#the first time in my life
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really trying to find ways to take care of myself that are doable and enjoyable when possible. and i really feel like with meditation i've had a lot of progress in letting go of things and being able to not get bogged down by circumstances, and i'm having so many more good days and just feel so much lighter overall :)
#personal#like i make these little chocolate things so i can get the seeds i'm supposed to be eating#and i'm finding ways to move my body that feel good and not like a punishment#and then i make my little salty spearmint tea lemonade drink after and i feel so good#still trying to not be on my phone as much and i just started oil pulling which just sucks but hopefully i'll get used to it#or find some way to make it better#i've also felt a lot of stress in the relationships with the people i live with but i feel like over the past few weeks we've been able#to talk through things and actually work things out?? which is crazy to me.#i'm not used to having conflicts resolved without it leaving permanent distance between me and the other person#and i know that feeling like this is easy when i'm not in school and only working part time#and i'll probably feel terrible when school starts again and then i have to move in with my parents after that.#but! what is important is practicing compassion and i am working on that and i will certainly not#run out of opportunities to practice it more#basically not only am i not really actively trying to destroy myself anymore but i am actually trying to treat myself with love for probabl#the first time in my life
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it really works! source: me
#comic#sona#self portrait#art#sketch#i actually like myself for like the first time in my life :)#i got a little black mock neck crop top and its life changing
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guys with their respective bugs
#wild life smp#trafficblr#life series#wild life spoilers#tangotek#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#ldshadowlady#smallishbeans#jizzie#man thats a lot of tags#my art#eydidraws#i wanted to draw ren's bard moment as well but i ran out of time#anyway who's BETting on them being the first one out? :D#traffic smp#mcyt
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They’re going to the movies
#good omens#art#illustration#my art#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens fanart#my new favorite thing is drawing Crowley looking at aziraphale admiring something like 🥰🥰#they’re seeing life of Brian for the first time after the lockdown is over#aziraphale is so excited dhgsgshsj
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Percy at ease
Percy calm, but a little on edge
Percy when mildly angry
Friendly reminder that Percy jackson - our beloved silly adorable seaweed brain - is absolutely terrifying. When he’s angry, when he’s scared, when he’s on edge - he’s not warm and fuzzy.
No other character gets that reaction from people. Jason (the sweetie) is perceived as calm and in control, nico (our favorite self-outcasted outcast) is perceived as solemn and creepy, reyna (girlboss queen slay) is perceived as confident and assertive, and annabeth (our girl) is perceived as fierce, clever, and formidable. They are all intimidating to an extent.
But not like Percy. No. Becasue even when he’s at ease, he’s described as wild and disobedient. And when he’s not at ease, even if just little bit, he’s perceived as powerful, dangerous, and scary. Someone who NOBODY wants to mess with. Nobody even questions his power. One look from him has literal gangs running the other way. One look from him has Leo so scared that he’s literally shaking, and feeling the same innate fright and alarm that he does when jason summons an ear-piercing, earth-shaking, deadly bolt of lighting.
like… HELLO??? can we all just sit on that for a moment?? good lord
One angry look from percy has people thinking one thing: Run.
Percy is, canonically, the character that people find the most frightening and intimidating.
And unless he’s in a good mood - which you better hope he is - the reality is that most of us would be completely terrified of him if we met him.
#don’t fuck with perseus jackson#dude is not playing around#well#he is playing around 90% of the time#but don’t mess with him when he’s not#i love him#he’s terrifying#in reality i’d probably be scared of him in real life lol#percy my love#and don’t go yelling at me that people are most scared of nico because hazel specifically stated in SoN that at first sight#nico is not a scary person#but frank does say nico gives him the creeps#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#percabeth#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo#annabeth chase#nico di angelo#jason grace#reyna ramirez arellano#mark of athena#son of neptune
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"And by god, did he want to feel special."
Ford's corrected plenty of teachers who wrote the question on the board wrong before, but Ford didn't expect the Muse of Knowledge to even be capable of that, much less to catch it...
Okay now let's be real, besides the chess games, I feel like Bill would've, on rare enough occasions to be special, dangle other wins in front of Ford to really make sure that portal gets completed. Only the best carrots on a stick for his hardworking puppet <3 let's make him feel like an equal to a god for fun
And Bill intended for his home dimension's last atom to be just another carrot, but what happened was Ford brought out a side of him without even trying when no one else in a trillion+ years could
Like he definitely looked back at that moment (when he got so comfortable mid-convo that on a whim, he whipped out his past and gave answers less cryptic than usual) and said 'i planned that! I said all those things to make him more attached to me!'
maybe he's right, who knows ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
also don't bother googling those math terms i made them the fuck up
#do i even tag this as billford if it's just straight up canon#like i love that they don't have to be romantic. they're just queer and it's right there in the text#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#bill being open for the first time in his life ever: haha i'm so good at manipulation! this guy is EATING it up!#yes you are bill. yes you are#my art#my post#ramblings
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unconditionally
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life#genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine#but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed#backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads#but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS#so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it#i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process#but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style#so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh#all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap#hina.comic
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part 2 of the silly isat dunmeshi crossover, with angst and a recipe i made up in 2 minutes :)
Part 1 ✨
#i drew sooo many hands waadakdljsakldjsa#ive had this wip for like a month#and then i found “the brush✨”#and i finished it in a week :)#literally made the recipe in 2 minutes i know how to cook but i was having so mch trouble making something up for some reason#wanted to finish it yesterday but i played tomodachi life until 3 am woop#aight time to sleep#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie#isat loop#woa first time drawing loop#my art
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#Specifically about Spark but#when I beat Balan for the first time I walked away from that feeling like I'd be just a little happier 4 the rest of my life
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#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers#(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light#biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life#also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns#a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk#(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG#i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace#akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes#absolute rollercoaster of emotions#ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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rat…ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ
#YES i posted this already like half an hour ago but it had a major mistake bc i'm sleep deprived lmao so i am posting it again#if you saw the first one. well no you didn't#911 spoilers#lou ferrigno jr#tommy kinard#911 abc#(don't wanna remove the og tags bc it looks funny like that)#also don't have enough time in my life to be a constant hater but i also don't feel what i posted anymore#so now it's a rat
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my favorite arc ever
#vol 6 changed my entire life i would do anything to read it for the first time again#wuming asking xie lian if he can kill the yong'an people for him because he has the same animosity. yeah. yeah. Im crazy#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#hua cheng#xie lian#wu ming#hualian#wulian
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INFINITE HYPERDEATH // UNSTOPPABLE FORCE
BLOOD-FUELED MACHINE
#i love love love the ultrakill album covers and i had to make this#listening to the albums on repeat..... especially Order. just listened to it for the first time it goes so so hard#half life#gordon freeman#ultrakill#technically. it's inspiration#sammy doodle#my art
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happy halloween 👻 it's haunted house time again
#this also is a meme redraw#stranger things#stranger things fanart#robin and eddie make steve go first so they can hide behind him#oops accidentally didn't post anything for a year sorry about that#but another one of these and more art are on my patreon!! it's pretty much the only place i've managed to stay active on 😭#anyways i won't be watching season 5 so i'm stealing these characters from the show creators i've decided that these are OUR ocs now 🤝#sorry again for not posting anything life's been giving me a hard time lately but i'm trying to come back to tumblr!!
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Thought I'd take a crack at the Life Series In Your Style board (courtesy of @/xmaruu11)
Tell me which ones your favorite :)
#grian#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#mumbo jumbo#jimmy solidarity#smallishbeans#scott smajor#impulsesv#skizzleman#tangotek#ethoslab#bdubs#zombiecleo#inthelittlewood#rendog#ldshadowlady#bigbstatz#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#life series#trafficblr#traffic smp#most of these creators i drew for the first time on this sheet#some of them ive drawn for a while#and i think you can tell#I CANT EXPLAIN MY REASONINGS FOR SOME DESIGN CHOICES IN THE TAGS ORZ#if any of these creators ever see this post i will explode thats so embarrassing of me im so sorry you had to see this (packing up my bags)
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this post & merthur
#sami rambles#our favourite doomed couple <333#i will always and forever remember hearing sara bareilles' orpheus for the first time as a teenager and immediately and irrevocably#linking it to merthur for the rest of my natural life so much so that i can no longer separate the two#LOL :D#merlin#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin x arthur#merthur#web weave#orpheus and eurydice
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