#the lack of sleep is speaking

[lenteur]

random thoughts about strong girl nam soon, episode four

(read more because i always get carried away lol and this post might contain spoilers)

watching two episodes in a row. what happened to mal who couldn't get the motivation to watch even one episode for months?

Interesting how the mother pretends nam soon is six. She wants to pretend she never lost her and it's only the continuation of her childhood.

The chief of the diu team tasting the drug, even though he knew what effect it had on people. This makes no sense at all. He has experience in such cases and yet he still put it in his mouth. And what is that excuse? It's such a weak excuse. I think the writers wanted to k*ll him from the get go but didn't know how. This is weird.

The reunion with all her family members... we all shed some tears. She only remembers her dad because he was the last person she saw before being lost in mongolia.

Even super humans are humans. The mother feeling guilty for not protecting her daughter and feeling useless.

The bond she has with her mongolian parents is so strong. She still thinks about them and lets them know how she's doing.

I wonder if there will be a nam soon / hwang ja confrontation. I'd love that because the former thinks with her heart and emotions and the latter is manipulative and thinks with her brain to obtain what she desires. They're polar opposites.

The grandmother is so iconic. The way she makes me laugh every time. She's so funny. Her little song while dislocating the cow and breaking its bones by her bare hands is a feat of strength. And everyone is amazed, including me.

The ceo of doogo has an ambiguous aura to me because on one hand he seems haughty and looks like he has disdain for everyone other than him. But on the other hand, he doesn't have the charisma of a villain. He kind of looks almost transparent to me. Maybe because we haven't seen a lot of him in these four episodes?

honestly i've tried to understand what doogo's "official" activity was and i lack sleep so i'm not sure but they're kind of like a korean amaz*n? if i'm not mistaken (don't take my word for it though)

As expected the effect of the drugs are seen on the chief of the diu team. I really can't believe he went and put some of the drug in his mouth. Nonsense!

the bells ringing when nam soon said she'll protect hee sik. It's the little details that make this love story so cute

i think we all wanted to be nam soon at one moment in our lives. It feels so good to see her tell everyone what she thinks without hiding under excuses or anything like that.

It's the look of pure awe when kang hee sik sees nam soon's new look for me <3

The way she wants to be where hee sik is because he will make her a better person <3 he's the only person that has been there for her ever since she landed in korea. he also proved her that he is a good person

i just can't with the grandma. She's just so funny! every time i see her i want to laugh. Wait that came out wrong. She's just so fun and i really enjoy every single moment she's had so far in the show

let's go love story between grandma and barista!!!

so far, nam soon is the worst undercover employee of all time.

i think hee sik has a role towards nam soon that he doesn't seem to be ready to handle. Seeing as nam soon is very oblivious to a lot of things, hee sik should have talked to her in more detail about the undercover mission. Because, at this rate, she'll get outed in no time.

what a relief that nam soon could get revenge on the airdnd scammer, even if she didn't get her money back

preview of the next episode seems really promising. Nam soon will confront both hwa ja and doogo's ceo.

A good episode

i'll give this one a 8/10

[vaguely-concerned]

rook falling asleep on the red couch in the lighthouse dining room while lucanis is making dinner....... they were helping out by keeping him company and peeling and chopping potatoes for a while there but then the potatoes are done and the room is so safe and warm and smells like coffee and good food and lucanis is trying to explain something to spite and his voice is low and soft and good to listen to and rook's eyes only slip closed for a moment. they'll get up to save the world again or whatever in a second just. one moment. while the world is warm and kind. and then they're being shaken gently awake an hour later because it's time to eat and everyone's starting to drift hopefully dinner-wards

[zeb-z]

thinks about how Feanor was a great fire until he burned up and how his son Maedhros with his fiery hair was a slow burn but went out in flames all the same and how the first silmaril taken from Morgoth’s clutches was taken out of love and ended up in the sky as the brightest star and how the oath sworn by the brothers in the name of the silmarils was first made in the name of love for their father and his craft and how stars always burn and burn until they either burn out or until they cannot bear their own weight and collapse in a spectacular disastrous supernova and how it was never the love or passion that led to the Feanorians fate but possessiveness and pride. blows up a building

[poptartcat]

WAIT MY BRAIN IS HAVING A MIDNIGHT MOMENT… Age swap character swap where Darry and Two-Bit are the two youngest and they end up on the run

[r0semultiverse]

Regardless of what PR speak is spoken, the early publishing with no officially available trailer or ads still feels like sabotage especially when it comes with the demand that it reach top 10 lest we “lose” Iron Lung (whatever that means unless it’s misinformation, I wish we had specifics and details, fuck Amazon).

[dragon-age-here]

The MGiT would actually be great for Veilguard because you can just explain Rook’s incredibly sensitivity and awareness of mental health and identity stuff as someone who did go to therapy for years and has the skill set but like, isn’t using it for themself.

Like yes, I have seen 13 papers/wiki articles/youtube discussions on gender identity, do not ask me what that means I cannot tell you, btw have you heard of the wide spectrum of sexuality and gender-

[sentofight]

ooc. honks to let you know i am alive but trying to find the right balance in life to get back into writing sobs. it aint working so far but will see.

[k-kizkhalifa]

When Vessel takes a breath, I gain life.

[saintedbythestorm]

Used that timed trial thing on dragon age veilguard today... and oh boy... 😬

I see every single one of my fears about the game was sadly... true. I am already annoyed by some of the dialog, I absolutely DESPISE that combat (and here I thought inquisitions combat was a pain in the ass...) and I just... cannot for the life of me get into it.

I can't really fully put my finger on what it is (may be a lot of small things, would explain why I can't pinpoint it) but I just... keep waiting for something to hook me, the way dragon age always has before. But I'm getting nothing. So far it does feel too focused on the combat, while combat is boring and quite frankly poorly made.

For example, I remember this early Ogre fight, in a super tight room, where they clearly wanted you to like dodge all the time (WHAT IS WITH ALL THE DODGING?!) and there was like no space to do anything. I was battling the camera more than the ogre. It's like they forgot they got ranged based classes or something, I don't know. Hated that fight.

I'm also very angry they baited us with Varric and I've barely seen the man after that intro bit. The hell bioware...

There has also been some... very odd interactions already. Where my character sounds super upset and angry while just standing there like 😶. Like if you're that pissed I'd expect it to be reflected on the body language but it's just...not? To be honest, I feel like most conversations the characters are veeeery stiff. It just feels kinda ... dead? Like they aren't actually taking part.

And that fucking art style... I was sceptical when they first showed it off... got more worried when they showed more... and I was hoping the story and just general feel would help me get past it... but I can't. I REALLY don't like it. I can't put my finger on why, but it's just really not for me. Something something Varrics hair... no I'm still not over it.

I just... I unno. I want to like it. I mean, it's a dragon age game, of course I want to like it but... I can't. And it bloody hurts honestly.

Now I'm gonna go crawl under something and be upset about it for a bit.

[elisedonut]

me reading a fic about someone accidently wishing for a cat boy clone of their crush

and all i can think is Flintley Au

like Catboy!Percy? Catboy!Percy??

Like Marcus just hiding Catboy!Percy in his dorm

also Percy finding out and confiscating him

[strawberrygiorno]

building on the common hc that kim snores horribly by giving him sleep apnea that he's never realized he had bc it's been so long since he slept near another person who could or would point out his symptoms to him

so the first time harry and kim sleep near each other, harry wishes there was a way to stop kim's snoring. then kim stops breathing, and harry is like oh my god i killed him???!!!!?!?!!?

(the subsequent freakout wakes kim right up)

[boo-hoo-hooligan]

genuinely baffled on how 108 people saw my silly little posts and went "ah yes i'll follow this little freak" why are there so many of you what do you want......

[lokimobius]

awake at 2:49am so naturally i’m feeling awful about myself 😃👍

[2030david]

i have also been fully convinced it's thursday all day

[shajaah]

ooc. f/orte drooling and daydreaming about cakes...is funny in my head but dangerous if she was on a patrol haha.

[moopiter]

this is how i write btw