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Alternative Bands + Car Crashes
#the academy is...#summer hair = forever young#fast times at barrington high#fall out boy#of all the gin joints in all the world#from under the cork tree#hey monday#arizona#hold on tight#green day#cigarettes and valentines#seaway#scatter my ashes along the coast or don't#vacation#citizen#the night i drove alone#youth#thriller#infinity on high#my chemical romance#helena (so long & goodnight)#three cheers for sweet revenge#pop-punk#alternative#lyric parallels#parallels
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#2014 tumblr#aesthetic#art#2014 grunge#2014 nostalgia#design#spotify#2014 aesthetic#grunge#i miss 2014#Citizen#the night i drove alone#city lights#nightlife#long night#long hair#lilac#lilac hair#purple#cinematic#tattooed#dm#leather#leather jacket#walk home#germany#architecture#hotel#urban photography#urban landscape
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…🤘🏽🤘🏽🤘🏽…
#citizen#the night I drove alone#depression#I should’ve crashed the car#music#soundcloud#underrated fire#hip hop#everything music#rap#r&b#deep#alternative#edm#indie#alternative rock#indie rock#indie music#punk rock
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some of the stickers currently available in my etsy shop!
use code TUMBLR for 25% off any 3 stickers!!
#mine#art#citizen#youth#how does it feel#the night i drove alone#hank the pigeon#the wonder years#twyband#modern baseball#pop punk art#pop punk#band merch#stickers#keith haring#turnover#peripheral vision#the greatest generation#no closer to heaven#the upsides#came out swingin#lorde#melodrama#melodrama forever#supercut#solar power#lorde lyrics#whatever forever
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Favourite line: The Night I Drove Alone, Citizen
#i made this!!#citizen#the night i drove alone#youth#emo#pop punk#art#song aesthetic#song edit#lyric edit
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I ran away from you
And now something's killing me
You hang me up as a souvenir of what I couldn't be
You talk like someone else.
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scape from all I know
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Let me die but not my mother
not when I hold my heart with her voice on the steering wheel
not when my throat is still angry
the sky shaking
from the tarot renegades
emoticons written on my grave–
covering my father's traces
after a homeward return
I admit, the hood was tinged with forgiveness
but grace is what I
plea, no
no roundabout where
this boy had to approach
near full-circle
a single gas pedal pressed like flowers on my electronic messages
God, let me die
just not tonight
spare me when my mother is watching
from the passenger's seat.
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I SHOULDVE CRASHED THE CAR
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never in my life have i wanted a Daddy more than i do rn 😭
#personal#i'm going to ramble and drop it all in the tags#i'd like to have a pity party for myself thanks#the election?#fucked i've just been scrambling for a week now to prepare for the worst that feels like it's rapidly approaching#vaccines updated birth control bought out stockpile of food started passport appointments made tasers and protective gear purchased#banned books put on a wishlist#the holidays?#trying to make them enjoyable instead of so so so triggering#husband's new job?#barely home he's barely home i feel like a solo parent#i'm absolutely drowing at home mainly alone with two toddlers who have found their spirit and resilience and attitude...#the new house?#we've been fighting we are not vibing it's taking forever for me to feel in love with it#we do not get along rn lol#writing? personal time? self care? nonexistent i have no time alone during the day and then i spend the two hours i have to myself at night#fighting sleep and doing nothing#took a shower today and when i got out my eyelash line started burning and then my eyes were burning and then my nose was running and#then my eyes were watering and i could barely open them and goop started building and then they were SWOLLEN to the point where i could see#the muscles bulging and then i couldn't move them left or right#so i drove I DROVE myself to the urgent care#turns out my water has way too much chlorine in it and now that i've started taking hot as fuck and steamy showers it's just made me#susceptible to severe allergic reactions to chlorine?#it's been horrible my eyes are so sore now and they're just now not sopping in goop#and yeah#just...#i live the same day every day and i'm spiraling and drowning and about to go off the rails while also trying to SUCK THE JOY out of the las#month we have before democracy crumbles so#i just wish i had a Daddy to take care of me and tell me things are going to be okay 😭#preferably a Big Daddy that would let me sleep for days and would bring me food and let me hug and snuggle on him and not talk
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Coworker asked me for a ride home the other day and we’re like oomfies too so obviously I was like well of course get in the car pookie! And then like halfway into the ride to her house she goes “yk I asked my bf too and he said no bc he didn’t want to bc it’s a 17 minute drive from his house :/” girl what the fuck ? That man can’t even drive 17 minutes at 9:30pm to come get you from work? What is he still even around for
#male loneliness epidemic more like male uselessness epidemic#her house was 15 mins in the other direction from mine btw and I didn’t give a fuck. I still drove her home and then turned my ass around#and drove 15-20 mins back to my house#better that than have smth terrible Happen to her in an Uber alone that late at night#my God.#sorry I was astonished like men really don’t wanna do shit for their girlfriends anymore
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february is the worst possible reward I can think of for having made it through january
#you threw your keys in the water i looked down they'd frozen halfway down in the ice#they froze up so quickly (the keys and their owner) even after the anger it all turns silent#and the everyday grows solitary so we've come to february#first we forgot where we'd planted those bulbs last year and then we forgot that we planted at all#then we forgot what plants are altogether#and i blamed you for my freezing and forgetting#and the nights are long and cold and scary can we live through february?#you know i think christmas was a long red glare shot up like a warning#we have presents without cards and then the snows#and then the snows came we were always out shoveling and we'd drop to sleep exhausted#and we'd wake up and it's snowing#and february was so long that it lasted into march and saw us walking a path alone together#i stopped and pointed and you said 'that's a crocus' and i said 'what's a crocus?' and you said 'it's a flower'#i tried to remember but i said 'what's a flower?' you said 'i still love you'#the leaves were turning as we drove to the hardware store#my new lover have me keys to the house#and when we got home well we just started chopping wood cause you never know how next year will be#and we'll gather all our arms can carry#i have lost to february#<- this has been a production of Doth Reciting Dar Williams Lyrics In Tags#thank you for your time#and as always forgive any mistakes as that was straight up from memory
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I don’t know how u still think I’m the best after all this time and still want to brush my hair at night while we talk about the day and call me beautiful when I just wake up and am walking around like a disheveled bridge troll. How you’d stop whatever you’re doing to help fix whatever I’m struggling with. How you encourage me to do anything that makes me happy. How you’d hate it but you’d let me go if that’s what I wanted/needed to be happy. How you wouldn’t put a living soul above me and choose me even on bad days, days I definitely wouldn’t chose me, to the detriment of yourself and at my absolute worst you still wouldn’t want to fall asleep next to anybody else. I’m still it somehow. Still make sure I’m always safe and happy every single day. I’ve matured fucking immensely the last couple years and no longer fully allow that, and I bring you back to balance. I always bring you to balance. Scales and all that. I can also still make you laugh and you love my weirdness. The last two years have been extremely tough and in ways only you truly know about and you’ve been there every step of the way. Grown so much since we were those kids, but we’re also still the same in some ways. Still got growing to do, together and separately. I ask all the time why you love me and it’s always the same answer. I know that you deserve better but you haven’t decided that to be true. You’d walk through a flame engulfed building to find me and make sure I was okay even if I was the one holding the match. No one loves me that much. Well I love you too - and I always will no matter what.
#our anniversary was actually the 14th but I haven’t been on here#the tree picture is from this past fall#she climbed our favorite tree in there we spend all summer walking to to say goodbye for the season#was one of the best last days in there#we didn’t spend our anniversary at any crowded or typical date night spots#went back to the roots of our relationship and spent it completely alone and it was super special#one of my favorites to date#memory lane and all that#thought it was cute all different seasons in different years pictured#anyways Alexa play living room by tegan and sara#or any song off the con#listened to all the old music that day and now relistening#forgot how many bangers tegan and sara had all their old old albums are incredible#they fell off so hard but it's fine always have their old stuff#and all those other old songs and bands#remember secondhand serenade and the spill canvas??#staplegunned 😮💨#drove the highway blasting that#mine#wlw#baby
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