smooch your face a little bit until you wake back up
Maybe you're only pretending to be asleep
But the gifts don't stop there!
When you two leave, he takes you to the radio tower for a romantic dinner, and that shit is CANDLELIT
šÆ š šÆ
It is legitimately a lady and the tramp style dinner date with him doting on you the entire time
He's been a suave gentleman the entire day so far, doing everything he can to make you blush and swoon
But when you finally get the chance to give him your Valentine's Day gift, no matter what it is, he's genuinely flustered
Stares at it while blushing in silence for what feels like the longest time
"You got me this..? For me?"
"Who else would it be for?"
Not his tail wagging
Once he composes himself then he invites you to slow dance with him, holding you inappropriately close to him
Good thing you two are alone
Alastor is a fantastic dancer and a handsome man so that alone is enough to make you flustered
But slow dancing with him while he stares at you with that rare soft expression, with love in his eyes???
You're just a blushing puddle in his arms which is totally what he's going for, cooing at you sweetly
And he only makes it worse once he starts whispering sweet nothings in your ear throughout the entire dance, confessing everything he loves about you
Alastor legitimately has his breath taken away when he looks at your face afterward
You look so grateful for all that he's done for you today, but he still feels guilty for forgetting in the first place
When he thinks of your gift then he only feels worse, cupping your cheek gently
"Y/N...I have something to confess to you..."
"This is all last minute because you forgot about Valentine's Day?"
*shocked Pikachu face*
"...how did you know? Did Rosie tell you?"
"Alastor...darling...baby..."
Not your hand pulling on his cheek before giving it a few condescending pats
"You forget every year~"
Oh yeah
"But you always make it the perfect day~"
Brags about what you said to him the next day with Rosie, not at all noticing how done she looks with him
Hnnnng!! I love this man
#hazbin hotel x reader#alastor hazbin hotel x reader#alastor hazbin x reader#alastor x reader#hazbin x reader
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reader hanging out at Eddie's house with him and it's all fine and dandy but their clothes are just driving them nuts. Like either their jeans are digging uncomfortably into their waist or their bra is just killing them and it's just nagging at the back of their mind until they snap like, "Eddie, I can't do this anymore."
which is a terrible choice of words to suddenly blurt out because now he's panicking like did he do something wrong? You just want to break up all of the sudden?!
and reader's like "No! please can I take my pants/bra off." because they don't want it to be weird that they're just getting undressed at his place (I figure this is probably early days tbh because after a while, r just walks into his room already taking off whatever's uncomfortable)
and Eddie's brain is spinning from the whiplash of thinking he was getting dumped to Oh! Boobs/Legs!
this feels very autistic!Reader codedšš
like totally breezing past the fact that you just accidentally delivered the worst news of your boyfriendās liiiiife because you canāt THINK with how tight the band of your bra is
and while Eddie sputters and chokes on his words like āw-what?! what did I do? šØā youāre reaching into your shirt to get the clasps of your bra off, sighing with relief as soon as it loosens
āsorry, not you- I couldnāt deal with this.ā your bra comes out of your t-shirt sleeve with one smooth pull, like a neat party trick, and you dangle it by its strap on a pointed finger. āsorry, handsome. didnāt mean to scare you.ā
Eddieās adrenaline is spiked again but this time blood travels south, ācuz heās taking the bra from you and laying it neatly over the back of the couch with a gulp. āuh- yeah. yep. sure. all good š³ā
just full staring at your breasts which are now way easier to see through just your flimsy shirt material.
and youāre like āwell š at least youāre being subtle about it like a gentleman.ā
#lmaoooooo#heās trying okay#eddie munson x reader#luās anons#eddie munson#e.m. thots from lu#Eddie Munson x autistic!reader#autistic!reader
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Alright, these dumbfucks have done pissed me offā¦ AGAIN!! Please return to me when she says that Jake will be around until theyāre old and grey. Please return to me when she mentions the deep connection and love that she has for him, which wouldnāt be that deep since heās fucking 24 and on a completely different life cycle. When she actually MENTIONS his name, return, but right now a couple fucking tags and pictures that donāt show SHIT isnāt anything.
And since it canāt be any more fucking CLEAR letās repeat what weāve said for MONTHS:
Definition of Twink: ā(among gay men) a gay or bisexual young man with a slim build andĀ youthfulĀ appearanceā (Google). THIS is what Jakeās friends call him. It is used in the GAY community. So, Iām gonna go with if his friends call him that then they know him better than we fucking do. Frankly, I know too damn much about him against my will because idgaf about him. Why would I? He hasnāt been in anything I watch, therefore IDGAF!
Definition of Privacy: āthe state or condition of being free from being observed orĀ disturbedĀ by other peopleā and, āthe state of being free from public attentionā (Google). Nicola and Luke are PRIVATE people. The younger members of Nicolaās friend group are not as private as her. It would be rude of her to request outlandish things from her friends like cutting her out of pictures or not posting something because she doesnāt want a select group of the fandom to get the wrong idea. She is a busy woman who really doesnāt look at all this discourse as much as some people think she does. Like she has said, people will believe whatever the fuck they want no matter what she does or says. In her history, she has played up her relationships with her gay friends and ones she is rumored to be with, probably because it keeps her ACTUAL private life out of the spotlight.Ā
Critical thinking skills for people is at fucking zero.
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Please listen and read carefully.
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who in seventeen would believe in astrologyš®:
kind of believes it's real: (vernon, hoshi, minghao, dk)
starting of with vernon, our favorite cinephile and well known astrology non-truther but for someone who says he doesn't pay attention to zodiac signs, he sure yaps about it a lot. i feel like vernon believes in astrology on the basis that he can pattern recognize quite well and what is astrology if not 2600 plus years of pattern recognition of character traits and habits? his very visible aquarius sun and mercury would agree with me š¤š
hoshi for me is someone who 200% thinks he is a gemini. HOWEVER, he doesn't really get what it means and actually to what degree he is his atrocious chart is what actually got me into svt. i just had to see who this disaster man was. as he once said, he is the type to do all, buy all, and then regret it. so, i don't think any belief in celestial forces can stop him from doing whatever he wants.
i know the minghao being in this group is kind of a surprise but i just know he is a spiritual sort of person !! (trust me, he is my best friend). minghao believes in karma, energies created by intent, and superstitions. so, while he won't exactly be into astrology, he would still pay attention to what it says and verify it with the information he already has. his scorpio sun is really prominent but it is his aquarius moon that makes him tolerant (or even encouraging) of the more esoteric points of view.
dokyeom for me is a coin flip of 'yes, he thinks astrology is real' or 'no, he doesn't'. he is a person who tries to see other people's point of view and build a emotional connection with them, trusts everything until proven wrong, and tbh not a skeptical sort of person (like woozi or joshua). on the other hand, he is a very subjective person (that cancer moon is hella prominent). if someone who wrongs him thinks astrology is neat, he is going to hate it to death :3. until then, he thinks it's interesting in a 'ohhhhh, you can also perceive people's personality like that' way. let's hope no astrologer gets on his bad side lmao man can hold a grudge
mostly doesn't believe it but willing to entertain the thought : (seungkwan, joshua, jun, dino)
honestly, i am 50/50 about seungkwan believing in the stars but i feel like if it makes sense to him only and only then he would totally be an astrology gurlie. HEAR ME OUT !! seungkwan is someone who knows his own personality inside out and is very logical. A person like him wouldn't be everyone's top choice as an astrology truther however, he is an open-minded person. he turns over new information in his mind and then decides if it makes sense to him or not. a perfect synergy of his capricorn mercury and aqaurius mars. he also likes connecting intellectually with people and learning new things. so, all in all, like the answer to any complex problem: it depends. its up to him but in my head, he is a believer xd
joshua, j o s h u a, JOSHUA, i just like his name is a very practical person. he is neat, organized, and realistic. so, will he believe that he is a capricorn sun, taurus moon? probably not. but he will still hear out everything in astrology that's about him and try to match if its real or not. at the end of the day, he is someone that cares a lot about his image and what people think about of him.
jun, when he is not in a public or social setting, is calm and grounded (as much as his gemini sun can be). he can stubborn as a bull about his goals and get something of a tunnel vision about it. taurus mars works overdrive in his case. cause look at how he practiced the card magic trick for two hours in nana tour until he got it right. this is why, i feel like he never thought about astrology in any way and won't even know it exists until one day he just stumbles on it. and even then, he is the type of person to say, 'oh, that's cool' and move on. unless it is something he is already interested in, man doesn't care lol.
as for dino, he is someone who likes using every resource at his disposal. therefore, he would sort of believe in astrology if it can help him in someway but he won't live his life based on it. and since dino is very independent and opinionated (aquarius sun and mercury like vernon), even if there is a chance that he is 200% an astrology gurlie, he would make his own decisions based on his own judgement. however, dino is a really sweet and genuine person. if he was friends with a person who likes astrology, he would try to bond with them using it. as a result, he would soak up astrology facts real fast without even trying (that sagittarius moon of his is no joke)
absolutely would not believe in it and lowkey judge people who do : (scoups, wonwoo, mingyu, jeonghan, woozi)
would scoups believe in astrology? nope. does he like hearing people compliment him using astrology? 10/10. for a proud man like choi seungcheol, astrology can seem like it's limiting his potential. but he would always indulge his loved ones if they like it as a true leo sun, leo venus person.
okay, for wonwoo, if he was into astrology, he would have been obsessed with it. but, as we all know, his poison of choice is video games. so, he doesn't give a shit about the stars lol. as expected of a gemini venus and mars.
as a stem major coded person, i don't think mingyu would believe in something that can't be dissected and put together again. he systematically moves forward towards his goals and his mindset doesn't allow him to wallow in failure. thus, he will wave away any astrological explanations with his ' i make my own destiny ' attitude. love our rational king ššš go wild with that aries sun virgo mars, my son francis bacon would have loved you rip
asking jeonghan to trust anything that he cannot analyze the hell out of is too much to expect. he won't ever believe in it but he will play into it if he gets something out of it if you know, you know š¤·. asking a libra dominant person to NOT be analytical with human interaction? now THAT'S the eighth wonder of the world.
unlike the others who are willing to keep their disdain for astrology on the down low, woozi will not hesitate to state his opinion. he doesn't believe it's real and finds the people who do sort of weird. it's never going to be his thing i fear. he is too much of a gemini moon sagittarius mercury.
#i don't think there are any hardcore astrologers in seventeen#so its mostly a 'who doesn't believe its real' and 'who does sort of believe in it'#also disclaimer: this is just for fun!!#who in seventeen would believe in astrology#seventeen#svt#seventeen imagines#seventeen astrology#seventeen scenarios#seventeen drabbles#seventeen fluff#scoups#jeonghan#joshua#jun#hoshi#wonwoo#woozi#dokyeom#mingyu#minghao#seungkwan#vernon#dino#writings of tie-dye
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Hello, my dear Kris! So after reading the newest fic from the Trapped AUā¦ I just canāt stop thinking about those two. And you know meā¦ Iām all about making my heart hurt with a little angstā¦
Can we get a snippet or drabble or your thoughts on an angsty moment -and Andyās surprisingly soft reaction- that takes reader by surprise by the end of itā¦
Maybe sheās not feeling well and missing all the comforts of her old life- the things she would do when not feeling well prior to this life with Andy
Or maybe, after accidentally seeing a calendar while cleaning in Andyās office, reader realized a special day has passed or is approaching.
Or maybe she feels a twinge of jealousy when she sees another beautiful women flirting with Andy and sheās so thrown- never once thinking she could ever feel that way with about him
Any little bit of angst where Andy uncharacteristically (at least for now) comforts her in the softest way possible- and maybe this is her kryptonite (and maybe it even turns her on a little) Would Andy use this new knowledge to his advantage? Of course he would š
I just want him to be soft and not so terrifying š„ŗšš«
My heart is so torn šš«
I love them and even him- you evil mastermind!
(Kris šwhile writing this lovely verse)
(Also- I LOVE trash pandas, so I hope you are not offended that I depicted you as one in your evil genius mode š
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Carly! I love this prompt! I had to think really hard about the inciting incident, but once I thought of it, I knew exactly what to do. This Andy can absolutely get soft. That's part of what he wants in his perfect life! It'll just always be on his terms. š
And no offense at all at the trash panda! That's exactly what I look like when coming up with ideas for this verse. š
Pairing: Andy Barber x f!reader - from Trapped AU
Warnings: Just general kidnapping/basement wife/toxic relationship warnings that come with this AU. All of my work is 18+ - Minors DNI
It started with a mug.
Andy presented it to you about a week after you moved upstairs. It was your favorite color (your real actual favorite, not something heād decided you liked) and had a pretty vine pattern etched into it. It was your mug. You drank your tea out of it every day. And you tried to tell yourself that it was bad because everything that came from him was bad. But it was yours. No one else drank out of it. Only you. It felt like the only thing in the world that you actually owned.Ā
And so, as you looked at the shattered pieces on the floor, as you told yourself that this was fine, that it was just another thing in this house full of things, all you felt was immense, gut-wrenching loss. You sank down next to the pile of shards on the ground. Maybe you could piece it back together, or, orā You didnāt know what to do. And you knew you were being ridiculous but you started crying. Sobbing. Youād already lost so much. And now the last thing on earth that belonged to you was gone too, and you were the one who destroyed it.
You heard Andyās footsteps come into the kitchen, but you couldnāt see him from where you were crouched behind the island. āWhat was that crash?ā he asked, harshly. The sob you let out brought him around to where you were. He looked down at you, his hands on his hips. āWhat happened here?ā
You looked up at him through your teary eyes. He was going to be so upset with you. āIām sorry,ā you gasped. āIām so sorry! I donāt know what happened. It fell, and, andā itās gone now.ā You tried to wipe your face clean, but you couldnāt stem the stream of tears.
āYou didnāt throw it?ā Andy asked.
āNo! No, I would never!ā You hoped he could see how sincere you were.Ā
He sighed and crouched down in front of you. āExplain to me why youāre so upset.ā
You struggled for a moment, no idea how to put everything you were feeling into words. And you were so scared of saying the wrong thing. Finally, all you could come up with was, āYou gave it to me.ā
āOh, sweetheart,ā he cooed as his face completely softened, no hint of anger or a coming reprimand remaining on it. He gently grasped your elbows, āHere, letās get you up. I donāt want you to hurt yourself on any of the shards.āĀ
He raised you up slowly, then guided you into one of the stools at the counter. Then he went to the little kitchen closet and grabbed the broom and dustpan. As he started to clean up, you rushed to stand. Andy hardly ever cleaned anything. That was your job. āOh no,ā you tried to stop him. āThatās ok, I can do it!ā
He just hushed you, as he quickly made a pile of the shards and scooped them into the pan, and then into the trash. āSee?ā he said, āall done. Itās fine.ā He ushered you into the living room and pulled you down into his lap on the couch, wrapping you tight in his arms. āIāll get you a new one,ā he said softly. āEven prettier than the last one.ā
Without even thinking about it, you laid your head on his shoulder, as he ran his hand up and down your back. āYouāre such a good girl,ā he whispered. āIām so glad youāre here. You make me so happy.ā You knew you should hate that. You knew that it should make you angry. But you were just so relieved that he wasnāt upset with you, you couldnāt help but sink into him.Ā
After a few moments of just cuddling, he spoke again, his low voice right next to your ear. āI think you need a break, huh? How about we just spend the day together? Your chores can wait til tomorrow. Weāll even order dinner in tonight. Howās that sound?ā
You were so worn out, from your sobbing, yes, but also, from everything, so all you could do was nod into his shoulder.
āOk, then thatās what weāll do. Just me and my good girl,ā he said, his voice maybe the gentlest youād ever heard.
āThank you, Andy,ā you sighed.
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Characters & Book Recommendations
ā¢Hide wouldn't refer to himself as a "reader", but he isn't allergic to books. He'll mostly be aware of trending titles, but will also read some super obscure stuff.
Go to him for: trending books, self-help/improvement, manga, Hide's Current Obsession Of The Week ā¢ļø
ā¢Nishiki is a "I don't read books because I have to read lots already for university š" fella. He sneers at fiction.
Go to him for: boringass science books, textbooks, journals
ā¢Of course Rize is on the list! Her taste is diverse, and having a keen mind and a lot of curiosity, she is going to read Most Genre's, with the exception of graphic novels. She isn't going to lend you a book though. Buy your own.
Go to her for: translated literature, thrillers, horror, classics
ā¢Akira is a tricky one. I think she'd read more books if she had the time. Has a tbr list as long as her arm. Very picky with fiction. Has a general knowledge of many books.
Go to her for: non-fiction, social commentary *disclaimer*:: whilst she can recommend books, keep in mind she likely hasn't read them... And she doesn't need to to form an opinion.
ā¢If Banjou is reading a book, it's probably something that is either: 1). Really important. 2). Really good.
Go to him for: Look, he needs the encouragement and support, so go to him to just show interest and be kind, yeah?
ā¢ Eto: seriously?
Go to her for: [maybe go to Sen for this, in public] Anything, even her shopping list is going to be a banger
ā¢Saiko reads! She'll read when she has breaks between gaming. She'll happily lend you a book too.
Go to her for: manga and light novels, graphic novels, YA, horror
ā¢How can you not ask Shuu for book recommendations? He's transcended being A Reader, and is A Bibliophile. He has his own library. With a cherry picker. He'll also lend out books (but not the "nice" books. He has dedicated crappy paperbacks that he'll lend out to people like you and me. Doesn't even care/notices if he gets them back. You're welcome.)
Go to him for: free books, translated literature, classics, horror, contemporary, social commentary, poetry, science fiction, basically anything except romantasy. Do not get him started on that.
ā¢Of course Kaneki is on the list! This is self-explanatory. What I will say about him, is he is hesitant to lend out books for two very important reasons: 1). They are incredibly precious to him. 2). He annotates them, so it's kinda like reading his diary. Aww. He'll probably buy you a copy if you're that keen.
Go to him for: anything, you can't go wrong. Go to him and ask for book recs even if you don't need them; it's worth it to watch him come to life and talk about something he truly loves.
ā¢Do you like fucked up books? Books which can only be self-published and sold online? Books where you have to take breaks for your own well-being? Ones that'll make you never want to eat again for fear of vomiting because of what you've just read?
Go to Uta for: the above š and art books.
#I saw a post yesterday I think by @eltheabberation about āa blank of blank and blankā#And that's what inspired this so thank you#tokyo ghoul#tokyo ghoul:re#tg#nishiki nishio#ken kaneki#uta#tsukiyama shuu#saiko yonebayashi#eto yoshimura#sen takatsuki#banjou kazuichi#akira mado#rize kamishiro#hideyoshi nagachika
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Soooo what do you think Daddy!Bucky would do if Princess was misbehaving out in publicā¦. what about maybe in front of their friends?? I need your FILTHY THOTS!!!
Misbehaving????? In Public???? Princess???
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It's tricky because Princess is quite shy in public, and doesn't like lots of people around, but there's always opportunities to be naughty when you put your mind to it. Let's say you're at a party, some of Bucky's close friends are there, lots of other people you don't know too.
I think first would come a warning. A whisper in the ear, a squeeze of your wrist or waist. "Careful Princess, you're pushing it now..."
Then a glare. You might be dragged away and told to stand in the corner. It's subtle but the tinges of humiliation come up and make you giddy.
But maybe you get distracted (or Daddy does) and you wander off, only to be found nibbling on a canapƩ instead of your assigned corner.
"Coulda sworn I left you over there?" He grabs your wrist as you try to flee back. "Oh no no princess, don't even try it." He pulls you away from the buffet and you squeak out an apology which falls on deaf ears.
"Panties. Now" he states, loud enough for the little group nearby to hear. You feel dizzy with the heat emanating from your face but when you see he isn't playing around you shimmy them off and hand them to him as quick as possible. You watch as he inspects them, a damp patch betraying your arousal.
"You getting off on being a brat hmm? Turn you on to get punished and told off?" He says, pinching your chin and kissing you in possessive pecks. You only stutter and mumble as he kisses you more.
He gives a little wave to someone's and suddenly you are surrounded by Bucky, Steve, Natasha and Sam who tower over you. You're totally blocked from anyone else's view, but you're not alone by any means.
"What's going on? Something wrong with our pretty Printessa?" Natasha says sternly as she glares around the party, daring anyone to fuck with you. Bucky chuckles and holds up your underwear. "Yeah actually, misbehaving and horny..."
Steve chuckles and rolls his eyes at Bucky. "Oh poor you, what a tragedy this must be!" You giggle, immediately regretting it from the look Daddy gives you. "Despite her behaviour today, Princess has rules. Being a little horny slut, teasing her daddy ain't one of them."
The three of them hummed in agreement, and you bow your head in shame. No one ever took your side when you misbehaved. It was so unfair. "Well what needs to happen to make it right then? Cos princess is too pretty to be in trouble tonight Buck..." Sam said whilst squeezing your arm, and you smiled at him.
Daddy turned you around and held you against his chest so you were now face to face with his top circle. "If Princess wants to show off and make an exhibition of herself..." As he spoke he lifted the skirt of your dress and exposed you to them, "then that's what she'll be..."
They two men took the skirt from Bucky's hands and the cool air hit your pussy, a soft whine leaving your lips. Natasha hummed in approval and moved her hand over, rubbing at your pussy, squeezing and spreading you open. "So soft" she muttered before guiding your own hand down to carry on.
"Daddyyyy" you whimper but he tuts, in fact they all do and he squeezes at your breasts. "Babygirl, we're at a party. And people are going to wanna talk to me. And if they come up to me before you come, I will let them stay for the show. So the sooner you start, the less chance you got of being spotted."
You whine but lean your head back as you start to slowly circle your fingers, swirling gathering wetness over yourself. Natasha curses something in Russian as Steve and Sam adjust there view and make similar noises of approval.
"You putting on a pretty show for them babygirl? Showing what a pretty little slut you are hmm?" You nod and moan as quiet as you can, slipping a finger into your aching hole, finding hungry eyes wherever you look. Bucky slips a finger in your mouth and you suck greedily, happy to have something to muffle your noises.
"This is a punishment?" Natasha asks incredulously, her fingers unable to resist your soft, sensitive folds. You moan again, louder around his fingers as she teases you. "I'd have her red raw and begging for forgiveness, not coming around her fingers.."
Bucky chuckled at her. "I know, I'm too soft on my Princess, but her ass will be glowing by the morning and she won't be doing this again will you baby?" You whine around his fingers and choke as he sinks them deeper down your throat, walls clenching around your fingers as you teeter on the edge of bliss. Your legs shut with the pressure but Steve and Sam are on you, hooking their hand around each thigh and opening you up to Natasha's hands.
"Come baby, come for us. Show us what a dirty girl you are..."
It's enough to send your head back into Bucky's shoulder, gripping his arms as he holds your still. Your release is rubbed over your pussy and thighs, and you shiver a little until they let you go and release you back into Bucky's embrace.
"Good girl" he praises, pressing a kiss to your face, smiling as you moan for more. Natasha takes your hair and strokes it, pulling it into a ponytail and pulling gently as she leans her head on your shoulder and pressed a little kiss behind your ear.
"Why don't you show us how you thank your daddy for being so kind to you?"
You giggle and sink to your knees, feeling like the naughtiest, luckiest princess in the world...
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i'm conflicted on carl tbh bc i've been on markus' side of things weirdly enough and there's this odd sense you feel of both resentment towards a care figure but also... sort of remorse? guilt? bc it isn't usually ever from a place of hate on their end but rather them not realizing the very reasons for someone's rage and anger and turmoil over injustice like that markus has a lot of conflicting feelings about carl even in The Painter quest, it does sound like some part of him genuinely cares for Carlāafter all, if you choose "HUMANITY - COMFORT", markus draws a portrait of carlābut i think another part has always internall resented him because of the core difference between them: markus is an android, carl is a human. if you choose "IDENTITY - PRISONER", he draws himself and carl but both faces are sort of unreadable and unseeable. then there's obviously a painting hinting at murder i hate that David Cage had a good writing team that managed to a lot of the time capture the nuances of prejudice and bigotry and what it is like on both ends, because there is some honestly compelling and very real dynamics at play that i wish got explored more cause i appreciate how characters like Carl are still flawed people
I agree š just wish David Cage wasn't a moron with a moral superiority complex that has to tell you what's right and what's wrong. There are these little details that are nuanced but it doesn't affect what's considered right for the "happy ending" in the main story. It's only for us, poor souls in fandom, to eat and weep for the lost opportunities of something much better. I like that that Carl and Markus conversation shows how different povs both of them have, just... idk, Carl surely doesn't understand everything but he's old enough to know that anger of the injustice is... rather normal lolol. His words how Markus was calmer before, it feels yucky and manipulative like bad parent scolding the child that it grew up, became their own person and doesn't agree with them anymore
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DUDE DUDE DUDE I AM OBSESSED WITH THE STUFF YOU MADE OMFG. the wings and the claws im!!!! im feral rn. holy shit
do you have any advice on where to get started if someone were wanting to make something like that of their own? or just generally propmaking for cosplay stuff, god knows i need to find a way to make wings of Some Form to appease the hyperfixation lol
love this stuff it's so cool holy hell
Wow, hey thank you for the nice words :).
In terms of advice, I'd say just be prepared for random stuff to go wrong.
DOWN SCALE.
Unless you have the wide open space required to house an extra entity, I'd say down scale it and make the wing span smaller, because I literally cannot put these anywhere lol. Me and my friends were measuring them by an estimated version of Tessa's height, assuming she was an adult Australian (160cm) and not a dead child wearing robot. The original wing span ended up being almost three and a half Tessas. Down scaling is definitely recommended.
Then going on to material, I'm going to be honest, I don't really know what any good substitutes for what I've been using. The best thing I can think of would be like cutting up one of those big umbrellas you see in like outdoor seating areas because they are built to be sturdy and light enough to to transport places. The blade part of the wings were made out of cheapo yoga mats, they are not Eva foam(idk if Eva foam is more expensive, but cheapo worked for me), they are some kind of material similar to insulation sheets just slightly thicker, I have the cutting patterns on the blog (the mats are 140x50x1cm) . Springs are something similar to "helical extension springs"(they pull things together, like trampoline springs) the strength of these will vary depending on how and if you downscale the over all project.
The general wing mechanism had to be redone a little bit but the new design is just based off an umbrella. It's good to use when you fold it in that the sections form a square in between the joints as a reference because it makes it easier to translate to the wings when drilling holes. The grey moving bar is on the outside nowš
I'll be reall, this partš needs a bit of precision. The two holes at the bottom have to be the exact same distance and stuff as each other so the mechanism works. You could probably find a way to optimise the mechanism but I did not (this was just easier for me at least)
The way all the blade parts go up is kinda cheesing it if you want all individual parts to work perfectly without extra materials. I was tying a string together on the bars and it worked to space the wings as I wanted to.
All in all, I'm going to be making a big ol summary post detailing all the stuff whenever I'm done fully.
Until then, I hope this helps, good luck to you and don't be afraid to make mistakes :).
(it's only a mistake if you give up)
Prop making and cosplay in general are things I probably can't comment on because I have never done cosplay and most of the prop things, I make are made out of random trash I can find that would cost dumb money if you went out to buy it new.
These for example are gutter or house liner plastic that was left over from a building site (gloves were uber cheap) and they were tedious and smelly to cut out and melt over an open flame, but if you want to do this too wear a mask for saftey unless you don't care about your lungs (which you should)
The claws were a lot easier to make. Easy enough that I made two sets (I think I went through the process of making these already)
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I feel like maybe the current gen forgot rule numero uno of being a minor interested in a media that's mature or for adults. You sit down you shut up and you don't say shit because if you start kicking up a fuss your going to get into trouble. That's how I got to play GTA 4 as a 13 year old I said I'd like this game please got it for Christmas then I didn't say jack shit about it to my parents. If you are a minor involved in spaces catered to adults you are the outlier if you don't like something you leave you don't try to make the space for adults more friendly to minors you gtfo and you don't come back until you're an adult, and for pete sake stop entering adult spaces and intentionally parading around the fact that your a minor your going to attract the attention of the wrong kind of people eventually and your going to get yourself hurt. In fact good rule of thumb if you are under the age of 18 and considering saying what age you are, don't. If your over 18 that's your own decision to make but still not the best choice to advertise your exact age on the internet but hey at least your an adult.
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your response literally made me realize that they need Izuku more than he needs them despite what Hori wants us to think.
Because think about it, nobody ever acknowledges Izuku unless he does something that benefits THEM! And fuck whatever he needs or wants!
They even make fun of his interests as if heās the inpy one who does that sort of thing! So again, how am I supposed to believe they actually give a shit about him and his wellbeing?
Hi @theloganator101 š
All of this. š
Now I like the idea of Izuku having friends, I like the idea of Izuku having ride or dies (such as Shoto.)
However, canon has left all of Izuku's friendships with the 'DekuSquad' and Class 1A as a whole to rot or actively does it a disservice in the name of 'comedy', for Bakugou's benefit or because Hori gives no care to them.
Class 1A, we know, never stand up for Izuku against Bakugou, so Hori's golden boy doesn't look bad. However, by consequence, it also looks like they don't care for Izuku apart from some key members like Tokoyami who never stand for Bakugou's shit. (Bless you, Tokoyami!)
However, with Izuku's main friendships in the 'Deku Squad', we have:
Izuku & Ochako - a friendship/budding relationship that is left to rot and actively done a disservice for 'comedy' and Bakugou's benefit.
Izuku & Iida - a friendship that is left to rot and actively done a disservice for 'comedy' and Bakugou's benefit.
Izuku & Shoto - a friendship that is actively done a disservice for 'comedy' and for Bakugou's benefit.
Izuku & Tsuyu - left to rot and done a disservice for Bakugou's benefit.
Izuku & Aoyama - left to rot.
How are we meant to buy that Ochako cares for and 'loves' Izuku when she calls him 'plain' and is so set on hiding her feelings?
When she doesn't stand up for him when he's being abused by Bakugou and when she looks freaked out whenever Izuku is shown to enjoy his hobbies?
Or when she 'who loves Izuku' barely spends any time with him?
From what we see in canon, we can't.
How are we meant to buy Iida cares for Izuku when he barely appears with him now?
How are we meant to buy Iida is Izuku's "best friend" yet when he is so quick to call Izuku "Mr House Arrest" and take Aizawa's side without hearing out Izuku?
Or when Iida is so quick to hit him* after Izuku getting out of the hospital?
Logically, we can't. *Yes, Iida apologised for doing this. However, this moment does rub me wrong, and even if this punch is nullified by the apology, the other criticisms still stand.
How are we meant to buy Shoto cares for Izuku when he thinks nothing of Bakugou verbally and physically berating Izuku now*?
*Yes, Shoto is an abuse victim, and some become desensitised to this behaviour as a result - however Shoto did not begin the series acting this way, so what conclusion can we draw?
How are we meant to buy that Shoto is a close friend of Izuku when he is chasing after Bakugou's friendship (Bakugou, who is openly hateful of Izuku?)
It looks like, through Hori trying to glorify Bakugou, that Shoto doesn't care as much for Izuku as we would like to think.
Tsuyu and Aoyama are barely even there anymore, let alone bond with Izuku.
Tsuyu used to stand up to Bakugou and his bullshit openly - now? Not a peep. She's only here to be an accessory to Toga vs. Ochako and Ochako as a whole. Izuku, who?
Aoyama has strong parallels with Izuku due to both starting the series quirkless and being given a quirk by AFO and AM, respectively. Yet this friendship is barely given any focus by Hori. Hori doesn't want Izuku to think about his own past during Aoyama's backstory, so he fails to give Izuku any introspection and fails to deepen their connection and Izuku's character as a result.
Class 1A as a whole are also done a disservice by Hori having them all gang up on Izuku with Bakugou leading the charge.
To conclude - Hori hates Izuku and it is clear looking at just how dirty he does all his connections in 1A and major friendships.
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HII I just wanted to say I simply adore your Alastor headcannons.. ā¤ļø
I unsure if youāre accepting request but if you arenāt you can ignore this one š
I was thinking of a pining Alastor with a fem reader who never sings. Like she has always hated musicals, and ever since sheās been in hell she noticed itās just one big musical. And the moment they finally actually open up and sing.. itās not with Alastor. But probably Angel to make him feel better.. So heās all jealous that the reader hasnāt sung with him.
And at the end they share a lil love duet and slow dance .. like, singing at last by Etta James..
I donāt know..I just love how you write Alastor. Your writing is absolutely phenomenal. š
I've been avoiding this one because it makes me think of Nix- š
Alastor X Reader Headcanons
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TW: Alastor being a MENACE, Grumpy!Reader, Mentions of Drunk!Reader
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You don't sing, you're not the kind of person who's just going to break out into song like everyone else around you
You sang along to music, sometimes sure, or maybe even sang to yourself, but you didn't live life like you're in a musical
You had better things to do with your time than dancing around to mysterious music and making up words on the fly
It was something that annoyed Alastor because no matter how hard he tried to get you to join him in his little song and dance, you just walked away
And left him feeling ridiculous for even trying to make music with you
Good
Your serious demeanor and closed off nature only served to make him want to win you over even more
He doesn't like people being a mystery to him, he wants to know what you're thinking and how you're feeling all the time
For the sake of knowledge, of course, not out of any romantic desire or anything as ridiculous as that
After several failed attempts to get you to sing, Alastor just assumes you've got a bad singing voice and gives up
Only to be PISSED when he's proven wrong because WHY WON'T YOU SING WITH HIM
He finds you holding Angel to your chest and singing to him, the poor spider holding back tears as he relaxes into your arms
Alastor just hides and listens to the sound of your voice more confused than ever as to why you don't sing
You have a BEAUTIFUL VOICE
It reignites his desire to get you to sing with him and he becomes more of a pest than ever for you
He tries to trick you into humming or singing, turning on the radio when you two are alone in hopes that you'll take a liking to a song
"Do you have a particular music preference, my dear?"
"Can't say I do, whatever you pick is fine."
You only roll your eyes and continue looking at your book, the only sign that you like the music is your leg bouncing to the beat
He later catches you humming a little tune with Niffty as the two of you clean up together, the happy look on your face is the most precious thing he's seen
Alastor tries to invite you out to a concert/musical, waving two tickets in front of your face
"What do you say, my dear~? You and I listening to the most wonderful music in hell together?"
Only to watch your face scrunch up at the idea and realize that he's about to be rejected
"That's not really my thing, maybe you can get Charlie to go with you."
He ends up giving the tickets to Charlie and Vaggie, letting the two of them have a date night
You're smiling and singing a little song with Husk later that night, cooking a late night dish with him
He sulks the entire night and glares at you whenever your paths cross because HOW DARE YOU
WITH HUSKER!?
He even tries taking everyone to a karaoke bar and pulling you up on stage, hoping you're drunk enough that you'll sing
Only to be the victim of your drunken rage and get body slammed into a table instead because he startled you
"Alastor!! Are you okay!? Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! I will pay for the table!"
Charlie is panicking because everyone is STARING, but you just glare down at him, cheeks flushed from the booze
"Don't... sneak up on me like that..."
He'd be lying if he said it didn't turn him on a little, laying there still in shock over what happened
"Understood."
Later, he hears you singing along to a song someone else is singing to. You're so drunk by that point that he doubts you even realize you're doing it
But you still sound so good even when your words are slurred and you're not even singing the right song
It gets to the point where Alastor's mood sours whenever you sing because he wants to sing with you but you always turn him down
You're trying to open up more but it's difficult to open up to someone like Alastor because it's impossible to know if he can be trusted
Your better judgment tells you no, but your heart whispers that you should give him a chance
Alastor just wants a duet with you so badly
You two would kill it, and he knows it
He's playing at the piano one day, singing to himself for entertainment more than anything
It's a song from his childhood, bringing up memories of happier times with his mother
When you suddenly saddle up next to him and begin to play as well, adding another layer to his song
His tail wagging and the way his eyes light up are the only indication he gives that he's excited by your presence
He keeps singing, feeling renewed by your musical accompaniment and really enjoying the music
Only to be graced with the sound of your own voice joining him, your hands briefly crossing over each others to play the right notes
The simple graze is electric for both of you, but neither would admit for years to come
He was right, you two sound better than anything he's ever heard before and he can't help but look at you because surely you feel it too??
Only to be flustered by the blush on your face and the small smile you give him, obviously pushed beyond your comfort zone but trying hard
It's all he can do to swallow the lump in his throat and focus on the song instead of how good you look or how beautiful you sound
Only when the song is over do you two realize how close your faces have gotten, gazing into each other's eyes like lovesick teenagers
You both are leaning in closer, gazes drifting down to lips-
When Alastor suddenly jerks away and walks across the room from you, his face burning from the realization of what almost happened
You deflate a bit and worry that you read him wrong, standing up so you can leave with your pride still intact
"Alastor, I'm so-"
Suddenly, the radio comes to life, Alastor picking a station with a slow romantic song playing before holding his hand out to you
"Care to dance, my dear? It'd be a shame to let such a good song go to waste..!"
You're both blushing and avoiding looking each other in the eye but you take his hand anyways, being pulled flush against him
If anyone were to peek in and see you two, it would certainly look like you two were a couple dancing to a romantic song and having a moment
Alastor has one hand on your hip while the other gently holds your hand, your head resting against him in an attempt to hide how embarrassed you are
His ears are folded back, and the smile on his face is wobbly and awkward, your other hand on his shoulder suddenly seemingly very interesting
Good thing nobody is peeking in on you two, except everyone is peeking in and passing around cash
"Pay up Angel, Husk, Charlie won fair and square."
I hope you guys like it š
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LOOK AT š«HIMš« IN HD im in love.
if you dont want to read all of the text below dont do it,but just apreciate š that pretty boy up there he deserves it LOOK AT THAT SMILE)
Ignore my writing mistakes pls jajjsjj)
Have some things to say(cough cough) so my mae has changed too much since the first time I ever get to him. First I saw him as a very sad and angry elf,one who has been trough too much,one that was full of fear and trauma,but then I re-read the silm,and I realice of how wrong I was(I dont denied the fact that Mae for sure has a lot of trauma) because the Maedhros we have,the Maedhros that exist in the book,is not like that,he is angry,furious,and he managed to stop Morgoth,he was the one who never leted his past be a thing who breaks his life,no,he builds Himring,a place that Morgoth's forces will never be able to destroy,he was the one who stoped Morgoth. The one who tortured him,now is afraid of him,Its a part in the silm,when it is say that Morgoth didn't atacked the nortwest part of beleriand (where the feanorians lands were) bc he knew that there was Maedhros (I cant remember were exactly but it is from the first years of beleriand) ,and thats something to think you know?. Maedhros made a lot of things,"he made dids of great valour" "the orcs ran from him" he was a fiercy Prince,he was a powerfull one,and I think,that all of THIS,is something in what everybody should think,Mae is NOT scared,he is the vengance for the ones who made him suffer,he was their nightmare,and Morgoth and his armies,were never able to kill him,they couldnt end whit him,and he,after all,at least won that.
SO after all of this large text,THATS why I draw him as a confident boy,one who is not ashamed of his scars,no,he shows them proudfully,because he survived and he became better.
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