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Woke up in a cold sweat and knew what I had to do
#silent hill#silent hill 1#sh1#james sunderland#silent hill 2#sh2#Harry mason#Cheryl mason#Heather mason#sh3#silent hill 3#silent hill 4#sh4#henry townshend#i feel ridiculous#it was worth it
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Damian Lewis and Mark Rylance as Henry VIII and Thomas Cromwell in Wollf Hall | Season One
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Who doesn’t?
#Always#don’t we all#romanticism#hm#shit#life#i feel ridiculous#film scenes#film stills#films#red academia#academia#i’m tired#existance#anxiety creature#dark academia
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Just had my heart broken by pro wrestling for the first time 😞
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Imagine feeling guilty for not doing anything today even though I clearly need the rest
My brain fucking sucks
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Happy happy happy
#i am in the process of making a new friend and oh my god i did not realize that doing that could make one flustered#but i think i am on the verge of blushing at my phone#i feel ridiculous#but also like I'm so happy!!
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i need a website where you can ask "can people do x in x religion" without people getting mad at you for not knowing because I want to include different cultures in my original story, but there are so many things you can't google and I don't know anyone irl I can ask all my stupid questions to
#and it's like stupid questions too#so that's why i'd rather do it as an anon#because like#i feel ridiculous#but by god i do not know that much about the day-to-day practices of pretty much any religion except mine
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"God im fucking stupid." I mutter to myself, for experiencing an emotion.
"Wait. No." I realize. I am being the unrhealed thing i need to train my synapses. "I am just. Vragile" -> silly way of saying i am being more conscious and gentle about my recovery
#it is. okay.#im anxious and kindaaaa struggling today. you know. no weed. but like. im good! im doing good#and i should be proud of myself and im embarrassed about NOTHING but i am! thats ok#do it scared#i feel ridiculous#i just have sTRONG emotions and then i overthink sooooo fast#system babbles#vent#positive#healing#actually traumatized#ptsd#trigger#what are tags#self love
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Keeping up the skincare with an ice mask 😌 such a good look 🤍
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Bout to board my flight to Greece, the last destination on my month long odyssey. Wish I wasn’t so down in the dumps however
#I’ll be happier when I see the ocean#I hope#long story short my grandma ended up in the hospital while I was away#and guy stuff#I feel ridiculous#about it#shakes does europe#I think I’m getting better#I’m also just like#when is it going to happen for me m#don’t feel played but I do feel like I clowned myself if that makes sense#I cried in Rome yesterday and I said it was my grandma#really it was both
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…experiencing like my third crush ever 😐😐 what is wrong with me. this is so fuckign embarrassing. how do you allos do this all the time
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i just knew this man was gonna text me this week bc ive been speaking it into existence i just did not expect it to be today while im at work my heart is beating so hard my hands are shaking omg
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okay okay i pROMISE FOR REAL THIS TIME ...strwbrryfire landoscar coming (ha) very soon
#berry 06.1#seriously how do ppl do this smut thing#i feel ridiculous#but i cannot be writing three things at once so ig this is whats getting done first#a post monza fic being published weeks after said race? more likely than u think
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I'm knitting in the corner at a party
and guys my age stop by to tell me I remind them of their aunt, of their grandmother. This is a compliment and I take it as such. They confess to having tried crochet once, and I smile. They get back in line for the bathroom.
I'm knitting in the corner at a party and a queer woman sits on the floor next to me, arranges her skirt, and smiles up at me. (I try not to blush.) She asks me all the questions on her mind about my craft and I answer them, hands still moving. We swap yarn sources. She doesn't stay, but she knows where to find me.
I'm knitting in the corner at a party and everyone knows where to find me when they need a minute, when socializing is too much and the music is too loud and they need to catch their breath. They pretend to be checking in on me, which is sweet, but I can see the relief in their eyes the moment they stop performing for a house full of people. They sit down and tell me things and all the while they never take their eyes off my hands.
The party has wound down and I'm still knitting and the hosts, two guys in their twenties, thank me for "helping to curate the vibe." I had no idea that's what I was doing. I leave the party having forgotten to drink anything and without that woman's number but with many rows added to my top-down raglan sweater. I call it a night, and a good one.
#knitting#knitblr#poetry#tagging this with poetry feels ridiculous#but oh well#anyway this is a true story#or technically two true stories smushed into one#i sent this to one of the guys who hosted the party and he said “this is really nice” like twenty times#and then he thanked me again for helping to curate the vibe#anyway i feel like those of us who do it know the kind of impact that knitting in public can have#but i guess it wasn't until i was reflecting on this party that i realized it could be used to create a safe space#if you will#okay that's enough tags#anyway i hope you enjoy#bon appetit#etc#UNEDITED BTW SO BE NICE#please
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DO YOU BLEED?
#comic#art#my art#my comics#I hate live action adaptations of animated shows and movies#not only is it clearly just a soulless cashgrab but it also feels ridiculously disrespectful to the medium of animation as a whole#i just needed to vent a bit because my beloved and held dear animated movies and shows keep getting regurgitated#how to train your dragon?!? lilo and stitch?!? AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER ?! MAKE IT STOPPP AHHH
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My back problems originate from sitting all day but I HAVE to sit and study all day so I literally have a warm compress under my ass for my tailbone
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