#the sensory issues go crazy
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my love of baked goods vs my hatred towards cooked fruit
#the sensory issues go crazy#at a fancyish work event and there’s lots of dessert platters I can treat myself to#but almost all of them have some sort of cooked fruit in them and I’d rather die#But I would also feel bad if I ate up all the brownies 😭#red rambles
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whats ur fucking deal
#GGGRRRRRRGRRRR GGRGAGGHHH#despicable me#maxime le mal#felonious gru#gruxime#spread the word.#pre transition maxime if anyone gaffffffff#realising i can just draw shit and not have to explain myself or provide full context. awesome (provides anyway)#non descript minion. i like the idea that they go to school w gru in like shifts each week#maxime has a cokcroach ☝️ on his shoulder#they look so fucking stupid next to each other i cant get them to look normal. sorry gru ur built so weird#i need to do more kinda doodly stuff and not alwayssss full pieces#this uniform is pretty cute btw but strange that the trousers and skirt colours r different?#i mean actually. my school did that at one point but its still odd to me#btwwwwww design notes.#was torn abt giving gru his scarf but i thought it wld clash too much. for me i feel the tie serves the same purpose#looking at the One scene we see the uniform it seems the dress code is… not soooo tight? but this is also 30/40 yrs prior soooo idk#(also yeah debatably the uniform wld have been different. but fuckkkk that shit)#forrrrr maxime i like to think his glasses r like actually prescription but he uses tinted ones bc 1. he saw nefario once and was like#‘FUCKKK THATS KINDA CRAZY COOL’ and stole the idea#and also 2. he is light sensitiveeeeeee. :3#gloves r again mostly cus of sensory issues but also this kinda body dysmorphia thing he has going on#samew the socks.#was considering tights buttttt i didnt see any of the students wearing them and also booooo tights suck. so just knee length socks#so he can get around dress code andddd still cover up more#plusssss it lets him not have to shave his legs :T#shoes i didnt see any pattern i assume u can just wear whatever lollll#i give him a hairclip toooooo just cus theyre cute. and put some greeeeen in itttt#btw drew the minion w the gay flag then realised it wldnt make sense w maxime being pre transition but#i think its funnier to imply the minion just sees right thru him immediately
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genuine question here, why do ppl headcannon morty as autistic? like idk if its just bcs i cant relate personally to him in that way but like i just dont see it and im genuinely curious, im always open to more autistic characters lmao
#like as far as i know he doesnt really stim he doesnt show any sensory issues or related things#hes a bit awkward i guess sure#i mean idk maybe im just focusing too much on rick to notice if morty has autistic traits#im just always staring at ricks face cant see anything else lmao#fr tho drop your reasonings or autistic morty headcannons#go crazy i wanna hear it all#alex says shit#rick and morty#morty smith#autistic morty smith#rick sanchez
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tryingggg to decide what augustus and the changeling dress up as for halloween
#N posts stuff#the thing is that augustus is a goth and the changeling is crazy into horror as a genre#augustus doesn’t usually Style traditional goth bc she has too many sensory issues to want to bother with all the variety of it#but i think for halloween she has an outfit that she like. meticulously (and clumsily) lined to be tolerable on the skin#and she goes as a vampire (she has the teeth but always takes them off after like ten minutes bc she cannot speak with them in)#and she gets very excited for it and wakes up early to put it all on and even puts on makeup and it’s like#The One Day she can femme the hell out for#meanwhile the changeling i think picks like. really obscure horror protagonists and gets annoyed when no one recognizes it#like ripley is like ‘okay enough people would recognize the jumpsuit well enough’#but then it’s like. ashley evil dead ‘well. that’s just a guy…’#and it wants to do blood/injury effect makeup SO BAD but it is both extremely mediocre at applying it#and also can’t actually stand the sensation of it on its face for longer than like ten minutes#so then it truly is like Just A Guy. only distinguishable from chsngeling’s usual clothes bc it Only wears black tiedye shirts typically#(the ears stay ON for the halloween costume which. also doesn’t help)#i think they decide to coordinate costumes and it takes them like over a full calendar year to decide on actually following through#bc augustus is like ‘my one costume i’ve worn for the past ten years straight :(‘ and changeling is like ‘well all ur ideas are lame!!’#and then they go as like. The Lost Boys bc it’s vampire enough to satisfy augustus and horror enough for changeling#and no one recognizes what they’re doing and they get so mad about it#and then all this aside i’m also like ‘augustus should make a crazy detailed bug costume and be a beetle’#and Changeling just shows up to work poodling in the hypothetical world it can afford a fursuit. lol#i like you too
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I think that people who make videos, especially short tiktok style ones, with scratchy pen/pencil/marler on paper noises should be slowly tortured to death a la the witch trials or the Spanish Inquisition
#please#I'd be happy to help#hashtag sensory issues#god certain noises really do instantly turn me into a BITCH#you use sharpie on paper near me without warning? i WILL bite you#once had a coworker struggling to remove styrofoam from a cardboard box for several minutes#and it's one of the only times I have ever snapped on a person#but I told her if she made the aound again I would stab her#(I apologized but like how do people stand that noise how did she stand making it and being near it for so long without going CRAZY)#(I tasted BLOOD it was AWFUL)
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#i forgot how crazy sensory issues i have bc i was literally wearing the same thing at home for the past year#sweatpants and a loose t shirt#i don't even know how many of those i have#it was too warm for that but i didn't have any long shorts#I'm never trying women's shorts again#i almost tore the fabric off#I'm going crazy i need birth control rn#I can't handle another period#i will talk about it with my therapist in a couple of days#she will probably agree#or puberty blockers
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my new and improved Barry Steakfries autism headcanons :D
Barry is the type of autistic who actively seeks out sensory input and loves to talk to people! he does this by blasting rock music through his whole house, flying really high in the sky on his jetpack and feeling the wind on his face, causing loud and destructive explosions, listening to the whirring of his MGJP, going out for drinks with a lot of friends including Craig and watching action movies with a lot of carnage. most of these get him in serious trouble with the law, but they can't catch him because he has a jetpack and they don't >:)
he's the type of guy to listen to death metal screaming to feel Delightfully Whelmed and sit there calmly on the floor like it's nothing
Barry's main stim is ripping his shirt sleeves, usually as an expression of super strong emotions (excitement, rage, fear. etc) or to combat his tactile sensory issues. he also bounces his knee and clenches his fists when he's bored or nervous.
most of Barry's sensory issues are tactile, like the way certain (and by certain i mean most) types of sleeves feel on his arms. they can make his arms feel scratchy and tight, which can get worse if they're wet and just hang onto his skin. he's a lot more comfortable wearing loose soft sleeves or wearing them when it's cold. a lot of people have asked Barry why he doesn't just wear tank tops if he hates the feeling of sleeves, to which he says that ripping them off is way more satisfying and fun, like he's killing the bad sensory feeling itself by tearing it off him.
Barry mentions in one of the episodes of his vlog that his shirt ripping stim was passed down through generation to generation and that his dad rips his sleeves as well. my headcanon is that this is generational autism and their children learning their parents' stims! (Barry also mentions that the only generation that didn't rip their sleeves was in the medieval generation when they wore chainmail which i think in this context is really interesting!)
Barry isn't very good with emotional regulation. he can get frustrated, impatient and angry really quickly, which we see a lot of in the 'Rainbow Barry' short. he also struggles with executive functioning and frequently forgets or struggles to do tasks he finds boring, misplaces things, procrastinates a lot, struggles with impulsiveness and planning.
Barry also has inattentive type ADHD (otherwise known as ADD) which he shows traits of in the 'Rainbow Barry' short as well.
he picks up a lot of catchphrases and personality traits from his favourite action movies!
i mentioned before that Barry loves to talk to people, but he struggles with quite a few social skills. he forgets people's boundaries, has trouble controlling his volume, accidentally interrupts people, can come off as scary sometimes and forgets what the conversation was about. a lot of other people don't really like him because they think he's just being rude and self-centred and he's never really understood why. Craig understand though, and that's why they love each other :)
his special interests are jetpacks, action movies, his dad's record collection and dogs! he may not be an expert but he loves them :)
Barry has no idea he's autistic and thinks he instead has a disease that makes him rip his sleeves because no one's ever told him and he doesn't remember getting diagnosed.
#barry steakfries#jetpack joyride#autism headcanon#stimming headcanon#i love this man he's so autism#i like how all of these headcanons stemmed from me watching 'Shirt Sleeves' for the first time#and then going ''wait this is actually so autism coded'' on subsequent listens#like i dunno about you but barry's sleeve ripping sounds a lot like sensory issues to me#i mean even the way he describes it sounds like it's just something he does when he's super excited#and he's just been convinced that it's a problem because ripped sleeves aren't part of the uniform code for work#and other people think he's crazy and weird but it's just The Autism and he doesn't know!!!#really the only unsafe thing he did with his sleeves in that video was rip them off while he was in space#nooo barry you're gonna suffocate!!! you're gonna turn into human beef jerky!!! nooooo!!!#actually he'd probably like the idea of becoming beef jerky cause y'know. steakfries.#also they locked him in a psych ward in that video which has some... negative connotations.#call me a snowflake or whatever but i dunno if i really like the heavy implication that barry was unwillingly put into a psych ward#and put into a straight jacket considering what happens to real mentally ill and neurodivergent people y'know?#that's like the only part of the video i don't like everything else is fine#anyway in conclusion barry is supremely exquisitely autistic and i love him
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there really is something so devastating about having a parent that has a literal degree in psychology (specialized in child psychology) who worked as a birth to three child developmental resources coordinator for like fourteen years and knowing that because of those things, they will never believe you when you think you have something because they think they know more than you and also know you better than you know yourself. and in any scenario the only way they will EVER agree with you is if they came up with the idea of the diagnosis first. wild shit honestly
#i love my mom#i really do#however she fully does not believe i am autistic#although she does think i have depression/generalized anxiety/social anxiety/adhd/ocd tendancies/sensory issues/auditory processing issues#like girl. the umbrella diagnosis for these things is literally right fucking there. its autism#but no! she doesnt think thats right and she never says it directly to me but she makes it abundantly clear#she doesnt believe in self diagnosis even after multiple years of research. shocker#she really is holding onto that psych degree that she got 20 years ago for dear life#like bestie update your fucking research. this is literally your job.#when i go to u and am like woah this list is genuinely a record of like half of my literal personality traits but instead of being listed#as personality traits theyre characteristics of autism#u should be like wow! yeah youre right! thats crazy idk how i missed that but now we know!#not yeah. hm. we can go get you diagnosed if you want#(implying that she will take me to a psychiatrist to get diagnosed soley so that i can be proved wrong)#anyways. its just like. absolutely bonkers to me#aiilov-personal
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i'm trying to work on an essay and my dad is like ten feet away from me and eating chips and dip loudly
#so basically i'm going to have a crazy insane murder meltdown#misophonia (i think? idk. it's much worse when i'm stressed or trying to focus) is such a pain#also my dad is such a pain. king of not caring about other people's feelings like at all#harper shitposts#actually autistic#sensory issues#sensory overload
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I cant be the only person who finds stim boards annoying*/painful right???
*annoying as in it frustrates the brain to look at not in the sense of it being cringe.
#text#neurodivergent#ADHD#idk everyone praises stim boards for being FOR neruodivergent ppl but to me they always drove me crazy#idk most the stims shown are usually things I find to be bad sensory so maybe that's the issue?#like i hate slime because the sound is gross and the actual feel of slime is gross#a lot of stim boards that deal with cutting stuff like sand and what not frustrate me because they do weird angles and it isnt perfect cuts#i hate the feeling of anything fuzzy so anything relating to a hand going over such things causes me what i call phantom sensory and i crin#idk i just usually end up filtering them because I don't feel stimulated by them in a good way#they make my brain mad is the only way i can describe it and idk why#im glad that ppl like them and all but god damn do they drive me insane
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Neighbours been hammering something for the past couple hours and it is past a polite time to be hammering something and even with my headphones on I Feel the noise in my stomach
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Lip smacking makes me homicidal
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#i only feel comfortable sleeping alternating on my left and right side#i mostly sleep on my left side since i have acid reflux issues#but lately.. like the past 2 years i've have so many physical issues that have forced me to sleep on my back T-T#knee pain back pain acute neck pain gallbladder disease post surgery etc etc#and now i suddenly have a weird pain in my shoulder/neck#so anytime i even try to shift to left or right that pain goes WEWOWOEOWOWOOEOWOWOEO#so now im forced to sleep on my back again and i hate it#i just dont feel comfortable#i do have sensory issues and like it might sound silly#but unless i am on my left or right side i dont *feel* safe or comfortable and cant relax into my body#it is what it is im just starting to go crazy :)
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I was having sensory overload/overstimulation
I wanna cry so bad fuck
#bruhhhhh#bro i feel so uncomfy whenver i see oyster hugging tweedledum#whenever he just suddenly throws himself around her i just feel like throwing up or shuttjng my eyes and ears#ans fhen when he started massagjng my back and shoulders while i was already feeling overstimmed it got so much worse#i never wanted to leave a hangout more than i have rjat#day. deadass i was so fucking unckmforfable#but i was scared that if i left he wouod do smrh to her bro im genuinely so scared for her#ans its so shitty to thjnk about it considering weve known each other for so long but fuck#i was so overstimmed fhat day#all i did was close my eyes and walk around to try to like calm down and my sensory issues were going crazy and im pretty sure i disassociat#ed alot rhat day fuck me it was so fucking unckmfy i dont wsnt to hang out wi5h the two of them alone im so scared of that hapoening#its not their fault. i just. idk why i get so uncomfy whenever i see him suddenly hug her like rhat its so#fuck if i was in her position? i would push and scream and id fucking die on the spot why am i like this?#why am i like rhis??? is it bc i know he likes her?? is it bc i hate the thought of rhat being done to me??#fuck me whats wrong with me ive never felt this way before
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brooo my body is so fucking bad at thermoregulating like what do you MEAN my hands are either freezing cold or visibly sweaty. what happened to normal hands that feel normal
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woke up today and my body chose inconvenience
#going donatello fanfiction mode (overstimulated and heavily inconvenienced by sensory issues to a point its almost comical)#i am feeling so weird right now it's crazy#like what is this#had to take a bunch of stress gummies (i call them edibles as a joke because it's funny)#will they work? who knows#i sure hope they do though
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