#the projmoon thing...

[yuseirra]

hope youre doing better :(

after the stuff with projmoon snowballed into... wildly gesturing at the witch hunts... yeah, it makes complete sense to just be so. distraught, over it all.

i hope one day you can feel safe to be on twitter, especially given how much of a big network it was for artists, or be able to find a new network that is just as good. and i hope you stay safe, and find comfort in p3r, given how soon it is to release :)

your art has always been really soft and beautiful, and just. i love the way your colouring works? especially after learning it is all individual strokes? between those, and the comics which are always a delight to read, even when i have no idea what the media its about is...

please stay safe

Hello anon!// I'm so happy you care about my feelings and your message is very considerate, I'm glad I could put out my feelings in words and have so many of you show care for me. It's kind of sad, on how there's people giving out the pain and they are really not the ones being affected by how I feel, whereas, I'm making a lot of people who care for my welfare worry but that's pretty much how everything goes all the time... I wish it weren't that way. I've been trying very hard to look at the good sides and remain cheerful and retain hope and be loving, as I could. However it's been a little hard lately kinda, it's been affecting me in a really bad way and I could feel it crawl up my skin so I had to let something out in order to allow me some breathing space. In order to be a good yuseirra (which I want to be) I know I have to be true to myself.

Before I begin anything, everyone's been so kind to me and I respect that. I don't hold any grudge against someone who mistreated me in person because there were none (which is what I consider to be a miracle!). To be honest, I had no reason to discard my decade old account with so many fond memories if looking at a personal standpoint. Still, I kept getting agonized because I kept encountering so many of these toxicity and cruelty being thrown at people, I wanted to do something about it but online's just not the place to go. There's always this huge-,, risk of being misunderstood here, harassed, being slandered, and being broken apart into pieces and people aren't willing to listen to each other, a lot of them jump straight into conclusions and they are so eager to decide and go strike as hard as they can because mildly put, they have something on their minds that they think are important and are very just in their own way. It may be nothing new, but it's grown in such a huge scale where I originate to the extent I just don't think it's all right to overlook. It's not fine. It's really, really bad. It's been dragging me down, so draining, making me lose hope on internet and how well it can be used as a medium to communicate, which is an idea I don't want to carry in my heart for so long...

It's a bit like treading on ice on a constant basis. I have to be very careful with my words all the time. I think I did "alright" myself (I can never be sure but I try) but seeing things happen is another thing. That alone put me in so much pain. It feels like talking to a wall. I wouldn't say I feel exactly helpless about it, but I did feel like I wasn't going to help anything the way I am now. What should I do? What could I do? I kept thinking about it, I never want to add on to that kind of behavior or add some kind of momentum to it. I won't contribute to it. I am thinking about what I can do. '-')9

Distraught.. I do think that's the word. Hehe, remember how when you're overlevelled in tartarus and you can encounter some shadows, that are all distressed? I've been playing p3p again, and it made me think about how I was feeling a little. "Distressed".. I am very distressed. And I can't say I like what's happening around me, it's not a pretty sight to look at. Overall, I am disheartened and sad.

But that doesn't mean I'm weak, or that I'm some underlevelled shadow waiting to be exterminated, oh no I'm not weak at all. It's because I am a sensitive person who cares a lot. I'm hurt because I care enough to want things to be better.

I have amazing anons and friends who've been supporting me, so I think I'll be okay in the long run. I was so happy from the messages I got yesterday and it once again helped me realize there's a lot of warmth and good in this world and that people are willing to help each other out, it's a faith I want to keep and you guys give it to me. I'm glad I can meet all of you!///

Mhm! It's a shame I stepped out of the platform but I'd like to reach more people through my art, I still have a ways to go in terms of improvement, but art's been a way to communicate with more people for me. Rn I'll take a good rest, and find comfort, recharge a bit and I'll be able to be the person I want to be/share my good sides as a human being! When you're very sad or strained, it's a lot harder to do that and some parts of you that you don't want to show off keeps rubbing off out of your words and actions. It's tragic and embarrassing when that happens...

no one is perfect. I wish people can be kinder to one another, because from what I've learned through the ages, yeah there ARE people that are irredeemable but they are the minority!! Most people want to be understood, and they have something going on that you don't really understand from your own perspective. You don't know what another person is going through, so how can you judge someone so quickly? I don't think I'll be able to do that even if I had the ability to read minds. Which is (by that I mean the mind and human psychology)a subject I was always so intrigued about. The more I learn about it, it's very complex and delicate, sometimes it tends to be foolish; but yet, aren't we all since we all are human after all?

This grew so long but I have to comment towards your compliment towards my art ;v;.. I'm glad I draw whenever I find someone who shows it a lot of affection and looks at it with much care, thank you for using those tender adjectives to describe my drawings.. "soft", "beautiful", I love it!/// Now I can see my own art that way as well! thinking yeah, that kind anon earlier, they said my art was soft, yes it's soft indeed.. hhhsh and that's wonderful.

I also want to say, I do put a lot of thought into my comics when I write the dialogues for them.. I read them over a lot to see if they make sense and have some sort of unity that wraps them all together as one! Usually I have some feeling I want to express, and a lot of the times I want to show what and how these two characters feel towards each other(on many occasions if not most, they care for one another) through it and I'm glad to know it's been giving you delight even regardless of what the original material is!! I'm glad I could make something fun even for someone who isn't familiar with the fandom too!

I will be happy to share more with you anon, recently, I feel like I'm on a bit of a roll with art! I am getting better and I think my art is growing over the years. I look forward to showing you and the others more things, so will you be here with me? :) I'll be happy to have you here!

I'll try my best to stay safe! Indeed, my choices earlier was to do just that '-')9 I want to be with you all for a long time.

See you around anon!!

Sincerely yours, Yuseirra

[trainingdummyrabbit]

how he so coat.

[literallys-illiteracy]

in the wuthered heights, straight up jorking in, and when i say "it" haha, well. Lets justr say, "MY VIOLIN"

[girlkisserr]

im a month late and i dont go here but hello limbus community

[caladbolg]

lament

[devilemon]

spoilers for murder on the warp train express. massive spoilers.

WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE WAS A BLOODFIEND I KNEW SHE WAS A BLOODFIEND SHE'S CONFIRMED A BLOODFIEND WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU FUCKING

OH MY FUCKING GOD

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT

CHAT

CHAT

CHAT

CHAT THIS WAS NOT ANTICIPATED WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT

DONQUI IS A FUCKING BLOOD FIEND??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

[beepofsleeplessdreams]

Projmoon ita bag wip! I'm short a few Briah charms, and a nothing there that's on it's way here. Outside of that, I'll be happy, save for some of the official Ruina pins that're going to be my personal white whales for months to come. This made for a very fun project with my bf.

I'm not sure if it's good or bad form to @ the people who made some of the stuff you got in these kinds of posts (<- old man) but it felt wrong not to.

@chikos-workshop

@wysteribun (thanks for the help with the @ Chiko!!)

@teamiibo

@ruffleroses (on Etsy)

the last one is @ cyropop on Twitter (there's a tumblr with that @ but I can't tell if it's the same person??)

[mango-dolphin]

Rubber Human by Mili is a very Dante song actually

[mortemdecay]

Assortment of arts inspired by One Foot in the Web by enkephallic (kuromantic) on ao3 or @enkephallic on tumblr

This god damn fic had me laughing so hard I started coughing, if you wanna see some of the sinners and co as a bunch of messy idiot teenagers then I highly recommend it. Do heed the tags however as it goes into some heavy stuff on account of Hong lu being a family vlog kid.

Kromer and Ryoshu interaction placed under the cut cause I dont feel comfortable blasting everyone with what Kromer says lol:

[smokewars]

yknow what i'll put this in the main tags one of my main worries with this (other than the safety of the cg illustrator that was fired and employees at project moon obviously) is that it feels like everytime theres a controversy, project moon just lie down and take it. theyre like doormats. appeasing them isnt going to make them stop, if anything it makes them more likely to do something like this again because they know its going to work and because it HAS before (im looking at ruina)

[tangentrina]

Maid day drawing I did earlier this month

[catharsiscatalyst]

Whenever I see people talk about quote unquote Limbus ship drama I'm just like. This fandom actually needs to be Homestuckified. We all need to accept that there shouldn't really be a wrong or right interpretation in most cases when there are a million in-canon mirror realities and when we have almost no official or confirmed pairings we should be free to do whatever we want

Of course there are limits to headcanons (incest / noncon / pedophilia, whitewashing, etc) but like again the Project Moon universe has a billion opportunities for fun ideas and y'all still choose to go for infighting and dissing on other people's headcanons :/ chill out man

[trainingdummyrabbit]

woe. this fucking thing be upon ye. also netzach

[throughpatchesofviolet]

Hehe ... another post under the cut because I'm about to be silly and gush about him ... he's making me so happy ~

Look at hiiiiiiim ...! When I first saw he was the ID we got for collecting event currency, I literally started going "memememememe" over and over for a good 5 seconds--yes, I started stimming because of this man. He's so cute and I love him so much--

He's just!! Augh!! I have no words!! (Proceeds to collect her thoughts and structure a rational post in the following paragraphs.)

I of course did the sensible thing and got him to Uptie IV immediately. And this ID story ... mind you, I haven't read one of these since I Uptied the Wuthering Heights IDs, so this was just a full treat for me. Heathcliff being all self-conscious will never not be adorable to me.

ALSO THIS. I love that this tidbit was dropped right after Aster, Hellbat, and I went on a little adventure to find the "comfort food" menu for the Sinners that HamHamPangPang had a while back ... he does love fish and chips ... agh. He was refusing to go out to eat this whole story scene, and I was just thinking, "A Heathcliff who doesn't want to go out for food? MADNESS!" /lh

The fact he's replacing his body with so many prosthetics, though ... sir ... it's okay, though, because I'm already brainstorming a little meet-cute for this Heathcliff and Sherry, because of course I am.

Also he's so bored in this Mirror World ...

Not to mention he's still got his reckless nature. Man really has no sense of self-preservation, regardless of the Mirror World.

There's a few more screenshots of him being bored, even with violence, which usually brings him joy, but I certainly am plastering this whole post with images--

(Proceeds to add them anyway.) Anyway!! The last image I wanted to add was this one:

Oh, Mr. Heathcliff ... I know a lass who could make a big splash in your uneventful life ... Miss Sherlock Holmes ~

AND BEFORE I END. HE HAS SO MANY CUTE VOICE LINES.

I know these are just screenshots and the lines themselves are unimpressive, but listen to me. Guys. Guuuuuysss. He yawns. Actually yawns. And you can hear his voice changing as he stretches, too, and just. I used to have to imagine what he'd sound like doing those things, and now I have an ID I can pull up and listen to whenever I want--

He also has four arms ... all the more to hug Sherry with. /lh

In summary ... uh ... they made another Heathcliff ID just for me ~

[puniper]

I want to make clear that i'm not defending projmoon and honestly I haven't had a good opinion about them since Ruina was in early access, but a lot of people don't seem to realize how keeping this drama attached to vellmori's name is p much doing a double kill on her career, most potential employers who do a background check on her aren't going to think "oh her last company treated her like shit and she got justice, nice" they're going to think "if we hire this person we're also going to be under the scrutiny of a lot of insane people on the internet, and that sounds like trouble, next"

It's the reason why a lot of these conversations are better kept private and why people trying to dig up information "in her name" aren't doing the service they think they are

[devilemon]

listening to starchild from ghost quartet and thinking about Rodion bc she's such an emotionally loaded character and i think abt her a lot

there's such a specific flavor of burnout gifted kid syndrome that she like. both does and doesn't have (chat me fr)

especially surrounding her general view of herself and how she handles things

she wants to change things and she's tried and yet it's all been pointless and she feels helpless and she's holding it together w/ a facade that's gonna slip

part of me wonders if she's gonna 'join' the other side for awhile/'betray' the sinners solely to do a lil' backstabbing, in similar fashion to like. raskolnikov

but who knows lmfao