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genuine question here, why do ppl headcannon morty as autistic? like idk if its just bcs i cant relate personally to him in that way but like i just dont see it and im genuinely curious, im always open to more autistic characters lmao
#like as far as i know he doesnt really stim he doesnt show any sensory issues or related things#hes a bit awkward i guess sure#i mean idk maybe im just focusing too much on rick to notice if morty has autistic traits#im just always staring at ricks face cant see anything else lmao#fr tho drop your reasonings or autistic morty headcannons#go crazy i wanna hear it all#alex says shit#rick and morty#morty smith#autistic morty smith#rick sanchez
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actually afraid for my life and mental state after the show comes out because nicola coughlan herself said that this season is incredibly romantic and sexy but if I'm breaking down walls and running up and down the street simply because polin TOUCHED HANDS???? i fear i may not survive to see the rest of the season dearest readers.
#bridgerton#polin#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#no one understands what i'm going through#no i understand colin has to beg#but hear me out#we have seen them for three seasons#we understand their full story#they actually have a running narrative#and this season will be the culmination of that#GOOD LAWRRDD#and luke and nicola have such a???#intimate vibe???#why are they steaming up the room they just LOOKED at each other through a MIRROR#am i crazy?#is this insane of me?#and i dont wanna hear ANYONE COMING FOR THEM i know all of yall found anthony hideous in s1#bridgerton season 3
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Sometimes I think of Amy Pond, who grew up being called mad by those who wielded the word as a tool of exclusion and shame —
Amy Pond, who though forced into the hands of four psychiatrists, still clung to that which they called madness until those systems which elevate psychosocial conformity above humanity stripped it from her —
Amy Pond, whose imaginary friend reappeared for a single hour after twelve years and reignited that faith before disappearing for two more years —
Amy Pond, who spent those those two years under the same implicit threat ingrained in her through psychiatric violence, and thus began to believe the man who stopped the invasion was “just a madman with a box,” only for him to agree, and to also call her “mad, impossible Amy Pond,” reframing madness as non-negative for the first time in her life —
Amy Pond, who ignored the disembodied voice of her imaginary friend even as she ran away with him for real, who still lived each day with the traumatic internalization of deviancy dictated upon her by the psychiatric-industrial complex that shaped her from childhood —
Amy Pond, who wouldn't acknowledge the Doctor's voice, such that it took an Angel in her eye that was literally killing her to ensure she couldn't reality check herself —
Amy Pond, who stood before a room which muttered about “the psychiatrists we brought her to,” and though afraid, escaped their rigid parameters of acceptable existence.
#I like seeing it as indicating she began hearing his voice when he was gone for all those years! why else wouldn't she say anything?#actually psychotic Amy agenda#Amy Pond#eleventh doctor#reclaimed language#oh look its another antipsychiatry themed doctor who post#sumn abt in Fairies At The Bottom Of The Garden audio AND Imaginary Enemies comic we see Amelia bein called slurs against psychotic people#(shes called psycho in both)#like!!! and SO MUCH OF AMYS STORY is about her claiming her agency in ways that previous companions weren't allowed to-#companions whose status as a Wife was a signifier of an to end of their value individually- 'this is no place for a married woman' etc#in some cases Wife-ness forced upon them *as* a denial of agency 'I spent all that time trying to find you I'm not going back now!' etc#whereas Amys story deconstructs that; Amys “Choice” is an illusion- Amy being a Wife doesn't demote her agency as an companion#anyways I love that aspect of reclaimed agency for Amy but ALSO#“madness” as an expression of agency against systems of oppression is SO relevant. the mind defends itself and the alternative isnt better#the oppressive system in this case being ableist structures and the psychiatric system ITSELF which is a whole other layer#the moral being that even if the Doctor WAS a delusion? he'd still be a needed coping mechanism for a child who says “ppl always leave”#and instead of examining her feelings of abandonment they insist 'aLiENs DoNt ExIsT' as seen in the 'sTaRs DoNt ExIsT' psychiatrist in TBB#they don't care that she's in PAIN- why would they?- they just care that she's 'abnormal' and therefore not deserving of humanity#(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag#I mean technically this is about Amy but I once (twice) used that tag on the post about the Master. its the spirit of it!#and Amy Pond + her Raggedy Doctor as “mad” people is very *chefs kiss*#((you know what im putting the tag on my last Amy post :D ))#Mels experienced this very differently and I'll make a post about her at some point- I just wanna make sure my points are got across better#sumn abt Amelia's “crazy” was Mels' “delinquency.” Amy treated as if she doesn't know her own life while Mels treated as threatening#sumn abt adultification of Black girls while Amy is infantilized#Amy Pond who could rewrite reality in a reborn universe because she grew up with a Crack in her wall that no one believed was special —#ableism#saneism#unreality#because I mean Amy's stand against psychiatric dehumanization was to REWRITE THE UNIVERSE with her Crack powers
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fuck every other 5star prediction i need saya vs syuri in the semifinals to get footage for an olivia rodrigo obsessed amv
#o#saya going full pop punk hot topic in the wake of utami leaving her and destroying the legacy of one of the longest running factions in#stardom because she wasnt good enough or smart enough to hold it down.#DELICIOUS.#fascinated by her. failgirl of all time#need her to get fullyyyyy fully psychosexual crazy in a big match against syuri#trying to figure out why she wasnt good enough for utami to stay. why utami was never as happy with saya as she was in that angle with syur#whether or not she can taste utami off syuri's mouth if she can just get one good hit in. -_- anyway#and obviously with syuri on the warpath against hate now she'll be looking for saya's blood too#i know shes been asleep on my side in your bed and i can feel it im starin at her like i wanna get hurt. hello. can anyone hear me.#i want saya to get weirder with momo too........#utami off in another company having a queen of queens match with io shirai#and neither saya nor momo's names even get mentioned in that conversation of who was the best#i need saya and momo as shitty evil rebounds and theyre both miserable the entire time taking it out on each other pretending they wanted#this and they havent ruined their lives/careers because they were too scared to really try#soundtracked by olivia rodrigo bad idea right. obviously.#omedia#owrestling
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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I am heavily contemplating on buying myself a dvd player soon and buying all the DVDs for a ton of movies and tv shows I grew up watching cuz I miss the magic of dvds
#hear me out on this one okay. but the Barbie movies were magic on dvd back in the day#and I do wanna see if stores are still selling the old strawberry shortcake dvds before I go online for those#I wanna snort that nostalgia so bad#and of course I’ll need to get the dcau on dvd#like all of it cuz I’m so bored with the dccu since we don’t get as much new stuff#it’s always Batman or superman and love them but I’m kinda bored from always seeing a new bman or sups movie#Wonder Woman I wouldn’t mind a new actor for her but I know she’s not gonna be a muscle mommy which I’ll be sad about#give me a Wonder Woman that is built like rhea ripely god damnit#the flash is eh cuz I found out this whole time I’ve been watching the Wally west flash#but yeah Wally is who I want and then there’s the green lantern like dude is so cool iams all we have is the 1 from 2011 I think#sure I could watch some of the tv series they have but I have too many shows on my watch list it’s overwhelming at times so I skip over lots#tho I will have to pray like crazy cuz some of the things I know I want are probably gonna be expensive as fuck even as second hand#saw a class of the titans season 1 dvd going for $81 cad 💀💀💀#the world is not kind to those who don’t love the digital age#I prefers my dvds cuz I own it and no one can take it away from me unless they physically steal it#omg I’m turning into my grandma cuz she still had the vhs player with some tapes too#just wish she never donated the tapes for swan princess 1-3 and Anastasia and ferngully and basically all my faves that she owned#like Ngl a part of me wants to hit up value village just to see if maybe they’re still there or if I’ll find other copies of the same things#cuz a perk about cities with older people is that you get so much older tech and other items it’s insane
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ari.......... will u mutual bingo meeeee?
NIKU ……. say less >:3 here is your bingo hehe pls have a seat n sip on some coffee ☕️ made it extra bitter so **** won’t come and steal it from u….
#i’m patting you on the head every single time i see you on the dash hehe . i see emu and i go pat pat :3#also chomping your head off but VERY lovingly ..#WE SHARE SOOO MANY INTERESTS IT’S CRAZY…… it’s so fun to see you on my dash bc you’re just jumping from fandom 2 fandom#AND I LOVE THEM ALL#i feel like. we r both shoving fandoms in each others faces ….. me w tokyo mew mew n you w idolish7#luring each other in w the promise of mahou shoujos / pretty megane boys LMAOO#AND. you harass me w twt links :(((((( I CANT LIVE IN PEACE (ty for the food <3)#i also lovelove hearing your fic thoughts!!! n forcing you to listen to my own rambles!!!!!!!#AND. the sib vibes…. you give off older sib vibes but like . the chill older sibling !!!#the one i’d go to when i’m eepy and wanna binge a new anime :3#and then your writing…….. hhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i’ve alr said it but . your gojo is truly one of my favorite gojos Of All Time and i love your writing style sm i could live in it 😔#IM STARING SO HARD AT YOUR COMFY GOJO DRABBLE its at the top of my tbr.. sniffle….#ily lots niku <3333 i’m always so excited when i get to talk 2 u !!!! super happy to have u as a moot :33#ask tag ✩#niku !! ✩
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I fucking HATE how the fandom treats m.ine. it's so bad 😭
#ash rambles 💚#so many shitty takes... too much time on twitter ruins a man#i hear one more person call him a crazy obsessive yandere and i think I'm actually gonna lose it#he's either portrayed like that or as one half of a ship#his actual character is lost on so many people because oOoOOoOOooOoO mInE wAs GaY#i dont doubt that he likes men. it's just that I've seen so many people be weird about it-#also. it's not fucking sexy to wanna kill your partner. a bullet between the eyes isn't an act of love.#I saw a tweet today about how m.ine actually wanted to kill k.iryu because he thought d.aigo liked k.iryu romantically#and m.ine only wants d.aigo to himself. and THAT'S why m.ine wanted to kill k.iryu.#let that sink in. 😐.#i hate how the fandom treats him SO MUCH#i will sit in my corner here. and i will kiss m#m.ine. and we will kiss a lot. and things are good. we are happy. we are far away from all of that.#I'm not saying every fan of his is horrible. I've seen a lot of great stuff and content! but holy shit I've seen some horrible stuff too#and it's hard to not feel like I'm doing something wrong by shipping with him. by loving a guy who the world has always hated.#and ofc I'm not! but still! even whenever i rb content of him here I'm always so afraid ajdhajsj#like ah yes this is the day i finally get cancelled on tumblr dot com for (checks notes) ... shipping with y.oshitaka m.ine??#I'm honestly afraid to take him up to being an official f/o ajdhajsb i think he'll stay in crush jail a little while longer..#i hate how the fandom perceives him so much!!!!!!! i also just hate the y.akuza fandom in general lmao#i do also like k.iryu so.. I've seen shit 😐#I'll delete this later but oh boy i am in a mood#and i know this isnt the first time I've blogged about this#and for that i do apologize. but i really do love this guy and despite wanting to look for content of him i always end up finding the most#infuriating shit!#i know he's done fucked up things. he's not a great guy. but! our relationship is built on mutual trust and i will NEVER write any of that#creepy obsessive shit that the stupid fandom always portrays him as doing! he's not going to kill someone for getting too close to me-#I'm just... upset- get behind me honey! I'll shield you!#and by kissing him I'm not brushing over any of the shit he does in the game. yes he beheaded that guy. yeah he slapped that orphan.#but i adore him and omg i hit tag limit... oopsie daisy lol sorry guys 😭 I'm really sorry for always talking abt this#you were beautiful 💸
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I'M A PUPPET ON A STRING
#TRACY ISLAND TIME TRAVELING DIAMOND#COULD A SHAPED HEARTACHES#COME TO FIND YA FALL IN SOME VELVET MORNIJNG#YEARS TOO LATE#SHES A SILVER LINING LONE RANGER RIDING THROUGH AN OPEN SPACE#IN MY MIND WHERE SHES NOT RIGHT THERE BESIDE ME#AND I GO CRAZY CUS HERE ISNT WHERE I WANNA BE#AND SATISFACTION FEELS LIKE A DISTANT MEMORY#AND I CANT HELP MYSELF#ALL I#WANNA HEAR HER SAY IS “ARE YOU MINE”#R U MIIINEE#R U MIIIIIIINEEEEE#yappery
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#Y’all don’t bring Nadine up unless you wanna fight 😭#I mentioned somewhere that I wish her scenes (those ‘boss fights’??) were cutscenes because the gameplay and player choice is an illusion#But that’s not an acceptable opinion to have I guess#Btw it has nothing to do with story or characters but THE GAME and the PLAYER#I’m ranting#But it’s because I was called an insecure man#I’m sorry?#People don’t even listen to you they just hear oh you don’t like Nadine then you can’t handle seeing a strong woman#But that wasn’t at all what I was saying#She can have those scenes where she kicks butt cuz that’s the point of her character in 4#But I’m not gonna pretend those sections are fun for me#I wish they were cutscenes#That is all#am I crazy? Am I hateful?#Gimme the L in a cutscene#I’ve also thought about this in DMC5#There’s an early boss fight that you’re meant to lose and I’m not so mad about that#After thinking about it it’s because player choice wasn’t taken away#You have all your move set and abilities and the ability to win is there you get a special ending#Nate can’t jump or roll or do his best because you’re given the illusion of playing but it’s only going down one way#And personally I don’t like it#Nothing to do with character or story it’s the illusion of gameplay that’s annoying to go thru#It’s taking things away from the player#Also in dmc5 there’s a forced walk section with V#It’s like less than a minute but it feels AWFUL especially in a game where everywhere else you have full character control#Giving control to the player is important#That’s why I think Mgs5 is so nice#You can infiltrate the same guard post an infinite amount of different ways#It’s up to you#im big boss and you are too
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When should I start my watch of Scott’s Double Life movie where I pretend that I’m not just doing it to analyze any scott/joel interactions when in reality the second Joel appears or is mentioned I will be taking notes
#I’m not expecting a lot in DL. and I wasn’t ever too invested in the divorce quartet plotline. so I’m obviously gonna be watching for that.#but like. I can focus on the actual plot and also grab a notebook and pencil the second I hear Joel. yknow. I’m not obsessed.#sighhh I’ve been watching Scott’s POVs cuz he’s got his little movies yaknow. but I wanna watch Joel’s too. that’s a lot of videos…#I’ve already seen all of Joel’s episodes in all seasons btw. you just gotta rewatch especially to look out for specific things#in this case his interactions and such with scott. because im errr nOt obsessed. duhh.#guys. do I have a problem? is this a problem guys. I swear I’m not making a compilation of their moments btw. that’d be crazy.#and if I was I would TOTALLYY be recording the clips WHILE doing these big rewatches. DEFINITELY NOT going to have to rewatch them AGAIN for#the clips. nooo if I were to make a compilation I would do it efficiently of course. but I’m NOT making a compilation cuz I’m normal.#back to the topic of watching Scott’s life series movies specifically for Joel I actually was doing it for fh in 3L lol I just also took#note of Joel. and then Last Life I might’ve been doing it for Joel but honestly don’t remember very well. THATS BECAUSE IM NORMAL EVEN WHEN#IM NOT!!!
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#😞🩶 waking up to this after falling asleep while sobbing .. lmaoo 😭#my heart feels so heavy...#why does he always have smth to say when i need to hear it most..#i started crying all over again... 😞 i'm so exhausted...#i wanna hug him... 😞 man this is so crazy LMAO...#he still makes my heart feel safe . even now i still wanna just hug him and bury my face in his chest and forget abt the world#just reading this made me so sad all over again..#i feel so sad idk what to do#going back to bed... i need to lie down#li.txt#not really a bubble update bc i didnt take out my name lmfao.. i'm too exhausted
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I WANTED TO SAY!!! thing that makes me think " oh that's Milo art" is the SOFTNESS!!!!! everything feels like plushie I would so love to hug
JAX💔💔💔/pos JAX GOLLY GEE THATS SWEET
im really happy to hear that because usually when i drawits because i wanna be happy so i draw happy fluffy things!! also i associate myself with plushies alot !!!
#idk 2 hear that my art has a trademark thing at all makes me very happy#because i feellike i tend 2 accidentally copy other people quite alot in terms of style ideas etc etc#cuz most of my art comes from loving other people’s art j going oh my god !!!! i wanna do that!!!!!!!#BUT ANYWAYS YEAH THANK YOU!!!!!THID IS REALLY CRAZY & NICE
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Damn I need to get teased within an inch of my life so that the stress can leak out of me please
#ramble#vent#gimmetag#I'm very very tense and stressed and need a hug#I'll try answering dms and anons I've missed I'm truly sorry that I suck so bad at that#I'm just tired but I'm too afraid to sleep#I'm being melodramatic but the statement stems from truth#I feel like such a loser but tickling/sex and Fortnite are literally the only things that make me feel better#I'm too depressed to do anjghing else my dad sucks all of my energy#I need to fall into a hug and sleep pls hmu volunteers😭#I like sleeping around awake people that's when I sleep my best#YouTube videos used to fill that hole but now I just can't stop thinking of myself as such a loser#mt dad turned 60 and hes depressed and he thinks out loud so I'm hearing really depressing stuff#and nothing I do helps so I just have to soak up his pain and somehow wanna live to see 60????#if you heard the carousal of stuff he repeats every breath that im with him you'd go crazy too#anyway im trying to get out of my frozen state so o can take pills and masturbate and cry lmao#FUCK I NEED A REAL HUG😭
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you guys are always going “people shouldn’t get arrested for objectively funny crimes” until it’s Elias Bouchard. I actually don’t know if this is true because I don’t read any posts about tma unless my friends show them to me but I’m just guessing based on the characters people seem to like. However it was also really funny when he got arrested
Oh also check this out: Jonathan “The Sims” thank you for the reblogs in advance
#everything he does makes me laugh what can I say#before you come at me like ‘uwu he was mean to Martin’ yes that was very sad BUT#he started by just going ‘Your Mother.’ which made me scream and yell#the amount of joy I got from that completely outweighed the emotional impact of all that#Elias ‘ur mom’ Bouchard#Elias ‘wanna hear something crazy about your dad’ Bouchard.#tma
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guysss. guys soemthing about us i think i huave covid
#i need to rewatch interstella 5555 the most movie of all times .#itis very nostalgic for me bc when i was a baby it was one of the things my dad had downloaded#not the avtual movie just the individual music videos for each song#and iiii would constantly go Mommy can i watch blue aliens . mommy i wanna watch blue aliens right now please . mommy can you put on the#blue aliens for me i want to watch blue aliens one more time .#<- one more time was my fav when i was little i was also partial to digital love.. i love all of them noe but digital love and someting abt#us r my favs bc they make ne crazy in my head . and also bc i did an 8bit version of something abt us so i can hear every part of it which#is awesome... yay :]#my favorite non-vocal song hrmmm probably veridis quo... like the little dadoodadoo dadoodadoo... dadadadoodadadadoo. ykwim...#its quite fire. guys stream daft punk discovery or wafch interstella four five 👍👍#i love claling it interstella four five i think its cute the title is 5555. but do u know how awkward it is to say 5555. like 555 and 55555#r normal amts of 5s to say 5555 is clunky... so fourfive is cutesie.
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