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#self harm tw#just discussion of#i havent#but ive been closer over the past few days#than i have in most of my adult life#i just#i cannot cope with this horrible deep seated feeling of grief in my chest#and the worst thing#is i know#that the more i moan and complain about it#the worse it's going to make matters#like im actively making my problems worse by writing this#i feel ridiculous#i shouldnt feel like this#but#here i am#sabotaging shit as only i know how
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tarpit site.
#personal#delete later#for context a tweet i made in the middle of the night blew the fuck up and brought the attention of anime fans who've been#harassing and hassling me about my big factual blunder for an entire day straight#âok i'll apologizeâ âbro it's not that serious.â#âyou're right it's not that seriousâ âwhy won't you just admit that you're wrong and apologize!â#i'm not going crazy right. i feel like i'm getting manipulated into thinking i must've been wrong#it's crazy how twitter hate will trick you into believing saying something someone else disagrees with is a moral failing#sorry i haven't seen frieren i guess but what's it to you. i wasn't making a claim or statement#also because nobody has gotten this in the original post i wasn't talking about the quality of animation i'm talking about solid drawing#which is a very specific principle of animation. dandandan has really good solid drawing wherein all the characters are animated#with realistic and proportional 3d depth. newsflash but trigger doesn't prioritize solid drawing in their animation and that's fine#it's an aesthetic choice and has ties to production limits. none of this is a big deal. this is all so stupid lol#i've dealt with worse and more annoying weebs though it's fine i'll put on my clown nose twitter needs their stupid guy for the day#oh btw at the end of the day this doesn't matter. it'll be over by tomorrow. all that's happening is petty angry emotions.#so please don't involve yourself by jumping into the argument and prolonging this shit#i'm about to go on a date with tulli after being apart for a month this is the furtherest thing from my mind rn
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Prompt 92
Clockwork is done.Â
Screw the observantsâ rules, screw the âyou canât enter the mortal realmsâ demand they try. He is going to have words with the speedsters about timelines and travelling through timestreams. He is not missing his ghostlingâs highschool graduation and if thereâs even a chance of that horrible thing happening he will make it everyone elseâs problem!
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#Clockwork#Clockwork is making it to Danny's graduation no matter what#He's going to murder these speedsters if they don't Quit It#the flash family#Except for Bart#He likes Bart he finds him funny#The lone flash who hasn't caused him problems#He's going to gently set Bart & his team in his living room with some cookies & with Danny#And then he's going to make the other flashes & heroes who Didn't Stop them Regret It#âShould we stop him???â#âNah let peepaw get it out of his system it could be way worseâ#The timeline fuckery keeps giving him migraines and those ReALLY suck
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Curly not immediately punishing Jimmy for assaulting Anya is something I donât think a lot of people are viewing in the complex context for Curly as the superior to both of them and closest confidante they had.
Like I am in no way saying he didnât under react or fail Anya by not being harsh or direct with Jimmy but it really is the case that he really couldnât. Imagine being stuck in such a confined space with very little areas to genuinely hold someone if they commit a crime. Itâs not like this was an event that occurred before they departed or that they have easy communication with The Pony Express to ask for how to proceed when something like this arises. Not to mention, Jimmyâs relative power in relation to Anya as the co-pilot and second in command, he has the knowledge and access to do something to her had Curly directly punished him in this setting.
They were also Curlyâs friends. Itâs not just the case of him mediating something between his subordinates but people he is personally invested in donât want to see spiral further in Anyaâs case while also not wanting believe his friend go that bad in Jimmyâs actions. They were both suicidal and Curly putting Jimmyâs stability first is both out of bias but also the fact heâs aware at some level Jimmy is a danger to himself and others if not constantly placated. Combined with the fact he was in denial or just not piecing together what Anya said itâs hard to say what he buying time for and what he had treat as urgent. This isnât even saying he doesnât care about Anya but heâs not going jump to the worst conclusions about his friends even if part of him acknowledges the evidence saying so. Itâs a complicated thing but heâs still human and needed to process it on top of trying to keep a ship that already took on a lot of water from further sinking, metaphorically.
I just personally think that while Curly failed Anya, it was a scenario where there wasnât much he could do to the best thing by her safely and like Jimmy, we are underestimating what a good leader would do in a very fragile and tense situation like he was in. By the time he may have been ready and had a plan, things were much too late.
#like in my one Anya still respected Curly after he didnât punish Jimmy so I assume he still respected her or reassured her heâd do something#it just was never enough because sadly Jimmy just needed to be removed from the ship and thatâs not possible#cause no matter what Jimmy was going to do something stupid to fix it and Curly had to be thinking of a way to avoid that but also trying to#play the subjective role of friend and objective role of captain with two of the people he is currently closest with#not to mention how heâs a big picture guy and itâs not an excuse but those little detail and subtle behaviors are probably lost if the big#picture looks fine still and he admits heâd drive himself crazy trying to look for it#like weirdly Curlys character is only seen through the people he tried to protect and we judge him on his failures but we donât get too much#on his insights directly as Jimmy is unreliable and he tries hard to be gentle with Anya#personal note is I donât think Curly underplaying Anyaâs trauma is a guy code protecting my bud thing but more a flaw in his personal#character in where he just wants everything and everyone to be ok in the end and taking responsibility that isnât his to bare like he canât#make up for what Jimmy did but he tried and thatâs the problem really cause heâs just used to actually fixing it for him and itâs the case#this is the one thing he really couldnât like I think heâs a good guy but heâs trapped in his and a bunch of other peoples worse moments#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing curly#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#jimmy mouthwashing#captain curly#nurse Anya#mouthwashing spoilers#rape tw#suicide tw#also last thought is how he like also was being emotionally drained by Jimmy constantly like Anya and his relationship with Jimmy parallel#each other in such a way that both him and Anya warily follow the words of the others abuser because they fear the physical or emotional#repercussions if they donât like her not being able to really tell curly what happened and then curly not being able to do the same and how#jimmy assaults and dehumanizes both when they are no longer a service to him like god they are more adjacent than Jimmy and Curly like Curly#messed up in a already messy pile Jimmy mad it into a dumpster fire in a landfill they are not the same
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can i just say. and this is probably a niche hill to die on. that i am so gobsmacked every time someone vaguely hints at the idea that jotaro doesn't care meaningfully for the other crusaders, usually particularly kakyoin and joseph, when those two actually tend to be the ones he reacts to being hurt the hardest
like he cares for his loved ones!!!! that literally plays into his character motives in every single part he shows up in!!! stop lying to me!!!!!!!
#me.txt#jjba#i'm going to ramble in tags actually. excuse me#ok. rereading sdc and so confused at the general perception of jotaro and his friends/family. he's not NEARLY as flat or as dickish#i understand that the anime (particularly the dub) tends to slander him but even then he still clearly cares for them! i'm confused#i also understand that a lot of people dig against jotaro and kakyoin as a dynamic because 'they're popular' and that generally disliking#popular things across media is a thing that i've seen consistently everywhere but the discredit to them simply as a DUO and not even as a#pairing is so..... odd..... like they're considered to be a duo that clicks for a reason. i enjoyed them even before i got into the fandom#every time i see someone say jotaro is overrated/dull i take a shot and assume they're an anime-only or only read the manga like once btw#joseph and jotaro also have a neat dynamic and they obviously both love and care for each other. like they're not going to go around loudly#or anything but literally the entirety of the lovers and the prelude to the dio fight IS jotaro being worked up over joseph getting hurt#equally i don't know if it translates to the anime as much but joseph is VERY complimentary when it comes to jotaro. like he sings his#praises so often and reminds everyone that he's his grandson so frequently (d'arby the gamer is a good example of this). either way it's so#peculiar....... there's not enough avdol and jotaro content btw (also in canon) because jotaro obviously looks up to him and avdol jokes#around with him on the occasion they interact after their intro which doesn't start very well. it's very cute#i do think an important thing to note about jotaro's character is how he acts AFTER his intro because he's so drastically different. early#jotaro and later jotaro aren't the same character and i do not mean this in a character development way. excluding the jail incident he's#completely different and probably shouldn't really be taken into account (especially considering the amount of slapstick in araki's intros)#and i think that's really???? what people center on for his character? Which sucks balls bad!#anyways. i could ramble more about this if asked i have so much to say but sigh. jotaro cares so much for his friends and family he's not a#flat fully cold asshole character regardless of whether you watch the anime or ova or read the manga. you just have poor media literacy#i wouldn't recommend watching solely the anime for his character though. the dub also changes a lot so it's... questionable#i love the anime and it's still important for him though. also adds neat stuff. i need to stop myself. i have many thoughts on the matter#jotaro kujo#joseph joestar#noriaki kakyoin#adding in case anyone sees: i am not saying that he is perfect about this. in fact he is very ass about it with jolyne and holly and that's#very important. he also is in fact an asshole sometimes. NOT as much as you guys are making him though!#please don't get me started on how much of a dick etc people make kakyoin to veer away from the 'woobified' characterizations of him#in fact i think that's bad if not worse because it CLAIMS to be in character. hes a prim asshole at times but not that angry or dishevelled
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SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,
BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,
IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!
FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx Iâve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so longâŚ. But finally⌠theyâre done⌠pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out⌠like the pink gradients w her eye⌠her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!
#arcane#league of legends#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#doodles#hate and love how hardcore I relate to jinxâŚ#little sisters w dependency issues.. + a whole lot of other issues#anyway the âheâ in the âcrazy girlâ lyrics is in my mind referring to both vi and silco lol#Iâm sORRY! I keep seeing ppl hardcore pitting these 2 bad bitches against each other#and itâs like⌠silco is objectively. morally worse than vi.. vi is not like. a ruthless crime lord#vi IS 100% trying her best and loves her sister. but she still screwed up w jinx#and silco ALSO truly loves jinx. but also screwed up by fucking. trauma bonding w her ghgh-#like.. silco is too close. heâs like. yes go apeshit jinx I support and love you and understand u no matter what fucked up shit u do.#were the same. and thatâs beautiful!!! I love how supportive he isâŚ#but its like.. silcos too close. he just became a new person for jinx to glomp onto and base her self esteem around after vi left#and he doesnât manipulate that on purpose but. he DOES effect that girls mental state. cuz he needs her too#meanwhile vi is too far away⌠she thinks she knows who jinx is. but jinx has changed⌠time marches forward. sheâs not that little girl#anymore#and nOW! after the finale jinx has NOBODY TO BE CODEPENDENT W..#her mental state has always been so tied up in how the ppl she puts on pedestals view her#and now thereâs no pedestal anymore. she knocked down the statues. sheâs aloneâŚ#itâs interestingâŚ.#anyway Iâm not trying to say vi is as bad as silco at ALL. just that sheâs an equally important building block in jinxâs mind#that has made her into the fucked up lil person she is today. and I think thatâs neat.#lol anyway! Iâm hyped for season 2âŚ.#aLSO GOD DAMN THIS GIRLS OUTFIT IS COMPLICATED. WHY DO U GOT SO MANY BITS N BOBS JINX??? I mean I get it accessories rock.#but u take so much time to draw ghfhg- require so much brainpower#aLSO ADDENDUM. while silco is objectively morally worse than vi his relationship w jinx is genuinely. like. makes me emotional ghgh-#its not perfect. or healthy. but⌠itâs. the both of them. being seen. and accepted. and loved and understood.. and I love that shit.
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You keep saying refusing to vote for Biden on moral grounds because of Palestine is ineffective because Trump would be worse, but that really isn't the point. Largely (with the exception of a few extremists and a contingency of people who wouldn't have voted anyways) the philosophy of a movement that has people withhold their vote is to force a significant policy change that wouldn't have changed otherwise. Its a form of protest. I understand from your perspective, election-focused and pragmatic, it is a threat to whoever is running, but if Biden had wanted the votes being withheld he would have capitulated.
Not that this isn't a moot point since he's out, but whatever.
See, this is intensely fucking dumb.
"force a significant policy change" it would not. One, because Biden is the president of the United States, and Israel is not one of those states. Short of sending the CIA to, idk, assassinate Netanyahu in his bed, which most of these people would be against I think because of how much they bitch and moan about US foreign policy at any given opportunity, he cannot actually make an independent foreign power do what he wants and what is electorally convenient for him. Like, I'm very sure Biden would love it if Netanyahu and his partisans stopped acting like fucking freaks for five minutes, if only so that it would stop being a PR nightmare for him. But that's not happening, because he cannot control what Netanyahu does. He could vastly reduce the support the US is providing Israel, and in my view he should, but that's not going to stop what Netanyahu and the Israeli government is doing. Because, I hate to break it to you, but the reason they're carpetbombing Gaza is because they want to be carpetbombing Gaza, and even without US aid they will continue to do it, even it just means with older and less effective weapons. Ultimately, the change that leads to a ceasefire and an end to the war is going to come from the actual parties involved, not Joe Biden.
Two, you've already gotten the significant policy change. Biden has, on multiple occasions now, come out in favor a ceasefire. He has actively been working, along with the Qatari government, to try and broker some kind of peace agreement between Israel and Hamas, but those two keep on fucking it up because they're both run by bloodthirsty psychopaths who don't care one iota about the people they're meant to be governing and only on killing whoever they want. That's been open fact for months now. And it has meant fuckall. The people doing their moral purity about how they'd never vote for Biden were still doing it, just moving the goalposts on what they wanted. First it was ceasefire, then it was 'no ceasefire until [insert impossible demand here] is given', because moving goalposts is what these people do. It's the same mentality as people who saw that Biden was doing COVID stimulus, or cancelling student loans, or reclassifying marijuana, and decided that the issue now was that he wasn't doing enough of it. It's a movement that's been consistently comprised of dogs that caught the car, and are angry that they caught the car because now they can't complain, and they don't want to actually affect meaningful change, they just want to complain because that's easier. And if that's what these people have been doing for his entire presidency, why on Earth would any reasonable person suddenly believe it's different on this one specific issue?
Three, cool you're protesting, then what? Your protest is utterly unserious and completely meaningless if it's not going to have any tangible effects, so what's the next step? You've decided to make your moral purity stance an issue that the vast majority of you learned from infographics on Instagram rather than listening to the voices involved (which is why the red triangle brigade is still a thing on Twitter), so what happens now? No political party is ever going to capitulate entirely to it, because the constituency is just too small (that "uncommitted" gambit was only getting like 10% of the vote wherever it was happening, Biden won over it as a literal write-in candidate in at least one state), so other than the compromise that's already happening, the goalpost movers are gonna withhold their votes because blah blah blah my morals. And their next step is, what? Trump gets elected. And their movement, which has no thought or serious effort put behind it or any actual attempt to provide material aid to the people actually suffering, has helped put a man who is going to be far worse for it in power. The "significant policy change" is going to be that Trump gives Netanyahu whatever he wants and he proceeds to wipe Gaza off the map. The "significant policy change" is that President "Trump Heights" actively makes things worse for the people this protest is supposed to help, as a consequence of that very protest.
It's not about me only being concerned with being "election focused" or some cold hearted bitch. It's about me, as a person who thinks what Israel has been doing since the start is godawful and deeply horrendous, realizing that this entire "protest" is not only asinine but will result in deeply negative consequences and very real harm for the people this protest is purported to be for, and being sickened by that. I live in the real world, and in the real world action speaks far louder than intent. I don't have to acknowledge that the protest wants this or that outcome or what the hypothetical impossible asks that are never going to be answered are, because I understand that they will not matter. What matters is what you get out of your protest, what gains are received, how that protest actually affects change, not the change it gives wishy washy lip service to.
#personal#answered#anonymous#this isn't very eloquent because i've been feeling a bit off all day#but if your protest is not only ineffectual but actually going to make things worse for the people you claim to 'help'#it deserves to be called stupid and be given the disrespect it engenders#i don't CARE about the philosophy behind it#it doesn't matter#it means fuck all that this protest is meant to convey this or that#because the outcome is what matters#the outcome that is going to affect real people who are already suffering#and are certainly not going to have their suffering alleviated if these people don't get their heads out of their asses
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mental health so bad you'd think i grew up in konoha
#no amount of therapy can fix me atp i need my gray matter completely rearranged#my therapist cant fix me but i can make him worse#call me kakashi the way im dead inside#maybe this is why i like naruto cz it hits close to psychward (home)#lmao ok ok done with the konoha jokes (for now)#i gotta go watch one piece this shit FIRE yall#naruto#naruto meme
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sugar daddy aemond with spoiled brat jace pls !
#bratty jace who absolutely runs over aemond..mmm#aemond is such a simp too#itâs all âyes babyâ and âsure my loveâ#he has not a single backbone#to make matters worse: jace comes from money too#he just enjoys the dynamic fr#sub daddy aemond is what gets him going#while aemond enjoys the dom bratty sugar baby#jacemond#jaemond#aemond x jacaerys#aemond targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#sugar daddy au
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What a disgusting affront to all women and girls who have been victims of, or have watched their loves ones be victims of abusive fathers, brothers, husbands etc... do they realise the very common link between all of these physically and emotionally abusive men is that they were beaten as children? And there is a myriad of evidence that beating children does nothing except make them more likely to grow up to be physically violent?
#I'm not even going to address the entire post I don't care enough#But reading this put me into such a bad way#This isn't even coming from a perspective of 'what about the men uwu' I'm thinking of women and girls being victims of men who are directly#within the cycle of abuse#No I do not think that my stepdad's father should have beaten him even more than he did . It would not have made him better#The fact of the matter is no matter how poorly behaved a boy is beating him will literally always make him worse#No matter what. That's just how it is. And there is so much evidence to back this up
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people forget that c!tommy literally was trying to save c!jack's life after he dropped him into the lava which is fucking frustrating not bc c!tommy doing a manslaughter suddenly makes him way more innocent- itâs fucked he did it even if he wasnât Intending to kill c!jack, this isnât doing an uwu baby defence thing. but itâs just way more interesting. bc like, c!tommy was so fucked up at that point he genuinely seemed to think causing serious bodily harm to someone wasnât a big deal if he saved their life afterwards and even when c!Jack did die (which c!tommy did try and stop, like, you can watch his perspective he tries to throw c!Jack stuff to help him heâs just got shitty aim) he still sees it more as something to laugh off than something horrific and traumatic. and thatâs a big part of why c!Jack despises c!tommy for it, right? bc not only did he hurt him he tried to act like they were still buddy buddy. and c!jack reasonably assumed that was, like, malicious. like c!tommy was Intentionally fucking with him. but in actuality c!tommy's idea of reality was so warped at that point he genuinely didnât fully grasp how fucked up it is to hurt your friends for no reason bc that was the mindset he had to adapt to survive in exile. which isnât to Excuse it at all, itâs an extremely fucked up thing he did no matter what, but the fact c!tommy Wasnât trying to kill c!jack is kind of like. a big part of why itâs so fucked up. bc he was basically recreating his own abuse onto others while remaining completely oblivious to the fact (something he also does while working with c!techno, this is a Consistent thing he does and something not enough people talk about.)
#like. c!tommy is way more fucked up than just that man#He did a ton of really awful shit stop sanding it down bc that allows you to make him less complex#putting c!jack into a painful damaging situation bc he didnât think it mattered if c!Jack survived it is way worse than just like. murder.#but acknowledging c!tommy did that really fucked up thing means acknowledging heâs a victim of severe abuse#and recreating that on others bc that is very common for especially young people unaware what theyâre going through is abuse#dsmp#abuse tw
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i canât do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I donât want to do it Iâm just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. Iâll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. Iâd love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period canât decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damnâŚ.#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally wonât die. itâll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but Iâm still stressing myself about it so my thoughts arenât really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I donât really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? itâs been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just donât#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but itâs not very fun when it feels like Iâm going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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umm uhh. suffering game wonderland but it's taskmaster
#taz balance#mine#the suffering game#it should be noted that irl taskmaster is much more joyous and silly than wonderland#so somebody has to compromise tone here#either wonderland is genuinely fun in this au#or it is a version of taskmaster that is evil#although ig just making the prize matter as much as ''not losing your finger'' immediately ups the stakes#and thus makes the game worse#so there we go
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i can't stop thinking about the first episode of season 6, when sam tries to convince dean to come with him, to come back to hunting. he says "it's just better with you around, that's all." it's an interesting line because sam is soulless, obviously. and even though he doesn't understand the details yet, he knows something's wrong with him.
"it's better with you around" he says, citing dean's compassion and care for others as the reason why. and how interesting is that? sam's working with plenty of other hunters who still have their soulsâthey're all more than capable of caring about the people they save. but sam needs dean specifically. he knows he's missing something, and he sees dean and recognizes that something in him. even cold and calculating and unrelentingly logical, sam recognizes that dean, alone, can "complete" him, give something back to him that he's supposed to have.
in episode 8 he tells dean he "needs his help." he doesn't elaborate; he never explains what he means by that. he has a whole family of hunters who'd be willing and able to help him, but still he needs dean. even without his soul, his hyperrational mind knows he needs him.
soulless sam isn't capable of caring about dean. but he doesn't need to care to know they need to be together, no matter whatâto know dean is good for him, dean completes him, dean needs to be there for him.
it's like a sick reversal of season 1. sam drags dean back into this life because he can't keep going without him. because he needs him. because when you think about it logically, and sam has no other choice, there was never any other option for them.
#supernatural#wincest#i mean i'm absolutely looking at this through wincest-colored lenses but this isn't even a romantic observation#and i think that makes it so much worse#every time soulless sam gives an indication that he needs dean in his life even when he's incapable of caring about him. that's so fucked u#like what the fuck do you mean sam's dependence on dean isn't even irrational. that it's so normal to him that it's completely logical#to need him. that sam needs dean the way humans need air to breathe: an unalterable fact of nature and reality#'there are also things about it i remember that i... let's just say i think i should probably go back to being him'#What The Fuck Do You Mean By That Sammy#having a soul hurts but he should 'probably' go back to having one#he says in a conversation about how he knows he should care about dean but doesn't#like there's something inside him screaming for dean. and it's trapped and trying to claw its way out#he needs to care about dean no matter what the cost is. he needs to love him again#it's unnatural and wrong for him to exist without loving his brother. is that what you're saying. is that it#i just can't stop thinking about soulless sam. sorry. what's wrong with him seriously#besides not having a soul#.txt#sam#the winchester gospel#spn posting#6.01#6.08#spn6
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the slimecicle cellbit conversation from earlier is driving me crazy. theyâre both prepared to do anything to protect the ones they love, including completely losing theirselves in the process. theyâre both convinced theyâre beyond saving, past a point of no return. thereâs an understanding between the two of them, like between two front line soldiers. everything is out of their control and they canât save each other, but if (when) they die it will be for the same reasons.
#qsmp#cellbit#slimecicle#I donât think theyâre making each other worse. theyâve both already decided on their course of action#and theyâre going to follow through no matter what.#that resolve is the thing that they see in each other. me estoy volviendo loco
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Maaan.... I'm still in a pretty bad rut. I might just need to play webfishing this weekend. Sorry guys im just not doing so superdeeduper.
#and i mean like nothing is really happening but when i distance myself from thinking my mind is very sad for some reason#which makes no sense the mind can't have feelings but it still.. feels like it..#idk what im on about really but i gotta be careful that's for sure#I feel strangely distant and lost despite things objectively going well and I have nothing to worry about#people have it worse and I myself have had it worse before why is this happening rn ?#idk if it matters actually hmm.#i don't like it
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