#the hurt

[reginamillls]

i'm a big fan of buck and tommy being apart when disaster strikes. the only way they're able to communicate is through their radios and tommy's voice is weak as he tries to convince his boyfriend he's okay, "don't you worry about me, i'll be fine, baby" even though he's not sure that he will be vs. buck, who usually falls apart when disaster strikes pouring all his willpower into staying calm and anchoring for tommy. i'll throw up................

THERES SO MUCH OPPORTUNITY HERE FOR SOME DELICIOUS ANGST HURT/COMFORT

they're at different stations, Buck is on the ground and Tommy is in the air

communication is limited when they're on the job, especially with Tommy being in the air

and you have a big disaster, something that pulls in as many LAFD stations that they can, and it's all about doing your job and doing your best to help the people you vowed to protect and trying to ignore the way it feels like your heart is constricting with the NOT KNOWING

everytime that radio goes on and says that a fireman is down - it's a possibility that you're going to go home to an empty bed, an empty home

and you have stolen moments between the two, short check ins when they're in range

Buck asks Tommy to check in because he's been quiet a little too long and even through the radio Buck can detect the strain when Tommy says "Evan-"

Buck suddenly has to be there, and if this is a season 8 scenario Gerrard can be damned

Tommy asks if Buck is alright and even if he isn't Buck will say he's fine and he talks to Tommy, trying to keep him awake and talking and Buck will get there, he will "just stay with me Tom, keep talking to me-"

and the line goes silent

but Buck keeps talking because if Tommy is dying it shouldn't be to the sounds of disaster but to the sound of someone who loves him

and everything turns out okay

[an-established-butt-dent]

' ... In another world.'

'Why not this one?'

[catstarkapologist]

I'm in the mood for another philosophical Nedcat discussion, so @ladycatofwinterfell how do we think it went the first time they did it after the rebellion? Was Ned at some point like "hey we gotta have more children" or did Cat invite him to her room?

In my opinion it was probably Cat that told him he could come to her at night, though it probably happened a long time after the war ended. I think Ned was probably too scared to push her into doing anything because he felt bad for what he did to her with Jon. And because we like some angst: Cat was hurt that even though it was their duty he never wanted to do it with her because she thought he was thinking of Jon's mother or doing it with other women.

[livelaughlovecassie]

Yes I do in fact support women’s wrongs! 🥰

[rokkupla]

Spoilers for Episode 17

Still dealing

[moodysnowflake]

"There has to be something he'd never forget!"

[a-whiff-of-a-dream]

So... I did a quest...

[koskela-knights]

Man, I'm thinking about the Cult of the Tree and the Taken/people they have to kill again after they emerge from the lake and those who turn. Like, I guess many of the victims are locals or tourists. People they know, people they worked with, were friends with, family and partners, etc. Maybe good friends that suddenly went missing for weeks, months, years and then suddenly pop back up as monsters. Fucks me up thinking about it. Just the emotional and mental damage you'd get from that. And it keeps happening, over and over. I wonder if they feel any dread each time they get a signal.

[alieinthemorning]

They (Who) See (Are) Her (You)

Content: Agnst (No one is safe), two uses of the f-word

Pronouns: None

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Soon you fell back into a routine 

One that was familiar 

Yet so different.

You still sat between Mammon and Beelzubub during meals,

but now all the vacants seats were finally taken.

Leviathan had made the effort to join

And…

Belphegor

Sat on the other side of Beelzubub.

Just barely outside of your peripheral.

Floating between snoozing and mumbling. 

You hated that. 

You hated him.

You hated all of them. 

Especially Diavolo.

He knew exactly what he was doing when he brought you down here. 

Fix the brothers' relationships.

By becoming their sister. 

Soon your name was replaced with Lilith’s 

Lilith, Lil, Lili, Sis, Sister

You were not Lilith.

You were not Lil.

You were not Lili.

You were not Sis.

You were not Sister. 

You were you.

But they couldn’t see that anymore.

And now,

when you catch yourself in the mirror.

You wonder who is it that’s staring back at you.

Is it you?

Or is it Lilith?

Was anything you did your own?

Or was it because of Lilith?

If you weren’t her descendant

would they even bother with you?

At this moment, you don’t really care.

Honestly, you wish they’d forget.

Forget about you.

Forget about Lilith. 

For fucksake she’s been dead for centuries at this point. 

Let her fucking rest.  

Let you rest. 

But you couldn’t 

not when they clung to you like vanilla extract.

So sickly sweet to you. 

So overbearing. 

But they had to because…

You were Lilith after all. 

Well...

You wanted this.

Anyhow, Happy belated Mini Waffle (my dog) Birthday/Heart Day!

Reminder that as of posting this, we're only 30ish followers away from the big 500! And I am offerings the fluffiest, softest event!

Gonna be so sweet that I'm gonna rot your teeth.

Ko-Fi | Commission | Masterlist

[gaym3bo1]

GOD bad buddy is SO GOOD all the emotions the rooftop scene has me cycling through EVERY TIME??? cannot be evoked by much else...

[mr-ghost-face]

NO BUT JAMIE HAS BEEN THE ARCHER

AND BEEN THE PREY

[anonbinaryweirdo]

i can't believe Alexis just called me an idiot 💔💔💔

[cascadianights]

I was so incredibly happy about how much this show is a love story to fanfiction until I remembered the worst part of fanfiction

[wondersinrain]

‘Words won’t heal the pain your actions caused.’

[dreamwatch]

I know it’s the poor relation in fanfic, but I read Mpreg. There. There you go, I said it. I like nearly everything in fanfic, no trope is off limits, and if your tags are followed by a Dead Dove warning I’m in there like a fucking truffle pig, but yeah. Mpreg.

But you know what I don’t see enough of in Mpreg? Most often Mpreg is treated as common place in the universe it’s set, but wouldn’t it be cool if it was actually really rare? Like, it’s known to happen, but fuck you’re going to be looked at and treated like a freak for it, you’re going to be othered for it in a big way.

The level of angst, the potential for hurt/comfort, I mean… it’s just fucking delicious, isn’t it?

Protective Steve Harrington going absolutely feral.

What, who said that?

[stitch-me-not]

Finding Merthur inspired playlists has been the best yet worst thing to ever happen to me, I am a mess 😭😭