#the pieces of me (cling to you)
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OK JUST A LITTLE THING BECAUSE IM INSANE @cubbihue
Song: Plastic by Cheekface
#IDENTITY HORROR MY BELOVED#I want to watch him fall apart#I need him to explode#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#animation#animatic#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#I sent in an anon ask a bit ago about Chimmy being able to accidentally destroy himself if he realized what he was#and that idea makes me so so so crazy#The slow dawning horror that you arent yourself#followed by the horrific deterioration of your body as a direct result of your knowlege#like a punishment you cant undo#a horrible cycle of falling to pieces reinforcing this horrific reality and that horrific reality tearing you to pieces#you know now. you cant go back even if you want to#and the visual symbolism body horror of literally falling into pieces. AGHGhgh he's hollow in there just so you know#He could stick his whole arm in and not reach the back of his skull its just a dark pit completely hollow and unnatural#I like to think if you looked deep enough you could see stars#AUGHGH STRIPPING CHARACTERS OF THEIR HUMANITY MY BELOVED#removing even their basest comforts. Even their body isnt familiar to them anymore#Its this strange horrifying thing. What will it do next? Was it ever theirs? Should they be afraid?#and in my hands the answer will always be yes#Sorry Im going insane I love your au#I like characters who cling on to humanity that can never be theirs ♥
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#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#orv spoilers#kdj#sys#lgy#hsy#yjh#yoohan#art tag#digital#ink#pencil#you know joker's pants from persona? that's what i like to put yjh in if i ever drew his whole body#which i never do#i think yoohan should think of each other 'you're just like me' 'you disgust me because of that' 'you're like him' 'you're not enough like#him' 'he is like me' 'he's nothing like you'#fragments of the same existence struggling to recognize themselves. each other.#desperately clinging to something that is almost-just-right and hating it for not being a perfect fit#not to say that everything would be resolved if kim dokja is made aware of their feelings and reciprocates#there will always be a part missing#a part that chafes#but even if nothing works out. even if the pieces can't reconnect perfectly or at all#they keep calling out and leaving pieces of themselves in each other
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i would like to hand you three very important points
look at the way kips attention shifts to nick as he goes to ambush hook, and those the way kip holds his arm and shoulder. hes not exactly trying to hold nick back, but the intention is almost there. its not, cause kip knows hes being watched
which is evident in the second one. as soon as hooks (and so also christians) attention is on them, he'll back away. the facade is back on. the way he smirks when hook gets hit, cause the attention shifts again, which means he plays his part well
and third, who is the first to go for attack, even before christian calls for it? the brother who has to prove he belongs here. but again, for all the entirely different reasons than what they expect in reality
thank you for coming to my tedtalk
#im not accepting criticism at this time i know im objectively correct and you cant change my mind#and yes im including this into the original post deal with it#i suffered tonight im clinging onto the only piece of hope i got out of this entire segment let me have this#wrestling#kip sabian#nick wayne#hook#christian cage#aew#all elite wrestling#aewedit#wrestlingedit#night gifs#my beloved#kip in a box#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)
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Hmm I think the sams fandom has a little problem recognizing that how much you care for someone and how much you hurt someone are not directly linked. You can hurt people you care about, it doesn't make the hurt Better or more okay, but it's possible and can be messy and grey rather than black and white. Moon lashing out at his living family doesn't mean he cares about them any less, Ruin going through with his plan doesn't mean he's randomly lying about liking Solar, SF didn't pull the idea that Eclipse cared in his own messed up way out of nowhere even though Eclipse was their #1 problem, etc etc
#you know we dont have to pretend these characters didnt care about anyone else at all to say their actions are bad right#yeah yeah accuse me of clinging onto the greyness of their situations to sympathize or redeem them in aus or whatever#but you can absolutely look at like Ruin acknowledge that he Does care BUT still chose his 'for the greater good' plan anyway#to make him out as even a bigger piece of shit than if he didn't care about any of them at all#make things more interesting#sun and moon show#tsams
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“Sasha.” He murmurs into her mouth. “Yes.” She confirms. It’s me — I know — Me too — You’re welcome — like a cold reader. The kind of con he would have laughed out of the Institute. But his head’s worn down, his heart even moreso. He’s tired of thinking. —— John has one assistant he still trusts.
woe, spooky little john(not!)sasha thing i wrote be upon ye
#scrawlings#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanfic#jonsasha#johnsasha#jonathan sims#john sims#sasha james#not!sasha#this is real rough around the edges i miiiiight rewrite it when i get further into tma but also i had to get it outta my head or i'd die#hence why i didnt post it til now i was like Do i want this public-public lol#plus i haveeee a lot of other writing on my plate just in general rn haha#ringing my little bell. why is johnsasha a rarepair iv been going insane abt them for like 3 days#(only a bit into season 2 no spoilies) the john+not!sasha dynamic makes me insane.#what if you were a paranoid piece of shit and you had one person you trusted and That Happened To Her#but you still trust her completely. and part of it is because of how little you can trust anybody else#and so you are most susceptible to what's happening because you're in a downward spiral and will cling to any#validation on your backwards thinking. god
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Very excited to share my Supercorp Big Bang 2023 fic:
the pieces of me (cling to you)
Em (@shipinsight) was my lovely artist for this collaboration and she made stunning art for my fic here: the pieces of me (cling to you) Art
Please go show her some love, she did such an amazing job 💗💗
moodboard below done by my talented friend (@awaitingrain ) 💗💗
the pieces of me (cling to you)
Summary:
"To know me is to know pain, Supergirl." Lena says simply. "To know me is to know that coincidentally, on the same day you disappeared, my helicopter was blown out of the sky."
Lena's words land their intended blow. Supergirl flinches, guilt etched across her face like Lena had just damned her to Hades. And maybe she did.
"To know me," she continues, stalking forward once more, watching in sardonic glee as the veins in Supergirl's body light up once more."is to understand that I don't care about what if's and altruistic Supers who also want to do no harm." She says, pausing when Supergirl’s prone form is but an inch from her boot.
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What if Metallo Lena meets Supergirl and feels a strange connection to her that she couldn't identify the source of? And what if she kept Supergirl around long enough to explain this strangeness to her?
Written for Supercorp Big Bang 2023
And thank you to the awesome mods who organized this event 💗 @supercorpbb
#supercorp#scbb 2023#supergirl#lena luthor#kara danvers#the pieces of me (cling to you)#metallo lena#5x13 canon divergent#this fic is my baby#my fics#my writing
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Happy 8th birthday Undertale I’m so glad nothing bad happened to my kids here
#they are happy and normal and have no diseases:)#Flowey’s still my all time favorite but if I think about specifically Asriel for too long I ouggghhh#my son he has every disease#don’t even get me started on Chara#Chara was my first cosplay ever btw i haven’t cosplayed in like two years but 12 year old me ate with that one#and i used to have a sketchbook full of handwritten undertale fanfic#but then my house burned down#womp womp#tbh when you and your sibling are stuck in a cycle of nostaglia and are doomed by the narrative to continue clinging onto the past#haunting the narrative Chara vs i am the narrative Flowey#i think my first piece of fanart was technically napstablook though#asriel dreemurr#asriel#Chara#Chara dreemurr#undertale#fan art#digital art#undertale fanart#bread draws
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I want him to stalk over me when he talks to me <33 I already have to look up at him, but its so so addictive when he makes it obvious how much taller he is then me <333
#Like y e s#im tall to others#but to you Im short#you could cling to me and we cannmake a perfect piece#you can rest your chin on my head and be surrounded by me#let me be your pillowwwww!!!!#oni.darling#lovesick#lovecore
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nausea forever
#k#my art#horror#what do u want me to tag this as v_v. i am creating and posting in my diary#cw death#i dont think i actually have much to say about this piece#i think it pretty clearly speaks for itself#but. i dunno. if u dont get it and want to: there is a pull between knowing the Truth of death Not being an answer#but also you Cant answer any questions once youre gone anyways. its just such a waste#i think this is what this expresses to me#“what a Waste. why would you do that.”#but i am mostly posting this for v_v myself... im hoping that#if i can get better#i can remember how Close to. death. i felt now#and cling to Having Gotten Through#of course this all hinges on me getting thru :3#godspeed. please come with me.#horror art
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Writing over 30,000 words worth of content for a fic only to realize it’s all pointless because you have no interest in it anymore and you were never gonna finish it anyway….
What even is The Point anymore
#current mood#it’s so joever#this isn’t even the worst part honestly#what really sucks is that this project was the last thing in my life I had any sustainable interest in and now that’s gone too.#now I have nothing. like#the fuck am I supposed to do??? get a new interest??? that’s fucking impossible#nothing hits like it used to and everything is just….bland….and SO MUCH EFFORT to get into#like hobbies are so difficult? and my old hobbies (ex writing) are becoming more and more toxic and like a chore rather than something fun#like writing at this point has become a battle of perfectionism and I’m fucking losing#what am I supposed to do. nothing inspires me. I have no interests. no hobbies. not many friends irl#and it’s not like we ever hang out because people are a fucking piece of work#either they cling to you like dog shit or they never respond to your texts no in between#im just so tired of existing??? and also college??? is fine but like#what the fuck am I DOING here like#why am I getting an art degree??? is this really how I should be spending my time and my parents money?#what the fuck am I gonna do for a job??? what do I WANT from a job???? I don’t even fucking know#i can’t see myself being happy in life doing anything and that’s such a nonstarter#it makes it impossible to start planning anything because I feel paralyzed with fear#and like I said….i don’t have any interests. I don’t LIKE anything. I am the antithesis of curiosity and interest like. there’s just nothing#i can’t do this anymore#im so done#idk why I made this so long but#I guess I have a lot on my mind I wanted to share#sorry for cringe posting on main it will happen again#im sorry in general actually for everything im sorry for being needy and attention seeking and annoying and flaky and never finishing any of#my fics because I lose interest and for not responding to anyone in my inbox I’m sorry#personal#cringe#cringetober#long tags
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I think I just guaranteed queen of nothing by the crane wives a place in my spotify wrapped tonight because of time princess
#so basically im in an inactive society that wasnt always inactive#and i became leader without trying to#i was just chilling and somehow racked up the highest contribution without trying to and then the last leader went offline#and i dont even know who the last leader was#i dont 100% stories and ive got almost every companion at level 10 or higher#ive crafted virtually every blueprint i have that i like and played every story im interested in#i was just waiting for the next event forever. after the shock wore off becoming society leader gave me smth to do in this game#while making me realize we'd become v inactive#twilight's crown had recently come out and i found that fitting#i pour hundreds of materials into time goddess because i dont use them for anything else#i spent 400 diamonds on fantasy promise like one girl can get the whole team out of prelude when no one else has above 1k starlight points#i put so much into an inactive society. i know i should leave#but part of me keeps going ''and just abandon my people''?#it's not like leaving will send me back to having nothing to do. i can keep putting this energy into an active society#and get my moneys worth#which never really crossed my mind until tonight#i know not to cling to obvious lost causes. i've seen what happens when you do.#still feel bad about ditching when i'm the only one who still shares codes in chat#but they can do the same thing.#maybe i should encourage them to.#i'm thinking stay until fantasy promise ends#and/or until i've got this last piece of this society set crafted (unless that takes too long and october happens before then)#(bc if i'm leaving i wanna be in an active society by the time sprint rolls around)#and then screenshot the society id in case i cant find somewhere better and choose to come crawling back#ok i have rambled about this in my phone and notebook 3 times and each one has made me more certain of my decision to leave#everyone in the dutp discord says i need a new society#anyways#i needed to talk about that somewhere#queen of nothing has been on loop in my headphones for an hour
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there are only two categories in the world. small and smaller
#ill write this into a poem at some point probably but for now i just need to say it#i just feel so small and woven and the world looks so big. when does it shrink to fit me. or when do i rise to meet it. either way#the universe and i are soooo at odds because if there is anything about me it is that i always WANT. i just want so much forever.#and honestly there's not enough life in me to keep wanting. i cannot keep clinging to so many things. my hands can't hold them#i'm just too small i feel like a pinprick or a piece of hair or an eyelash and the world is sooo big#there are like. things being held over my head. Okay you can have this but you have to be big enough or good enough to take it.#and i can't!!! i can't be that!!!! i am like an ANT i am just too nonexistent to have half the things i am so desperately yearning for#sorry. im normal. this sickness is like a disease it's making me evil and full of shame#hello world
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ot3s are so good, i will use any excuse to smash three ppl together like dolls. theyre always my fave ships and all my ocs always end up in polycules. so like. same hat.
#thank you for understanding. i will not change i will not improve etc#jayatalks#but no i think the thing about ensemble casts is that by the end of their narratives the idea of separating any of them-#just feels like ripping their heart into pieces. you can’t make me do it. they have two hands and four limbs to cling to for a reason
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love having creative ideas. new izombie mpreg fic that overlaps the timeline of the first. Pieces of You. building The Rajor house in the sims 4. makin a lil music video for my blorbos.
#cling clang#someone check on me in a month to see if ive actually finished any of these#(except pieces of you i already know i have a lot of work left on it)
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if youre wondering why i never vent on main its not because i have a vent account its because im perfectly fine
#liar mcliesalot is lying again (to the shock of no one)#i dont vent on main because i hate people worrying about me#worrying about me is not part of my blog theme#anyways i was just thinking how everyone would be happier if i was cishet but as that is obviously not possible#(im a stubborn piece of shit clinging to this idea that im queer so ill have some community who cares about me no matter how shitty i am)#i think the solution is no more me!#right so here me out right:#if cishet me is impossible and its the only reason anyone loves me the solution is to kill myself#or just disappear#(dont worry im so fine im just exaggerating you know how it is im really fine)#tw sui#three pigeons in a trench coat
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Happy Supercorp Sunday! ❤️💙 Just reposting the character study I'd done on metallo lena:
the pieces of me (cling to you)
Summary:
"To know me is to know pain, Supergirl." Lena says simply. "To know me is to know that coincidentally, on the same day you disappeared, my helicopter was blown out of the sky."
Lena's words land their intended blow. Supergirl flinches, guilt etched across her face like Lena had just damned her to Hades. And maybe she did.
"To know me," she continues, stalking forward once more, watching in sardonic glee as the veins in Supergirl's body light up once more."is to understand that I don't care about what if's and altruistic Supers who also want to do no harm." She says, pausing when Supergirl’s prone form is but an inch from her boot.
Or
What if Metallo Lena meets Supergirl and feels a strange connection to her that she couldn't identify the source of? And what if she kept Supergirl around long enough to explain this strangeness to her?
written for scbb 2023
#supercorp#supergirl#metallo lena#kara danvers#lena luthor#the pieces of me (cling to you)#a metallo lena character study#5x13 canon divergent#happy supercorp sunday#my fics#my writing
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