#the original timeline

[chaoticdelinqueerwithglitter]

You'll change your name and change your mind (but you can't leave this fucked up place behind)

(Prompt #1: RACE AGAINST THE CLOCK | Panic Attack | "If only we could hold on.”)

Notes: This one is settled in timeline 0 because I like starting strong. Some point of Sanzu's time in juvie.

To clarify, Baji avoids talking about Mikey in his letters bc he's aware Haru doesn't deal well with the news even if he doesn't know the magnitude of it. But Haru keeps asking every damn week and, from time to time, Baji sees himself forced to answer. Basically when he notices how damn anxious Haru is getting 😭

Warnings: Deciption of panic attacks, anticipatory grief handled poorly (he's twelve and an Akashi, we can't ask him more, idk). Manga spoilers.

As usual, it took him a while to decipher Keisuke’s confusing writing. It wasn’t something he was willing to confess — not in a million years, thanks — but Haruchiyo secretly enjoyed having to take his time on it. Trying to figure out what kanji was supposed to be each one of his friend’s doodles was the perfect way to avoid reading it in one go. 

Like this, every letter kept his mind occupied for hours and mail day got to be exactly that — a full day, instead of mere minutes stolen from his current situation. 

Except on the rare occasions where he could clearly see Mikey’s name standing out amongst the weird hieroglyphs. Those times, Haruchiyo’s heartbeat raced and his throat felt as if it was closing, while his foggy brain refused to give up and clung to the need to learn whatever news was hidden in that letter. 

Dread would settle under his skin for as long as it would take him to be able to read it whole — each second would feel like ages, ticking like a bomb that pressured him to go faster, to finish it before he ran out of oxygen. 

Whenever that happened, it always left him in shambles. It didn’t matter that his fear never came true — for now, deep down he knew it would, of course he fucking knew it — it forced him to confront reality anyway. 

A reality where he was trapped, incapable of doing anything else than wait and pray to whoever might be listening — please, let him see Mikey one last time at least, please. 

A reality where he was frozen in time while life went by. 

While death went by.

[timetravelinformationmilitary]

TIME TRAVEL READ ALL TAGS

[stra-tek]

Star Trek's crazy ass 28 day total runtime leaving everyone else in the shade

[miscodedspeciestodupelifesupport]

NBC News: Trump says special counsel Jack Smith and others will end up in a mental institution if he's re-elected

[blackberry-s0da]

Bastard sword

Some art I did a bunch of days ago

[hergreywarden]

A vow of forever and always.

[blanc-ci]

I watched the 2009 movie fight scene again and.. good heavens

Some screenshots I took of the scene- purely for reference you understand, yep, nothing else

[chaoticdelinqueerwithglitter]

Fic rec for everyone!

Baji/Sanzu in the OGtimeline. Growing and grieving together.

Stop what you're doing and go to read this. Now.

This is beautiful, sad and heartwarming at the same time. Talks about grief, about letting go, about hope and new beginnings.

(I'm a crying mess but I enjoyed every word)

[voidedjuice]

Dark knight

[slavhew]

Something's missing

[thespianwordnerd]

The key to understanding Leonard McCoy is that he only ACTS like he hates everyone and everything. Underneath that sarcastic abrasive middle aged man is a fundamental love for living creatures, desire to help others so strong that he made a career of it and a respect for the simple joys, which occasionally show their face when he's turning on the southern charm for a woman or offering to sacrifice himself to save a patient. I mean, you'd probably be a bit grumpy too if your marriage ended and you were stuck in space (a place you hate) trying to stop your best friends getting themselves killed when you could be spending time with your daughter. He's not surly and outspoken because he doesn't care, he's surly and outspoken precisely because he cares so much and yes, that has got him hurt before and probably will again but dammit, he's not going to let that stop him being what he is - an old country doctor who will do anything he can to help people. I love his sardonic witty banter as much as anyone but I think the real reason we take him into our hearts is because despite his complaining he's arguably the most down-to-earth, no-nonsense character in TOS and deep down we all admire his simple selfless dedication to caring for others. Never change, Bones.

[stra-tek]

[tangledinink]

Casey had been listening to Uncle Tello, at first, taking great care to absorb all his lessons for a future without him in it. But as he did so, listening to this man who he had known and relied on his entire life, who had carried him around on his shoulders like he was weightless as a child, who he had once watched run a literal mile-long race with his brother just to end an argument (Casey had timed it himself,) this person who had always, without question, been strong and capable and confident and indestructible in Casey's eyes, even despite the world they lived in, in spite of everything... he came to a horrifying realization.

Looking at him now, Casey was quite certain that if he were to wrap his fingers around his thigh, his fingers would touch.

Based on the latest arc in @somerandomdudelmao Apocalypse Series. I am being very brave and choosing to trust them.