#the voices could have been ignored

[hauntedwonderland0964]

Isha fuCKING DIES!?!?!

[marciliedonato]

“if nothing ever happens again” “if this is the end..” shut up shut up SHUT UP.....they took the blows and did it their way....in the face of oppression say fuck you.....GET UP COWARD..... UNKILLABLES.....ARE YOU NOT SEEING IT......

[interdimensionalrealitymachine]

i appreciate all the posts out there that remind me that it's okay to not have met all the traditional life milestones of the average 20-something, that i haven't "wasted" my 20s and life isn't a race

but what can i do about the childhood milestones i missed out on? i've never been trick or treating, never woke up to presents on christmas morning, never had a birthday party. i had exactly two friends from school i was allowed to visit but i could never sleep over. i can count on one hand the number of parties i got to go to with other kids my age. i was never allowed to play on a school sports team, or be in theater or band or anything else that would've taken up any more of my time than strictly necessary (of course, by the time those would've been options for me, i had been taken out of school entirely)

it's hard enough to relate to your peers in your 20s when you haven't hit the same adult milestones they have, but it feels so much harder when you don't even share any of the same childhood experiences

[basofy]

ive never talked about their dynamic but this is one of the many thoughts i have about them

[apotelesmaa]

A while back I saw sm1 saying tsukasa expresses emotions like it’s his first time experiencing them & while it’s very funny and true I think it’s also worth noting that unlike tv/movie actors, stage actors have to really exaggerate their body language/expressions so that their emotions are readable for everyone in the theatre. On screen you can easily pick up the micro expressions on an actor’s face because you’re like 5 ft away at most and the camera often zooms in on their face. From the back of the theatre you can’t read subtle expressions so the actors need to over emphasize and use their whole body. All this to say: given that u cannot take the theatre kid out of tsukasa I feel like his acting just bled into how he expresses his emotions.

Emu also does the body language thing but it’s harder to tell as she’s normally expressing a smaller range of emotions than tsukasa (she’s naturally joyous and whimsical creature & tsukasa is usually given ample reasons to express annoyance). I think that’s more of a result of her exaggerating her happiness so that other people are also happy rather than an acting thing though. Gestures at her refusing to show negative emotions. Entertainer/clown (actual clowns, not the insult) vs stage actor. Really good examples of them doing this is the clip of rui imitating tsukasa & the clip of nene imitating emu.

[actual-corpse]

Therapy is realizing the Scott Box holds all of your insecurities...

[unproduciblesmackdown]

of course i imagine winston billions karaoke performance [will roland teenage dirtbag]

[music-for-fuckers]

[jorvikzelda]

adding this to the list of Severely fucking stupid absrad deaths

BUT!! (under cut so as to not Clog)

we fucking got there in the end baby

(did a couple tries for radiant, then was Swept Away by the Migraine. We’ll get there.)

[tariah23]

Well, I’m still glad that Gojo was always a character who was growing and learning at least. He’s literally one of my favorite characters of all time now. Like, he’s never been as perfect as how the fans would make him out to be despite canonically being viewed as an absolute nuisance to everyone around him (I don’t think his peers necessarily hate him but a lot of them probably hate to see him coming and the ones who’ve dealt with him long enough to consider him a friend, tolerate him and groan whenever he opens his mouth, too 😭… out of love. He’s extremely childish so there is only sm the other adults around him can take and to an extent, his students. I think the only characters in canon who adore him and their eye’s sparkle whenever he’s around, and being a silly teacher was Yuuji and Miwa (she asked him for his autograph (he’s the most famous sorcerer in the jjk world) and when she was alone, she did a little dance in the empty hallway 🥺…) from what we’ve seen even though the others still care about him, too. They just find him rather annoying, which he most definitely is. And he does it on purpose. He plays too much.)

[dentist-brainsurgeon]

The older I get, the less I like Halo 3, like gameplay, music and set piece wise it's GREAT and I absolutely love replaying it for those aspects, but the story, slight aesthetic changes and bad characterization is just..... Bleh. The only weird characterization I like is Chief and Arby being bros and that's honestly probably the best thing in the game that unfortunately hasn't been explored much(outside of the books, even then still should be explored more)

Oh and Marty O'Donnell should [REDACTED]

[solomon-tozer]

I wonder if Stanley ever blames Goodsir for what happens.

I wonder if he ever blames himself.

He, the more experienced surgeon, wouldn't intervene to operate on Silna's father. He watched as Goodsir did his best. Maybe he watched in a detached, clinical way that saw the actions alone and tallied up all the things Goodsir was doing wrong, or that he, Stanley, could do better. When the man died, that was just a fact, really. Inevitable, perhaps, given the time since he was shot and Goodsir's skill.

I wonder if some part of him looked back at that incident in a different light later on. If he'd helped to save the man, how much of this could have been avoided?

And if Goodsir was a better surgeon and saved Silna's father, would things have been different?

[bitchfitch]

For all the teething I've been doing on Pavo and Esti i haven't been able to like, actually write any thing for them recently mostly because I've been Busy.

But also because I'm snapping between like 3 ideas for them at terminal velocity and haven't been able to actually get anything written for them and it's like having pumas bouncing around my skull at mach fuck as though theyre house cats at 2 am when you're trying to sleep,

[insanechayne]

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[c0rpsedemon]

something abt realizing you're listening to someone sing for the last time really hits in an awful way

[if0302]

Tomorrow I'm gonna play d&d with complete strangers(and my sibling, thank god I'm not completely alone) But my social anxiety has been at its worst this past couple of days and I think this was a big reason why

I've played a couple times before but always with my friends and in an environment familiar and very safe for me, so this is new, and I don't really like new. Also where I live it's not common to hear people talk about d&d and roleplaying games, and we just found out theres like this small kinda convention to play ttrpg, and it's weird wrapping my head around the fact that it exists in my town

Anyway, the only thing that has calmed down my anxiety a little bit, it's the silly fact that today I rolled two d20 at the same time to see how well the game is gonna go (two bc I figured being brave enough to do this should give me advantage lol) and I rolled a 17 on each dice, also I rolled another one a couple minutes later and it was again a 17

So that must mean something, right?

Idk, don't mind me, I'm just screaming to the void bc I thought it would help me feel better

It's gonna be okay, I hope

Let's do this!