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devilemon · 2 months ago

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listening to starchild from ghost quartet and thinking about Rodion bc she's such an emotionally loaded character and i think abt her a lot

there's such a specific flavor of burnout gifted kid syndrome that she like. both does and doesn't have (chat me fr)

especially surrounding her general view of herself and how she handles things

she wants to change things and she's tried and yet it's all been pointless and she feels helpless and she's holding it together w/ a facade that's gonna slip

part of me wonders if she's gonna 'join' the other side for awhile/'betray' the sinners solely to do a lil' backstabbing, in similar fashion to like. raskolnikov

but who knows lmfao

#rodion lcb #limbus company #lcb #projmoon #project moon #devi_thoughts #cw: existential dread/cognito hazard #don't read further into the tags if you don't wanna think abt this stuff pls this is like partially my own dread #I just think starchild ties into all this bc it specifically focuses on being abandoned by a god you barely know + general mediocrity #and it's just something that like. outside of the painful need to do something special so you're seen and so you can change things #there's the underlying dread of just. being lost to the seas of time #and rodion 100% encompasses that feeling that I like. also personally struggle with so heavily #she's a character pretty much slept on bc her initial canto did NOTHING to pull from the book/the themes of the book #but I hope she receives the nuance she desperately needs and deserves #bc despite being different and separate from Sonya #she still clearly has a connection #and I wanna see how that versus her relationship with Dante + the sinners impacts things

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