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Update on Part 6
I am having so much fun doing the fight scene. There will be about 2 fight scenes. Info dumpine here: Color’s motorcycle clothes are actually based on my friend’s sona, AfhamAAM. I love drawing the clothes.
#yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#part 6!!#i am not good with fight scenes#but it is so much fun#afhamAAM has his own youtube channel#make sure you guys subscribe to my friends#the first fight scene is color vs abyss (spoilers uwu)#the second one is someone special~#I am doing the tranq part now#MUAHAHAHAHAHA#cittys rambles
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One of the best things about Disco Elysium by far is that it does not fear ugly women. The world is full of ugly men, but ugly women are so hard to come by.
#I'm not calling the characters ugly btw#i don't believe any one can be ugly#i do not care for beauty standards and thus i don't rank people based on how “ugly” or “pretty” they are#but the characters in DE do not meet the conventional beauty standards and look like actual people with unique faces#and thus would be considered “ugly”#and that is so important to me. i go feral whenever media represents how people look like in real life and not how they look like in the#fictional parallel universe where everyone is a model and where a majority of the movies take place#because irl you don't have to be a model to be desirable#the most attractive man in any video game I've ever played has a receding hairline and a big nose and thick glasses and a small chin#and not only is representing realistic people. just good. in general. but it makes the character of Dolores Dei stand out so much more which#works for the game so well. she's barely human. she's a deity- a myth- a legend. the only version that exists of her now is the one with#glowing lungs. she's perfectly beautiful because she's inhuman. the fact that everybody else looks so human only highlights how inhuman she#has become yk?#if everyone was as conventionally attractive as her then she wouldn't stand out. we wouldn't get why she's so special.#disco elysium#disco elysium analysis#media analysis#beauty standards#this is only one aspect of how this game portrays real people btw. as someone interested in character design this just immediately stood out#to me#the first time i noticed it was when i first met garte and the second time was when i met ruby because neither are conventionally desirable#oh my fucking god the nerds who complain about a woman with a model face having body hair in a video game would perish if they played this#mainstream game/movie studios catering to western masses could never
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Very messy scribble of a comic because they were on my mind (I doubt I’ll ever clean it up so I’m just posting it now so it doesn’t rot in my procreate files LOL)
#genzen#zengen#demon slayer#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#kimetsu no yaiba#genya x zenitsu#tanjirou kamado#tanjiro kamado#I’ve been feeling a very special type of sad lately so I wanted to kinda project that a little bit on my silly guys#I don’t often think about them in universe it’s always usually just modern au#I like to think that they were on good terms during hashira training#genya apologized for hitting him after they met up again from sanemis training#they spoke a little bit to each other at that point but after that it was mostly just#existing together during group hang outs#the whole group was preexisting already#genya just kinda would stand back and silently watch them have fun and banter#he never really felt like he belonged together with all of them#zenitsu also struggles with feeling like he doesn’t deserve to be apart of the group as well and will sometimes sit back with genya#they laugh together at inosuke and sit in a silence of mutual understanding#he doesn’t really show it but zenitsu is genuinely very torn up about hearing genya death#he missed his chance to be friends with the one guy he had the most in common with#he never got to see the soft side tanjirou would tell him about#if only they could’ve met before everything turned bad#if only they could’ve met in a world without demons#maybe they wouldn’t have turned out so bad if they had each other#maybe he would still be here if he had someone#zenitsu will forever beat himself up that someone as bad as him died when he himself lived#he didn’t deserve his second chance at life just as much as genya didn’t
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also, since tumblr won’t let you post more than one video unless they’re links or embeds, here’s a link to another clip i posted that adds a bit more context to the scene :)
#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#dimension 20 fhjy#dimension 20#dimension twenty#dimension 20 fantasy high#ally beardsley#brennan lee mulligan#kristen applebees#lydia barkrock#listen she’s THEE cleric#okay#like to me this proves that she isn’t “special” just because helio chose her#even if she had no spells and wasn’t a cleric she would be special#BECAUSE SHE CAREEESSS#despite everything#and despite knowing it won’t end the suffering and fighting lydia will have to to for the rest of her life#she helps her anyways#because even if she can only help someone for six seconds then they deserve those six seconds of help if she can give them#AND ITS EVEN MORE PROVEN BY THE FACT THAT THEY ALL KNEW SHE WOULDNT BE ABLE TO BRING YOLANDA BADGOOD AND LUCY FROSTBLADE BACK#AND YET SHE STILL PRAYED#AND DID ANYTHING SHE COULD TO TRY AND GET THEM HELP#EVEN WHEN SHE KNEW SHE DIDNT HAVE SPELLS AND THEREFORE MIGHT NOT HAVE A CONNECTION TO HER GODDESS!!!!#she just means so much to me#and ally—the fucking rockstar they are—plays her with such knowledge and compassion and care#fantasy high junior year s3:ep6 “Party Politics”#fantasy high s3:ep6 “Party Politics”#s3:ep6 “Party Politics”#queue are... my fire. the one... desire.
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Horror's Greatest Episode 2 (2024)
#david dastmalchian#horror's greatest#so 2 3 seconds clips each episode got it#not complaining i just like seeing him at all#i had never swooned over someone's wrists before 💙_💙#i hope he gets to talk about audition on the next one#special/other gif set
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My absolute favorite thing about your blog, even more favorite that Vachete, is the care and interest you put into each response. Be it an ask or an art piece, you always eloquently break down each individual aspect and comment on them. It always makes me smile.
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#aw geez#thank you! that's such a sweet thing to say!#these are things I like to talk about so it's not like people have to try very hard to get me to ramble about stuff I hold dear#tumblr as a whole seems to have an atmosphere that encourages being open about passions special interests and one's creative projects#it's terribly flattering that folks are interested in engaging with what I make to begin with I don't take that for granted#and having your original characters depicted by other artists is a huge deal#it takes time and effort and thought to create anything especially if it's for someone else#I try my best to let them know that I've stopped to look at and think about their work in a way it deserves#and I like art and I like talking about and analyzing it and if someone made it for me and it features my brain goobers I like it even more#plus I know receiving comments is rewarding so I try to write ones that take longer than a few seconds to read#every time I get thoughtful feedback the good feeling lingers for ages and I'd imagine most people feel the same way#answered#hylorien
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I just remembered about the existence of the Supergirl Special #1 and I got annoyed again. So now I shall copy and paste the review I left in comic geeks.
Perhaps Mariko Tamaki should stay away from Kara. I’m yet to read a good Supergirl story from her. I get that this story has some message about girlhood somewhere in these pages, but it poses an issue Kara has never had. She has never felt like she’s falling behind. That’s not a part of her character. So why use her to tell this story?
Another problem I have is her risking the lives of innocent people, and for what? Because she is jealous of Karen? She’d never do something like that. Helping people has always been her number one priority. And she’d never be jealous of someone else. Especially someone who had their entire charm assassinated by Leah Williams.
Kara can be arrogant and stubborn sometimes, yes, but not in the way it’s presented here. She is arrogant and stubborn in the sense she wants to save everyone and would never stop, even if she’s on the brink of death. Call it the indomitable kryptonian spirit, if you will. Call it stupid stubbornness, if you will. But it is who Kara is. Sometimes she can feel like she’s the only one who can do what it needs to be done, to save the people who need saving, and yes, it is arrogant, but the reason she feels so is because she can’t have anyone dying on her watch. Those “toxic” traits of her come from a place of selflessness and compassion, not jealousy. Everything she is, it comes from a place of selflessness and compassion. She suffered so much in her life, you better believe she’d do everything in her power and more to make sure no one else has to suffer the same way she did.
Kara is a competent woman who knows what she is doing. She’s confident and strong. Phillip Kennedy Johnson once described her as always being “the smartest person in the room”. It still baffles me how DC turned PKJ’s Supergirl pitch down, but green lit this.
It’s been half a year and somehow, I hate this more than the day it came out. Perhaps, it’s because this is last Supergirl thing DC published and it was last year. It’s never too late to let PKJ write her, you know.
#supergirl#kara zor el#my studies on kara#sorry to be getting sappy over kara but this comics made me so mad#how do you mess up her character this bad?#mariko tamaki writing supergirl is just a test of my feminism#and i’m failing it#please never touch supergirl ever again#(yes i don’t like supergirl: being super too)#try not to bring pkj’s supergirls every second post challenge IMPOSSIBLE#i’ll probably stop whining about it someday cuz you guys are probably tired of hearing it#but know i shall forever remain bitter over it#also one time someone posted “supergirl and dreamer” by mariko tamaki on tiktok#like it was announced or something#and i almost cried#biggest jumpscare ever#thankfully it was just something they wanted#and probably no one else#also sorry if you like the supergirl special#and mariko tamaki#i’m sure she has good non-supergirl books
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Actually don’t fucking talk to me... @ziipzeepzop-eez
#This scene…#THIS#SCEEEEEEEEEEENEEEEEE#HAD ME SOBBING LIKE MY PET ROCK DIED OMFG#“Erm…actshually…that’s not true either ☝🏾🤓”#These Apple TV Peanuts specials have me crying my eyes out#They’re so good…#SO. GOOD.#Second time watching this one#ALL THE VA’S DESERVE AN OSCAR IDC‼️‼️‼️#But seeing Lucy be so vulnerable??????#Linus being a smartass but being caring at the same time???#CHARLIE’S LIL ENTRANCE????????#“Like me Lucy ☺️”#And he sounds so damn genuine uhgggdggshwhdid#I could yap about this to a whole country you have noooooo idea#Charlie Brown#Peanuts#Linus Van Pelt#Lucy Van Pelt#Charles Schulz#I NEED SHROE SHROE TO HAVE HIS SPECIAL NEXT#MAKE WAY MAKE WAAAAAY 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎼🎼🎼🎼🎵🎵🎵🎵🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹#But also this scene helped me…so much#I was going through a past bad friendship (close moots yk who I mean) and I just felt so unloved#But someone just being there???? Saying your loved????#At the end of the day it was one bad person against all these people that love you#Lucy’s grandma loves her ofc duh but Im just saying how I understood her sm in this…#Love you Peanuts#Like fr
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the thought of cracking the spine of a book makes kevin nauseous. he like opens it just enough to see the words and holds the book at such uncomfortable angles to read— anything to keep the book pristine and intact. he does not let people borrow his books because he is a control freak (as a term of endearment) and does not trust them to take care of them the way he does.
and andrew is the complete opposite, cracking the spine as soon as he opens it. he annotates in pen. he dog ears the pages because who the fuck has time to find a bookmark. he throws books out of anger. he throws them at aaron for fun. he lets them get smashed and torn in his bag. he always keeps them, he just prefers them to look like they’ve been read.
#someone asks kevin what he’s reading and he doesn’t say the name he just explains the ENTIRE plot of whatever historical thing it is#then is like oh….it’s [book] by [author]….#someone asks to borrow a book from him and he’s like “i’m sure the library has it”#andrew probably reads horror and sci fi#he probably fucks with stephen king heavy#i refuse to believe andrew “eidetic memory” minyard is “aLLeRgiC tO boOkS”#have you heard him speak… so poetic for what#i fucking know he’s read shakespeare. he hated it but he read it#imagining andrew as a child in foster care escaping in fantasy worlds to get away from his real life is doing something. bad. to me#kevin reads historical fiction and nonfiction#my baby has a special interest and i will do nothing but respect that#“kevin how often do you think about the roman empire”#“…every time i turn on the faucet… why…?”#and when they stare blankly at him he goes on a RANT about roman acqueducts and how they were#“—LITERALLY REVOLUTIONARY WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT??? we would not have running water THINK ABOUT THAT for ONE SECOND”#neil josten doesn’t read. he can’t sit still long enough to#aftg#kevin day#andrew minyard#all for the game#the foxhole court#tfc
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#rain code#rain code spoilers#makoto kagutsuchi#whumpcode#pixeldoodles#my art#animation#sketch animation#yeah I tried to make another animation ;w;#honestly this is super choppy and not clean at all#but idk I had the urge#to see someone feeding this poor boy some ramen broth#thats supposed to be one of those large ramen spoons#another limited animation due to my version of clip only allowing 24fps >_>#I wish I had more...then I could make it longer#but yeah I'll just leave this here and yeet myself outta here#its not nearly as good as my yuma animation x w x;#but I tried and it was quick lmao#animated gif#gif#poor thing's ill/fatigued and needs some rest#had to make an animation of my second lil blorbo too <3#now you drink your special ramen broth like a good lil flesh eating homunculus and get some rest you silly workaholic~💕
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my take on @misssicknesss 's lovely template + some reasoning behind it on the tags bc i feel like. explaining myself (original below the cut)
#ok so. i wanna start saying that picking a favorite antagonist was the toughest shit ever#bc all the antagonists of the franchise are freaking amazing. alexander? no comment he is a perfect example of a perfect villain.#he sacrificed so much again and again and again for a chance to be where he belongs again and honestly the agony he feels#he just wanted to be with his true love#its so understandable#tihana is sort of the same#her themes and her own story interwinded with tasi's story felt so perfect#she didnt care about being the empress nor about eternal life#she just wanted to love and feel loved truly by a baby of her own#someone she could raise and care and look out for#but the engineer hits me different#i love everything about a machine for pigs truly but he is a really perfect antagonist#he is literally a mirror of mandus's actions and desires#his own riot against humanity turned against him#its not even clear if the engineer is really a conscious that can speak or if hes only in mandus's mind and honestly it doesnt matter at al#he guides mandus through his internal battle against his own consciousness#beliefs and actions#and he is so well acted i love it big time#so yeah in my heart its ALL of them but since i had to choose one.....#same goes for favorite game#my favorites are the bunker and a machine for pigs okay but rebirth has such a special fucking place in my heart#and so does the og and justine#all of these games are so unique and perfect on their own way#they all have their own thing going on be it on story thematics or gameplay wise but#they all also have something in common#first is that you can throw stuff around and second#these all are very human existential dreadful stories#where the real horror comes from being who you are and dealing with it#anyway i cant explain more bc theres no more tags so thank if you read this umm#amnesia game
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im very silly but sometimes it annoys me when people don’t enjoy something the exact same way I do. and it’s suuuuch a bad trait and I’m working on it 😭
#idk I think it’s the autism?? I go into a tag looking for metas and analysis and the like#and I see is reader insert fanfic and it’s like do y’all even actuality like what we’re consuming or are you people just lonely#and that’s not fair. There’s like not inherently one way to enjoy a piece of media#or when you talk to someone and they claim they’re a fan of something and then you talk to them for 6 seconds and you realize they only know#it from fanfic or tiktok#and it’s a flaw on my behalf to get annoyed by it I think.#I think the first thing is way less annoying than the second but there is nothing morally wrong with being annoying#n like I said earlier I think it’s from the weird defensiveness that comes with being autistic and having interests#there’s not a secret special interest competition. no one’s getting tested on how deeply they analyze the show or comic they read for fun#its just that alongside the rapidly plummeting literacy levels can get soooo draining so fast#but that’s a whole different problem#but yeah my reaction is annoying and a little elitist probably so I’m def working on it#I just wonder where it reallly comes from
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I miss ski jumping :(
#ski jumping#i'm so sad#wisla would have been nice#now i still have to wait like two weeks until they jump again#courchevel was like when someone would place a table full of treats right in front of you but you are only allowed to take one#(like the Ü-Ei ad lol)#but on a lighter note#I'll be able to visit Klingenthal for the sgp#so thats nice#:)#update#I might not be able to visit Klingenthal :(#I have a ballet performance on that day#(or well at least a dance performance)#which is always super special and fun#(especially because we get to wear baroque esque dresses for that performance because its more like a themed ball than anything else)#and now I'm torn between the two options#:(#I really want to see ski jumping irl#but the performance would also be so nice#if anybody has suggestions or advice on this decision please lmk#I desperately need a second opinion
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my mom thinking that I’m desperately trying to “be right” in a situation that I legit don’t care about
#I know the mail doesn’t go on the desk#I said I was actively about to move it#it is not my fault you weren’t listening when I said I’ve got it in one second#I also didn’t know you had a special place for your mail I was just gonna take it to your room#I didn’t realize you WANTED me to ask you where it goes#I put it in your little basket no issue#you dont need to ‘assure me that I’m wrong’ in this situation#I don’t care???#I wasn’t trying to be right#I didn’t know there WAS a right#someone has to be right here mom and it isn’t me#g.txt
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is this a safe space
#///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#i’m so alone.#last tuesday i attempted to walk in front of a speeding car and if it wasn’t for someone nearby physically restraining me at the last second#it would have worked#i don’t have any commentary on that i’ve just been. sitting with it i suppose.#yet i still wish he hadn’t been there#i’m looking for a therapist but i need one that specializes in long term CSA and that is very expensive and very hard to find#i’m. not doing well. i can’t sleep or eat. i have no passion not even for my ocs. i do nothing all day all the time.#and the time just keeps passing.#unrelated but i may have pots and in addition to dental pain and a persistent physical heartache i feel like my body is giving up too#ive worked so hard through depression since i was eleven years old and i made such amazing progress over a decade and i feel like it’s all#been undone. i’m tired. i tried to make my life beautiful and when i succeeded i really succeeded but god i don’t want to try again#anyway i don’t want to be all woe is me so i won’t. this is just another diary entry i suppose.#it’s hard to find joy on tumblr while struggling but i love you all <33#anyways.txt
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i think something moonage daydream was really good at doing was capturing a vibe
#sir.txt#the thing it was second best at was painting a picture... that movie is a watercolor rendition of a galaxy to me#i feel like the linear progression of bowie's life in the movie never being marked by any specific dates not even years... it gives it that#not cut and dry feeling. none of these events exist solely in one day of one year they are something that will span longer than ourselves#one day- a couple of hours- stretched into infinity simply by the fact that they were not confined within a date#i think that's something worthy of bowie. to be immortalized not through the medium itself but by how the medium refuses to cage him within#any set parameters that would be too extreme and unsatisfying for him would he be there to choose#instead letting him trespass all those barriers and just be and transcend#my boyfriend says the film is like bowies superstar cosmic journal well i say the film is like bowies watercolor rendition of a galaxy in#formation- and all the stars are still forming and the watercolor still hasn't dried as another layer is added so shades melt within-into-#each other#like how bowie refused to keep himself caged within one style one look one identity he surpassed all of those boundaries and transformed#into something else... it is only fair that the film capture it in a similar way... all of the flashy colors and editing is just a#projection of bowies spirit itself in all its vibrancy and extravagance without being supercilious#this movie was touching but also fun for the sake of fun and eccentric for the sake of eccentricity. it's a must watch for whoever loves#bowie at his most raw and unrestrained and undefined... i felt like falling through the screen to bw held by him at several moments#BECAUSE that's what the movie is it's the galaxy wrapping its arms around the unknowing astronaut#and welcoming them into itself because nobody in this reality is actually an outsider of life- nobody passively observes the universe-#that's something that i found very moving in the film was how bowie surpassed that feeling of all-encompassing loneliness that was#what propeled him to create art... and found acceptance and loving and understood he wasn't alien to all of it.#it's very moving again like i said. but specially movingfor someone like me who struggles so hard not to simply idly observe things and let#life reject me. I can't keep letting these things write themselves into existence over and over and maybe just maybe#that film helped me snap back into a higher sense of lucidity where i realise i have to take control of my life#but like. anyway.#bowies life is very mythologised but in part it is very much a self constructed myth which he himself took the time to skillfully architect#and its such that myth ceases to be only in suspension and untangible: bowie being extraterrestrial.#he.... he integrates so much into the planet he does become an energy traversing through earth. he becomes life itself but in the least self#important way this sentiment could be expressed.#there will never be another bowie- as there will never be another dylan or reed or lennon. there will never be circumstances which will come#but to quote the movie. his life hasnt ended. only changed. thats beautiful. anyways my tags are up
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