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It's so so fucking embarrassing to be a JJ.K manga fan right now.
#i am divorcing myself from those ungrateful spoiled brats#their hatred is getting out of hand#it's one thing to be disappointed and wish for something a bit better in the action because i do too (i wanted more)#but discrediting the work poured on the entire S2? trashing the actual merits/achievements S2 staff did so far?#all because of a fucking change in 'camera angle' of a single scene?! oh come on!#if the only thing they can do is whine about how it's not exactly the manga then maybe they should stop watching the anime altogether#they should just watch a colored motionless animation style of the jj.k manga maybe they'd be happier#sorry for the salt#i should stop lurking on the obnoxious side of the jj.k fandom from now on#the meta there isn't worth it anymore#i'll just stick around here in tumblr#people are a bit saner here#i hope this is not another cs.m backlash thing#all of the insane loud hate i see so far are from western part of the fandom#i haven't seen yet if the situation is the same in jp fandom
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a spell is cast on camelot that thins the veil enough for ghosts to appear. the catch? the ghosts that appear are spirits of people that were killed by the person they’re haunting. the knights have a good amount of bandits/raiders/whatever that they took down in battle, maybe a few shady knights have genuinely innocent people that they murdered and got away with. the executioner’s killings are transferred to the king since he was simply acting out the king’s commands. arthur has quite a few. uther has hundreds of sorcerers in various states of gore and horror. those who were hanged have perpetually bent necks, those who were beheaded have either no head or just a head floating a bit above their body, and those who were burnt are more charred remains (the most grisly of them all). merlin has more than anyone expected (which was zero) and all of them keep calling out for arthur/uther’s death and camelot’s downfall while also turning to merlin and calling him a traitor.
#who knows what happens after that#merlin hiding after the spell takes affect bc how is he supposed to explain all these ghosts following after him#finding out that the spell has been placed on everyone and spirits of the dead have made their home in camelot to terrorize the living#arthur freaking over all the people he’s killed appearing in his chambers and waking him up#uther having the most spirits by far constantly surrounding him and just screaming#in pain. in agony. in despair. in hatred. in sorrow.#just hundreds of spirits calling for justice#arthur is horrified by just how many people his father has killed#hes always known but hes never thought about it long enough for it to sink in#but it gets so much worse when through the mob of dead sorcerers#his mother appears#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#fanfiction#fanfic#fic ideas#prompts#merthur#uther pendragon#ygraine pendragon#arthur finding merlin and taking in the plethora of people that supposedly merlin has killed#all of them calling out for arthurs death when they spot him#merlin shrugging helplessly and arthur is forced to confront the fact that merlin’s hands are BLOODY and its all in his name
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A little promo with my little obsession on the side...........
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#klance#halloween au#im projecting on the internet my own impostor syndrome#i feel that im awful and should be learning how to draw instead of writing shitty fics#and when i want to write a post and share a little doodle or smth - 'sorry' is right between the lines and its so frustrating#like???? nobody probably cares#im either here or im not#and if i need to finish that little abomination of a fic then so be it you'd think people wouldnt mind too much#and would still want to listen to my captions and see whatever silly doodle however silly it is as long as its true#..............but what if its all redundant#what if i cant draw after i had to flip my entire routine upside down#and will forever chase a thrill of feeling like a prolific artist and it will be always out of reach now#what if people scroll past my art and feel nothing now#what if world is filled with people who kinda hate klance but stay out of reflex and not bc its their deeply routed source of comfort#what if i reached an artistic plateau and will never be good enough#what if this is the limit of my 'talent'#what if i will forever love the projects i want to share but will always hate the execution of it wanting to fix it fix it fix it learn mor#i keep reading the little notes i get on orders#some screenshots i saved#i find good words and opinions and love letters to art as a whole#and i feel insufficient#subpar#i drew a comic about it to an old poem and still havent finished it#there is a point of trying your best when it stops feeling like a challenge and feels like a failure#its the moment where you keep going of course#and yet#there are emotions im sure nobody shares on social media bc we just try to get through them#but who else will take it better than tumblr tags#either way if im less around its because im dealing with creational self-hatred and artistic ambitions#but on the other hand arent all artists like that? i ran out of tag space btw have an awesome weekend
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Starbreaker is a fun dynamic to play with, they don’t have to be healthy and they don’t have to be in love to be whatever they are. Like I imagine that for Porter, killing Jace didn’t mean much it was a means to an end, it served a purpose, it could’ve been anybody. Love was the farthest thing from porters mind. Obsession was the closest he ever got to that. He had a goal to achieve and that was all that mattered.
Maybe Jace resented Porter the entire time, maybe he wanted him dead but didn’t feel strong enough to do it. Maybe he took comfort in whatever stockholm syndrome came with being tied to some like that, reveled in it. Because it was the most normal part of whatever else his life was for almost two years.
In canon, they’re dead, yes. But through creation they got second, third, fifth, hundredth, and infinite chances at life. Maybe in some of those, when the dust settles, they still choose each other because in a way just get each other, they get the obsession and the need and maybe over time something changes. That need becomes a want that becomes a choice to let the other in, to see the other for all they are no matter how visceral and to say, despite it all, I love you.
#there’s room for love in their dynamic and I’ll dig it out of the dirt with my bare hands#idkidkidk I just like it if they fall in love I like it when they’re soft#give me them falling in love in universes when#give them choosing each other over violence and hatred#give it all to me#I love smut it’s fun but I love to kick my feet in the air and giggle bc one of them did something that made the other feel special#maybe it’s just me#idk idk idk#jaceporter#dimension 20#fhjy#d20 fhjy#fantasy high junior year#I gotta get the thoughts out#starbreaker
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Sometimes I think that if Taylor Swift were a man and how respected and revered as an artist they would be, being named by everyone as one of the greatest of all time etc and I go a little insane actually. Like the records she is breaking are unheard of for many female artists. Her only competition at this point is herself. And she is doing this, seventeen years into her career, seventeen. She's one of those artists that you know will persevere and still fill stadiums twenty years from now on. But you mention you like her and people who like the most basic meaningless music there could be look at you as if you've grown a new head.
#she has a song about this actually :)#like i don't care abt the politics of it#so many famous people are milquetoast liberals pretty much all famous people pollute#this is not exclusive to taylor#but the hatred she gets for things every famous person does is like???? insane???#like it gets out of hand
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U of M sounds like a nightmare rn. I’m an MSU graduate who wants do my PhD in geophysics and I’ve considered U of M bc they do have a good geology department but I think I’m just gonna uhhh Not Go There. I haven’t really heard what’s up with MSU but I know we had an SJP chapter 🥴 So I suspect it’s not quiet. But U of M’s antisemitism makes HEADLINES, stay safe
It's really more of a mixed bag. The antisemitism here is very real and very scary, you'll never catch me denying that. But it's not the whole story.
On October 7th this year, there may have been an SJP protest at Rackham. But the Diag was like a mini Hostages Square all day long, and there were hundreds of people at the memorial in the evening. Hundreds of people saying a prayer for the state of Israel and mourner's kaddish, hundreds of people singing acheinu and hatikvah. A week or so prior, 500 people gathered on the diag in support of Jewish students and our right to be here. And I can't speak to the latter, as I wasn't there, but on the 7th campus security was by us all day to make sure nothing happened.
If I recall correctly, about 15% of the student body here is Jewish. We have a very active Hillel, as well as a Jewish Resource Center and a Chabad. Even when campus is scary, we've got each other and we've got a lot of each other. There is fear, but there's hope too.
#spent awhile figuring out how i wanted to articulate this#cause like. on one hand i don't want to minimize the very real antisemitism here#i know of all the attacks on jewish students and i know that a lot of my peers hate jews so much. i know it real deep#this is my second year in a row where the dorm room directly across the hall has 'from the river to the sea' on their door#(different people)#i lost probably a majority of the friends i made last year to jew hatred#but at the same time my day to day experience of campus is largely positive#i wear a bring them home dogtag every day and only two people have ever commented on it#one of them was also wearing one. the other was a hebrew classmate who told me he's close friends with one of the hostages#i see visibly jewish students around all the time even excluding my hebrew classmates (as that is admittedly a biased sample)#idk how to conclude here i guess i just wanted to get across that it's not all bad#we're here and we'll continue to be here and we're gonna be okay#jumblr
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Tossing around the idea of Vat’il getting stuck in drow society between him trying to leave the Underdark and finding Bhaal’s temple
Have some loose outfit doodles- I have no idea how long he’s there for so he gets designs for his child and teenage self :>
#on one hand- him being there for a good long while could lead to lots of fun things#on the other hand it would kill the vat/orin childhood shenanigans :(#but I think that’s the way I’m leaning??#not that children have never escaped drow cities before but it’d be damn difficult#like he’d be rolling straight 20s to get out of there when he’s 10 djdjdjdj#he’d get there at roughly 8 years old#and I have no idea how long I want him to be there for (but I do think I want it to happen just cause it’d reinforce/explain some things)#like his incredibly deep hatred for Lolth#or how he became a monk#which was probably still mostly self taught on his end#it just fits nicer in my brain than him doing monk things in bhaals temple#anyways it’s messy right now djdjdjjdjd#doodle#sketch#oc#bg3#bg3 oc#bg3 durge#the dark urge#Vat’il
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question 4 u ! im making u do public hater hours what r some fandom pet peeves
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alright well we already know what my number one pet peeve is so there's no point in repeating it here 💜
i also have a pet peeve when it comes to fanon characterization, and this is probably just because i'm an english degree bitch ™ and a writer but like.... reducing a character to one or two things that they do often and saying Look It's Them is not... great. imo. dislike. it goes beyond He Would Not Fucking Say That like i just cannot imagine that i watched the same show/read the same book as people who get such wildly different (incorrect) characterizations
also also i have this really mind boggling pet peeve of people Consuming but not actually Interacting With fandom content. like you don't have to comment on every fic or leave tags on every fanart but you gotta reblog that shit. you gotta leave kudos. people create for free and their only payment is direct interaction like man click a button i'm begging
also there's this insane new trend among the Young Folks that revolves around being mean to creators who create for non-canon ships and/or AUs and canon-divergence stuff and i just want to lock them in a room with access to only ff.net and archived 2012-2014 tumblr for a week straight. "it's not canon!" yeah my dude why do u think we're here SKJVBKDJVFB
#anyway re: the first one - obviously like. create to your heart's content and don't keep yourself from creating just bc you#think you haven't been able to nail a character's characterization#my pet peeve isn't about that it's about limiting canon evidence to create a character that is Easier To Write#best example of this is andrew minyard's chronic mischaracterization circa 2017#he was Man Who Likes Sweets and Man Who Increases Neil's Hatred Percentage and Man Who Pretends to be A Bad Boy™#and i was like head in fucking hands two of those are SO minor to his character and one of them isn't even true#anyway THAT'S what i mean. if you're struggling to find a character's voice the only way to figure it out is by writing so get to it
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NOBODY MOVE I'M HAVING POSITIVE THOUGHTS ABOUT MORDRED AND ATLAS.
#they finally talk. mordred tells his big brother that 'once upon a time i was supposed to stop breathing before i hit my teens.'#he tells him everything about knowing when his death day passed about the nightmares and the confusion and the agoraphobia#he tells him about his insecurities and his self-hatred -- how terribly must he have fucked up to not even be worthy of dying?#he tells him he's scared and he doesn't know what he's supposed to do with all this....life.#and atlas is THERE and he hugs him and he's so fucking relieved that - whatever his brother was meant for - he survived.#he hugs his little brother and tells him its okay to be scared because no one really knows what theyre doing with their lives#he holds his face between his hands and god when did mordred get so big?#''all you have to do is KEEP living okay? that's what you do with life: you live it.''#its not exactly poetry but it IS what mordred needs to hear#ive been thinking A Lot about mordred making an appearance in the searching but idk for sure yet#i just need to figure out WHEN this conversation happens so i can wrap up mordreds arc the way he deserves#i think im gonna try patching his and atlas's relationship across the second and third book#like atlas is HOME and then he's not and mordred is bitter but then- a letter. atlas has written to him.#and he keeps writing. bc he knows now what it is to lose someone and he doesnt want to lose his brother#so they're pen pals!! and it's stiff and formal and awkward and slow going but eventually they're exchanging gossip and venting and.#aaaa#happy lavore content wow look at me go#lavore brothers#mordred lavore#atlas lavore
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Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——
#Taylor believing a man who is obviously lying to her#like. it’s fascinating to me how they’ll say anything to her and she’ll be like ‘okay let’s go’#she’s never read Jane Austen and it shows. but that’s okay because she’s the character in an Austen novel#she has no sense of self-preservation she has no common sense when it comes to love#and the reason I have endless patience for that is because she IS different. she is extraordinary. she is WEIRD. she’s so needy#so angry so fragile so stupid so brilliant so completely helpless#like the bolter———I can’t even LOOK at it right now#because you know she was like this since she was 5 and SHE knows it#just so. Different. so strange. I mean she ruled her family with an iron fist from the age of 11#and her packaging is so basic and she she had so much access to everything anyone could want#so there are none of the usual marks of someone being so Different#but like. people HATED her from day one. you know her own strength of personality was drawing out many people’s hatred or envy#and she’s so helpless in her own personality because she can never change#like thank you aimee? or whatever? heck yeah there was some girl who bullied her and brutalized her on the playground#and you know it devastated Taylor from day one and still does#and it’s just. I don’t know how people can’t see that someone with that extraordinary set of gifts#wouldn’t also suffer in such an extraordinary way#and ways that elicit so much scorn and non-sympathy because people are unsettled and jealous and annoyed by her#because she WILL find a way to win#but isn’t that proof enough that she is the very OPPOSITE OF NORMAL#it’s why people have to be like ‘oh she sold her soul to the devil for this success.’ or whatever the psy-op spy thing is#because there’s no human way to explain her success if she really were as basic/talentless as people say#ugh this is all so incoherent and irritating and I’m so sorry but I just. I cannot explain how protective my heart is of her#and all the many many mistakes she’s made and the prisons she’s made for herself because she’s LIVING the tragedy#of never having denied herself one time/getting everything she wants#and discovering the poison at the bottom of everything she reached for with desperate hands#like. I love her so much and I am so protective of her because she is so helpless and she is getting shot in the face every time#and she feels every blow!#whew I need to turn off reblogs and will probably delete but I just#this album is all of her spilled out and people DO hate to see it because a lot of people hate her!!!!
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I used to think that having a college roommate meant you were contractually obligated to be best friends but now I realize that it’s actually a psychological experiment to see how close to murder you can get
#I have a seething hatred for my roommates#their names start with B and Z so I call them Bitchy and Zitchy#I tried so hard to be friends with them but they are everything that’s wrong with privileged university students#Zitchy expects to be worshipped after cleaning out the microwave for 20 minutes#but when i was on my hands and knees for 2 hours cleaning out the mold growing in the microwave that their food left#I get nothing#my only reward was getting my hands torn apart by bleach#if the purge happens I’m definitely murdering them first#college#uni#roommates#random#college roommate
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wrath 🎀
u fucking whore i hope you (buffering. reload. reload) live your life far away from me where we never have anything to do with each other again. i’m sick of being the bigger person and i have a right to resent you for what you’ve done actually you piece of shit. i will not forgive u. good luck with your life but i will win. i’m better than you and i will win.
#i can’t give up girlies#i won’t die and in ten years we’ll meet again for the reunion and u will see#embracing hatred and spite#i really need to eat something before i lose my marbles for real#’ru mad at me about something’ boy the audacity. quit asking this#reason u don’t know is the very reason i’m so pissed off in the first place#i’m the abnormal one for not being over this entire shitshow by now but i have never felt a normal proportion of emotion about anything#this is established#you on the other hand don’t give a shit about anything#ion wanna pretend i’m ok with this rn get the fuck out of this country already#go home#get ur rich family to buy u that m2 and terrorize the english highways what the fuck do i care#i’ll buy my whip with my own money motherfucker#man i’m a bad friend#i’m a bad person#added to list of posts i should probably keep in my drafts but i don’t care; this is my house#huuuuuuu ion wanna talkkk right nowww but what the fuck am i supposed to say#‘ru mad at me?’ yes very much so#why? misplaced sense of entitlement maybe??? i’m evil?? i’m silly and childish and not being fair to you#i don’t want to talk#splitting headache#deep breath. don’t be a sissy little bitch and say the right thing. let me cook
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Me and my cat are exactly the same and it's hilarious. Like my gf just got a new rug to go over a cord we have on the floor (my autism along with some other factors make me really clumsy and I WILL trip over it so yeah) but she had me feel the rugs at the store because she wants one that's also an okay texture for me. Well she grabbed one and showed it to me and it's just *chefs kiss* very good texture. So immediately when she lays it down at home, me and the cat both sit on it before she's even done adjusting it XD
#weve both got a touch of the tism#also he gets sensory overload which i think is endearing#but also kind of sad especially when other people dont understand whats going on and make it worse#or just generally resent him for something he cant control#hehe also he has a lot of the same stims as me#like looking out the window and pacing (i walk but he zooms cause cat) and kneading things and feeling all the soft textures#and he eats weird by knocking one piece of kibble out of his food bowl at a time and eating it#unless hes famished. which i used to eat all of my food one piece at a time and would even get mad/aggravated when other people didnt#like seeing people just shove a whole handful of skittles in their mouth would give me this visceral disgust and hatred lmao#i was a weird kid. im honestly not sure why i grew out of that but it kinda makes me sad#i think it was my eating disorder. idk im not a fan of the disgust but the way i used to eat i think i enjoyed food more#more than i have in a really long time#i also think its funny that me and the cat both copy each other so weve just created this feedback loop of autistic behavior#its hilarious. sometimes he even tried to pet me by like placing his paw on me a few times and its so cute
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woke up from a nap thinking of her*
(*the original incarnation of fall out boy’s seventh studio album, MANIA)
#please don’t take this to be mania slander bc. mania is a near-perfect PERFECT album to me#it’s probably my no. 3 fob album of all time!! (no.2 if you consider the ioh folie tie to be one entity)#but I can’t stop thinking about what she could have been if y&m hadn’t divided the fanbase so horrifically#I can’t help but wonder what those three songs that ended up being scrapped might have sounded like#(yknow. the ones joe worked closely on and was so excited about. the ones he talked about in his book)#and idk. it makes me so sad that the fans (fans!!!! yknow the people who are supposed to be supportive!!) reacted with such visceral#animosity and hatred that fall out boy (musicians who are well versed with rejection and public disapproval) felt the need to backtrack#regroup and REVISE an album that they had created with their little hands!!!!!!#anyway. im getting emotional#but just to be clear. if you talked shit (publically) about y&m when it came out. I kinda hate you#ignore me!!!! look away!!!!!#kayce’s corner.txt
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The ADHD experience is forgetting where you set you cup down five minutes ago, but being able to pick up where you end off in a conversation you had 10 years ago. It's remembering the fine details of a book but forgetting who gave it to you, or if you bought it yourself. It's remembering a thing your best friend mentioned an interest in, but forgetting their birthday even though you've been best friends for 10+ years.
When we are bored, we become the equivalent of a husky in a cubicle. When the boredom gets bad, we break down, crying, and fall into a deep depression.
It's randomly getting the intense and overwhelming craving for a bowl of plain rice or a slice of bread with a little butter on it, and craving nothing else. Just this dose of carbs that brings absolute satisfaction.
It's fighting to convince your body to move and acquire food and water, but you remain trapped on the sofa, your brain and body will not move even though you haven't eaten or had anything to drink in 12 hours. You need to use the bathroom, your bladder is raging, and the only thing that finally gets your brain to behave is the pain.
ADHD isn't just some cute thing of being distracted with a case of the zoomies. It's a nightmare that results in losing jobs, poor eating habits, insomnia so bad you're awake for three days and fall asleep only because you're exhausted, and your home is filthy even though you desperately want to clean it up. There's nothing enjoyable about this fuckery.
#chaosfay talks#adhd#my hatred of vermin ants and other pests as well as my allergies are what keep my home clean. though i fight my brain so i can clean#the bathroom. the chemicals mess with my asthma so i wear a mask and gloves are necessary because of textures and skin reactions#i have a small wardrobe and hate shopping for clothes which means laundry gets done. a small house means it gets put away ASAP#but kitchen stuff? cooking is extremely difficult because i get distracted and forget to do things. ny husband is a professional#cook and enjoys cooking for me. we have a rice cooker now which means i'm eating lots of rice and satisfying my carb cravings#i have loud obnoxious alarms set up for med reminders especially now that i take meds twice a day instead of once a day#it's why i have meds set up in little organizers so i can just dump thr daily doses in my hand without trying to remember if i took them#it's why we're gonna remove the doors from the cupboards and cabinets and replace them with the kind you can see through#because out of sight out of mind 100% applies to my life. my cat is also very good at reminding me to feed her and clean her litter box#i might not remember your birthday but i can pick up our conversation from 10 years ago when i last saw you#even if i can't remember your name i will remember what we were chatting about as though it was only five minutes ago
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hi Margin! idk if you're still doing those 3-sentence fics, but in case you are, here's a prompt suggestion: "dawn"
bonus points if it's HW zelink? <3
Ohohohohohohohoho YES >:)
(full disclosure this was sitting in my inbox for weeks because i couldn't figure out what to write but i did it today in math class so here you go)
He was stern, and cold, and dispassionate; a statue, they called him, beautiful and unfeeling and as pristinely white as marble, resistant to the colors of love and laughter- or at least, that's what they said.
She was beautiful too, but not in his opaque, colorless way- if he was a marble statue, she was a stained-glass window, full of light and warmth and color, and her soul was the dawn that shone through and cast her illuminating hues on the grey congregation of the soldiers around her.
And when he was with her- when the dawn of her smile graced the Captain, not grey and battered like his men but pristinely alabaster- he absorbed her color; the white and colorless turned brilliant shades of gold and green and blue, and the few blessed to witness this transfiguration swore that, for a moment, she could make their Captain look almost human.
#guys i swear paladin's not actually cold and unfeeling okay#it's just how most people perceive him#on top of his army conditioning he has the self-hatred that comes from knowing a time witch started an interdimensional war because#she got the hots for him#so my guy's retreated WAY into his shell like. 10 times more than the average link because of said time witch and her hots#he's gaslit himself into thinking that he needs to be emotionally stable (read: repressed) to be an effective captain#because otherwise he'll get too attached to his men and won't be able to move on from mourning them when they inevitably die#or worse- he'd get caught up in his emotions and unwittingly give cia an upper hand#in actuality his heart is too big for his body#but because of his self control (read: emotional repression) the only person who can coax him out of the prison of his own design is zelda#and lana and impa (and baby orpheus) to some extent#but mostly zelda#because they love each other <3#i don't know why i felt the need to explain all this in the tags but i didn't want y'all to think i actually write him as cold and distant#that was EXTREMELY important for me to be clear about#margin writes#you ask margin babbles#my beloved hyrule warriors
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