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eggxeggxegg Ā· 5 months ago
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The fic ā€˜the man who would be kingā€™ (hereā€™s the link to it on ao3) by @/thecarnivorousmuffinmeta and @/therealvinelle seriously compels me to write a spin it. However, so many things would be different that I donā€™t know how to make the plot work.
- I donā€™t think Lily made any sort of trap the night she was killed. Thatā€™s just how the killing curse can backfire. In fact, I say Tom relied on that happening to vanquish himself wicked style. The thing he didnā€™t plan on was part of his soul latching on to harry.
- I say Voldemort looked all snake like before as well. Itā€™s an fx look to help him look the part of evil as well as separate his persona from himself.
- I think Tom is aroace, so no shipping. If I were to create a secret friendship out of an existing character, i would want it to be with aberforth.
- my personal twist is that the horcruxes are like a shared google doc, as opposed to isolated flash drives.
I think the start off point could be that something from the barricade ricochets and concusses Lily badly enough that she is unable to put herself between Harry and Voldemort. Since Tomā€™s plan depended on her doing that, which she canā€™t do anymore, he just leaves and doesnā€™t bother trying to kill them anymore. And thatā€™s what makes Lily start to question Voldemortā€™s motives and gets the ball rolling
I just wanted to write it out, in case rubber duckying it would help
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improvapocalyps Ā· 8 months ago
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You have 90 minutes to complete. (original poem: r.a.)
In participation of the MCYT Recursive Exchange 2024 hosted by @mcytrecursive!
Inspired by know that all my love will be your breath (i will save you when your lights go out)
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1. Have you ever been in love? (Please circle your answer.) a. It's me and him b. Our hearts beat in sync c. Our lives intertwined
2. Do you understand what youā€™ve done? (Please circle your answer.) a. I couldn't do anything b. I lost my balance c. I doomed us both
3. It's been god knows how long since you felt phantom hands on your neck and there is no one in sight. If you were soul-bound to him and both of you died at the same time then why are you still waiting in the void? Please answer clearly, in full sentences. (Not a correct answerļ¼šI just wanted to see him one more time).
4. Define two (2)ļ¼š Fate | The feeling of his forehead against yours Curse | The moment you realise he isn't linked to you anymore
5. True or Falseļ¼š i. It was your fault. ii. You wish you had met him under different circumstances. iii. You canā€™t regret a single moment that you had him. iv. You would do it all over again if you could. v. It ended long before either of you said anything.
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angelofsmalldeath-codeine Ā· 7 months ago
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justaz Ā· 5 months ago
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when merlin asks arthur for things, the king is usually inclined to give him what he wants but it is not always guaranteed such as when his emotions cloud his judgement. but merlinā€™s surefire way of getting arthur to give in? he steps into his space, lays a gentle hand on his arm, and says ā€œarthur, pleaseā€ and he folds like a house of cards.
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books-not-people Ā· 20 days ago
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AU where when Danny first got in the portal for the picture jazz being the protective older sister she is and knowing her parents "lab safety" she goes in with Danny and when he trips her immediate thought was to save him from falling in the danger trap she considered the portal and they both become halfas que the canon ghost shenanigans but add protect younger siblings obsessed jazz being a absolute nightmare standing behind Danny the hole time just daring someone to go after team phantom and any time they do they immediately regret as they have angered the older sibling and mercy is not an option.
When pariah dark happens they team up to own him no suit required and jazz and Danny become sibling rulers of the realms.
Somehow their parents find out and go mad scientist on them jazz is 18 in this so says fuck you takes Danny and as the nature secretly petty as shit just calls CPS and takes Danny and sues her parents for child support.
They + Sam & Tucker (because they can convince Tucker's parents it will be good for his future tech career and Sam just tells her parents she's going to stay with her dads side of the family(the drakes)) go to Gotham because no GIW unlike Amity and is ecto rich I also imagine that both are on their way to becoming Ancients of space (Danny) and as odd as it seems older siblings(jazz) they are confused at first until it's explained that the belief of the love and protections that older siblings are some of the most protective and also mischievous towards their younger siblings has built up to for an ancient and jazz just happened to become that ancient.
Que jazz helping college students in the Gotham U library study when they miss their older siblings help like when they where growing up and just being a protection spirit but to siblings in particular. This becomes super annoying when the bats and the birds start setting off her instincts after joker escapes and she can only relax after beating the shit out of him with the anti-creep stick in front of red hood who promptly falls in love with her much to the annoyance of Danny who was already secretly dating tim and meeting at the local coffee shop and ordering their coffee
Feel free to add your own ideas and if anyone writes it please send me a link or title I would love to support your storyšŸ’–
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aunnokokyuu Ā· 1 year ago
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what if YOU were a poor little animation studio who kept straightifying the very homosexual moments between a tiger and a malnourished victorian child in order to make the anime more appealing to the general public. but THE MANGAKA HIMSELF said NO hereā€™s a scene where said malnourished victorian child sensually bites the tigerā€™s neck while heā€™s transformed as a vampire and U HAVE TO ANIMATE IT THIS TIME BCS ITS IMPORTANT TO THE PLOT!!! now bones if you straightify that scene like you did to akutagawa telling atsushi to run you fool then you can trust that iā€™ll find you more than you trust in god
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meracyn Ā· 5 days ago
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heyyy could u write a one shot of kwon x reader where they weren't able to see each other for months (reader travelled to a different country and he had to go to the tournament) but reader finally had the chance to go to the sekai taikai and surprises him? maybe suggestive ;) But fluff is ok too, thank youn!
UNSPOKEN DESIRES || kwon jae-sung
a/n: LMAOOO SNEAKY ANON but yk what ill do it (hes too fine). crazy how i wrote the bf hcs of him yesterday and now i got 3 reqs lmao, not complaining tho. also i want to find good icons to put on my kwon reqs but I CANT CHOOSE,,
warnings; SUGGESTIVE, cursing (only like..once), uhh thats all i think
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Kwon stood up along with the rest of the Cobra Kai members, barely paying attention to the announcements being said at the momentā€” too deep in thoughtā€” thoughts of you.
The past few months were hard. Not just for him, for you too. You had to travel to another country for a while due to a family emergency regarding a very ill relative. Although you both facetimed and texted everyday, the distance was still there. It wasnā€™t the same.
The Sekai Taikai was able to get Kwon to focus on the tournament, but even so it wasnā€™t enough. His mind kept drifting off to you. He never thought your absence would affect him that much, but ever since you told him you had to stay there longer, he felt the ache in his chest deepen with each passing day. He probably wouldnā€™t say it out loud, but he missed you. A lot.
As everyone was allowed to leave, Kwon let out a sigh, head tilted a bit low as he walked with the rest of his dojo. What was up with him? He won every match he had, why did it not fuel him up with satisfaction anymore? Even messing around with other dojos wasnā€™t becoming as fun. It frustrated him.
ā€œHey, wanna go with us to a bar nearby later?ā€ Yoon went up to him, slightly nudging his shoulder with his elbow.
Kwon snapped out of his thoughts, and stopped walking. Maybe it wasnā€™t a bad idea, he could forget about the emptiness in his heart. ā€œ..Sure, why not. I could use some distraction.ā€ He replied. Without saying anything else, he walked away.
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You let out a sigh of relief after managing to get inside the building where the tournament was being held. You may or may not have lied your way in by saying you were one of Cobra Kaiā€™s backups and Sensei Kim requested you come here as an emergency.
Those at the desk were a bit skeptical, but thankfully didnā€™t question any further and let you pass.
You walked past the big hallways, trying to think where the rooms were, thinking he was probably resting. You couldnā€™t wait to see him againā€” his eyes, his hair, that stupid yet charming smirk he had on his face.
Suddenly, you passed by a teenage guy scrolling through his phone. Maybe he knew Kwon, it was worth asking.
ā€œUh..excuse me,ā€ You started, a bit nervous as you walked up to him. ā€œDo you know the room number Kwon Jae-Sung is staying in?ā€
Demetri looked up, an eyebrow raised at the..random question. Out of all the questions you could have asked, this one didnā€™t cross his mind. He glanced around the room, noticing how it was only you and him. ā€œI donā€™t think..I can give out that information.ā€ He replied.
ā€œOh, no. Itā€™s not like thatā€”ā€ You said quickly. ā€œIā€™m his partner. I wanted to see if heā€™s okay.ā€
ā€œPartner?ā€ Demetri repeated. ā€œAs in, sparring partner? Then you should knā€”ā€
ā€œNo!ā€ You exclaimed, interrupting him. You cleared your throat before continuing, ā€œI meant..Iā€™m his partner..romantically.ā€
ā€œOh. That makes sense.ā€ Demetri said, before nodding slightly. He leaned in to whisper the room number, then sat back down. ā€œIā€™m sure heā€™s doing very fine.. but thatā€™s the number.ā€
ā€œThank you, I appreciate it.ā€ Relief washed over you, as you quickly left, going to the elevators.
Demetri watched as you left, before his eyes widened. ā€œWait. What if theyā€™re not his partner?ā€
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Kwon got out of the elevator, laughing along with his team members who were all drunk and held onto each other for support.
Being at the bar did help him be distracted for a while, drinking along while the rest were doing bets on who could drink the most without getting drunk at all.
ā€œHey, why donā€™t we go out again for some more fun? It isnā€™t too late,ā€ One of them suggested.
ā€œNot a bad idea. Letā€™s go,ā€” Kwon, you cominā€™?ā€
ā€œNah, Iā€™m good. You guys go ahead.ā€ He said. The others left, leaving him alone.
He opened the door to his room, shutting it behind him and turned on the lock. Walking over to his bed, he began to take off his shirt and draped a towel around his waist. Just as he was going to enter the shower, a finger tapped on his shoulder.
As he turned around, he was taken by surprise.
You were standing there, with a mischievous smile.
How did you get in his room? Was he dreaming? Was he too tired after training? Did he drink too much? Did heā€”
ā€œI got you~!ā€ You said with a chuckle.
He couldnā€™t feel his heartbeatā€” he couldnā€™t believe it. You were here, in front of him. After months of longing, of only talking through a screen, you were standing right there, your bodiesā€™ mere inches away from the other. Without thinking, he closed the distance between you two, pulling you into his arms.
ā€œI canā€™t believe youā€™re here,ā€ he mumbled into your hair, his fingers tracing the curve of your back, feeling the warmth of your body against his.
You laughed softly, pulling away slightly to meet his gaze, ā€œI thought Iā€™d surprise you.ā€
ā€œYeah..and you did,ā€ He replied. ā€œbut now that youā€™re here..ā€ His eyes trailed over your body up and down, voice low. The tension built between you both was obvious, the look in his eyes said it.
His lips twitched into a smirk, pulling you close to him again, ā€œTell me my love, did you miss me a lot?ā€ He asked, in a teasing yet flirtatious tone.
ā€œMaybe, who knows?ā€ you mumbled, your lips brushing against his ear as you whispered, ā€œWant to find out?ā€
Kwon didnā€™t reply, his lips crashing on yours as his hands instinctively held onto your waist. The kiss deepened, hinting at the need that every inch of his body begged for. It was obvious to youā€”he wanted more.
Your fingers went up his chest, your other hand pulling him even closer to youā€“if that was possible.
He pulled away for a second, as your eyes met. His dark eyes were full of lust, but also shone with a hint of mischief. Before you knew it, Kwon leaned in again, kissing your jaw and trailing down to your collarbone. Removing a hand that was on your hip, he held onto your leg, lifting it up as you curled it around his waist.
Kwon kept kissing your body, the sounds that left your lips only fueling his desire. He had your back pressed against the wall, and began to take off your shirt.
ā€œFuck..ā€ He silently cursed to himself as he looked up to see your expressionā€” cheeks red as you tried to steady your breathing.
ā€œLooking like a mess, how cute. And just for me, right?ā€
You nodded frantically, wanting him to stop teasing and continue.
Knowing you were desperate, Kwon chuckled. ā€œDonā€™t worry love, after so many months apart, Iā€™m not done with you just yet.ā€
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HELP I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED I FEEL LIKE I DID SO BAD ON THIS šŸ’€ well it was definitely interesting to do lol..time to work on those other requests now
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heyimkana Ā· 29 days ago
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Pairing: Yuuta Okkotsu x Female Reader
Word Count: 5K (I feel like I should apologize but if youā€™ve seen my other works, this is considered super short Iā€™m being fr rn)
Summary: Yuuta is your new neighbor, and everyone loves him because of his sweet and kind personality. He has a crush on you, but youā€™re a married woman, so you canā€™t reciprocate his feelings the same way. But when your husband starts cheating on you, you canā€™t help but turn to him for comfort.
Content Warnings: alcohol, swearing, adultery/cheating, age gap (Yuuta is in his early twenties, reader is almost in her thirties), unprotected sex, also Yuuta going down the yandere route at the end I'm not playingĀ so if it's not your cup of tea don't read
A/N: wrote this in one sitting after aleks @yuutito said something about yuuta and older woman that rewired my brain (how dare she went to sleep after casually telling me this like I wasn't going to just just sit there thinking about *redacted*-ing this ver of him in 124352 different positions). i was supposed to be watching my kids playing in my backyard but i wrote this instead. pls don't call child support. this is also supposed to be a drabble šŸ¤” šŸ”« i was going to send it to her on discord but a few people were asking if i was dead (girl, only on the inside lol) cause i haven't posted in a while so hi everyone guess who came back from the war (i'll go through my inbox asap i promise ily)
P.S: don't use your brain when you read this cause i certainly didn't use mine when i wrote this only my dick
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Yuuta Okkotsu is your new neighbor.Ā 
He lives across the street, and youā€™re not close to him, not yet. Heā€™s younger than you, much younger than youā€”a fresh graduate from a reputable university whoā€™s lucky enough to be able to work from home. He doesnā€™t go out much, but heā€™s friendly, always leaving good impressions around the neighborhood. Everyone knows Yuuta. Everyone loves Yuuta.Ā 
The first time you asked about him, purely out of curiosity, was when you greeted your neighbor next door, an older woman living alone ever since her late husband passed. She just got home from, what you assumed, another trip to the clinic. You saw him stepping down from her porch after making sure she was okay and bidding her with a polite bow. You traded smiles with him, but he didnā€™t stop for a conversation. You just saw his face turn scarlet at the sight of you, and he dropped a quick ā€œHelloā€ before he bolted.
ā€œWho was that?ā€ you asked.
ā€œOh, heā€™s our sweet neighbor Yuuta.ā€
ā€œSweet neighbor Yuuta,ā€ you laughed a little. ā€œHe just moved here like three days ago, and everyone calls him that.ā€
ā€œBecause itā€™s true!ā€
ā€œUh-huh, and what did he do that was so sweet to you?ā€
ā€œHeā€™s helped me with my choresā€”washing the dishes, bathing my cat, mowing my backyard. He saw me having trouble crossing the street yesterday, so he offered to take me to the clinic today. Such a sweet boy, that man. Very handsome, too.ā€
That last part you could agree with. Instantly.Ā 
You see Yuuta occasionally, always by coincidence, like maybe in the morning when you leave the house to put out your trash or grab a newspaper. He always seems like heā€™s eager to strike up a conversation but gives up before he can, simply because his heart canā€™t take it. You know he has a crush on you; itā€™s clear as day. Heā€™s young, and heā€™s in love. Itā€™s cute. But youā€™re married and committed, so thatā€™s that.Ā 
You meet him more frequently when he starts going to the same local supermarket. You bumped into him in one of the aisles, with him approaching you first because he saw you struggling to get that ketchup bottle on the top shelf. Heā€™s so polite, and heā€™s, indeed, very sweet, especially to the elderly, always taking his time to humor them when nobody else seems to pay them any attention. He grabbed the bottle for you, and you ended up chatting with him while waiting in line. He offered to help carry your groceries, and you were thankful because you werenā€™t sure you could bring everything alone. He walked you to your car, bade you good night, and told you to take care.Ā 
Heā€™s your sweet neighbor Yuuta.Ā 
Things havenā€™t been going well with your husband. Itā€™s fight after fight after fight.Ā  At first, your relationship became so strained because you couldnā€™t conceive even after two years of marriage. The truth is, you donā€™t want to have a baby, not too soon, not when you still want to focus on living your life, but he wants it terribly, and if you want your marriage to work out, thereā€™s no other choice but to try. Youā€™re somehow glad that the universe seemed to work in your favor, at least for now.
Youā€™re unsure if itā€™s your fault or hisā€”you donā€™t have the money or time to get yourself tested. Nevertheless, he kept trying, turning your sex life into a string of dull experiments, one after another. It didnā€™t come as a surprise that after a while, he gave up. What did come as a surprise was when he started cheating.Ā 
You have reasons to back your assumptions from all the evidence youā€™ve found along the way. The lipstick stain on his shirt, the hint of female perfume in his car, the way he never left his phone out of reach, terrified of you looking into it. Itā€™s enough.Ā 
Itā€™s Friday night. Your husband wonā€™t be home until late. Still got a bunch of stuff to do at work, he said, which is another way of saying, I got my secretary sucking my dick since you barely even bother anymore. Which is true.
Youā€™re tired of him. Youā€™re tired of having sex with him where he only cares about him cumming inside you and nothing more. Youā€™re so tired of fighting. And now that he's cheating on you, you grow too tired to care. About him. About your marriage. About everything.
So, you head down to a bar one night just to distract yourself. And there he is again. Yuuta. Sitting by himself, watching a football game on the big screen with a beer bottle in hand. He looks ratherā€¦ lonely, a new face that makes your heart twitch a bit. His solemn look makes him more gorgeous in a way, more mature, more mysterious, and girls love that, donā€™t they? A slightly dangerous aura to a very sweet face, unapproachable yet inviting.
But that doesnā€™t last too long because the moment he sees you, his face brightens entirely. He smiles, standing up from his seat to greet you, and you meet him halfway. You end up chatting all night. Heā€™s a fantastic listener, and heā€™s so kind and thoughtful with each word, comforting you the way you need the most. Itā€™s embarrassing that you nag about your husband like this, but he seems genuinely interested in helping you convey your emotions, and you just canā€™t stop. It feels so liberating.
Yuuta buys you your favorite drink but also reminds you not to get too much alcohol in your system. You begin to trust him, knowing for certain he wonā€™t take any advantage of you. He walks you home right after. Itā€™s true that he lives right across your house, but he makes sure you get inside safely. He leaves only after he sees you close and lock the door behind you. You spy on him from the window, wanting to see what he does after youā€™re gone. You see him rubbing a hand over his face, flushed from ears to neck, looking extremely happy that he got to spend time with you.Ā 
Heā€™s so cute, you think to yourself. Like a high school lovesick boy, kind of cute.
Yuuta then notices your husbandā€™s missing car, meaning that youā€™re alone in the house. He looks sad on your behalf, which is so kind of him to think about your feelings that much. Then he turns upset, as if he was thinking, how dare he stay out so late, leaving her without protection like this. Looking visibly worried, he then texts you, ā€œLet me know if you need anything, okay? My door is open for you anytime.ā€ You smile and promptly reply to him with, ā€œThatā€™s so kind of you, thank you.ā€Ā 
Heā€™s your sweet neighbor Yuuta.
These friendly sorts of private meetings between you and him go on for a while. Your husband often arrives late, usually drunk out of his mind or too tired to stay for a chat, and he heads straight to bed without even giving you a goodnight kiss. It hurts, but itā€™s fine. The more your husband breaks your heart, the harder Yuuta will try to mend it and make it whole again. And he did. Every night, when youā€™re lucky enough to see him, youā€™ll feel like a heavy weight is lifted from your chest. You feelā€¦ happy, even in this terrible situation, and itā€™s all because of him.Ā 
You usually hang out with him at the bar, but sometimes you donā€™t feel like going for a ten-minute drive, and you choose to just cross the road and knock your fist against his door. No matter what hour you visit, day or night, for a morning latte or evening tea, he always greets you with the prettiest smile.
Heā€™s your sweet neighbor Yuuta.
Weeks passed by, and now you spend most of your free time chatting with him, sitting on the couch in his living room, and talking about yourself more than you ever did with your husband. He likes listening to you talk about yourself, and he tells you that you shine so brightly when you talk about the things youā€™re passionate about. He always stammers out his praises, looking like heā€™s seconds away from combusting into flames just from calling you beautiful or something. Heā€™s so young, so inexperienced yet passionate when it comes to love and romance, and it shows.
You ask questions about himself, too, and you can understand why itā€™s addicting for him to watch you speak, because the second he does that, heā€™s breathtaking.Ā 
You find out that he likes the things you like, heā€™s watched the movies youā€™ve seen, and heā€™s read your favorite books. Itā€™s not just a coincidence, is it? Maybe youā€™re a match made in heaven. But even so, nothing happens. Heā€™s too respectful, and he makes you respect yourself. Youā€™re married, and heā€™s a close friend of yours. Thatā€™s it.
Heā€™s just your sweet neighbor Yuuta.
One morning, you find a bouquet sitting on your porch. Oh, right, todayā€™s our anniversary. Your husband has this habit of sending you your favorite flowers on your anniversary. He does this every year, which is nice of him, but you really didnā€™t think heā€™d send you one this year, seeing how he barely exchanged more than three sentences with you. So now that you receive his flowers, youā€™re beginning to think, oh, maybe heā€™s trying to fix things between us. Youā€™re not sure if you want that, though, not anymore. Most of your heart already belongs to someone else, which is terrible since youā€™re married, but you canā€™t help it.Ā 
You pick up the flowers anyway; too pretty to be thrown away. You open the card attached to it. I will love you forever, it says, written in his handwriting. The way he wrote the letter f is a little different. Looks like he wrote in a rush, you presume. Either that, or he just didn't care enough. And itā€™s whatever; you didnā€™t expect much anyway. You appreciate the thought until your eyes land on the name he wrote.
Thatā€™s not my fucking name.
He must have sent flowers to his secretary at the same time and had his card switched. That fucking cheater.
You thought you didnā€™t care about him anymore, but God, now youā€™re livid.
Yuuta shows up at the perfect place and at the perfect time. He invites you over to have dinner together at his place. ā€œJ-just, you know, as friends,ā€ he says, unconsciously giving you the confirmation that he does not think of you as a friend. Not at all.
So you come over in a beautiful red dress later that evening, and he stares at you, completely in awe, for a good three seconds. ā€œYou, ummā€”ā€ He blushes madly, his head so full of steam he could barely think. ā€œYou look likeā€¦ like a goddess.ā€
ā€œThank you,ā€ you simper. That was so corny for him to say, but he meant every word, which makes it endearing. ā€œYou look amazing, too.ā€ And he is. God, he looks so handsome in his black buttoned-down shirt, and his parted hair, and his sweet, sweet smile.
I want to fuck the shit out of him.
Itā€™s the monster inside you who speaks it. The part of you thatā€™s been neglected for so long, thatā€™s never been touched in the way you wanted to. And itā€™s screaming, begging for Yuuta to love you.
But no. Weā€™re friends. Weā€™re just friends, arenā€™t we, Yuuta?
Yuuta cooks, too, apparently. Every dish looks fucking delicious, and everything else is perfect. The table setting decorated with your favorite flowers. The scented candles with your favorite fragrance set up romantically on top of the cozy fireplace. The soft music playing in the background, a piano instrumental of your favorite song. Itā€™s like a date. A celebration. Like something you shouldā€™ve had with your husband today.
ā€œYou did all of this on purpose, didnā€™t you?ā€
ā€œHmm?ā€
You gesture to your surroundings. ā€œWeā€™ve read the same books and watched the same movies. Okay, fine, maybe we have the same taste. But this song, those flowers, everything youā€™ve set up in this room, you did all of these for me, didnā€™t you?ā€
He pauses before he tucks his chin, avoiding your gaze. ā€œI justā€¦ wanted to make you happy,ā€ he confesses bashfully. ā€œIs itā€¦ Is it too much? Do you not like it?ā€
ā€œYuuta, of course, I love it.ā€ You stroke his arm, washing his worry away. ā€œI justā€¦ Iā€™ve never had someone care about me this much beforeā€¦ā€
He melts under your touch, and thereā€™s so much he wants to say, but his lips form nothing but a sad smile. He caresses your face with tender hand, his fingertips quivering slightly when they land on your cheek. His heart must be beating like crazy right now, you smile to yourself, leaning further into his touch to soothe him.
ā€œI would do this every day for you if you let me,ā€ he whispers, promise behind each word. ā€œI would make you happy, so happy youā€™d forget what sadness feels like. What loneliness feels like.ā€
That stirs something inside your chest. ā€œAnd what do you want in return for that?ā€ You slide up a hand, testing his limit.
He stops your hand by covering it with his own. For a second, just for a brief second, he emits a different feeling. Thereā€™s intensity behind his gaze that burns you as if he wanted you all to himself. And thatā€™s understandable. No man, especially one whoā€™s so desperately in love like him, would want to share his woman with someone else, but he knows the situation theyā€™re in, doesnā€™t he? Itā€™s just not possible for you to be together, not now, not completely. Maybe thatā€™s why he switches back in a blink, smiling until his eyes crinkle adorably. ā€œNothing,ā€ he answers. ā€œAs long as we can be friends like this, itā€™s more than enough for me.ā€
Heā€™s a terrible liar, you think, slightly amused. Itā€™s cute how he tries so hard to conceal his feelings and you still can read him like an open book.
The food tastes as amazing as it looks, even down to the last bite. You donā€™t talk about the bouquet, afraid that youā€™ll ruin the mood, but Yuuta is always so attentive when it comes to you. He asks you what happened, and he hugs you the second he sees tears brimming in your eyes. Youā€™re not sad. Youā€™re fucking angry. And thank God Yuuta is there to let you vent your frustrations. You go as far as telling him almost every little shitty thing your husband did to you behind your back, as well as the slutty secretary thatā€™s been sleeping with him for money. It feels relieving to finally say their names out loud, with so much hatred, so much rage, and to have Yuuta respond with, ā€œNo matter how pretty she is, sheā€™s nothing compared to you. Your husband doesnā€™t deserve you. If I were him, I wouldā€™veā€”ā€ he stops himself, just in time, flustered and mortified under your gaze.
Youā€™re older. Youā€™re older than him by eight, no, nine years even. You know whatā€™s going to happen if you encourage him to say the words heā€™s been dying to say. You know what itā€™s going to do to your relationship. But fuck that. If there were one man in this world who knew how to treat you like you deserveā€¦
Itā€™s your sweet neighbor Yuuta.
So, by the time the two of you move to the couch with some wine in your system, you lean forward, letting your fingers trace the protruding vein on the back of his hand. His eyes widen at the way your dress does very little to hide your cleavage, but he averts his gaze right away, being the gentleman that he is. But tonight, you want him to be the opposite of that. You donā€™t want him to be sweet; you want him to let his desire win. Thereā€™s a monster hiding inside him, something much more terrible than your own. You sometimes caught its glimpse when he thought you werenā€™t looking his way. The amount of obsession that fogged his eyes, his fixation over you, turning his sapphire blue eyes so dark, so deep, so intense, like he wanted to have you locked up in his room, tied up and used and thoroughly fucked until you found no strength to stand and no will to escape. It shouldā€™ve been a scary thought, but it wasnā€™t. It wasā€¦ exciting.
ā€œI want to hear it, Yuuā€¦ā€ Seduction lays thickly in your voice as you lay a gentle hand on his cheek, guiding his eyes back to you. You stare up at him from underneath your lashes with this look in your eyes that makes his breath hitch in his throat. ā€œIf you were my husbandā€¦ā€ You wet your lip, your tongue a sinful dance to his eyes. ā€œWhat would you do to make me feelā€¦ā€ You purposely drop your gaze to his lips, letting him catch your message. ā€œā€¦loved?ā€
You watch him gulp, goosebumps breaking on his skin. You watch his eyes fall to see the way you rub your thumb over the bumps on his knuckles. You watch them turn half-lidded as they linger a second too long on your lips. And you watch him break all control he has over himself, and you let him devour you the way youā€™ve been wanting him to.
Heā€™s your sweet neighbor Yuuta.
And he tastes even sweeter with your cum on his tongue.
Itā€™s happening too fast, yet it feels like itā€™s not going fast enough. He starts by holding you by the face, slotting his lips against yours, passionate and gentle at the same time. He pulls away for a moment to see your reaction, and when you kiss him back, he lets out this sinful moan that causes your stomach to churn.
Heā€™s so fucking sexy. Even without trying, he is.Ā 
In the next second, heā€™s eating you out on the couch, spreading your legs, and kneeling on the floor with his head trapped between your thighs, wanting to get as much of you as you can give him. When his tongue circles your clit, and heā€™s moaning against your heat, it feels so good you almost run away, not used to experiencing this much pleasure. Itā€™s scary how easily he plays with your body. How fast he can tell which part of yours likes to be licked, which ones want to be sucked, and which ones want to be fucked. He moves agonizingly slow, but each touch feels so right that you find no reason to complain. Heā€™s sure to take his time with you, to make you feel loved in the way a wife should be when her husband makes love to her.
He takes hold of your thighs, holding you tight, but you want it even tighter to the point of leaving bruises all over your skin so you can show them to your husband later. His gaze is intense, constantly keeping his eyes on you. Your expression turns him on, making him ache so bad within the constraints of his pants that his eyes turn watery, desperate for release. Heā€™s too ashamed to ask you to touch him, and maybe he doesnā€™t want to be touched, not yet, he just wants to focus on pleasuring you for now. So he keeps sucking your clit into his mouth, and he slides one hand into his own jeans to grip his cock tightly. He fucks his fist as fast as he fucks your hole with his tongue, groaning, whining, whimpering against your cunt. Heā€™s pathetic. You love it.
You push him down to the carpeted floor after you drench his mouth and chin with your juice, and you push his fingers, coated with his own cum, into your mouth. He curses once at the sight, and itā€™s so sexy when he does it. After all this time hearing him talk so softly, so innocently, hearing a low, ā€œFuck, you're making me lose my mind,ā€ tumbling off his lips is such a fucking turn-on.Ā 
You tear yourself away from your dress before you rip open the buttons of his shirt, not caring if the two of you are in the middle of his living room, visible for anyone to see if they dare take a peek through the window. You wish the light in the room were brighter. It wouldā€™ve been a lovely show for your husband if he came home to see you riding another manā€™s cock, using Yuuta to your own satisfaction, and watching him make you cum the way he couldnā€™t.Ā 
Yuuta, oblivious to your thoughts, is gasping out your name, one arm hiding his beet-red face while his other one is gripping your thigh. ā€œW-wait,ā€ he flinches, his breathing tattered. ā€œYouā€™re goingā€”too fastā€”ā€
You know you are, but itā€™s so good that you canā€™t stop. His cock rubs your walls so deliciously as if it was made solely for this purpose. You cum so fast, so hard, and he follows almost right away, unable to hold it even longer when he sees you looking like that when you cummed.Ā 
Your body is still trembling when he suddenly lifts you off his cock and guides you to his face. ā€œRide me again,ā€ he says, begging. ā€œPlease, Angel, I want to taste you again.ā€ And you do, sitting on his face and letting him lick, suck, and lap at everything that seeps out of you.
Heā€™s staring at your swollen clit, licking his lips and seemingly dazed as he rubs his thumb softly over it. ā€œIā€™m sorry I came inside you,ā€ he says, genuinely feeling guilty about it despite you giving him permission to.
You shiver, still feeling so sensitive for receiving so much stimulation at once. ā€œItā€™s okay. I canā€™t get pregnant anyway,ā€ you laugh it off. ā€œI havenā€™t gotten myself checked yet, but weā€™ve been trying for two years, and nothing has happened yet, soā€¦ā€
His gaze darkens. ā€œI see,ā€ is the only thing he utters before he scoops you in his arms, carrying you to the bedroom. Youā€™re surprised; you really thought that was it. Both of you came twice already in, like, fifteen minutes. Thatā€™s enough, isnā€™t it? But heā€™s still young, and he has a lot of energy that leaves him insatiable. If you let him, heā€™ll have you for the entire night.
Itā€™s not a bad thing, not at all.
So you kneel in front of him on the bed, bite the corner of your lip to drive him even more insane, and stroke him slowly with your hand. ā€œYou still want to fuck me?ā€
ā€œYes,ā€ he breathes out, the muscles in his abdomens tautening. ā€œYes, Maā€™am, pleaseā€¦ā€
Maā€™am? You almost laugh. How does he keep getting cuter and cuter?
ā€œOkay.ā€ You reward him with a little kiss on the head of his cock, robbing a soft whimper out of his mouth. Lying down on the bed, you spread your legs, sliding two fingers down your body to do the same to your cunt. ā€œCome here and love me again, Yuu.ā€
He obliges in a split second. Yuuta has so much love to give, and he lets his mouth, his tongue, and his cock paint a perfect picture on your body.
Everything feels like heaven until he suddenly stops in the middle of thrusting his hips, earning himself an impatient whine. His blue eyes have lost their warm, pretty light. Theyā€™re as dark as the night, but lust and greed are the perfect colors for him. He sits on his knees, resting your ankles on his shoulders, breathing heavily.Ā 
ā€œYuuta?ā€
Heā€™s not listening, too captivated by the way his tip slides in and out so easily. Youā€™re so fucking wet for him; itā€™s embarrassing, but Yuuta would take a picture of you like this in a heartbeat, with your wedding ring still wrapped around your finger and his cock sheathed deep inside you, should you allow him to.
He splays his hand over your stomach, giving a little pressure to your womb. You squirm, suddenly feeling like you no longer have control over anything, over him, not like the way you did before. Itā€™s frightening and thrilling at the same time. ā€œYuuta, what are youā€”ā€ Your jaw turns slack at the sensation when he thrusts inside, just once, just to see how far it goes within your walls. Heā€™s so hard and thick and throbbing that you could practically feel him poking from inside of your stomach. And perhaps heā€™s thinking the same thing, his eyes glistening when he feels a bulge forming under his palm. He swallows. He looksā€¦ hungry.
ā€œYou said you couldnā€™t get pregnant,ā€ he says, running a tongue across his lower lip, his eyes still fixated on the way youā€™re taking him so well, all stretched out and tight around him. ā€œYou know what I think?ā€ He pulls himself out completely, shivers in his breath. ā€œI think youā€™re wrong.ā€ He slams his hips forward so abruptly, and with so much force, you have one hand shooting past your head to keep a safe distance away from the headboard.Ā 
ā€œYuutaā€”ā€ You gasp out, struggling to match his rhythm. ā€œWaitā€”ā€
He only smiles a little, chuckles a little. Heā€™s so far gone. He leans forward until youā€™re pressed chest to chest, folding you in half before he laces his fingers together with yours. ā€œI think you can get pregnant.ā€ He moves closer to your ear, whispering with his lips caressing your lobe, ā€œAnd Iā€™m going to show you how.ā€
He fucks the breaths out of you, swallowing each cry with his mouth, embracing you so tightly you can feel his heart beating against yours. ā€œIā€™m sorry,ā€ he pants, ā€œIt hurts, doesnā€™t it? Iā€”ā€ Heā€™s interrupted with a low groan, feeling you clenching around him.ā€œā€”really am sorryā€”ā€ He smashes his lips against yours, smothering you with his kisses, too. ā€œI know Iā€™m being too rough, but I can'tā€”ā€Ā  He has one hand gripping the top of his headboard, giving him more support to drive his hips even deeper. ā€œI canā€™tā€”stopā€”ā€ He fucks you again, and again, harder each time until you find yourself unable to make sounds. ā€œYouā€™re so good... You feel so good around me... My angelā€¦ā€ Youā€™re being folded, handled, trapped, and he fucks you until youā€™re drained, until youā€™re filled, until heā€™s spent. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Just a little bit more..." He kisses your forehead and your cheek to soothe you down, cradling your head as he buries his face in the crook of your neck. His hips start to move erratically. ā€œDonā€™t ever leave meā€¦ I will love you forever, soā€”ah, Godā€”ā€ He chokes out a sob when he feels you spasming around him again, reeling in another wave of orgasm that hit you so intensely, you see white.
It takes him a little over an hour until he finally lets you go. For now, at least.
But once he gives you a chance to breathe, he cleans you up so gently, dabbing a warm towel over your skin, peppering kisses as soft as butterfly wings down your back, your thighs, your chest, before ending his journey at your stomach. He rubs the supple flesh of your belly and smiles, completely satisfied after giving you his everything. And it scares you a little bit becauseā€¦ You might really end up getting pregnant this time.
ā€œI have to go before he comes home,ā€ you say, feeling your body ache terribly when you try to raise yourself off the bed. Theyā€™re not shown vividly yet, but there will be bruises in the morning in places youā€™re not sure you can cover.Ā 
Yuuta hugs you from the side when you barely have one foot on the floor, whispering against the bare skin of your hip, ā€œIā€™m not letting you go.ā€
It makes you happy. You feel so wanted, so loved, even after all the affection he gave you all night. The truth is, you donā€™t want to leave. Ever. To walk into your own home after experiencing what heaven feels likeā€¦ It would be torturous.
ā€œI wish I could stay with you, too.ā€
ā€œYou do?ā€ He looks up with big, round eyes, hope residing in each one of them. ā€œWould you stay with me forever?ā€
ā€œIf I could,ā€ you reply and itā€™s true. God, if only you could stay forever with him, let him love you this way, forever. That would be perfect, wouldn't it?
ā€œThat makes me happyā€¦ā€ He takes both of your hands, kissing you on each wrist before he does the same to your palms. ā€œThat makes me so happyā€¦ā€Ā 
It tickles, so you laugh a little. He makes the same sweet sound, the sound of a boy in love.Ā 
ā€œI really need to go, thoughā€¦ā€ You whisper, hypnotized when he starts pushing your digit past his lips. Itā€™s warm and wet inside his mouth, waking up the butterflies in your stomach. He keeps his eyes on you, looking so sensual as he sucks around your finger, enveloping it from base to tip. ā€œYuutaā€¦ā€
ā€œI understand.ā€ He pulls away, ending it with a kiss. He seems disheartened, his smile doesn't shine as bright anymore and it hurts you. "I guess you left me with no choice."
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay." He returns your embrace, just one more time before you have to let him go. ā€œCan you turn around for me, please? I want to give you something,ā€ he softly smiles. ā€œA present. It will be quick, I promise.ā€Ā 
You do as he says, excited at the thought of it. What will he give you? Knowing him and how he went through so much effort to prepare a dinner for two friends, you just know it would be something incredibly romantic. Yuuta kisses your nape, open-mouthed and lingering. You nibble on your lip to suppress your moan as he trails his lips from between your shoulder blades down to your spine.Ā 
ā€œYuuta,ā€ you sigh, squeezing your thighs together. Youā€™re aching for him again, and itā€™s dangerous. Your husband can come anytime soon. ā€œI know what you want, and really, I wish I could stay,ā€ you say from the bottom of your heart, looking over your shoulder to see him, and youā€™re immediately answered by a kiss. He presses his chest to your spine, one hand cupping half of your neck and your jaw to keep you in place so he can deepen the kiss. His mouth moves with fervor, filling you up with desire, and if it werenā€™t for the sound of your husbandā€™s car moving into your driveway, you wouldā€™ve let him take you there for another hour or two.
ā€œI need to leave. Now.ā€ You break away to gather your clothes quickly. Except you canā€™t.
You canā€™t move your hands.
Robbed out of your balance, you fall face-first to the floor. Your breath catches, your heart plummeting to your stomach when you realize you have your hands tied behind your back. You feel something rough grazing against your skin. Thereā€™s a rope ensnaring your wrists together, and itā€™s digging painfully into your flesh every time you struggle to break free.Ā 
Panic rises quickly to your chest. You look up, your body froze with terror at the sight of him smiling at you.Ā 
Heā€™s not your sweet neighbor Yuuta. Not anymore.
This is the monster you caught a glimpse of before, in full form. His handsome features suddenly feel unrecognizable, not when you can no longer witness the warmth in his eyes.
What is happening? You breathe fast, frightened beyond your mind. Why is he doing this?
ā€œI told you Iā€™m not letting you go,ā€ he says, walking slowly toward you. With every step he takes, your urge to escape grows bigger.
The second the dread sinks in, you part your lips to scream for help, but he clasps a hand over your mouth just in time. ā€œSshh shhh shhh,ā€ he whispers, bringing you back to your feet. ā€œWe wouldnā€™t want your husband to find out, would we?ā€Ā 
You try to kick and toss your body around, but heā€™s strong, much stronger than you could ever imagine him to be. From your peripheral vision, you see him taking out a syringe from a drawer behind him, fitted with a hollow needle to inject the clear liquid into your skin. You feel your heart pounding in your throat, your scream muffled as he sinks it into your skin. ā€œThere, there. Off you go, honey,ā€ he whispers in your ear, as you begin to lose your will to fight. Your consciousness slowly wanes away with each second passing by. ā€œIā€™m so sorry, Sweetheart. Itā€™s only scary at the beginning, I promise.ā€ He tosses the syringe away, now empty. ā€œOh, I almost forgot to ask. Did you like the card I gave you?ā€
The card? What card?
Oh.
Oh, no.
ā€œIā€™m sorry for tricking you like that,ā€ he says with a little pout. ā€œTruly, I am. I didnā€™t want to lie to you, but I had to do something to push you over the edge. I knew you liked me too from the start, but you wouldnā€™t make the first move. You kept staying faithful even when your husband was cheating on you like that. I admire you for that,ā€ he sighs, utterly smitten by you, but only for a second before his tone drops. ā€œBut I was getting impatient, you see. And I knew you were, too. I watched your favorite movies. I read your favorite books. I learned everything about you and did everything you liked, but you still wouldnā€™t leave your husband for me. So you left me with no choice. I have to make you understand,ā€ he slides his hand up your stomach, passing the valley between your breasts before he chooses to linger there, squeezing, teasing, pleasing. ā€œThat no one can touch you like I do. No one can love you like I do.ā€
You can feel him kissing your neck, licking a stripe up from your collarbone to the spot below your ear. ā€œIt was quite tricky copying his handwriting like that. Thereā€™s one letter I still canā€™t do very well even now. But it was enough to trick you, so I think everythingā€™s fine in the end,ā€ he chuckles, the sound filling your chest with horror, though you could barely register it now, not with the drug flowing in your system.
ā€œYou asked me what I would do to make you feel loved if I were your husband.ā€ He carries you closer to the window, letting you see, with all the little power you have left, your husband closing the door of his car. Yuuta embraces you from behind, his hands tangled around your waist as he lets you rest your head on his shoulder. ā€œIā€™m gonna show it to you.ā€ You watch your husband make his way to your porch, oblivious to whatā€™s happening in the dark room across the street. ā€œIā€™m gonna love you, Angel. I will love you forever. With all my heart. And Iā€™m gonna take my time. Iā€™ll be so thorough with you that once Iā€™m done, you wonā€™t be able to spend a second of your life without me.ā€Ā 
Your husband closes his front door, and with it goes your last chance of escaping, if there was even one.
You start losing strength in your legs, in your arms, but youā€™re still able to cry, and so you do just that. It wonā€™t help you, nothing will help you, no one will help you, and no one will know what heā€™s doing to you, not when everyone thinks so fondly of him.Ā 
ā€œOh, Sweetheart, donā€™t cry.ā€ He kisses your tears away, landing an even softer one on your temple. ā€œDonā€™t be afraid of me, my love. After all, itā€™s just me.ā€ He meets your eyes in the reflection of his window, smiling with his hand holding the front of your neck.
ā€œYour sweet neighbor Yuuta.ā€
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girlshadowthehedgehog Ā· 5 months ago
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wowzas!! here's my submission for the @sthbigbang in collaboration with the lovely writer @stillafanofsonic and the artists @vulcan-moon , @whalesharkstho , and @brobexx!! it was an absolute pleasure to work with talented artists on an incredible story. check out their submissions, too!!!! <3
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braxix Ā· 4 months ago
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Next up: All of Valinor is confused on where Elrond came from. Finrod decides to play detective and finds out Elrond called Maedhros atya this one time. He puts 2 and 2 together and gets 5. Everyone is confused.
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takaraphoenix Ā· 5 months ago
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The baffling thing about the Hale Pack is that, with the exception of Stiles, you can just... fully pretend they are still around, as a pack, by s5, without even affecting the McCall Pack.
Erica is dead. Boyd is dead. Jackson left. Even Isaac, who had switched packs, then left anyway and isn't a permanent part of the McCall Pack so you might as well steal him. Cora left. Peter left. Derek left.
By season 5, none of them are around anymore and that's just wild but that also makes it so much easier to just pretend the Hale Pack still exists.
What I mean is, it would be messier if you had to pick apart the canon pack, if these characters had just been absorbed into Scott's pack and now had dynamics with the McCall Pack and involvements in the s4 and s5 plotlines that you would have to entangle and explain with how they'd be change if they were in the Hale Pack instead. But they haven't. Even the ones that did temporarily join the McCall Pack ended up leaving.
So I can just... sit in my sandbox and play with my Hale Pack while the canon pack does whatever the plot is. It is kind of neat.
Don't get me wrong. Would FULLY prefer if they hadn't written out Nearly Every Single Character I Love (including non Hale Pack member Kira my beloved. Started to feel really targeted with their choices, so glad even the writers knew they could not write Stiles off though lol), but in the realms of a quick and easy Fix It for the Hale Pack still being around, this is kind of neat.
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odiousidiot Ā· 6 months ago
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yuki2sksksk Ā· 5 months ago
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KNY PROMPT IDEA 2#
During the time Tanjirou spends in Butterfly Mansion healing from injuries, Nezuko ventures the estate area and stumbles around the other slayers. Most are understandably wary and cautious, some are nice and friendly, and there are those who glare at her in hatred.
(Short stories centring Nezuko hanging around other slayers and get more perspectives on what everyone is fighting for and understanding how complicated her status is as a demon among slayers)
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sysig Ā· 6 months ago
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You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.
Starring Role (Patreon)
#My art#ISaT#ISaT Spoilers#Siffrin#Loop#Technically - you know how it goes#Me when I relate to Siffrin: Oh no haha that's probably not great whoops haha#Me when I relate to Loop: Oh. Oh No.#Lenti has such a deathgrip on my ISaT opinions wtf how is she so powerful I thought my fave was Sif?? But I mean well-#Lol#Does this count as vent idk lol#It was fun to write tho :) Very easy! Done all at once!#As was drawing this! Also done all at once! And black and white is still really fun to work with hehe#I got to use some pretty cool outline/lineart tricks for this one yay :D#The original draft of the fic had a different title but ''Starring Role'' is kinda?? too perfect???#To the point where I looked around and I was like#Kinda shocked that there doesn't Seem? to be another fic with the same title?#Which is.........oddly relevantly thematic to this fic actually hahaha#Not to get too exacting about it but the whole thing of Loop feeling replaceable well#It would imply that other someones could do what they do better than them#What an odd refutation. Huh. Weird#Anyway - behind the scenes fun fact!#I actually really love the song Starring Role but I didn't think of it until after writing this#And now that I sing it to myself it's actually kinda perfect what the heck#So that's something to think about as well#Anyway if you're going to listen to it pls listen to the Axiom remix it is The version in my heart <3#The glitches and stutters are perfect.....#And the clock ticking?? Why is this song so ISaT I'm gonna think about this for a while now heck#Animatic in my head shower thought -core lol
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saltyspecs Ā· 7 months ago
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I've been thinking some binggeyuan Thoughts.
So, people usually write any binggeyuan as after the bingge vs bingmei extra which is super valid and narratively makes a lot of sense, but I've been thinking about dropping a bingge from earlier in the PIDW timeline into Shen Yuan's world. I'm talking like. Reverse transmigration straight from the abyss.
He finds Xin Mo, his seal gets fully broken, but instead of getting out of the abyss to get his revenge plans started he gets yeeted into modern day China, nothing but the clothes on his back and a system to guide him through it. He's bitter but he's also been fighting tooth and nail to survive for *checks watch* five years. He's like. 3/4 black lotus. Xin Mo hasn't quite had the time to sink its claws in.
I really do just have the mental image of Shen Yuan picking him up from out of an alley cause he looks like he got mugged. like a dirty kitten.
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cod-thoughts Ā· 15 days ago
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And he stood by and waited to be called
Word count: 3.7k Relationship: NikPrice, PriceNik, Nikolai/Price Tags: Established relationship, tooth-rotting fluff, surprises, anniversary
Price and Nikolai are supposed to be celebrating their anniversary today, what if Nik has to cancel last minute? What if he makes it up to Price anyway? Keep reading under the cut or on AO3 I've been working furiously on ghostprice week but i wanted to get something up before then so here we are! I just wanted some fluff and something wholesome its been a rough couple of weeks 0_0
John Price ran his fingers through his beard, inspecting it in the mirror under the bright, unforgiving bathroom light. Heā€™d gone to the barber the night before, the guy taking care to trim his hair just right, shaping the beard until it was exactly the way Nikolai liked it. Price had watched in the mirror as the barber worked, the hum of clippers and the snip of scissors oddly soothing. Heā€™d wanted it to be perfect, the kind of effort he didnā€™t make often, but today was special. It was for Nikolai, after all. The man who had waited, who had been patient through the endless nights apart, through the missions that had stretched longer than expected, through the calls that never came when Price got tied up in things beyond his control.
This morning, heā€™d taken his time getting ready, savoring every small step. Heā€™d used that fancy beard oil Nikolai had given him on their last anniversaryā€”the one with the cedar and sandalwood scent that Nikolai had said made him ā€œsmell like a forest, but a handsome one.ā€ The words had stuck with Price, replaying in his mind every time he used the oil. He could almost hear Nikolaiā€™s voice, that warm, affectionate tone, the way his eyes crinkled at the corners as he teased. It made Price smile to himself, a soft, private smile that lingered even as he moved through the rest of his routine.
He even went the extra mile, too, shaving away the rougher edges with a precision he hadnā€™t bothered with in a while, making sure every line was clean and crisp. The razor glided over his skin, the scent of shaving cream mingling with the cedar and sandalwood, and for once, Price allowed himself to enjoy it. This was, after all, their anniversary. Years of shared missions, flights, quick getaways, and late-night talks when the weight of command felt like too much, each adding up to something neither of them had ever quite expected. Theyā€™d found each other in the chaos, in the midst of everything else, and that was worth celebrating. It wasnā€™t just about the time theyā€™d spent togetherā€”it was about the fact that theyā€™d chosen each other, over and over again, despite everything.
After one last look, Price pulled his shirt collar into place, brushing his shoulders free of any stray hairs, adjusting the cuffs. It wasnā€™t fancyā€”not by a mileā€”but it felt good to put himself together just for the sake of it. For the sake of Nikolai. It made his chest swell with a quiet sort of pride, knowing that he could still find joy in the smallest of gestures, knowing that after all this time, Nikolai was still the one who made him feel like this.
As he strode out into the hallway, there was no hiding his uplifted mood. Gaz spotted him first, pausing with his coffee mug halfway to his lips, a grin slowly spreading across his face. ā€œCaptainā€¦ you look sharp.ā€ His tone was playful but warm, with an edge of real surprise. Priceā€™s grooming routine was normally more utilitarianā€”efficient, maybe a bit rugged, if he was lucky.
Soap, however, was less subtle. ā€œChrist, look at you, Cap,ā€ he said with a dramatic whistle. ā€œWhatā€™s the occasion?ā€
Price rolled his eyes, but he could feel his face heating, which only encouraged them further. Gaz gave him a knowing smile, and even Ghost, leaning against the far wall, raised an eyebrow, catching his eye with an amused nod.
They knew, of course. It was no secret that Nikolai and Price were together. It hadnā€™t always been easyā€”Price had grappled with it for years, all those ingrained habits and fears from a past where heā€™d never felt able to be himself, to be openly happy like this. It had been Nikolaiā€™s patience, his kindness, that had chipped away at those walls, showing Price that he didnā€™t have to keep that part of himself hidden.
Instead of keeping quiet or dancing around the subject, the team encouraged him, embraced him in ways that went beyond words. They teased him, sure, but it was with warmth, with affection that made Price feel lighter than heā€™d ever imagined he could. After all those years of thinking he had to keep that part of himself locked away, he was hereā€”respected and accepted not just as a captain, but as a man with a heart that belonged to someone else.
Soap, however, wasnā€™t about to let him go with just a blush, and brought him out of his reverie with an excited shout, ā€œHey, we should give him an escort!ā€ He looked around at the others, his grin widening. ā€œMake sure the captain here arrives in style. After all, a bloke doesnā€™t get gussied up like that every day.ā€
Price chuckled, shaking his head. ā€œMaybe Iā€™m just overdue for a proper clean-up,ā€ he muttered, trying to sound casual. But the small smile tugging at his lips betrayed him, and he knew it. There was no hiding his excitementā€”not from the team, not from himself.
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The hours passed, each task feeling like both a distraction and a countdown. Price moved through his duties with a kind of restless energy, his thoughts drifting constantly to the evening ahead. Every so often, heā€™d reach into his pocket, his fingers brushing against the small, carefully tied pouch nestled there. Heā€™d spent weeks searching for something that would be meaningfulā€”something that would last. In the end, heā€™d settled on an old-fashioned pocket watch, the kind Nikolai had once mentioned fondly in passing. It wasnā€™t flashy, but Price knew it would suit him, a small reminder of them that could go wherever Nikolai did. It felt rightā€”something timeless, something that held weight, just like what they shared.
He imagined Nikolaiā€™s reaction, the way his eyes would light up when he saw it, the warmth in his smile when he realised what it meant. Priceā€™s heart swelled at the thought, a small smile tugging at his lips as he made his way through the base. Each step felt lighter, each mundane task a little less tedious, knowing that at the end of it all, Nikolai would be there.
As the evening approached, he found himself glancing at the clock more often, anticipation bubbling just below the surface. He was ready early, his heart thrumming with excitement as he made his way back to his quarters. Theyā€™d planned to meet thereā€”just the two of them, an arrangement that had quickly become a ritual on the rare occasions they both had the luxury of downtime. He paced his room, unable to sit still, a smile tugging at his lips as he imagined how the night would go. Theyā€™d share a quiet meal, maybe a drink or two, and just be togetherā€”no missions, no distractions, just them.
Then his phone vibrated in his hand. Price opened the message with a grin, expecting to see Nikolaiā€™s usual playful greetingā€”only to feel his heart drop as he read the words on the screen.
John, I am sorry, my love. I will not make it in time. Got pulled into something last minute. I will make it up to you, I promise. Be safe. Love you, Mishka.
The excitement that had carried him through the day deflated, replaced by a heavy emptiness that settled deep in his chest. He stared at the message, rereading it as if somehow the words might change, as if maybe heā€™d misunderstood. But they didnā€™t change, and the ache that followed was sharp and immediate. He knew he should be fine with it. This wasnā€™t the first time duty had forced one of them to cancel plans, and heā€™d had to do it to Nikolai more times than he cared to admit. He knew the job always came firstā€”had always come first. But somehow, the disappointment cut deeper today. Maybe because heā€™d let himself look forward to it so openly, maybe because heā€™d let himself believe that, for once, theyā€™d have the time to themselves.
Price sighed, running a hand over his face, the freshly smoothed skin reminding him of the effort heā€™d put into this day, the way heā€™d hoped it would go. He tried to brush it off, tried to tell himself it didnā€™t matter, but the ache in his chest lingered. Heā€™d wanted tonight to be specialā€”not just for himself, but for Nikolai too. Heā€™d wanted to give them both a moment to breathe, to remind each other why they kept fighting, kept coming back.
He let out a slow breath, pocketing his phone and trying to gather himself. There was no use dwelling on itā€”heā€™d see Nikolai soon enough, and theyā€™d make up for the lost time as they always did. But the ache in his chest didnā€™t ease, not fully.
Price made his way to the rec room where the team were gathered around a table playing cards. The room was filled with the sound of their banter, the shuffle of cards, the occasional clatter of a mug being set down. Normally, it was a comforting noise, a reminder of the camaraderie they shared, but tonight it felt distantā€”like he was watching it all from the outside.
He started making a cup of tea, his hands moving on autopilot. The motions were familiar, almost comforting in their simplicity. As the kettle clicked, Gaz sidled up next to him, nudging him lightly. ā€œEverything alright, Captain?ā€
Price forced a smile, though it didnā€™t quite reach his eyes. ā€œChange of plans,ā€ he said, shrugging. ā€œNikolaiā€™s not gonna make it anymore. Duty calls.ā€
Gaz frowned, glancing back at Soap, who was already watching Price with a sympathetic look. ā€œWhy donā€™t you come out with us?ā€ Soap suggested, his voice unusually soft. ā€œJust for a bit. Make a night of it, yeah?ā€
Price shook his head, his smile faltering. ā€œAppreciate it, lads. But Iā€™ll just finish up some reports. Been putting them off anyway.ā€ He tried to keep his tone light, but even he could hear the strain in it. The last thing he wanted was to be a burden, to bring down the mood. The disappointment was his to carry, and heā€™d manage it as he always did.
He watched as the others exchanged glances but didnā€™t press. There was a kind of understanding in their silence, an unspoken support that made Priceā€™s chest tighten. They cared, in their own ways, and even if they couldnā€™t change anything, they were there, grounding him with their steady presence. It was enoughā€”it had to be enough.
They let him go with a quiet nod, and Price slipped into his office, burying himself in paperwork to fill the time, to ease the ache he didnā€™t want to admit was there. He worked through reports, reviewed mission details, anything to keep his mind occupied, but the hours dragged, each tick of the clock a reminder of what he was missing. By the time he finally called it a night, the disappointment had settled into a dull, familiar ache. He knew heā€™d see Nikolai soonā€”knew theyā€™d make up for the lost time as they always did. But tonight, there was no denying the ache of that missing presence, the empty space that seemed to echo louder than ever.
By the time he finally headed back to his quarters, heā€™d resigned himself to an evening alone, the carefully wrapped gift weighing heavier in his pocket. He paused outside his door, taking a slow breath before opening it. He knew it would be empty, knew heā€™d have to wait a little longer to see Nikolai, but still, a part of him hoped.
As he opened the door to his room, he froze. There, standing by the bed with a small, mischievous grin and a bouquet of wildflowers in hand, was Nikolai.
Price blinked, his heart leaping at the sight. For a second, he could only stare, his mind racing to catch up with reality. The exhaustion of the day, the disappointment he'd pushed down, all seemed to vanish in an instant. He blinked again, as if to make sure this wasn't some tired trick of his imagination. But noā€”there Nikolai stood, just as real as the ache in his chest had been moments before, now replaced by an overwhelming rush of warmth.
Nikolaiā€™s eyes crinkled at the corners as he saw Priceā€™s stunned expression. ā€œSorry I did not message you again, I was in a rush,ā€ he said, stepping forward, his voice softening. ā€œI had to see thisā€¦handsome Captain, I am sure you understand.ā€ He winked, his grin widening as he took in Priceā€™s carefully put-together appearance.
Priceā€™s heart clenched with something fierceā€”relief, love, gratitudeā€”all of it swelled up at once, nearly making his throat tighten. He let out a breathless laugh, his lips curving into a smile that he couldnā€™t contain. Slowly, he stepped forward, his voice barely above a whisper. ā€œYouā€¦ howā€¦?ā€
Nikolai closed the distance between them, the flowers still held loosely in one hand. ā€œDid you really think I would miss this? Not when you put in this effort.ā€ He reached out with his free hand, his fingers brushing against Priceā€™s cheek, tracing the line of his freshly trimmed beard. ā€œIā€™ve missed seeing you like this,ā€ he added, his voice dropping to something more intimate, something just for Price.
For a long moment, Price could only stare, his heart swelling with relief and happiness as he took in the sight. Then, finally, he let out a quiet, breathless laugh, stepping forward and pulling Nikolai into a tight embrace. He buried his face in the crook of Nikolaiā€™s neck, his voice muffled but thick with emotion. ā€œYou sneaky bastard.ā€
Nikolai laughed, his arms coming up around Price, holding him close. He pressed his face into Priceā€™s shoulder, breathing him in, the familiar scent of cedar and sandalwood filling his senses. ā€œDid you really think I would let you spend our anniversary alone?ā€ he murmured against Priceā€™s ear, his voice warm and gentle.
Price pulled back slightly, just enough to look Nikolai in the eyes. He could see the affection there, the sincerity in every line of Nikolaiā€™s expression. It made his chest feel tight, and he swallowed hard, nodding. ā€œNo,ā€ he said, his voice rough. ā€œBut Iā€¦ I wasnā€™t expecting this.ā€
Nikolai smiled, lifting the bouquet between them. ā€œI believe these are for you, Captain.ā€
Price chuckled, shaking his head as he took the flowers from Nikolaiā€™s hand, brushing his fingers over the delicate petals. They were a little worse for wear, some petals bent, a few stems slightly bruised, but Price found it made them all the more perfect. They were real, just like this moment, like the man standing before him.
ā€œWildflowers, Nik?ā€ Price asked, his voice laced with affection. ā€œYou know you didnā€™t have toā€¦ā€
Nikolaiā€™s smile softened, and he took a small step closer, his hand coming to rest on Priceā€™s hip, his thumb brushing lightly against the fabric of his shirt. ā€œNo trouble, my love. Besides, I think they suit you. Strong, resilientā€¦ beautiful.ā€
Heat rose to Priceā€™s face, and he looked away, huffing out a laugh. ā€œYou always know just what to say, donā€™t you?ā€
Nikolai came up behind him, arms wrapping around his waist, pressing his face into the side of Priceā€™s neck. He took a deep breath, his voice rumbling softly against Priceā€™s skin. ā€œOnly for you.ā€ He pulled away slightly, just enough to spin Price around to face him instead. He pressed a kiss to Priceā€™s lipsā€”soft, lingering, full of all the words they didnā€™t need to say.
When he pulled back, Nikolaiā€™s eyes were gleaming with mischief, and he whispered, ā€œI cannot wait to unwrap my gift,ā€ his gaze running up and down Priceā€™s form, appreciation evident in his eyes.
Price chuckled, shaking his head. ā€œNot quite,ā€ he said, his tone teasing. He reached into his pocket, his fingers brushing against the small box there. ā€œā€¦or at least not yet,ā€ he added quietly, holding it out to Nikolai. ā€œIā€¦ I got you something.ā€
Nikolaiā€™s eyes softened as he took the gift, his gaze flicking up to meet Priceā€™s before he carefully unwrapped it. The wrapping was simpleā€”Price hadnā€™t been one for extravagant touchesā€”but it had been done with care, and that was what made it special. Nikolai peeled back the paper, revealing the small box within. He opened it slowly, and the soft click of the pocket watch filled the quiet room.
A look of quiet awe crossed Nikolai's face as he took in the pocket watch, its metal glinting in the soft light. He ran his thumb across the engraved initials on the inside, his eyes taking in every detail. There was a pause, a moment where the world seemed to still around them, and then Nikolai looked up, meeting Priceā€™s gaze with an expression so full of love it made Priceā€™s breath catch.
ā€œJohnā€¦ā€ His voice was barely a whisper, thick with emotion as he ran his thumb over the watchā€™s surface again. He looked back at the initials, tracing them gently. ā€œItā€™s perfect,ā€ he said, his voice cracking just slightly.
Price felt his heart swell, the weight of the dayā€™s disappointment finally lifting as he reached out, his fingers brushing against Nikolaiā€™s. The warmth of Nikolaiā€™s skin under his fingertips grounded him, the way it always did. He smiled, a real, genuine smile that reached his eyes. ā€œOnly the best for you, Nik.ā€
Nikolai took a deep breath, his gaze flicking back down to the watch, his thumb still tracing the initials. He closed the watch with a soft click, slipping it carefully back into its box before he looked back up at Price. ā€œI will keep it with me always,ā€ he said, his voice still thick with emotion, his eyes meeting Priceā€™s. ā€œWherever I go, a piece of you comes with me.ā€
Price swallowed, feeling his throat tighten as he nodded. He couldnā€™t find the words to respond, not properly, so instead, he took a step forward, pulling Nikolai into another embrace. This one was different from the lastā€”slower, more deliberate. He wrapped his arms around Nikolaiā€™s shoulders, burying his face in the crook of Nikolaiā€™s neck, and for a moment, everything else fell away. The weight of command, the responsibilities, the expectationsā€”all of it faded, leaving just the two of them, wrapped up in each other.
After a long moment, Price pulled back, just enough to press a gentle kiss to Nikolaiā€™s temple. When he finally let go, Nikolai smiled, a playful glint returning to his eyes. He reached into the bag heā€™d set by the bed, producing a small, aged bottle of whiskey. Its amber hue gleamed in the soft light as Nikolai held it up between them. ā€œI did not come empty-handed either,ā€ he murmured, his voice laced with that familiar warmth. ā€œThought we could have a proper toast, my love.ā€
Priceā€™s face softened as he looked at the bottle, recognising the label immediately. It was the same whiskey theyā€™d shared once beforeā€”on another night, one that had felt just as full of quiet understanding and love. He met Nikolaiā€™s gaze, touched by the small gesture. ā€œYou remembered,ā€ he said, his voice quiet.
Nikolaiā€™s smile softened. ā€œOf course I remembered.ā€ He stepped closer, nudging Price gently toward the small table by the bed. ā€œNow, let us toast properly, hm?ā€ He poured a couple of inches into each glass, handing one to Price before raising his own. His gaze settled on Price, warm and unwavering. ā€œTo all our years, past and future, but there could never be enough time with you.ā€
Price felt a grin break across his face as he raised his glass, his heart swelling with a rush of affection. He clinked his glass to Nikolaiā€™s, the soft sound filling the quiet room, and took a sip. The warmth of the whiskey spread through him, soothing the edges of the day, and he felt the tension that had lingered melt away completely.
They moved to sit on the edge of the bed, shoulders brushing as they savoured their drinks, the silence between them comfortable, filled with a quiet kind of joy. Price leaned into Nikolai slightly, their legs touching, the warmth of his partner grounding him in a way that nothing else could. He let out a content sigh, his gaze drifting down to where their hands rested side by side on the bed.
Nikolai seemed to notice the direction of his gaze, and with a soft smile, he set his glass down on the nightstand before reaching over, taking Priceā€™s hand in his. He laced their fingers together, his thumb brushing lightly across Priceā€™s knuckles in a slow, soothing motion.
Price turned to look at him, his chest tightening with emotion. There were so many things he wanted to say, but as he met Nikolaiā€™s eyes, he realised he didnā€™t need to. Everything he felt, everything he wanted to say, was already there in the way Nikolai looked at him, in the way he held his hand, in the warmth of his touch.
Slowly, Nikolai leaned in, his forehead resting gently against Priceā€™s. ā€œI love you, John,ā€ he whispered, his voice barely audible, as if the words were just for the two of them and no one else.
Price closed his eyes, his heart swelling with a warmth that filled every part of him. He squeezed Nikolaiā€™s hand gently, his voice equally soft as he replied, ā€œI love you too, Nik. More than anything.ā€
For a long moment, they stayed like that, their foreheads resting together, their hands intertwined, the world outside forgotten. There was no rush, no need to move or speak. Everything they needed was right there, in the quiet space between them, in the love they shared.
When they finally pulled back, Nikolai grinned, his eyes glinting with mischief once more. He nudged Price gently, his voice dropping to a playful murmur. ā€œCan I still unwrap you?ā€
Price let out a breathless laugh, shaking his head as he pulled Nikolai closer, their noses brushing. ā€œNot arguing with that,ā€ he replied, his voice low and affectionate.
Nikolaiā€™s grin widened, and he leaned in, capturing Priceā€™s lips in a kiss that was soft and slow, filled with the promise of everything still to come. Price melted into it, his arms wrapping around Nikolaiā€™s waist, his heart full to the brim.
In that quiet, stolen moment, everything felt right. The world outside could wait a little longer; tonight, this was all they needed.
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