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candyheartedchy · 2 months ago

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It’s been 4 days since I drew any of my self ships.

#like yeah I drew a few f/os and fankids #even drew some stuff with my original characters #but nothing with my f/o(s) and my self inserts together #and trust me I’ve been trying for days!!#I keep thinking that maybe I’ll get new crushes since I been rewatching old childhood shows and that it’ll get my creative juices flowing #but I keep stressing myself out about it #that I keep jumping around too much #like I keep disappearing offline lately and then every time I return some drama is going on in the self ship community #and then I’m just confused as hell because no one really tells me anything #I’m just left in the dark #and maybe folks just assume I already know when this shit is happening but no #and then I feel kinda left out #which then I feel like I’m not close enough with people to know what’s happening in the community #which I guess I mostly blame myself that I don’t interact with others much because I’ll post something and then disappear out of nervousnes #and I’m always too scared to interact with any fandom to try to make friends with others who are into the same things #fearing I’ll be looked at like a freak for self shipping #hence why I usually only interact first with other self shippers compaired to those who don’t #well self ship #I didn’t mean for this to turn into a vent #it’s like 4am I should be sleeping #but I mostly feel just… numb #where I wouldn’t say it’s my depression acting up again (it was at first)#but I do feel like I’ve been on autopilot lately #💬 chy chatter 💬#ventish #vent

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fiendishartist2 · 1 year ago

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redraw of this post from bunnyfarm's release

kofi|instagram

#my last piece kinda disappointed me just bc i feel like i can do better #idk i think my style is taking a turn and im not sure how to work w it yet. i like messy art that looks kind of childish?-#-if that makes sense #but that kind of clashes w my way of drawing and i also have like no energy or creativity left bc of school </3 so its hard to draw #at least stuff that i really like that are like fully rendered and not just doodles or character standing w white background lol #so i took inspo from an old piece of mine to make this and sort of update it and i really like it!! i think my colours are way better #in the original they were kinda washed out i think and this is a lot more striking #me when primary colours #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #the walten files #twf #bunnyfarm #sophie walten #jack walten #felix kranken #twf spoilers #tw eyestrain

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equill · 9 months ago

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Reuniting with a distorted past.

Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)

wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay

Panel 1: Was buried alive.

Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?

new friends

Comic 2: Misguided protection.

obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster

Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)

obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from

#naruto #naruto fanart #kakashi hatake #rin nohara #obito uchiha #naruto sukea #fanart #art #my art #sketch #drawing #digital art #hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again #she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone #she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain #but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on #inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen #Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks #PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)

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crystallized-cheese · 3 months ago

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Would you, by any chance, like to, would want to, draw other aus in your, super cool, craft au... Like, a character, from a certain TS!US game...? :D

(don't have to ofc!! Your au is awesome!!! Love it!!)

Sorry, no can do, all I got is this.

#hi mimorobo #instead of making him a marker like i would for the “traditional” underswap sans .. I made him into a variation of sticky note #this is because i feel like his personality and dynamic with other is largely the same even though his role changed #but since hes not so much the kind of character that delays actions until theres nothing left.. i made his supply more “Out There”#so its more stylized and able to be art on its own a bit more and less serious (since hes also not so much the science-y guy?)#making an au of my au is kinda crazy style its like au-ception #OH AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ENJOYING MY AU IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND I GET EXCITED EVERY TIME SOMEONE SAYS SOMETHING NICE AND COOL ABOUT IT #ts!craftswap #tscraftswap #<- ??????????#craftstale #undertale arts and crafts #undertale arts & crafts #ts!underswap #tsunderswap #undertale au #undertale #utmv #crossbones ts!underswap #tsunderswap crossbones #stylized sticky note sans #cheese draws

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tackykachowch · 5 months ago

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How it feels to not like timebomb after s2

#I'M NOT A HATER I SWEAR I ACTUALLY REALLY LIKE IT ON PAPER #i do however think that it came literally out of nowhere and was hella rushed and kinda ridiculous #like. if the argument is that original ekko fell in love with jinx it doesn't make sense because they were enemies for most of their lives #if the argument is that current ekko fell in love with au powder and now projects these feelings on jinx it's kinda uh. messed up #because she's a whole different person. entirely. it doesn't matter if both these version started out as a 9-year old powder. they had #extremely different lives and experiences and thinking that “there's still this kind of powder in jinx deep down” is straight-up awful #OR even if he didn't project his feelings for powder on jinx why would he love her in the current universe? last time they met she blew them #up and now she wants to commit suicide. there's literally no reason for him to have any kind of feelings except the slight friendly #affection that's left from all those years ago. and yet the show and most importantly the fandom treats them like a couple??? i don't get it #also it's kinda insane that s2 turned jinx and ekko into flat shipping material #again. obviously i have nothing against the shippers and do not condemn it in any way. i'm just expressing my thoughts on the matter #also what pisses me off the most. is how in ep9 jinx in fully painted with ekko's symbols here and there. has the bandage (?) on her chest #like vi. has a hood that looks like a drawing that isha made. and yet there's no fishbones or any reference to silco at all #i mean. i get it s2 hates him but i can't help it #they gave her all these relationships and pretended that they're significant to her and yet they didn't have any proper development #to really earn it #arcane critical #arcane season 2 #anti timebomb #jinx arcane #ekko arcane

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sysig · 1 year ago

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How far did you get? (Patreon)

#My art #Handplates #UT #Gaster #Frisk #A DBZA incorrect quote technically - it's just such a raw line #Even what it's in reply to kinda works in this context! ''What exactly changed between you in the future and now?'' Time travel nonsense #It feels real weird to have a piece fully finished in black and white and have that be Correct lol #I am So pleased with the composition of this ♥#Gaster vertical and the human horizonal! Gaster confined and the human-#Hint: He's not looking at Frisk #Gaster being able to see Zarfox consistently is very interesting to me #Or rather - that bit makes sense lol he got as far as he could within the confines of his world and understanding #It's still cool how much he can actually see tho - understand? Interpret? Hard to pin down and define haha #What Sans is able to see doubly interests me - he got some but just glimpses! Different from - I assume - Gaster's consistent sight #Poor Papyrus being left out haha #It's been a while since I've drawn a Vessel - weird to think about Frisk in that context haha #It's accurate! Just weird ♪#I am so in love with Gaster's post-Void design <3 The fact that his lineart is ''canon'' - however you want to phrase it just ughgjkdslafd #Any instance of The Medium being drawn attention to down to its format and details gives me the zoomies lol #Visual representation of the unfathomable! It's so cool!!#And the fact that at the Very least Gaster suspects just how limited his viewpoint is - is phased in and out of it - what he assumes is real #He knows that even with everything that makes him up now - the threads of the multiverse! - it's still so much bigger than he can understand #''More than I thought'' - and then actually getting to talk with some/thing/one(s) that make up at least a sliver of that Bigger #''Less than you'd think'' - like moving a grain of sand that contains a universe on the beach of infinity #Hghhh it's cool <3

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dreamingofthewild · 23 days ago

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Maybe my brain rot is chronic, but I am a bit sad that Larian didn't include a modern AU Gale scene in that animated short.

They included everyone else, and he's just left alone in the dark 😒

#I'm sorry but leaving out any one of the 6 origins is not good #Yes I am more upset than I should be #It kinda feels like that one person who is always left out friend groups #Like they all forgot about Gale and started a new game without him and now he's alone while his friends continue to have fun #🙄#I'm reading too much into this but I know many Galemancers relate to Gale #And have probably been that friend who was left out of things #bg3 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #BG3 Gale

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cent-scratchnsniff · 1 month ago

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doodles and stuff. struggled with painting until i gave up

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #i GUESS? carmen and ayins face is a whole thing and stuff.#oh wait hello silly first life stuff. yeah that counts. tee hee?#angela and benjamin are technically there but theyre kinda small compaired to the rest of the drawings in inclusion so im not sure..#ill do angela since she isnt covered #angela lobcorp #carmen lobcorp #ayin lobcorp #netzach lobcorp #it mustve been so prominent. the feelings of affection. those memories of ayin smiling so gently and warmly to her. to Carmen. than angela.#for it to be the very first thing brought up. the very first thing to actually recall from the copy of Her brain. a warmth she would never #be able to see upon that face. a warmth she knows and can recall but never for Her. a man who adored carmen to have such a face shown to he #that now cannot even bare to look at what isnt her what could never be her yet depending on a creation he loathes #for its similarities. for being close to him. for not Being Carmen enough. for being a bastardization of what once was. holding #justifications and trying to convince the self in order to continue forward. its just a machine. a machine must behave as a machine #how miserable. how trapping. how stuck and desperate. ever inflicting cycle of pain. anyways PLATONIC GIOCARMEN!! 🔥🔥#i canot speak upon ayin for there isnt enough room. GIOVANNI!! wanted to draw some interactions w them.#there was a scrapped doodle of carmen talking abt pain levels for beaking bones with a smile on her face while pointing to his body #bc day 48 and decidedly factually stating things with a smile as if it wasnt even personal. even if it is distressing #women in stem 🔥 have her bring over diagrams for him to have as reference. gio helping skim and find pages for specific quotes or a section #to bookmark. just happy at her glee and determination. carmen is holding up a clipboard w a diagram from the red book by carl jung but its #really small and hard to tell what it is. tee hee. there is more rambles but nay. i shant. twas for fun in between stuff #ever constant fear of misconstrued words. prithee. accept my offerings.....#spoke abt them before. i think? so content inside her warmth and joy. alive at her pride. feeling a part of him ripped away at her listless #expression. erased vanished faded from the world back to the murky color of gray further when she left the world. its so. ahngbh.#ill make a rb after this comes out and i wake up on the side blog nieranddear of just more rambles on it all that couldnt fit here #lor spoilers #... maybe. maybe on the rambles. if i dont get embarrassed and dip out of fear. whatever. go my queued post

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bixels · 10 months ago

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I'm not getting into The Giving Tree discourse...

#personal #delete later #idk i just saw a post of the “alternate ending” comic on my dash and everyone praising it as an improvement and “fixing” the original #which i kinda resent #while tulli and i was taking my nephew to a book store we walked around the kids section and found the giving tree and we read through it #and i was so stricken by how profoundly sad it is. it's not a happy story #in the end both versions tell the exact same lesson. but one flat out tells you and the other makes you sit with a pit in your stomach #and work to find the answer #i dunno it's kids literature but kids literature is important. i don't wanna discredit anyone's bad memories with the book but also i think #sometimes it's ok to make kids a bit sad and upset with fiction.#tweet that goes “what if romeo and juliet didn't kill themselves and explained to the audience that family feuds are bad”#idk you can't seriously read the original book as an adult and say it's glorifying self-martyrdom #when the final drawing of the book is of an old tired man sitting on arotting stump with his hat fallen to the ground #again i don't wanna invalidate people's feelings if they enjoy the alt version i think it's really nice too. but the original has its #purpose too. imagine if at the end of the lorax they show that the boy did it and replanted the world happy ending #wait they did that in the movie shit #i dunno i just love somber children's literature. tulli and i are talking about moomin right now and how the series ends with the moomin #family just leaving. and nobody gets to say goodbye to them. their friends have to find ways to live with the emptiness they've left behin

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5hrignold · 4 months ago

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every character’s lowest point in the show so far

#aka suffering stimboard #ideally this would be best to make once the show is completely finished and all out but i dont feel like waiting like 2 years until i dothis #i have no issue with tadc taking a while to be finished btw In fact i want it to be drawn out as long as possible i Am serious #tadc #the amazing digital circus #anyway i like how caine and kingers eyes kinda do the same thing in this. for different reasons but yknow #its cute #imsooooo fucking excited for every episode left………….#j

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wisdomcaster · 2 months ago

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"What if we were both boys, and had been the closest thing each other had to a friend in 500 years, and were also falling in love at Applebee's?" -Gale Dekarios (probably)

From Chapter 19 of Araj Oblodra's Plasma Donation Center

Fun fic, surprisingly sweet old men. Worth the read!

#gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #astarion #bg3 #bloodweave #my art #araj oblodra's plasma donation center #fanfic art #fan art #okay this took longer than I thought it would #but I was determined to finish it today #I think it's because I drew them facing forward?? idk #I think their faces looks silly but it's okay #I'm really proud of the textures though!#like the folds on the left side of gale's robe came out good #also I think I kinda nailed the pattern on the back cushion feels very Applebee's accurate to me #anyway go read the fic!

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antianakin · 6 months ago

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Happy fix-it AU where Padme leaves Anakin anyway because she realizes how bad he is for her, and she ends up retiring because she REALLY doesn't want to be a Senator anymore (it was also maybe encouraged by her Queen after her secret marriage to a Jedi was discovered) and she goes back to Naboo to be with her family. She's left behind her responsibilities but she doesn't know what to do now, she's just... adrift, sort-of in limbo and mourning her relationship with Anakin. She has to keep convincing herself not to go back to him because she KNOWS she doesn't want that anymore, she KNOWS she doesn't want to be the person she was with him again, but the thrill of the secret marriage to someone who was so passionate about being with her is also sort-of like a drug.

Her parents both offer to let her come help them in their respective jobs, but she doesn't really have the energy for that right now. She DOES like helping Sola with her nieces because their energy and innocence seems to be a balm for her heart. One day, Sola asks if Padme can take the kids to a local festival in Theed one day while she and her husband go do something else, and Padme agrees. The girls are old enough and Theed is safe enough that they can wander off on their own away from Padme as long as they know not to go TOO far and come back to her after a little while. As she peruses the different artwork on her own, one artist's work stands to her more than anyone else's, it just hits at the core of her and she's not even sure why. She stands in front of a painting of a bird in flight for what seems like hours, though it can't be more than a minute or two, before the artist himself comes over to speak to her.

He addresses her as Senator Amidala, and she quickly tells him that she's not a Senator anymore and she doesn't really want to go by the name Amidala either, she prefers just Padme these days. He agrees, and something about him, maybe his eyes, seems familiar but she can't quite put her finger on it. They talk about his art for a while and everything he says about his inspiration feels like it's speaking directly to her. Eventually, Pooja and Ryoo come up to her and start pulling at her hands, demanding that she come see something with them. Before she leaves, she finally realizes she didn't even know his name and asks him.

It's Palo. The first boy she'd ever loved. The last time she'd seen him she'd been twelve in the Legislative Youth Program. She knew he'd left politics to become an artist instead, but she'd never actually seen any of his art before or ever tried to get back in contact with him. Now she wishes she had. Pooja and Ryoo are still pulling her away so she doesn't have time to really get over her shock at this revelation before she has to leave him behind and someone else comes up to ask him a question in her place.

He shows up at her parents' door the next day with the painting of the bird she'd so adored, and offers it to her as a gift. He refuses to accept any payment for it no matter how much she insists, but asks if she'd be willing to take a walk with him instead. She agrees. They end up spending the whole day together, just talking. For the first time, Padme doesn't feel like she's drowning in her own feelings or floating with no direction. She feels a lot like she's finally come home.

#star wars #padme amidala #palo #palo star wars #anakin critical #anakin skywalker critical #anidala critical #anti anidala #i guess these two would be palodala #palodala #palodala au #i don't think artists on naboo would ever struggle for money #i feel like naboo is so committed to investing in its artists of all kinds that that just doesn't happen #but i kinda want padme to be palo's sugar daddy anyway #“padme sweetheart i make plenty of money i don't need you to keep giving me more”#“i am going to dress you in the finest fabrics and give you literally everything you have ever wanted just because i can”#“will it make you happy?”#“deliriously”#“fine”#they have like 6 kids together because padme wants a big family and he's super happy to oblige #all of padme's handmaidens THOROUGHLY support her new choice of beau #he has no ambitions beyond what he's already accomplished for himself #he likes to tell padme that he had only had one major life goal left and that was to paint a portrait of the queen #and now he gets to paint portraits of the queen everyday if he wants #and he's supportive of whatever padme wants to do #if she wants to just settle down and be a housewife that's totally fine #if she wants to occasionally go out to help with the refugees in some sort of grassroots organization that's also fine #between their two families and the handmaidens there's no shortage of help taking care of the kids #and she's never gone for that long when she knows she has something so beautiful to come home to

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royalarchivist · 1 year ago

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[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]

Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?

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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.

Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!

Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.

* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.