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insomniac-dormouse · 2 months ago

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Silly goofy game about mouthwash!

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antiyourwokehomophobia2 · 6 months ago

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I wonder what it is about breaking up with someone and starting new that I find so upsetting. I realize that people also find break ups heartbreaking, but I know I take it to an extreme. I've never liked the idea of having different partners throughout my life. The idea of having an ex has always been something I hated. The type of breakup didn't matter to me. That is to say whether we ended on good or bad terms didn't make the idea of ending a relationship better to me. I'm not trying to be pretentious about it, I'm just being fr about a sentiment I've held for as long as I can remember. I've never been the type of person who enjoyed the idea of hook ups or casual dating. For better or worse, I've always held the belief that romantic relationships should be all in and serious from the beginning.

I think this feeling is definitely exacerbated by the fact that I've been passed up for another person before so I know what it's like to have someone "move on" from you, and it genuinely sucks like all fucking hell lmao. So the idea of "moving on" and being with someone else has been incredibly tarnished for me.

#I've been thinking a lot about my gf and how I thought I'd get my childhood dream #Of my first serious relationship being my ONLY serious relationship #And things are fine with us #But they're JUST fine #I could handle the distance just fine if she was out to her family #And it doesn't sound like she has any plans of ever coming out #I asked her and she gave me a vague answer #And it's like #Bro #It's been 5 years #Surely you can give me something more concrete #Like #I want to be married #Is that ever going to happen?#I'm gonna go visit her soon to get a feel for how things are #But idk #I've been desiring other women a whole lot lately #Like a whole lot #I just miss having the freedom to flirt around #I'm not disloyal but I'm finding myself wondering what I'm being loyal to lmao #A woman who seems determined to not make me a priority?#And it's difficult because she tells everyone else about me #All her friends #A complete stranger was able to recognize me because of how often she posted about me on Snapchat #But I just don't feel like she cares in the way I want her to #I feel like I don't have a future with her #Like our relationship will always have kid gloves #I could talk forever about this

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mantisgodsdomain · 2 months ago

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Now that we are being followed by people, we need to make some thoughts and opinions clear so that people are not later Shocked And Disgusted or whatever by thoughts we have held for many years. We think it's weird and also bad to treat queer people like they're a different species from cishet people, and we think that treating things like Having A Sexuality makes a character better than if they have a different sexuality is bad no matter what way you put it.

We also think that, if in your setting queer folks are widely accepted and straight isn't a "default", it may be worth noting that, say, a straight woman might need just as much self-discovery to work out she's straight that a lesbian does nowadays. In the same manner that, in Ace Attorney, Larry Butz needs to tell Phoenix that no matter how many photos of handsome men he shows him, he's tried, he's just not attracted to men,

#we speak #this is only half shitpost the other half is “we think the way fandom can treat straight people like another species is bad actually”#this also goes for cis characters btw #if asking whats in your pants is bad for queer people it is Also bad for nonqueers! no one is obligated to that information!#in a world where all genders and sexualities are equal someone being straight is just as much a notable trait as them being bisexual #which should ideally be of similar note to like. any other piece of personal identity junk #labels are a mode of self definition and not like. a signal that any given thing is better #like we do very much think that acting like a character being straight is like a Terrible Thing That Mangles Them #is on the same level as like. the people who insist that tracer overwatch was Totally Ruined by being a lesbian #does who theyre attracted to really matter that much? are you really that obsessed with a characters gender?#do you really have that burning of a need to know whats in a characters pants? this mindset is bizarre to us from both sides #literally every character we've ever written could be cishet and youd never know. because it doesnt matter.#your identity is none of our business and our identity should be none of your business as well #and that fact means nothing because just as there is no fundamental difference between man and woman #there is no fundamental difference between a man who transitioned and a man who did not #we made all this shit up. we promise you it is not the end of the world if someone doesnt make sense to you. do whatever you want forever.

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transxfiles · 5 months ago

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the local femmes are HUNGRY today my god

#never been more tempted to post a fit check in my life i NEED you all to understand i am just in my work clothes .......#walked into this diner directly from setting up a concert covered in stage dust .. my c wrench was still tethered to my belt #looking just kinda. unkempt tbh. and mygod . i always forget we have sapphics around these parts until a woman i've never met before in my #life proceeds to only refer to me as ''beautiful'' the entire time i'm in the diner.....#I LOVE BEING A DYKE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER !!#cricket.chatterbox

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syrenki · 4 months ago

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post depressive episode clarity like what the fuck do you mean they'll never disappear, just fade.

#mine #tw: sh #i'll be a 30yo woman a 40yo woman a 50yo woman a 60yo woman and someday an old woman with SCARS ON MY ENTIRE LEGS?? like forever????#and i KNOW i broke through enough skin layers for these to never heal entirely like catscratches do #forever? for real? like the rest of my days? i'm never gonna have a healthy clean body like everyone else ever again?#it's THAT easy to just throw it away forever in a second?#i'm gonna be sick #what the fuck man #like both shoulders both thighs both calves entirely ruined #what the actual. fuck.#FUCK.#the awful part of the last year is over thank god #it was an episode lasting from like idk january until #august maybe #i think i'm finally feeling better #but i was really looking into legal psychiatric euthanasia there. drafting my fucking mail to the Dying With Dignity type companies #cause i went to a shrink who told me that i have bpd and while i didn't believe him #fact of the matter is that in some eu countries you're allowed to get euthanized for that. so .#but that doesn't matter i'm a bit better now i'm not thinking about it as much anymore #but it sickens me that #not only do i have to fucking take it alone #but i also have to deal with a lifetime of ridicule disgust “turn off” and pity afterwards #my own best friend told me to make sure to cover up when we slept at a relative's #and i felt it was ridiculous that anyone could even judge me negatively based on the scars when it's me who had to deal with this shit #not them!! and clearly it wasn't fucking easy!!! like if anyone it's not you who's getting hurt from this!!!!!!#i asked her whether she would ever be thrown off by seeing healed scars #and in the coldest tone she replied 'No but I would not know how to explain that to my kids.'#the relatives did not. in fact. have kids.

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sleepyjas · 5 months ago

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#never thought I’d still be questioning my sexuality at almost 25 years old #I keep seeing things about how it can be hard to figure out your sexuality because we often grow up thinking male validation = good #and I’ve always said when I was younger that I wanted to marry a woman not a man #but ive had crushes on men but they never seem to last or I keep going back n forth on wether I like them or not and it just becomes this #toxic on and off kind of situation #also I only ever feel happy in a relationship with a man when they praise me or give me attention n compliments #i get the ick from men so fast and so easily but I feel like that could also be my bpd and I’m just splitting???#idk I’m attracted to men sometimes but I don’t ever see myself staying with a man forever #jas rants

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laniidae-passerine · 6 months ago

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decided that in my own personal canon, Santiago’s maker looked similar to Louis, simply because Ben Daniels stated that Santiago was very likely in love with his maker. and wouldn’t it be some kind of torture to fall in love with the man who murdered your first vampiric love? to then watch him fall in love with another, who bears an eerie resemblance to that first love? to be witness to something tender and affectionate blooming, every moment a memory of how none of those you’ve adored have ever wanted you back? it would be agony. it would be torture. god, you would just hate them to pieces, loathing even as you loved them. and you wouldn’t know peace - not until the whole pack of them learnt the horror of love, just as you have.

#I like to think that Santiago was courted by his maker. that it was a genuine interest #perhaps turned to be an immortal companion before his maker saw his mind and past and realised how dull he was #imagine being sold the beautiful dream of having an immortal companion who loves you and chose you out of everyone #to be the only they spend eternity with. forever in the arms of love #just for him to see you. truly see you as nobody ever has. and then instantly recoil #abandon you in disgust. he doesn’t care what you do. he doesn’t care where you go. he doesn’t care what you call yourself. francis.#santiago is a strange inverse of claudia #she is a grown woman struggling against her body - constantly being viewed as her past rather than who she truly is #but she is capable and knowing and refuses to pretend. she is Claudia the adult woman. she is Claudia the cage breaker. Claudia the killer.#while I think Santiago is still deep down Francis. lonely and needy and wanting someone to pick him. but nobody ever will #and so he covers himself up in lies and leather and performs on stage. and nobody thinks anyone is standing there but Santiago #I just LOVE torture. imagine how upsetting all of it would be #he’s still a foul cunt. but god the agony. Armand killing the man he loves. Armand falling in love with someone who looks so similar.#and Santiago can have none of them. will only be touched in anger. so make them angry. get them to touch him.#furious desire to hurt is a kind of desire. he’ll take what he can get. he’s going to get it.#he decides to become the new master of the coven when every part of him is clearly begging #please please please want me take me need me make me yours please don’t turn away don’t pick someone else #he’s so careless with the women because life’s not fair ladies! the powerful want you then they drop you after they’ve used you #if I’m a toy you’re all toys. if I’m used I’ll use up the lot of you.#exactly my favourite kind of guy. wants to be loved eternally would flinch if he received it because what even is this?#santiago iwtv #santiago #ldpdl #louis de pointe du lac #armand #armand iwtv #armand interview with the vampire #iwtv #interview with the vampire

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father-in-lawliet · 7 months ago

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how am i supposed to explain that my love language is sending pictures of women i think are pretty and raving about them incoherently while you look at me with concern and/or disgust but then proceed to let me keep going anyways.

#i love women.#all the women.#so much.#how am i meant to explain to a man that i love him but also all the men in the world including me could disappear and i would be perfectly-#-content with watching all the pretty women be pretty and perfect and happy forever and ever.#how am i meant to explain that.#does this makes sense.#i cannot be the only one.#you have to understand how goddamn gorgeous women are.#please you have to understand.#when i say i would drop you for a woman in an instant you have to understand that i mean that with all the love i can possibly give.#i swear it's a compliment please you have to understand i don't hate you it's the opposite please i swear it makes sense.

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pandaspwnz · 3 months ago

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Whoever decided it was a good idea to bake a pie on a fucking wednesday afternoon is a goddamn clown and should be dropkicked into the sun

#🤡#it's me #god it was SO much more complicated than i thought!#i baked pie just a few weeks ago and there was no problem so i figured today would be the same but nooOoO #i can't function in a dirty kitchen so I had to do the dishes first and let my ingredients thaw as most are stuff i buy or gather on sale #and then use when i have energy or want to #but yeah i did the dishes for like an hour and a half yesterday so in my brain baking a pie would just be as easy as me going to the kitchen #and getting started! meanwhile i forgot mom cooked dinner yesterday and somehow that woman uses every goddamn pot and pan in the house when #she cooks #so i had to clean that up plus glasses and utensils and stuff we used since yesterday afternoon #anyway then i started on the actual fucking pie and i semi followed a recipe this time and it called for one and a half TEAspoons of #cinnamon but last time i baked a pie i was just going off my own brain and i used half a TABLESPOON so like. same fucking thing basically #but my brain read the recipe and was like oh that's kind of a lot. double checked yep that says tablespoons okay i mean sally hasnt led me #astray before in it goes THEN MY BRAIN READS IT RIGHT and I'm like fuck #that said 1.5 teaspoons not 1.5 tablespoons #and i had dumped it in on top of other unmixed spices so i couldnt just scoop it out #anyway i think i managed to save it maybe? drained a lot of liquid and reduced it instead and i tasted an apple and it was good though i #havent tried the reduction yet and i only added a little to the pie #AND THEN FOR SOME REASON I DECIDED TO DO A LATTICE CRUST. EVEN THOUGH I'VE ONLY EVER DONE IT ONCE BEFORE #and did i look at a guide? nope. it took forever #anyway girlie is finally in the oven and if it turns out bad I'm throwing out my oven #my post #baking #this took so much more energy than i was expecting it to #it better be fucking good!

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insomniac-dormouse · 2 months ago

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Pompkin moment!

I’m never trusting anyone else to take lit up pumpkin pictures for me. These are gonna bothering me until I die. Probably longer.

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rotisseries · 1 year ago

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NARINES 4EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what if there were two guys that not only hated each other viscerally on a personal level but also everything they individually stood for and they tried to kill each other and there's no universe where they both make it and they have a hundred differences and a thousand similarities and they both die for drako and this started as a joke but why does narines lowkey go hard

narines will be an absolutely banger #Problematique rarepair when you're famous

#hashtag Problematique because people who don't ship it will be unable to shut up about it being SOOO TOXICCC #just because rin attempted a bit of genocide 🙄🙄🙄#god forbid women do anything these days #people would be like “rin is literally SO toxic and the power dynamic is unhealthy and and and andand-”#like babe I promise you they would BOTH be absolutely horrible. nate would give as good as he gets. peace and love❤️#anyway no yeah I honestly love considering the wide variety in shipping culture the tbos fandom would have this would be so funny #like when I sent you that ask about “do you think drakonate+akila would be a popular ot3”#and you were just like “that would suck so fucking bad and nate would kill her”#which like. YES.#I only meant that I'm familiar with ot3 culture and the top one is always main mlm couple+ the woman at least one of them would date lmao #ANYWAY. idk where I'm going with this. yes conceptually narines kinda fucks lmao #I'd read fanfic for it I know this. I am willing to try out a lot of things when reading fanfic #and I'd see one person post about it and I'd be like???? and get curious #and then I'd stumble across a 30k one-shot that's brilliantly written and perfectly handles The Themes and The Tragedy #and it would probably be my guilty pleasure forever and ever. whoops #ask #tbos-main #hi hella!🔪

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dennisboobs · 1 year ago

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#i can understand ppls issues with the bowling ep from a personal standpoint #but the misogyny was very much the point. like. that was the point. the joke was that dennis is a piece of shit #not that any of what he was saying was true #dee did prove she could overcome the obstacle he created when she had not done it before #but it was just. she and him. like. no one else cared. dennis didnt even actually care.#bowling is just bowling and dennis only showed up and competed at all in order to fuck with dee #idk. idk. like #i dont think sunny should make shit as clear as they have been that they dont condone the shit the gang does because it gets. messy #to me that was like. literally perfect episode. it was an absolute joy to watch beginning to end #and i think it did it a hell of a lot better than something like womans right to chop #where it absolutely bludgeons you with the 'ohhh these guys are misogynistssss' shit #like okay. cool #its a mind game!!!!! and the dialogue was. you know. normal. and not the characters being mouthpieces #theyre assholes #ada speaks #also i fucking love evil little brother dennis. so much. i need this times a thousand forever and ever #he's a fucking bastard and he makes a great low stakes villain #like this to me is so. so much more fun than the serial killer shit.#and dee fucking won. if theyd had their places switched dennis would absolutely not have the willpower to manage that #im just saying

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thedaughterofkings · 11 months ago

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Dad's on a hunting trip and he hasn't been home in a few days

(Re-)Watching Supernatural, and god they are babiessssss (literally, how are they younger than I am)

#and dean's so prettyyyyyyyyyy #sam is cute too but just deaaaaaaan #and babyyyyyyyyyyy #and I know I am going at it with a very wincest eye #but haaa #and I know she says 'you will be' but still #a white woman attacks unfaithful men #so who has Sam been unfaithful with #cough he's only been with Dean cough #watch me spend my night reading all of my old favs #at least half of which are by astolat because obviously #supernatural #lessa says #oh and as much as I am Wincest all the way forever and ever #I do always hope this time Jessica doesn't die #I think I read some fic once upon a time where she survived #so if anyone's got recs for that I'll gladly take them #(bonus points if they are still wincest obviously)

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justsomeoneunordinary · 2 years ago

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can't believe that until a year ago i used to hate genderbending that's so embarrassing lol glad i grew out of that and have learned to appreciate it properly

#i'm not the same anymore uwu and all that jazz #tbf one thing i always hated abt genderbending that sometimes the flaws of a character get erased once they're a woman #to make her a mary sue basically #tho i have learned it depends heavily on fandom and character #shikam*ru (censoring so this doesn't appear in the tags) genderbends are the best example #i'll forever be of the opinion that if shika had been a girl instead he - resp. she - would've been thee most iconic character ever #and when i saw fem shika fics i was so elated #just to find out that in every. single. one. his flaws got erased to make fem shika out more superior #and it's so maddening to me like why would you do that??? his flaws are what makes him human! what makes him real!#he needs to make mistakes that actually bite him in the ass and that he learns from then - that's what makes him a dynamic character #and fem shika writers just erase that. make her smarter (??? as if he's not smart enough already??) and not lazy just for girlboss purposes #thanks for making an interesting character boring now #and it's so prevalent that it ruined the prospect of fem shika to me at all now...#but anyways genderbending rules actually #who needs men when they all could be women actually #(i only wrote this bc i suddenly realized i've never read a fem tony fic after i posted the one two days ago lol)

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paterklatter · 1 year ago

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who up experiencing double internalized homophobia

#'i can't like girls that's unnatural and disgusting'#'i can't ever be a real man if i like men'#CAN I EVER WIN?????????#also i get like physically ill at the idea of marrying a man? not even dating that's fine. just forever tying myself to a man fucks me up #i feel like if i marry a man best case scenario i'm always going to be a faggot worst case scenario i'll be a wife until death #when i daydream about relationships i'm always married to the women and only dating the men #god i wish i were just a straight trans man then i could just be a regular ass man who was born in the wrong body #i transition and i get a job at the office bs factory and marry a woman and adopt 2.5 kids. i know i still wouldn't be normal but i wish #i always imagine i'll be in a happy regular marriage and any past relationships with men was just me 'experimenting'#i know that's bs. i know i like men just as much as women but i wish that it's going to change. i know it won't. but i wish #idk why i think about this so much i literally play overwatch and collect criterions i can't get dick or pussy to save my life #i had an interaction with my mom most akin to the 'damn nobody want you fr fr' meme the other day #i get so few bitches my mom can't even be homophobic anymore she just needs me to fuck already because i'm an embarrassment #peter.txt

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thermesiini · 1 year ago

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all time favorite adventure time voice acting things are when finn screams out a single perfect angelic note, LSP genuine voice but she still has the gay accent, when jake laughs out a single imperfect honk like note, bubblegum princess whitegirl rage, and ummm peppermint butler

#finns va is overall just very good #was talking to my gf about how bad fionna's va is compared to finns it's just miserable #its just kind of funny how obvious the difference is in experience with their respective characters #like going from jeremy shada who's been finn practically forever #and then some random woman who has to fill those shoes and she's only there for 1% of the time shada has been there #and it's one of the lamest gender bends you've ever seen in your entire life #she's probably fine if there wasn't this massive voice acting legacy to compare her too

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