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Alternative Bands + Car Crashes
#the academy is...#summer hair = forever young#fast times at barrington high#fall out boy#of all the gin joints in all the world#from under the cork tree#hey monday#arizona#hold on tight#green day#cigarettes and valentines#seaway#scatter my ashes along the coast or don't#vacation#citizen#the night i drove alone#youth#thriller#infinity on high#my chemical romance#helena (so long & goodnight)#three cheers for sweet revenge#pop-punk#alternative#lyric parallels#parallels
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#2014 tumblr#aesthetic#art#2014 grunge#2014 nostalgia#design#spotify#2014 aesthetic#grunge#i miss 2014#Citizen#the night i drove alone#city lights#nightlife#long night#long hair#lilac#lilac hair#purple#cinematic#tattooed#dm#leather#leather jacket#walk home#germany#architecture#hotel#urban photography#urban landscape
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some of the stickers currently available in my etsy shop!
use code TUMBLR for 25% off any 3 stickers!!
#mine#art#citizen#youth#how does it feel#the night i drove alone#hank the pigeon#the wonder years#twyband#modern baseball#pop punk art#pop punk#band merch#stickers#keith haring#turnover#peripheral vision#the greatest generation#no closer to heaven#the upsides#came out swingin#lorde#melodrama#melodrama forever#supercut#solar power#lorde lyrics#whatever forever
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scape from all I know
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Let me die but not my mother
not when I hold my heart with her voice on the steering wheel
not when my throat is still angry
the sky shaking
from the tarot renegades
emoticons written on my grave–
covering my father's traces
after a homeward return
I admit, the hood was tinged with forgiveness
but grace is what I
plea, no
no roundabout where
this boy had to approach
near full-circle
a single gas pedal pressed like flowers on my electronic messages
God, let me die
just not tonight
spare me when my mother is watching
from the passenger's seat.
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I SHOULDVE CRASHED THE CAR
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february is the worst possible reward I can think of for having made it through january
#you threw your keys in the water i looked down they'd frozen halfway down in the ice#they froze up so quickly (the keys and their owner) even after the anger it all turns silent#and the everyday grows solitary so we've come to february#first we forgot where we'd planted those bulbs last year and then we forgot that we planted at all#then we forgot what plants are altogether#and i blamed you for my freezing and forgetting#and the nights are long and cold and scary can we live through february?#you know i think christmas was a long red glare shot up like a warning#we have presents without cards and then the snows#and then the snows came we were always out shoveling and we'd drop to sleep exhausted#and we'd wake up and it's snowing#and february was so long that it lasted into march and saw us walking a path alone together#i stopped and pointed and you said 'that's a crocus' and i said 'what's a crocus?' and you said 'it's a flower'#i tried to remember but i said 'what's a flower?' you said 'i still love you'#the leaves were turning as we drove to the hardware store#my new lover have me keys to the house#and when we got home well we just started chopping wood cause you never know how next year will be#and we'll gather all our arms can carry#i have lost to february#<- this has been a production of Doth Reciting Dar Williams Lyrics In Tags#thank you for your time#and as always forgive any mistakes as that was straight up from memory
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I don’t know how u still think I’m the best after all this time and still want to brush my hair at night while we talk about the day and call me beautiful when I just wake up and am walking around like a disheveled bridge troll. How you’d stop whatever you’re doing to help fix whatever I’m struggling with. How you encourage me to do anything that makes me happy. How you’d hate it but you’d let me go if that’s what I wanted/needed to be happy. How you wouldn’t put a living soul above me and choose me even on bad days, days I definitely wouldn’t chose me, to the detriment of yourself and at my absolute worst you still wouldn’t want to fall asleep next to anybody else. I’m still it somehow. Still make sure I’m always safe and happy every single day. I’ve matured fucking immensely the last couple years and no longer fully allow that, and I bring you back to balance. I always bring you to balance. Scales and all that. I can also still make you laugh and you love my weirdness. The last two years have been extremely tough and in ways only you truly know about and you’ve been there every step of the way. Grown so much since we were those kids, but we’re also still the same in some ways. Still got growing to do, together and separately. I ask all the time why you love me and it’s always the same answer. I know that you deserve better but you haven’t decided that to be true. You’d walk through a flame engulfed building to find me and make sure I was okay even if I was the one holding the match. No one loves me that much. Well I love you too - and I always will no matter what.
#our anniversary was actually the 14th but I haven’t been on here#the tree picture is from this past fall#she climbed our favorite tree in there we spend all summer walking to to say goodbye for the season#was one of the best last days in there#we didn’t spend our anniversary at any crowded or typical date night spots#went back to the roots of our relationship and spent it completely alone and it was super special#one of my favorites to date#memory lane and all that#thought it was cute all different seasons in different years pictured#anyways Alexa play living room by tegan and sara#or any song off the con#listened to all the old music that day and now relistening#forgot how many bangers tegan and sara had all their old old albums are incredible#they fell off so hard but it's fine always have their old stuff#and all those other old songs and bands#remember secondhand serenade and the spill canvas??#staplegunned 😮💨#drove the highway blasting that#mine#wlw#baby
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gonna make fnaf guys in the sims 3
#WOOHOO#ill probably play with them but idk how long#i already have a main sims save and its actually fucking insane😭#like not even manufactured drama or anything the craziest shit happens in that save#absent neglectful selfish resort owner father and clueless also absent but in a different way ghost mother#with 3 kids#2 of them children and one a baby#the brother being a ghost like his mom and the fathers least favorite#the scapegoat and the most hated who they leave alone a lot#and his imaginary friend hes lowkey having a gay love story with#both of them are heavily flawed#his sister whos the favorite child protege to the fathers resort lots expected of her#the father and lack of action from the mom purposefully drove a rift between them#and the baby whos a newborn and has no storyline yet#not even mentioning the famous woman the fathers sister slowdanced with at the winter festival#who then promptly lost memory of that night and therefore the sister#who shes been chasing down for in game years trying to convince they belong together#theres a lot going on in this save#pandas.txt#ALSO the daughter is a live human like her dad#i could not have fucking done this myself not the narritave foils between the siblings#being represented by which form they took from each parent#like hello#couldnt be more perfect
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Just learned that Tammy's ghoul is 29. He does NOT act 29. He has mid-20s vibes. Live your best life, Trevor. We're rooting for you.
#I don't talk about Trevor enough here#This kid drove a garbage truck into a demon for Tammy#unprompted#guts of steel in this ghoul#we've been tossing around a theory of him being embraced in modern nights#he deserves it for how much he's done in this campaign alone#you'll see him on monday#hehe#portland by night
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this is how close i was last night to elliot page 🥰
#i had a great night#and horrible morning bc the bus never showed up my phone died and i was alone on the streets of SF for like 4 hours with a dead phone LOLOL#legit thought i might die but somehow walked to a hospital and found a charger thank GOD#or an outlet i should say - i had the charger#anyway such a fantastic night#and then rather traumatizing early morning#but i’m okay now bc my dad and laurie drove to SF realizing my phone’s location wasn’t where it should be
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babe are you ok you’ve been listening to the night i drove alone by citizen on repeat for three hours now
#is what somebody would say to me if i wasn’t by myself rn and i had someone to call me babe.#it’s me i’m the loser listening to the night i drove alone by citizen on repeat for three hours#and no i’m not doing ok
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#absolutely fucking nothing like answering questions w a new psych doc lmao i say some of this shit out loud#&im just like. well YEAH when you put it like that. 🫠#... im so into that little melty emoji lmao it captures my default mood so perfectly.#anyway lmao she was asking about manic episodes so she could get a decent idea on what that looks like for me#&im just like 'well it isnt that bad i just dont sleep&my mind races a ton so i need to do things to calm it down or i get v.v. anxious'#&shes like 'well what do you do to calm yourself down? can you give me some examples?'#so i start listing some stuff off the top of my head&like halfway thru the convo im just like. wait it sounds bad all blunt like this.#&shes like 'you just told me you used to go hiking down ravines after work at night alone&that you rode on the hood of your car while your#cousin drove like i dont think its bc you were blunt that it sounds bad.' lmao.#shes v nice&takes all my weird shit in stride thus far lmao shes just also like. not willing to pretend that anything isnt what it is#which i guess is one of my fav qualities in a person in general lmao so i should be/am v grateful so far.#buuuut thats also why she has no issue prescribing me antipsychotics on my first visit to her office lmao#or being extremelt blunt in every other convo lmao.
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