#then it was midnight so i went to sleep
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my test today went way better than i thought it would!!! and my last class doesn't meet today, so i can take as long as i want on my lunch break then go home and keep playing baldur's gate 3 (after a little bit of hw–i will be responsible today dammit)
#key speaks#today is a good day#despite the slight lack of sleep#(i still got like. 6 hours?)#anyways!#i got bg3 last night!#i saw some stuff for it on tumblr and hyper fixated for like a week#and decided that hey since [redacted positive life event] i might as well splurge and buy it#(seriously why is it so expensive. i gave up like 3 very cute posters and some amazing stickers to play this game)#(i rly love decorating so it was quite the sacrifice)#took an hour designing my Tav#(they are a tiefling bard and their full name is Octave)#(they are very purple and a little blue and teal)#(i know nothing about tieflings and very little about dnd beyond basic tumblr osmosis)#(so i don't really know their backstory yet)#anyways i got through the first bit with the creepy gross ship and crashed it#then it was midnight so i went to sleep#i'm excited to keep playing!#can't wait to meet all the companions
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honey as a hair mask & face mask while drinking honey water & googling abt the benefits of honey; immersive experience, Winnie the Pooh core etc
#there have been times I’ve felt better physically so honey yes#but had just some basic pretty much the cheapest honey I could find at the grocery store so got worried if that’s actually not good for#your skin/has any benefits#but turns out all honey here is that ’’raw pure unpasteurized honey’’ bc otherwise u couldn’t sell it as honey#so all good#u know tho what would help? sleeping more than 6h after that 36h of being awake#idk I went to sleep at 6pm but woke up at midnight and couldn’t get more sleep#so now it’s 3am and I’m up googling abt honey#march 2024#2024
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTEST WIDDLE SNAKEY WAKEY.
I can't believe my son is 18!! I estimated a birth date for him to be about a month before I got him in fall of 2006, since he was such a widdle month-old baby sneky. I always try to get a good birthday pic of him - especially after he eats and gets the good yawns in.
Pretty soon, he'll be off to snake college, for snakes. Dunno how we're gonna afford those ssssnudent loans.
Image description below the cut:
First photo is an albino corn snake (species name: Pantherophis guttatus) peeking out from behind a fake flower on a rocky hide (a house inside the tank where reptiles can feel secure and hidden). The snake is flicking his tongue out. Only his head is visible in the photo. Caption on the photo reads: Demo's 18th birthday. August 9, 2024.
Next photo is the same snake, but in a clear, close-up, detail photo. Each scale is clearly defined. He has red eyes and pink cheeks, and pale white patterns on an off-white body. The scales on his head are shaped to follow the different planes of his face. The scales on his neck (and body, not shown) are uniform and scallop-shaped.
The next three photos are sequential. The same snake appears with his mouth barely open. Then, his mouth is wide open in a yawn. His cheeks look so smooshy. His head is shaped the way a snap hairclip opens, curved upwards, and it's funny and cute. His mouth has ridges inside, but no teeth or fangs are visible (because his teeth are too tiny to be photographed politely, and he does not have any fangs). The last photo in the sequence has the snake with his mouth still open, but the top of his head is a normal shape again as he begins to end the yawn.
#snake#snakes#corn snake#snow corn#snek#sneks#snekblr#reptile#reptiles#Pantherophis guttatus#Elaphe guttata#cute#pets#pet birthday#18#tank is bare in the pics bc i ran out of spoons while washing everything#i forgot i have to wash decor outside and it got dark and i didnt wanna get bug bites so i had to...#...do a whole sink of heavy dirty dishes (not mine) AND wash the decor around the thawing meal for him#...and then disinfect the sink ofc bc i was at my limit after only getting the hide and water bowl washed#was gonna do it earlier in the day but ppl were moody downstairs#hes gonna sleep off that meal and sippy sip rn anyway (was already in his hide by the time i refilled my water and went back to my room)#i got a drinking vid but he was facing away from my vantage point and it makes him look like a hognose bc of refraction lol#anyway i gotta get ready for bed myself today was busy and i didnt even finish the one thing i planned to do bc im too tired#Cori.exe#Image.exe#i would do a silly edit like i usually do for demos bday but again i have no spoons rn#hhh added image description and now its almost midnight aa gotta post fast#*now its midnight lmao#ughhh i couldve been ready for bed in the amount of time it takes me to proofread an unacceptable number of times#anxiety is a mf 'what if i misspelled a word' 'what if this phrasing is awkward' mf im the only one that cares shut up
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what if I reached through the page of my kindle and strangled him
#orv#orv chapter 516#omniscient reader's viewpoint#what the fuck#It's nearly midnight so I gotta stop here but WHAT THE FUCK#I binged the last 20 chapters in a single sitting bc I was so absorbed but like#huhhhhhh#tag spam/rant#orv spoilers#I finally get the 51/49 reference but at what cost 😭😭#I cannot believe that I read 40% of this thing in a single week holy shit#I went from not understanding wtf stories were (thanks manhwa for its pretty visuals tho) to Getting it and bc I binged it the#Realization happened in real time#uhhhhhh#how am I meant to go to sleep like nothing happened#gonna be seeing orv references in everything for the next month#wtfff#I can't wait to see 999 uriel in the manhwa actually#next cosplan fr#gonna delete some of these tags later btw I just need to rant#aaaaaaaaaa#losing my mind
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ramble ahead about time, tatinof, 2015 and changing one's life
tatinof is very special and im so happy they did this video to acknowledge that its not cringe at all and that theyre proud of their past selves !! there's sth genuinely healing about that !! ive had a hard time in 2015 and even tho i was 12/13 and just discovered that online fan communities of things i was into were a thing and was nowhere close to the phandom (i joined after BIG), this is the fandom internet that i joined back then. thats why its so poetic that they sing 'the internet is here', because to me this is the time it started to be there for me. it wasnt always kind to me and instagram was not a great platform to start on if your bullies and other ppl from school were also on it, but it was also when for the first time ever i realised that there were not only people who liked what i liked but that those ppl also have created their own culture and community online !! i was not totally alone !! there is a life outside of school !! i would never chose to go back to that time ever like it was horrible (that applies to any time in the past tho, i hate the idea of 'going back in time' with a passion) but im glad that the internet was there for me because no one else really was if im being real with you.
more below the cut because im an insufferable yapper (dan is a terrible influence haha tit joke)
this all is maybe why i find it hard to go back to watch dnps older content and also the stuff from the tatinof era. dan's sarcastic self-hating persona and phils innocent nerd persona are both hitting a bit too close to home and i want to both cry for them and for myself. we knew nothing back then. we were lost and yet did sth we were proud of. yet here we are almost 10 years later and how the fuck did we end up here but oh my god im so proud of us. all it took for me was to watch dan's coming out video. all it took for them was to be embraced and loved by their audience (us). dan also needed a break which is something that at the time it happend was really hard for me but then i found my wonderful lovely phannie discord friends here. we really all got here together and if i ever see any single person say that dnp hate us or dan hates it or that dnp are cringe or that we are cringe etc etc i will block you so hard because what are you even doing bringing up drama when in reality dan and phil and the phandom have developed the most remarkable symbiotic relationship between artist adn fans ever. they are our dads and i honestly just want to say how fucking proud i am of them for how far theyve come and what theyve done since 2015. dan really did the whole mental health and gay thing but then he did the mental health again!! and i think ywgttn and wad need to be given more credit here because idk if you remember pre-wad dan but he wasnt anything like post wad dan. every since wad he seems so happy and genuinely authetic and in peace. (im ignoring dystopia daily here because that was filmed before wad and his dd persona also reminds me too much of 2015 depressed dan than whatever high concept he was going for lol, im just not a dd fan). like wad changed his relationship with us and its warming my entire heart when i see dan smile so much now. he deserves to be happy and proud. and if dan deserved it after going through so much and coming out on top (literally), then i deserve it too. and phil? i love how he's just so confident now. fuck. (literally). he is not the innocent nerd anymore like he actually is fully really himself now and feels comfortable in his body (crop top, phlonde, etc) and openly expressing his sexuality ! even compare this phil to phil from the beginning of the hiatus!! he got so much more confident and relaxed since then!! like fully, really, if he can do it, if he can strip himself of the persona that ppl have attributed to him because of his anxiety, then i can do that too. im so proud of phil. he is an inspiration and the more he's being himself publically with no shame, the more an autistic phannie will feel hopeful for their future. im so proud of both of them.
like its crazy you go through your life thinking you're going nowhere and never making any progress and will never reach your goals but then you stop and look back what you were like 6 months ago and realise how many lives you have lived since then. it always goes back to BIG when dan said this:
[...] I thought I was trapped in a situation forever when in reality, the entire world I lived in and my life changed completely. I thought it was hopeless when in reality there was so much to hope for and that's it. Time changes everything. With the lives that we have, we can try anything we've dreamed of. I want anyone that's ever felt like this to realize you are never trapped. There is always hope. You just need to believe in yourself and get to the other side.
this everyone, changed my life. and i will never be able to thank dan enough for it, no matter how much i pay for tour tickets, how often i watch their videos or share my love for them on here. i just want to mention this because its never just 'light entertainment', it means the world to many of us and we have build a wonderful and loving community despite the hardships of the past and pointless discourses of the present. like, we can change shit for ourselves because we see these gay idiots do it who have done soooo fucking much in the last 15 years like they were on radio 1 and on a hollywood billboard and hosted various big big events. and yet, they decided they want to use their time to do things for themselves and their community. they have said many times that they havent made a profit from (parts of) their tours but they do it regardless. they do really love us and i dont think ive ever really felt loved by people who i was in a fandom for like that. its really not as parasocial as it might seem anymore. we got here together and we should be proud of that. i love dnp and i love you phannies so much !! 💕💕💕💕💕
#i hope they react to ii next because ive actually watched that one a lot and am a bit more emotionally connected to it#(because i joined the phandom after big i didnt experience any of the joint tours in real time but ii was still relativeley timely in#summer 2019 so i ended up watching it a lot)#the beginning of the post is making it sound like i never went online before 2015 but oh boy thats so not true ahaaaha#this is just when i made my ig and twitter account (dont tell elon yes i already did serve 7 days in twitter jail for lying about my age an#then got the account back its all fine)#i started watching minecraft videos in 2011 and also knew how to use the internet before that bc we had internet lessons in primary school#yes it was very cool and yes the child safe search engines that we were taught to search on havent existed for 10 years#this took me over an hour to write after midnight i need to sleep ahh#sage posting#dnp#phan#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil
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Sorry for not having been too active recently - by the middle of august I started an internship at a kitchen two days a week so that together with having my mother visit, the gig redraws +stickers, a zine project piece and just life in general have kept me occupied
And then there are days like today where I have been wanted pretty much nothing more than sleep and to read 😅🤣
I hope to be back with some sketches and/or minor projects the upcoming week(s) 😁
#after accidentally forgetting my bike lights yesterday so i had to walk 30 min home in pouring rain after midnight#since i had been to karaoke (on top of housing my mom and cooking for her twice that day)#i didnt set an alarm today and yet still woke up at 8 am#but then i went to somewhat nap at 2 pm after laundry grocery shopping and lunch - only went out of bed at 5.30 then#i ended up working on my bojere zine project then eat dinner and now i kind of just want to read and then sleep#i feel not very productive tbh#but maybe that is what i needed after these busy two weeks#let a boi just read and sleep on a sunday xD#micahs thoughts#micahs foolery
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the thing about being a chronic insomniac and also the world’s lightest sleeper and staying in a thin-walled house with a bunch of other people. You don’t fall asleep until everybody stops making noise at night. And then you wake up the moment somebody makes a noise in the morning. and if this continues long enough something happens in your brain that the critics are saying is “not good”
#when i went on that family vacation at the end of july i slept on the living room couch#and so it was usually between midnight and like 2am that i’d get ‘in bed’#and then my sister would get up with my nephew by like 6. and i’d wake up the moment any movement happened#so i got like 4-5 hours of sleep every night. not the greatest#and in this airbnb it’s easily 1am by the time all the noise stops. and then it starts again at like 5 lol#and i also quit drinking coffee before i came here because i was trying to minimize expenses#and so i haven’t had any caffeine in almost a month. OR more than 6 hours sleep per night#so basically this is what’s known colloquially as ‘not my finest moment’
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Devastating news: my brother is a normal person. It doesn't run in the family, I'm just a weird freak for no reason
#i'm exaggerating but not that much. my parents are like that because they're in their 50s. they were young adults once#okay so my brother. 18 years of age. just started his fancy higher studies in maths. tiny baby goatee he's not shaving.#went to a friend's week long birthday party in a house in the countryside#made out with a girl there?? apparently???#started drinking alcohol. and has now been going out longer and more frequently and sleeping at other people's places#and bestie. let me tell you. i was never doing any of that shit. in fact i am not doing any of that still and i'm a few years older#i don't go out much. i have like four or five friends at all times tops. i certainly don't come back late or god forbid sleep over#never drunk alcohol (don't want to. i could! i just don't. i'm the sober idiot in the corner when everyone else is drunk)#never kissed anyone or had a partner or anything of the sort#he decided to sleep over at midnight?? with zero preparation??#buddy it would have to be pouring acid rain for me to have an unplanned sleepover#without my toothbrush? my pyjama? my phone charger? my plushies? possibly my own pillow/blanket? be for real#my brother is a normal teenager/young adults with a social life and no weird hangup about romance and alcohol and spontaneity#and i'm some kind of freak i guess. having a normal time#older sister girlfailure forever i suppose. how the fuck do i feel like my younger brother is cooler and more normal than me???#i don't even want to be like that i like myself i thought i left all this stupid unfounded insecurity behind with school!!#arghhhhhh#wow i have a ramble tag now
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#parted ways with boy#it was sudden but with so much warmth#we made our choice sitting in the park and carried on like normal but not#when he touched me it was slow and deliberate. when he kissed me it was so gentle it broke my heart#he said im beautiful and special#i stayed until midnight#left my bags outside the door and crossed back over the threshold to hold him#we kissed goodbye over and over#and he said 'maybe its not goodbye. maybe its see you later. in fact i'd really like it to be'#i can't bear to think about either#but i was so calm. i felt so right. and i went home#and i only cried after i texted him i had gotten there safely like he asked me to#and he told me to sleep well#goodbye boy#boy.txt
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Whumper sends Whumpee a set of tapes through the mail as part of a hame. They seem happy enough at first, but they get . . . dark.
What starts off as a butterfly caring tutorial glitches into a long rotted garden.
Two friends shopping turns into a robbery by a third.
Friendly baking escalates into a dangerous house fire.
At the beginning and end of every tape, there's distorted words that are barely understandable.
Whumpee needs to put the words together to win Whumper's game. If they don't? Well, there's always round 2 . . .
#yes this is inspired the Welcome Home update#which is very good#I've been searching the website for clues because I'm a lore-loving girl#my thoughts went like this#wow there's a lot of effort put into this!#Woah VOICE ACTORS?#ooh secret distorted audios!#Wally why are you breaking the fourth wall.#*insert mild fear over the puppet man because my glitchy internet is making things worse*#whump#whump prompt#whumpblr#whump tropes#creepy whumper#whump writing#domestic whump#whump idea#it's almost midnight and i'm so tired but too anxious to sleep#i might need to edit this in the morning once my brain cells are functioning again
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it reeeeeally sucks that the depression comes for my light sensitivity and energy levels first because there is nothing fucking more that i love than to stay up at night looking at brightly lit screens
#i went to sleep at MIDNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the other day and at 2 am were like 500 messages in a#group chat like... i hate that...#i could have been AWAKE#AND ENJOYING MYSELF#BUT I WAS ASLEEP BECAUSE I WAS TOO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!#also as an aside its really bad when im driving car lights are so fucking bright it hurts i cant see#anyway#fighting the sleep off#i got 2 more hours in me i swear i swear i swear
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me when my sister randomly calls jeffy jiju :
#jeff satur#idk rambles#to be clear jiju means sisters husband#she inherently called him my husband-#akfksjsj the first time she said it i went into shock#the processing took awhile but i blushed so hard hehehehehhh🙈💗#i told her today his movie trailer is coming out and she went ???? JIJU IS IN A MOVIE?!?!??#like she should have been informed about it as soon i found out well i agree#hehehehhh#still blushing lmao-#😳😳😳#this one time we were having a gif/sticker war and the last thing i sent her was him sleeping to tell her to do exactly that#and it was past midnight she went accha jiju so gaye 'jiju is sleeping now'#i swear its embarrassing it took me a minute and her explaining to understand what she was saying-#akfksjs I'll add more story rambles if i remember-#thanks for coming to my JeffTalk
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I am actually so stupid i thought the piglins nose was their eyes and that they just had a massive forehead. Like
Do you see the vision?
#not art#it's midnight rn and i have a big day tomorrow so naturally i can't sleep#no seriously how did i went whole 3rd season of avm and tons of minecraft videos without realizing that.
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me when october 18 (holidays released, tsou deluxe released, new wallows model tour dates announced and two are in my state, new fearless dress, new reputation bodysuit, new surprise song dress, tim mcgraw x timeless, this is me trying x daylight, conan goes live on ig to play holidays live)
#there was A LOT happening today#also ik conan technically went live after midnight for est so it was the 19th but shhhh if i didn’t go to sleep yet it’s still the same day#kat rambles
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Its UPDATING! The first pages are out NOW!
[READ TOKYO MIRACLE HERE! ✨]
This is old promo art I made back in...2022? In the back of my mind I always wanted to retry making tm2 as a webcomic...this was going to be the lil post I made to reblog whenever new pages went up, but I decided not to do that and instead post page previews weekly (over at @tokyomiracle) I can def do better lettering now, but I still think this art is pretty dang cute so I thought I'd share it 😊
#tokyo mew mew#magical girls#webcomics#tmm oc#fan mews#original#comic#tokyo miracle#tm2#but last post abt the comic on this (my art blog!) blog if u want more news + updates u gotta follow @tokyomiracle!!! go go go!!!#wil also not be spamming the tmm tag every update so like. yeah follow that blog if u want news!!!#if u were following that blog u would have seen the ~midnight release~ for the first few pages hehe :3c#only doing that for new years bc i woke up to post then went right back to sleep and i am Not doing that everytime lol <3
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i appreciate a quick response but it also scares the shit out of me how fast my PI responds. like FUCK!!! i wasnt prepared to deal further with this for at least a couple hours
#like when i first emailed him last summer to ask about joining his lab i expected a response within like maybe 3 days bc thats what im used#to with most academics and professionals but he literally responded in three MINUTES and i felt like shitting myself#like. when does this man sleep. bc im emailing him my draft at 10pm and get a response right away when i know hes also in the lab at the#first moment he can. i have no way of saying if he gets there earlier than 8 bc you know my ass is getting there at 9 but im pretty sure its#8 at the latest. AND he works out in the mornings. GIRL????#hes like yeah during my phd i went to the gym at 5 was in the lab for 8 hours went home cooked dinner etc and would go to bed at midnight#so. he functioned on about 5 hours of sleep for at least 4 years and im pretty sure he still does. what fucking witchcraft is his body#chemistry doing in there. HES IN HIS 50S TOO
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