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zoeywades-spouse · 2 years ago
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Can you imagine making a company that’s based around interactive and engaging books that were full of talking about serious issues (transphobia, trauma, mental health, misogyny, etc.) and that were truly immersive with complex characters and plots. And years later all those wonderful books have been pushed to the side and replaced with superficial, boring, and harmful books with the only goal to make money
The moment PB pushed away books like ILITW, TC&TF, ES and so forth and began writing books like Surrender, TNA, WB, etc., they lost their passion for writing complex and engaging books
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luminouslumity · 2 years ago
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I'm just glad we're finally getting more info on Blades at all! It truly is a holiday miracle! Here's a link to the blog for anyone interested.
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halalgirlmeg · 2 years ago
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Oh how I've missed my twin children
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readychilledwine · 3 months ago
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Extramarital Escape pt 2
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Rhysand Week Day 7 Free Day
Summary - Being Nyx's nanny came with many perks. You just didn't expect an affair to be one of them.
Warnings - affairs, reader using Azriel with his consent, manipulation, power dynamics, fxmxf, yearning, choking, mental foreplay
A/n - happy day 7 of @officialrhysandweek! I am going to apologize now, I promised smut and while this original did have smut the idea of reader falling into bed with Feyre without Rhysand before the big 3some popped into my mind and there was just *something* about it. I'm weighing it. Be prepared discord friends.
Part 1
✨️Rhysand Week Masterlist✨️Rhys Masterlist✨️Master Masterlist✨️
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You were playing a dangerous game and Rhysand, had he not had some semblance of self control, would have killed Azriel for what he walked upstairs to.
Azriel had you against the wall. One of his hands rested on your hip, his other forearm against the wall. His face was far too close to yours. Smirk far too playful as he whispered something that had you blushing and nodding with wide eyes.
You had been avoiding Rhysand. Avoiding Feyre. Only showing up to handle your duties as Nyx's nanny, then leaving for the night in the arms of whichever of Rhysand's brothers arrived to fly you back to the House of Wind. Lately, it has been Azriel. Consistently Azriel.
Rhysand wasn't a controlling male. You could have friends, be free if you so made the choice to be, but avoiding him all together? That's where a line was crossed.
“Don't you two have work to be doing?” You and Azriel jumped apart and the spymaster simply kissed your palm before disappearing. Before you could so much as move, Rhysand had you, arms held behind your back as he walked you into his study and warded it.
The tension between you two was thick. It seemed to have a life of it's own, choking you, straining him. “You have been avoiding me,” his tone had grown soft. “Why are you avoiding me?”
“I told you I didn't want to do this anymore-”
“And I told you the expectations of your job,” he stated. “This one was non-negotiable.” He hated the way you set your jaw so firm. The way you glared at him. He hated that you couldn't feel the strained bond. The way he and Feyre ached for you.
This situation was rare in their world. Practically unheard of. He'd searched every book, every legend, hell, he had gone through children's stories. Nothing explained this bond. This rarity he and Feyre had been blessed with.
“You have also been avoiding Feyre,” he moved closer to you, taking in the soft scent that clinged to your skin. “I understand your anger with me, but my mate has done nothing wrong.”
Honey and roses. Soft, feminine. He missed your scent. How it added a layer of complexity to the scent of lilac and sea salt that followed him and Feyre.
You crossed your arms, “How am I supposed to look her unt he eye when her husband has been fucking me behind her back?”
“Fucking you,” Rhysand thought to himself. He would hardly describe what you two did as strictly fucking. He spent hours licking every inch of you. He'd spend days between your legs if you let him, savoring every noise, every kiss, every whimper of his name. He'd been rough with you at times, taking you the way Feyre enjoyed the most, but predominantly, he made love to you. Slow, gentle, talking you through as you fell apart. He felt the way that made your soul glow. He felt the way being held so tenderly made your mind fall silent.
He'd only realized he had yet to respond to you when the door opened, Feyre walking in with several sets of earring in her hands.
It was girls night and you immediately clocked how she looked absolutely exquisite. Her flowy two piece outfit highlighted how perfect she was, the shade of powder blue complimenting her skin tone every way. The top ended just above her belly button, the sweetheart neckline dipping to preview just enough of her chest. The pants were baggy but tight around the ankles with the slit running from ankle to the waistband. “Ah perfect, two of my favorite fae to pick my earrings,” she held both options up to you and Rhysand. “I really like the idea of super simple silver.”
You moved to her, brushing the hair from her neck “How did you plan to wear your hair? Because down means simple studs, up is an excuse to wear those really pretty dangly ones.”
Rhysand watched the two of you so closely, hiding his realization that he and Feyre had made an error in their game plan. You two fit. The subtle flirtation, the touches that lingered for longer than they needed to. They had calculated for you to be easily seduced by him, that'd you'd fall for him.
It should have been a blow to his self-esteem when he watched as you helped her put the diamond studs in, hand lingering in her hair for just a moment. “How truly blessed we are to have such a beautiful High Lady,” you hand lingered in that strand of hair before you walked away, a blushing Feyre standing there in your absence.
“We made a miscalculation, Feyre Darling,” Rhysand purred as he took in his mate, looking her up and down as if she was his next meal. “She wants you.”
Feyre glanced at him before looking away. She was hiding something from him and not succeeding. He only had to give her a look, a brush against her mental shields as he did. “Nesta saw her and Azriel whispering very.. intimately last night in the House of Wind. She couldn't get close enough to hear what it was about, but she heard our names and Azriel telling y/n to calm down and that something was working.”
Rhysand cocked his head before laughing, “The little..” He glared towards the door you'd just left out of. “Leave her to me,” he moved to Feyre, kissing her temple. “I think I've figured out this little game.”
It was the first night in almost a month you were alone with Rhysand and would be throughout the night. You tried to focus on your current task, mindlessly folding Nyx's laundry while you hummed to yourself. Rhysand was silent as he moved behind you, hand coming to rest on your throat, “I wasn't done speaking with you earlier.”
You couldn't stop the way your eyes fluttered shut if you had wanted to, couldn't stop the way your skin broke out in chills as he held you so possessively. “You will tell me what is going on between you and Azriel. Now.”
Your breathing betrayed the even tone of your voice, “We are just close friends.” You emphasized close on purpose, earning a soft squeeze that made you gasp as your mind began to float away.
“You're lying to me, darling? So bold of you to assume you could manage that.”
His breath was by your ear, tickling your skin. You were lying to yourself pretending you didn't yearn for him. For both of them. Azriel was kind to allow you to use him the way he was. To play this game of chess with you. The problem was your version of chess was one children with no experience played. Rhysand, though, Rhysand could play with his eyes closed.
Your very pulse was enough for him to know he was winning. Enough for him to feel the very aching setting in your core. “I saw how you looked at Feyre today,” his low deep voice made you whimper, offering weakness to him like a present. “I saw how you touched her. I can give you that. Give you the ability to experience her the way you want. The way you wish.”
His hand grew a little tighter on your throat allowing that feeling of euphoria setting in as he did.
Rhysand smirked behind you, letting you enjoy the little high he was giving you before walking away leaving you suddenly.
“Rhys,” you began to protest as he ignored you. “You can't just-”
“I can,” the tone was firm and left no room for question. “I only give my affections to the very best of girls, and you, y/n have not been a good girl lately.”
That sentence would haunt you and he knew it. He knew your need to please, to be the picture perfect example of manners and politeness. Your lip trembled at the thought alone, a final sign of his power over you. “I want to be a good girl.”
“Then tomorrow night, you won't go to the House of Wind,” he moved closer again. His hand slowly trailing up your fingers and across your collarbones. “You will come to my bed tomorrow night, with Feyre, and she and I will discuss what to do with you.”
“But you.. I-”
Your stumbling was almost adorable to him, the way your eyes were wide. He grabbed your chin, pulling you into the first kiss he'd had in far too long from you. Your lips were as sweet as he remembered, a soft hint of lemon lingering from the liquor you had picked to sip for the night. “I only give my affections to good girls,” he purred against your lips again. “Are you my good girl?”
“I want to be,” you whispered back, eyes meeting his. “I'm sorry.”
“Your apology means nothing unless you fix what you've done. I've told you how you can make it up to me. To Feyre. I know you'd hate to disappoint your High Lady, wouldn't you?”
He made you nod wanting to cave to his desires and take you. He left you with one more soft kiss, “Be my good girl tomorrow night and I will give you everything you ever wanted.”
He left you then. Truly left you. Feeling alone, anxious, needy. How unfair of him to leave you like this? Longing for him. For her. You thought you could play this game as well as he did. Master the mental chess board with little issue. The idea of prolonging this, of continuing to push him, it appealed to you in the sick twisted sense of needing to know where that line was.
It didn't appeal to you the way being satisfied did. The way his hands touching you did. And his offer? To lay with him and Feyre?
Images flashed through you mind, need building more and more until it felt as though you were suffocated by your own self made frustrations. You took deep breaths, hand resting on your pounding Heart.
Your mind was made.
Tomorrow you'll be a good girl.
The best girl.
All day, you'd torture both of them by being so good they'd struggle the way you currently were, and that was one game you could always win.
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lavastories · 4 months ago
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UPDATE!!!Everything I’m Currently Reading to Completed to Everything on my Interactive TBR!
LOL, brace yourself guys this is gonna be a pretty long list from all of my interactive platforms across the grid. This will be going by apps with list of stories.
What I completed reading will be in red crossed out. What I’m currently reading will be in green. What’s on my TBR will be in pink. And what I’m considering to read will be in orange. And what I’m unsure about will be in purple. And what I’ll drop reading will be in blue. And undecided will be in black.
Romance Club
1. And The Haze Will Take Us
2. 7 Brothers
3. Astrea’s Broken Heart
4. The One: Vol 2
5. Garden of Eden
6. Soulless
7. W: Time Catcher
8. Song of the Crimson Nile
9. Elite Tag
10. The Desert Rose
11. Vying for Versailles
12. Psi
13. The One: Vol 1
14. Hell and High Water
15. Theodora
16. The Flower from Tiamat’s Fire
17. Heart of Trespia
18. Gladiator Chrronicles
19. Seduced by the Rythum
20. Arcanum
21. Shadows of Sanitfour
22. Sophie’s Ten Wishes
23. Path of the Valkyrie
24. Love from Outer Space
25. Dracula. A Love Story
26. Legend of the Willow
27. Wave Patrol
28. Queen in 30 Days
29. Sails in the Fog
30. Heaven’s Secret- Requiem
31. Kali: Flame of Samsara
32. Love, Sin, & Evil: Vol 1
33. Chasing You 2
34. Heaven’s Secret 2 (Currently rereading for LI)
35. Kali: Call of Darkness
36. On Thin Ice
37. Sins of London
38. Rage of the Titans
39. Heaven’s Secret
40. Chasing You
41. My Hollywood Story
42. Moonborn
43. The Thunderstorms Saga
CHAPTERS (Keep in mind this app has SOOOO many books, so I’ll be putting the one’s I’ve started, all 27 books. I see to which ones I’ll be continuing, finished read, on my TBR, or not going to continue.)
1. Paying My Dues - Story by ME
2. Knocked Up By the Hockey Team
3. Bride of Anubis
4. Bad Boy Blues
5. Dangerous Guilty Pleasure - User Story
6. My Best Friend’s Baby
7. Having the Convict’s Baby
8. I Lost My Innocence to the Mafia Boss
9. Slashes In The Snow
10. Hot Hot Hate
11. Ruined
12. Pregnant by my Ex’s Dad
13. Addicted
14. My First Time - User Story
15. Our Story - User Story
16. The Darkest Kiss
17. Emergency Engagement
18. Night Prince 3: Bound by Flames
19. Love In the Deep End
20. COLE
21. Seven Day Fiancé
22. Burn for Me
23. The Dark Ones
24. Promise Me - User Story
25. Nico: A Mafia Romance
26. HALO
27. Waking up Pregnant
Choices (For the sake of the post, I’ll keep the books for this general and away from the VIP books. However, only will have the books of the VIP books that became wide release)
1. The Ghost of Us
2. BloodBound Series
3. The Royal Romance Series
4. The Nanny Affair Series
5. Rules of Engagement Series
6. Open Heart Series
7. Laws of Attraction Series
8. Roommates With Benefits
9. The Royal Masquerade
10. With Every Heartbeat
11. Rising Tides
12. Hot Shot
13. Alpha
14. Dirty Little Secrets
15. The Billionaire’s Baby
16. Surrender
17. Untameable
18. Shipwrecked
19. Kiss of Death
20. Wolf Bride
21. Witness: A Bodyguard Romance
22. Endless Summer Series
23. Hero
24. The Heist: Monaco
25. The Phantom Agent
26. Most Wanted
27. Across the Void
28. Ship of Dreams
29. Desire and Decorum Series
30. A Courtesan of Rome
31. Distant Shores
32. The Duchess Affair
33. Murder at Homecoming
34. High School Series
35. My Two First Loves
36. Ride-or-die: A Bad Boy Romance
37. The Elementalists Series
38. HSS: Class Act Series
39. Immortal Desires Series
40. Wake the Dead
41. It Lives Series
42. Nightbound
44. Haunting of Braidwood Manor
45. Perfect Match Series
46. Foreign Affairs
47. Mother of the Year
48. Bachelorette Party
49. Kindred
50. Blades of Light and Shadow Series
51. The Cursed Heart Series
52. The Crown & Flame Series
53. Guinevere
54. Baby Bump Series
55. First Comes Love
56. A Very Scandalous Proposal
57. LoveHacks Series
58. Passport to Romance
59. Along Came Treble
60. Red Carpet Diaries Series
61. America’s Most Eligible Series
62. Hot Couture
63. Platinum
64. Slow Burn
65. Queen B Series
66. The Freshman Series
67. Wishful Thinking
68. Getaway Girls
69. The Deadliest Series
70. Crimes of Passion Series
71. Veil of Secrets
72. The Unexpected Heriess
73. Big Sky Country Series
74. Ms. Match
75. Save the Date
76. The Princess Swap
77. Home for the Holidays
78. Guarded
79. Hearts on Fire Series
80: Open Heart Series
Episode (So just like Chapters, keeping it close to my history. Because there is so many books)
1. The Mafia Bride
2. Eat Me Up
3. Flirting with the Villian
4. Barely Mine
5. Rule Breaker
6. Tempting Devil
7. Playing Princess
8. Blood Lust
9. Pregnant by a Vampire: The Curse
10. The Gamer Girl
11. Love Life
12. It’ll Be Our Secret
13. Feel Me
14. VAMPS & HUMANS
15. Behind His Mask
16. Unexpectedly Expecting
17. Kidnapped by a Prince
Journeys (This app specifically is more like the more stories you read the more books you’ll have access to. So, I’ll list the ones I have so far.)
1. Linda Brown Series
2. Recipe of Love
3. Don’t Forget Me
4. Love Lessons
5. Vampyra
6. #3SUM
My Candy Love (This app is pretty much one story but progressing with the MC life, which I love!)
1. My Candy Love: High School
2. My Candy Love: College Life
3. My Candy Love: Adulting
5. My Candy Love: Alternate Life
6. My Candy Love: Next Gen
Another World’s History (Wasn’t long since I discovered this app. Fairly new to me like some others that will be in this post but it’s great.)
1. My Name Is Hope
2. Neoxites: Child of Light
3. Codex of Consistency
4. Speculum
5. Parallels
6. Chimera
Forbidden Fruit (This app is very new. They only have 4 books so far. And I haven’t gotten around to reading any of them. So they are all on my TBR)
1. The Legacy of Rosefield
2. Undermind
3. Ghostpice
4. Daughter of the North Wind
League of Dreamers (Discovered this app not too long ago.)
1. Laws of the Beast
2. Wondering Spirit
3. Lullaby of Witches
4. Tablet of Isis
5. The Seal of Nostradammus
6. Silence of the Sea
7. Blooming Garden
8. Chronicles of Ark Dryden
9. Gates of Samhain
YourStoryLand (Discovered this app just recently, and it’s also fairly new as well. Most of the books are on my TBR and my not sure list)
1. Rock Wave
2. Audrey’s Dairy
3. Blue Abuss
4. Behind The Wall
5. The Lily of the Sands
6. City of Nightmares
Real Love (This app freshly discovered with 4 books. Haven’t started any of the books yet. Most are on the TBR.)
1. Look Around
2. Lame
3. The Codex of a Chess Player
4. Empire of Shadows
Seven Hearts Stories (This app recently made 2 years with 8 books. I honestly do like this app and have started reading one book from this app.)
1. The Deadly Biome
2. Illusion of Fame
3. Legend of the Celestials
4. The Era of Fatum
5. The Villain’s Last Wish
6. Mission Fortune
7. The Heart of Atlantean
8. Bride for a Vampire
TWISTMAX! (This app I freashly discovered just last week. Already started one book from there. And I got most on my TBR.)
1. Billionaire’s Revenge
2. Happily Ever After
3. The Boy Next Desk
4. Love & Scandal
5. Ace!
6. My Prince
7. Princess Escape
8. Touched by Love
9. The Prince’s Consultant
10. Threads of Desire
11. Love to Hate
12. All His Secrets
13. About Last Night
14. The Price of Polanco
15. Surprise Husband
16. Tutoring the Football Star
17. Freshman Flirt
18. Living With Guys
19. Undercover Lover
20. Broadway Baby
21. Forbidden Island
22. His Melody
23. Hometown Hookup
24. Lone Star Lovers
25. Go Fur Gold
26. Blood Red Moon
27. Stuck in the Past
28. A Powerful Choice
29. Handcuff Him!
30. Sultry on Set
31. Seduce Me, Senator
32. Chef’s Kiss
33. Dirty Work
34. Cold Case Chemistry
Dream Zone (Also discovered this last week. Haven’t started a story from here yet. So wee will leave all of the stories undecided.)
1. Hostel Story Series
2. Singles in Your Area
3. Half Human Series
4. Wildest Dreams Series
5. Behind the Counter Series
6. Teaching Undercover Series
7. Going Places Series
8. Incognito Mode Series
9. The Impossible Game Series
10. Devil’s Deal Series
11. Project Prometheus Series
12. Rogue Gang Series
13. Man for Hirer Series
14. Ubers Series
15. Time and Time Again Series
16. Colorblind Series
17. My Bloody Classmates Series
18. The Lookalikes Series
19. Honeywood Series
20. Family Business Series
21. Therapy Sessions Series
And the rest of the stories I read are single story apps which are…
1. Havenless
2. Dangerous Fellows
3. Killing Kiss
4. Henri’s Secret
5. Uncoven
I do plan to keep this list and update it with time. But I am happy I have this list so I can update as I go and keep ya’ll up to date. But this is going to be hella fun. Feel free to have this list if you are also using the same app as myself.
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vivalgi · 17 days ago
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I may have gone a little overboard when testing potential wedding outfits on Trystan 😅
To begin with, some usual modern dresses from Choices vault I liked the most. The first one's a premium wedding dress from BaBu, which didn't even need any editing since it was already made for 'student' body type. I suspect not many of you have seen the 2nd dress though as it was made for a TRR story expansion that PB tested but never fully released. The 3rd one, which is from ROE, also has a nice design and the 4th dress is from OH. That one was actually red originally but I managed to turn it white with some effort. The long sleeves make it look quite regal, I'd say.
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However, since the dialogue may mention her suit parts at some point, I also tried to find some potential wedding suits. There's not a lot out there but TNA wedding suit for Sam was the first one that came to my mind. I found the 2nd suit from LOA MC's closet. It doesn't look too business-y and as an added bonus it comes with a snake shaped necklace, which is very on brand for the Thorne family. The last one from AVSP seems to be rather a single piece jumpsuit not jacket and pants so it may not align well with dialogue.
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I also contemplated what concepts could have been used to design an original outfit that's more in line with Trystan's cultural origins and other recognizable symbols. First, Drakovia is an Eastern European country and also seems to have been heavily based on many Slavic cultures in that region. Trystan's outfit could have had intricate embroidery, taking inspiration from traditional ethnic/folk fashion elements, similar to this dress from TPS which I'm a huge fan of.
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As I said earlier, then snakes seem to be an important symbol for the royal family as it's found in many places, including fashion. The outfit could have had some snake motifs like scale plating or patterns. The COP MC's dress from book 2 is just a quick mockup though, not really a fan how it looks in silver.
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So, yeah... choices, choices... 🙈
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txemrn · 2 years ago
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Somewhere Else
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Book: The Nanny Affair, Book 3
Word Count: ~4730 (I haven't written TNA in a loooong time... I had a lot to say)
Song Inspo: "Paris" by Taylor Swift
Summary: Brynn (MC) reminisces about her whirlwind of a wedding day that was filled with jitters and professions of love.
Warning: a little language; fluff; bits of angst
AN: This is my submission for @moodmusicmonday's the Luck of the Draw! I'm not exactly a Swiftie, but this was so much fun, gleaning inspo from a song I otherwise would never have known! Thank you to whoever sent it, and to my amazing counter-part @sfb123 (who... I don't know if y'all know this, but she has been running MMM for most--if not all--of 2023): thank you for hosting this event, sister! You did a GREAT job!
A/N 2: These characters, some of the plot and even some of the dialogue belong to our friends at Pixelberry! Not truly preread or beta'd, so please excuse my errors!
~🖤~
Present
"... tonight on ET, we have the wedding exclusive of billionaire bachelor Samuel Dalton and his nanny-turned-fiancée Brynn Schuyler–"
The glow of the screen flickers to black before hosting a new picture.
"... I'm here with the groom's parents, Mr. and Mrs. Mason Dalton. Seeing your son at the altar like that, tell us –"
 The soft click of a button changes to another channel.
"...the two are pictured here before they scurried off to an undisclosed location, some believe they are still here in Mexico–"
He turns off the television before tossing the remote onto the coffee table in our suite.  He pulls his phone out of his pocket, running an anxious hand through his thick, chestnut waves. No doubt, he's staring at dozens of missed calls and unanswered texts. 
I don't know if it was the turning of the bathroom doorknob, or if he could hear my nervous, labored breathing, but he abruptly stops, dropping his phone as he fixes his hungry gaze to me. A crooked smile forms as he devours me with his dark eyes, the flecks of copper reflecting in the candlelight.
Butterflies evade my belly as I stand before him, wearing nothing but the white shirt from his tux. I fidget with the cuffs of the long sleeves as they keep falling past my hands. I can feel him watching my body, an innocent awe etching across his face.
"I hope you don't mind me borrowing your shirt." I blush, averting my eyes as the oversized cotton material slouches off of my sunkissed shoulder, exposing my bare skin.  "I don't exactly have anything else–"
"It's perfect," he croons softly. He stalks closer to me, his hands finding mine. "You really think I wanted to see you a moment longer in that dress?" He chuckles, the warmth in his tone exhilarating my senses.
We fall into a comfortable silence, our eyes locked on one another. 
We're finally here.
Him. And me. Forever.
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Earlier that day
“...So as I look to our… to our–” I pause from my neurotic pacing, glancing down at my notes before quickly darting my eyes away once again.  I wrote my wedding vows weeks ago, and had no problem memorizing them. But something about today… something is freaking me out.
“So as I look to our future, I vow to… I vow to, um… Damnit!”  I hold up my vows again, but with my clumsy, nervous fingers, I accidentally drop the index cards. “Shit! Shit!”  I try to catch them as each one floats into various directions all over the floor, some of them finding their way underneath the furniture of my bridal dressing room suite.  With a heavy sigh, I crawl on my knees, attempting to reach the ones that fell under the coffee table. 
“Happy wedding day–!”
I jump.  The sudden chirp of my best friend's voice causes the back of my skull to meet the glass table with an abrupt thud followed by a tearful groan. "Ow!"  I fall forward, my face finding the ornate rug as my fingers shield my now-aching head.
"Brynn!" Jenny panics, seeing my body now splayed on the floor. Aditya helps me up, assisting me to a nearby chaise lounge.  Marisol fills a tea towel with ice before applying it to the back of my head with care. Jenny plops down next to me, biting her nail in worry. "What were you doing down there?"
I force a cordial smile, holding up a single note card. "Vows," I mutter, the small gesture making me wince from the surge of pain.
"Ahh! Your vows!" Jenny squeals at a higher decibel than normal. "You're finally a blushing bride!  Can you believe it?"
"I… I can't believe it." My eyes widen in shock. I'm trying to match my best friend's enthusiasm, but I'm starting to wonder if I'm missing the bride gene. You know; the one that makes you giggle like a schoolgirl  at even the dumbest jokes and cry happy, pretty tears at everything bridal.
 Me? I think I'm about to hurl.
Jenny grabs my hand, admiring my engagement ring yet again.  I blame her pregnancy hormones, and her desire to be locked down with someone.  No doubt, she'd prefer Aditya, but at this point, I think she'll take anyone.
"Mrs. Samuel J. Dalton," Jenny singsongs, letting go of my fingers. She clasps her hands dreamily with a far-off daze in her bronze eyes.
I stare back down at the heavy rock on my finger, my arm growing fatigue under its weight. The glint from the sun catches the cut diamond just right, casting blinding fractals in my eyes. I hiss from the abrupt intrusion of bright light to my vision.
Mrs. Samuel J. Dalton, I repeat to myself.  "I'm… I'm getting married," I state matter-of-factly as a catch my reflection in the floor-length mirror. "I'm… getting…" my voice becomes softer, more hoarse as I stand to look closer at myself. "I'm marrying Sam Dalton…" I can't seem to catch my breath as I watch my bridal party pop open a bottle of chilled champagne–and a bottle of sparkling grape juice. My voice grows louder, anxious. And terrified. "I'm marrying Sam Dalton… today!"
"Yes!" Jenny celebrates passing me a flute, "isn't this awesome?" She cheers with my glass before I watch the others lift their drinks in my honor. And everyone seems to freeze, staring at me to say something. 
Truth is… I have no words. Oh God, what is happening?
"It's… awesome," I choke out, hoping my bright smile will convince them. And convince me. I quickly down the entire glass.
“I’m so excited for you and Sam," Jenny continues to gloat.
"Me and Sam." I take a deep cleansing breath. Right. Eye on the prize, Brynn. Me and Sam. It's just you and Sam. It's just you… and…
“So how’re you holding up?" Marisol takes a seat on a couch, crossing her legs nonchalantly. "I remember I was an absolute wreck at my wedding. Any pre-wedding jitters?”
Jenny chuckles, waving her hand in the air as if the mention of nerves is preposterous. "Jitters? This gal has been dreaming about this day since she met the hottie."
Aditya snickers. He saunters up close to Jenny, wrapping his arms around her waist before taking a sip of his bubbly drink.
I glance around the room, everyone's attention stuck on me. Damnit, I know I'm the bride and today is about me.  But does everyone have to be staring at me like that, like I've given them a new hope in love, that love does conquer all, that Sam and I are their new favorite fairy tale? 
"Right, Brynn?" Jenny prompts when I stay silent, nodding her head.
“I… feel like I’ve never been more ready for anything." I take a deep cleansing breath before curling my lips into a bright grin.  "No jitters. No doubts.”
Jenny claps her hands, bouncing on the balls of her feet. “Then let’s get you to the altar–starting with your dress!”
The dress… my wedding dress… right…
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Present
My cell phone rings, the chime breaking us both from the haze of the day.  I had put it on Do Not Disturb when we left the ceremony, save for a few numbers. I had a sneaking suspicion of who it was.
And I don't care.
He smirks, nodding over his shoulder. "You gonna get that?"
I step forward, sliding my hands up the firm planes of his chest until I intertwine my fingers behind his neck. I shake my head. "Nothing could be more important than being here with you, being us."
Slipping his arms around my waist, he tenderly presses his forehead to mine. He nuzzles his nose flesh to my skin, eliciting a soft moan from my lips. His mouth is a breath away from discovering my own… when my phone rings again.
He smirks, chuckling at the annoyance and slightly pulling away.
"Damnit," I mutter.
He kisses my temple. "Go ahead," he encourages, "it'll be like ripping off a band-aid." He teasingly spanks my ass.  "And then I'll kiss it and make it better."
“Promise?” I snicker, enjoying his hands on me, but reality quickly sets in. My eyes flutter close as my heart begins to pound like a drum in my chest. Just face the music… 
I walk over to grab my phone, peering at the screen.  I cinch my eyes closed again before swiping to answer the call.
"Hey–"
"Oh, thank God!" Jenny shouts through my speaker. "When you weren't answering, I just assumed the worst–"
"Jenny, I–"
"You guys just left," she nervously titters, "no goodbyes or anything. We went to your room, and–"
"Listen, I can't stay long. But everything is okay. Better, actually. And we're safe. We found another place to stay... You know? Get away from the chaos and the press." I chew on the inside of my mouth. "Can you… tell Moma that?"
"Yeah, of course, but Brynny… are you–"
"Jenny, stop. I promise, I will tell you everything when we get back from our trip. Okay?"  My best friend doesn't respond right away, and I'm not sure if my answers satisfy her genuine curiosity.
"I… I just want to make sure you're happy."
I look at the beautiful man sitting on the edge of the bed, resting his elbows on his knees. And suddenly, I am overwhelmed with feelings of joy as I see our future play out in front of me. With our kids. The business. With each other. And it all finally seems so perfectly clear.
"Jen," my eyes sting with pricks of tears, "I've never been happier."
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Earlier that day…
"Brynn! Brynn!"
Startled, I spin around to see my favorite boys bounding around the foyer. "Whoa, whoa, you guys–" They crash into my arms as I bend down to catch them. I pepper kisses into their handsome curls, breathing in their scent that always feels like home. Gosh, my boys… 
Mickey stands tall with his arms behind his back. “Miss Naya told us to give you this!” He pulls out my bouquet of fresh roses, a bountiful collection of gorgeous creams and soft pale pinks. "Tada!"
My breath hitches, taken aback by how absolutely dreamy everything has turned out. This wedding… it… it's really happening. I take the bouquet, the sweet floral notes dancing around me before I turn to look at two pairs of glittering eyes. 
"It's almost as pretty as you, Brynn," Mason pushes his glasses up his nose.
"Just like a princess," Mickey chimes in.
“You two look pretty sharp yourselves,” I wink, adjusting Mason’s bowtie before fixing a wayward curl behind Mickey’s ear. "Do you have the rings like we practiced?"
The twins nod their heads in unison, pulling out the velvet boxes. "I promise we won't drop them," Mickey flashes a worried glance.
"Baby," I cup his freckled cheek, "you're going to do just fine." I place my hand on Mason's shoulder. "Both of you."
"Do we have to call you 'Mom' after you marry Dad?" Mason innocently questions.
Mom. The word hits like a brick in the pit of my stomach. I'm going to be someone's mother… not just one person, but I'm going to be a mother of two… 
And this is no surprise to me. Afterall, Mickey and Mason are the entire reason I even met this family. I've only known the Daltons for less than a year, and yet, I have been one of the only mother figures in their young lives. When I agreed to marry Sam, it was a package deal.
God, I love them so much. They have given me so much joy, even on days I didn't think I was going to make it. Between the incessant fights and the scandals, these two precious boys have seen me and loved me for me. They were my family long before… well, long before Sam and me…
I can't imagine living a day without a joke or a prank from those two… but being their actual mother? Making sure these two boys grow into successful men? 
"Well?" Mickey prompts for an answer to his brother's question.
I pull them both into a tight hug. "You two can call me whatever you want. The most important thing you need to know is I will always be here for you two."
"And Dad," Mickey teases, grinning.
"Right, Brynn?" Mason tugs on my elbow.
"Miss Schuyler," a deep, familiar voice resonates through the waiting area, tearing me from my conversation with the boys. "You are absolutely ravishing, my dear."
"Oh, Mr. Carter, you old dog," I blush as the tall, older gentleman dressed in a neatly pressed tux approaches us. I embrace him tightly as he gives me a chaste kiss on the cheek. 
"Well, let me take a look at you," he gleefully laughs, taking me by the hand. He twirls me in a circle, the skirt of my dress flouncing out like a dream.  Carter playfully whistles. "Enchanting," he grins, his gray eyes twinkling as his voice grows softer. "You remind me so much of my Evelyn on our wedding day." 
My eyes glisten at the mention of his wife. Unfortunately, she couldn't be with us today. Carter says that she has her 'good days and bad days,' I sense the latter outweighs the former, but still the way he speaks of his wife of forty years is precious, the envy of my dreams and future. 
I offer him a kind smile, trying to blink back the tears, but I can feel my face begin to flush. 
Suddenly, the gentle crescendo of music coming from the chapel notifies us that it's time for the ceremony to start. Carter and I give the boys one more glance, reminding them to walk slowly and to smile. Mickey and Mason hear their cue, and just like we rehearsed, they begin their trek to the altar.
And now... I'm next.
Carter begins to leave to sneak back into his seat, but I grab him by his arm.  I start to fidget with the boutonnière on his lapels. "Mr. Carter, I… I… did you maybe… I don't know–"
He takes my hands in his, calming my trembling fingers. "Miss Schuyler, take a deep breath."
I follow his directions, taking a deep gulp of air. "Jitters, right?" I exhale, fanning myself with my hand. "Perfectly normal, right?"
Carter kindly nods, guiding me slowly to the entrance. "When you step in there, find Mr. Dalton's eyes, and you stay focused on them. That's what helped on our wedding day."
"So you were nervous, too?" I glance down the aisle, noticing the twins are halfway to their spots. I quickly step back, my eyes fluttering closed. "And that helped you?"
He curls his lips endearingly. "It helped Evelyn."
"Really?" My eyes widen. "How?
He smirks as he recalls the memory. "We came from different families, you know? And because of that, she was terrified on what was supposed to be the best day of our lives. Seeking the approval of her parents, her family, even some of her friends… It was a lot of pressure on her."
"Gosh, that must've been hard."
"It was," he nods, "but, she said that on that day, she found my eyes… and they said everything that she needed to know."
My heart swoons at the thought. "She saw the love in your eyes?"
Carter coyly shakes his head.  He must see my confusion because he gives a deep, hearty laugh. "You are a treasure, Miss Schuyler, just like my Evelyn. A man that loves you will look at you as such, not with greed over what he's getting… but with fear because he sees how much he has to lose; he realizes he would be wrecked, completely devastated without you."
An overwhelming sense of calm washes over me. 
Find his eyes…
You are a treasure…
He sees how much he has to lose…
I squeeze Carter's hands, pulling him into one last embrace. "Thank you so much," my voice hitches. 
He nods affectionately. "You feel ready?" He helps me adjust my veil.
"Almost." I bite my lip, stifling a mischievous grin. "Mr. Carter, do you mind… walking me down the aisle?"
The most handsome smile sweeps across his face as he buttons the jacket of his tux. With his eyes glittering down at me, he offers me his arm. "It would be my honor."
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Present
"Is everyone freaking out?" He chuckles, extending his arm for me to take his hand. 
I end the call, tossing my phone across the room.  "I… don't care," I snicker. "Probably." Slipping my fingers into his palm, he pulls me to his side, my body crashing into him.  We both tumble back onto the bed, our grunts turning into boisterous laughter, filling our room.
As our bellies begin to ache and we quiet down, I roll off of him, laying down next to him.  We stare at the ceiling, falling into a comfortable silence… that is until I notice him pointing at the textured surface above us.
"What are you doing?"
He chuckles. "When I was little, I used to dream of traveling the world. I tried using my grandpa's old world atlas to map out the perfect trip, and…" He titters, shaking his head with embarrassment, "I can't believe I'm telling you this."
"No," I roll onto my side, resting my hand on his chest. "I love it–I love this." I kiss his shoulder. "Keep going."
He rests his hand on mine, softly drawing circles with his thumb. "We had old popcorn ceilings," he chuckles, "kinda like this textured stuff, and so… I'd imagine it was my own world map. And at night, I would plan my–" he deepens his voice like the narrator of a movie trailer, "--international escape."
"Ooooo, show me, James Bond."
I start to giggle as he takes my hand in the air with his, his fingers curling around mine to extend my pointer finger. "Well, over here is us right now in Puerto Vallarta… and…" he moves our hands together, "up here is New York." He starts to blush, shrugging his shoulders.
"How about–" I guide our fingers to another spot, "--London?"
He chuckles. "I'll pack my knickers," he jokes in a British accent.
"And then Paris," I move our hands again.
"Oui oui, mon chéri," he jokes in his poor attempt to sound French, making me bust out into more titters. He guides us once more. "How about Venice?" He points to another area on the ceiling, his voice growing softer. "Or Athens? Or Bali? Hong Kong?"
I brush my nose against his stubbled cheek, whispering in his ear. "And then where?"
He turns towards me, the warmth of his chocolate gaze fluttering to my hungry lips as he places my hand back on his chest. "To the moon and stars?" The air around us begins to crackle, the electricity igniting our nerves as I feel my heart begin to race. I bite my lip, feeling a rosy swirl dance across my cheeks. "Anywhere. Somewhere else. With you."
I can feel his heartbeat thrum hard against my fingertips, the excitement feeding my desire for him.
I love him.
His large hand intimately caresses mine… but then he stops, looking down at my fingers. Feeling the abrupt disconnect, I follow his gaze and quickly notice he's fidgeting with something. 
My ring.
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Earlier that day…
I thought I knew what I wanted for my wedding day, but in this very moment as Pachelbel's Canon in D romantically announces my arrival, I am overcome with so much emotion as I look around the room. This is everything I ever wanted: to be surrounded by love. My breath shutters as I try to blink away my tears. This… this is absolutely perfect. 
Carter pats my hand gripping tightly to his arm as he walks me graciously down the aisle.  "There he is," he whispers to me, "look at him."
Sam. He's as handsome as ever in his gray suit and petal pink tie. His eyes twinkle, roaming my body as I draw closer to the altar. He offers me that charming Dalton smile, and everything seems to fade away.
It's just you and me, baby… Finally… after everything you put me through– I mean--that we've gone through…
I can do this... I can do this... I can–
Without warning, Sam gradually turns towards his groomsmen. One of his old fraternity brother's has made some kind of comment, causing some of them to crack up. During my procession.
Sam seems to be responding to the joke or comment. He subtly leans over, but after a few seconds, some of the men snicker, covering their faces and Sam chuckles into his fist, feigning a coughing fit.
It's fine, I tell myself.
Getting himself under control, Sam looks back to me with a mischievous glint in his eye before winking at me.
It was just a joke– an inside joke perhaps. Probably to help with his own nerves. It--it's fine. Everything is fine.
Just… stay with me, Sam. Please stay. I need to see your–
The twins lean up against their dad as he rests his hands on their shoulders. Together, they all watch me with doting glances… that is until one of the velvet boxes accidentally falls out of Mickey’s pocket.  In a panic, he bends over to grab the small package, carelessly backing into his brother Mason, knocking off his glasses.
Giving me a crooked smile and shrugging his shoulders, Sam takes a knee to help the boys out, causing endearing chuckles from the audience.
Those two rascals…
I begin to admire my little mess of a family-to-be… until the small hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. My pulse, without explanation, begins to race as a bead of sweat courses down the slope of my back.
Something doesn't feel right.
I can't help, but feel… as crazy as it sounds, like there's another pair of eyes on me. Of course, I realize I have over two-hundred guests watching me as I finish my march down the aisle, but this? This isn't the same. This stare… it's different. It's piercing, and intimate. And I feel… seen. Exposed. Preyed.
Looking behind Sam's crouched physique, a pair of deep, chestnut eyes feast on my every move. But rather than being filled with adoration or even his typical lust, there's a hint of sadness in them, as if they're watching a funeral procession rather than a wedding.
And for the first time today, my heart flutters as a fire kindles in my belly.
I make it to the altar, Carter placing my petite hand in my groom's grasp. I can feel the desire in Sam's eyes wandering across my body.  He gives my fingers a squeeze, giving me another adoring wink… but I can't stop looking at him.
Focus, Brynn. Just focus…
Naya gives us a cordial smile before taking the microphone to begin. "Dearly beloved friends and family, we've gathered here today…"
It's no use. I can feel the bile rise in the back of my throat as the room begins to spin. Is it getting hot in here? Or are there just too many people?
As Naya continues, I look back to those haunting eyes, that look of betrayal, that look of devastation… and Carter's words begin to replay in my mind. 'A man that loves you will look at you… with fear because he sees how much he has to lose; he realizes he would be wrecked… without you."
Oh my God… I never noticed this before but… he loves me.
"... speak now," Naya bellows, "or... forever hold your–"
"Wait!" Fuck! What did I just do? The entire congregation starts to quietly murmur amongst one another. Sam clears his throat, his eyebrows furrowing as he adjusts his collar. "I–I'm sorry to interrupt, but… I just… I have a question, and I…" I sigh. "I can't do this–I can't get married unless… I need the answer."
A hush falls over the room, concerned looks are glued on me.
I should just shut up, and go along with this. Isn't that what I've been doing for the past several months anyway with the promise of a happily ever after? Does fairy tale magically happen after we say, 'I do?'
No. In my heart, I know this is the right thing to do. For me.
"Robin?" More whispers erupt behind me as Sam turns back to look at his best man, a pained confusion etching on his handsome features.  "Several weeks ago, we pretended to be the wait staff in a restaurant… to, uh… witness a date." Sam raises an eyebrow, looking between Robin and me. "I asked you a question at the beginning of the night. Do you… do you remember my question?"  
Robin coyly pushes his fists into his slacks, nodding his head. He exhales heavily, his nose rosy pink with unshed emotion.
My vision blurs as hot streams pour down my cheeks, but my attention doesn't leave Robin. "You… you answered, 'Sure. Sometimes…'"  A lump forms in my throat, my timbre growing hoarse. "Tell me, Robin… if I asked you that same question right now, what–what would your answer be?" I choke out a sob, wiping my face with the back of my hands.
He just stares at me. Lost. Dumbfounded. Embarrassed.
I know this wasn't exactly the most opportune time to talk about this, but I also knew this would be our last time to talk about it. Damnit, maybe I was wrong. Carter was wrong. My jitters and my awful gut feeling… wrong.
I look at Sam, his jaw ticking in anger. And he has every right to be. I've made a fool of him, of us. 
But I could've sworn I saw something…
"Sorry, everyone," Sam kindly addresses the audience, "we have a case of the wedding day jitters." He fakes a bright smile, the crowd tittering and cooing. At me. Like I'm a joke. Again. Sam takes my hand, but he refuses to even look at me now. 
Will he ever take me seriously? I... I don't want to get married like this.
Sam clears his throat, nodding to Naya to continue. "Let's try this again," she chuckles, "we are gathered here today to celebrate the union of–"
"I lied," Robin blurts out, inviting the chaos to continue amongst the guests.  He steps forward, pushing himself in front of Sam. "Brynn, you asked me if I ever thought about us–" Gasps and whispers crescendo in the room as Robin takes my hands into his. "And I told you… what I thought you wanted to hear. I mean, for Christ's sake, you swore you were in love with..." The corner of his mouth curls, his eyes bearing it all before me. "I knew better," he mumbles, falling into nervous titters, squeezing tightly to my fingers. "The truth is… Brynn Schuyler... Hell, of course, I think about us. All of the time. I dream of you as my bride. As my wife. As the mother to my children… I've never stopped thinking about us since the moment I first met you–" 
Screams erupt as family members and friends jump to their feet. Naya attempts to holler through her microphone to restore order, but it's too late. Our guests that have come to attend a beautiful, romantic wedding have turned into an ugly, angry mob.
I get lost in the shuffle, unable to recognize anyone around me. My name is being screamed in several directions by several different voices, but it's no use. Terrified, I glance around, looking for a way to safety as everything crumbles around me.
Suddenly, a large hand grabs mine, pulling me through the vocal crowd. As we finally make it to the back of the sanctuary, his lips graze my ear. "Do you trust me?"
A rush of exhilaration floods my veins as my natural smile returns. Are you kidding me? With all my heart.
I nod.
"Don't look back, baby," he chuckles, tucking my arm under his. "Run!"
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Present
"Do you mind, Miss Schuyler?" He smirks, grabbing my engagement ring on my hand.
I roll my lips, trying to hide my smile as I tilt my head side-to-side. "Not at all, Mr. Flores. Please."
Robin slips the jewelry off of my finger before pressing his lips to my now bare knuckle. It was so simple, yet the gesture so intimate; I was finally free. 
This man…
Pulling me into his arms, he tosses the ring over his shoulder, an abrupt clink hitting the wall. With his handsome crooked smile, he leans towards me. "Don't worry," he chuckles, "I made him buy the insurance."
"Robin!" I squeal before our mouths meet in a tender kiss.
"What?" He pulls back, cupping my cheek. "I had a feeling."
"A feeling?" I snicker, raising an eyebrow. "That it wasn't going to work out?"
"Ehh, more .." He brushes his thumb across my lips, a serious expression growing across his face. "That you were the one. For me."
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To The Ballgame
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Choices Book: The Nanny Affair
Characters: Sam Dalton x Marie Castro (MC) Mickey Dalton, Mason Dalton
Word Count: 1577
Rating/Warning: Teen, Fluff
Summary: Sam takes the family out for the day, hoping to give the boys and Marie a day they would never forget.
A/N: Finally able to finish a WIP and I am so excited that it is to accompany the amazing artwork from Ainna on Instagram that I shared earlier (check it out here)
To say I was in a slump would be an understatement!
A/N 2: Please excuse any errors! As always the editor was not her normal self.
Characters belong to our friends at Pixelberry
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“Boys, let’s go”
I call up to my sons, Mason, and Mickey, from the bottom of the stairs for what seems like the hundredth time. I had a surprise for the four of us, the baseball season was coming to an end and the chances of the Bronx Bombers making it into the postseason were not looking so hot but that did not stop me from going all out.
Oh, and Marie’s hometown team from LA was in New York, giving her a team to cheer for, it was sure to get me some brownie points for what I planned out, I sure could use those at the moment.
Ready to call out for the boys again, having no clue at what could be taking them so long, they were already dressed. Mason, Mickey, and I opted to wear the all-gray New York jersey instead of the classic Pinstripe, something a little different for our last game of the season, so really the three of us should be waiting on Marie. I’ll never say that out loud again.
Turning and taking a step up at the sound of something one of the boys yelled out, my face lights up at the sight before me, Marie making her way down the stairs, a smile on her face, her chestnut hair cascading down just past her shoulders, wearing the classic LA Dodger Blue cap to go with the white Dodger jersey and denim pants that hugged all her perfect curves.
“You look breathtaking Ms. Castro.” I work my gaze back up to her the moment she stops with a step or two between us.
A small laugh escapes from Marie and she turns so I can continue assessing her outfit. “Even decked out in the other teams’ colors Mr. Dalton.” She arches an eyebrow and the corner of her mouth lifts in smirk at me, tossing her black jacket over her shoulder before she stops in front of me again.  
My smile widens, I take another step up the stairs, closing the space between us just a bit more. I reach out and wrapping my arm around her waist and pulling her closer to me. Marie throws her arms over my shoulders and leans in to press her lips to mine.
Returning her kiss with a light press of my own, my lips faintly pressed against hers. “It’s a good thing you have that jacket to cover up a highly questionable choice in team.”
Marie throws her head back with a laugh. “Hmm… says the one with—” She begins tracing the letters across my chest. “Guess I can’t hate the jersey too much.”
My eyes widen at her words. “Are you saying that you actually like our team?” I say teasingly, knowing well enough that she would cheer on any other team before my beloved Yankees, even the one down in Boston. I almost shudder at the thought.
“I would never join the Evil Empire.” Marie says before placing another light kiss on my lips. “Never, but back to the boys, they are looking for their baseball gloves. We were looking everywhere in the room and could not find them. So, I came down to see if maybe you had seen them...”
My head drops, clearly, they forgotten we had set them on one of the chairs in the family room so they wouldn’t be looking for them at the last minute, like they were now.
“They were down here the whole time, weren’t they?”
I nod.
“I’ll go get Mason and Mickey so we can go.” Marie says.
Watching as Marie makes her way back up the stairs to grab our boys, she stops and looks over her shoulder. “If we forget to tell you, thank you Sam.”
It was the simple things that we did has a family that brought joy to my boys and Marie, even when I tended to add a little bit more to make it more extravagant then necessary. Something I couldn’t help.
And the three smiling faces I saw as we made our way to the waiting car would be worth the little extra in the end.
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The noise that came at us as we made our way down field was like no other, the sound of balls hitting against the leather of a glove, the music playing around the stadium and the chatter of other New Yorker's and a few transplants going for their respective team, mixed with Mason and Mickey’s awe as they pointed to their favorite players they saw warming up, of course this was after stopping at the concession stand to get Mickey some popcorn, that boy couldn’t wait.
As our guide led us all the way down the steps, passing our seats, to the small door next to the dugout and opening it, waiting for us to walk on the dirt of the batting box. The boys looked back towards me and Marie, “Dad.” “Sam.” Mason, Mickey and Marie said in unison surprised shock lit up their faces.
“Go on. We’re meeting some of the players before the start of the game.” My smile grew wide almost ear to ear at the excitement that the boys display as the set foot onto the field. Marie giving my hand that’s entwined with hers a gentle squeeze as she ducks her head to avoid the netting and takes a step onto the field with me right behind her.
Mason and Mickey run towards a couple of the home team players they see with our guide right behind them. I could see the animation in them as they talk and get autographs and get ready for pictures, those kids were fast, I even caught them asking for one of the players to hit a home run.
“They love this Sam.” Marie whispered in my ear.
“It was nothing.” I reply.
At that, I receive an eye roll from Marie. “Only you would say that, but it is something, look at them, look how happy they are and what makes it something is they get to experience this with their dad, not the chance to meet their favorite players but the time they are spending with you.”
Marie’s words spreads warmth in me and I fall more in love with her, not knowing that was even possible and yeah seeing the look on her face and Mason and Mickey’s was something.
I did have another little something up my sleeve before it was spoiled by one of the LA Reps waiting off to the side. “You know we are not just here for the Bronx Bombers.”
A quizzical look settles on Marie as she turns to face me. “What are you saying?”
“I was able to pull some strings so you can also meet some of your favorite players too.”
Before I could get anymore words out, I feel Marie wrap her arms around me and gifts me with a kiss on my cheek. “You didn’t have to, you know, I would have slipped on over there anyway.”
I laugh, knowing that definitely would have happened. “I know. But this way we..” I pull her closer to me. “don’t get kicked out for you getting a little too excited with the players and banning us from the ballpark before the game even begins.”
Marie gives me that innocent look of hers at calling her out. “Thank you. Mason and Mickey will never forget today, now go--.” Marie gently pushes me towards my boys. “I’m gonna go meet my future husband over there.” Marie winks at me with a little smirk before heading to the opposing dugout.
Knowing she is only joking, that still doesn’t stop me from looking over my shoulder as I head over to the small group that has gathered around some of the New York players and spot my boys getting their gloves signed.
There was nothing like being on at the baseball field on a Sunday afternoon, the sky a bright blue with sparse clouds and the sun making it just perfect. After spending some time talking, taking pictures and getting autographs, the four of us stand at home plate I looked down at Marie, catching her looking up at me with a smile on her face that I return, Mason and Mickey one on each side ready for the picture that will capture this happy moment forever.
Lost in the whiskey color of Marie’s eyes, I almost missed the photographer asking if we would like to look at the picture. The empty feeling of losing Marie’s touch as she made her way towards the photographer brought me back to the now.
The boys and Marie look down at the screen of the camera to see the captured moment. A chuckle escapes from Marie as she looks on, ruffling the hair of Mickey as he shoves more popcorn in his mouth.
Standing next to them, I look down and see our family photo. The four of us standing at home plate with the outfield as our backdrop, Marie and I locked in a look that can be described as loving. Mickey being mischievous, his signature style and Mason the only one of us ready and waving at the camera.
Marie and I both look up at each other at the same time she speaks before I could say anything. “I think this captures us perfectly.”
I couldn’t have agreed more.
Now every time I walk by and see our family outing, it brings me back to that day our little family was happy.
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dwiankus · 1 year ago
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I hate these books and why from Choices
1. Kiss of Death (The story ok, the MC is not)
2. Roommates with Benefits (Sex all day in my college life)
3. The Billionaire's Baby (Affair is forbidden in my principle, LI is same as Dalton using nice as a shied)
4. Surrender (The MC is amazing! The LI belongs to trash)
5. Untameable (the story ok, but MC and LI need to be slap so they don't get horny all the time)
6. Shipwrecked (Not that interesting story)
7. The Duchess Affair (Like i said, Affair is forbidden in my principle even LI is good)
8. The Princess Swap (The Non-Royal Twin i love, The Princess Twin i need to slap)
9. Witness: The Bodyguard Romance (disgusting)
10. My Two First Loves (MC is a shit as his childhood LI. Noah is everything♡)
11. The Nanny Affair (Probably tolerate because MC i build like a fucking bitch in the catwalk, but Dalton is a chicken)
12. Wolf Bride (The story ok, The Alpha bullshits thing i hate)
Well, i dare you change my mind
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poorchoicesallaround · 1 year ago
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choices chronology
(a complete timeline of the debut of all choices books since 2016. mini stories/short stories have an asterisk beside them, and only books with exact debut dates are included. vip books are included with their early access date, not their public debut.)
2016
the crown & the flame, book 1 - august 17
most wanted - august 17
the freshman, book 1 - august 17
the freshman, book 2 - august 22
* chris: luxury getaway - august 22
* james: masquerade ball - august 22
* kaitlyn: the perfect date - august 22
the crown & the flame, book 2 - september 7
rules of engagement, book 1 - september 22
* the freshman: love bites - october 19
* the freshman: snowed in - december 7
endless summer, book 1 - december 15
the freshman, book 3 - december 22
#lovehacks, book 1 - december 22
* the haunting of braidwood manor - january 4
2017
* the freshman: game of love - february 8
rules of engagement, book 2 - january 25
the crown and the flame, book 3 - march 29
the royal romance, book 1 - april 13
the freshman, book 4 - may 3
#lovehacks, book 2 - june 2
endless summer, book 2 - june 30
hero - july 12
the sophomore, book 1 - july 12
high school story, book 1 - september 7
the royal romance, book 2 - september 22
high school story, book 2 - october 6
it lives in the woods - october 18
* the freshman: hartfield horror story - october 18
the sophomore, book 2 - december 6
home for the holidays - december 13
red carpet diaries, book 1 - december 15
endless summer, book 3 - december 22
2018
high school story, book 3 - february 28
perfect match, book 1 - february 28
the royal romance, book 3 - march 2
bloodbound, book 1 - march 30
the junior - april 9
veil of secrets - june 1
red carpet diaries, book 2 - june 13
rules of engagement, book 3 - june 21
america's most eligible: season 10 - june 27
desire & decorum, book 1 - july 30
across the void - august 20
perfect match, book 2 - september 5
the senior - september 14
big sky country - september 21
high school story: class act, book 1 - october 8
it lives beneath - october 10
the elementalists, book 1 - october 24
* rules of engagement: newlyweds - november 8
a courtesan of rome - november 14
the heist: monaco - december 10
desire & decorum, book 2 - december 17
2019
america's most eligible: all stars - january 16
ride-or-die: a bad boy romance - january 25
high school story: class act, book 2 - february 11
open heart, book 1 - february 22
the elementalists, book 2 - march 15
passport to romance - march 20
wishful thinking - april 15
nightbound - april 24
bloodbound, book 2 - may 17
platinum - may 30
red carpet diaries, book 3 - june 7
the royal heir, book 1 - june 22
sunkissed - june 26
bachelorette party - july 18
big sky country, book 2 - july 27
desire & decorum, book 3 - august 4
mother of the year - august 30
america's most eligible: wedding edition - september 18
save the date - september 29
the royal masquerade - october 18
high school story: class act, book 3 - october 30
bloodbound, book 3 - november 9
* the royal holiday - november 19
* the elementalists: winters past - november 27
baby bump, book 1 - december 9
hot couture - december 19
with every heartbeat - december 19
* bloodbound: dark solstice - december 21
* desire & decorum: first winter - december 22
2020
the royal heir, book 2 - january 24
blades of light and shadow, book 1 - january 29
a very scandalous proposal - february 5
open heart: second year - february 29
witness: a bodyguard romance - march 16
distant shores - april 3
the nanny affair, book 1 - may 13
the unexpected heiress - july 22
queen b, book 1 - june 26
my two first loves - july 27
the royal heir, book 3 - august 21
ms. match - october 3
rising tides - october 28
baby bump, book 2 - november 20
foreign affairs - december 30
2021
open heart: third year - february 19
slow burn - march 26
laws of attraction - april 27
the nanny affair, book 2 - june 18
the royal finale - july 28
shipwrecked - august 27
queen b, book 2 - september 22
wake the dead - october 27
surrender, book 1 - november 26
crimes of passion, book 1 - december 22
2022
untameable - february 25
the princess swap - march 25
the cursed heart, book 1 - april 27
immortal desires, book 1 - may 25
the nanny affair, book 3 - june 24
murder at homecoming - july 29
the phantom agent - august 31
guinevere - october 26
wolf bride - december 23
kiss of death - november 25
surrender, book 2 - december 28
2023
getaway girls - january 25
roommates with benefits, book 1 - february 24
first comes love - march 29
the duchess affair - april 28
kindred - may 26
crimes of passion, book 2 - june 28
the billionaire's baby - july 26
dirty little secrets - august 18
blades of light and shadow, book 2 - september 1
alpha - october 13
(if you see an errors, please let me know!)
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zoeywades-spouse · 2 years ago
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Choices will use the same plot of a small-town girl plucked out of obscurity and shoved into a high-fast and high-paying job that has a forced male LI and an enemy that is almost always a woman who vies for the attention of the male LI and then PB will repeat this five times over
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choices-binglebonkus · 2 years ago
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The upcoming final chapter of Guinevere has me very nervous because as of the past 1-2 years or so, Pixelberry has executed many book endings very poorly including
-Wake the Dead (this was a BIIIIIIG one for me)
-Laws of Attraction book 2
-The Phantom Agent
-Murder at Homecoming
-The Princess Swap
-Immortal Desires book 1 (another big one considering this book was initially a standalone and they ended it like that)
-Shipwrecked
-Untameable book 1
-The Nanny Affair book 3 (yes the book was awful but the ending was just a whole other level)
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peonierose · 1 year ago
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Once (4/5)
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**This story takes place before it was revealed that Addison would come back/is alive **
Book: The Nanny Affair & Open Heart Crossover / AU
Characters involved: Sam Dalton (M!MC), Ethan Ramsey (M!MC) and Robin Flores (M!MC)
Part IV of V / Miniseries
Words: 4,000+
Rating: Mature
TW: Cancer, character death, mental illness
Summary: It’s the day of Addis funeral. Thankfully Sam isn’t alone he has his friends and family to be there for him.
A/N: This is in honor of my friend Mira who died from ovarian cancer. May you rest in peace 💜
A/N part 2: @annieruok94 Thank you for proofreading 💚
Music Inspiration: You can check out some songs I posted for @moodmusicmonday Here’s a complete list for all the songs of all chapters 🥰
Part IV
The evening before Addie's funeral started with heavy rain, pelting mercilessly on the windows of our apartment in New York.
Then I correct myself. It's now my apartment, not ours, since Addie…is gone. I lean my head against the cold glass and just breathe out through my nose.
I can hear thunder rumbling in the distance as lightning illuminates the otherwise dark room with white and purple light.
I lift my head and look up.
With my hand in my pocket, I stared outside at the skyscrapers rising high in the air. City lights glow from down below.
I saw my reflection staring back at me in the glass of the window. Looking tired and forlorn. I feel like a piece of me died with Addie. We might’ve had our ups and downs but I love her. No matter what happened.
God, I miss her so damn much.
I look down at the glass of scotch I poured earlier. Losing count of how many drinks I’ve had tonight. Not giving two fucks if I’m hungover the next day. At least it’ll numb my pain for a little while.
I’m swirling the scotch in my hands that I poured myself a while ago. The ice cubes have already melted inside. Watering down the taste of the scotch.
I take a sip, as it smoothly runs down my throat burning its way down.
“Getting shit-faced. Is that how you’re spending your days now, Sam?“
I hear an angry voice. That voice belongs to my non-biological brother Robin. A pain-in-the-ass if you ask me.
Unbothered by his presence I take another sip and keep staring outside.
He comes to a stop next to me. I don’t even look at him. Just continue looking outside. Not seeing anything.
“Anybody home?“ He taunts me.
I glance at him out of the corner of my eye.
“What do you want?“ I ask not caring how I sound.
“Oh, so he speaks? That’s nice,“ he says sarcastically.
I roll my eyes at that. Robin has never been very subtle. I always admired that about him in a way. He’s passionate and doesn’t hold back when it comes to the people he loves.
“Again what do you want?“ I just want him gone and to be left alone. So that I can finish my drink in peace.
That’s when my drink is yanked out of my hand.
“The hell, Rob?“ I glare at him. My voice is dangerously low. But he either ignores that or doesn’t care. I’d say it’s a bit of both.
“What is wrong with you? Addi died and all you seem to care about is getting shit-faced?“ He almost shouts at me. His fists clenched at his sides, anger rolling off of him in waves.
“Do I look drunk to you? No? Then kindly fuck off.“
I’m holding out my hand for him to pass me my glass.
He just scoffs.
“You know what? No. I’m not just going to leave you here. So that you can wallow in misery,“ he pauses for a second, before continuing.
I raise my eyebrows at him. Not care why he’s here. I love him, but right now? I want to get drunk. Not having a heart-to-heart.
Robin continues unperturbed.
“As for why I’m here. Mom called me. Since you don’t know what a phone is these days and how it works. She asked me to check in on you. You ghosted everyone. Our parents are worried. So are Mickey and Mason. Remember? Your kids? Whose mom died?“ He punches the bridge of his nose and breathes out a deep sigh.
My breath hitches at the mention of my boys. But I don't want to talk to Robin, because once I start? I won’t be able to finish. Because I know I’ll break down and weep like a little baby.
So I school my features.
“Our parents? You mean my parents? We're not blood-related, Robin.“
I know that was a low blow. But I just want him gone. If there is no other way than hurting him so that he leaves? So be it.
He inhales sharply at my words. But then a look of understanding and softness enters his espresso-colored eyes.
“I know what you’re trying to do, Sam. You’re trying to hurt me with words so that I’ll leave. Nice try,“ he just looks at me.
“Who says I was lying?“ I raise an eyebrow and bite my inner cheek.
“Really? What would Addi say if she could see you now? Drinking? Being an ass? Pushing family away? That’s not you Sam!“ He sighs.
“I’m not in the mood for a fight.“
I say in response.
He shakes his head at me.
“Color me surprised. I thought for sure, that’s where you were going with your little insults. But what do I know? I’m your not-brother who still gives a damn about you. Even though you act like a complete asshole right now,“ he says.
“Just because I don’t react the way you want me to, doesn’t mean you can just come in here and belittle me. I love Addi. Not one minute goes by that I don’t miss her. The hardest part was to know she won’t make it. Do you know what that’s like?“
My voice is rising. And Robin sighs in turn.
“No, I don’t know. But don’t shut us out, Sam. We all love and care about you and the twins. Let us help. Let us carry some of the burden for you. You’re not alone,“ he places a gentle hand on my shoulder. I don’t instantly shake it off.
Seeming to consider his words carefully.
“Look, Sam. Nobody is trying to make this harder on you than it already is. We’re all just trying to process this and find a way to move on. I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you. Everything you’ve been going through since Addi was diagnosed with cancer. We all loved Addi. And now she’s…gone,“ he sighs at the last word.
I let my head fall overcome with suppressed emotions.
“I was trying to numb the pain. That’s why I was drinking. I was halfway there when you barged in.“
I chuckle but it sounds bitter and sad.
“You could’ve at least offered me a drink. No one should drink alone. Come on.“
Robin attempts a smile, that’s more of a half-smirk. But a small smile creeps into the corner of my mouth and stays there.
He pats my back and I look at my brother. Who is a friend whom I’ve been a dick to, just because I needed to lash out at someone.
Because I’m angry, sad, frustrated and just so fucking tired. As if all these months of pain are pouring out on me. Like heavy rain.
This little cloud of swirling emotions is spinning through me and I don’t know what to do. Maybe he’s right. Maybe I should let my family help and carry some of the burden.
I sigh again. So much for thinking that drinking was a good start.
Maybe a vacation or going someplace that doesn’t remind me of Addi would be better instead.
Just to relax and spend time with my boys who are grieving but don’t understand what the fuck is happening because they’re too young.
As Robin and I sit down he looks at me, as if he knows exactly what’s going on inside my head.
“Let’s get drunk,“ he waggled his eyebrows and moved into the living room to find the bottle of scotch I opened earlier. Or was it yesterday? I laugh silently. Not even knowing where yesterday went.
“Aren’t we a little too old for hangovers?“
“Speak for yourself, old man! I don’t have hangovers,“ he gets himself a glass from the cabinet and pours each of us a drink. I watch as the amber-colored liquid fills our glasses.
Clinking our glasses together. We both take a sip.
“This is some good stuff.“ Robin whistles.
I shrug.
“Did you really expect me to get drunk on some cheap liquor? Who do you take me for?“
“God you’re such a snob. But at least I know where to find the good stuff if I ever need a stiff drink,“ he smiles to himself.
We drink in silence. Consumed by our private thoughts.
Robin clears his throat. I look up. He wets his lips looking away. He’s nervous about something.
“Just say it.“
“I heard Addis' parents are coming to the funeral. You never really talk about them. Is there bad blood between you guys?“
He almost whispers the question, as if he’s afraid of how I would take the question.
I take another gulp before answering.
“Not bad blood in and of itself. We just never got along, that’s all.“
Not willing to say more. Robin doesn’t seem convinced.
“There’s got to be more to the story,“ he pushes.
I put my glass on the table immediately, missing its weight in my hands. I lean back in the chair.
“There’s not much to tell. Ever since Addie introduced us there’s been tension. Why? I don’t know. I‘d guess they thought I wasn’t good enough for their daughter.“
“What? You? Not good enough for their daughter? What gives?“ He asked.
“All I know is they come from old money and they probably had someone else in mind for Addie. But she went and married me. Which pissed them off. We never had a peaceful dinner together. One that didn’t end in an argument. They never visited us or gave a damn about Addie. And when Mickey and Mason were born…“
Thinking back to that day. Holding them both in my arms. Those tiny and fragile little humans. My heart is swelling with love.
I knew then and there that I would always love them. Never be their cause for doubt. Yes, I might be strict sometimes. But only because I love them and don’t want to lose them. Like I lost Addi. I take another sip from my drink.
Those boys? They are the most precious gift of all time.
Seeing their smiles every day and being excited about those god-awful experiments? Addie always encouraged them in that regard. I’m smiling to myself lost in thought.
I haven’t noticed the silence that was stretching for far too long.
When Robin’s voice brought me back.
“What’s that smile for?“ He points in my direction with his glass.
“I was thinking of the day when Mickey and Mason were born. And how happy I felt while I was holding them. Being scared of what to do, you know? Then they opened their eyes and just looked at me. It was love at first sight. Holding your child in your arms, it’s incomparable,“ smiling fondly at those memories.
“I’ll take your word for it brother,“ he sips from his drink while glancing down at his watch. He notices my stare.
“Hot date?“ I ask curiously.
He almost chokes on his sip.
“Yeah, right.“
I smirk.
“Don’t tell me you’re losing your touch?“
“No. I’m just busy.“ That is all he says.
I arch an eyebrow at that explanation.
“Right. Of course.“
He sighs loudly.
“Don’t be smug, okay?“
I hold up my hands, smiling.
“I’m just looking for something different. So far I haven’t found it,“ he looks into his glass as if it was holding all the answers.
He gets up from his seat and puts down the glass.
“I should be going. I am busy.“
It looks like he wants to say more. Opening and closing his mouth.
He continues in a soft voice. One I don’t hear often.
“Don’t push the people who care about you away. You don’t have to go through it alone. We’re all here for you. Whatever you need. Just don’t shut us out. Please. The twins can’t lose another person. Neither can we. We love you Sam,“ he smiles softly.
About to leave, when I get up and give him a tight hug.
He didn't expect it and stood still for a moment. Then he relaxes and returns the hug.
“Thank you.“ I whisper.
“I’m sorry about earlier…You are my brother, even if not by blood. Family don’t end with blood.“
He takes a step back and just stares at me.
“Are you quoting Bobby Singer from Supernatural?“ he asks, grinning at me.
I smack him on the arm.
“Don’t make me feel weird about this.“ I say.
He throws his head back and laughs out loud.
“Oh my god. Samuel Alexander Dalton. You watch Supernatural?“
I scoff embarrassed.
“So what? A lot of people do. There’s no shame in that. And why are you giving me shit for that? I know Addie got you hooked on it too,“ I flushed beet red.
“What are you talking about?“ He’s trying to deflect the question.
“What am I talking about? When you both had the flu and were sick for almost a week you sat down and watched seasons 1 through 11. Nobody was allowed to talk or say anything about Sam or Dean. Also, Addie told me that you made some friends online and discussed the episodes with others.“
His cheeks are flaming red and he’s trying to flee.
“Okay, I admit it. I love the show. It has great dialogue and Dean and Sam are hilarious. Happy?“
He throws up his hands in the air and asks impatiently.
“Very.“ I smile.
He rolls his eyes at that.
“Oh and Rob?“ I can’t help saying one last thing, as he’s waiting for the elevator to take him downstairs.
“Yeah?“ He turns around expectantly.
I laugh delightedly.
“SupernaturalFan_67? Does that name sound familiar to you?“ I ask jokingly.
“How…do…you…When…What?“ He stammers.
Tapping his foot impatiently on the marble floor as he’s waiting for the elevator.
He’s clicking the elevator button several times for good measure.
“You left your laptop open when you visited that one time, and Addi saw it and showed it to me. We just couldn’t resist.“
I bite my lip to not burst out laughing when I see the dirty look he gives me.
“That’s why those weird comments appeared. You two made those,“ he points an accusing finger at me.
He sighs.
”I thought I was being hacked. Damn, you’re such a dick, Sam,“ he says as he gets into the elevator.
I wink at him and he rolls his eyes but smiles.
He’s mumbling something under his breath which makes me laugh even harder.
Even after the doors close I’m still laughing.
When I sit down again to enjoy the rest of my remaining drink. I see an old record peeking out from the table.
When I lean forward to see which one it is. I see it’s one of Addie's favorites.
Linda Ronstadt - Long, Long time.
Ah. That woman? Such a gifted singer. We’ve always loved to dance to her songs. Whenever we had some alone time.
With some new vigor, I put the record on and the first tunes of the song play out.
»Love will abide«
»Take things in stride«
»Sounds like good advice«
»But there's no one at my side«
»And time washes clean love's wounds unseen«
»That's what someone told me«
»But I don't know what it means«
»'Cause I've done everything I know«
»To try and make you mine«
»And I think I'm gonna love you«
»For a long long time«
»Caught in my fears«
»Blinking back the tears«
»I can't say you hurt me«
»When you never let me near«
»And I never drew one response from you«
»All the while you fell all over girls you never knew«
»'Cause I've done everything I know«
»To try and make you mine«
»And I think it's gonna hurt me«
»For a long long time«
»Wait for the day you'll go away«
»Knowing that you warned me«
»Of the price, I'd have to pay«
»And life's full of flaws«
»Who knows the cause?«
»Living in the memory of a love that never was«
»'Cause I've done everything I know«
»To try and change your mind«
»And I think I'm gonna miss you«
»For a long long time«
Letting the music and lyrics wash over me. Healing some of the fissures that have opened up. Somehow I feel closer to her with every passing note.
Making me smile even though Addie’s no longer here. But her memory will always stay in my heart, and in the crinkle around my eyes.
Telling the story of how we shared a bond and a love for each other that can’t just be broken. The memories we made? They will never fade.
I fell asleep to the sounds of Linda’s song - Long, Long time.
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The Next Day…
The funeral happened in a blur. I don’t even know how. It felt as if I was wading through water.
Not seeing anyone or noticing anything. The boys are with my parents. I asked them if they could watch them.
I don’t want them to be exposed to any gossip. There are some at any funeral.
At least at Addis's funeral I can try and control the narrative a little.
They’re going through enough, they don’t need to hear people talk shit about Addie.
I move through the crowd in the living room and smile politely as I make my way toward the table with drinks.
“I’m not a big fan of people either. I hate making small talk. It’s completely unnecessary. Either say what you have to say or shut up.“
A deep voice rumbles next to me, as I’m trying to pick my poison from the array of alcohol.
I turn around slightly, and my eyes widen in shock at seeing Dr. Ramsey standing next to me.
In an all-black tuxedo, a golden square pocket peaking out.
I gape like a fish with my mouth hanging open.
“Surprised to see me? Yeah me too.“
Ethan replies, already nursing a drink. Though when I look down it looks just like plain water.
I look up and raise a questioning eyebrow.
“Dr. Ramsey I haven’t expected to see you. Least of all at my wife’s funeral.“
I’m still staring at him like I’m seeing him for the first time.
He winces at that.
“Just call me Ethan.“
I exhale.
“Alright, Ethan. But then you should call me Sam. Mr. Dalton sounds…“
A corner of his mouth lifts into a smirk.
“Old?“
Now it’s my turn to wince.
“I wouldn’t go that far. Though I feel old today.“ My shoulders droop.
He pats my shoulder encouragingly.
“I know what you mean.“
I nod in thanks.
“Thank you for coming. We’re literal strangers, apart from seeing each other at the hospital that one time….I….mean you didn’t have to come out here. But I appreciate it nonetheless.“ I smile at him.
He nods in the direction of the library. Which is closed off to visitors. Family only.
“Of course. So should we escape the crowd? I think I was promised a drink. Shall we?“ He asked me.
I slowly nod in agreement and lead the way to my family's study.
Once inside I softly close the door. I don’t want anyone overhearing a private conversation. And then later gossiping about it. I’ve had enough of those already.
What is it with certain people who find joy in other people’s misery? I will never understand that.
“They’re worse than the interns.“ Ethan comments.
I look at him in confusion.
He smiles.
“You were mumbling about people gossiping,“ he says.
I close my eyes for a brief second and draw in a long breath. Letting my head fall on the leather couch and just letting the cold fabric cool down the fire in my blood.
“I guess I’m just wondering about how it can bring people joy to gossip. At a funeral, no less. We’re here to mourn Addi and say goodbye. Not to spread rumors and talk bad behind someone’s back, who can’t even defend herself anymore.“
Getting frustrated and angry, I’m trying to rain my emotions in, since I don’t want to explode. Then people would have something to talk about.
I shudder. I don’t even want to think about that. The reactions about my outburst would be awful. My parents would never shut up about it.
Ethan’s voice brings me back to the here and now.
“You know, people will always talk. No matter what you do. I work at a hospital, where gossip spreads like wildfire. Trust me. I’m still amazed I haven’t gone and thrown someone out the window.“
He grunts as he leans into another one of the leather armchairs. Unbuttoning the first few buttons of his shirt.
I laughed for the first time today, and I’ve got to admit it feels freeing. Not being judged for smiling or laughing, because it’s “inappropriate“. Fuck them.
Addi wouldn’t mind if I laughed today. She’d welcome it.
She’d say ”If someone laughed at some lame joke I made? Yeah, I’d call that a win. Funerals shouldn’t feel like a goodbye. They should feel like a celebration of the person who’s now in a better place.“
She’d be right. So screw them. How do they know how I feel? I grin.
I get up and turn to the glass cabinet in front of me. I get two glasses out and pour each of us a drink.
Ethan takes a sip while I watch his reaction.
“Not bad Dalton. Not bad,“ he takes another sip, this time a bigger one.
“Not bad? I’d hope this was better than not bad. But I’ll take it.“
We sit in silence. But it’s not uncomfortable. Quite the opposite. I lean my head back again and just close my eyes. My glass dangles from my fingers.
Ethan clears his throat slightly.
“So I take it from us drinking at…“
I hear the rustling of fabric, and then “…11 in the morning that we both needed a hit?“
I open my eyes and put my glass down.
“You can say that again. This whole day has been a nightmare.“
I rub my eyes.
“Care to elaborate?“ he asks.
“I don’t know where to start…“ I drift off.
He shrugs his shoulders.
“At the beginning would be good.“ I laugh despite myself.
“Yeah I guess so.“
I draw in a breath, readying myself.
“Addi was diagnosed with ovarian cancer a few months back. I still don’t understand how it could’ve gotten to stage 4 without us not noticing anything. It didn’t make any sense. That’s when the fighting started. She…just wasn’t taking care of herself. I tried cutting back at work. So that I could be there for her and the kids, but all it did was make her angrier. She said she doesn’t need a babysitter. She stopped listening to her doctors. She didn’t spend as much time with the kids anymore. I’m not trying to paint her as a bad mom or person. It’s just…“ I trail off.
“You were worried about her,“ he says matter of factly.
“Yeah. Of course, I was.“
I take another sip, the burning sensation a welcoming feeling.
“What about her parents? I didn’t see them.“ He inquires.
“They weren’t really on speaking terms. They barely visited. Mickey and Mason didn’t like spending much time with them. One time Mason said how they always looked down on them. I mean they’re little kids for god's sake.
He nods in understanding. He’s about to say something, when we both hear the door opening and Robin appears in the doorframe. Looking from me to Ethan he just sighs, shakes his head, closes the door, and takes a seat.
“So what are we drinking to today, Sam?“ He asks no one in particular. And then looks in Ethan's direction.
“You’re new,“ he eyes him suspiciously.
“Nice to meet you too. And I was new 36 years ago. Thank you.“ Ethan mutters sarcastically.
Robin looks at me.
“Where did you find him? Is he your new drinking buddy? I thought that was my job?“ He pouts a little. Which makes him look ridiculous.
“I didn’t find him. He’s a doctor at Edenbrook hospital in Boston,“ I reply to his question.
“You still haven’t answered my question,“ he replies.
Ethan and I share a look. He points between us.
“What’s that look for?“ He asks.
“Ethan was there the day Addi died,“ I explained slowly to Robin.
I can see a mix of emotions in Robin's eyes. With a heavy sigh, he plops himself onto the leather sofa. Crossing his legs.
“I guess that warrants an excuse for a drink, pour me one would you?“ Robin asks and I can’t resist teasing a little bit.
“What am I your servant?“ I say.
Robin laughs at me and says.
“You’d make a nice one,“ and holds his hand out for a drink, but I’ll humor him for today. I get up and get him a drink.
We all hang onto our own thoughts and drink late into the night in my family's study.
I’m glad I have my brother by my side and my new friend or as Robin called him “my drinking buddy“.
I smile as we keep talking and exchanging jabs at each other‘s expense. All in good fun of course.
Life doesn’t seem so bad when you have friends and you’ve won a new drinking buddy over.
The smile is still in place as we go home. I ask Robin and Ethan if they want to stay at my parent's place. There are enough rooms to go around.
They both agree and we all head upstairs to catch some sleep.
Because tomorrow is a fresh start into a better day, with my family by my side.
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cadybear420 · 1 year ago
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Choices book covers/loading screens that need to be Hawkeye-Initiative'd.
Because my GNC female ass is tired of the over-reliance of heteronormative gender stereotypey dynamics in a lot of these covers.
Keep in mind that even though not all of these covers are irritating and some of them do make sense to the book, it'd still be nice to see a gender-swapped version of them.
Bold = especially important to Hawkeye-Initiative. Colors are just there to match the theme of the book and make the list pretty.
All the Rules of Engagement covers (most especially Books 1 and 2)
High School Story: Class Act Book 1 cover
All BloodBound covers (most especially Books 1 and 3 + Dark Solstice)
America's Most Eligible Books 2 and 3 covers
All Desire and Decorum covers
Big Sky Country Book 2 cover
A Courtesan of Rome cover
Ride or Die cover and loading screen
Baby Bump Book 1 cover
Hot Couture cover
A Very Scandalous Proposal cover
Witness cover and loading/title screen
Distant Shores cover
All The Nanny Affair covers (this includes both versions of the Book 1 cover)
Wolf Bride cover
Shipwrecked cover
Untameable loading screen
The Cursed Heart covers (especially Book 2)
Immortal Desires covers
Roommates With Benefits cover
The Duchess Affair cover
Dirty Little Secrets cover
The Billionaire's Baby Cover
Alpha cover
Ship of Dreams Cover
I will update as new books are released.
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korgbelmont · 1 year ago
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Choices Insiders July 2023
How is it July already?! This year is going so quick!
Anyways, here we go again with this months Insiders
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I had to pick Blades for this one, I am looking forward to Immortal Desires 2, but I've been waiting on Blades longer.
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Crimes of Passion is back! It's really great to have this one back. I have yet to get to the second chapter, but I am hooked already with everything! Looking forward to seeing how things will play out!
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So this is getting a spin-off rather than a direct sequel, I have been wondering if this will become more of an occurrence.
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We already know that this focus arounds an MC who is aa surrogate for a couple. It feels like a book that could either be a Single Love Interest book or a Multiple Love Interest book. If it's the latter, it feels like one that could potentially have a poly option.
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I've already seen the final cover, but the first one reminds me of Baby Bump while the second one just gives me The Nanny Affair vibes for some reason.
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It looks like this won't have the baby blanket thing that was done in Baby Bump, perhaps something like in The Royal Heir where the Nursery is built up. I must admit, I do like how they have a baby Whale attached to the bigger one.
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Each one gives different vibes. I don't know how to explain it.
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This means we now know of at least three gender of choice books for next year alongside The Cursed Heart and Immortal Desires. I'm still on the fence about this as I've never really been a sporty person.
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Are they including Demons in this? That last emoji gives me the impression that they are going to have Demons or something in it.
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I won't say no to a murder mystery!
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I still don't like that this has happened, but it is what it is. I've said all I feel I can on the matter.
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I'm going to talk about Dirty Little Secrets nearer the end.
Because we don't have much information on any of these, I don't know what else to say on any of these. Let me know what you think about these upcoming books!
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I am so looking forward to Kindred! I feel like I already know which Love Interest I will be picking. I must admit, if things were as they were back in 2019/20 when there was still a lot of activity here and VIP was not as much of a thing, it would have been a book that would have been talked about a lot.
Blades 2 I am also looking forward to, I never say no to fantasy. Looking forward to everything to do with this one.
Looks like Alpha is the book that will see us out of 2023 and into 2024.
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I must admit, Dirty Little Secrets does have my attention now. I do like crimes stories, so I'm intrigued about this one. Again, it's not one that I can tell as to whether it'll be a Single or Multiple Love Interest book.
That's everything for this month's Insiders, let me know your thoughts on all of this.
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thefirstcourtesan · 1 year ago
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I am forcing myself to continue with my alphabetic replay. So next up The Nanny Affair (I made it through book 1 and 4 chapters of book 2).
Starting Diamonds: 1011
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