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a loving family, an unpalatable desire
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a/n: would anyone hear me out if i ever wrote romantic yan! bruce (ft. platonic yan! batfam AND romantic yan clark kent alongside the superfam ofc) with a neglected spouse reader... because uhm, i've been thinking about it lately just yk... so anyways PLSPLSPLS send in asks about this, ive been thinking about it so much lately.
imagine wanting to raise a family so badly with a man who adopts problem children as a side hustle. you're not some invasive spouse, you've always been good, always been loving, so... so accepting, never questioned where or how he picked them up from the side of the streets, never once complaining about the hickeys on his neck or the once neat tussles of his hair now tangled accompanying lipstick stains on his white suit.
you love your children, you tell yourself all the time. you love them, you love bruce— even if he doesn't love you. you said it in your vows, despite it being scripted, despite your family finally sighing in relief in the sidelines at finally being able to sell you off to one of the wealthiest man in the world, rather than being wasting off under their care— your vows are real.
you wanted someone to love you, unconditionally, so viscerally eternal that it eats you up.
really, all you wanted was to play that fantasy life of trophy house spouses. all you wished for was a loving, healthy relationship. the american dream: the picture perfect family frames, your husband kissing you on the cheek as he leaves for work, your children bickering at the dining room, with the scent of homemade meals wafting about the vicinity. all you wanted was the warmth in your chest to flicker like candlelights. all you dreamed about was that domestic life, an escape from the abusive household you were raised in.
yet the manor is too cold, too unforgiving for a soul such as yours.
the longer you stay inside claustrophobic, yet oh-so large hallways, the quicker you drown in a neverending pool of self-hatred.
but you're not allowed to show them your sufferings. they've been through much worse, you tell yourself. they've suffered more, and as what good spouses do, as what you're taught, you stay silent, enabling them to turn you into their own emotional punching bag.
you only allow yourself to cry at the dead of the night, under the sheets of your too-cold blanket and your too-hot pillows. when the manor is filled with deathly silence and a looming sense of dread and ill fitting thoughts of ifs and when they'll come back in one piece, will you grant yourself temporary respite; worry for a family who never even called you their parent.
yet you've always been so considerate. despite the pang in your chest every time bruce flirts with anymore potential love interest at a gala, you chose to instead monitor your chaotic children, who have always never bat an eye on you despite you always gazing lovingly at them.
you know of their interests, they don't know yours, yet you still give them extravagant gifts on their birthdays, with tired, yet glinting eyes, and a silent excuse to return to your room; one separate from bruce.
you know of bruce's hardships, but you don't push too hard, don't force him to talk, only provide him your silence and an offer to serve him dinner; all the time he refuses without looking at you. you give him comfort only if he ever allows you, only if he allows his walls to crumble— but not even his spouse can amount to a warm, crackling fireplace. to him, you're probably only a matchstick under the deadbeat glaze of the snow in a winter night.
maybe that's why you're such a ghost in the manor, stalking through the hallways, looking out for any of your children in case they come across you with any injuries. maybe that's why eventually your resolve weakened.
and maybe the absence of familial love led you to find comfort in another man's arm.
''til death do us part,' is such a tragic saying in your case, because you know it in your fragile heart that bruce's love for you was never alive in the first place. and yet you allow him to play you like a fiddle, allow him to slowly allow you to slip away from his nonexistent grasp.
and now, you're a stand-in parent for clark's son, jon, after the tragic loss of his wife. now, your world seems a lot less bleaker, as you play the fantasy of a loving house spouse, fully abandoning the life you left behind, a life you've never been gifted with until now. you want to feel guilty, you want to feel absolutely terrible but the heartache of neglect has become too much and all you do was allow clark to warm you up each night, kissing away your tears and spooning your deep-seated anxieties away.
you don't let the past eat you up, not when the present is too perfect, too freeing, too delusionally beautiful.
your son, jon provides you every joy a parent could have. parent's day gifts, heartfelt letters at every nook and cranny of your shared bedroom with clark— even reading him bedtime stories, allowing him to sleep in your lap after he slowly nods off, with clark knocking softly on polished wooden doors, greeting you with a loving kiss on the lips and a bouquet of your favorite flowers in hand—
it's everything a parent wants, needs even.
and you're everything clark, and especially jon wants, needs in their life.
so it's such a stupid mistake, really. a slip of the tongue, a too-enthusiastic smile, incredibly bright, shining eyes. it's not jon's fault, you still love him either way. but it's an error still— one a complicated matter at hand, so dreadful for you, that jon accidentally, all-too-suddenly, mentions you as his parent to damian.
a loving, wonderful parent, he says, with a picture of you in his wallet shoved right in front of his friend's face.
#🧁... yael's misc.#yandere batfam#yandere dc#yandere batman#yandere angst#yandere bruce wayne#yandere clark kent#yandere superfam#yandere superman#yandere damian wayne#yandere jon kent#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere x female reader#yandere x male reader#yandere x gn reader#yandere imagines#yandere scenarios#male yandere#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#yandere x darling#I HATE WRITING HIATUS#this is so bad erm...#im back at ranting in tags but ykyk#why am i so bad at this again 💔
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so, the billsona trend ey?
#billsona#book of bill#sona#goat#currently on a bit of a hiatus if you couldnt tell by me recent absence#ive been busy working#regaining creative fuel#and also the book of bill#cuz holy shit#i am 13 again
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Traveller
#artists on tumblr#at it again with the detailed backgrounds#there's something so relaxing about drawing 49285947 leaves#it seems we've kind of skipped the colorful part of autumn here#went straight from summer hot days to winter depression grey#all of my DMs are on hiatus or travelling so no D&D for a couple of weeks#bless them all on their journeys and forays#i hope every DM is having a good day actually#thank u for your service
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Happy pride month you queers…
#tf2#team fortress 2#art#digital art#my art#ozias draws a thing#fanart#animatic#and YES this is referencing that destiel animatic#animation#ending my tumblr hiatus for a second just to post this…. see you all (officially) when my free summer starts🫡#team fortress 2 scout#team fortress scout#scout tf2#tf2 scout#tf2 ms pauling#ms pauling#ms pauling tf2#I made this kinda as a joke but I do belive in Tbutch Scout..#if that’s transfem or transmasc is up to you#tf2 headcanons#?#idk#scoutpauling#scoutpauling yuri#trans fortress 2#happy pride 🌈#tbh I’ve been kinda scared to post on tumblr again because of my hiatus… sorry guys I’ve been away for so long😕
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Young Dory my beloved
#srry for the hiatus it will happen again#idk how old he’s supposed to be#trolls brainrot#trolls 3#trolls fanart#trolls#trolls band together#trolls john dory#trolls branch
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it's thanks to you
#isat#isat loop#isat sifrrin#my art#woodcarving has always been so gorgeous to me and i wanted to try and doodle it to the best of my ability lol#also ive been trying to get as much art out as possible before im overloaded with work again so sorry for the random 5 drawings this week#but im kinda running out of ideas lmao so its back to my hiatus#in stars and time
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Bless me with your smile
#xedgin#xenk yendar#edgin darvis#dndhat#dungeons and dragons honor among thieves#dungeons and dragons movie#my art#me*xedgin#me*dndhat#i had 11 out of 12 pages finished for like 10 months#but a lot has happened in my life since i started this little thing kfjgkgfnh#so i couldnt finish that last page#but now things have calmed down again so i can FINALLY DRAW AFTER A 10 MONTHS HIATUS#welcome back to me : )#anyway#enjoy !!!!
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#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#just art#rises up from my genshin-drawing hiatus to draw the bestest boy again bc it's his bday <3 <3#i miss u sm sir
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#hello......#i am making a slow attempt to put art here again......#i have been on hiatus for a bit......#thank u.......#myart#gif#animation#star kid
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FINALLY got around to finishing my drawing for @ut-against-genocide! Requested by Anon! Thank you for your donation ♥
Do your daily click for Palestine!
#undertale#palestine#undyne#ut against genocide#free palestine#free gaza#ceasfire now#i haven't drawn a single thing in MONTHS and undyne is the first i draw#it's not that i mind or anything it's just that I'm so DANG RUSTY#on another note... i'm terribly sorry for my unannounced sudden hiatus#i'll try to smack myself into existing again... I'm just incredibly fatigued due to health reasons#but i WILL come back#thank you so much K for inviting me you're the best and sweetest person in the universe
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mild spoilers for chapter six for my series again &. again, but i really feel the need to ramble about this, and i'd love to hear anybody's opinion on this hehe.
as i write outline chapter six (and write for chapter five), i'd like to say i couldn't wait to write the reader's face reveal in bruce's perspective. and it's not just angst, for me, this plays a very pivotal turn for the series— because bruce will spiral to insanity.
to never once see a single portrait of your second youngest child, whose presence has long been erased from the manor, not a single image, nor trace of you is sickening to the heart, even if he scours through the internet day and night for a single memoir of you, nothing— but to find your portrait in alfred's living quarters and seeing you for the first time in forever? graduating a milestone no less?
god, he's in for a ride just analyzing every aspect of your physical appearance.
the color of your eyes, the shape of your nose, the quip of your mouth, the fat in your cheeks; even the length of your lashes! god, does he brand it into the deepest parts of his mind to never forget you anymore. his pearl, his treasure.
the longer he stares, the more he notices and gazes even more, obsessive as he stands lonesome in the room with every bone in his body locking up, his eyes unable to look away from the portrait that showcases his baby child.
and there, there it is that he concludes a detail so small it's unrecognizable for someone who's seen it for his entire life; yet it's all the same triggered deranged emotions deep within him.
— you don't just share him and your mother's traits, no, your smile is also reminiscent of his mother's.
martha wayne, who'd died in his arms, laying in a pool of her blood with a bullet grazed deep inside her body. his loving mother, who caressed his face whenever he'd cry from his nightmares, who'd shown him motherly love that until now he still craves.
she died with her pearl necklace that once decorated her porcelain neck spilling to the ground and stained with crimson.
you wore pearl earrings on your graduation.
the thought alone is enough for him to just snap.
this? this is the child that he's been neglecting far too long? who shares the same, loving expression of his mother's? his child? not even a single memory could be conjured with you but fantasies now do. if your happiest moments were within the picture frame that he holds with shivering fingers at present; could your smile be any wider if you'd be with him?
how come he never once noticed? why is bruce always destined to fail left and right? why, just why is he brimming with jealousy for all the people who must've seen your smile before him, and contempt for himself that he was never there to pick you up from the police station beforehand?
bruce isn't a heckler for favoritism, but a darker part of him is motivated to take you away from wherever you are, and to never let anybody else witness his beautiful, little treasure.
he's gotham's knight, first and foremost. but he's a father, too, with goals to protect his children just like a father should.
and the things he'd do for you, his child, now? anything.
if it means he has to see that smile, then he'll turn the world upside-down.
he has to protect your smile.
#🧁... yael's misc.#series: again & again#yandere dc#yandere dc comics#yandere batfam#yandere batman#yandere bruce wayne#yandere#platonic yandere#male yandere#yandere x male reader#yandere x you#yandere x reader#yandere x y/n#yandere x gn reader#soft yandere#ngl my stuff has felt like it's been flopping lately#that i've been getting demotivated again#i love writing but i sometimes just can't!!! am i even doing good enough#i feel like such a failure every time i write something and it doesn't go in the direction i want it to#like i want to write but i might just end up being in another hiatus the longer i suffer through imposter syndrome#ignore this short rant i love angst GRAHH !! 🔥🔥🔥
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“You’re just a big Skitty, aren’t you?”
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#nurse joyce#fuji mewtwo#Mewtwo#pokemon#art#2024#noticed the old version was getting some attention again so#plus it turned a year old today#a fun thing and compensation for dealing with the super long hiatus
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Guys I’ve found my new favourite activity—
Someone give me characters, I’m going to make this a thing while I wait for the Full Moon episode
Alastor: (Part 1 - Here)
Lucifer: (Part 2)
Random Groups / Duos / Ships: (Part 3) (Part 7)
Charlie: (Part 4)
Adam: (Part 5)
Angel Dust: (Part 6)
#month 3 or 4 of the hiatus and I’m going insane#at least I’ll have the full moon episode to satiate me again#memes#the onion#the onion headlines#headlines#hazbin hotel season 1#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel#hazbin#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel memes#hazbin adam#hazbin memes#hazbin hotel incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes#helluvaverse#hellverse#hazbin hotel husk#hazbin husk
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Harry: That's your only take from all that?!
#tomarry#hp fanart#vonn doodles#animatic#video#returned from hiatus only to make tomarry shitpost art yet again
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Today's aesthetic is Nihilisa Frank
#sorry for the hiatus#again#I was in and out of the ER#Sorry I also ran out of Pride themed aesthetics#aesthetic#aesthetic blog#aesthetics#aesthetic otd#aesthetics blog#aesthetic community#aesthetic blogs#Nihilisa frank#nihilism#Lisa Frank
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Been a while since I put actual effort into a crappost and this is what my brain cooked up- Uh anyway I go now
Credits
• “Dust”/“Murder” from “Dusttale” belongs to: Ask-Dusttale
Original meme under the cut
#sans au#dusttale sans#dusttale#dust sans#crappost#meme#utmv#utmv au#undertale au#utmv fanart#utmv sans#undertale#sorry for the sudden hiatus it’ll probably happen again lmao
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