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Illicit Affairs- Chapter 4

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Layla joins Sidney on a dinner with Nate and his date and all seems well until an awkward conversation she has with Sidney comes up after pushing it aside for years all while things get steamy with Nate once again leaving her with more questions. Enjoy and let me know thoughts 💙

(And in case it’s not like obvi lol, this is a fic where there will be smut like every chapter so beware of that lol)

If there was one thing Layla hated, it was when women were idiots. Plain and simple. And by the looks of it Nate’s date was a total dud but this time Layla didn’t mind. So far Madeline was nice and seemed to make conversation. She was quite pretty with the typical look most men liked, medium length blonde hair that needed a toner and a nice body. She was any hockey players dream by most standards “So Madeline” Layla said as they sat at the bar together while Nate and Sidney chatted a few seats away “How did you and Nate meet ?” “Tinder” she responded with a grin “Not anything romantic like you and Sidney” “Please” Layla chuckled “He interrupted my dinner while I was trying to study some notes for one of my classes” “Do you care that he’s older than you ?” Madeline asked suddenly “You’re mine and Nate’s age, you’re in your 20’s while he’s nearing 40” That question had been asked to her so many times before that at this point it was so rehearsed she had it memorized down to the fake laugh and stupid smile she would give “Of course not” Layla smiled softly “I know maybe 9 years can be a lot for people but I don’t see it like that at all. I always knew I’d be a young mother and wife and what better partner than him” she clinked her martini glass with hers “I’m so lucky to have him, I truly am” It was complete and utter bullshit but Madeline seemed to buy it thankfully. Layla talked with her some more and learned she was a pilates instructor and a volunteer at her local animal shelter. At least she worked and if she was honest, she did seem like a sweet person “So” Madeline leaned in “Tell me the truth…is he still you know…” “Are you asking me if my husband still fucks me ?” Layla asked “You said it not me” she giggled The question was comical in a way, Layla simply sipped her martini and smirked “I wouldn’t be with him if he didn’t now would I” “Then do you mind giving me some tips ?” Madeline asked quietly “Nate….he’s….I just…” “What’s wrong with you and Nate ?” Layla asked feigning concern

“We’ve only been seeing each other for about 4 months or so but we’ve only slept together a handful of times and…it hasn’t been that good” she admitted to her “I feel really good and he finishes me off but he just doesn’t seem all that interested” “You need to take charge is all” Layla answered with a wink “Maybe he likes more aggression or physicality or even dirty talk. Some men really like that” “Aggression ?” Madeline asked “You mean like…choking or slapping ? Isn’t that like BDSM ?” It took everything in her not to laugh but still she continued “Not like to hurt him of course but you know maybe just a little choking when you’re on top or a light love tap to get him to look at you. It won’t hurt to try, you know ? Take control of it a bit and if he doesn’t like it just say you wanted to switch it up. I mean you deserve better, look at you. You’re so pretty” Layla smiled at her “You’re right” Madeline nodded “Won’t hurt to try it out”

“Come on, I think our tables are ready” she stood up and motioned to the more private side of the restaurant . She walked to Sidney’s side and kissed his cheek “You look tired”

“I am” he admitted “Hopefully we can make this dinner a short one and head back to the room” “You have something you need to do for me anyway” she reminded him with a kiss to his lips Sidney chuckled “How could I forget” Layla smiled at him when he took her chair out for her and scooted her in. If there was one thing about Sidney it was that sure, maybe he was oblivious, but he was a gentleman and she appreciated it. She was about to look at the menu when she noticed Madeline standing while Nate simply took a seat and began looking through it with no care Clearing her throat she kicked his shin with her heel causing him to glare at her “That was my leg not your husband’s” he looked at her

“Stand up and open her chair for her you neanderthal” she muttered back

Begrudgingly she watched him throw his lap napkin on the table and stand up and open Madeline’s chair for her, scooting her in “I didn’t know we were in the 1800’s” Nate said “Sorry Madeline”

“Not everyone can be a gentleman” Layla laid her hand on top of Sidney’s, his wedding band and her wedding ring shining on the reflection of their silverware “So you have 3 kids right ?” Madeline asked “Correct” Sidney grinned at her “We have 3 sons”

Layla nodded “Rowan,Patrick and Troy. They’re 2 and half, one and a half and 8 months old” “Wow’ Madeline looked at her in shock “You had 3 babies back to back, you look amazing. How did you do it ?” She shrugged “I just did it, but I don’t recommend it, Takes a toll on lots of things and quite frankly I’m still recovering”

“I can tell” Sidney muttered under his breath

Layla caught the comment and felt her insides burn, he was just as aware as she was and despite that he still did nothing to help. If it hadn’t been for the fact that they were in such a public restaurant and with other people she would’ve made a scene but instead she simply squeezed his thigh with her hand. A movement that had Sidney glare at her as he sipped his wine She stared at him while clearing her throat, “What I mean is just make sure you do what you want to do in life before you decide to do something big like welcoming a child into the world. It’s important you feel fulfilled as a person before hand” she spoke “Educate yourself, travel the world, know who you are and then decide if it’s something you really wanna do. There isn’t one day where I don’t think about the what if’s. I love my children and I greatly appreciate my life, I am very privileged and I don’t take that for granted but I do think what would have happened had I waited”

“I feel like you’re way more mature than I am” Madeline said softly “You’re smart, you’re educated…you have a nice life and kids. I wouldn’t ever think someone like you would have any regrets” “At some point in life we all do” Layla responded quietly

Dinner was awkward the rest of the time, the more Layla watched Nate the more she wanted to punch him. Actually at this rate, she was ready to punch Sidney and Nate, both for totally different reasons. Sidney for being himself and Nate for pushing every single one of her buttons that night with the touches under the table or winks sent her way when Sidney and Madeline weren’t looking. By the end of the meal she was more than ready to leave

She hugged Madeline a quick goodbye and walked out with Sidney as they walked back to the elevator to their room. Silence soon filling the space between them as they stood on opposite sides while it slowly went up to their floor “Do you like me ?” Sidney asked, breaking the ice Layla sighed “I don’t wanna do this tonight, I really don’t” “Please answer my question” he said “I wouldn’t marry someone I didn’t like Sidney” Layla answered “I wouldn’t have children with someone I don’t like. I wouldn’t uproot my life for someone I didn’t like. Does that answer your question for you ?” “Your comments at dinner, it just seems like you resent me” Sidney admitted “I don’t understand why” “It was just that” she answered back “Some comments, don’t make it more than what it was” “All I wanted was you, I saw you that day eating dinner alone and knew I needed you in my life” he looked at her “I couldn’t let you go, I just couldn’t. I knew if you left that I’d never see you again and I just couldn’t have that Layla, I wasn’t going to lose the one person that had understood me in such little time. I wasn’t going to lose the love of my life to some job in Europe” “Just stop” she met his eyes “It’s done and over with and I made that choice and that’s all okay. I’m with you, I’m a mom and it’s all worked out Sidney” “And you don’t regret it ?” he asked “Do you regret giving it up for me, for us ?” Just as she was about to answer, the elevator door opened and she took it as a chance to change the conversation and kissed him “You know I don't regret a thing, I love you so much” she cuddled into his side “Even when you make me mad, I can’t get enough of you” “I love you more” Sidney kissed her back “It’s early…” he opened the door to their room “And you look so so sexy in this dress”

When it was all done she laid by his side as he kissed her shoulder “I miss the boys” she admitted “how come no one’s called or texted us ?”

“I told my sister to only reach out for emergencies” Sidney confessed Layla sighed as she sat up “I guess that’s understandable, Rowan and Patrick would have just asked when we were coming back and cried” “See ?” he grinned “I did something that helped” Maybe it was the wine or her actually feeling attracted to him but she felt good for once by his side. It reminded her of the first few months where they were okay and there was no lingering feeling of resentment “You do a lot of things right” she kissed his cheek “And I don’t just mean hockey” “Thanks babe, you too” Sidney winked at her A few more minutes went by and he was out, head on her chest and arms around her. Layla petted his hair and drifted off, she knew those instances only lasted a bit but she’d take them. For his sake and for her own

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The following morning she woke up to the smell of coffee and Sidney responding to emails next to her with a bedhead. She sat up and kissed his cheek as she rubbed his shirtless chest “Sleep well ?” “Like a baby” he kissed her forehead “I ordered some coffee and pancakes and a plate of fruit” “I’m more hungover than anything” she admitted as she realized she was still naked, she carefully reached over and took his phone “But I know I want one thing….” “I’m about to head out to meet some of the guys for brunch” Sidney slid out of her hold “Sorry baby, but I’ll be back for after noon” “Oh…okay” she sat back down and held the sheets to her chest as she watched him get ready “What are we gonna do when you get back ?”

“What ever you wanna do babe” Sidney answered and leaned over to kiss her “See you in a few” he caressed her cheek and walked out of their room

Layla sighed and got out of bed, taking her phone out of her purse to check her messages as she heard knocks on her door. Assuming Sidney had maybe forgotten something she didn’t bother checking the peephole and opened it, only to see Nate standing behind it looking furious

“Choke me ? You told her to choke me ?” he walked past her “I almost passed out ! I basically coughed up a lung last night you fucking psycho”

“Holy shit she actually did it” she chuckled “Let me guess, she slapped you too ?”

“Her nail cut my cheek” Nate snapped as he turned his cheek to show her “Hurt like hell, why the fuck would you tell her to do that ?”

“For fun” Layla shrugged “Plus, she’s totally vanilla….I’d let you do those things to me” she walked up and pressed against him

“That’s because you’re a whore, she’s not” he looked down at her

“You thought of me the whole time didn’t you ?” Layla traced her fingers across his jaw “You’re so cute, you know that ? Not as sexy as Sidney of course but it’s okay”

She loved poking the bear when it came to Nate, he had a switch and would flip at any second and it was hot. She yelped when he picked her up and laid her down on the bed, untying her robe in the process. She took it upon herself and sat up, removing his belt from his pants and stroking him

“We’re not doing this prep shit today” he pushed her on her back “I want you on your back, now”

Layla did as told and positioned herself, gasping when he inserted himself and began his harsh thrusts, she wrapped her arms around his neck as his mouth found hers “She’s not me” she murmured “I’m the one you want, I’m the one you wanna fuck every day. You’re mine”

“Say that again” Nate whispered as he lifted his head

“You’re mine” she repeated “You’re mine and no one else’s”

Before she knew it she was on her stomach clutching the bedsheets face down as he pounded her from the back. Her vision was blurry and she could feel the beads of sweat dripping down her forehead but she loved every second of it “Keep going” she panted “More” “You’re such a whore” Nate smacked her ass “You love when I fuck you like this, don’t you ?” “Yes” Layla whined “More, please don’t stop….please” The sound of clapping noises filled the room as tears of pleasure rolled down her face, it was exhilarating to say the least. She reached her hand to rub her clit, whining when he slapped her hand away “I tell you when you can finish” he panted, his face red “You said not to stop and I don’t plan on stopping any time soon babe” By the time they finished she was shaking, she could hear him take off his condom and let out a big sigh as he laid next to her, clenching her thighs together when she felt his hand in the middle of them

“Open” he rasped Layla did as told and looked at him as she felt his fingers gently trace her swollen clit, squeezing it suddenly causing her to cry out “Shh you’re fine” Nate whispered, leaning down to suck on one of her nipples “Enjoy” She arched her back off the bed as he continued his familiar movements and finally came with a whimper. Before she could even sit up or get over the feeling he quickly changed back into his clothes “Just as good as ever, your ass and tits were made from some god” Nate shook his head “It’s insane how good those are after you had kids” The comment made her chuckle, “At least someone appreciates it” “Your husband’s having brunch with his Quebec buddies and invited me but I’m heading back home in a few hours so I guess I’ll see you around” he turned back to look at her

“Cool” she nodded “So you and Madeline are done ?” “Let’s see she choked me, slapped me, cut my my face with her nails and bounced on my dick to the point of my balls getting numb, safe to say I never wanna see her crazy self again” Nate chuckled “Such a shame, she was pretty” Layla said as she put her robe back on “For a blonde sure” he shrugged “But you’re more my type” She rolled her eyes “Wow I’m flattered, you should get going” “One more thing” Nate said before reaching into his pocket and taking out a pack of sour skittles “Here, for the plane ride back. So you can chew on them so your ears don’t pop” They were her favorite and during their first flight together years ago when they all went on vacation she had mentioned she preferred chewing on sour skittles than chewing gum since they tasted better and took her mind off her ears feeling funny. While she appreciated the gesture she knew things were about to cross a whole different line and it scared her

“Oh thanks” she nodded nonchalantly “Our plane has like nuts and proteins bars so this’ll be nice to have” “And Layla ?” he asked “What ?” she responded, pretending to be busy looking for something in her makeup bag “If it would've been you, I would've opened your chair” Nate admitted as he left and closed the door

Once he was out she laid down and hugged Sidney’s pillow, part of her missing him but knowing she couldn’t deny what she was feeling for Nate now. Life was about to become so much more complicated.

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pucksalotguys · 7 days ago

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pucksalotguys · 9 days ago

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There won’t be any updatesthis week to “Unsteady” or “Illicit Affairs”. Taking a small break and I’ll be back to updating those next Monday 💙

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pucksalotguys · 10 days ago

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Unsteady- Chapter 3

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Back with chapter 3 and the much needed confrontation between Harlow and Sidney. Things are said and pasts are revealed and things are better but this time it’s Sidney who’s realizing something else is up but he just doesn’t know what. Hope you all enjoy and let me know what you think 💙

Sidney sat on his couch as he looked at the clock on the wall, it was 6:40 pm and still no knock on the door. He didn’t bother to leave his number on the note,which he now realized was a big mistake, but he didn’t think she’d be a no show.

Harlow wouldn’t do that to him, she wasn’t that kind of girl. He watched the clock tick further and further until it finally reached 7. He gave it another 10 minutes before officially giving up and just as he stood up, his doorbell rang “Hey” he said as he answered the door quickly “Sorry I’m late” Harlow apologized “Honestly I didn’t wanna come but I figured that wouldn’t work out well for me considering I live next door and see you pretty regularly” she chuckled “So…what’s up ?” “Come in” Sidney stepped aside “Take a seat wherever you want” "So... what’s on your mind?" Harlow asked, settling in and studying his apartment

It was just what she imagined it to be, dark colors and basic furniture. Nothing over the top and just the basics, no pictures or personal touches were present at all

Sidney hesitated for a moment before speaking, his voice softer. "I just... I need to apologize, Harlow. I’ve been thinking a lot about what I said to you the other night."

Harlow raised an eyebrow, a slight tension in her expression. "That’s not necessary Sidney, water under the bridge as far as I’m concerned” shrugged "No, you don’t understand," Sidney interrupted gently. "I was out of line.I said things that were hurtful, and that’s not okay. You didn’t deserve that at all. You’re a nice person, you really are. You defended me today when you didn’t need to and that meant a lot to me. I’m sorry for being such an asshole”

Harlow’s gaze softened, her posture relaxing as she listened. "I don’t want to make this bigger than it needs to be, but I do appreciate you saying that. It means a lot."

He let out a breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding. "I just want you to know that I’m sorry. And more than that... I hope we can be friends.”

There was a long pause, but her eyes flickered with something between relief and contemplation. She set her coffee down on the table, leaning forward slightly, her voice more stable now. "I’d like that too, I mean we’re neighbors after all. No pressure, just—let’s take it one step at a time."

“First step is a peace offering” Sidney reached in a cabinet and took out a small box “Here, open it” She looked at him then the box “Is something gonna pop out and scare me ?” “No” he chuckled Harlow grinned and opened it, smiling when she took out a small snow globe “Oh cool” “When Emerson and I bought our home” he began quietly “She insisted on buying all our neighbors little trinkets as a way of introducing ourselves to them, she chose snow globes and I found one today. I figured you were the perfect person to receive the last one” Harlow nodded and held it, shaking it so all the glitter and snowflakes inside could float around. She gently put it back inside the box and looked back up at him “I’ll take very good care of it, I promise” Sidney weakly smiled and sat across from her as he put the two mugs of coffee down on his table “You still feel awkward ?” “Nah” she shook her head “I’ve never really felt awkward with you just weird, but it’s understandable you know” “I feel like you’re holding back a bit here” Sidney admitted “You can cuss me out if you want, I can take it” Harlow scoffed and took a sip of her coffee “Thanks but I’ll pass, really we’re cool. We can start fresh if you want, a totally clean slate” “I just want you to know that I’m really sorry about what I said to you and never in a million years would I ever hurt someone like that” he said “Hurt people hurt people” she shrugged Sidney paused for a bit, he wanted to say something else but he realized her attitude wasn’t just towards him, it was simply her way of seeing things and he couldn't possibly be mad at that. Not when it was who she was

“You speak about things as if you just know them” he admits “It kinda bothered me a bit but I guess that’s just you are”

She chuckled “I truly don’t mean to come off as some know it all, I blame the AA meetings for that” The comment made Sidney choke a bit on his coffee, he set his mug down and quickly took a napkin to wipe his mouth, laughing a bit in the process once he saw her smile at him. A genuine smile that made him feel something he hadn’t felt in years, nerves. “Listen when you gotta talk face to face to like 20 others about life and how we should always strive to be the best versions of ourselves you learn a thing or two” Harlow nodded “I know my comments came off as rude, I never meant them that way and for that I sincerely apologize as well. I respect your wife’s memory and I respect you” “You mentioned you also lost someone…what was that about ?” Sidney asked, slowly remembering the conversation before he blew up on her Harlow froze for a bit, she had been hoping he hadn’t remembered “Oh that, I just um…well, I meant like I’ve lost people too….” she said softly “And I know how much it hurts and sometimes…sometimes we just need to try out best and be our best because that’s what they would’ve wanted” “Who did you lose ?” Sidney whispered He waited and waited and it was like she was completely zoned out, he carefully placed a hand on her shoulder and gave her a gentle shake “Hey…you alright ?” She quickly snapped out of it and nodded “Oh yeah, yeah I’m fine. Just coffee at a rather late hour maybe wasn't the best idea” “Wine would've been worse” he said before he could even catch himself Harlow let out a short, nervous laugh, trying to downplay the moment. "No, it’s alright. I mean, I just…well you know” she chuckled “caffeine isn’t really recommended after dark" Sidney’s eyes widened as he realized the slip. "Oh, Harlow, I’m so sorry. I feel like such an idiot now."Harlow gave him a reassuring smile. "It’s fine. Really. It’s not a big deal at all."

“I don’t know why I said that, it wasn’t on purpose I swear” Sidney looked in her eyes “Please don’t think I did that on purpose”

“Hey” she looked at him “It’s fine, really it is. It just slipped, that’s okay”

Sidney rubbed his face “I just….shit’s hard this week, I don’t know why but it is and I just feel like I’m walking on eggshells before I fully snap” “You can’t though” she met his eyes “I know it’s hard but it’ll only feel okay for a bit then you’ll just feel like shit” “How do you do it ?” he asked “How ?” “Sometimes that’s just life” Harlow said softly “I’ve spent a lot of my life wondering why certain things happen but sadly sometimes there’s just no reason why bad things happen to us. Sometimes life is just cruel and these things happen without that heartfelt lesson in the end that ties it all together. It can’t be fixed or redeemed. They’re terrible and heartbreaking but unfortunately that’s just life Sidney” “Well life sucks” he whispered “It sucks” “You miss her ?” Harlow asked suddenly “So much” Sidney nodded He quickly wiped his eyes and looked at her, she looked deep in thought and just something inside of him knew she was holding back. Her eyes were sad, way more sad than his were. Somehow he knew she had lost someone, but he wasn’t gonna push it, not when they had finally become friends “You busy tomorrow ?” he asked after some silence “AA meeting but I’ll be free after noon” Harlow answered Sidney nodded, taking the chance before he regretted it “I was thinking of going to a game tomorrow, just to see if I get that feeling again, would you wanna come with me ? It’ll be in a box so it’ll be nice and private” The offer had her a bit in shock but still she responded with a polite nod “Okay, sounds good to me, what time ?” “Puck drops at 7 so meet me back here at 6” Sidney said “Sounds cool to me” Harlow stood up “Oh wait” she reached for the pen on his coffee table and jotted down her number on a napkin “Just so you can have it” Sidney grinned as he took it and walked her out “See you tomorrow” “See ya” Harlow said back as she walked the mere 4 feet back to her door and flashed him smile before heading inside He closed his door and took out his phone to put in her number, stopping when he just stopped to look at his screen saver of Emerson. He looked down at the napkin where Harlow had scribbled down her name and number and suddenly felt guilty. Crumbling the napkin he walked out and threw it away in his trash can. He wouldn’t ever betray Emerson that way

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The next morning Harlow was on her way back from a meeting when suddenly her phone rang, she looked down and saw the contact name

“What did I say about calling me ?” she said quietly into the phone

“Harlow just please listen to me, it’s about Clara…..” he said softly

Her heart stopped as she took a seat on a nearby bench “what’s wrong ? Is she okay ? Thomas say something damn it !”

“She’s fine, she’s fine” Thomas said quickly “Just that she’s been asking for you and well I was thinking it’s time you come up and spend a day with her”

Harlow let out a sigh of relief and leaned her head against the wall “Absolutely, when ? This weekend ?” “I was thinking today” he admitted “Harlow she’s been asking about you every day for the last week, she cried today because she said you forgot all about her” “I’ll take the train into the city in an hour and I’ll be there by 3” she said softly “Just…will he be there too ?”

“No” he answered softly “It’ll just be me, I promise” She felt a bit more at ease and nodded “I’m heading there, see you in a bit Thomas” As soon as she hung up she wanted to call Sidney and let her know something had come up and she couldn't make it to the game but she realized she had never gotten his number. Instead she quickly made it to their building and left a note with their doorman “Mr. Jenkins make sure he gets this, it’s important” she emphasized “Please” “I’m not the biggest fan of him but since it’s for you Ms.Walsh I’ll personally hand it over” he nodded “Be safe and say hello to that baby girl of yours for me, make the most of your time” Harlow grinned at him in response and walked out just before he exited the elevator and by the time he was down in the lobby she was already in a cab on the way to the train station “Mr.Crosby” Mr.Jenkins acknowledged him with a nod “Ms.Walsh left me a note for you, here you go” “Ms.Walsh ?” Sidney asked, confused “Who’s that ?” Mr.Jenkins sighed “Ms. Harlow Walsh, sound familiar to you ?” “Oh…” Sidney widened his eyes in surprise “Oh okay, I just didn’t realize I didn’t catch her last name. Well thank you, I appreciate it Mr….” “Jenkins, Mr.Jenkins” he nodded and handed him a small piece of paper and walked off Sidney took the paper and opened it carefully as he read her neat handwriting I’m so so sorry but I can’t make it to the game tonight, something came up and I couldn’t say no. See you sometime this week– Harlow

He sighed and made his way back to his apartment before he looked through his trash and took out the paper where she had written her number It’s me, Sidney. Are you okay ?

His phone buzzed soon after,

Hey Sidney, I’m sorry about blowing you off today. Something came up and I just need to be there. I’m sorry. I’ll be at the next one I promise. See you.

He sent another text and noticed it turned green which usually meant the phone was off, he called her and it went straight to voicemail every time. Something was up and he didn’t like it and rather than attend the game that day like he wanted he opted to skip it

Once again in the lobby he found the building doorman,who he was sure hated him, but knew could help him out

“Mr.Jenkins” Sidney called

“Mr.Crosby, do you need anything ?” he asked

“Harlow” he answered “Would you happen to know where she is ? I had plans with her tonight and she just texted me and now she won't respond to my texts or answer my calls. It’s a bit worrisome to me and I know you two are well acquainted and I was wondering if you could help me”

Mr.Jenkins sighed “Mr.Crosby,”

“Sidney” he interrupted “Call me Sidney please”

“Sidney” Mr.Jenkins started “If she didn’t tell you where she was going perhaps it’s for a reason. Just like you have your privacy, so does she”

“You’re not helping me Mr.Jenkins” Sidney snapped “Where is she ? What if she’s hurt ? What if she needs my help ? What if she’s in trouble ?”

“Calm down Sidney” he placed a hand on his shoulder “Listen, I know Ms.Harlow. She attends meetings and so do I” he reveals “She’s okay, you just gotta let her tell you, you understand me ? Don’t push, just let her tell you”

“You promise me she’s okay ?” Sidney asked once again

“You have my word” Mr.Jenkins nodded

“I’m sorry” he apologized “For being so rude when I first moved in here. I had just lost my wife and it shattered me and I wanted to take it out on everyone in my way. I now realize just how hard it must’ve been to deal with me and for that I sincerely apologize”

“You and Ms.Emerson were a lovely couple and I’m very sad you lost her” Mr.Jenkins spoke softly “I lost my wife long ago but it still hurts the same, if you ever need me you know where to find me” Sidney took in his kind words and nodded, he thanked him with a handshake and made his way back to his apartment. He sat staring at his phone and for once he was worrying about someone other than himself and Emerson. Harlow was slowly creeping into his life and that was okay, what wasn’t okay was the underlying feeling he had that something was up with her and he just didn’t know what

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pucksalotguys · 10 days ago

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Just realized I reached 600 followers, thank you and I appreciate you guys so much 💙

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pucksalotguys · 11 days ago

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im desperate for part 3 of unsteady 🙏🙏

Currently writing it and fingers crossed it gets done and posted by tomorrow night or at the latest Monday night 🙏🙏

Thank you so much for the love on that series, it truly means so much to me 🫶💙

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pucksalotguys · 12 days ago

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Going from writing “Illicit Affairs” to “Unsteady” is so different

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pucksalotguys · 14 days ago

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Illicit Affairs- Chapter 3

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And we’re back !! The first half of this chapter is about how Layla and Sidney met, it gives some background to how it started with them. The second is back to the present day with them in Montreal and Layla seeing the clear cracks in their relationship. Enjoy and please let me know your thoughts 💙

Content warning: Heavy SMUT

The First Meeting- April 2018

Road trips in February were always a drag for Sidney. They were right at the halfway point for the season and then right after came playoffs and that itself was a whole other debacle. The only bright side was being in California, it was sunny and had the perfect weather all the time. He and the team had arrived a few days before the actual game to enjoy themselves a bit and this night he opted to treat himself to a solo dinner He walked into the restaurant and took a seat, one thing about LA was that no one ever actually knew who he was. Well if they did, they clearly didn’t care and that was the part he liked the most “Good evening Mr.Crosby” the waiter came around and greeted “Lovely to see you in town again, bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon to start ?” “Please and thank you Marco” Sidney grinned

As he looked up from his menu he spotted a young woman sitting alone at a corner table by the window. She had her nose buried in a thick book, and a notebook lay open beside her, pages filled with handwritten notes. A half-eaten salad sat forgotten in front of her as she scribbled something down, completely absorbed in her thoughts.

Sidney hesitated for a moment, watching her. There was something intriguing about her, she was gorgeous and her demeanor was just so focused. It was almost as if her presence was magnetic, as if she somehow was gravitating him

He took a deep breath, there was just no way he could just ignore her. Plus, maybe this time he could pull the hockey card, it always seemed to work when he wanted He walked over and stood in front of her table “Hi” She glanced up, her eyes briefly meeting his, before narrowing slightly. Her expression was guarded, unsure of him. "Uh, hey," she said, her voice polite but distant. "Can I help you?"

"I, uh, couldn’t help but notice… you seem really focused," SIdney said, pointing to her book. "What are you reading?"

She blinked, clearly not expecting to engage with anyone. Her eyes flickered back to the book for a second, as if considering whether to simply return to her solitude or indulge in the conversation.

"It's just something for school," she said curtly, her fingers tapping nervously against the notebook. "I’m kind of in the middle of something, though."

Sidney raised his eyebrows, sensing the tension. "Ah, I see. School work ?" he asked, trying to keep the conversation going without overstepping.

"Yeah," she answered shortly. "Just finishing up my degree." She turned her attention back to the book, her fingers tapping lightly on the edge of the page as though waiting for him to leave her alone

Sidney, however, wasn’t deterred. He could tell she wasn’t keen on the interruption, but he couldn’t help but feel intrigued. "What are you studying?" he asked, leaning against the table slightly, his posture open but respectful.

"Biomedical Engineering," she said, her tone softer now, but still guarded. "And you ? I mean you look a little old to be in college to be fair" she asked, clearly feeling the need to return the question, though she didn't seem particularly interested

"Oh I uh do business, I’m a business man in real estate" Sidney lied smoothly, flashing her a quick, confident smile. "I’m actually in the middle of a big project right now. You know, typical business stuff."

He shrugged as if it was no big deal, though inside he was kicking himself for the vague response. He wasn’t about to admit he was a professional hockey player. Especially not when she was clearly the type to appreciate a bit of sophistication

She looked at him for a bit, then smirked lightly, her eyes scanning him as if she didn’t quite believe him "That sounds… very professional," she said, her tone a touch sarcastic but with a hint of amusement “A real estate business man…hmm”

Sidney chuckled, feeling a bit more at ease. "It’s not glamorous, I admit. But hey, it pays the bills." He watched as she took another bite of her salad “Do you work ?”

“I have an internship that I hope turns into a job offer but as a job I tutor” she nodded “I tutor in math, science, history, biology. Basically everything”

“You like school” he nodded “That’s good, mind if I take a seat here with you ? I’m Sidney by the way, definitely should’ve introduced myself first but…you’re just really gorgeous” he reached out his hand to her She looked at his hand then at him, a small grin on her face as she reached and took his hand in hers “Layla, it’s nice to meet you”

“Layla” Sidney said softly “I like your name”

“I like yours….Sidney” Layla said back as she sipped her water There was a slight pause, the two of them sitting in a comfortable silence. Sidney felt the conversation shift in a good way, it was starting to feel less like an interruption and more like an actual exchange. The more she talked the more he was enthralled with her, after a bit his waiter had brought over the wine and food to her table where they shared the bottle

"Enough of this school stuff, what do you do for fun ?” he asked suddenly

Layla’s eyebrows lifted slightly in surprise at the question, and for the first time, she really looked at him and noticed just how handsome he truly was

"Fun?" she asked, the corner of her mouth twitching into a smile "I don’t know honestly. My fun isn’t typically everyone else’s fun. I just work at my internship and tutoring job and when I really do have free time I just hang out by myself and study or read. Partying and drinking isn’t something I exactly enjoy"

Sidney’s smile grew a little wider, "You’re a bit of a lone wolf, huh?" he teased

"Maybe," she said with a half-laugh. "It’s not a bad thing."

Sidney hesitated, then made his move, figuring now was as good a time as any “What are the chances of you leaving here with me ?” Layla bit her lip “Depends….will you let me bore you with my reading” “You could bore me with anything you want as long as I get to be with you” he said back She hid her blush and closed her notebook as she put them back in her purse “I got a place just down the street and I have wine…you wanna join me ?” That was essentially all it took for the both of them. Soon they were in her apartment heavily making out on her couch, moans filling up the space. Layla straddled his lap as her arms wrapped around his neck, while Sidney’s hands gripped her ass under her skirt “Somehow I knew you’d be a good kisser” Layla licked her lips, her hands gently unbuttoning his shirt “What other stuff are you good at….” “Lots” he responded as his hand moved to the front of her core, his fingers feeling the growing wet spot on her panties “When’s the last time you got fucked properly” She gulped at his words and met his eyes, closing them slowly when she felt his fingers slowly inside of her “Oh fuck….” she panted “I’ll treat you real nice if you let me Layla…you’re the sexiest woman I’ve ever seen” he murmured against her skin, his free hand removing her top and undoing her bra Layla couldn’t move, all she was focused on was how good his fingers felt inside of her and how she was now naked in his lap. Her eyes were like saucers when she watched him begin to suck and kiss around her breasts. She wouldn’t ever admit it but she was nervous to be with him and even then she had a feeling it would be good “More” she moaned, holding his face to her chest “More please” Sidney looked up at her and removed his fingers, bringing them to her lips “Can I fuck you now ?” “Please” she whispered He spotted her bedroom and carried her there, laying her down as he removed his clothes and took out a condom and thanked every possible god that he was had one with him “I got you” Layla murmured as she hot down on her knees in front of him and began stroking him slowly then taking him in her mouth “Oh fuck” Sidney groaned putting his hand on her head and slightly pushing it down Her limits weren’t known to him but it was clear she was willing to learn. There was something about her that was driving him crazy, he pulled her head back and put on his condom quickly as he laid her down “Tell me if you want me to slow down” Sidney whispered teasing her entrance Layla gasped and arched her back slightly at the feeling “I want it fast, I want it rough” she murmured wrapping her arms around his neck as he picked up the pace. Within moments he seemed to get the hint and settled himself deeper inside her “You feel so fucking good” Sidney groaned burying his head inside the crook of her neck “If I stay like this inside of you I’d die a happy man”

“I wanna ride you….I wanna make you cum” Layla gripped his back tightly He let out a raspy laugh and lifted his head to look at her “You’re so sophisticated on the outside yet an animal in the bedroom” “Shut up” she smirked as he let her get on topPositioning herself on top she opted to slowly grind on him first without any kind of penetration, slowly she rocked her hips back and forth as his massive hands gripped her hips tightly

“Layla….Layla come on” Sidney whispered

“Say please” she looked at him and slowed down

“Just fuck me already, Im dying over here baby” he panted “I need to feel that you, I need to be inside of you”

She watched as he tried to reach his hand to her clit and instead she took it and sucked on his fingers slowly, looking in his eyes as she did so. She had him right where she wanted, she was in charge and he knew it

“You’re so hot” he murmured

“So are you” Layla bent her head down to kiss him and inserted him back inside of her, riding him slowly and then picking up the pace. She moaned when he began to caress her breasts and threw her head back

“Keep going” Sidney panted “Fuck right there, good girl baby….slow down a little and let me try something for you, don’t stop okay ?”

Layla nodded and did as told, her face reddening and her mouth opening when he applied pressure to her clit rapidly. She had never felt anything like it and was sure she would pass out at the feeling of pleasure hitting her body

“You love that don’t you ?” he rubbed faster with his thumb “You’re the sexiest woman I’ve ever seen, your eyes…your lips…your body, fuck Layla you’re sinful”

His words of praise did something to her, so much so that she finished riding him off as fast as she could until she felt herself squirt, causing him to finish with the most animalistic grunt she had ever heard

No words were said for a while before Sidney finally broke the silence and sat up on his elbows facing her “If i tell you something will you be mad ?” “Oh fuck you’re married aren’t you ?” Layla quickly sat up with her bedsheet against her chest “Of fucking course you are, no one this hot is single” Sidney shook his head quickly “No, I’m not married. I swear” he met her eyes “I wouldn’t do that to someone” She looked at him “Then ?” “I…..I lied to you about my job….” he started “I’m not some real estate business man, I’m an athlete. I play professional hockey and I’m 30, almost 31” Layla looked at him, almost as if she was waiting to tell her he was joking but the longer she waited the more she realized he was telling her the truth “Oh…uh….well…I mean cool ? I don’t know what to say to that…” “I live in Pittsburgh, I’m not from LA” Sidney added “My team’s here on a road trip for the week” “So after this week you leave and I don’t see you again” Layla said with a shrug “That’s okay, listen this was a really really good night and I totally understand you just wanted a hookup. I don’t care about the age thing, I’m a 22 year old adult who very much wanted to sleep with you too. You have your life to head back to and I have mine and we both had a good time” “You’re not mad ?” Sidney asked “I’d be more mad if you were married or a dad or a total creep but you’re just some dude who wanted to fuck, can’t be mad at something I wanted too. I don’t really care for sports so I don’t really know what you want me to say about that” she admits “I still wanna see you again” he mentioned “Can I have your number ?” “Sure” she chuckled “But I think once you get back home you’ll forget about me” Sidney smiled at her “I don’t think so, I think you’ll be mine pretty soon” “Yeah ?” Layla asked with a scoff “What makes you so sure ?”

“I get whatever I set my sight on and that just so happens to be you” Sidney grinned “Listen I know you have classes but hear me out on this, are you free on weekends ?” “Uh yeah” she nodded “My internship is 3 days a week and with finals still 3 months away tutoring is still a week thing not weekend” He pet her cheek “Perfect, I’ll fly you out on Fridays and arrange for you to be back Sunday nights, not all weekends will be in Pittsburgh either so it won’t get boring or anything” Layla shrugged “Okay, don’t see why not. We can give it a try” “And if you end up wanting to be with me for keeps ?” Sidney asked with a smirk

“Yeah okay” she scoffed “We’ll see”

There was no way it would actually work but she was willing to try it out, what was the worst that could happen. ********************************************

Summer 2024

Being with Sidney had its perks, especially when in Canada. It was like he was the prince of the place whenever he visited. Layla took her usual seat sat across from him as soon as they boarded their private plane and greeted their pilot and flight attendants “Hello Paul, lovely to see you again” Layla smiled “Anne and Michelle it’s lovely to see you two as well, I brought you all some pastries from the local cafe, enjoy while we fly” she handed them over “Oh Mrs.Crosby you’re an angel” Anna smiled “I feel like we rarely see you anymore, how are you and your boys ?” “They’re great” Sidney interrupted “Now if you two don’t mind, would you please bring us some champagne, it’s a celebratory weekend”

Layla scowled at him and turned back to the women “Please and thank you, I hope next time you ladies can see the boys”

“Mr and Mrs. Crosby it’ll be a smooth ride, we’ll arrive to Montreal in about 2 hours” their pilot said through the speakers “Enjoy your ride” She settled in her seat and looked at Sidney once the flight attendants were in the back “What is with your attitude ? Anna and Michelle are our usual flight attendants, we’ve spent endless flights with them all over the world. They know us, they know the kids. It’s normal they ask about them”

Sidney put his hands up “Forgive me for finally wanting a moment of peace with you after that mess that just happened at my parents”

She looked at the window and rested her head against her seat, leaving the boys at his parents had been an absolute shit show. The boys were crying from the moment she woke them up to the moment they were dropped off. Sidney much to her surprise comforted them the best he could but threw in the towel once they pushed him away. Deep down Layla knew it bothered him to no end that his own sons didn’t really care much for him, they lacked a special connection with him

“We tried” she turned he head to meet his eyes “We have clingy children, it’s normal”

“Yeah” he nodded “Except for the fact that they don’t really care about me leaving at all. The tears and hugs were for you, not for me”

“I don’t know why you bring this up when you don’t like what I have to say” Layla sighed “Sidney, you know what needs to be fixed, we have babies. They don’t understand nor do they care what you do”

“Rowan thinks being at the arena is only because he can eat snacks and say hi to the mascot” he responded “He falls asleep before the game can even start. Patrick sits on your lap the whole time and also falls asleep and Troy well he’s still a baby. They won’t ever remember actually watching me play, that’s all I’ve ever wanted Layla. I just want them to remember me playing”

“Where are you going with this ?” she asked softly

Sidney let out a deep breath “I’m gonna sign an extension with the team….well I already did. It’s being announced Monday”

Despite Nate warning her the previous night it still felt like a bucket of cold water being dumped on her. She stiffened and sat up straight in her seat when she was approached with a glass of champagne and smiled weakly, watching them as they left her and Sidney alone again. She looked down at her glass and took it, swirling it around a bit before flinging directly on Sidney’s face “I kind of knew that would your response” Sidney responded calmly as he took a napkin and wiped his face “But Layla, baby listen to me just think about how-” “I’m gonna stand up and sit in the back, I advise you not to follow me” Layla stood up, stopping when he held her wrist and brought her down to his lap “I love you” he looked directly in her eyes “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, I really am but I needed to do this baby. You can be mad all you want, I can take it. But you’re not gonna ignore me, I love you and I do things for you, our children and our future. I won’t ever do anything like that without letting you know, I promise you baby…I promise you” he leaned in and kissed her As weird as it sounded, Layla liked when things were like this. Sure it was toxic but she kind of liked that side of him. It was hot, it was like how things were before they married and had children and had those bumpy years. Maybe just maybe they really did need a weekend together

She kissed him back and straddled his lap making out with him for a bit before he pulled back “The seats in the back have plenty of room” she murmured against his neck “My dress is short…I’ll do that thing you like with my mouth” “What if I wanna try something new ?” he gripped her ass “I’ll let you do whatever you want to me” Layla kissed across his face as he lifted her dress over her shoulders and began moving her against his thigh “Mmm I love this feeling” “Just a little prep” Sidney reached over inside his backpack and took out a small bottle of lubricant “I do NOT need lube” she giggled “Why would you buy that ?” “Remember how I said I wanted to try something new ?” he met her eyes “Please….please can I try ? Just my fingers baby, please” Layla bit her lip, she was more than willing to try. One thing she really did miss about them was just how Sidney was willing to do anything to her in those regards. She nodded and leaned over, placing her head on his shoulder as she felt him insert his finger and felt her breathing get faster. Her hands gripping his back at the feeling of pressure “That’s a good girl” he moaned “You like that, you think you can take my cock in your ass ?” “Bend me over, make me yours” she whined “Please” “Please what ? Tell me what you want” he pressed it in and out slowly “I want your cock there” she moaned As best as he could he positioned her and slowly inserted himself, her high pitched whines slowly becoming moans as he mounted over her body thrusting in and out of her “Oh fuck” Layla mewled “Slow, slow” “You feel so fucking good” Sidney groaned “Fuck baby you were made to take me, you listen so well” She could feel the side of her face sticking to the leather seat as Sidney continued his thrusts, it felt good but it was evident the pleasure was for him and him only. He was fulfilling some fantasy he had and though it felt good she wanted more. When she felt him finish she turned around and expected him to get her off as well but all he did was wipe the cum off her ass and zip his pants back up “Um….hello ?” she asked, her arms covering her bare breasts “Oh babe, that took a lot out of me. I’ll take care of you later tonight in the hotel” he panted as he handed her dress “Hurry up and get dressed so they can bring us some water” “You selfish bastard” Layla frowned quickly putting her dress back on “I did that and I don’t get anything back ? Look at me” “Whoa” Sidney scoffed “Selfish ? So us having sex needs to be transactional ?” “You should want to pleasure me” she said back “Look at me, look at my body. Look at my curves, look at my face. I see the way people look at me, do you ?” “Who the hell is looking at you ?” he asked with a frown “Who ? Tell me”

“What ?” Layla smirked “Jealous ?” “You’re a wife, a mother, you need to start dressing and acting like it Layla. I mean it” Sidney shook his head “See this is why we fight, we have fun then you always have to day something to cause a fight. Sorry I thought my wife would wanna fulfill some fantasy for me with no strings attached, won’t do it again” “So sorry I’m 9 years younger than you and that I still enjoy looking like my best self” she said back as she fixed her makeup “I had 3 kids in under 3 years and I still look better than most women. It’s truly not my fault I enjoy sex and you only seem to enjoy it when it benefits you. You’re nearly 40 and you just signed on to play 2 more grueling physical seasons of hockey when you're huffing and puffing after 10 minutes on top. Tell me exactly how you think that’s gonna work on the ice” “Quit being such a bitch already, fuck” Sidney suddenly snapped The look on her face must have told him enough, Layla simply moved to the back of the plane and sat down. She knew he regretted it and wanted to apologize but right now she didn’t want that. She wanted him as far away from her as the plane permitted. The rest of the ride was in complete silence, there were instances where she knew he wanted to approach her but her stare told him otherwise. She was gonna make him work for her forgiveness this time. Once the plane landed she walked with him to their car that was already waiting for them and kept to herself. At the hotel she did the same thing, she wouldn’t speak or look at him and if there was one thing Sidney hated, it was silence A few hours later when she was getting ready for dinner reservations that night when she finally broke the ice “Can you please put my necklace on for me, my nails are in the way” “Sure” he nodded as he stood behind her and did as told “There you go” “Thank you, I appreciate it” Layla said as she sprayed on her perfume and applied some lipstick “alright, let’s head out” “One more thing” Sidney said softly as he took out a box from his suitcase “Here, open this” She looked at him then the box and carefully opened it, her eyes widening at the diamond necklace “Oh my god”

“Baby I’m sorry about what happened today” he apologized “Layla, I love you so much and the last thing I’d ever wanna do is hurt you. You’re right, you’re the sexiest woman there is and I’m so lucky you chose to be with me. You could’ve had anyone you wanted and you took a chance on me. You gave my life a new meaning, you gave me 3 beautiful sons. I don’t want you upset at me, I’ll do whatever you want me to do, anything. Whatever you want, you’ll get. Just name it”

She kissed his cheek and hugged him, as much as he did annoy and piss her off sometimes, she did love him “Thank you for saying sorry, you’re forgiven. But as for the other thing….I’ll let you know what catches my eye” He kissed her forehead and smiled “Come on, let’s head to dinner. We have people waiting”

“Who ? You said it was just us” Layla asked “Oh I forgot to tell you, Nate’s here too” Sidney nodded “He’s brought Madeline, some girl he told me he’s been seeing for the last year or so. She’s from here and from what he’s told me she’s a total dud but I mean it’s who he wants, not every guy can score a bombshell like you babe” Layla kept her face as nonchalant as she could as she decided to change outfits and leaned over the sink as Sidney zipped up her dress for her and put on her heels “Ready ?” he asked as he handed her a coat “Ready” Layla held his hand “I can’t wait for this double date.”

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