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The Tiger Cannot Change Its Stripes
Fandom: Avatar (Cameron Movies) Word Count: 45.5k + Relationships: Jake Sully x Neytiri te Tskaha Mo'at'ite Tags: Spider is biologically a Sully, Heavy Angst, Canon Divergence, Angst With a Happy Ending, Hurt Miles 'Spider' Socorro Link to fanfic ~ Link to Spotify Playlist
Description: Too human to be seen as Na'vi. Too Na'vi to be accepted as a human. But if Spider is neither, then where did that leave him?
Spider is a Sully. Growing up so different from the rest of his family has left him feeling like an outcast. So when the RDA returns to Pandora and he is kidnapped by a group of Avatars wearing dead people's faces, it's up to Spider to figure out just who he is in the world, or risk losing his home and his family forever.
inspired by the conversations between @be-the-glenn-to-my-maggie and @darkcrowprincess. THIS IS A REPOST CUZ I AM AN IDIOT AND ACCIDENTALLY DELETED MY WHOLE TUMBLR BLOG.
#avatar the way of water#avatar 2009#miles “spider” socorro#jake sully#neytiri te tskaha mo'at'ite#kiri te suli kìreysì'ite#lo'ak te suli tsyeyk'itan#neteyam te suli tsyeyk'itan#tuktirey te suli neytiri'ite#recombinant miles quaritch#archive of our own#yes maddy writes#the tiger cannot change its stripes
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Dreamy Drabble Prompt: Lies
There’s a difference between a lie and a secret. Something untrue told by choice and something true hidden by necessity. When asked about living together all these years Dean says, “There’s a lot of house to fill,” or “It makes sense for work.” These aren’t lies.
Rumours claim Dean’s hung up on Jo, who left him behind for the rodeo, then women. A romantic notion of forlorn love, ignoring that the more romantic thing was love returned. Having Cas to share his whole heart with.
If Dean sometimes says without further account, “I ain’t lonely,” that’s not a lie either.
prompts :: spirit of the west
#dreamydrabble#destiel drabble#not only are these all spirit of the west#they are all strictly 100 words#because the tiger cannot change its stripes#(in a tumblr drabble event‚ it's as close as a writer can get to martyrdom)
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Wasn’t it that a tiger cannot change its stripes..?
#autumn ivy#autumnivy#cosplayer#the bone collector#narrator#actor#costumer#amazon#alternative#cosplay
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The Path of Evolution of Nakshatra Yonis
In traditional Vedic Astrology, every Nakshatra is attributed an animal, that explains its primal, instinctive nature. Yoni, besides its sexual connotations literally means "nature" and "origin", implying that our human nature is going to be similar to that given animal, indicating a level of similarity in fate, spiritually. Yoni energy, in collective consciousness, is what originated people saying that "a Tiger cannot change its stripes", just like we can't change our natural instincts.
The fate of Yoni energies, however, is not stagnant, as it indicates a certain path of evolution. The animal characteristics point to changing one's roles within the species. They are symbolic as to the instinctual nature that we take among other people, and how that evolved over time.
The best, brief description of Animal Yonis, translated by a native Indian can be found here, and after years of my own study and analysing the work of other astrologers also, I find this explanation to be very congruent with the reality of people's behaviors, coming from their Nakshatras.
Below, I will give an explanation of how each yoni grows over time using Nakshatra pairs.
Sheep Yoni - Krittika, Pushya
The name of the Yoni is in fact translated more to "Herder" or "Shepherd" rather than Sheep, another entry even translating Mesh to "The Best Guidance". That showcases the gentle, caring form of leadership that this Yoni is supposed to embody. It also shows the path of being born as one of the masses to becoming a leader of the flock. That contrast occurs through a simple truth in the Universe, that there are those who start waves, who "herd", those that initiate, or those who blindly follow, thus becoming "sheep". These Nakshatras are very strict, even black and white in embodying a simple truth, that if you don't dictate the current of your own life well, you will end up being swept away in the current dictated by somebody else. We all make decisions all the time, and if our actions are self destructive in face of opportunity, we won't ultimately arrive at the right place. The Universe at large is of course more complex than that, but for these natives, this idea is what charts their spiritual path. These natives karma is to undergo an evolution from being a "blind sheep", having an energetic poverty mentality and obsessing over feeling wanted through other people's approval to proudly showcasing oneself into a nurturing, guiding figure that cares about the well being of its people and cares for their sensitivity, as sheep are very delicate animals, get spooked easily, and herding them requires quite a skill, yet they still respond to natural confidence. It also shows this Yoni's attachment to working with common people in simple communities with a grass roots philosophy. The struggle for this Yoni is believing in themselves, their correct path and their own leadership power, as their emotional association and attachment with the masses and the common man can give them quite an inferiority complex early on in life and cause them to try to follow and imitate rather than lead, and their leadership is something they must create themselves, not something given to them or encouraged from birth. They key is to be a leader not out of ego, but out of love and service.
2. Snake Yoni - Rohini, Mrigashira
The Snake, just like the wildly misinterpreted biblical symbol, referred to in this Yoni is symbolic for a Kundalini awakening. Rather than the animal itself, which is associated more with Ashlesha Nakshatra, this Yoni relates purely to the awakening of our life force through passage of time and surviving certain events. The Yoni name in sanskrit translates to performance of gentle, cautious movements, slowly over time to the point of testing its subjects and bringing them to the point of torture. This test is necessary, as Kundalini awakenings and working with one's spiritual progress does not happen overnight, and without merit. These natives feel a significant pressure to awaken their energy, which initially can manifest as flightiness and careless, scattered romantic and sexual behavior. That happens on a subconscious level, as this Yoni tries to apply pressure to their kundalini energy from different angles in different forms through other people, and some of that experience has to be physical. They are naturally talented at accessing other people's kundalini points too, which can make them seem manipulative, but they in fact have the power to trigger a spiritual awakening not only in themselves but in others, which also will manifest as physical abundance. Often they have to go through very intense experiences for their kundalini to burst through. Their evolution has a deeply spiritual dimension, that transforms their energy from restless to rhythmic. As their consciousness is rising, the Kundalini is recoiling into purpose of energy mastery through transformation of both material and spiritual. The dharmic nature of this Yoni shows the importance of righteousness for these natives without looking out for merit, which arrives at its own designated time.
3. Dog Yoni - Ardra, Mula
The direct translation of this Yoni indicates the concept of being "easily attracted or captivated" or "easily attracting due to emitting an attractive sounding noise". Thus, these natives have issues with bondage to other people since their early lives. The challenge set before this Yoni is discipline and dignity, and finding their winning place in hierarchy. They have a pack mentality, and they tend to be picky but unwavering in support. However, that also makes them very frantic in earlier life, as their loyalty often gets the better of them and they are generous even to their own detriment, not looking where the pack leads them, because the concept of being "packless" scares them. As a result, they "bind" themselves to people not worthy of their loyalty, instead of embracing their power to control worthy others in an organized fashion. Their evolution is meant to go from Loyal to Steady, as they become more self assured and less reactive, and as a result, they attract their own tribe. The spiritual understanding here, is that one will always naturally attract their own tribe, and you are never truly alone, and you should not be afraid of restraint and self-focus leading to loneliness, as ultimately, your people will find you. These natives have an inbred discernment of who really is loyal to them and to their cause, as they know that a pack can only survive and function if its built on solid ground.
4. Cat Yoni - Punarvasu, Ashlesha
Anyone who has ever owned a cat knows, that these animals not only love to clean themselves constantly, but they also love laying down on you, whenever you are ill or unwell, and their natural frequency has a healing vibration. Sadly for these natives, early on in life that means attracting a lot of damaged people, or being the one that has to energetically clean up situations, even if it's just friends and family. In their youth, they are born or forced into environments that are not good for them, because of their burden of erasing destructive karmas. Such is the original karma of this yoni, as they are sent to clean up messes and "gather and purify" energies in places and environments, where they are needed to balance out stagnant situations, that no-one else can or wants to help with. Over time, this scenario gets old, as the natives themselves get blamed and pegged for the difficult situations they came into to help, as the people they work with are too low spiritually to acknowledge the truth of their own destructive actions, which is why they were targeted for this Yoni's "karma cleaning" force field to begin with. In reality, this Yoni natives suffer a lot of damage and can build up a lot of distrust towards people, just like cats don't immediately show love until you gain their trust. Their lives only get better once they place themselves in a healing profession, so they can channel their karma clearing energy productively, since they can't hold back their instinct of "constantly cleaning up", just like cats constantly clean themselves. Punarvasu is more responsible for emotional, spiritual healing and environmental causes, Ashlesha is more of a physical healer/doctor figure in modern society, because of its links to the caduceus, used in medical science, and its links to poison, as the right dose of poison is medicine. The challenge for these natives is to evolve from absorbing negativity and cleaning up other people's messes endlessly without merit to finding a good environment, and remaining so Pure, that they radiate it and they can contribute to cleaning up world problems on a larger scale, and get fairly recognized for it.
5. Rat Yoni - Magha, Purva Phalguni
The literal translation of this Yoni indicates not only a small rodent, mouse or a rat, but also a thief, and one's ability to gain entry into difficult to enter places sneakily. All of these abilities pertain to how socially skillful this Yoni is, being able to charm its way into various circles and thus "gain entry" into places way above their stature of birth, places one technically shouldn't have the right to be in. The instinctual nature of this Yoni is to cast a wide social net, and charm every single person for their benefit. However, there is a difficulty in settling into place, which can come at one's detriment. This yoni has a challenge of transforming from running around between meaningless people restlessly to circulating intelligently and with purpose. They have an inborn skill of social grace and are able to benefit through wise navigation, but they struggle with choosing and contributing to and moving consciously between meaningful alliances. Often, they manage to charm their interlocutor, only to get to know them better, lose interest and move on. This cycle can continue futilely, until this yoni learns discernment in networking, as their fickle-mindedness can cost them valuable partnerships. Just because one can enter into many places, doesn't mean one should. The other party can sense, that this Yoni isn't fully "settled" into the interaction long term, as they're still keeping their eye out for the next best thing, and as a result, they don't inspire loyalty or trust, which are necessary even if in small amounts for social benefit. In its matured state, this Yoni is able to build a meaningful network over time, being able to convince each of their allies that they are also indispensable to them and make their way up, climbing the social ladder. However, it is also necessary to contribute more than charm to partnerships, as the veneer of pleasantry fades over time, and one is likely to make enemies if not cautious. Thus, learning multiple, substantial skills and building actual character is necessary for this yoni to function well.
6. Cow Yoni - Uttara Phalguni, Uttara Bhadrapada
The literal meaning of this Yoni is translated to "boundless", showing one's energetic ability to provide to all generously, and a heavy quality of pure, positive energy. That is done by associating this name with all possible metaphors for abundance, such as flowing milk, boundless sky, beaming rays of light. The Cow Yoni needs to be understood from the perspective of Hindu culture, where it is a sacred animal. This Yoni refers to a particular purity and grandiosity, mixed with gentleness of nature. However, as we in the Western Society know, cows tend to get mass butchered for the benefit of men, and this Yoni's fate is a mix of approach from both cultures. That reflects the path of this Yoni, that faces a challenge from being taken advantage of to being given a safe space, creating and participating in an organized system and being worshipped for its merit. As they settle into the space that is right for them, they begin naturally spreading their abundance, which leads to getting respect for a wide scope of provision and protection, that their aura provides. They attract people either way, but with status comes ability to control ones worshippers and maintain their safety as opposed to getting taken advantage of. The ultimate goal of this Yoni is to find satisfaction in achievement through abundant sharing while remaining in their secured position, as they are sort of a Universal parent of humanity, meaning to guide, provide for, and control it, rather than being controlled. They need to create a system to "get milked" in a way that's healthy for them, not butchered.
7. Buffalo Yoni - Hasta, Swati
This Yoni possesses within itself an interesting contrast, as the translation has a dual signification. One of them indicates "a person of a lower origin", with specific pointers towards women needing to sell their bodies to survive, and then transformed into "a wife of a king" or "a god on Earth". This duality relates to this Yoni's earthly task, to purify false currents and blow in the winds of true wisdom. Roaming is the word best described to define this Nakshatras nature. Their path is one of dynamic, responsible grace. They are freedom loving and boundless, they don't like to be limited and as a result, early on in life they make mistakes of trampling over people just to rebel and avoid feeling tied down. In another scenario, they themselves get trampled on by others. That takes away their best trump card, which is positively inspiring others, as the truth they carry needs to be heard. Over time, the course they chart becomes more conscious and inspiring to people, as they deep down want to use their freedom for a good reason, and their flair and spirit attract others, who want to feel the fresh breath of wind of manifested spiritual reality with them. Their mission is to go from childish and avoiding of facts and responsibility or struggling, to becoming a unique, genuine freedom fighter with a good cause, a spiritual scientist that has the power to influence crowds yet still remain free spirited. In their refined form, these natives, every time they fly by, bring blessings to their surroundings with a gust of energy current, that they leave behind them, purifying and correcting falsehoods plaguing humanity. They have to be very responsible for the quality of the energy they carry, as what they scatter, will be left behind, and they will be judged and remembered for the fruits of their effort, and their truth. Thus, their natural ability to spread the energy far and wide has to come in pair with integrity, assuring, that what they share is worth spreading.
8. Tiger Yoni - Chitra, Vishakha
The meaning of this Yoni is directly translated to potency and readiness. More than a tiger itself, the name translates to "A Vibration that Causes Manifestation", but also "restless, agitated" and "exposed to dangers". The energy here is purely rajasic, concentrated on one's ability to obtain and manifest one's desires, but it also talks about the fact, that there will always be those, who are against you fulfilling your desires because people don't always want our good, and getting what you want is contingent on overcoming opposition. The goal of this Yoni is to discover its immense inner power on the path from prey to predator. As another catlike Yoni, they are rarely born into circumstances fitting them, and they have to fight for their position in the Jungle of life. Their road develops from being hunted to hunting after their goals, from stumbling to graceful and intimidating. The power here is to go for what you want, regardless of opposition. Deep down these natives are powerfully sneaky, being able to influence or intimidate people to get what they want and elevate themselves out of difficult circumstances. They face the challenge of overcoming negative attachment and betrayal of people who question their authority, which is exactly what pushes them to embrace their power. Side note, please watch Katy Perry's "Roar" music video, it is so cliché of this Yoni it borderlines on hilarity.
9. Deer Yoni - Anuradha, Jyeshta
The main characteristic of this yoni, is that they are always in motion. They rarely pause, and they are very cautious and weary of enemies. This Yoni is not actually associated with the Deer itself, but with hunting, and chasing, Sanskrit even giving referrals to hyenas, showing the ruthlessness of their pursuits. The key element here is conquering fear of opposition, as this Yoni is closely linked to the Sacral Chakra, which cannot be expressed in a state of fear. The name of the Yoni also means relentless, which indicates that to achieve one's goal, one must have continuous persistence in face of opposition, until no-one dares to challenge them. Their path is one of developing merit and achievements over time stemming from their relentless pursuit of a worthy goal. They are supposed to move forward from blind ambition towards meaningful contribution and protecting their work for their work's sake. It is very important for them to have an outlet, as they become attacking and destructive when lost and not contributing to anything meaningful, just to deal with their inner restlessness and their desire to hunt or chase for something. They need to have an external endeavor to obtain, something to seek or strive after, as they delight more in the hunt than the tasting of the reward.
10. Alien Yoni - Purva Ashadha, Shravana
The traditional name of this Yoni is associated with a Monkey, but it is due to a lack of precision in understanding the nature of these natives. It is true, that they have to learn how to navigate and exist among humanity through imitation, just like Monkeys navigate the jungle, but that is a gross understatement of their higher nature, as deep down, they are "not from here". The confusion with the monkey also comes from calling these natives "a mysterious creature that appeared in the forest" in Sanskrit. The evolution path of this Yoni is marked with their eccentric nature, as they are the most unique of all the Yonis, possessing a high level of depth due to their connection with otherworldly realms, being literally, not of this world. As a result of their uniqueness, they often feel separated from the rest of humanity in early years. Human beings initially have an impossible time grasping their higher nature, calling them "weird creatures of the forest" and frowning upon them, often abusing them as a result, as what we can't control, we fear. As these natives learn to harness the special gifts they are born with, they become a visionary, which leads them to gathering a following of people who finally appreciate, even worship their irreplaceable contribution, and pure heart that bursts forth through their creations.
11. Mongoose Yoni - Uttara Ashadha
The interesting part of translating the Yoni name for these natives, is that minus the obvious animal connotation, this Yoni can be translated to something akin to "A Spiritual Weapon". The struggle of this Yoni, that is well known is that it exists in a solitary form, possessing its equal only amongst the stars. Yoni matching here is not of interest, as these animals tend to travel in organized packs of their own. There is an element of being misunderstood and ostracized from the rest of the world, which leads them sometimes to questionable means, that they need in order to survive in early life. These means however, never last because these people possess a higher spiritual vibration, that seeks to purify itself. Their path is one from solitude, fear, lack, being hunted and outcast to surrender, enlightenment and brotherhood. They have a unique ability to establish a higher connection to the entire universe through equating people with nature. As much as they are without a consort, they can instinctively smell the nature of all other yonis. These natives are of such an advanced nature, that they understand our human selves are ultimately only tools in ascension and freeing your energy, which is their true goal, and their only real interest on this planet, since they operate mostly from the higher chakras.
12. Lion Yoni - Dhanishta, Purva Bhadrapada
The aspect of the Lion, coming from this Yoni's name comes from its dignified, steady posture, emitting calmness and pride, much like the dignified, yogic, lotus position, pertaining to the spiritual dignity of steadiness in form. The theme of saving face is very strong with this Yoni, as they are taught not to show weakness and preserve their stance since birth. They tend to get angry easily in earlier life, as they are naturally rebellious, independent, touchy, reactive and territorial. However, even if they are not born into status, they are born into a family that put an emphasis of making an impression and maintaining a certain position, even among obstacles. The key is to learn how to make being authentically oneself look good, and maintain one's dignity even as people oppose their natural, chosen path. Their path is one from laziness and reactivity to pride and dignity in face of adversity. Developing nobility of spirit is essential, as they need to be unflinching on their way up. If they develop a mix of internal integrity and an ability to present a good façade and a strong posture, they become very charismatic and inspiring, as their courage and determination is a guiding light for the world. They embody the spiritual meaning of appearances.
13. Horse Yoni - Shatabhisha, Ashwini
The biggest challenge of these natives is to be able to charter a long-term course, which in human life usually has a form of a complex, long term project. That is why both Shatabhisha and Ashwini are linked to the concept of inventing and developing miraculous cures, as this process can sometimes take decades. The other reason for this power they have, is that the name of the Yoni can also be associated with "revitalization". Think of the process of taming a wild horse. Initially, they put up a lot of resistance and they tend to scatter, and run without purpose. But with the right guidance, they can carry enormous burdens and have a lot of stamina, which allows them to traverse huge distances and bridge gaps, leading to novelty. Their path is one of moving from variety mindless pursuits to actually being able to hone in and finish a meaningful task, as they tame their own kundalini spark, that has the power to initiate breakthroughs for all mankind.
14. Elephant Yoni - Bharani, Revati
There is an element of subconscious fear of being consumed in this yoni, as they have an acute awareness of death, mixed with the consciousness of carrying a precious heritage. On their track, as contradictory emotions often go in tandem, they move on from initial timidness to reckless fearlessness, as if to taunt the world. As they mature, they grow into careful judgment and investment, thinking about what they will leave after death. Their path is to grow from being anxious about their fate to trusting in and performing divine judgment and working on their legacy. The challenge to overcome here is to develop an understanding, that death will ultimately come for us all, but our achievements and energetic contribution, as well as really strong, authentic bonds, can transcend that, and so one should be neither reckless nor fearful in the face of one's own mortality. These natives have the power to pour all of their wisdom and enormous energy body to nourish very wide projects, and they also have an inherent spiritual control to accessing huge bodies of energy, as they grow into being able to transcend their own limitations. In that way, they can become a measuring stick for others or even society at large. They are concerned with offspring, as they want to pass their heritage to them as a way of transcending death itself.
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Sorry if youve answered this before, but how do you chose the bugs to assign to each character ? Also they are all really cool and fun :3
Hi, I’ve explained this before but I’ll do it again! Last time I explained it was less specific to the character and more to the caste, so this’ll be a little different. I use the metaphors and associations of the insect to pick their species as well as their diet. I’m calling the species a troll mimics their ‘morph’.
Aradia: Fly. Associated with death. Detritivore. Tavros: Craneflies. Frailty, timidness, clumsiness. Thinking longhorn beetle might be a funnier pun though, so I might change it. Herbivore. Sollux: Bees. Construction, intelligence, connections to groupthink/hiveminds/psi. Herbivore. Nepeta: Caterpillar. It’s a pun. Herbivore. Karkat: Isopod. Highly social insect. Durable shell representing defensiveness/personal barriers, but also serving literal aspect of ‘thick skin.’ Detritivore. Kanaya: Hornet. Dangerous but caring parents, association with femininity. Omnivore. Terezi: Dragonfly. Good eyesight’s associated with clarity, though large eyes would also be easier to blind. Good at flying. Dragon pun. Carnivore. Vriska: Spider. Manipulative, association with femininity. Carnivore. Equius: Beetle. Strong. Omnivore. Gamzee: Praying mantis. Associations with religion due to unique praying pose. Carnivore. Eridan: Anolomacaris. Extinct skilled distance hunter. Carnivore. Feferi: Trilobite. Large curved spines, trident tongue, ‘ruler of precambrian seas.’ Detritvore.
All insects before Jade are herbivores or detritivores, and all insects jade and after are middle to highblood can hunt. This was to set up an intentionally antagonistic relationship between lowbloods and highbloods. It’s also a new way to play with themes in my personal work which are all about animal dynamics.
I mostly did the human kids as bugs as a joke, because they’re not aliens at all so its funny!! But I had a ton of fun with them so here we go again. I chose them off colors and gimmicks.
John: Spitbug. They’re bright green and gooey boys. Like ectoplasm. Rose: Rosy maple moth. Name association—also bright pink and yellow against their will. Rose wishes she was a cool goth all-black moth. Moths are associated with ‘seeking light.’ Dave: Assassin beetle/wheel bug. Have a gear shaped bump on back, large black eyes, efficient predators, some red coloration. Fits in with his expectations and pressures. Jade: Wooly aphid. They’re white, fuzzy, with rainbow wings. That’s so her.
Jane: Candy-striped leafhopper. Bright cyan with red highlights, food-themed name.Roxy: Pink-spotted cattleheart. Gorgeous pink and black coloring. Butterflies are nectar-drinkers, associated with celebration and inebriation. Kinda clumsy too. Dirk: Tiger beetle. They can move in bursts of motion faster than they can see. That’s flash stepping. Orange and black. Jake: Diving beetle. Dark green with orange highlights, explorers who go where other beetles cannot.
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HC: Beast - Chevalier, Yves
x Reader Fantasy AU ~1.6k words
Content Warnings: blood mention, food mention
Inherited curse, something he has done nothing to earn, but was much rather born into along his riches and regal fate. A headache passed from father to son, a secret kept from even their mothers… A reality of being a beast in both name and flesh, although the latter occurs only under specific set of circumstances. The crests are more than just pretty decorations.
Chevalier
Few know just how accurate the Bloody Tiger moniker truly is.
Chevalier is a beast contained – he cannot simply leave the palace grounds unless he is to shed his humanity and lose his reason on behalf of claws.
His is the curse of carnage, of dying his white coat crimson, indelible ferrous taste tainting any of his meals. Ally or foe, brother or stranger, when in form of the tiger, he bares his fangs at any person… Almost any person.
Not you. You are the sole exception.
Chevalier does not leave the palace, not unprepared. He cannot walk the ground outside its bounds – there was not a word of riding, of carriages and such… But to wait until his horse is ready would be a waste of time. And he cannot afford it.
Things don’t surprise him often, and he isn’t surprised now either, at least not by the black tiger’s ploy. A battle of curses, he could call it. It’d be rational to simply let you go, to trust that you can return safely on your own… To accept his weakness, to admit to it…
But that he cannot do.
Chevalier strides towards the palace gates, the scarf you’ve gifted to him wrapped loosely around his neck, even though the night is much too warm for this.
Chevalier has always wondered what is so different about the dirt outside the palace grounds. Is it its constitution? Some sort of charm being buried underground? An ancient spell from the times of the old empire? Tonight, however, it becomes irrelevant. He rids himself of such thoughts. Chevalier clears his mind, one last step separating him from willingly activating his curse… And he takes it, with absolute confidence.
To become a beast is never pleasant. Chevalier falls to his knees as his joints reorganise themselves, the power of the curse forcing him to bow down and grovel, he the sinner and the act his penance, the admission to his guilt. It is as if he merely returned to what he’s always been. His clothing rips as his body expands.
Chevalier raises eventually, albeit changed. Monumental paws trample over the ruined fabric, only the scarf from you remaining in its place. He breaks into a run, black stripes striking fear into the hearts of any passers-by.
It is hard to control himself in this state – or to be more accurate, had it not been for your gift, Chevalier would have lost his reason. It is just your affection, your lingering scent, that enables him to chase after you, each breath as precious as a crumb of bread during famine.
Chevalier is as if dazed; he hates becoming a tiger, hates falling in and out of consciousness while his body is free to do as it wishes… He hates being fed mere echoes of the reality. Beast twice caged, he struggles against his prison, the scarf around his powerful neck a collar. This time, one he has chosen for himself.
It isn’t long before he finds you.
Rope binds you to a tree. How undignified you are, in your soil-stained skirts and with fear in your eyes. There is nobody around you, but… you wouldn’t just be left there on your own. You exchange a look, and some of your fright eases. You shut your lids, as ordered.
However, you cannot cover your ears.
Shouts. Gunshots. Screams.
You cannot stop your breathing, and in his breath you are enveloped. Viscous sweetness of blood is inhaled into your lungs, adrenaline evaporating in your veins, raising to your very head, and — And his fangs cut through your restraint. Chevalier lays down, his massive head nudging your side. Your hands tremble, but you run your fingers through his fur. The scarf is gone. He must have lost it, you realise.
“I’ll make you another one… I promise.”
The night ends well… However, it is also the night you learn that clothes are not cursed and most definitely do not return on their own once the princes become human again.
“C-couldn’t you have packed some spare clothes? Hidden them somewhere?!” you choke down your shout as you sneak – or much rather, you sneak and he walks – through the palace.
“To what effect? They’d be stolen by dogs.”
“How can you be so sure?!”
“Hmph.” Chevalier smirks. “Another curse. Pester Number One about it if it so interests you.”
Yves
Yves�� curse is that of broken decorum.
While his brothers are eagles, lions, wolves, foxes or other feared beasts, Yves is… a house cat. A particularly beautiful one, at that, with long white coat and bluer than blue eyes.
That, however, is a problem in and of itself. Due to his appearance, not a soul would confuse him with any of the palace cats. At the same time, it’d be a waste to chase him away… But for a servant to pass him onto their relatives? That is not unlikely at all. In fact, that is the very fate Yves has only narrowly avoided several times already.
Yves has never told you how to return him to his human form, even despise promising to multiple times.
And now? It is too late. It may be hard to talk with feline voice box.
You sit cross-legged on top of your bed, a white cat staring at you intently. His tail swishes from side to side, although his ears are perked. He tilts his head and blinks at you oh so slowly… And perhaps your heart would melt on any other day, but not today.
“Yves… How do I help you?”
It is not easy to convey his meaning. However, with a bit of patience, you at the very least understand you have to follow him – so you do, first to the wardrobe to retrieve a small pouch, and then to the corridor… Where you promptly pick him up.
An odd parrot of sorts, Yves perches on your shoulder. His tail brushes against you cheek whenever you intend to take a wrong turn and eventually, you arrive at the kitchen.
The old chef turns his eyes towards you, his eyebrows raising nearly past the thin line of the last hair still crowning his head. The breakfast is almost ready, however, so he does not question you, at least not verbally. The dishes are carried out at a hurricane speed, a hailstorm of suspicious glances raining on your every step.
A hand falls over yours the moment you attempt to set Yves down on the counter.
“No, my lady, I must object. Royalty dines on dishes prepared in this kitchen… Our heads may fly if the word spreads that we let animals roam in here.”
You are kicked out of the kitchen, Yves in tow. He nearly hisses at the cook who dares try to pick him up by his neck.
Swish, goes his tail! Swoosh, goes his tail! Yves begins to groom his coat… to then freeze mid-lick, utterly mortified of the instinct possessing him.
“What now?” you ask. Yves, however, seems to be occupied with matters of greater importance, a beam of light creeping up the wall. He dashes after it, claws extended and ears deaf to the laughter echoing through the corridor.
“Could it be that my little brother has forgotten to perform his duty? And I bet he’s also forgotten to tell you how to undo the curse?” An enigmatic smile emerges on Clavis’ face.
“Oh, just tell me how to turn him back, you fiend.”
“Why, of course. Have him knead some dough and bake it into cookies. That shall do the trick.”
“You’ve got to be kidding me.”
“He's a cat, bunny. If there’s one thing cats and our Eevie have in common, it is kneading the dough.”
You do not believe a single word of Clavis’, but what choice do you have? It must be said, though, he does step into the kitchen with you, thus purging it off any problematic staff.
The first step is to unravel the little pouch you’ve carried along. In it, you find a strange apron and a set of oddly shaped rubbler… gloves? Yves meows at the sight. He sits in front of them, rather expectantly, his eyes travelling from the items to you.
And you understand.
You have to help him dress up.
Yves the cat kneads the dough. However, you, the human, are the only one with opposable thumbs. So you roll the dough out for him and once he’s cut it (oh, what dexterous paws!) you transfer the cookies to the baking tray.
Hypnotised, Yves sits in front of the oven, his pupils devouring nearly the entirety of his eyes. He wraps himself in his tail… To then franticly claw at his apron. As panic-stricken as a cat can be, he turns towards you. You undo the ties at his back at the last moment.
There, in the kitchen of the royal palace of Rhodolite, stands Yves Kloss. The fifth Prince.
With only the cat apron to cover his front.
“C-Could you find me some actual apron?!” Bluer than blue eyes and redder than red face, he stares at you. “A-And they’re done baking! Now, hurry! Hurry!”
You needn’t have worried in the end. Clavis has occupied all the servants in the entire wing for the both of you to sneak to Yves’ room unnoticed.
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Batman: The Animated Series - Paper Cut-Out Portraits and Profiles
Catwoman
Selina Kyle had been a mainstay of the Gotham social scene. She was gorgeous, stylish and seemingly quite rich (although no one quite knew from where she got her wealth). Selina was highly involved in charities that protected animals and she raised huge sums of money for environmental causes all over the world.
This was Selina’s civilian life. Late at night, however, she would don a cat-themed costume and prowled the city as the daring burglar known as The Catwoman. The capricious Catwoman stole jewels and other goods from anyone she felt were unscrupulous or did not deserve the valuable they possessed.
A $10,000 investment at a charity dinner bought her a date with Bruce Wayne, who became attracted to her immediately. The two began to date while Batman continued to pursue Catwoman, neither one aware that they were spending their days and nights together (only in different outfits). Selina was quite fond of Bruce, yet it was Batman who she was truly enamored by.
Bruce was ultimately able to deduce Selina’s secret life as Catwoman. She and Batman teamed up to bring down the villainous Red Claw. Despite his respect and great attraction to Selina, Batman apprehended Catwoman and turned her over to the authorities.
The fact that Selina had helped stop the terrorist activities of The Red Claw resulted in her receiving leniency at sentencing. She was released on probation and Bruce Wayne tried to help her live an honest life. Yet a tiger cannot change its stripes and it was not long before Selina returned to her thieving ways as Catwoman.
Actress Adrienne Barbeau provided the voice for Catwoman with the rogue first appearing in the debut episode of Batman: The Animated Series, ‘The Cat and The Claw.’
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"O-Oh, I dunno about that..." Randall blushed at her teasing-honestly, blonde, brunette, redhead, or some other color or shade, he felt confident that he would be smitten with Emily, regardless of his fondness for blondes. There was much to love about her beyond her hair color, that he knew, even in this short span of time.
But by that same token...it didn't hurt that she was a blonde...those golden ringlets, paired with those deep, gentle china blue eyes that made him feel as if he were sailing the great oceans of the world; she looked to him every inch the beautiful maiden, the kind you found in fables and fairy tales-a sleeping beauty, waiting for a noble hero's kiss.
(He didn't necessarily fit that bill, but he'd try anyhow...)
"You...you look like an angel," he found himself saying, after a small pause-in the soft, gentle glow of both the television set and the lamplight on the end table beside the sofa, it all seemed to illuminate her, giving her a sort of heavenly aura that he simply couldn't take his eyes off of.
@beatingheart-bride
"Oh, I dunno," Randall ventured to say with a tiny smile, saying, "I, uh...I got a good feeling that, if you went back and picked it up again, it'd be like old hat to you...like no time had passed at all."
He couldn't explain why he felt that way, he just did-it was so funny, how certain he felt of these little things when it came to Emily; he hadn't known her all that long at all, and yet, he felt as if he'd known her all his life. It was a funny feeling, strange, but altogether not unpleasant. It was sort of pleasant, really, feeling this sort of connection with her-he still couldn't decide if they'd met before or not, but even without that confirmation one way or the other, he quite liked that connection anyhow.
"I, uh, I went to the ballet only once-it was a field trip when I was a kid," he continued, volunteering this memory with warm cheeks and a flustered, fluttering heart. "I don't think I really understood what the show was supposed to be about, but...I do remember the ballerinas being very beautiful. The leader of them, the, uh...prima ballerina, is that it? She was the most beautiful out of all of them, all dressed in pink with a great smile and golden blonde hair..."
He trailed off, realizing how closely this description skewed towards his hostess-he probably had that ballerina to blame for his eternal affection for blondes...
#((exactly! she cannot help what she is and the life she has to live-sort of the whole 'a tiger can't change its stripes' saying))#((if she had any say in the matter; i'm SURE she wouldn't spend her days shying from the sun and drinking blood))#((but there's nothing she can do about that-what she CAN do however is hold onto her morals))#((and her humanity; and not let herself become a monster-as you said; she'd rather die than do that!))#((for all that she's gone through; she's never lost sight of who she is; unlike imhotep))#((who lost his humanity over the duration of his time entombed and became a monster))#((even if he doesn't see himself that way-emily's got a lot more of a capacity for self-reflection than he does))#((enough to ensure she doesn't go down that dark path herself!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Dark Shadows
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Babbo Natale
For the lovely anon 🖤🖤🖤
While Luca has warned his darling witch of a wife of spoiling their children, it should be noted that he is a hypocrite.
It wasn’t his fault, New York City was the center of trade of the Free World and now as a true member of the Riley and Family Company, he had more than enough money to burn.
His children deserved it, his Evuccia as well. Besides, their Leoncino went through things like a fire through a dry field and their sweet Rosellina was finally walking and talking and merited gifts.
It was supposed to be a red tricycle, one or two other toys and some dolls and stuffed animals for Rosalba.
“We could gift wrap it and deliver it to your home for a few extra dollars, sir.” The salesclerk fidgeted as they asked as his eyes went to the black cross on his neck and the black hand on his wrist.
“Make sure the names of the children are spelled correctly or else Babbo Natale will leave sticks in your stocking.” Luca made sure to take a new matchstick to chew on so the salesman would shit his pants.
A tiger cannot change its stripes after all.
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Pineapple's Furby Masterlist
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1990s Furbys
King Noodles Ink'Squeegee of the Spiders
~ he/they ~ witch's cat Noodles was my first 90's furby. His hobbies include watching scary movies, making s'mores, trespassing, and staring off into the distance and pointing to get other people to look at absolutely nothing. He is a friend to all 8 legged creatures and a loyal friend to all
Patchfoot the Pirate
~ he/him ~ giraffe Patchfoot is my one and only amputee furby. His right foot was in pretty bad condition when I got him so I removed it, and plan to eventually make him a prosthetic. He loves to be outside, and is very photogenic. He would also like to remind you to not eat random mushrooms you find on your walks through the woods
Prapai
~ he/him ~ Leopard Prapai is a suave buisness man who knows what he wants. And what he wants is shiny objects. He also enjoys playing a lil mini golf in his free time
Mr. Bowie
~ heehee/him ~ Jester You know the Goblin King from the movie Labyrinth? That's his role model. Mr. Bowie thrives in some good chaotic energy, as long as he stays neat and clean
Brad Grady (Grady)
~ he/him ~ Graduation He's gay. Need I say more? Oh I do? Okay. Well he's also an English and Furbish professor, doing his best to teach humans and furby's each other's languages. In his free time he likes to consume poetry. I mean that in the literal sense... Apparently its the best way to gain more knowledge
Chappell
~ she/they ~ wolf Chappell, unlike the singer she'd named after is actually mute. They work just fine but cannot talk. It's all okay though cause she finds other ways to communicate. They are a lover of music and literature, and loves to spend time with her girlfriend, Vinnie
Lavinia (Vinnie)
~ she/her ~ snowball Vinnie is "The Key Master", though the key to what, she refuses to say. She spends most of her time with her girlfriend, Chappell, and is typically the one who plans their dates. She loves to sew and has a huge interest in the supernatural and Victorian buildings. She'd love to someday live in one.
Sunbleach
~ any pronouns ~ racoon Sunbleach, who also goes by Sunny and Bleach, is a furb who loves to pursue his hobbies. You'll often find her at a desk drawing, designing, or fixing things. They also have a strange fascination with guitar picks, though they're to small to play any of mine.
Furby Babys
Eggwhite Puddling
~ she/her ~ Snowy Eggwhite may be a girly girl, but she sure knows how to change a tire. Her favorite smell is gasoline and lawn clippings, and her favorite movie is Cars. She also really loves cute and brightly colored things
Tartar Merengue
~ she/they ~ Snowy Tartar is a furb with an appreciation for alt fashion. They love the color black, and have even considered dying their hair that color once or twice, though she'd never actually do it. Her hobbies include staring at books and trying to make the words make sense, and giving up to go read a graphic novel instead
Furby Booms
Tinsel
~ he/him ~ furbacca Tinsel doesn't say much, but he loves to sing. Don't tell anyone but despite being based on Chewbacca, he hasn't watched more than the first 3 Starwars movies
Castiel De'Lolbit Extravaganza
~ he/they ~ zigzag stripes Cas is a lover of all things horror. He'll play horror games and watch horror movies right before bed and never gets nightmares, though sometimes he does get a bit paranoid. He also loves collecting rocks and crystals to display
Furby Connects
Kei-doh
~ he/him ~ magenta Kei-doh is a huge fan of baseball. The Redsocks and the Tigers are his two favorite teams, but he'll watch just about any game. He likes to play baseball too. He hits well, though he isn't a very fast baserunner. He doesn't mind though, cause its all just for fun
2023 Furbys
Ebeau
~ he/they ~ Coral Ebeau's just a fun loving guy. He's just a silly lil dude, doin silly lil dude things. He totally doesn't engage in illegal activities like jaywalking... Nope. Not at all
Capone
~ any pronouns ~ purple Capone doesn't like to talk about what he does. And most people probably don't want to hear about it either. I mean what kind of monster would literally take candy from a baby? Capone. That's what kind
Ghidorah Glitterbomb
~ she/her ~ tie-dye Though being incredibly powerful and gifted in the art of magic, Ghidorah doesn't use it much, instead preferring to save her skills for important things like putting on good fireworks shows, or giving candy back the babys Capone took from
Boroax
~ he/they ~ aurora furbealis Boroax is a fun loving guy with a love for anything space related. He may or may not be an alien himself, but they will neither confirm or deny it. His favorite thing to do in his freetime is watching christmas lights and staring into street lamps
Furblets, Buddies, & Happy Meal Toys, Oh my!
Toothpaste, Oyster, Taylor, & Boston
~ they/them, he/they, she/her, & she/they ~ 2023 furblets These lil guys would love to be in a band, but they can't agree on what genre of music to perform in
Wiggles
~ he/him ~ 2005 Happy Meal toy He's very quiet, but that just makes him a better listener. He loves to people watch and silently judge from afar
Carlton
~ any pronouns ~ furby buddie He's seen some things and done some things...
Amarillo
~ they/them ~ furby keychain They're tired, and they want to take a nap
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Thanks For Reading ^^
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Stripes in a flowing liquid crystal suggest a route to “chiral” fluids
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Stripes in a flowing liquid crystal suggest a route to “chiral” fluids
Hold your hands out in front of you, and no matter how you rotate them, it’s impossible to superimpose one over the other. Our hands are a perfect example of chirality — a geometric configuration by which an object cannot be superimposed onto its mirror image.
Chirality is everywhere in nature, from our hands to the arrangement of our internal organs to the spiral structure of DNA. Chiral molecules and materials have been the key to many drug therapies, optical devices, and functional metamaterials. Scientists have until now assumed that chirality begets chirality — that is, chiral structures emerge from chiral forces and building blocks. But that assumption may need some retuning.
MIT engineers recently discovered that chirality can also emerge in an entirely nonchiral material, and through nonchiral means. In a study appearing today in Nature Communications, the team reports observing chirality in a liquid crystal — a material that flows like a liquid and has non ordered, crystal-like microstructure like a solid. They found that when the fluid flows slowly, its normally nonchiral microstructures spontaneously assemble into large, twisted, chiral structures. The effect is as if a conveyor belt of crayons, all symmetrically aligned, were to suddenly rearrange into large, spiral patterns once the belt reaches a certain speed.
An MIT study finds that when a liquid crystal slowly flows, its normally orderly microstructures (bottom-left illustration) spontaneously rotate and twist to form macro-scale, tiger-like stripes. The discovery could open new ways to design structured liquids for drug delivery and optical sensing.
Credit: Courtesy of the researchers
The geometric transformation is unexpected, given that the liquid crystal is naturally nonchiral, or “achiral.” The team’s study thus opens a new path to generating chiral structures. The researchers envision that the structures, once formed, could serve as spiral scaffolds in which to assemble intricate molecular structures. The chiral liquid crystals could also be used as optical sensors, as their structural transformation would change the way they interact with light.
“This is exciting, because this gives us an easy way to structure these kinds of fluids,” says study co-author Irmgard Bischofberger, associate professor of mechanical engineering at MIT. “And from a fundamental level, this is a new way in which chirality can emerge.”
The study’s co-authors include lead author Qing Zhang PhD ’22, Weiqiang Wang and Rui Zhang of Hong Kong University of Science and Technology, and Shuang Zhou of the University of Massachusetts at Amherst.
Striking stripes
A liquid crystal is a phase of matter that embodies properties of both a liquid and a solid. Such in-between materials flow like liquid, and are molecularly structured like solids. Liquid crystals are used as the main element in pixels that make up LCD displays, as the symmetric alignment of their molecules can be uniformly switched with voltage to collectively create high-resolution images.
Bischofberger’s group at MIT studies how fluids and soft materials spontaneously form patterns in nature and in the lab. The team seeks to understand the mechanics underlying fluid transformations, which could be used to create new, reconfigurable materials.
In their new study, the researchers focused on a special type of nematic liquid crystal — a water-based fluid that contains microscopic, rod-like molecular structures. The rods normally align in the same direction throughout the fluid. Zhang was initially curious how the fluid would behave under various flow conditions.
“I tried this experiment for the first time at home, in 2020,” Zhang recalls. “I had samples of the fluid, and a small microscope, and one day I just set it to a low flow. When I came back, I saw this really striking pattern.”
She and her colleagues repeated her initial experiments in the lab. They fabricated a microfluidic channel out of two glass slides, separated by a very thin space, and connected to a main reservoir. The team slowly pumped samples of the liquid crystal through the reservoir and into the space between the plates, then took microscopy images of fluid as it flowed through.
Like Zhang’s initial experiments, the team observed an unexpected transformation: The normally uniform fluid began to form tiger-like stripes as it slowly moved through the channel.
“It was surprising that it formed any structure, but even more surprising once we actually knew what type of structure it formed,” Bischofberger says. “That’s where chirality comes in.”
Twist and flow
The team discovered that the fluid’s stripes were unexpectedly chiral, by using various optical and modeling techniques to effectively retrace the fluid’s flow. They observed that, when unmoving, the fluid’s microscopic rods are normally aligned in near-perfect formation. When the fluid is pumped through the channel quickly, the rods are in complete disarray. But at a slower, in-between flow, the structures start to wiggle, then progressively twist like tiny propellers, each one turning slightly more than the next.
If the fluid continues its slow flow, the twisting crystals assemble into large spiral structures that appear as stripes under the microscope.
“There’s this magic region, where if you just gently make them flow, they form these large spiral structures,” Zhang says.
The researchers modeled the fluid’s dynamics and found that the large spiral patterns emerged when the fluid arrived at a balance between two forces: viscosity and elasticity. Viscosity describes how easily a material flows, while elasticity is essentially how likely a material is to deform (for instance, how easily the fluid’s rods wiggle and twist).
“When these two forces are about the same, that’s when we see these spiral structures,” Bischofberger explains. “It’s kind of amazing that individual structures, on the order of nanometers, can assemble into much larger, millimeter-scale structures that are very ordered, just by pushing them a little bit out of equilibrium.”
The team realized that the twisted assemblages have a chiral geometry: If a mirror image was made of one spiral, it would not be possible to superimpose it over the original, no matter how the spirals were rearranged. The fact that the chiral spirals emerged from a nonchiral material, and through nonchiral means, is a first and points to a relatively simple way to engineer structured fluids.
“The results are indeed surprising and intriguing,” says Giuliano Zanchetta, associate professor at the University of Milan, who was not involved with the study. “It would be interesting to explore the boundaries of this phenomenon. I would see the reported chiral patterns as a promising way to periodically modulate optical properties at the microscale.”
“We now have some knobs to tune this structure,” Bischofberger says. “This might give us a new optical sensor that interacts with light in certain ways. It could also be used as scaffolds to grow and transport molecules for drug delivery. We’re excited to explore this whole new phase space.”
This research was supported, in part, by the U.S. National Science Foundation.
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List of my Avatar Fan Fictions
Just Look Over Your Shoulder : Whump One-Shot Collection
The Tiger Cannot Change Its Stripes : Spider is Biologically a Sully AU
Loved, Loathed, Lost : Spider dies instead of Neteyam AU
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I do not hate him.
Something infinitely more painful lives inside of me.
I love him, and I understand him, and I understand I cannot be around him. I understand that a tiger cannot change its stripes if it doesn’t believe it has them. I cannot make him believe that.
He is still a tiger. He does not comprehend his claws, but I do. He can see the blood, but he does not comprehend where it comes from.
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Zevran knows he is going to lie.
He is going to lie because he is, by nature, a liar. He does not always take pride in it -- he does so less and less as the years go by, as a matter of fact. But it is a part of him. Just like he is an elf, or an assassin, or an Antivan, he is a liar. A tiger cannot hope to change its stripes.
It will be a kindness. It will be selfish. But it will not matter, in the end. They will never see one another again.
Zevran's face remains impassive even as their eyes lock. The way Anders continues to look at him makes him uncomfortable in ways he cannot fathom, but he will not be the first to drop his gaze. It is a weakness he cannot allow.
He sighs.
"Fine, fine." Zevran cannot tell Anders to wait. The mage is too clever (too suspicious) for that. "It's not as interesting a tale as you seem to think. It is as I said before. I had an unfortunate run in with the wrong end of a blade, you could say. You found me bleeding on the street and took pity on me. We spent some days together -- not intimately, alas -- before we went our separate ways." Those would be the broad strokes, all of which are technically true. The best lies always contain a hint of truth in them, after all.
"Clearly I did not make much of an impression. Something I hope to rectify tonight."
"I was only in the city for a little while, and it was a long time ago." One of his later escape attempts- the sixth, maybe? "But you might've liked me back then better," Anders says, so assured in the statement that it sounds matter-of-fact rather than self-deprecating.
But for all he knows, that is how long ago their connection lies.
Why won't Zevran just tell him?
His mind descends back into its usual cloud of paranoia, searching for the answer Zevran won't give. Have they ever even met before? Has he just been stalling for time so he wouldn't have to admit the truth?
Zevran is no templar, no lay brother from the chantry. Not a guard. If he's a hired assassin, Anders is fucked already; he hasn't been watching his drink closely enough.
Maybe a desire demon is just sapping him dry while he engages in this dream she's submersed him in. It's just so believable that a desire demon would find his greatest desire was a day off and attention.
All of these thoughts are just well-traveled roads in his mind, and he's run through them all in a few seconds at worst. He leans in towards Zevran, oblivious to the way his face drops for a moment, his eyes communicating a plea that Anders himself has given up on voicing: 'please, let me keep this. let me have this.'
"You tell me, you're the one that knows. Is this something I should put off until tomorrow?"
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i listened to the leak when it featured the brazilian youth. i listened to the mm leak....the tmh leak ... i went to the mitam listening party and THEN i listened to the mitam leak . you can’t guilt me into not listening to a leak. it’s not possible. i’m nosy AND i have no impulse control AND i’ve been around these suckers for a decade . i was built to listen to leaks. i was born for it. a tiger cannot change its stripes ,
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