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bluem1lls · 6 months ago
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hey *leans against table and winks or smth* can i request se-mi x reader on where they’re roommates but fucking HATE each other but se-mi has a onlyfans account (because she’s a freakazoid👅👅) and reader finds out so like when reader confronts her about it or smth se-mi somehow magically gets reader to join her and they become scissor sisters (also se-mi with a strap i DONT fear..) and become lovers..?? sorry if this is to much or shitty
✧₊⁺ show me who you are
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se-mi x fem! reader
✦ synopsis: having a roommate you hate is annoying. and it becomes even more annoying when she gets all your good angles in the porn video you both filmed. tw: minors dni, smut w plot, and they were roommates!, fingering/oral (r!receiving), scissoring, sub!reader, dom!se-mi, degradation (a little?), choking, a bit of slapping authors note: hi! for the girl who also requested enemies to lovers IM SORRY i lost ur request but here it is! tysm for reading and the requests, i hope u like it!
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"this is important!" thanos said, making me sit down besides nam-gyu in our living room as i stared at my other best friend from the corner of my eyes. nam-gyu shrugged as i sighed.
"yes?"
"we're in debt with the landlord"
"we knew that" nam-gyu said as i nodded and thanos rolled his eyes.
"no like.. we actually need to pay him back a shit ton. but he said we could do it per month. the thing is none of us has any more money, so here's my idea.. a new roommate!"
"cool" nam-gyu said.
"no way" i said at the same time.
"listen to me" thanos grabbed my shoulders. "i hate the idea too, but we're poor. my room can be her room and i'll share with nam-gyu"
i stared at both of them as nam-gyu turned to him. "wait- like bed and-"
"no, not the bed dumb ass" thanos smacked him as the other one nodded. "so? are we getting a new roommate?" he repeated to both of us. i sighed and nodded. nam-gyu did too, making thanos smile. "great! because her name is se-mi and she's about to be here in 30 minutes"
my eyes widden. wait what?
"what-wait. oh my god. you knew we would say yes so you already took the interviews and picked a random person? are you fucking insane?" i stood up, hitting him as he winced.
"auch- i knew u two would say yes because we don't have another choice. plus min-su's best friend was looking for a place so i told her and she agreed. never thought that could lead to my death, jesus." he stared at me with a frown as he rubbed his arm.
"oh wait, the tall girl with the short hair? oh i like her, she's cool" i stared at nam gyu with my mouth open.
was i the only one who had no idea of who she was? i've been so busy with school that it was hard to keep a pace with the guys. we've been a group ever since i can remember. nam-gyu came after, at first it was just me, thanos and min-su, then it was just the four of us. we decided to live together once we were old enough and it has been that way since. min-su stayed out because he said we were 'a mess' and he didn't had to pay rent at his parent's house.
i heard the doorbell ring as thanos ran to the door, opening to reveal a tall girl with short brunette hair, piercings on her lip and nose.
oh, she's pretty.
"come in! so you know him, and this our best friend and third annoying roomate!" he said as i told her my name. she stared up and down, biting her lip in a nervous manner.
"se-mi" she introduced herself with a head nod.
i smiled at her as he showed her around. it was a normal apartment with a living, one bathroom, three rooms and a small balcony (usually used for the hangouts and to smoke).
as she looked at the place, nam-gyu left her stuff in her new room. once he came back, he wrapped his arms around me, giving me a light squeeze.
"hey, it'll be fun. plus you get along more with girls than boys, you'll love her. maybe she'll even be your new best friend."
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"if you don't like it then MOVE OUT!" i shouted at her. my breath shaking with anger.
"well, guess what doll? i live here too! and if you don't like it, then go find a new place, but we both know you won't because your real issue is that you just love to complain. you're just a brat who cries when she doesn't get what she wants!" se-mi screamed back, standing up from the couch to face me.
"go fuck yourself!" i replied, grabbing the keys and my phone before slamming the apartment door.
i quickly texted my best friend to meet up at our usual coffee shop as i walked through the cold streets, trying to cool off. once i got there, i ordered the usual; ice coffee and chai tea latte for jun-hee.
i saw her sat in one of the booths. "i will kill her. i'm not joking" i said as sat down. she chuckled, this wasn't a new subject for her.
"you never gave her an actual chance th-"
"she doesn't need it! i don't need it! she's been a bitch to me ever since she came. everytime i wake up, when i hang out with the guys, she's always there! it's like she became part of the group!"
she stared at me with a sympathetic smile as she drank her chai tea.
"she is part of the group now, love. and i don't think that's changing, if the guys like her, you know they'll keep her around, mostly now that she lives there. so you can choose to fumble everytime you're around her or try to at least ignore her to be at peace" jun-hee said as i sighed. my hands rubbed my face as i groaned.
"i'll try. doesn't mean it'll go well" i said, still not uncovering my face as she gave me a soft chuckle.
"you'll do great!"
as i came back to the apartment, i could hear the moanings even from outside. i took a deep breath to cool down as i entered. of course the moans came from her room.
ever since she got here, she brings a different girl every fucking weekend. nam-gyu and thanos are staring with their mouths wide open when they open the door to find (once again) an another beautiful blonde standing there. they also stare disappointed when se-mi appears with a quick hi, kisses her and guides her to her room.
a long line of girls walk into that room and leave with messy hair, hickeys, messy clothes and a relaxed and very fucked out face.
"it's ridiculous, what is she, a pornstar?" i tell jun-hee as she lays in my bed while i pace in my room. she bites her lip to supress a smile.
"so... i have something to tell you. or show you."
i stared at her, sitting in bed to watch while she tapped on her phone, looking for something.
"so we have talked about this countless times since she moved in, right? so i searched a bit and.." she turned her phone, her only fans profile appeared as i gasped and covered my mouth.
"you have to be kidding me!" i stared wide eyed, taking the phone. "oh my god jun-hee did you fucking bought her content?" i open my mouth, staring at the doe eyed girl besides me.
"research purposes. take a look. oh wait, i'll send them to you"
as the photos and videos arrived to my phone, i went through each of them and oh my god. my face flushed crimson red as i stare at one particular photo. you could see from her bare chest to her crotch. she had a strap that hit her lower stomach with her hand wrapped around it, looking like she was stroking it like it was her cock. i licked my lips as my mouth felt dry and my head dizzy. jun-hee sent me 5 videos, se-mi fucking a blonde girl in all fours, another one scissoring, fucking in missionary, a pretty redhead riding her. she knew how to attract people to buy her shit, and she knew how to make the content.
"she's hot" my best friend said with a soft push on my direction, making me snap from my thoughs as i shrugged.
"doesn't make her any less annoying"
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"can i buy-" he said, as i quickly cut him off.
"no."
"but you've seen it-" the other one said, as i, once again, cut them both off.
"no one is buying anything!" i rolled my eyes at both guys. "this is a secret i shared with my best friends. not with my lousy roommates, got it? if i hear that se-mi found out from either of you, both will be very much dead. like dick? cut off" i threated them as thanos stared down at his crotch with his eyes wide. they both nodded.
"man, i wish a had a girl" nam-gyu stared at a blank point.
i told them once again 'not a word' as i headed back into my room. i heard the door closing as the guys left. they mentioned in the morning they were going at min-su's, i told them i'd stop by later. i heard the door open again just as they left, probably se-mi.
as i looked for my charger in my room, i started to get annoyed. the three of them steal it all the fucking time. i leave my room to bash into nam-gyu's and thanos room, taking a quick look in the dark. no signs of the charger.
as i close the door, i see se-mi staring at me with a smirk on her face. her arms crossed on her chest with an amused expression.
"did you take my charger?" i asked as she hummed.
"maybe" she replied as i let out a groan of exasperation.
"se-mi."
she let out a snort as she went into her room, quickly coming back to throw the charger at me, as i pressed my lips to not curse her. outloud.
"it would be my pleasure if you stopped grabbing my stuff without my permission"
"mine doesn't charge as fast" she replied, the amusement on her face never leaving as i rolled my eyes.
"one would guess that with all the money you make with your only fans you could afford a new charger" i mumbled under my breath as i turned around. i felt her hands quickly grip my arm tight as i winced. "auch-"
"what the fuck did you said?" the smirk on her lips faded as she stared intensely at me.
well that was a mistake. but i can't back up now, can i?
"i said" my tongue did a quick 'tsk' as i stared into her eyes, her gaze felt intense and cold. "one would think that with the money you make at only fans you could buy a fast charger, but i guess it isn't going as good as i guessed?"
i could feel my back pressed against the wall, making me let out a small wince. she pinned me, her head slightly down to fixate her gaze on me. i could see her annoyed expression.
"and how would you know that?" she spit. her eyes never leaving mine.
"it's not that hard. a little research and all i can see is why so many girls come in and out every weekend. your videos are boring, by the way."
her angry expression turned into a... confused one? an amused one? a scoff escaped her lips as they curved into a small smirk.
"oh. so you watched them?"
fuck. fucking jun-hee for the details. and fucking jun-hee for that strap photo that's all that's been going through my mind the last few days.
"w-what? no, no" i said as she slowly pressed her body against mine. one of arms left to wall to grip my waist, holding me tightly against her. our eyes never stopped meeting in the silence of the living room.
"you've watched them. you're noisy and you know too much not to. and i bet you enjoyed every single one of them" she replied in a low voice. her eyes roamed over my face, searching for a hint of a lie, but all she could find was the embarrasement in my eyes, making her let out an amused scoff. her fingers softly began to trace circles on my waist as a shiver ran through my spine. "bet you even got wet watching them"
i bit my lip in response. not getting out of my head the amount of times i squeezed my tighs when i saw the videos and photos. the heat that pooled in my panties everytime i saw her thrusts inside of one of her girls. the way she'd make them suck her strap as if it was her real cock, the grip she hold in their hair made me even wetter, but when my hand lowered to take care of my ache, i had stop myself, reminding me how this was just my insufferable roommate.
"were you just mad because you wanted to be one of my girls, doll?" her finger tilted my chin up to stare at her. the room felt heavy with tension as her other hand held me in place. a blush placed on my cheeks, making me feel ashamed because i knew she was right. i did wanted to be one of them. the silence was the answer she needed. she bit her lip piercing as she couldn't help the smirk that escaped.
i felt her hands dip underneath my top as i let out a shaky breath, i could feel my heart stammering on my chest, my legs felt like they could no longer hold me, the only thing keeping me standing was her firm grip. she closed the distance between our bodies, as her lips gently caressed mines without kissing me.
"i bet you're such a whore, you'd even love if i filmed you, hm?"
my cunt aching as i heard her words. i could feel my thong getting pooled with arousal. the proximity between us only made my heart beat faster as i softly nodded, her gaze never leaving mine as her eyes darkened with desire.
she took a step back, grabbing my hand as she pulled us both into her room and closed the door. i could see her blue duvet that i recognized from the videos. she even had led lights to make the entire room feel more like a porn video with high quality.
i didn't even got to process the other furniture as she pushed me against the door, her grip once again holding my waist.
"you really know how to push my buttons." she said leaving wet kisses on my neck as i leaned my head, giving her acess to more space as she groaned. the feeling of her lips making me whine. "you're such an insufferable little brat"
"then do something about it" i replied, a smirk curving my lips as she licked hers.
she lets out a huff. "it really sucks when the most annoying person i know is the one that arouses me the most" she said, my eyes filled with surprise as she crashed her lips with mine in a harsh, desperate kiss.
i quickly melted to her, my arms wrapped around her neck, grabbing the nape of it. bringing her closer as one of her hands left my waist to slowly trail down to my ass, squeezing and giving it a harsh spank as i whimpered in between kisses.
she broke the kiss to speak. her voice husky. "you can't tell the guys about this. not a single word"
"i still hate you" a dry chuckle escaped se-mi's lips at my reply, kissing me again. i felt pure desire through my body as her hands roamed all over.
she moved me out of the door and pushed me to bed. an arrogant smirk tugged at her lips at the sight of me in her room. her gaze taking my entire body with a mix of lust and excitement. she took a few steps to set up the camera in the tripod. as her finger posed on the little 'on' button, she stared at me.
"are you sure you want to do this?"
"yeah. turn it on"
she bit her lip as her fingers pressed the 'on' button. my heart stammered from excitement as she placed herself between my legs, on top of me.
our lips finding eachother once again, her tongue entering my mouth while her hands wrapped around my throat, giving it a light squeeze to test as i moaned in response.
the kiss felt rough and raw. she could feel the vibration of my moan against her as her grip tightened. her body pressed against mine made me feel the heat radiate from her. our bodies molded together.
she slid her knee between my legs, the pressure against my core sent a wave of pleasure, making her break the kiss to press her lips on my neck as my hands went to her hair, tugging her closer.
"my needy girl" i nodded in response as she licked and bit my neck. "now be a good girl, stand up and take your clothes off" she ordered as i did what she said.
my wobbly legs trembled at her intense gaze on my body. i let my leggins hit the floor as i slowly pulled the shirt out of my head, her eyes tracing the curves of my body, making me shiver as i was only left on my bra and panties, i tried to move aside the feeling of being so exposed. as my hands moved to my back to remove my bra, she sat on the the edge of the bed. her arms sneaking around my waist, pulling me closer to her.
"maybe let's leave this pretty set on" she said, staring at my pink underwear as i nodded, feeling dizzy and flushed under her look.
my legs straddling her thighs as i sat on top of her. her hands moved to grab my ass, giving it a light squeeze as our lips found once again in a lustful kiss. she moved me around so i was laying underneath her. her kisses lowered to my neck, down to my chest. the trail going downwards to my cunt. as it reached, she left a soft open-mouthed kiss on my clothed clit. her fingers trailed a path from my thighs to my desperate cunt, who was begging her for attention.
she softly traced over my panties, one finger circling my clit as the wet patch on the lingerie spreaded. her fingers moved up and down my soaked center, pulling my thong aside.
"could you hold this for me, doll?" she said as i nodded, my eyes becoming watery as i bit my lip. i felt her hot breath against my bare cunt, making me shiver as she placed her hands on both of my thighs to spread me open and hold me in place.
her tongue went straight to my clit, giving it some short but pressured licks, making me throw my head back as my hand never left the hold on my panties.
she kept licking, making me moan and whimper from pleasure. my free hand grabbed one of my tits, giving it a light squeeze as i pinch my nipple.
i could feel her eyes on me. "what a slut. you're a natural" her words causing vibrations against my cunt, making me clench around nothing as i kept moaning louder.
i felt as she left the space between my legs to pick up the camera, handing it over to me as i looked at her dumbfounded.
"could you hold it for me, princess? so everyone gets a closer look at how good i eat this pussy"
her words making me whimper as i hold the camera with one hand and still hold my panties with the other one. she gets back between my legs. this time, two of her fingers enter without warning in my warm cunt as my eyes roll back, feeling overwhelmed by how well her tongue swirls around my clit and the fast pace that her fingers pick out.
she thrusts harsh, scissoring with her long fingers inside of me, removing them to dip them once again, her movements make my moans get even louder and louder.
i clench when i take a look at what the camera is recording. her face in between my legs, her hair sticking to her forehead as she eats it with pleasure, moaning at how good i taste.
her fingers follow her tongue pace, making me squirm in pleasure as she holds me in place. i can hear the squelching sounds my pussy makes as she thrusts.
"nu-huh. if you're gonna cum, then do it on my mouth baby. i'm not stopping"
she goes quicker and harder as i feel the heat on my lower stomach about to snap. i rut against her face, needy for release as she gives me a soft chuckle at my desperation. i feel her lips wrapping and sucking around my clit as her fingers curl inside of me, making my entire body tremble. my vision goes white as i roll my eyes back, feeling the orgasm run through my entire body. my toes curl from pleasure as she never stops, only when my body goes numb and i'm whimpering and whining from the overstimulation.
i open my eyes as i looked at her through the viewfinder of the camera. her chin and lips covered with my glossy release. her tongue licks her lips as she hums at the taste, her gaze almost black as she stares at my fucked out state. she props herself up from in between my legs, snatching the camera from my hands. she points it towards me, recording my face as her fingers enter my mouth. i suck them clean, tasting myself as i watch her half-lidded eyes and her teeth nibble at her lip piercing as she hums.
she holds the camera with one hand, while her right hand grips my face, squeezing my cheeks. only releasing to give a harsh slap as i whine. "such a whore, hm?"
she stands up, leaving the camera on the tripod as she quickly swifts off her clothes, throwing them somewhere in the room.
she gets in bed again, lifting my leg to place it on her shoulder as she positions on top, lining herself up against me.
we both moan at the contact. her dripping wet cunt rutting against my sticky pussy. her moves are harsh and fast, creating a rhythm that's followed by our moans and slick sounds.
my nails claw at her thighs, making her speed up. i throw my head back, chanting her name like a prayer.
her eyes are fixated on my expressions. she bites her lip as her hair sticks down to her forehead with sweat.
"hear those wet sounds doll? that's how wet you get me by being a fucking brat" her words hitting right to my core as i lift my hips, our clits bumping. "stay like that" she says in a moan, rutting faster. both desesperate for release.
"fuuuck" her teeth clench as her hands wraps around my throat, making my eyes roll back as she lets out a shaky breath, her eyes shuting close while her head falls back as she grinds herself faster.
i could feel the tight sensation wrappping me once again.
"gonna cum, gonna cum, gonna cum" i chanter as her grip around my throat tightens.
a loud moan escapes my mouth as the feeling snaps. heat on my lower stomach as my release makes her cum. her eyes roll back with a loud moan escaping her lips while she keeps grinding, making our releases last longer.
she slids from on top to stand up to. she turns off the camera, falling into bed, besides me. her chest going up and down with heavy breaths as i try catching my own, my cheeks burning red.
"not a word about this to anyone. this was a one time thing" i murmur, slowly getting up to find my clothes.
she lets out a sigh, replying. "yeah, not a word. we're not doing this again"
and one week later, i'm watching my own porn video posted on her only fans while she's between my legs with her tongue swirling around my clit as she speaks:
"do you like watching yourself while i eat you, doll?" she says as i nod. my hands grab her hair, tugging her up to leave my cunt. she gives me a heated kiss, making me taste myself on her mouth.
"let's do it again" i mumble in between kisses as she smirks, lowering herself down.
it's about to be a long night.
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xx-j4nu5-c4t5-xx · 1 year ago
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tw: mild description of blood (it's not that bad I swear)
Large info dump about Sims aliens and their biology and stuff (it's well past midnight and I got bored)
So I have my own ocs that I've been working on for a while but I've moved them into the brain basement for a while to fixate on these stupid little pixel guys from 2004. Anyway one of them has blue blood because I thought it would be funny, and now I'm a firm believer that the Sims 2 aliens have blue blood.
My only reasoning for this is that having red blood in a green character feels... weird? Like, your skin is not one solid thing. It's like a million translucent layers stacked on top of each other with stuff between them. Like a lasagna. That's why, when you put your hand over a flashlight, it glows red; the light is passing through your skin and all the stuff in it (notably, blood vessels).
Human skin, by default, is a yellow-ish white, like dandruff. It gets color from the blood vessels and pigmentations in the layers of the skin. This is why tattoos work, why melanin alters your skin color, and why your face can blush red, among other things. If alien skin is the same white, you'd need a shit ton of green pigment to balance the red from the blood, which would make them look kinda weird and muddy color-wise. If the blood is blue, though, everything runs smoothly. Yellow/white-ish skin + blue blood = mint green.
Though it only exists in weird animals like horseshoe crabs and some spiders (I think), there is a kind of blood that naturally comes in a sky blue color. This is because it contains hemocyanin instead of hemoglobin, using copper instead of iron. Hemoglobin uses iron to bond with oxygen and move it somewhere, and turns red in the process (like rust). When copper is oxidized, though, it turns that bright, Statue of Liberty ass turquoise color. This makes the hemocyanin blood into this blue raspberry looking concoction.
(Hemocyanin also completely messes with the biology of a creature; it is not interchangeable with hemoglobin but let's suspend disbelief for a second. For the vine.)
Anyway, enough rambling. I think the aliens are blue blooded. This makes them look more natural when I draw them, and it makes the hybrid Sim-aliens more unique and less "normal guy but green". This also affects everything that your normal blood would affect though, so I have to keep in mind that their everything is blue. Veins in the eyes, eye bags, injuries and scars, body tissues (like the mouth), blushes, sunburns, bruises, basically anything that would normally be purple/red/pink in a normal human is teal/blue.
Hope y'all enjoyed the autism thought slop I just dumped on you. Most of this info is stuff I read on Wikipedia or just a surface level understanding of human anatomy. Don't quote me on it + feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.
Also, all of this is headcanon nonsense, there's no objectively right or wrong answer. I'm just a nerd and love having really excessive lore explanations for the creative liberties I take. If you like your aliens red-blooded, I dig it. I just find it personally less of a headache on my end to go this route.
I really need to go to bed have a great night folks
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jayceeartz · 8 months ago
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Tw: kind of a call out post I guess, death threat, mentions of murder and mentions of suicidal thoughts.
I doubt anyone will read this, but I feel like I need to talk about this individual I met on pinterest. I'm sorry if this is badly told and sorry for the lack of screenshots. This happened months ago and I completely forgot about it but I found out we are in a tnmn discord server together. Obviously I blocked them on there but the whole situation is bothering me again. I don't really have anyone to talk about this to so yeah I'm so scared to post this. And sorry if this is a lot to read.
Because i don't really know what pronouns they go by, I'm gonna prefer to them as they/them.
I had posted chenry art on my pinterest account (since deleted cause pinterest is a toxic hell scape) and I kept getting comments from this one account. They were saying shit like "am I supposed to like this????" And a ton of other things I didn't screenshot at the time cause I was really overwhelmed. Their username was something a long the line of "I really love Henry!!!!" Which was already making me feel shitty cause I knew why they were doing this. I was just going to block them but they got in my DMs and asked for my discord. I gave it to them for whatever reason and we started chatting and it was going okay. We talked about tnmn and horror movies but they still seemed pretty pissed with me. We kept talking when they out of nowhere said this
(I'm Bastard and they're Rat)
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I thought they were just telling a horrible joke. But they started talking about personal stuff that I won't be showing. But I tried being understanding, but it was obvious they were taking my kindness for granted.
After talking about that they said this.
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But of course, I'm not gonna stay friends with crazy person who wants me dead and probably has my IP address. So I asked my good friend on Instagram if I should keep them or not and showed them the screenshots. And they were like "JAYCEE! THEY THREATENED YOU BLOCK THEIR ASS FAST!!!" and so I immediately did so. And I spent the rest of the night wanting to kms.
That happened like, months ago. I completely forgot about the whole thing. But I found them in a discord server I'm in. And I haven't really felt safe on pinterest or discord or anything cause idk all of their socials. I generally feel like someone's out there wanting to kill me. But to anyone who might wanna block them, here's their socials that I was able to find.
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I hate to sound dramatic, but I feel so scared to post this. What if they find this and start harassing me more or doxx me? Just to be safe I'm going to leave that server I'm in with them. I don't interact much on there anyway.
I'm really sorry for posting this out of nowhere. And sorry my dumbass didn't have many screenshots. I feel like such a fucking idiot for giving them my discord. This whole situation is stupid and wouldn't have happened if I didn't post my chenry art..
But yeah. Please be safe and aware of red flags when talking to people on the internet! You never know what could happen!
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witchykittyy · 1 year ago
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Agreement 💖
@marcyyywukinnie asked: Hi could you make a fanfic Yandare Blitzo x reader x Yandare Stolas where they just fight about reader, before coming to terms that theyll share them??
I am soooooooo sorry about how late this is!!! I really am. Life's been really hectic and I went through a very depressive episode but I promise to be on top of stuff more often! I really hope you like it! ❤ Sorry if its not really enough fighting per say. 😅
TW: Demons, Hell, Blood, Arguing, Cursing (lots of it), Mentions of kidnapping, Stalking, and other yandere themes.
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"Damn that was a fuck ton of clients!!!" Millie jumped up into Moxxie's arms pumped and covered in blood. "Yea it was and it was so fucking awesome! But I think imma head in for the night." You're the newest member of I.M.P. A few days ago you saw their help wanted poster and decided you needed the extra money so you decided to join. You got along really well with Moxxie, Millie and surprisingly Loona. The only person who doesn't seem to like you is Blitzo. He was always staring at you. Watching your every move like he's waiting for you to do something wrong. So you always tend to keep your distance.
"Yea I think me and Millie have had enough excitement for today as well. Goodbye sir! Goodbye Y/N!" "Bye Blizto! Bye N/N!" Moxxie and Millie wave goodbye as they leave. "Whatever, bye." Loona continues on reading her magazine. "Bye guys!" You wave goodbye to them sweetly. "Bye lovebirds! Don't get too kinky while I'm away!" You can almost hear Moxxie rolling his eyes at those words and you chuckle. Now its just you, Loona and... Blitzo. Though your back is turned you can feel his eyes burning into info our skin, its very unsettling so with out turning around you decided to say your goodbyes and leave. "Bye Blitzo! Bye Loona!" "Bye dork." Blitzo doesnt say anything and you start to walk off sill feeling his gaze on you. Suddenly he says "See you soon Y/N"
You got home and were extremely exhausted as you flopped down onto your semi comfortable bed. Due to only recently having a job you dont have that much money to buy yourself a nice place so for right now you're stuck in this crummy apartment. Even though you didnt mind your situation someone else did.
Stolas has been watching you from the day he saw you in the I.M.P headquarters while he was visiting Blitzo. He's been obssessed with you ever since he saw you and has stalked you finding out your likes, habits, dislikes and everything else about you. He truly believes that you deserve so much better than what you have. He loves you and believes you deserve to be treated like a queen. A problem with that is that Blizto is also in love with you. Stolas notices the stares he give you and the longing look in his eyes. He's sure Blitzo has noticed his interest as well and thats probably why Blitzo hasnt spoken to him. But nevermind that.
You change into your PJ', get into bed and start scrolling through Helltok. "Ah shit its getting dark and I have to work tomorrow" you sigh. "I guess I should go to bed as Moxxie would say thats the responsible thing to do." You turn off your phone and go to bed. Stolas stares at you from the window wishing that he were next to you.
After a while he sees someone climbing onto your balcony. He's about to go stop him but then the two lock eyes. "Stolas?! The fuck are you doing here?!" He almost tumbles off the balcony from the surprise. "I should be asking you the same question Blitzo." "Look dipshit im doing the same thing you are but going inside." Blizto starts opening the window. "Wait! We shouldnt do that it invading her privacy." He goes to stop him but then Blitzo slaps his hand away. "Oh and stalking her isnt invading her privacy?! Look just leave ok if you dont wanna do this. Not like I want you stealing my girl anyways." He grumbles the last part but Stolas is able to hear him. "Well I sure as hell am not leaving her alone with you." "Then come in with me." He grabs Stolas's hand and stealthly brings him into the room. Stolas blushes at the sudden contact. 'Wait why'd he blush? What the hell is happening to him?'
You're dead asleep on the bed. "So smart ass what do we do now?" He tries to cover up the fact that grabbing Blitzo's hand made him blush. "We look around bird brain." They start looking around the crummy place, dodging the clothes thrown on the floor. Eventually after looking around for a while Blitzo decides to look your computer as Stolas watches you sleep peacefully. Out of the corner of his eye Stolas sees him breaking into your computer. "Hey!" He yells silently. "What do you think you're doing?" "I'm looking through her computer dipshit." Blitzo rolls his eyes as though its obvious. "Well yes I know that but why?" "To make sure she ain't seeing some other loser."
Blitzo searches and suddenly stops dead in his tracks. "You need to see this birdie." They stare at the computer reading you're messages with some guy named Dennis. "Oh hell no" they growl out in unison. You whine and shift in your sleep as they go dead silent. Once they're sure you're not awake they continue. "We can't let this shit happen." Blitzo growls with malice. "I completely agree. This dirt bag isn't good enough for our Y/N." Stolas nods. "Wait, our?" "Well yes I suppose we'll need to team up to stop this guy and ensure that she stays with us. Is that an ok arrangement?" Stolas questions. "Yea.. Thatd be great." Blitzo looks down blushing madly.
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not to cause drama or anything but I HATE SCYTH ASMR! (Tw fictional domestic abuse, and fictional abuse of power)
Hate is a strong word, and my feeling might be a little over the top but, I do wanna talk about some of his stuff. I was a big fan of his when his first V vid was made. I joined the discord and followed all his posts. And then he posted a video that happened to have domestic violence in it, MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING FOR THAT PAST THIS!!!! this vid has the listener character “cheeky” (I will not be calling her that cus that’s is a cringe ass nickname btw) and V, the romantic interest training, then after some flirting (one sided on V’s part, I’ll get into this later) a cargo truck full of scientists drives by! V quickly gets into the trunk and kills everyone in there, the listener character tries to stop him from killing what she think is an innocent person, he kills the guy in front of her, and then throws her out of the car, chokes her, talks about how he’s going to kill her and pin her death on the people in the cargo truck, and then says “how about one more kiss before you go” before letting her go. He then afterwards explains that the reason he killed all of them, was because of some in story lore about werewolves. It’s explained that what they did basically caused a werewolf to go feral and become evil and kill people. So obviously! These scientists who were probably forced by the government to do this, deserved to die! That makes sense! Anyway the moral of this vid was that the listner character should always listen to V no questions asked! I hate this vid for a number of reasons. The biggest one is the number of comments sexualizing and romanticizing the fucking horrible and traumatic abuse this listener faced, even bigger then that was the fact scythe audio fed into it.
The worst comment (trigger warning, victim blaming)
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As you can see, scythe not only condoned this behaviour, he feed into it. This comment makes me sick. I accidentally watch this video without reading the description and became very triggered at the video. (this is not scythe audios fault, I must make this clear) seeing people make jokes like “I asked to be choked but not like this” and talking about how the listener character deserved and even enjoyed the attack was and still is repulsive.
The relationship between V and the listener character was also extremely abusive, but it was always shown as loving, or something like that. The listener has to stay with V and basically do whatever he asks (including kissing and I assume sexual favours) or be tossed to the streets to be picked up by either the evil shadow government or the actual government. Both wanted her dead. So, she’s trapped staying with a man who threatens violence if she doesn’t follow his every whim, who sexually harasses her daily, who diminishes her trauma, and who treats her like trash, just so she doesn’t her tormented and eventually killed. My issue with this isn’t the fact he’s an abusive ass hat, my issue is that instead of giving him any actual character growth, V was given orphans. He was made into an adopted dad to a shit ton of orphans cus he has ZERO REDEEMING TRAITS OTHER THEN HOT. Scythe audio must have realized this guy was his money maker and realized he had to make this guy actually redeemable if he wanted to have him to keep Marlon him money. Anyway it was unconvincing cus right after introducing the fact there were cute kids in the equation, he dropped the domestic abuse.
Another thing, less about the videos and more about how he interacted with fans. His discord sever had rolls for age! They specifically had one labeled “16 and under”, now, I’m not against having minors in asmr fandom spaces, but having minors especially such young ones in a sever he made? It just felt like a weird choice, especially seeing as he had and still has, and I’m going to say it bluntly, porn up on YouTube. Now you can say “but the video said 18+!” We all know that has never ever stopped a minor from doing anything. With this said, a large amount of his fandom was under 18, I’ll give him this, I don’t think i ever saw Scythe interact with an under 18 fan, but he knew they where there, he knew they watched his content. And yet knowing this, he wrote stories that glorified domestic abuse as a way to teach your partner how to fall in line he wrote stories glorifying the horribly toxic relationship that was V and the listener character. This type of thing affects kids greatly, especially if they have no clue it is abusive. Even in the video with the domestic abuse the description says “this may be triggering to listeners in regards to domestic based violence” not “Trigger warning, this video contains Domestic abuse!” It says it more like “it’s kinda domestic abuse, but only if that triggers you”
In Redacted, the description will always tell you what to expect. “Gaslighting, manipulation, toxic relationship” he will make sure you know that a toxic relationship is toxic, he makes sure your aware that the abuse shown, isn’t love. The most scythe does is say “well V is a villain! He’s not a good guy!” And yet her tries to make him redeeming so people like him.
Now, I get that this was over 2 years ago, scythe audio could have totally moved past this weird glorifying abuse thing, who knows! I mostly wrote this as a vent cus my friend reminded me he existed. Anyway if you made it this far have a nice day. If you where or still are a scythe fan, tell me what you think of all this (without being mean please) if you happen to be scythe himself block me I don’t want you near me. Anyway have a nice day!
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chicago-pd-is-weird · 1 year ago
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HalsteadSister!Fem!Reader
Requested by: @sorry-i-spaced
Thank you! This was fun to write! :)
Synopsis: Reader loses her job, then has to deal with her verbally abusive father, but Will and Jay cheer her up
TW: Some verbal abuse
“I’m sorry, but we have to let you go.”
The words rang in your ears, hitting your chest like a ton of bricks. You could barely breathe. Tears came to your eyes as you tried to find any words to say, wanting to remain professional. You attempted to swallow the lump in your throat as you shakily stood up. “Thank you for having me…” You said, trying to keep your voice from wavering and tears from spilling over. “I appreciate… Everything.” You shook the boss’s hand, then turned to leave the office, gathering your stuff from your desk to exit the building for the last time.
As you got to your car, you broke out in sobs, shaking and holding yourself tightly. You were upset. You were angry. You hated yourself. Truthfully, it wasn’t too big of a deal, as you had a second job that would keep you afloat, but this was where you wanted to be. This job had been your passion, and you had worked hard. The layoffs had hit the company harder than expected, though, which caused you to be sitting in your car now with a box of your things beside you.
Your shoulders dropped as you took about an hour to let everything out. Between screaming and yelling, to sobbing and weeping. Finally, when you calmed down, you looked to your phone.
“Shit,” you mumbled as you read over text messages from both your brothers.
5:10PM -Will: See you guys in a few. Just got off work, so heading to dad’s place.
5:12PM - Jay: Yeah, me too. It’ll be good to see you guys. Be there in 30 minutes or so.
5:45PM - Jay: Hey (Y/N), you’re still coming, right? You on your way?
5:50PM - Will: (Y/N)? You there? Remember, dinner with dad tonight?
One missed call from Jay Halstead
One missed call from William Halstead
One voicemail from William Halstead
You sighed shakily, swallowing hard, then trying to get your fingers to text back.
6:02PM - (Y/N): On my way.
You figured you could be apologetic when you got to your dad’s place. You took a deep breath, wiping your eyes, then starting your car to make the drive. It was about twenty minutes from your now former workplace. You took the drive to calm down a little and regain your composure.
You pulled up the driveway. You were thankful for your family, especially your brothers, but sometimes it was too much. You already were having a bad day, so you hoped you wouldn’t get grief from anyone for being late. You slowly got out of the car, steadying yourself, then walking up to the front door, knocking softly before simply entering, shutting it behind you and shrugging off your coat.
Will came in to greet you first, smiling. “Hey, (Y/N), so glad you came. We were worried for a little while.”
Jay was next, coming in and wrapping you in a hug. “Yeah, you can’t do that to me. I’ve seen too much as a cop.”
You smiled a bit, laughing at Jay’s lighthearted remark, not reading too much into it. The two boys helped you with your coat, then led you into the dining room where everything was set up, waiting for you to arrive.
“Look who finally decided to show up,” your father, Pat, remarked. He looked up, cocking an eyebrow.
You sighed. This was the grief you didn’t need tonight. “Sorry, dad,” you mumbled, taking your seat at the opposite end of the table, between Will and Jay. “Got caught up with something.”
“Forget about your old pops, did you? Went out to a bar instead?”
Jay shot a look to Pat, shaking his head.
You just sighed. “No,” you huffed. “I haven’t been to a bar in months. Too busy working.” You’re lucky I even come here on a regular basis.
Jay and Will dished out food. It wasn’t anything too fancy, just pork chops and green beans with some white rice on the side. It made for a good meal. Then, you all began eating.
Typically, you were the life of the conversation with your brothers, but tonight you didn’t feel like talking. You ate in silence, staring mostly at your plate as Jay and Will bickered and talked about random things. You hardly even listened to whatever they were saying.
“Hey,” Pat’s voice came from across the table. “You gonna talk, or mope some more? Huh?”
You looked up at the stern voice, then huffed a little, shaking your head. “I am not in the mood for this tonight, dad. Can we not fight?”
“What’s got you all mopey?”
You rolled your eyes. “If you must know, I was laid off today. It’s not a big deal.” Except it was. This job had been your true passion, and it hurt that you weren’t good enough to keep around. You saw yourself as completely inferior, and your father’s attitude was not helping the situation.
Jay and Will stopped eating, both looking at you apologetically. “Oh man, I’m so sorry (Y/N),” Jay said, putting a soft hand on your forearm.
“Yeah, that sucks, I’m sorry,” Will echoed.
“It’s fine,” you replied, shaking your head. “Not a huge deal like I said.”
Pat scoffed. “What, you weren’t good enough to keep around? Did you slack off? You probably took too many bathroom breaks.”
“Enough,” Will said to your father. “Leave her be.”
“Well now what, you gonna live off welfare? I might as well give you all my money in my bank account cause I pay taxes so people like you can live off the government.” He scoffed. “Maybe you should get a real job like your brothers. Do something with your life.”
Every word cut like a knife. You hadn’t been close with your dad, none of you were, really. Mostly because he was like this. When Jay went to the police academy, he didn’t show up for his graduation. He didn’t approve of it at all. He seemed to hate all of you, and yet, where you were, still tying to bond with him. You didn’t really care what he thought, but for some reason you wanted the validation from your father. His words hurt.
“She had a real job,” Jay huffed in reply. “And she has a second one, so I don’t see your problem. She’s not going on welfare.” He rolled his eyes.
“This was a mistake,” you said, shaking your head and standing as tears spilled from your eyes. “I shouldn’t have even come.”
“(Y/N), wait,” Will said, frowning.
You had already gotten up, and now you were going to leave. You quickly moved away from the table despite the protests from the men, your father saying you were a bitch and a coward.
Jay and Will both lit into your father as you shut the door behind you but you didn’t even care or stay to hear them defend you. You simply got into your car and drove away.
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You had gotten to your apartment a little later, showered, and poured yourself a large glass of wine, trying to find something on TV you could focus on. You sighed, flipping through channels, not really feeling like watching anything, but wanting to get your focus away from the TV. You’d neglected your phone completely, letting it charge in the bedroom.
After settling on The Andy Griffith Show and downing half the glass of wine, a firm knock came to your door. You sighed, not really wanting to answer it. You let the person stand at your door for a second knock, and even a third before you heard familiar voices. “(Y/N)!”
You looked up at the door, then sighed, deciding to down the second half of your glass of wine before standing and walking to the door, opening it. “Guys, it’s fine,” you said with a small huff.
“No, it’s not,” Will retorted. “He was out of place. None of those things are true.”
You huffed a little, shaking your head. “Whatever, it’s all fine.”
Jay held up two a six pack of beer and a four pack of Seagrams. “Let us drink with you, at least.”
“My brother, ever the detective.” You rolled your eyes, then opened the door to let them both in, sighing and sitting back down on the couch. The two boys entered, promptly taking off their shoes and coats, then walking over to sit with you, one on either side. Jay passed a beer over to Will, and then put the four pack in front of you. You grabbed one and twisted the top off, throwing it onto the coffee table before leaning back and sipping the sweet beverage. You sighed out, all three of you in silence for about fifteen minutes before the alcohol started to take hold of you. You let out shaky breaths, trying to focus on the TV, but couldn’t with how horrible your day was. Tears started to stream down your face and you balled your free hand into a fist. “Fuck life today.”
Jay and Will both looked at you, having not expected the statement. They both then nodded and Will hummed. “Look, dad is a dick. It’s not right of him to say anything to you when he lives off welfare.”
You scoffed and looked up to Will. “I appreciate that and I already know, Will. I’m not looking for his validation, really but… I kind of am. I mean, we all want that, don’t we?”
Jay and Will nodded, Jay sighing. “We get it, (Y/N)… We do. That’s why we left soon after you did.”
“You guys could’ve stayed. Dad thinks you’re better than me anyways. I’m the most inferior one because I’m the daughter and the youngest.”
“You’re the strongest out of all of us,” Jay replied, shaking his head. “Working two jobs and chasing your passion. I know this won’t keep you down, either. You always find a way.”
“Yeah,” Will affirmed. “And it was a layoff. It’s a tough break, but that company is going down the toilet anyways. You’ll find somewhere better to chase your passion.”
You hummed, then stretched out on the couch over both of your brothers’ laps. You smiled a little, your head in Jay’s lap and your feet in Will’s. “So you’re saying I’m the best sibling.”
Jay and Will both laughed, both holding you in their laps. “We’re saying,” Will started, patting your leg, “that you’re going places. I never said you were better than me.”
“Or me,” Jay replied, shaking his head.
You smiled and looked at the two of them, laughing softly at their remarks as they started to bicker about which one of them was better between the two. You let out a happy sigh, your heart swelling with love.
“What would I do without you guys?”
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mm-275 · 2 years ago
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MILES MORALES HEADCANNONS 2
Request: yes
tw: none i think?
- Ok so I think that he listens to a little of all genres of music. Like he’s cool with everything but there’s a few songs or artists that he doesn’t fw
- He will make you make him a playlist so he can listen to it when he misses you and he’ll make you a playlist BUTT he’ll be nervous to send it to you, so when your like “bitch where’s my playlist?” he’s like “you actually wanted it”
- This boy BEGGED his parents for Spotify premium and they finally got it for him when there was like 3 months free near his birthday (he cried)
- When you find out he’s spiderman (you’d probably get mad he’s dropping dates and stuff so you confront him and he tells you) you make sure he’s always safe
- He drops by your house sometimes when he gets hurt after a fight or something and you patch him up. Now you keep a first aid kid in your room for him
- When he gets involved with the Spider Society, you get involved. He trusts you with EVERYTHING, so he tells you everything, and eventually you meet all of them.
- You get along with almost all of his friends there. After hearing what Miguel did, you don’t trust him around Miles and Miles doesn’t trust Miguel around you, so he tried to keep you as far away from him as possible.
- Gwen takes awhile to get used to you, but she eventually warms up when she realizes Miles is happy with you.
- Peter B introduces you to Mayday and you hold her and play with her and PB is like “if you don’t keep her I will”
- Hobie appreciates that you make Miles happy and therefore he doesn’t mind you at first. I think he’d be hesitant but he warms up to you (you guys become best friends)
- Pav is so sweet i don’t think anyone couldn’t immediately love him. You and him sit together and gush about eachothers s/o’s all the time and give eachother advice.
- Remember when he was texting his dad and had a bunch of typos because he was fighting a villain? He always responds to you, therefore most of his texts are illegible 😭
- He’s super smart (obviously), but will make you/his mom read over his school essays just in case.
- I think that he wouldn’t use a ton of pet names. Maybe a few sometimes, but would mostly use your name and a few nicknames hes made up (he has one that only he’s allowed to call you)
- Absolutely cannot play an instrument for shit. Gwen and Hobie have tried to teach him, and if you play an instrument you have too, but he gives up.
- He would be decent at most sports, but he’s the type of kid to only do gym for the required credits, and doesn’t go out of the way to play. If friends or you ask to play something with him, he would.
- Once you guys are together for a little, he would bring you to all the family functions. Cousins wedding? you’re there. Fourth of July celebration? He’s dragging you around to all of his family members.
- His mom would make him dress up for all of the holidays (my mom too), like at Christmas he’s in an ugly sweater and his mom is taking 10 photos of all of their matching sweaters (this is a self projection)
- Asks if he can adopt every dog and cat in the alleyways.
- He would know how to do a few origami pieces and does them in class when he’s bored and then gives them to you
- Draws on the corners and in the margins of your papers in class
- Watches CoryxKenshin and either youtube or spotify will be playing in the background of his room at all times.
- Before you guys meet eachothers parents, your screen time would be like 15+ hours from how much you guys would’ve facetimed
- Said this in the last part, but I have to bring this back. He LOVES holding your hand. He’s late to class to hold your hand down the hallways.
- He refuses to split the pole. He’s not even superstitious he just thinks it’s weird 😭
- He’s picky asf. Chicken tenders are his best friend (me too)
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sorry this is so short i ran out of ideas.
im thinking of doing these with another character like e42 miles or hobie? idk lmk
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jakowskis · 1 year ago
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Day 13 - Favorite ship(s)? Any Torchwood OTPs? Go ahead, gush about them!
dude i multiship so hard in this fandom i dont think there’s a single combination i havent thought of + found a way to enjoy, and that extends to trios. AND i like tw poly. i am mashing them together like barbie dolls. i am having sm fun here in my room
even the ones i don’t exactly “like” still make me Feel Things (more on that later), and even the ones i tend to prefer as friends (more on that later, too), i can still see it if i want to yknow. that’s what’s fun about the slutty bisexy show! woo! they all compel me. 
nonetheless, here are the pairings i like the most, ranked by how often i think of them + how insane they make me. im not gonna gush a ton, actually, bc i get annoyed w how much i talk, so ill keep every explanation under 15 words
owen x ianto: I Want Them Covered in Blood Together (Gnashing My Teeth) (by fall out boy)
owen x andy: golden retriever boyfriend for owen bc sometimes it’s nice to not be angsty (gooseberry who?)
owen x jack: i dont know how they make me feel but they make me feel Something :/
ianto x tosh: THEY’D BE SO CUTE they’d be precious that’s all
tosh x andy: see above. tosh deserves a sweet bf (there are no girls to ship her with 😔)
owen x suzie: they’re mirrors, they’re the same… they intrigue me. also Hawt xD (im bi)
owen x gwen: better as besties imho but im still a bi moron who’s not immune
jack x ianto: overrated imho BUT i do still like them. sigh. dead line speech wahhh
gwen x rhys: i love their relationship troubles n the way it grounds the show. theyre cute
jack x the doctor: sending jack off to harass the doctor so the team can Rest (+ Im Compelled)
jack x gwen: they compel me a little. a teeny bit. not too much but a little
(can u tell i like owen ships. he just has such fascinating relationships w everyone)
ok i lied ill say a couple things. firstly my otp being owento… i’ve talked a bit about it but in brief it started out because i can't resist having at least one enemies/rivals to lovers ship per fandom and ep12 blew my mind a little - and then something just Clicked and they somehow achieved top ten ships of all time status in my brain?? idk what happened there. i usually go for canon-based ships, so having one that kind of lacks substance in the source media (allegedly; i think they’re fruity in canon. but u know what i mean like theyre not ‘canon’ in a show where there is in fact gay TEXT rather than just the subtextual shit theyre doing yanno) and is largely a beast of my own creation (+ the influence of the wonderful handful of fic writers we’ve had over the years) has been rlly fun. 
im largely preoccupied with those two, but i’ve found jack + his relationship with ianto kind of inherently haunts owen x ianto… if you’ve read my fic you know what i mean by that. i can’t see owento existing on its own, like janto fundamentally co-exists next to it so i have to take it into account, and then jack and owen also have a fascinating relationship so i’ve kind of just ended up spending a lot of time thinking about and figuring out owen x ianto x jack in all combinations, because there’s a lot of fascinating stuff going on there from every end. introducing owen to the equation also kind of… ig redeems janto for me, bc i found them offensively underwhelming in s1 and s2. they should be dark and fucked up, and they’re not. owen kind of… brings smth dark and fucked up to the table, and a lot of why i like shipping him with ianto is bc they bring shit out of each other - and owen, for his part, is capable of bringing out ianto’s repressed rage and forcing him to deal with things he’d rather try to compartmentalize and ignore… i find that super compelling, and i also find it useful for breaking down my issues with how jack & ianto’s relationship is initially presented. like, he’s a handy narrative tool for that hfsdjkf. point is, whether i like it or not, jack and his relationships with my girlies (owen n ianto are the girlies <3) is kind of also an intrinsic part of what most of my fixation-oriented brain power goes into thinking about. i’ve been developing this huge fic ‘verse fdhfjk.... Im Very Tired
sometimes i like fun, though, which is what’s behind a lot of those other ships. i’m generally into very dark + angsty + psychological themes, but sometimes fluff and domesticity and occasional silliness is nice, and that’s what’s behind owandy (i have an au where they meet before owen dies) and iantosh (+ gwen x rhys) as my sort of… alternative endgame. my comfort ‘au’. not an au, exactly, but an alternative fluffier world to the darker owento-based one i’ve crafted and spend most of my time thinking about fdshkfj. i also like sending jack off to go bother the doctor, in this ‘au’, because unfortunately i don’t think he’s conductive to the team’s happiness. i think he needs to find his own way to heal and that should probs include the doctor, considering how obsessed jack is with them + how much he needs to unpack All That Shit he has going on before he can be any sort of truly positive force in the lives of the tw team. so for now he’s banned from the polycule for jack crimes. listen, i love that torchwood’s inherently sad and dark and lonely, it’s what compels me, and i’m ultimately glad that’s the core of the show - but it doesn’t have to be. sometimes i enjoy a nicer alternative. i think they could fix it. and that’s what fandom + fanfic is for. 
i also have several ot3s i enjoy, mostly owen ones. i think he deserves a bf + a gf, i think it’d fix him. put that bitch in a bisexual sandwich and maybe he'd behave. in particular, i love owen x tosh x ianto, it’s the only place i ship owen/tosh bc i think ianto would keep owen in check and they’d all better each other. i love owen x tosh x andy for similar reasons. can you tell the four characters im biased towards fhdskj. (i love gwen just as much but she’s kind of doing her own thing with just rhys and jack imo fdkfjsd. perhaps torchwood is composed of two polycules and jack is the link between both of them)
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thxnks4themrms · 10 months ago
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Littleeee rant about a news story I found about animal abuse under the cut
tw mentions of animal abuse, animal neglect, animal harm, and mentions of animal death
Okay so like idfk if yall have seen, but recently there’s been a story going around about a girl in her early 30s neglecting a cat of 10 years
So like basically the story ig is that she got her cat when she was 24 bc she was just desperate and lonely and then when she got to 30 and met her husband or something. Her cat took a disliking to the husband and the chick didn’t like that but it gets really bad after the lady gives birth. So the lady gives birth and whatever else and because of that postpartum, shit she’s like all upset with the cat and just overall finds the cat annoying and is putting her husband and her baby first. Overtime she really really gets annoyed with it and starts neglecting. She starts like going into detail about how she’d want to kick it (or kicked it I forgot), not feed it so it’d have to find anything to eat which resulted in it eating houseplants, and literally forget to put water in its water bowl so it had to drink out of the fucking toilet. She then went into detail about how she’d want the cat to just die and that’d she’d try to do things to lead it to its death
I might’ve skipped over some parts but I kinda just wanna rant about how like that’s a highkey really selfish thing to do. First of all, at her GROWN ASS AGE OF 34 she should know better than to do that. Animals are literally living organism just like humans with hearts and brains and pretty much the same muscles/intestines/organs as us (as far as ik) so they’re not some fucking doll. I feel like most animal abuse cases are because of people wanting a pet just because they feel like it but don’t consider long term things. You can’t just treat it like a toy because it literally is not and that’s a truth that sadly a lot of people don’t understand. I understand that the girl just gave birth and all and ik that’s tiring and shit and I don’t wanna be on her ass especially after carrying a whole ass person but dude there’s your husband who can take care of it as well. I don’t understand how you forget to feed and give your pet water when they need it just as much as you do. Tbh I don’t know how she even lives with the guilt of knowing she put her baby first over her older cat. Ik I say this a lot but one of my biggest fears is death - ig for me it’s like the pain that comes from it but if I really start to think of it Ik that once I’m dead I’m not gonna feel anything so ig it’s just the pain that comes before it. Death of my pets though is such a sensitive topic for me cause I just wanna keep them for as long as I can because ik that they’re not gonna be here forever and that I’m practically their entire lives. If you can’t take care of an animal, especially a cat, then how in gods fucking name do you think you’ll be able to take care of a fucking child. If you can’t take care of an animal you don’t leave it to die or lead it to its death, you take it to a fucking shelter. I’d rather it be adopted and taken care of with a different family for however longer it has left than to be found dead all because you got tired of it
Anyways chat sorry for ranting I just got really sick thinking about this and like I just find that subject to be really upsetting and gross and I just needed to yap about it somewhere
I lowkey forgot the name of the cat and other stuff so sorry that I’m referring to it as “it” 😭
Um also there’s like a ton of articles about it but I can’t find any that are free if you don’t have a subscription to the news company but you can check on TikTok cuz there’s like a ton of ss and the full story there so I’d totally read it
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gl00mxstar · 2 years ago
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TW Vent
Ignore if you don't want to read/can't stand it this stuff
Gonna be honest about it I'm feeling like shit
I got SA'd multiple times in 2021/2022 and few times few weeks/months ago and everyone thought it was a funny joke
my friend is in a really dangerous situation and I can't help her and her baby because I have no place and money to let her live with me and I can't help long distance because she's so attached to her abuser that she won't leave by herself
I lost so many of my cats that I'm scared of keeping the ones I already have or adopting new after all of my current die if I didn't know it first hand how cruel someone can be to an animal I wouldn't believe it (I still don't know who does all of that stuff but if I did then I would be in jail or dead already)
I'm thinking if I should drop out of school even though I've never been getting grades this good (don't want to brag but I'm getting either best or almost best grades there are to get and even tho our school has lowered requirements I'm still proud of myself) and it would suck to leave right now
but the thing is, I don't need school diploma to raise chances of getting a job because I'm not gonna be able to work "real" job because of physical and mental health issues (especially the one I'm listed in school, kids today's lesson - never work in any gastronomy related job it's shitty, if you want to learn how to cook/bake just do it at home it's safer, easier and less stressful)
plus chances of me passing practical and oral exams are so low that they're not really even visible anyway (except theory exam I passed all of the mock exams they're so easy) practical because of time limit and oral if it's the exact same as on mock exams because then almost all of us are screwed, either questions are weirdly formulated or they require you to say way more than asked for, (ex. they ask you to list few things but in reality you have to list them in order, describe them and maybe even say how they function and what they are for) apprenticeship is killing me and it's not worth for the pain and little money I get
I have to live with my "dad" that is really negletful and ignorant towards me and has spending problems (even worse that neither of is employed) it's super tiring and annoying to be the one of the only two people here to be mature and that my relatives always expected me to be a nanny to them - literal fucking adults (all of them are abusive and just pathetic when they tried to insult me but can't even take care themself) even when I was a child (though I still don't feel like actual adult)
I can't just kill myself because no one will be there to take care of my cats and there's just too many people that I know would be devastated if it happened (plus I've made promise to few of them that I'll never do that with few exceptions which hopefully will never happen but I'm trying my best that it won't)
I swear if I didn't have my actual family (cousin and cats) and friends I wouldn't be there anymore
on a good note I have great friends and lately I've met few more people irl and online that I have tons of fun to talk and spend time with love ya guys :)
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gwydionmisha · 2 years ago
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I need to do a general disclaimer.
I do not follow things celebrities say outside of a queer context close enough to know what their political opinions are unless they do something really egregious and obvious (EX: Mel Gibson, JK Rowling, Jeffery Epstein, etc.) that even I can't miss it. I don't watch TMZ, read gossip magazines, and my social media is basically Dreamwidth, Tumblr, and one hobbyist bboard for a hobby I can't afford and lost energy for but where I have friends so i stay marginally involved. I've never joined Facebook or X(Tw)itter.
I have no idea who said what about what's going on in Gaza right now. I'm not willing to take anyone's word second or third or forth hand that someone said something terrible without investigating it personally, the same way I fact check other claims about wild statements in the media by politicians, or abuse allegations, or what have you, because I don't like how that game of telephone tends to play out. It is way easier for me to go look up assault allegation coverage or coverage of fashy things a politician said an evaluate for myself than to sort out fact vs fiction on a gossip site or my learning how to pick through a Celebrity Xitter. I have a good idea of what news sources for larger regular news are reliable about what and what their biases are than i do for entertainment news, since mostly i just use that for obits.
I can't do it. There are not enough hours in the day for me to do things I need and/or want to do already.
I don't want to do it. For example, I didn't join twitter before it became a neo-NAZI propaganda platform. Why the fuck would I do it now so I can't check what celebrities are saying about something that infuriates me and rips my heart out, which I am already having to strictly limit genuine news intake on. Making myself do something I have ethically objections to (using Xitter) and has a massive opportunity cost and also is really bad for my mental health is a non-starter for me.
This is not a judgement on people who do care what a particular celebrity said about it; it's just a statement that i don't have the mental bandwidth to keep track of this stuff.
I have no idea who's cancelled for saying what right now. If you tell me, odds are I will have forgotten in a few days because there are a ton of things I care about more that I am keeping track of. (Which is more important: me knowing which politicians are saying what and what policies they are espousing or keeping track of what C and D list celebrities are Xitting about it? I know which matters more to me, and it's one or the other).
Think of it as information triage.
Remember also that at last check a few days ago, the things coming out of my queue on the fandom side for TUMBLR went in around the 26th of October. I've been running about two weeks lead time for a while. Even if I did hear about and investigate something someone said, the effort I'd have to put in yanking them out of queue is a big fucking hassle. I could be spending that time on something else, so I generally don't. My Tumblr programming for aesthetic stuff is waaaay behind, which is a thing that happens in early November because I love October, but it wears me the fuck out. So my Tumblr is mostly fandom and politics just generally right now. The hours I would have to spend to research and deal with figuring out who is cancelled and why and weeding shit already in the hopper, I'd much rather spend reloading the aesthetic side of my tumblr queue because I find the sorting process soothing. (I have a whole system involving time slots, season, time of day, special events.)
So please don't @me for not knowing who everyone's angry at right now.
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weebsinstash · 2 years ago
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ok across the spiderverse spoilers and tw for miscarriage stuff but, more idea bullshit let's go
yandere Miguel who lost his family and traveled to another universe to replace his wife and child 🤝 his new spider society obsession from another universe where you were Spiderwoman 2099 and you lost your fiance Miguel and had a miscarriage of your son Gabriel and tried to travel to another universe to replace them, and now you're both fucking emotionally damaged husks who stumble upon each other doing multiverse shit
Just a fucked up traumatized possessive genius control freak who wants his family back and has a desperate need to do good and save people x his equally as traumatized victim who never got to have her fairytale love and is exhausted from loss and being a hero, missing her lover and a baby she never got to meet, who is also so fucking burnt out and depressed she could legitimately just accept being kept prisoner because she's basically too tired to take care of herself or resist, just apathetic with the weight of it all
Like THE most toxic codependent ass relationship, "i want to take care of you vs i probably need someone to take care of me", where there's some sort of mutual affection but like he's Obviously So Fucking Bad For You but. You're getting attached to your captor now and when he cuddles you he smells like your former lover and you're just like a walking ghost and since you're an anomaly anchored to his universe anyways, and he's already had his canon event of losing his family and is in his own universe, surely, potentially, things would be ok if... he tried again, since its new events, new people, not changing anything, simply moving forward? Peter B was able to change his mind on his decision and have a kid safely, even though that was influenced by an anomaly, so, perhaps... test the theory?
Like imagine you're just like normal spidey coworkers for a little while after meeting during, anomaly bullshit, and if anything he's indifferent to you but, even though you force yourself to keep going and you do decent enough work Miguel can tell you're like, Still Going Through Some Shit, and when you eventually spill on what you went through, there's like, obviously the intimacy that you were married to one of him is obvious and he may even feel flustered right away, but also the elevated kinship in going through even more of the same similar things than just the typicals that all Spiders go through, not just losing an uncle or a captain, that you can relate to him so deeply on the loss of a partner and child, the pain of the Rapture addiction and his exsct backstory, the mistakes made in grief, that moment is when, you know, The Switch Is Flipped, and he's 2099% invested in your life and wellbeing from that moment forth (and yes I WILL keep using that percentage joke)
Also the more I read on his lore and facts about him the more I realize how absolutely terrifying he would be as an enemy or jailer/pursuer. He was genius enough to develop multiverse tech, he's inhumanly strong capable of lifting several tons, he shoots organic webs, he has claws to help him climb shit and also fight, his suit is capable of gliding and is extremely durable, he's got paralyzing venom, and I mean. He's 6'9" in the movie. I'm pretty sure he could just legitimately stalk up and stand really close to you physically towering over you with a vaguely threatening body posture as he looks down at you like he'll do something absolutely insane if you don't do what he says and that alone would be pretty effective in reigning you in besides physical forces or tech tricks. I feel like this man is the kind of guy where, yeah he wants to save people, he's still Spiderman, he's still a good guy and can still be funny and charming and care about people, but goddamn it if he hasnt been through so much shit and he's lost so much and he's doing everything to hold it all together so for the love of God don't fucking push him on the things he cares about or he blows up quickly because he just has so little mental and emotional energy left to still divide up between the 50 other things constantly occupying his mind
You go into his captivity you're basically never coming out as long as he still lives and breathes so you might as well let him take care of you like a good husband while you two "make preparations for a new family"
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polyghostfacehours · 4 years ago
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Headcanons of life with Stu as the reader’s husband, in which they ended up getting hitched, pretty please heh x
This is so sweet. Dear Lord. It's hard for me to write marital stuff (and fluff in general, I suck at that lmao) but I hope I did this justice!
TW: one NSFW line
Married Life w/Stu
Stu as a husband is one who'll never mellow out, even as he ages
He somehow is able to keep his sociable personality and energy regardless, it leaves you in awe.
Children would probably come much later in life (just like it would with Billy). I can see him wanting to milk it being just the two of you for as long as possible.
Stu's a trust fund baby, and by the time his parents pass away he'll have a ridiculously hefty inheritance. So money won't ever be an issue. Which is good, since money is the leading cause of divorce lmao.
Stu'll definitely want to travel a lot. I HC him as having moved around a lot as a child due to his parents' business, so I can see him having a bit of a wanderlust.
Whether Stu continues his little hobby depends on a shit ton of variables. His personal growth, your influence on him, and how much Billy stays in his life. If Billy is still an active part, he'll could still be swayed by his influence despite your presence, it depends on his stage in life. If Billy is long gone, he could give it up, but may continue if he's never able to truly get rid of his bloodlust.
It also depends on how you HC him. If your read on Stu's character is someone who really was peer pressured and weak-willed to his high school crush combined with being off-kilter enough to commit murder, then yeah he could stop for his spouse's sake in the future. Not all serial killers are crazy. Many of them are scarily normal outside of killing. Stu could be that.
If your read is someone who really is batshit and someone who would've killed with or without Billy's influence, then I think you'd be hard-pressed to hope for change. So you'd better accept it now lol. The good thing is he has money, so he'd be able to get away with it easily. Yay?
He stays as physically affectionate as ever so I hope you're prepared for an overly-loving husband.
He'd do anything for the person he loves. So if he actually married you, it's safe to say he loves you either as much as or more than he loved Billy. You'd be able to get him to do almost anything. When Stu loves, he loves HARD.
That being said, a negative I could see is him using his money as leverage over you in your later years. It's a toxic trait and he'll bring it up during arguments, so it's best if you learn how to deal with that ASAP.
Stu absolutely adores doing sappy shit with his spouse. He's fucked up, yeah, but damn if he doesn't live for some cookie-cutter domestic shit like baking cookies at 3 am or going skinny dipping and almost getting caught.
If you're a fan of cooking, I can actually see Stu getting kinda sorta interested in learning. He wouldn't cook often and you'll most likely either eat out or hire a personal chef, but he'd see you watch cooking tutorials and just want to try it out with you. Cooking with him is a goofy fun time but also sometimes an absolute disaster lol
Your sex life will be pretty active. His kinks will be ever present and his dark-side won't go away in that aspect at least lol.
If Billy is still there, you'll be seeing a looooot of him still. They'll remain best friends even if there's nothing romantic there anymore. If you were friends with Billy before you and Stu got married, you can bet Billy would get along with you and is pleased both of his best friends are together (makes meeting up for hangouts easier). If you and Billy weren't friends before your marrying Stu, then his treatment of you will heavily depend on how well you guys vibe. Watch out if you don't lmao (not that Stu would let Billy do anything to you, he'd go apeshit for someone he loves.)
Stu is a social butterfly, so I hope you're prepared for a looot of parties or friends over in your younger years. This mellows out the older you get and when your careers and/or children take priority, but he'll still have small get togethers with pals.
He never stops wearing patterned button up shirts. In fact, the older he gets, the more he wears them.
He'll celebrate any religious holiday or cultural celebration that's important to you, with you. Stu loves celebration and he'll view it as just another thing to get hyped at for the upcoming year.
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some-complete-idiot · 2 years ago
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You know it’s a dark day when Kwite has to unmask himself.
Go watch Kwite’s most recent video. If you are fine with some triggering topics I recommend you watch it yourself. Also please don’t go sending anyone hate.
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This post will talk about,
Sexual Assault
Self harm
Panic Attack
I’ve watched Kwite for a good majority of life and still do today. And let me say, as soon as the allegations came out I smelled bullshit. So I felt It’s only fair that I document my thoughts with his response video. Also, he is probably the biggest inspiration to the reason I started reading fanfics which then lead into me writing and writing has become one of my favorite pastimes and stress relievers.
I’m already 17 minutes in and I’m actively fighting the feeling to cry because I’m watching this bus. It’s just so fucked how someone could fucking lie about getting r*ped. I finally understand what people mean by “Some men just want to watch the world burn.”
It’s literally been a fucking minute since last edit and I will be crying when I get home and off this bus. I- Just know it’s about self harming, which is something I also struggled with, and I know how fucking devastated I would be if someone told my family and friends. The only people who know is my Mom and my Sister, and even now it’s difficult having them know I struggled with self harming.
Look I’m already pissed Orion dragged Kwites name through the mud. But to do the same to a friend of the man because he disagreed and spoke his mind on how you just invoked his name in a fucked up way that only made Kwite more worried about his friendships is just fucking petty.
I always hate hearing about others having panic attacks and stuff like that because panic attacks have been an almost constant in my life. It’s only recently mellowed out because I’ve started to care more about how I need to keep my cool, less I punch one of my friends again. Also I can not imagine having to not only defend yourself against a person who’s been out for your head for months at that point, while worrying about the fact you just lost a shit ton of expensive equipment that you need for your career, OH AND ALSO HAVING A HURRICANE BE JUST GOING ON?!
The fact that Orion immediately tried to befriend Kwite after what basically amounted to him trying to convince a brick wall to move, is unbelievably fucked up. Like in the previous paragraph I mentioned how I punched my friend while I was having a panic attack. My friend did absolutely nothing wrong but my brain just wanted to fucking GO. We both spent weeks fixing and improving our friendship. And now today, me and my friend openly joke about it.
The ending to the video is a definite hard pill to swallow but if I have to chug two gallons of water to get it down I sure as hell will. But most importantly.
Take the break Kwite. You deserve the fucking rest of gods for the bullshit you had to put up with.
I don’t know if I’ll see you again based of those parting words but if I do, I’ll make sure you reach higher than you’ve ever reached.
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fruitcoops · 4 years ago
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Ok so what sbout remus/sirius being too sick to go to an away game so the other one has to go alone, and then tons of facetime conversations and "get well soon" videos from the team?
This is related to this fic about Remus and Finn bonding over terrible reporters--hope you enjoy! SW credit goes to @lumosinlove, and the Loops/ Talker bonding is for @lee-1012!
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“You don’t look so good.” Remus frowned as he held the inside of his wrist against Sirius’ forehead. “And you definitely have a fever.”
“Non.” Sirius sat up on his elbows with a groan, then almost immediately flopped back down.
“Yes.” He leaned back on his heels and checked the clock—they had two hours before they had to be at the airport. “Baby, I don’t think you should—”
“ ‘m going.”
“It’s not a good—”
“Gotta go. Games.” Sirius cracked one glassy eye open. “Two weeks away. I’ll take the first couple days off.”
Remus sighed through his nose and brushed his sweaty hair out of his eyes. “You shouldn’t go on the plane if you’re sick. Not just for your sake, but for the rest of us. We don’t need everyone to come down with this.”
He received a halfhearted glare in response, but Sirius finally huffed and curled on his side to nuzzle against his thigh. “I’m gonna miss you.”
“I’ll miss you, too, baby,” Remus said quietly, bending to kiss his temple. They hadn’t been apart for that long since before he was a player, nearly a year prior. Hell, he had never played a game without Sirius, let alone two weeks’ worth. “Lily will check on you, okay?”
Sirius mumbled an incoherent response and cuddled closer when he began combing his fingers through his hair. The second alarm beeped, loud against the quiet of their bedroom; time to go, he thought ruefully. Sirius touched his knee as he started to stand. “Love you. Be safe.”
“Love you more.”
“Love you most.”
“Go back to sleep,” Remus said as his heart clenched. “I’ll let Coach know what happened, but you’ve got to rest and take care of yourself. Hydrate or die-drate, yeah?”
“Yeah. Love you.”
“Sleep,” he repeated, kissing his forehead once more before hauling himself out of bed and tucking the covers around Sirius’ shoulders. “I’ll be back before you know it.”
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The clouds were a soft, pastel pink around them as the sun rose—Sirius’ favorite. If his phone was correct, Lily would be there soon to let Hattie out and make sure Sirius wasn’t pushing himself too hard. The thought brought Remus a bit of relief, but not enough to quell his concern.
Talker poked his forearm, snapping him from his reverie. “What’s going on?”
“Just worrying.”
“About Cap?”
Remus waved a hand vaguely. “And Hattie, and Lily, and whether he’s got a cold or something worse. Feels weird being here without him.”
Talker hummed his agreement and offered one of his earbuds. “Want to listen to half of Bohemian Rhapsody with me? It’ll give you five minutes and 55 seconds of relative peace.”
“It’s too quiet,” James groaned just before he pressed ‘play’.
Across the aisle, Remus saw Kasey roll his eyes. “Your husband is sick, dude, not dead. He doesn’t talk to you on planes anyway.”
“It’s the principle of the thing, Bliz.”
“Oh my god,” Kasey muttered under his breath, securing his headphones tightly over his ears.
James let his head flop to the side with a baleful look. “Loops, you’re on my side, right?”
“I’ve got you, buddy,” he assured him. Talker stifled a laugh, and the opening chords began as more clouds rolled past. Remus let himself drift with them, taking deep breaths to soothe his worries; Sirius would be fine. He had the sniffles, or at worst the flu, and he would be join them for the second week in top form. There was nothing to worry about.
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“He’s got pneumonia,” Lily sighed.
“He what?”
“A mild case, but the doctor said it would take a week of antibiotics and rest before he’s close to a hundred percent. No hockey for about a month, too.”
Remus stared at the wall of his empty hotel room, lost for words. “Well, fuck.”
“Yeah.”
“Fuck.”
“Pretty m—absolutely not, go lay down.” There was a rustling noise and two grumbling voices. “Sorry about that.”
“Will you put me on speaker real quick?” Remus asked, pinching the bridge of his nose until he heard a faint click. “Sirius? You there?”
“Yes! I miss you, and I was just going to tell you that it’s really not that—”
“Please sit your ass down. Lily, if he tries to fuck around and find out exactly how nasty pneumonia is, you have full permission to sit on him. I miss you too, love,” he added after a short pause.
“He’s blowing you a kiss,” Lily informed him. “Oh, and he’s giving me the puppy eyes.”
“Resist if you can. Love you both. Give Hattie lots of cuddles from me.”
“We will,” she promised.
The second the call ended, Remus groaned aloud and thumped his head against the wall before padding down the hall. Just my fucking luck. The door swung open after the second knock; Arthur’s face fell. “How bad is it?”
“Mild pneumonia.”
“Fuck.”
“Yep. Doctor said he’d be out for a month.”
Arthur rubbed his eyes and nodded, motioning Remus back towards his own room. “Get some rest, then. I’ll let everyone know in the morning. Any idea how he got it?”
“Not a clue.”
“Thanks for the update, Loops. Sleep tight.”
“I will,” Remus lied as he headed back for a sleepless night between cold sheets.
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Lily sent updates every few hours; most reported that Sirius was sleeping well and looking better with each passing day, but Remus couldn’t help but feel overwhelmingly guilty. If something happened while he was hundreds of miles away, he would never forgive himself. He had sworn in front of their closest friends and family to be there in sickness and in health—what kind of husband ditches their partner for one of a million roadies?
This one. He stabbed a piece of broccoli and shoved it in his mouth. And then he goes and makes an idiot of himself for the world to see.
The interview was supposed to be easy, but he couldn’t let it roll off anymore. Not when he couldn’t answer their questions even when he wanted to, not when he was states away from the love of his life while he was sick, not when he felt helpless and shoved aside in every current aspect of his life.
“So.” The chair next to him creaked as Talker planted his full weight in it and set his plate decisively on the table.
“What.”
“Oh, pissy Loops. Haven’t seen you in a while. Talked to Cap yet?”
“Yeah.” Another piece of broccoli fell victim to his frustration.
“How’s he sound?”
“Better.”
“Sweet.” Talker continued to munch away on his dinner. “Anyone ever told you that you have the general disposition of a wet cat when you’re upset?”
Remus tried and failed to keep down a smile. “I seem to recall you bringing it up on occasion, yes.”
His dark eyes softened and he bumped their elbows together. “He’ll be okay.”
“I know.”
“Really, Loops. Cap’s going to be just fine. Lily doesn’t sugar-coat this kind of stuff, and he’s a tough guy. Mild pneumonia doesn’t stand a chance. Besides, we’ve only got four days left and we need you to kick some ass out there.”
If Remus was a little more emotionally vulnerable, he would’ve burst into tears. Instead, he settled for leaning his temple against Talker’s with a quiet ‘thanks’ and allowed himself to be pulled into a side hug. Across the dining hall, Finn shot him a thumbs-up and a wink. “Love you, man.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever,” Talker teased. “The internet is already coming to your aid, you know.”
“About…?”
“Not only have those asshole reporters become a new meme, you’ve also got a shit ton of people bringing up past mistreatment of athletes in the press room. You’re the face of a revolution, Loops.”
“I’ve been the face of too many revolutions for one person,” he groused, not even bothering to duck out of the way when Talker ruffled his hair.
“Well, one more won’t kill you.”
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Remus’ heart raced as he stepped off the plane. The logical part of him knew that Sirius would be waiting outside the security gate, but everything else screamed to see him now, now, right now so he could be sure he was alright. At least he had sounded healthier on the phone the night before—Remus wasn’t sure what he would do otherwise.
“Deep breaths,” James reminded him as they walked toward the baggage claim. “I’m sure he’s—”
An excited shout broke through the thick crowds. Remus’ heart skipped a beat, and then he was running, racing through the people that parted for him as his vision tunneled. His carry-on hit the ground with a low thud that he hardly heard as Sirius lifted him straight off the ground and held him tight.
“I love you,” Remus said immediately, locking his ankles around Sirius’ lower back and squeezing his eyes shut. “Are you okay?”
In lieu of a response, Sirius pulled back and kissed him, cradling one side of his face in his warm, warm hand. Two weeks may as well have been an eternity. He broke away after a moment, searching his face for any signs of illness or pain. “I’m fine,” Sirius said softly, as if he could read his mind. “I promise. A little tired and sore, but there’s no lasting damage.”
“Don’t do that again,” Remus said into the side of his neck as he hugged him close. He smelled like home. “Not when I have to leave.”
Sirius’ arms were steady around his back. “I won’t.”
“I’m going to grill you on everything as soon as we get home.”
“I know.”
“But right now, I’m just going to hug you because I missed you and I worried myself into a hole, like, every night.”
He could feel Sirius’ smile against his shoulder. “I know.”
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doeyedangel · 3 years ago
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(tw for slightly unhygienic + minor amts of blood- it's ok to delete this if that bothers u; u don't even have to read it!) idk really who to tell abt this, and my boyfriend is the only one who I've actually spoken spoken to about this but idk he's busy rn for the Update. I struggle a shit ton w my brushin my teeth because it would alwaus be painful no matter what and toothpaste was... v v yucky to me. severely so. so I kind of just. stopped? and started actually just using cloth to clean whenever I felt like it, usually at least once every two days at random. it wasn't the best, but my dentist didn't actually notice n just thought I was brushin my teeth just slightly not as good. I say slightly unhygienic bc I didn't have a dedicated cloth that I clean or anything n I didn't do it regularly on a schedule. bc cloth-brushin teeth is a thing, but I was doin it. so wrong lmao. but idk recently my anxiety around it has been increasin more and more as I get older and the time since I last brushed... so impulsively I did last night. my teeth only hurted a little n there was only a little blood as opposed to when I was younger (every google would always try to tell me I was just 'brushin too hard' but I was n even ice brushin against my teeth lightly makes me wince). so thats. smth. I actually had tea still on my bedside table (bc impulse) but resisted drinkin it after. and also researched a bit n findin out toothpaste can benefit but isnt actually necessary helped idk take out one of the negative elements... maybe I can eventually start brushin at a regular pace again? wah? idk. it feels both proud and like. wow it really took that much for me to brush once. anyways hdjdhdndhf
HELLO first of all i want to tell you i am SO so proud of you for trying to take care of yourself like that!!!! Don’t feel bad that it’s taking extra steps, we all have different needs for achieving different things so be proud!!! I know you said no matter what toothpaste you used it would hurt so idk if you’ve tried different toothbrushes but i had these a while ago bc i got them on accident and was like “this feels like a soft sponge 😡” bc i generally like hard bristle toothbrushes but apparently they’re made specifically for extra sensitive gums and they felt SUPER soft like softer than a cloth even:
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Idk if you’ve ever used them before but they’re pretty affordable on amazon too!! (link here)
If not there’s also baby toothbrushes that u put on ur finger and they’re generally very soft as well:
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OR theres mouthwashes for sensitive gums/teeth as well if u want to avoid brushing altogether or diy homemade toothpaste bc like u said, store bought stuff can be rly harsh- i think you should definitely consult your dentist about it though!! They’ll definitely know what’s best for you and won’t judge you!!
Either way thank you for sharing your achievement with me, it makes me really happy and proud and inspired ;o; pls keep taking care of yourself, treat yourself gently and with care (´⌣`ʃƪ)💖
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