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I am loudly pushing the batdad agenda i am loudly pushing the— DPxDC Prompt
“Woah. You look like shit."
Granted, that’s probably not the first thing Danny should be saying to the guy that just bit the curb, but in his defense; he’s not running on 100% right now either.
The man -- tall, towering, and broader than Danny is tall -- whips around on his heel, black frayed cape flaring out impressively. Danny would've whistled in appreciation, but he takes the time instead to wipe the back of his hand across his mouth, smearing the blood running from his nose across his cheek.
"Sorry." He blinks widely, not even flinching as the man with the horns zeroes in on him. "That was rude of me. I have a really bad brain-to-mouth filter; Sam says its what always gets me into trouble."
And she's not wrong either, per say. His smart mouth is what landed him in this situation -- with blood blossom extract running through his veins and cannibalizing the ectoplasm in his bloodstream. Thanks Vlad.
The man grunts at him; a short, curt "hm" that shouldn't make Danny smile, but he does because he's somewhat delirious and probably concussed. The man keeps some kind of distance, sinking towards the shadows of Gotham's alleyway like he dares to melt right into it.
If it's supposed to scare Danny, it doesn't work. Danny's never been afraid of the dark; he's always been able to hide himself in it. He blinks slowly at the mass of shadows.
"You look hurt." The shadows says, blurring together around the edges. Danny squints, and licks his lips to get the blood dripping down his chin off. Ugh, he hates the taste of blood.
"I am." He says, "My godfather poisoned me. M'dying." The agony of the blood blossom eating him from the inside out looped back around to numbing a while ago, so all he feels is half-awake and dazed.
"Hey," Danny stumbles forward towards the man, a bloodied hand reaching out to him. "You-- you're a hero, right? You're not attacking me; which is more than I can say for most costumed people I've met." Maybe it's a poor bar to judge someone at, but he's already established that Danny's not in his right mind.
The man makes no change in expression, but Danny realizes blearily that it's hard to tell with the shadows on his face. He stays still long enough for Danny to latch onto the cape -- stretchy, but almost soft under his fingers.
He looks up blearily into the whites of the man's eyes. "Can you help me? I don't-- I don't wanna die." Again. He doesn't wanna die again. He blinks slow and lizard-like. "I mean- I'll probably get to see mom and dad again, but I told them I'd at least try and make it to adulthood."
There's a clatter down the street, and Danny's ghost sense chills up his spine and leaves a bitter, ashy taste in his mouth. He immediately knows who it belongs to even before the deceptively gentle; "Daniel?" echoes down the way.
"Daniel? Quit your games, badger, Gotham is dangerous for children."
Danny's mouth pulls back, and blood spills against his tongue. "Please." He rasps, and grabs onto the shadow's cape with both hands. "Please. He's going to kill me. Please--"
"Daniel? Is that you?"
His lips part, dragging in air to plead with the darkness again. He doesn't need to, the whites of his eyes narrow, and the cape whirls around him before Danny can blink. Soon swaddled in shadows, the Night lifts him up, and steals him away.
#I AM LOUDLY PUSHING THE BATDAD AGENDA#anyways— add ons are encouraged i wanna talk more dpxdc with folks i just cant find any aus i really like enough to engage with#which is nobody's fault and its why im making my own content in order to reach more people#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpdc#dc x dp#dpxdc prompts#i took a ‘which batfam member are you (except its personal)’ quiz a few days ago#and got bruce wayne. and then was promptly read to filth why im most like him and it rudely but accurately explained why im the most like#him. it also consequently explained to me why i like him so much. whenever i see him in his kindest form i see a mirror looking back#anyways lots of ‘danny rejecting bruce as a parent’ aus. may i present: bruce and danny finding family in each other aus. batdad aus pls.#dpxdc prompt#dcxdp#this prompt can take place at any point of Batkid accumulation but personally i was imagining this as before Bruce has any of his kids yet#eldest brother danny supremacy and also just that one on one bonding#danny being someone who was never afraid of the dark as a kid and even less so as he got older. taking solace in it as a ghost because you#cant hide in the dark when you glow. his enemies can't jump out at him. but he can jump out at them. how can he be afraid of the dark when#the dark is where the stars like to live? there's a comfort in the shadows. there might be something hiding in it. but he's hiding in it to#blood blossoms eat ghosts headcanon#wasn't sure where i was gonna go with this at the beginning and then i caught steam.#batman casually kidnaps an orphan upon kid's request. also the kid was Actively Dying Of Poison. What was he gonna do?? NOT help him?#mister 'keeps candy in his utility belt specifically for scared children'??? no way.
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One thing that I always think about post-dungeon recovery Mithrun who got home is that people were probably used to talking about him while he was still in the room.
Misiril's squad used to that when he was still in their care. Questions towards him were quickly redirected to others when he wouldn't (couldn't) answer their questions -- where was the rest of his squad? what happened to the demon? how did he even end up like this? Asking or talking to Mithrun is a pointless effort. So they stopped doing that.
And Mithrun, he's gotten used to this set-up, not like he could bring himself to care.
When his caretakers and visiting family started doing it, he continued to be apathetic to them (although, the numbness from this large, gaping hole in his chest makes him think that he used to care).
The caretakers would do their duties, but behind his back, they would probably gossip about Mithrun's chances of recovery. Others think there is still hope, a lot of them think this is going to be permanent. Which is good, at least to their business, because Mithrun's brother pays a lot to make sure he is alive. And Mithrun...is not in the state to do that himself. They at least try to whisper when they're around Mithrun, keep their voices low or mention him under an alias or a codename. But Mithrun knows they are talking about him. He is the elephant in the room.
His visiting family is less nice. They take one look at him and weep -- not out of worry, or pity, or sadness -- but of shame. There is no way they can show him to others anymore, they bemoan. There is no way he can represent himself as a member of the House of Kerensil, they cry. He's just like his brother! And, once upon a time, that comment would've hurt Mithrun, a stab right into his heart. But all he feels is a gaping numbness that cannot be filled (It used to be full, he can't help but think).
I wish he had died, someone from his family said while he was within earshot. And Mithrun, barely alive but still breathing, cannot bring himself to care.
The only person that I think would be delighted to see him alive, at least, is his brother. I can see him visiting Mithrun whenever he can (at least in elf time terms). Talking to him as if he can respond, asking him about things when Mithrun can't bring himself to answer. At some point, Mithrun's brother stopped talking to him when he visits; instead, he would just sit next to Mithrun and watch the birds and the flowers. He would drink tea and Mithrun would do nothing.
But once in a while, Mithrun's brother would tell him, I'm glad you came home, I'm glad you're still alive.
#and then when mithrun ends up going back to the canaries#mithrun#mithrun dungeon meshi#mithrun of the house of kerensil#one thing that i always think about is how mithrun's brother is one of the few people in mithrun's recovery support group#lke where tf was his parents#his friends??#not to like villanize mithrun's family but the way they treat their eldest and not appear in mithrun's recovery scenes are telling#they honestly would be that type of person whod look at their own son who is disabled and think oh its so much better if he died#because they think being disabled means being unable to live#which is SO UNTRUE#mithrun's brother while not being physically there is so important to mithrun's recovery#not just financially but by just showing that he cares#evetually mithrun's support group would grow to include canaries + melini people but#i just keep thinking about mithrun's quote that they're lucky there are people who love them#it is so true#and it matters to me that he knows/realized that#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers
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I think about these panels a lot
#people talk a lot about the pressure kat is under#but I think peros is probably under pressure of his own#being eldest and seemingly being big mom’s yes man#kat fighting luffy and peros lying and trying to prevent bm from destroying wci both were fighting for their lives LMAO#one piece#op#perospero#charlotte perospero
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I gave myself a writing challenge and I am fascinated by it
So basically I put the robins in a randomizer to give them a new order/role (because I just...kinda wanted to see what would happen + I like role-reversal AUs) and got results that are giving me a fucking brain blast.
Stephanie, the first sidekick who defines the role
Tim, the sidekick who dies and comes back wrong
Dick, the sidekick who saves Batman from himself
Damian, the sidekick who was never supposed to be a sidekick but would go on to prove everyone wrong
Jason, the youngest sidekick who is still the Kid Wonder
...So this is fucking wild. I've got some ideas and several of these fit perfectly (Dick's role is pretty similar to his one in canon), but some of these are fucking INCREDIBLE to explore (Steph being the first Robin is something I never even considered but tbh I kinda love it).
I probably won't write a fic or anything because tbh I don't like publishing my writing that much, but I might expand this into a full AU and post about it. I might randomize other stuff too (ie, stuff that I cannot change vs stuff that I cannot keep the same) but this fucking rules as a starting point.
#uhhh what am I calling this??#randomizedrobinsau#stephanie brown#oh my god I am so excited to figure out how tf to write this.#because she's my favorite of these characters and having HER be the first sidekick + the one who has a mentor/older sister relationship#with the others?? kickass. though I'll probably keep her and Tim's relationship as 'dating-then-exes' because I think it's funny#and then SHE can be the Robin who Tim got fixated on + figured out her identity?? holy fuck and then the angst of Tim later dying#Tim Drake#tbh I kinda wish he'd gotten a different position because 'sidekick who dies' Tim has kinda been done a lot with the standard#reverse robin aus. But it'll still be fun to write. Definitely going the Joker Junior route with this because Batman Beyond kicks ass#Dick Grayson#He'll honestly probably be the easiest. Like...his role has not changed much outside of being younger/not the one who defines this#But I still think it'll be good to see how well I know Dick beyond his eldest brother thing (which is my best way of relating to him)#Damian al ghul#damian wayne#oh this is gonna kick ass#Bruce does not want his son to be a sidekick but Damian just kinda forces his way into that role#and everybody doubts him because of his history with the league but he later proves himself more than capable#to the point that he can set out mostly on his own and still thrive#Jason Todd#Jason being the baby of the family is also something I have never thought about but holy shit it could kick ass#I really hope that I don't roll 'Jason must die' or 'Robin 5 must die' on the randomizer. I just kinda want Jason to live this time#But unfortunately I double-screwed him because he's on the 'must happen' wheel twice now. I did not think these prompts through#TBH I am so happy that none of them rolled their OG roles. because that would have been so fucking boring
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Hamnet Underlandchronicles is neither the eldest nor a daughter but he Does have eldest daughter syndrome. To me
#im an eldest daughter* and i say so#it's about being mom's favorite yet never living up to her expectations#it's about forsaking your siblings to run away and be your own person#and feeling guilty about it but also knowing it's the only way you'll survive#and#most importantly#it's about being gay#the underland chronicles#gregor the overlander#hamnet
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my loyal knight fans…
#woow rich guy and his white underwear we get it your daddy owns land#despite my image he is welsh… he lives in the 9th century and his life is a horror movie. he will die terribly.#his mommy is mercian. loveless diplomatic marriage.#he’s an eldest son but it does not matter he doesn’t stand to inherit land bc everyone hates his dad#art#digital art#mac’s ocs#oc pawl
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“…The Anglo-Saxon era is often thought of as having been a golden age for women. Since the late eighteenth century, it has been a commonplace that women in England had better rights before the Norman Conquest than they did afterwards, and were held in higher esteem by society. Before 1066, said one eminent historian in the mid-twentieth century, men and women enjoyed ‘a rough and ready partnership’. As so often with golden ages, however, this picture rests on a selective reading of very limited and debatable evidence. One of its principal props is an account of German women written by the Roman historian Tacitus towards the end of the first century AD. These women, claimed Tacitus, were virtuous, frugal and chaste, and supported their sons and husbands by encouraging them to acts of valour. But this was simply a Roman praising ‘barbarian’ society in order to criticize his own. German women were portrayed as laudable because, unlike their Roman counterparts, they did not conduct adulterous affairs or waste their time at baths and theatres. The reality, unfortunately, seems to be that the status of women in first-century Germany and Anglo-Saxon England was no better than it was in later centuries.”
-Marc Morris, "Anglo-Saxons: The History of the Beginnings of England, 400-1066” / Pauline Stafford, "Women and the Norman Conquest"
Anglo-Saxon England has thus been a Golden Age variously of women's domestication, women's legal emancipation, women's education and women's sexual liberation. The length of a tradition which has changed so fundamentally over time is no guarantee of its veracity. A cursory view of a range of evidence from either side of the 1066 divide casts immediate doubt on the idea of a brutal Norman ending of the Golden Age. The raw statistics of Domesday, for example, suggest a different picture of England on the eve of the Norman arrival. No more than five per cent of the total hidage of land recorded was in the hands of women in 1066. Of that five per cent, 80-85% was in the hands of only eight women, almost all of them members of the families of the great earls, particularly of earl Godwine, or of the royal family. By the tenth and eleventh centuries women other than the queen are virtually absent from the witness lists of the royal charters, and thus apparently from the political significance such witness lists record.”
#anglo-saxons#anglo-saxon england#norman conquest#english history#gender tag#medieval#I don't necessarily agree with Stafford about Henry I#He did name his daughter Matilda his heir but it's not really as simplistic as she makes it seem#We know he remarried soon after his son's death to a young woman who he travelled extensively with her to try and conceive another son#It was only after 5 years when it became clear that he and his second queen weren't having kids that he nominated Matilda#And even then he never shared authority with her (including authority in her own dower lands that HE gave her)#Also as multiple historians have pointed out - while Matilda was his immediate heir it's highly likely that he hoped to live long enough#to directly transfer the kingdom to his eldest grandson#Even some of Matilda's own supporters seem to have viewed the situation in a similar manner - for example the Gesta Stephani states that#Robert of Gloucester viewed Henry Plantagenet as his grandfather's true heir#ie: many contemporaries probably unfortunately viewed Matilda as a 'transitional point' so to speak#So while I do think that Henry I should be remembered as someone who tried to pass the throne to his daughter#I don't really think the picture was as straightforward or as empowering (in a sense) as Stafford paints it as#The reality was much more complex and frustrating and typical of its times#And I do think it does Matilda a disfavour to overlook that
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i'm so proud of my son yuji...
I LOVE HIMMMM IVE NEVER BEEN PROUDER... precious son <33 beat that ratty old man up
#yuuji is really living the ultimate asian family drama. his mom's in laws hate them for serving cunt. his dad's got beef with his#pretentious older sibling that prefers to pretend he doesnt exist. and that hes also superior to him#his taia HATESS him for being his parents' son and also screwing him over... cuz his taia def has a complex of some sorts#his dad is fucked up for knowingly or ignorantly getting it on with someone thats not his wife for his own gain#he's got half brothers he didnt even know about from his mom and has killed 8 out of 9 of them#and his older brother hates their shared parent for fucking their siblings over. but also doesnt mind that theyre dead because he#doesnt want to lose yuuji his youngest sibling so doesnt matter what happens to the others#also shared parent dotes on yuuji while screwing him over but has no problem shitting on their eldest child for not measuring up to their#expectations. my poor poor boy IF NOTHING ELSE BEAT UR UGLY ASS TAIA UP 🙏🙏🙏#ali <3#hanancouldyounot#jjk 257#jjk spoilers#hanancouldyoupost
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There’s something that makes me so emotional about the original Champion’s Themes.
Revali, the disciplined, serious warrior having a flighty, jaunty melody in 6/8 time
Daruk, the rock solid Goron opens with the drums beats and evolves into something soft and airy, telling us so much about his carefree nature.
Mipha’s mournful piano, ever the healer, ever the lover, sacrificing herself for the good of her people and those she loves
and Urbosa, fierce and strong, and fast as the lightning she commands, but still mysterious in it’s harmonic minor key yearning towards resolution in the tonic.
#botw#botw champions#loz botw#i just love the music OKAY#it means SO MUCH TO ME#and then you have Sidon as the ONLY second generation champion to have his own theme#and it's a joyful and quick variation of Mipha's#which means so much to me as a second sibling#living in the eldest's shadow#but he loves his sister so much he would be so honored to share this with her#i'm not okay i'm crying in the club
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Oh I can't wait to refine and finally post the designs for PK's siblings in my AU, it really looks like their mother ran out of ink while making them
#thylacines can talk#they legit get grasually lighter to pure ass white with Ebur if you sort them from eldest ot youngest KDHDNDBD#also lately ive been obsessed with making tiny little variants that involve wyrmroot and them meeting and hallownest's infancy. sometimes#i make it so they just have normal ass kids no trauma involved. i like soft domestic aus from time to time#anyway one ive fell in love with lately was what if Adamas had her 6 shits after she had to cast off her bigger form and PK never got#separated from his family? these are very fun i love writing PK and his mother butting heads about WL. its very fun#my latest creation involves the 7 wyrms ending up in WL's groove back when she was yet to leave her father's territory. and PK and WL#having a fun little secret romance because they damn well know neither of their parents would approve of this and theyd rather avoid the#shitstorm. WL was getting to move on and find her own place eventually so themade a game plan where PK would leave with his fanily and#eventually leave and rejoin her next spring and they could leave together. But his ass got caught because he had Flower and Amaryllis/#Lullaby the 1st. Oopsie. But I love this AU i love writing PK's family taking care of him. the twins living with their aunts uncles and#granny and the eventual relentless teasing and jokes aimed st PK once they figure out the babies are half-root. its all very fun
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Hi uhh I really love your Damian and Danny siblings short. I wonder if uhh will you add a more connected story.
Also how did the mirage happen and is it only Bruce and Damian who saw it?
thank you! And honestly I might add a more connected story (i posted a miscellaneous post about the danny from that post because I was still thinking about him). The more I think about it though, yeah probably? I'd like to explore that reunion between Danny and Damian at some point. Plus Danny's experience in Amity Park and his growth from there.
The post was meant to be more of a prompt for other people to take inspiration from and add their own ideas onto, so the mirage was something I kept purposely vague so that people could come up with their own theories about it. But for my take on it? Magic user in Gotham that they got in a fight with. It was a physically visual mirage so anyone who was in the room could've seen it, and it was capable of being picked up on the cameras in their mask/cowls (which i hear is a thing sometimes) so it can be replayed back in the cave.
#danyal al ghul au#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpdc#older brother danny#which damian might do a lot because that mirage showed quite a LOT of memories actually even if iI only wrote extended specific ones#and he'll rewatch them in order to make sense of them - to figure out if they were real because the memories all seemed to come from#danyal's point of view and then to try and make sense of them. he's hated danny for all his living memory and thought for sure that danny#hated him back. and then he's finding out that danyal didn't hate him but was instead actively encouraging *damian* to hate him#and killed assassins for him. sat outside his room to listen to anyone who might break in. and then faked his death in order to avoid havin#to fight him to the death?? sacrificed his spot as the eldest and heir to the LoA for him. potentially gave up any chance of meeting their#father because he was told it wasn't safe. then went off to live with complete strangers unaffiliated with the league in order to lay low#all at ten years old. he's trying to make sense of all that and sort through his own feelings. kinda wants to hunt him down and demand#answers from him. because what the fuck??? but also doesn't know if he wants to see him again. nothing's been forgiven but he wants answers
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Or a lot of Australian actors farmers in their spare time? Genuine question because i cant tell if it's common
A lot of older Australian actors (and older Australians in general, actually) I know have hobby farms, yes, but I'd say that that's very different from Sam as his family's farm is a (generationally passed-down, from the sounds of it) cattle station and his parents' livelihood.
There is very much a cultural expectation with farmers that I know here that children help out on it during busy periods regardless of their chosen profession. Sam touched on his experiences in animal husbandry in that interview an anon sent me yesterday, but he's talked a bit in press here too about going home for the calving seasons, which I would say would probably be expected by his family given other cattle families that I know.
But yeah, Sam's circumstances are pretty unique, I'd say, given I don't think there are all that many actors who come from actual farming families in Australia.
#at the theatre company i work at we have 9 office staff and 3 of them have family hobby farms for instance#and actually one of them is the daughter of a tv actor who was big here in the 90s#and he's semi-retired to said hobby farm#like the idea of a hobby farm is that it's not really a major source of income (or any source of income sometimes a lot of people are just#using them to grow their own produce and keep a few sheep)#sam's family are career farmers so its pretty different#there IS usually an expectation that the farm would be handed down to the children though#but usually eldest son so sam's probably off the hook for most of it lol#my aunt and uncle live in a cottage on a cattle station up north and they're watching these huge dramas with the fam at the moment because#none of the kids want to take over and the dad refuses to sell#it's messy#sam asks
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For some reason, this round of meds (same dose and everything as last time) is making me have very violent Realisations and Remembering Things moments. And by that I mean the Thing I Forgot and/or the Realisations show up with a bat and see how hard they can make my brain hit the wall. So anyway.
YOU GUYS REMEMBER SPIKE THE WETFLOOR BOT??? YOU GUYS REMEMBER HER??? THE FIRST FAZBEAR ANIMATRONIC TO BE BORN FROM LOVE INSTEAD OF PAIN??? YOU REMEMBER HER???
CAUSE I JUST DID
#SPPIIIIKKKEEEEEE I MISS YOOOUUUU#I love spike. spike the wet floor bot is my favourite. I miss her I should bring her back somehow#the first animatronic to gain sentience and awareness out of LOVE and CARE#I miss her we need to bring her back. I never made a visual design but I definitely posted some descriptions of her pretty sure#a wet floor bot... a little wonky and a little off colour. holes in it's damaged and dented casing patched up with scrap#never the same colour. always different#stickers and magnets and a lil bit of spray paint. part of an ear missing and crooked#has one of roxy's spiked bracelets around her neck with a keyring dangling from it like a tag...#she picked her own name and pronouns... doesn't really understand what they are and what they mean but she wants them#in one AU she was Roxy's little distraction. something to work on and repair while the others search the rubble of the plex for-#their friends. In another Roxy repaired her for fun unknowingly after Vanny had used her as a test subject for the virus#in another one post-ruin roxy and cassie were searching the plex for an easy animatronic for roxy to repair so cassie's dad could-#test what she'd learned about repairing them from him and found a salvageable wet floor bot#that they then wrapped in tarp and put in a shopping trolley to take her straight home and get to work on her much to the-#confusion of literally everyone as they barrel down the halls of flats with an unidentified tarp blob in a stolen shopping trolley#<- that one's Meteors AU btw. Roxy got turned into a Real Boy by the Meteor and is now living with Cassie as her adopted sister#this is just the kind of shit these two get up to all the time and no one knows who's meant to be the braincell between them because well#they keep taking turns on who the older sibling is. they keep changing it. the eldest sibling is based entirely on the situation lmao#who's bright idea was it to steal a wet floor bot? WHO KNOWS!! Cassie said 'pick an animatronic!' so they did that's all there is to it!#cassie's dad just. head in hands. as he realises. the fucking wet floor sign on wheels is sentient now.#why. why and how. terrified of the wrath of Fazbear if they find out. while she's just. trundling about.#wheels on carpet floor style. struggling but getting there. happy beeps as she pushes a ball around on the floor. living her best life.#sfdsfdsfs I fucking LOVE Spike okay I miss her I need to bring her back somehow#I could give her to mangle or sprocket in robot hell but I'm not doing much with that right now#sdhfdfsfs Chica's recipe zine starring Spike!! and every image of her is just confusion#'see? even Spike likes bananas!' Chica says as she puts one on the floor so Spike can very happily run it over.#dfsdfsds love Spike. Spike enrichment is now running random foods over because she can. and also the wheels off a toy monster truck#so she can be an ALL TERRAIN wet floor bot. make them gecko wheels like DJ's hands and she's got everyone beat lmao#she can be DJ's Uppies Buddy!!#lmao Spike I'm so sorry I've left you in the dark for so long I'm bringing you back. beloved guy of all time
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God dads outburst at me about the election really has left me shaken and fucked up
Spent the last few weeks feeling incredibly lost and tired. All it took was dad breaking my trust in him and losing his stupid ass to the right wing.
#Bro Im so mad about it but also too exhausted to fucking do anything as of this moment#But plans are being made to move in with the ol ex and just live there.#Its. Scary. Really really scary. But its okay.#Its his own fault for letting himself get so overly emotional and basically yelling about how he cares more for an ideal like that than lik#The daughter who wants him to be safe#Same goes for the reat of my family tbh#Theyre all just happily living their lives and Im jist sat here looking like a crazy person#Trying to have brunch while also tryibg to be normal#It sucks. I hate it. Im tired.#I feel so fucking disconnected from my family now and its a weird feeling#I feel like I dont actually belong anymore and its awful#But hey. Who cares right?#Eldest daughter + only child syndrome in an asian family is a HELL OFNA DRUG.
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yknow that feeling when a single attempted light n friendly conversation with your sibling is so completely onesided bc that sibling so thouroughly looks down on you that youre barely a person in their eyes? yeah that shits seriously mood ruining
#my t#i gotta learn to stop trying with her#just because shes 5 yrs younger doesnt mean im responsible for her anything like#jesus we have the abused eldest sibling guilt *bad*#but she wrote us off as soon as she turned 18#like you spoiled little shit just bc you could afford to go to college and live like youre from pinterest#some of us have CPTSD and no savings bc *you* wanted ur pinterest life karen jr#basically she believes that people who portray any kind of symptom of mental illness isnt worth her air. shes deeply ableist#and she got it all from her best buddy our mother. theyre pretty much the same person its fucked#and its really funny to me bc im pretty sure we all have NPD#like both of my siblings plus my mother and us. only our dad is saved but he has crippling anxiety that runs in his own family#but im the only one whos doing any kind of work on that at any given moment#thus in a way fueling our NPD in a more constructive way bc we really ARE better than them (as people) LMAO#of the mind that everyone deserves a little bit of the lesser known constructive-competitive flavour of narcissism to trick themselves into#becoming better people hahaha#okay i feel better now
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Downloaded hoopla just to reread Howl's Moving Castle because now I'm thinking about Sophie being trapped in these expectations of her destiny and subconsciously cursing herself so that she can live freely as something other than the oldest daughter.
Howl's Moving Castle is such an interesting exploration of a world where fairytale tropes are seen as laws of nature and the ways that the people of that world fight against the boxes they're forced into.
#sophie and her sisters are sooooo interesting#and it breaks my heart that this part of her characterization was completely left out of the movie#because so much of her personality and so many of her choices make so much sense in the context#of knowing that as the eldest sister she's destined to live a completely average and unremarkable life#and that any attempts at seeking out something better will lead to her failing miserably and suffering for it#and she is SO TRAPPED BY THIS#she is so set in the belief that she will never be anything over than average that she doesn't even know that she has magic!#and being cursed to be an old woman is something she embraces because it lets her break out of that box#sophie the eccentric old lady has so much more freedom than sophie the eldest of three daughters#and it's her sisters resisting their own fates#(the second will be beautiful and successful and happy and the third will be powerful and intelligent and change the world)#(and only the third is allowed to seek anything more than what she's given)#that makes sophie start to wonder whether her fate is really set in stone#howl's moving castle
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