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op's eyeliner. im so jealous. btw good night tumblrinas 💟💟💟💟💟💟
#i've been sleeping a little earlier!!!!#the other day was like 4am#yesterday was 3am#and now 2am#i sound crazy#uhmmm#thats progress though!!! i swear i'll try to improve my sleep schedule
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It’s been 4 days since I drew any of my self ships.

#like yeah I drew a few f/os and fankids#even drew some stuff with my original characters#but nothing with my f/o(s) and my self inserts together#and trust me I’ve been trying for days!!#I keep thinking that maybe I’ll get new crushes since I been rewatching old childhood shows and that it’ll get my creative juices flowing#but I keep stressing myself out about it#that I keep jumping around too much#like I keep disappearing offline lately and then every time I return some drama is going on in the self ship community#and then I’m just confused as hell because no one really tells me anything#I’m just left in the dark#and maybe folks just assume I already know when this shit is happening but no#and then I feel kinda left out#which then I feel like I’m not close enough with people to know what’s happening in the community#which I guess I mostly blame myself that I don’t interact with others much because I’ll post something and then disappear out of nervousnes#and I’m always too scared to interact with any fandom to try to make friends with others who are into the same things#fearing I’ll be looked at like a freak for self shipping#hence why I usually only interact first with other self shippers compaired to those who don’t#well self ship#I didn’t mean for this to turn into a vent#it’s like 4am I should be sleeping#but I mostly feel just… numb#where I wouldn’t say it’s my depression acting up again (it was at first)#but I do feel like I’ve been on autopilot lately#💬 chy chatter 💬#ventish#vent
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BRAIDS BRAIDS BRAIDS BRAI (mayu by @anbaisai || fayrouz by @fell-fell) :3c
i imagine yuusha gave the girls both their braids
#I FINALLY POSTED THIS AAAH#AND THIS IS QUEUED AT 4AM SO I DO NOT SEE IT UNTIL WAKE#i wanted to do more hairstyles ;;; but this has been in the drafts for a while so i figured i might as well post this first ;;;#the braided vs unbraided art were made in like two different days so that’s why they look different 😭#anyways#yuusha forcing them into the braid club#jk jk#when jamil isnt available yuusha will find other victims#she has a younger sibling back in her og world#so that’s where the instinct(tm) comes from#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💜) yuusha#(🍙) mayu#(⛅) fayrouz#-✦—]#this is the 🪮💇♀️ from the poll the other day#i’m not sure if this is what people thought of but anyways.#i shouldve specified some of the emoji combos were prob inaccurate bc i couldnt decide what would be a good representation of the post 😭
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baby's first polymer clay creation
her name is Annette
#birds#chickens#art#sculpture#sculpey#miniature art#polymer clay#clay#crafts#homemade#i have no idea the tags i'm just stealing them from other peoplw dfbghjdhfsbg#she makes me want to CRy#artists on tumblr#a bird blog i follow rbed a bunch of tiny birds someone made. i wanted to try making a tiny bird#i bought clay over a year ago because i wanted to make harpy women with some old doll faces from the 80s#that my mom still had from her crafting days. but that was a really intimidating first project so i Didn't#a chickem i s easy :) (it took like 3 hours Just to sculpt.)#its 4am i want to cry its so fucking small oh my godd#the thir dimage sends me into hysterics#please look at this chicken im begging you
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*guy that hasn't slept properly in several days voice* damn why am i so tired
#rye.txt#my sleep schedule is so messed up man 😭#started going to bed at 2am instead of 10pm. except it takes me like an hour and a half to two hours to fall asleep each night#so really im getting to sleep around 3am-4am#and then my body wakes me up at 7am#and sometimes i can go back to sleep but other times i have Work To Do and have to get up then#and then i can maybe try to go back to sleep around 10am#except oops my body doesn't let me actually sleep so i just go to bed and sit there until i feel bad about trying to sleep during the day#and then i get up again#my works schedule is also Very Weird but it's always been like that#im. tired. i wanna draw kitty cats but im too eepy :(
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I am really confused about this game. Is it like "Doki doki literature club" ? the game seems to break the fourth wall after getting bad endings and someone speaks in red text. Is it Ren and is he stuck in the game like Monica?Or is he and Redacted separate people, with him being a game character,but Redacted being some sort of entity who's stuck in the void of the game,or in it's code,and acknowledges that it's a game and someone's playing it and they speak to the player, not the game's protag?
✦゜ANSWERED: 14 Days With You is like 14 Days With You. It's not meant to be similar to DDLC in any way, and Ren isn't supposed to be like Monika or any other self-aware character.
Please don't associate 14DWY with other games just because they share similar tropes. /lh
But!! To answer your question: Ren isn't aware that Angel and the player are separate people. As of right now, he considers Angel and you as the same entity, and speaks to you as though you're part of his universe.
Ren is aware that his entire existence only comes into fruition whenever you play the game — but to him, that's considered normal — the same way getting wifi from trees and not discovering 80% of the ocean is considered normal for us. Nothing is out of place for him, and the way he interacts with his environment doesn't seem weird or out of place for him.
The Dead Ends are the only time Ren breaks the fourth wall, but it's still a massive WIP and there's not enough content for it to make much sense yet. But once more Days get released, this will be further explained!!
#I know you mean well with your question but I've constantly had 14DWY be compared to other games simply because they have similar vibes#It's extremely disheartening and makes it seem like all my efforts in creating my own unique lore/universe can only be valid-#-or recognised if they meet another game's expectations. It's a toxic mentality to have and I hate having it be forced upon me.#I'm not trying to make a DDLC inspired game or be put in the same box. I'm trying to make my own unrelated game in my own personal space#I wish people would recognised 14DWY as it's own seperate entity and not some knock off yandere game that shares tropes with other games ;_#Okay rant over T_T I am going 2 sleep now skhgbs /lh#WAIT I LIED I also quickly wanna mention that I don't like it when other people compare games to 14DWY as well!!!!!#I don't own the yandere/glitch trope; other people are allowed to use it!!#So don't compare 14DWY to other games as well (unless it's like a direct rip off of 14DWY.... That's completely different)#OKAY NOW I honk mimimimimi since it's 4am GOODNIGHT lmaooo zzz#💌 — answered.#🖤 — shut up sai.#💖 — 14 days with queue.
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@girlymatsu ive been unable to stop thinking about these three being friends since you mentioned it, so i hope you dont mind that i drew out a few ideas ^^;!!
#my art#ocs#kiru#keiko#others ocs#its like 4am so sorry if my handwriting is a little sloppy OTL i hope its still legible...!!#also i couldnt find any examples of erinas work attire so i decided to wing it... im sure youve drawn it before im just a little tired#it ended up looking a bit minimalist for her tastes...... lets just say its a lazy day for her HEHE#but mostly i think kiru and erina would have a lot of common ground in. well not exactly SHARED experiences#but the emotions surrounding how they connect to other people/feel a need to perform i think is very similar#for kiru some of it is in the past but make no mistake the constantly calm/collected ''reliable nee-san'' thing is kind of a facade#not Fully but still. shes quite guarded#okay im rambling now BYEEE
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headcanon that scorpius was a sick child and was in and out of hospital constantly, perhaps related to astoria's blood curse but not directly. his immune system isnt very strong, and everytime he gets sick they're terrified that it's the blood curse but also whatever else it could be, because it's always so sudden and so intense and they call healers over to the house who recommend this delirious feverish 4 year old is hospitalised immediately, and you'd think it'd get easier to some extent because they'd be used to it, but everytime they feel like this is it, this is the time he'll walk in to the hospital and not walk out again
#this headcanon has no purpose im just thinking of scorpius in bed like a sickly victorian child with scarlet fever or something#asking if he'll make it to sunrise lmfao#so then he hates hospitals with a passion#my friend from school was in them constantly he was even a make a wish kid and he can not fucking stand the places so#headcanon scorpius becomes a healer anyway lmao#im sick and this is how im coping by putting baby scorp in hospital lmfao#it just made draco that little bit more protective#lucius made an insensitive comment about it once and draco was ready to throw hands#this headcanon doesnt really go anywhere ive just decided scorpius was a sick child#he has sick child energy lmfao#he still knows some of his doctors/healers because he was there so frequently#just imaging lil scorp in a hospital bed and draco and astoria are sleeping in the room on like uncomfortable chairs and the fever finally#breaks and hes like uh daddy im hungry and its like 4am but draco couldnt care less cause scorp hasnt been able to eat anything for days#let alone ask for food directly and baby scorp is wondering why his parents are acting so damn weird just cause he asked for some toast#but once hes grown up whenever he gets sick its on such a lower level than what it used to be when he was a kid because his immune system#got better that he struggles to gauge when other people would usually stop trying to do daily activities and albus has to start wrestling#scorpius back to bed instead of going to class cause scorpius really youre practically dying and hes like pfff you wanna see dying? use tha#timeturner one more time and go back to see me at literally any point between 2 and 10 i am FINE#(he absolutely was not fine)#scorpius malfoy#albus potter#draco malfoy#hpcc#scorbus#this is so many tags im so sorry
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Did a study bc this pic has been haunting me for months
#if i post it that means i cant keep making tiny changes right#sinbad in this green shirt my beloved#thinking about him at any given moment#sinbad2012#sinbad#elliot knight#once again its not gaz but it could be theres nothing stopping you#except like everything about this costume#real talk i fought this drawing like a wild boar i gave up back in february and came back the other day started fresh and here we are#shouldnt tag my posts at 4am i have a lot to say#my art#procreate#sinbad 2012
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San Jose won the Valentines Day puck game this year yall

It's actually good I'm not in SJ because I would have bought like 20 of these.
#SAN JOS-WAY. thanks will smith hockey <3#shout out to lesa for hooking me and sierra up!!!!#in my heart the boys are stealing these pucks and giving them to each other#in my SECRET heart mario gives one to girl wsh to make her smile after a bad day and she gets so embarrassed but can't stop smiling#fresno oilers.txt#i am in the STUPIDEST employment limbo where they told me i'm starting this week but haven't told me WHAT DAY OR SHIFT#so every day i wake up check my phone 30 times an hour from 9-5 and have no idea what plans to make or how#i wanted to go to a training to do court accompaniment with ice detainees but i don't know my schedule!!!!#i have to do an intake with a dogsitter but i don't know my schedule!!!!#and like the entire city is shutting down on friday for the eagles parade so?? i don't think i start friday??#also it's cold and i'm doing an experiment with my naturopath called i ran out of sleep meds so let's try good sleep hygiene#so i slept like GARBAGE. i genuinely do not think i slept from 12am-4am. i was just lying in bed getting progressively crankier#last night i was rocking keats in my arms after a seizure and we watched the snow and that was nice. but after it's just been cold#and the aqi has been terrible all day. so all that combined with schedule uncertainty is making me feel very yucky#but there are still the delights (wish valentine puck)(you know the san jos-way to my heart)
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i need there to be ten days between each ep of the heart killers, not seven. bc it takes me 5 days to process the new episode in the first place, then i take another night to rewatch with my brain turned on and ready to take notes and then i suddenly only have one day left for meta writing, a day on which i don't really have time bc i have classes and stuff
#shit it's 4am again#i just spent the past 4h rewatching the fadelstyle scenes from ep3 and thinking about it and taking notes#bc i might write a continuation of that style meta post i published the other day#absolutely no way i'll get the ep3 meta done BEFORE ep4 tho#i can't pull an allnighter binge-writing 6k words of meta before the new ep drops again#WHICH IS WHY I NEED MORE DAYS BETWEEN THE EPISODES SEND HELP#ah well. maybe i'll make a post with ep3+4 together#just like i combined eps 1+2#ANYWAY I NEED TO SLEEP I ONLY SLEPT LIKE 4.5 H LAST NIGHT AS WELL#at least tomorrow i gotta be at uni only at 1pm rather than 10pm#i can easily get 6-7h of sleep#nighty night everyone#airenyah plappert#thk#adrm
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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girls when they cannot manage the work and sleep schedule and on top of that now they also lost their earbuds' case




#pain...misery even#xx#like just today#how man....WHERE#i just called the work bus n asked but im not too hopeful ;-;#and as i said....my life is so...sleep n work rn...im not doing anything n i hate it#this shift hpurs fuckin me up severely#4am one day n 1 pm the other its like my whole life is.This
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waded through the wreckage of a house 👍 shits fucked!
#it was a house my parents own and rent out and they sent me to help the tennant#cus shes an old lady and uh. her house has a tree on it.#so that was fun and exciting.#that house is.... totaled.#like SHIT dude.#but now im home again 👍#not that there's a lot to DO at home. so many downed trees and power lines#they're talking about some areas here not getting pretty for up to 3 weeks#im lucky enough i love in the middle of a big city so I'll probably be the one of the first to get power back#either me or the sister closest to me will get it first out of my siblings for sure#since we both live here#the others live in outer cities and towns so they'll probably get theirs back after us#and the sister i don't like has apparently been radio silent since 4am#which isnt. good.#but ill let my parents handle contacting her#I've done my good deed for the day and i went driving with tte crazies already#no stop lights btw!!! every stoplight is out!!!#and most everyone apparently has never fucking seen one cus these people have no clue how to fucking drive#when a stoplight is out!!!#(it's treated like a 4 way stop sign btw. as in right of way goes to whoever got there first OR the person to the left)#(not that any of yhese assholes know that. jesus fuck)#shh ac#hurricane helene
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WHOS READY FOR SOME CENTENNIALS!!!!!! unasked for explanations below once again
This set of designs is different from Ryan's because i basically just traced my old sketches and redid them digitally to give them colour so there are less design details (sorry lmao)
ANYWAY continuing with the "time-accurate" clothing choices, I'm hoping it's more obvious with loey and neas this time. You have no idea how RELIEVED i felt when i saw neas' third overhaul was in the 2000s. I love details but I have been working with suits for like 30 designs by now.
Because I did these back in october I don't really have proper ref images but if you googled men's fashion for each of their respective eras you should get pretty good results and if you don't im sorry💀
Not sure if it's obvious but they're supposed to "age" with every overhaul, yea im aware my ability to draw people older than 40 is nonexistent-
On that note, I have a more in-depth hc for how the "human" of an engine appears which would explain how loey and neas can "age" but the short version is the "human" is a combination of the maturity of an engine's mentality and the engine's actual age
I do not know enough of the Skarloey Railway lore to back my headcanons but I hc that during their early days, the SR was more strict with appearances, hence the suit jackets and whatnot (kinda like how RWS SR engines all have the same livery)
Towards the SR's later days, the change of directorship and the increasing diversity of their rolling stock led to much more relaxed regulations on appearances. The jackets that the overhaul 2 designs are holding would look similar to the jacket that overhaul 1 loey is wearing, which would bear the engine's nametag and the signature red shoulder pad designating an engine's gauge
Also the nametag and specifically the number badge were details added later when I finished my handel and petah designs, yes I love it a lot that's why i mentioend it.
Overhaul 1 neas is particularly different from overhaul 1 loey because for one they're two different decades, but also the time between his first and second overhaul was when neas had to run the line on his own (not to mention the world war woah...)
I haven't really figured out specific height hcs yet but neas and loey are around the same height as each other but grow a tad with each overhaul
ok das it for this one i think, thank yall for the wonderful reception of ryan im so happy yall loved him😭🥹also thanks for making it to the end next time it's probably gonna be handel and petah<3
#ttte skarloey#ttte rheneas#ttte humanized#ttte#i was working on and off this for a whole ass week thats why this took so long#that said im thinking of throwing duncan in a blender (uncalled for???) hes like a squeaky toy#capy's graffiti#pictures in the reception hall#capy posting#also i was rewatching slotlt the other day and like. its actually ridiculous#if thomas' drivers had any will of their own none of this would have happened#unfortunately that little fucker was driving around helping some guy dig at like. 4am and the drivers were just like aight cool#and you KNOW they were in there cuz they were there during the entire end chase scene#like they HAD to address that by showing thomas' crew jumping out before he fell into the sea#also ryan during the chase scene. “hey mr crew i know ur off work but im really worried about my train friend can we go for a drive :(”#and those crazy bitches said YEAH SURE AND THEY WENT#LIKE IS THE PAY THAT GOOD????#dont get me wrong id drive around with ryan at 2am any day of the week but like#so much of the cgi era's events were dependent on the trains' crews having 0 autonomy beyond driving an engine#and i just think thats so hilarious
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🎵 SHIP PLAYLISTS — IF I HAD A HEART
[oc playlist]
tag list (ask to be added or removed!): @adelaidedrubman @florbelles @marivenah @simonxriley @shegetsburned @voidika @kyber-infinitygems @v0idbuggy @inafieldofdaisies @statichvm @socially-awkward-skeleton @aceghosts @jillvalentinesday @risingsh0t @unholymilf @thedeadthree @cassietrn
#oc insp: Imogen Kol#ship insp: if I had a heart#really wanted this to mirror the character playlist since there’s overlap with some of the songs#pretty happy with how it came out#I may or may not have stayed up until 4am curating this like an insane person the other night#told myself there wasn’t gonna be 30 songs AND THEN#curse the day when I start adding more and then the numbers gonna be uneven and I’m gonna go all loony
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